Net Connection

Earthquake in taiwan. now everyone cannot use the net properly. i think every christmas want to have some kind of natural disaster sia.

went for my checkup, 5mins consultation only, for all the trouble getting through the rain. ask me to go for CT scan which i only found out later that it costs $100. great, scan on thurs after my IS.

today i went to have lunch at my coffeeshop then got this old couple sitting infront of me drinking milo. and then suddenly the ah pek started throwing little fits, then the auntie panick, go over and rub his chest. den she look ard frantically. den i wanted to go over, but got ppl go over liao. den call ambulance. then after awhile the ah pek stop his seizures already, den more or less normal. den 5mins later the paramedics came with the stretcher.

eventful sia. later going bbq with christie for the SC outing. hopefully doesnt rain. jackson just came back from his ubin camp den say he's not going.

Merry Christmas 2006. Welcome 2007

Melli Melli Crissmess everybody

went to jack's place for lunch with family and saw cipto working, he said allan was in the kitchen or smth. anyway, pretty much did nth today. more like catching up on rest, and slack.

kinda sian, spending xmas eve at home, but aiyah, also duno where to hang out anyway. everywhere else would be packed.

anyway, congratulations to lee chuan wei 25122006. you know i know =) and lol, kana fake by my sms. tio pian!

not slping yet cuz need to digest my supper. later in the afternoon heading down to my aunt's place to collect my present. a goldlion wallet. she say not very ah pek, so hopefully its true la. tmr going alexandra hospital for my checkup for my ankle.

aight. time for rest. melli crissmess once again

6 days to new year

BAMP

BA CAMP!

very very tired. on the first day jackson was already saying he wanted to go home cuz he thinks it was too sian. my grp was pretty much fun though, many times where i laughed till my tummy hurt.

first day: icebreaker + treasure hunt. the treasure hunt took like frickin 5hours+. it was supposed to end at 11 but it ended at 2am for us. went to exam hall to slp, jackson and his pals put some tables together and laid a sleeping bag over it den i joined in too. the fan was directly above which was very shiok, until i started shivering when they fell aslp. and it rained, which made it colder. so i only had like 1.5hours of slp

2nd day: telematches + food fiesta + campfire. food fiesta only had 4 locations but we had to go bugis in the evening, which was so packed since it was a friday and a holiday and christmas season. the bus was so crowded we were squeezing crap out of our bodies to stay comfortable. did alot of pretty weird yet interesting stuff. then wanted to cab back to sch but got too many ppl at the taxi stand, so took bus instead, which took frickin ages

had campfire at the student plaza. wah kao, drizzled abit, so the grass was a little soft and muddy. the fire wasnt that big though, it kept going down until someone pours kerosene over it. anyway, we did our skit. it wasnt as funny as we had done it during our rehearsals, but it was fun doing it anyway =) den it ended, we rushed to bathe, den called macdonalds delivery. shiok.

den it was back to being boring. so we were talking abt NP ghost stories den we say wanna go BLK 50 and see see since it's the most talked abt ghostly site. so 5 guys and 1 girl, we go there. wah sibei eerie, i went once before, but now still as dark as ever. den Kelvin went to record a vid using his phone. it was alright la the walk, den we went back to exam hall to take a look at the vid. den there's this frame where smth which looks like a finger covered the camera a little bit, den disappeared. den they keep debating whether is his finger or something else.

so we went back again, 4 guys 2 girls. den film properly this time, making sure his finger doesnt cross the camera. den i quite suay? halfway the hp flashlight stop, cuz i think i nvr touch it for too long, den auto stop its operations? so we climb the stairs halfway den blackout. lol. but the vid taken was even more normal.

came back and realised so many ppl snuck out to go Al Ameen to eat prata, including jackson. den tmd, it was 4am+ and everyone else wanted to go to bed. but i think, wah lao last night liao, dun slp la! so i waited for jackson and the rest to come back at 5+. den ccb, they come back, say wanna slp! so bo bian, i also go lie down, but only an hour+. so total for 2 days i slp only 3 hours.

last day: nth much. more of packing up of stuff den doing anything else. den gathered at exam hall to do cheers again. den ask us do musical chair, which was damn fked up and funny at the same time. everyone dont wanna walk to the music, cuz they want a seat, so they nvr walk. den all jam there, not walking, music still playing. then the GLs resorted to pushing ppl to get them to move. den because of this, the GL push ppl, den push me until i kana squashed, then music stop, i no place to seat liao. but i took a vid of the last few remaining ppl and it was hillarious

ended with my grp member winning even though everyone else was rooting for the other guy to win cuz he's a dark horse.

we din get top 3 grps and there was only 6. so disappointing cuz i thought our grp was quite enthu and it deserved to be in it. but too bad den. had alot more cheering and grp taking photos. den ate alot of tidbits which caused me to lose my voice

overall. nice experience. at least i know more ppl now, slightly... but at least i did smth to try =) jackson's grp won 1st prize cuz his GLs super enthu.

anyway, damn tired, but waiting for night time to come so i wont suffer insomnia. dad's birthday tmr! christmas eve!

2 days to xmas
8 days to new year

Rain rain PLEASE GO AWAY

been raining for > 24 hours already. woke up freezing, even though i wrapped myself with 2 blankets and had the fan switched off. really bad weather.

went to sch, lucky it wasnt pouring, but it did when i reached sch. went to do project, everyone else was late actually, and i purposely go late, cuz i know everyone sure late cuz of the rain.

den went for bamp meeting. jackson pangseh me! he nvr go for his meeting today! and we're in diff grps. so i feel so alone =(

the meeting was alright la i guess. the girls were pretty quiet, at least the guys quite ok la.

im having flu now, sucks.

met cw and jc to eat botak jones. not bad la, but lotsa onions. i have onion breath now. den yq din come cuz he had to pia project, but i met him at yck to borrow some stuff for my camp

the rain was so bad that i heard jams were formed cuz of flooded road conditions. i din think it was that bad, till i took 74 home and reach macritchie, den got police block the road going macritchie, and instead the bus took the flyover. on the flyover, everyone looked out of the window and looked at the flooded macritchie carpark. it was so bad until half the van's bonnet was under water. song boh. waist high water lvl.

Hong Kong Cafe

it's been raining for the entire frickin day. i hate wet weather!

met up with xueli for dinner at hk cafe. carol was right afterall, the service isnt that good. they've got plenty of waiter/waitresses but they never seem to look at ur direction when u need em. the food was alright la, carol recommended me the baked cheese pork rib pasta, which was quite nice.

it was raining so darn much! ugh, cannot take it.

im abit apprehensive abt the BA camp which i'd be going with jackson. duno. like so strange suddenly. and with the wet weather, i wouldnt have too high hopes.

i'll be meeting yq in the evening today to get a pair of shoes for my camp. my adidas clima cool confirm soak with water wan, knn.

my projects are fuckin gonna die la. ugh. so sian.

i hope for a better year =]

6 more days to xmas
13 more days to new year

Long day out

Got myself 2 earrings. saw Shi Sin Huey at bugis doing autography session for her new album.

went to eat sakae sushi dinner, quite funny.

felt bored, so went to rox's place to find cw and yq, den joined them for abit. they watched couple of movies, Final destination 3, Ju On and Saw 2. i thought saw 2 was quite nice, but wah, almost half of them were slping la!

jackson was high over nth, he took a nap, woke up, den high liao.

the night was pretty fun, a couple of us took a walk when they were watching Ju On, den said wanna eat prata, but Zhen Hao was in his boxers, den say dun wanna go.

left at 6+ with cw and yq, had prata with cw before heading home. den slp for 5 hours. im pretty darn tired right now

and it's raining dogs!


here's yq doing a sexy pose with jeremy slping like a baby

4. CMA

Cost Managerial Accounting

It's mofo-ing over! over! and im dead! and so is weiliang! sucks man the paper. nvm, i dont wanna think abt it no more. it's the hols.

but projects! no! damn u projects!

im dying. yes im dying. im emoing.

and yes.

I'M FORGETTING YOU STARTING NOW!

3: BLAW

Business Law

not enough slp. not enough brain juices to power up. was trying to cram all the definitions into my brain on the bus. anyway, went into the exam hall and took the test

it was alright la. but the definitions i freestyle. but generally, is sure pass, just how well, thats all

Scammed

woke up this morning and cleaned my specs, den since mine is rimless, got the metal rod fit into the lens to hold it in place. well, one of it came out, den the specs like can bend sia, damn flimsy, like it could break anytime, so i told my mum, who wasnt so happy abt it. i think this pair of specs less than a year nia.

went amk central, first shop i go in, den kana psycho psycho. den i wanna get full frame this time round, look intellectual. muaha. den i was thinking if i shld make a pair of contacts. she say with my degree, make a good perm one is like $320. wah, steep la.... den not only that, need to have specs to wear at home summore, but i thought abt it la, but din wan

den she show me this specs, not bad la, den somewhere in the middle i heard that either the frame or the lens is $70, but when i ask total how much,she say $246 after discount. wah. but finally i decided that its not bad la, so i agreed, den she say for now she can help me fix my rimless

den she bring back, it's in fine working condition. but she say it wont last, few days later will become loose again. so i tio psycho, nvm, order my new specs liao. den i left, slowly regretting. wah lao, now my specs is like normal leh!

now i need to starve, to pay so many things. oh man =(

CMA PAPER TMR. LAST PAPER NNB!~~~~~~

2. FMGT

Financial Management

i more or less freaked out just before the paper, hoping that nothing would leak out. all the mcq all tikam wan sia. the more i thought abt it the more i contradicted myself, and i think alot wrong. stupid paper only 50marks, den study so hard, and then 1 qn wrong, LIAO already cuz why? score must x2

i finish the paper in 50mins, checked for abit, left when they said we could, den i faster zao go home, tmr blaw in the morning, tmd. evening paper fmgt, morning paper blaw. so ok, i zao, bus come i take. take until mcritchie, liang called me, say his file in my bag, den i say i already at mcritchie, den he say "DUN BLUFF! why the bus so quiet!"

he doesnt know im honest =) den went back to meet him halfway, and then headed home. phwah the 74, knn so many ppl, even though now all the JCs and SS no sch liao, so packed sia the 74. den got this indian guy, PHWAH he duno spray what scent on him, den he stand next to me, i faint sia. must breathe through my mouth

went home, dropped a can of coke on my toes. suck, today's a bad day. tmr blaw. yay for us. ok, time to go mug.

1: HRM

Human Resource Mgt

Thought i memorised everything. and then i skipped those 1 slide stuff and memorise those big chunks of steps

turns out they ask those 1 slide stuff. knn

freestyle sia

but doesnt matter, i hope they mark it right if it's relevant!

Today went to help out for Alumni Tea Party with Liang and gang, basically go there slack. wah kao we were asked to go ard the rm chatting up alumni students and ask them what they doing now, and how they felt that their time in NP has helped them get where they are. wah siao. so tough. in the end me and george ask abit, den slack liao

den there came the break, got buffet of finger food snacks. there was this blueberry tart which was quite nice, so we took alot. den me and liang finished it, so we go take again, this time i 1 plate he 1 plate, and george came, took his own plate. so got 3plates full of blueberry tarts! owned

couldnt finish them, den throw the rest away. LOL

ok next, FMGT

Family trouble

really hate to blog such a fucked up entry

my mum's been working in singtel for 31 years. and got retrenched somewhere ard my birthday. it's been almost 7 mths since, and things arent going so well. my mum's been hunting for jobs for a long time and since she's over 50, its been tough finding a job even if she has an O lvls cert. so everyday she harass me when she's at home and i found that really annoying, although i try to control myself. den she went for ntuc courses and alot of fucked up things, finally ending up at ntuc fairprice. and everyday she comes home complaining abt her job, but it's all understandable since ive been there and done that. ntuc that is.

my dad's driving taxi again after being released from suspension, which is quite a bit of relief. although sometimes he has mood swings over the most insignificant thing and makes the entire family unhappy, including my mum. he already has high blood and is maintaining it. and lo and behold, now my mum has it too, and it's quite high.

my sis's being a lil bitch. she hopped from financial adviser to smth else and now market research analyst. half of the mth she spends with her bf at his place, which was fine to me since i have the rm to myself without anyone bothering me. but it bothers my mum.

today. my sis was to stay over at her bf's place and smsed my mum telling her she wont be coming home. den my mum, worried abt family finance, smsed her "eh when can you start contributing to the family again?"

ok. the sentence itself didnt seem very friendly. it didnt sound right! ok, frankly speaking to me, it's abit offensive. but to my sister, it's like she just got a slap in the face, so she retaliated the sms by saying these things arent supposed to be said through the sms. and scolded my mum for having bad etiquette. yes, you didnt see wrongly. daughter tell mum that. which mum wouldnt be angry?

my mum's blood began to boil, bringing up the pressure. anyway, she got pissed and retaliated also, and my sis did the same AGAIN. my mum bth and come show me the msg, den halfway cursing, she started to cry. den i was wondering, wah really so jialat meh. den my mum go take her bp, it was like 180, fucking high. den i bth liao, i go send my sister an essay long sms telling her nicely. and then she called me, and then talk to her. thankfully she wasnt yelling, if she was, i think i also yell back at her liao.

anyway. me being the fucking middleman, i got to calm my mum right, like duh. she was still sobbing den i laid out ALL the facts that happened. then my mum talked to me, feeling very hurt. then i listen already i also cannot take it and cried. my mum, feel very insecure because she working at singtel more than half her life and she got dumped out into society, but she's not making it any easier on everyone else by complaining! that makes us more reluctant to support her isnt it!

but i feel very very sad. fucken emo right now. cuz suddenly i thought of what i did to contribute to the household. sure i do housework from time to time. and i try and talk to my parents and try not to get angry even though im very annoyed by everything else on earth. den i think of my spendings, and my studies. and my future. what can i offer back to these 2 folks that brought me up?

i have nearly 1.25 years left in poly, to get a diploma. to serve NS for 2 years. which would be good cuz i'll never be home and thus no expenses. and then work with shitty pay and shitty job doing something that will get u bored within the first 30mins. and if i were lucky enough to enter the university, den what, incur costs of $20-30k? and spend another 3 years studying? which only allows me to work in 6.25 years+.

and then remain a bachelor till i earn enough to support my parents for life.

girls can go to hell then

i thank god for the invention of music because that's the only thing calming me down by making my hearing impaired.

Bad Dream

woke up from a very bad dream. it was damn frightening such that i didnt dare to go back to slp in fear that there would be a continuation

i dream that i entered a school's toilet, and there were no urinals, it was those by the wall. den when i entered the toilet, the first thing i saw was a young boy stripped naked and hung from the ceiling. he was still swinging. fucking scary lah nb!

being shocked, i ran out of the toilet and duno why i entered the female toilet, then just like before, a boy was stripped naked and hung from the ceiling. fucking scary lah! they're being hanged! and dead! and swinging!

did i do something wrong? =[