I CANT WAIT FOR THE WEEKENDS TO COME DAMMIT!

holy crap mother of a holy cow. i feel like im in a pile of shit!

for the past four days we've been doing the same frickin thing. RESEARCH. i bet wiki's bandwidth will just collapse with us doing so much shit. i went out with justin and sean ytd to have dinner. ok la, i mean, at least i went out, or else i'll just suffocate in my own despair.

BANG!

today they wan us to do telemkting. like... FUCK YOU! u think i nvr do telemkting before? it's damn damn sian la. u need to say the SAME script. you need to get SLAMMED by ppl. like, what joy is there? the only thing that i had fun last time was because we used the phones to call other ppl. but not for this job.. nope. they have smth called the TIME STUDY. every thing you do, record when u start and when u end, and time taken to accomplish that task. FUCK!

sucks la. i'd rather STICK to the bloody boring job then to call ppl la. COMON man. this is only the 4th day, dont start changing our tasks this early lah basket.

oh, i was blogging this entry when i heard my sis telling my mum, SHE GOT SACKED. pwned. her boss sacked 5 ppl together. and she got the boot. im so sian now. RIGHT NOW. right NOW! i feel so thankful im working, cuz you know why? then i dont have to stay home with my mum AND my sister. it's so painful with my mum alone because everytime she will ask me whether want lunch or want dinner. piang.

i wanna comment on this very cute thing. we were all given a wooden pencil and a sharpener. and my dear friend Clement has sharpened his pencil till it became this cute:


The pencil is stuck IN the sharpener


This is the original pencil compared to his


a closeup

my pencil is reaching the red tip too. i'll post mine soon.

IM GETTING MY EAR PIERCED TMR!

Work wasnt a disappointment

it DID suck

my dad fetched me to work. i reached at 7.15 when im supposed to start work at 8 la. den i slack at the cafeteria den i went up. fill in form. got briefing. den briefing damn long, den damn sian. den we finally start 'work' at like 1030? den 1145 lunch.

you know what? im working for The Green Book. got hear before? the one that send cd rom to your hse and u think it's the environment one.

wah lao. damn damn boring lah. the entire day go on the web and search for stuff. search until i sian. den wanna use e-messenger also scared, cuz the computer facing the walkway, anyone walk past sure see.

den lunch was so-so. the cafeterias there were ok nia. den we realised J8 is only like 15mins walk away, so next time pls jio me to J8. kthx.

den back to work. den got another briefing, apparently, the Green Book one of the big shots came to ask one of us (the attach-ies) qn abt The Green Book and apprently, that person he asked couldn't answer. den he make one of the trainers to hold meeting for us again. but when we hear liao, everyone say nvr see the big boss before. den like wtf. call us for meeting den teach us again but it wasn't even our fault for answering badly?

then they say tmr maybe doing telemkting. fuck la. as if i dont have enough telemkting experience from Propnex. i think that telemkting worse la, die die also must call someone. at least on the internet can go msn maybe can eat snake abit. sucks la. for the next 7 weeks i duno how man. im gonna die.

urgh......................... im sad ):

tired. tired tired tired tired tired tired

AAA

Accounting.... i duno what AAA stands for

paper fairly ok. think i did ok. ok, move on.

becky's birthday ytd. went to eat with them. den after that went holland V pub and chill out. we got high, all of us. but thankfully not drunk. quite fun ah. had chivas 1 glass. 3 or 4 bottle of carlsberg. took alot of nonsense pictures.

asked weiliang pick me up. he offered to drive the girls, but they dun wan. then he drove there on his bicycle. thanks ah....

quite ok la. quite a fun day generally speaking. just that spend fucking alot, which weiliang said was stupid. cuz nobody's supposed to drink so much at a pub. den i went to weiliang's and had a change of clothes. den after that we went to pick becky and jiaqi up and headed to KAP mac. chilled till 5.30 den sent them back

went back to liang's den slp at 6.30. wake up at 11.30, jackson msg me ask me wan go walk anot. i say ok, den met up with him. he see alot of friends sia. i din get to see anyone. sucks. den walk alot. damn tired ah, alot of ppl. now come home. gonna eat dinner, watch video and slp. tmr waking at 6. i hate going to work la. i dont want to but i have to.... =(

eh anyone reading this, next time u all ard amk or bishan area in the evening, be sure to call me k. i'll get off work at like 5.45, so dont hesitate to pick up your handphones and dial 94743756 for a 5 dollar donation. every call is important, so please, vote for your favourite, and ONLY idol. =)

jackson: if you're seeing this. let's all just form a gay club la. me you yiquan. den u can slowly find guys with larger boobies than you do ( . y . )

IEF

International Economics & Finance

The only module that im on the brink of failure. cuz of the fucked up project which made me get 15% out of 30%.

wah ytd damn tired. go home try to study. nothing went in. so i set alarm at 6am, went to slp at 11.30. den wake up, study, nth went in. i only know fucking tired. den study until like 7.30? den i lie down on sofa, set alarm at 7,45. alarm ring, wake up, crawl to bed, set alarm at 8.30

8.30 den study awhile. weiliang say he damn tired, den also cannot study at home. want me go sch and teach. so ok, meet at 1030. den try to study ah, but library noisy, and he also very distracted. den becky came. i think she damn jialat man. i'll say why later. den maggie came. den george the saviour came to rescue us with his pro knowledge of ief.

exam liao. not a single shit abt Israel, Lebanon, DOHA round. whatever shit supposed to be general knowledge. all not tested. and those that are, were very little weightage. den knn, over study = over kill. den not only that, tariffs came out, which most ppl didnt expect. den i do liao zao. after that den realised one qn abt appreciating currency wrong. sian. :(

becky like worse man. she duno how to draw graph. den wrote Developing country when it was supposed to be be developed country. LIAO! entire qn wrong. she like very poor thing. after that she looked teary eyed. so poor thing, birthday on saturday summore. LOL.

ok. now left AAA. i hope easy man. knn. but after exam no one jio me go out. so sian. knn.

PMKT

Principles of Marketing

wah knn. never ever try this method of studying. it can kill you:

study
nap
study
nap
study
nap
=
die

i died. i slept a total of 5.5 hrs but my body feels like ive only slept an hour. before the paper i became very stressed out and tired. drank redbull, like no use like that.

the paper was relatively ok lah. before the exam my friend tell me consumer behaviour impt, then i panic, cuz i nvr study. but heng nvr come out. swee swee~ the aircon blow directly at me la, knn, cold until start shivering. i do liao zao liao.

i like this song man. Scissor Sisters- I don't feel like dancing
damn retro. i think very nice to dance in clubs. ok. now to start on IEF

OM paper

OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT:

wah, before the exam i study study study. i thought, ok liao. den i set alarm wake up at 7am. in the end i nvr study. i relac one corner. den i go sch meet becky maggie and jiaqi at SIM at 11.

then they keep asking each other how to do this how to do that. the formula how to use. den make me very nervous. den i still relac. den all throughout lunch and everything they keep making me nervous. basket. cannot concentrate.

then exam paper give out liao. i look. owned. 5 qn choose 4, 25mark each.

1st qn on EOQ, i know formula but i duno how to apply. den just do Jerold-Styled. den i think wrong. 15marks fly. den 10mark theory, use talk cock theory. die riaos. but the rest were ok. although alot of theory is Jerold-Styled ;)

tmr is pmkt, also another talk cock paper. cuz it's general knowledge, but the thing is, sometime the concept of the thing is one big chunk, then sometimes if u ownself apply general knowledge, u not applying the concept. so.... have fun.

2 out of 5. 3 more to go.

I hate exams upside down inside out left right center

damn tired man. ytd go mac study, saw gwen from 2/8. the mac too bloody noisy, cannot concentrate at all. 2 hours sit there and talk nia. den after that go kfa study for an hour. wah lao, i miss the old kfc la. i miss the big space, the super cold aircon, the kids playing on the stupid slide and making a ruckus. I MISS THE OLD KFC YOU STUPID AMK!

den go home. eat dinner. got national day rally. listen abit. finish dinner, go kbcc macdonald solo study until 10. hp battery flat, go back home charge. den midnight chuanwei tell me he dun wan slp, den ask me wan study anot. in the end i went to his place. he got study abit ah, i do abit of IEF research ah. im fucking dead for IEF, that stupid piece of shiat. i nvr slp the entire night T_T

reach hm at 6.30. slp at 7. den set alarm at 12. den eugene ask me go amk library study. wah i see smth today that motivate me to pierce ear liao. got this boy on the bus with his grandma. i think he only 3-5 years old, left earlobe got pierce. knn. so young also got, i also wan liao. cannot lose to small kid!

study at amk library the cafe area there. ok la. not say super fruitful. but i got study. just that damn tired. now den reach home.

sian man. got 4 consecutive papers la. den only got weekend to rest, then attachment liao. noooo!!!

FUCK YOU EXAMS!!!!!!!!

EC paper

ho seh! woooo. best

ec paper today. see liao blur. yesh. wont fail, but wont score. woooo.

i ignored her today. nvr look at her, nvr talk to her even though she was infront of me. den after the exam i feel bad la, so i thought maybe evening msg her.

she came online just now. den talk briefly. then gtg bye again. her famous sentence. den i was like "not again? ok lor. bye"

then she say dont sound so sad la. she will feel bad. den i say, nvm la, it's ok. bye.

den she say, since you say so. BYE ;)

haiz. she just doesnt get it lah. den she sms me weird stuff. i think she thought i was depressed because of the exams la, but that was only half of it la. den she say what, i have friends that will help me get through difficult times, so dont worry so much.

YOU JUST DONT GET IT LAH!!!!

CLICK > Tokyo Drift

yes. as stated. CLICK > Tokyo Drift

tokyo drift's story line isnt very fabulous la. and then, they really focus on drifting only la. then like, for what sia. at the end, the guy race with a mafia kah kia, for FREEDOM. like wtf man. for what? duhhh~~

oh i watched click, it's damn nice. it was very funny at some parts. den nearing the end, i sobbed abit. very touching ah. den got moral of the story. i think it's very worth watching.

i came back from my aunt's place liao. ok la, i wouldnt say fruitful, but not bad lah. then today i come back, wah lao, the apartment above mine renovating. damn noisy. wan study also cannot. wan watch show also cannot. bek cek ah.

oh, i bought an espirit polo T. woot. i need more polo Ts =(

it's time i gave up =)

And in the end. It doesn't really matter.

woo linkin park. quick rawk mah world.

I DONCH GIB A DAMN RIAOZ. RIMPEI GA RI GONG, I DONCH CARE. CUZ I ISH WANT 2 MATI OREALLI.

justin's right. i shld go get a bat and start higurashi-ing ppl. whack ah!

ok. today i started studying. steady? ok. tmr i going nanny's hse to hardcore study.. steady... monday going to watch tokyo drift. steady... wednesday going kimage cut hair with friend. steady... going weiliang's hse to gay him. steaaaaaaaaddddddyyyyy la. FUUU~~~ SEI SEI SEI!

i have no idea what im doing la. im just typing. but the bottom line is, i guess it's the end for me. owari da!!

all the guys in the world should turn gay, all the females turn lesbians. mass orgy. get HIV and all die. fan zhen the world ending in a couple of centuries down the road. amazing isnt it? by right, dinosaurs die because of ice age. and now we're gonna burn to death from our own pollutants. im so happy i'm gonna die before i experience that.

yes! koibito doushi (恋人同士) . also known as 'sweethearts'. this song, which justin sent me earlier, can only apply to me when i go NS. yesh. i will have fun. justin, BACK TO YOU!

Happy 41st Birthday Singapore

ok. i didn't find anything to do today. woke up late. watch video. play game. nua. ok. time for ranting


ok. only me and my mum will be at home. so she decided to order pizza at 6pm, but pizza hut's line was busy and couldnt get through, so she ordered canadian pizza. then the operator is like some china woman or what, den my mum asked her to repeat our orders, then she repeat liao. so my mum ask her for her name, but she dun wan to give, den say operator 2.

so we watch ndp until like 7.. not here yet, nvm, public holiday, wait lor. den wait till 7.30, aiyah, wait so long liao, wait awhile longer lor, shld be here soon. den wait until 8.15, NDP finish liao, fireworks also over liao. den go call them back again. another operator this time, den say we havent placed an order yet. woot. den we say we spoke to their operator 2 just now, den she say, are you sure you called the right place?

by then my mum hot liao. she say, you have a pizza which is 28.75 right? that's what we ordered. how could we have called the wrong place!

so, the pizza arrived at 9. which was 3 hours later. song boh. canadian pizza. woot. in the end they gave us a free bottle of pepsi. wah, thanks ah. 3 hours wait

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
oh yea, DEYI ISH TEH BEST!

Global Dimming - We're so gonna die

watch these :
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

ok, it's abt global dimming. we all know what global warming is right? greenhouse gases such as carbon dioxide releases into our earth's atmosphere clouding the ozone layer with it and trapping heat from the sun -> temperature rises -> icebergs melt -> sea lvl increases -> flooding in low areas and droughts -> famine -> die

ok. now that we all know what global warming is, what is global dimming? climatologists found out that over the past 50years, the sunlight coming into earth has been reduced greatly, almost 20% in Israel. they have continued this routinely tests over the past century in measuring evaporation rate, and they realised that compared to the results a hundred years ago, evaporation has decreased alot. evaporation as we all have learnt in p.sch, can be sped up with increased temperature. but scientists say that the dominant component in evaporation is sunlight. a lower activity in evaporation means that less sunlight is able to enter earth. so what does sunlight have to do with anything?

the bad drought in Ethiopia in the 1970s was said to have been caused by poor maintenance of farms and such. but they realised that it was due to global dimming. the major component causing global dimming are the particles that emit from fuel burning. so countries stepped up on burning fuels cleaner so that such particles will decrease.

one scientist did a study during the september attack, when no aircrafts were flying, so no smoke was produced from the planes. he found out that the temperature range had increased by 1 deg celsius. but on the normal days, it was always less than 1deg celsius. that was then when climatologists realised that global dimming, slowed down the process of global warming. means, global warming increases temperature, global dimming reduce the temperature from the sun. but now that measures of global dimming has been in effect, means only got global warming + more sunlight.

this means a double whammy, cuz global warming traps heat in our atmosphere. and now the temperature rises even higher, then global warming effect makes it worse. they had predicted that no more than 5deg celsius would increase in the next 100 years, but now that they have realised this, it could be 10deg C. imagine singapore with 42deg C 100years from now. we can bake cookies in our cars!

they said that by 2030, something has to be done, or else everything will be irreversable, and by 2100, the temperatures could increase 10 deg C from now. which is why im thankful i'll get to die before it reaches 2100. i dont wanna experience being cooked alive.

interesting video. total got like 45-50mins long. but very educational. good to kill time with.

oh ya. tmr singapore birthday. anyone wanna hang out pls pls pls jio me!

Fireworks- Team Italia

ok. looking back on my previous post. i dont feel the emotions anymore. im better now. thanks. so ignore my previous post ^^

ytd morning left hse at 8.45am and reah hm at 11.40pm. walked the entire day. damn tired. morning go the WIL KEYS by BACARES in sch. some nonsense thing that u attend, get cca point. I GOT MY FIRST CCA POINT! YES!

then end liao. went west mall. den makan, walk here walk there. den go cck the mall. den kia lai kia ki also. den meet yiquan at causewaypnt buy his shirt. g2000 suay suay gone already. den he go metro, kana one damn funny assistant. he ask for the size of one shirt, den she say duno duno what la. den he point to another shirt, den he ask whether the shirt for ladies wear anot, cuz the design slightly different. den she say, this is mens section, how to have ladies wear. but she say until damn bluntly, den yiquan look at me. LOL. funny sia.

we left causewaypnt to go j8, the g2000 there because he only had $19 left and a g2000 shirt now on sale, $19 only. den he go there, picked a shirt. den accompany me eat dinner. den i left for cityhall to meet george. i reached at 7.40, den he havent come yet. so he ask me go walk ard first. so i walk citylink, wah, alot of ppl. den i squeeze through. den i reach the 7-11 there, already 7.50. den i faster zao back to the mrt. meet him, den walk to esplanade. DAMN ALOT OF PPL. can die

den we reach esplanade liao, cannot find his friends. den klkk again, den finally found them. den wait for the fireworks. den got dai ji. one of his friends cannot find us. den she cannot get us, because the network connection there was super lousy. i think too many ppl trying to call one another. den the fireworks started. den she couldnt get to see. suay

ok la the fireworks. i would say last year's NDP and fireworks fest was much better. this year's was longer, but that was only because there were longer intervals between each firework. ok la. not bad. den i use my hp record video. den WTF, 2mins+ suddenly *beep* MEMORY IS FULL. den nvm lor, dun record.

den i realised the fireworks damn long, so might as well record summore. den i go find mp3 to delete. damn jialat. but anyway, the fireworks ok lah. just that ALOT of ppl. cuz it was a SUNDAY. sian. after that couldnt go back. den we got stuck everywhere la. so crowded. den go millenia walk sit down drink coffeebean. that was the most ulu place already compared to other places. i think alot of ppl resorted to going 7-11 at city link and buy food.

by the time reach hm. 11.40 liao. damn tired. den called her talk awhile. den slp until 11+ today. den after lunch slp another 3 hrs. wah. sleep until whole body nua.

wahlao the stupid IEF ah, tmr supposed to go back JUST for her lesson . but she also nvr contact us and say what time and where. wtf. den how? i need to do presentation for her in order to pass my project leh! den she like that. wah piang.

im not emo now cuz im taking things in stride ^_^

I'm Not Emo. I just hate myself

to Yiquan: i know i told u i'll ask her by the end of this week, but i think that's not gonna happen. i think i give up

recently, i talk to sinye, den i ask her abt her relationship with her bf and how he court her. they knew each other very long but is like those, Hi-Bye basis. but one day saw him on the bus den started talking. 24days after, they were together. i kinda envied that, knowing that that is impossible for me.

den she quite pro la. she say why i ask, isit because i need help. den she also guessed correct on who i like, she say she very sensitive to these kinda things. but anyway, she offered her help la. den she say say say, den i listen listen listen. den i very hyped up, cuz i feel like, hmm, maybe if i take the right steps, i have a chance bah. den she ask me to jio the girl out, to eat, or to watch fireworks or smth. den she give alot of tips. but at the same time, i was thinking, movie also nvr watch, how to see fireworks sia.

anyway, i was hyped up, thinking that i had a chance. ok lor. so i very enthu liao, even though on sunday night kana fucked up by the proj discussion online. but i shall not talk abt that.

i just dont know how now la. like, she keeps turning off. like on monday, go AAA lecture, she sat next to me what. but we barely spoke 10 sentences, i nvr count, but is because it's soooo countable that im afraid to count. den recently she very gum with her IS mates, all the guys. den ok lor, nvm. but at least can talk to me right.

ytd, tues, she not feeling well. she started sneezing badly. den like quite jialat ah, but we needed to stay back for a briefing on our next year specialisation. blah blah. anyway, after sch she zao already. den after i stay back do project awhile, i msg her ask her where she go. she say she going her church convention, even though she sick. den cuz she always blew me off, so i just wanted to take revenge, den i say i later den msg her. den her reply was "then i dont reply you later =)"

duno the =) put there for fun or not. anyway, after a few hrs i go msg her again. den she say she waiting for bus. so i asked whether need company anot. she say how? den i called her hp lor. den we talked awhile. den i joking say that i talk to her now, is more than i had talked to her in the day la. den blah blah. den she say what she in sch, dont have to mood, like very presurrizing. den she not very close with my class the girls even though they supposed to be. den i was like wtf, why u now can talk to me so easily but in sch u cannot talk to me. got so hard meh?

den she started saying that with her IS mates, she very comfortable with them, very relaxing, so she likes them. anyway, i talk like 20mins den her battery went dead liao, but she reached home before it happened. den i msged her, i told her that tmr when she see me she better talk to me. den she reply "i try... erm. but don think will succeed. y don u jus get others to talk to u?"

wah fuck. i see already. ok. maybe i get it. or maybe i think too much, but it pretty much sounds the same no matter how different u try to think of it. anyway, that was ytd. today? ok. talk less than 5 sentences. ok. good game. dont need emo. why? because gone already. i too fucked up already.

ytd night, i talk to weiliang on msn. ask him join a gay club with me, cuz his msn nick abit emo also. den he ask ask ask ask ask. den i ask him guess. den he guess tio eventually, den ask me call him talk. in the end talk talk talk until 1am. wah, today go sch, tired sia. actually before this, i was watching sg idol, i dozed off. but i guess i just wanted to write down these thoughts right now, cuz i wanna dump my emo away.

weiliang's my new gay partner. he wan jio girl also fail. but he emo long ago. so now he just pei me emo. yay. i have a companion.

to yiling: thank you for listening my rants on the emo shiat. now i think maybe eating chocolates really do help. my friend say got what, endorphins inside, that makes u happier. i guess that's why nowadays the girls become fat bah ^^