Study? or sleep?

Ytd finish the EC proj presentation. only our grp creative enough to do a mini skit. den they keep laughing until i um chio during the skit. wah bth. but nonetheless, ok la. teacher say most get A grade. so, ok lor. 20% nia.

now still got PSYCRE and the mofo ief presentation la. tmd. stupid ief. cant wait for this sem to end.

met up with chinleng at nyp. nvr seen her for very long. by right, weishun supposed to come. den got ask joshua pius rox vincent seeming. but alot nvr come. joshua in dragonboat o.O not surprising la. but.. o.O? seeming nvr come. vincent got test till 7. weishun that arse nvr tell his mum he going out, den she cook dinner, in the end nvr meet. den pius heard go NYP, den dun wan go liao -_-

in the end me and CL study at nyp library. eeeeeeee. i prefer NP library. theirs after 5pm must tap card to go out. so i need to squeeze through. and no sockets one! NP everywhere also got powerpoints. i tried to study the stupid IEF. but too shiok already. den slp wake up study slp again.

met vincent at 6.40? den headed to amk central where we met up with rox. den go eat. ok la. catch up abit. JC ppl all so sad la. all boh si gan. den go mac talk summore, den went home.



my uncle said he got 2 tickets to NDP preview today, den ask me wan anot. if wan faster tell him, if not give other ppl. den i called her and asked her. but she has 6 tickets for the actual day NDP. =( but ok la, talked abit. weird thing is, when talk over the phone, very different from talking face to face.

will it ever work out?

ITP

I received my ITP(industrial training programme) attachment liao

Company Name: Promedia Directories Pte Ltd
Company Address: 41 Jalan Pemimpin #03-01A Kong Beng Industrial Building S577186
Period of Attachment: 28Aug - 14Oct 2006
Working Hours: 8AM- 5.45PM. 8AM-12PM SAT

sian. from googling, i THINK is advertising company. also duno do what. den i went street directory, heng that ulu place is at bishan area, so not very far. but 8am leh. knn. sian la.


i today fucking anti social. really no mood. i stone anyplace anywhere. damn sian la. i think im under depression syndrome or smth. i didnt even wanna talk to her la. fuck

I failed IEF project

IEF, the most difficult module this sem. project weighs 30%, common test 20%, 10% participation and 40% final paper.

i failed my project. FUCK
participation also SUCK
i really need LUCK

wah lao eh. i really damn pissed lah. IEF is stupid subject. stupid stupid subject. wah if i can do teacher evaluation ah, i everything also put STRONGLY DISAGREE den under the comments section i will write one essay for them. wah sucks.

really lousy mood. like recently no mood to be happy. i feel so irritable and i hate it.

ARGH RANT RANT RANT.

101th post. unhappy

firstly, i saw quite a number of ppl today. when waiting for the bus, i saw marvin. wah damn long nvr see him already. become more handsome. sian. lol. den talk abit, he say he going RGS to perform. den board bus, den saw act cute rachel... den going home that time saw jackson on his way to TnF den when reach amk saw yiling running after bus with joey. i think enough ppl liao right.. did i miss anyone?

im fucking sian. ok. maybe today i see her, den not so emo. but i still feel sian. keep got the sickening SIAN feeling. SIAN because the EC proj no matter what, got problem cock up and never finish. SIAN because PSYCRE still got project. SIAN because exams are coming soon. SIAN because i still dont know how to chase after her. SIAN even though i watch anime/apprentice or play winning eleven. play whatever.

even my one source of solace, music, isnt helping. i keep playing the songs that i like. and it's not helping. sometimes it even gets on my nerve. even in sch, when im doing happy stuff. im not happy. wah sian. is this puberty? it shld have hit long ago right..... or pms? da yi ma come visit me =(

today i asked her a qn on msn. i said,

"can i ask you a qn? you just ans yes or no. cannot answer anything else and cannot ask qn."
den i ask her "is chasing a girl very hard?"
den she was like " er.. yes. no... no.. yes.. depends"
den i force her to choose one, den she chose "yes"

actually, i also duno what's my motive. maybe i wanted her to be curious. to let her know a LITTLE bit den dun say, let her xin yang yang. i dont know whether it'll backfire or not, but it's already done.

im just unhappy ~>.<~

100th post

100.

ok im all emo right now. cuz right now my sis and her bf using the com. so im using the laptop. den ive got nothing to do. so i called yq la, lucky he free to talk, if not i'll just die on the spot.

having a talk with him ah, i still think it's too early to ask la. i mean things btwn her are good, but not great. i guess if i were to ask i'll just be rejected la. sheesh, this 100th post doesnt seem so happy =[

wah i realise that courting a girl is worse than playing chess la. need to think of the moves to make. and cannot make the wrong move or else kana checkmate. right now im so bloody bored i could just die on the spot. seriously.

i realised that im super unactive in poly la. yq has been going on all these events and camps and stuff while im sure my cca pnt is zero. den he say smth damn funny. he ask me whether i really dun wan go uni. den i ask him u think we can make it? den he say cannot make it also must get some cca pnt. later regret that cannot make it in because of cca pnt then i know.

ok. i shall end my 100th post here. i think too emo to write anything else. so fucking stoned. wah. i cannot take it.

99th post

ok. ive been busy the past week with EC and PSYCRE. can die i tell u. EC do until workshop6 but got so many errors that i duno how to gao dim. next friday need to submit. den today had psycre presentation, damn jialat, i present at the wrong time. yay for me...

psycre was damn hard on me la, cuz i was the acting leader and everyone was dependent on me. den i do compilation while doing EC. den do until 8.30pm in sch. soooooo tired. and becky says stay in sch until late is very fun. yea right. if only.

then go home liao, my grp mate suddenly say let her edit the slides, is like suddenly she want to take over. and there were alot of loose ends which suppose to go through me la. den she wan do, how to throw everything to her. den tell her let me do she not happy. peng

another member lagi best. his part is to do questionnaire only. den he dun wan do, he online find. den find a 120qn questionnaire. he say more interesting than a normal qnaire. but comon la, 120qn who want to do.... 7pages per set. got 20 students. i dont want to be whacked by 20 students. i really dont....

ok. psycre proj over. 2 weeks time got another presentation. den EC left loose ends to tie up. tmr supposed to watch Pirates with yq and cw, but call yq, nvr pick up. found out that he's asleep. at 10+ summore! what a pig.

there was this thing on radio i heard today. abt the luckiest man on the planet. this man goes to the golf course on every saturday. and for the past 3 saturdays, he had made a hole in one each time. the ratio of getting a hole in one was 12,500:1. and he made three. ppl did some calculation and found out the odds of that happening was 2.3 trillion : 1. u know how many zeros there are in a trillion? MANY. even lottery is easier to strike la.

i seriously dont know how to jio sia.. i got one friend ask me to ask straight, but i dont know. i think if take things slow also no pnt. so must be fast and yet must get. how!!!!! havent been like this for ages. =[

Dye already la..

went to eugene's bbq ytd night. ok la, few tb06 ppl, but ok. patience came with her dog, Yin. very cute bitch ( as in female dog ). then we sang songs and stuff.


Here's jason with his guitar. and is that a flower in his hair?

the food was ok, although i heard there was much more that they didnt bring down. they made their special TRUNK sauce with 8 different ingredients. and invented a TRUNK handshake which was to shake ur hand, move their body into a T shape, then use their hands to slide down their pelvis. haha, funny.

Ben dropped us off at yck mrt but it was already 11.30+ and buses werent running anymore, so i walked home. den 268 and 269 sped past. i was like. NB!!!!!!!!

today yq and cw came my hse. yq help us dye hair. we bought L'oreal 3D hair colour. then me and cw share the dye. wah, like not enough sia, but we made do. the dye was very watery, it kept dripping. other dye will stick to the hair, but this wan damn oily. duno why. anyway. here's the before and after

Before:



After:



ok la, this pic cannot really show the colour. but the dye was a success to some extent la. fuck. but i think yq dye his stupid Garnier-copper brown still more obvious then mine.


THANK YOU YIQUAN, for being our hair-dyer person. domo arigatou.

Wedding Drama

ok, first off, im so shagged. lemme explain why

i only got 5hrs of slp, den had lesson from 9-5pm and got stuck in a bad traffic jam in the morning. den i rush home to bathe, den 6.30pm supposed to leave hse with dad and mum to an uncle's wedding dinner. supposed to meet my sister there straight.

we left hm at 6.40, den my sis called, den she kp me say why come down so late.. like... my fault? then nvm, take taxi, den reaching liao, just need to turn, then i call my sis say REACHING liao. den she say ok. but the traffic light quite long, by the time turn there and walk abit, like 5mins. den we wait outside the restaurant for another 5mins, but she havent come. den suddenly she call, den kp me ask me where i am. i say i outside the restaurant then keep kp kp kp. she say she wait very long den she ownself go in first. cheebye.

den when i go in, her face so fucked up, den she keep asking me why late. why why why why why why why why

nvm. after that ok liao. den got new story, i introduce you to one of my uncle, uncle lawrence and his 6 year old rascal Edbert. uncle lawrence has a short fuse, and Edbert is always a rascal, so uncle lawrence always will scold and hit him. but nvm. today the restaurant, got a toilet within our room, only 1 person can go in, so need to lock the door. little Edbert go in, lock the door, den cannot open. den he keep screaming, then uncle lawrence panic, den he short temper what, she he began KICKING the door and banging the door. then he practically PEELED off the door frame. den the manager came with the key, also cannot open. the door was stuck. den uncle lawrence still banging while Edbert was still screaming. so much fucking melodrama. den call ppl to bring tools up. in the end, 10mins later, the door got freed, den lil Edbert came a-crying. ok, drama over, wedding ruined.

3rd drama, my dad was a little tipsy. anyway, we wanted to take a cab, then my sis say can take CT8 (the chinatown bus express) but we walk to the taxi stand. there alot of ppl waiting and all hired taxi zoomed by. so my dad go book taxi. den suddenly my mum and sis argue over the CT8. my sis say why cannot take CT8, then my mum say now already 10.50pm, CT8 stop running. den my sis keep kp, say she and her BOYFRIEND take CT8 at 10+ before. then my mum ask her whether it's weekend. but my sis keep insisting it's NOT. den they keep kp. den my sis kp with her matter-of-a-fact tone which im very much disgusted with. den they dun wan to talk liao.

den now im at home, my sis still showing her fucked up black sulking face while my mum also dulan her. den my dad still tipsy, so actually, me, I, watashi, ore, am keeping this fucking thing together. ok? no kay. why? cuz im fucking shagged la. tmr going museum for PSYCRE u know? u know? u know? OH MY GAWD IM SO SIAN.

i thought i had grown up and things like this would be much easier for me. but it doesnt. and suddenly it wasnt quite like before. like suddenly no connection. den now im just trying to shake off the feelings, but it feels like im running. this just shows that im still a kid without any experience. i feel terrible. even in my EMO state, i have to keep things together and running well. why? i dont know. but im 18. maybe that's why =[

The shoe which smells like salty poop

last night i took a nap at 7+ pm because of the 30 odd hours of not sleeping since the world cup finals. suddenly i heard my sis talking, so i opened my eyes. WAH KNN, 6.30am. lucky she talk to her bf, if not i wont wake up in time for sch.

ok, i came home, den wondered why so fucking smelly. den i see my dad hang his shoe by the window to 'sun' it. den knn, the smell like salted fish the salty-ness add together smell of shit. and cuz nobody was home, all the windows were closed and the entire place smells like salted poop. wah, i bth, i spray my deordorant and air freshener in the air and on his shoe, BUT IT'S FUTILE I TELL YOU! what kinda shoe smells this bad!

each time i smell it i feel like throwing up my intestines inside out.

i clicked on yiquan's link to his blog, and suddenly some very very lame words appeared. smth about moving domain den redirect you to some shit which i dont understand. LAME LA, what you trying to do, test ur computer redirecting skills? or just bored.

I KNOW YOU READ THIS YIQUAN !!!!!!!

i wanna dye my hair this weekend, i really hope it turns blonde sia cb...

haiz. i dont know how to go for it. should i?

WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS : ITALY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the Azzurris won the cup for the 4th time!!!!! yes. so mafuckin' happy. so so happy. ok, swee, later presentation talk cock den go to sleep liao.

1' Thierry Henry banged himself into an Italian, fell down, giddy, went for break
7' Zidane took penalty. scored. 0-1 ball hit the top crossbar, ball deflected INTO the goal area, and bounced out.
16' Corner kick by Pirlo, Materazzi jumped freakishly high and whacked his forehead against the ball, past Barthez and Ribery, and into the net. 1-1

ok, the rest of the match i almost sleep. like close eye, open eye, close eye. why? because first 20mins they playing kick leg. it's like, one party get possession of the ball, den 3 ppl crowd around him, den hantum bola. den play like fuck. french was very on form today, compared to their previous match with portugal. i even think they played better than they had against brazil, but the Azzurris were strong, very tsuyoi.

couple of things to comment. Ribery was fantastic today. i felt he played the best today. Henry created alot of chances. Zizou made alot of assists but couldnt penetrate the Italians. Malouda played very very well and worked very well with Henry.

Totti was nowhere near the ball at all. it was like Toni Toni Toni and Materazzi. Totti? become tortoise and got subbed out by De Rossi. Italians played a good game overall, there was a point in time when i thought that France was going to win the cup, esp after the 7' penalty kick by Zizou. but after that, the Italians fought hard.

the second half was boring, which lead to extra time, which me and chuanwei dreaded. surprisingly, mr oh yiquan was deep in slumberland. HOW CAN U NOT WATCH THE FINALS! havent we been waiting for 30 days and 63 matches to see the next world cup champs? i dont understand why the italians nvr played Gilardino and sub Toni. he played the entire 120' sadly.

okok. here comes the bummer. ZINEDINE ZIDANE a.k.a ZIZOU RECEIVED A RED CARD at 110', 20mins into extra time when he head-butted Materazzi. The ref stopped the game for another reason, but suddenly the camera show the playback of Materazzi pulling Zizou's shirt, then they walk away. suddenly Zizou turned back towards Materazzi and gave him a fucking hard head-butt in his chest. then the ref duno what to do, cuz he nvr see, so he go ask fifa officials and gave Zizou the red card. ok, Zidane, why the FUCK U SO STUPID. as the captain of france, as the one leading the game at 1-1, as the one retiring after this very match, why did you make such a blunder? the same one that rooney made when he lost his temper. but rooney only push, why u head-butt! ok, like that, u not only cost ur team to become 10player team, u also took away their leader ,their playmaker and inspiration. and, Henry just sub out only, by Wiltord. then how? who u think can help lead ur country to victory. EVEN if win the cup, u cannot come out to receive the cup because why? YOU TIO RED CARD!

ok, french supporters will be fucking dui because of zidane. but not only because of this. but is also because of PK shootout. the Azzurris were very on target, smashing their balls into the corner of the net, making Barthez hard to reach them. but Buffon was OMG lousy today. every PK shot, he jump wrong direction. not even once correct direction. even when Zidane take the 7' PK also jump wrong side. why france lose? cuz trezeguet hit the top crossbar and deflect away. why? because he dun have the power of Zizou to deflect into the goal area.

so final score:
1-1 (5-3 pk). Italy won the cup. good job for Cannavaro. you're one up from Zidane. you deserve ur trophy.

ok, im stoned, happy, and i feel nauseous. ok, in like awhile's time, den need to prepare to go sch liao. got formal presentation.

Azzuris FTW BIATCH

WHAT THE FUCK LA!!!!!! why so many french supporters sia. Azzuris FTW la. Les Bleus can miss their championship lah.

Azzurris = Italy
Les Bleus= France
Zidane= Zizou. alot of ppl put his nickname as their msn nick. ownage.


later got germany:portugal. germany ftw.


this 11 year old girl would have won american idol hands down if she could join. astounding.

Edit:
Germany won 3-1 against portugal. portugal's possession was high, but the entire match i felt germany had more drive and was more agressive. c.ronaldo could not cut his way in like what he did with france. petit got owned when he scored an own goal for portugal.

the match was ok... although i think portugal's biggest mistake was not letting figo play when germany scored their first goal. when figo played, he made an assist which then scored at 88'. so if he came in earlier, he might have been able to playmake.

FUCK. at 2-0, i was telling the guys that portugal got no chance to catch up germany. if got 4 goals, i would take off my pants. den cb! 3-1, 4 goals! nb!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i didnt take off my pants anyway. im a puss *shy*

ok. AZZURRIS FTW TONIGHT!
and for tmr's pmkt presentation, good game.

World Cup '06 Finals

and France made it through with Zidane's pk at 33'

to be fair, i think portugal should have gotten it. they played much better then france. i dont know if it was the french who were nervous or tired, they nvr had very good attacks or defenses compared to the portugese when they had c.ronaldo,figo and deco all attacking strongly.

i think saha damn lame. they sub him in at 85' and he tio yellow card at 87'. he's the only loser who tio yellow card like that. like that miss his chance for the finals. n00b.

the match was pretty boring, i kind closed my eyes at some parts cuz got so many yellow card holders, den the match was played very cautiously, which meant... not exciting.

ok. finals. Italy and France. if France were to play like they had against Brazil, they have a chance on making the champions again. but if they play like the way they played today, my prediction would have to go with ITALY.

frankly speaking, today's match was kelong IMHO. cuz the referee give penalty then france got a chance to win. and the reason for a penalty wasn't that strong. someone tripped thierry henry in the penalty area and tio already. portugal damn dui sia. they got alot of times when they thought they could get PK or FK, but the referee all also nvr give. i think the ref kelong....

Second runner up:
Germany : Portugal
Prediction: Germany, because host country. after being owned in their faces, 2 goals in 2 mins by the italians, they have got to get 3rd place, if not the referee and portugal will get killed by german fans. so, big bet on germany.

time for sleep. later got PSYCRE =(

In your face Germans! twice!

congratulations to italy, although they didnt win within 90", they scored at 119" and 120". wonderful, wonderful goals. wonderful play. one of the nicest matches in WC06.

seriously? im fucking stoned like no tmr? i wake up from ytd 6.30am and nvr slept since. morning take bus keep knocking out, but i was so scared i'll miss the stop that i couldnt rest. drank red bull, but it didnt help. after the bloody AAA tutorial, skipped the fucking 2 hour break and PMKT lecture and go weiliang's hse. shiok sia, stay at farrer rd. nice hse. w00t.

just when i was abt to sleep at his hse, i think doze off at most 15mins, got ppl open the door den i woke up. den go back sch for OM tutorial which i seh all the way until now. now already what time.. i just now go lie down hoping i will rest awhile, but nvr sleep. later still got portugal:france match.

my eyebags are so fucking deep that they can store water now.... and i realised alot of shit. friday dont have to come to sch because of EC e-learning. but the EC got fucking assignment need to hand in by friday 5pm... and need to be in sch to access the assignment. ccb. then tmr i sure damn shag wan what, plus got PSYCRE, the boring p.o.s. where got time to do! plus monday need to do formal presentation and hand in OM report. smlj. everything also need to rush.

go france go!

recently ive been experiencing something i havent quite had in a long while. i wonder if things could work out with this girl.

WC Semi Finals

firstly, gotta talk about the big taxi hoo haa thing. well, prices are going up by alot sia. now flag down is $2.50 for normal cab, $2.80 for mercs. $2 surcharge for peak hours. peak hours from 7.30am become start at 7am. if u travel less than 10km, for every 210m(initially 225m), $0.10. if travel more than 10km, for every 175m(initial 200m), $0.10. see? so ex? this is to deter ppl from taking cab., thus making the MRT and bus crowded, and the traffic to jam. cb...

fuck.

cuz my dad got back his taxi license after like 6-8 years. he this thursday starting liao. den next week start the price adjusted.

WORLD CUP SEMI FINALISTS:
GERMANY vs ITALY
PORTUGAL vs FRANCE

Germany : Italy
Prediction: Alot of controversy about Frings not being able to play in the match, cuz he go punch julio from argentina den kana suspend. but if the germans make it, he'll get to play in the finals. alot of ppl wondering who will win? the super highly agressive germans? or the strong and defensive italians who've played very well over the last match. my pick? italy. cuz i fucking hate germany.

Portugal : France
Prediction: very little controversy, because the newspaper has been talking abt england getting the boot, abt beckham retiring as captain, over the new england captain, over england's coach retirement and of course, the rooney red card. then today newspaper write abit on portugal and france. France has been playing very well over the past 2 matches although they have an aging team, if they dont make it, prolly alot of them will retire. portugal on the other hand, will be having full force as C.Ronaldo, Luis Figo, and Deco will be starring the match. no doubt this threesome will pose a threat for France, but my pick? France. cuz i like them and their jersey's nice. But one thing in mind though, Portugal's goalkeeper? Ricardo? fucking pro GK, save 3/4 pk shots.

Finals prediction:
Italy : France
Prediction: France for the win!

i think i shiok liao. im not sleeping. means i will ton until sch. and sch ends at 5pm. woohoo. say hello to stone-ation.

The one who stops with the bets

im stopping the bets as of now. ive hit the $100 loss limit ive set for myself, and im sad to say, but fuck world cup.

who would've thought the entire match, the argentinians would have possession of over 50% all throughout the match. and who would have thought that at 80' Klose would score one for Germany. Who would have thought that they would draw, even though Germany has like 60-70% of their supporters there, home soil, and the advantage of pressurizing the argentinians. and previously, argentina drew with mexico 1-1 and came back only in extra time.

who would have thought they would have penalty shoot out and that germany won.

i walked to chuanwei's hse at 2+ to watch the italy match with ukraine. i reached his void deck, den saw this woman sitting at the stone table. it was like 2.30am. she wore totally white and wore a long dress. and long hair, and her back faced me. i duno wtf it/she was doing there, but it scared the shit out of me. summore his house opposite AMK hospital. lucky i nvr watch The Park before i leave, if not i sure run liao. phew~

ukraine's match was wtf also. italy's first goal was impressive, they pushed the ukrainians real hard. but who would have thought (once again) that the ukrainians barely had 30% possession in the first half. by the 2nd italian goal, all was lost for the ukrainians. good bye argentina and ukraine.

tonight, brazil:france, england:portugal. according to what ppl are buying, they hope that the underdog(france) will upset brazil. england should win by right, because of the number of cards and injured players portugal has. but hey, u know world cup, sure come out with some stunts to stun you and let bookie eat ur money. yay.... gay...

i saw this impressive clip on mercedes S class car. it is said that cars develop according to the mercedes S class like in 10-15 years time. kinda cool though.