my baptism! =)) yay yay. so exciting.
here's some pics of the Christmas party at my place tt day!! =))2006 is wonderful.
im all His =))
Sunday, December 31, 2006
back from meta!!
oooh yea..im back from meta already! this year's meta theme was "MOVEMENTS EVERYWHERE, SO THAT EVERY STUDENT KNOWS SOMEONE WHO TRULY FOLLOWS JESUS". its a very different meta this year, different from the previous 2 which i attended. very frankly, i wasnt as excited abt meta this year bcos i looked at the program and it just wasnt as appealing to me. but im glad God slowly changed my heart right from the beginning. it was exciting cos many of us were going for the camp and the emphasis as on TRANSFORMATION. so yea, frankly, i tink i was pretty hardened at thinkin how im gonna be transformed. so i set my objectives of the camp to be "to experience God and to know my future directions". =) simple but really needed. God really met my expectations at the end of the camp. i responded to God's call to be a fulltime missionary some time in the future. i knew i had to, bcos whatever kok hiang said was exactly wat was going on in my heart. i was really unsure of when, but im sure that God will want to use me, and i've been struggling with this in my heart. being very unsure if i am to just go into deloitte forever or wat. so i guess, im very glad tt God gave me peace tt i can go to the marketplace and be a missionary there for at least one or two years before He will put me somewhere else. and as i shared, this years in the market is gonna be the years tt im gonna hone my skills and learn more abt the Word. so tt i can be more effective in the future if God calls me to full time. =)) so happy. peace. oh wells..i also enjoyed my CG alot. a buncha crazy pple. juliana, julienne, jessica, jietsie, felicia and merilvyn and of cos ME la. it was so good to be able to have alot more CG time to be sharing, praying and just encouragin one another. we also laughed like crazy, danced crazy dances, sing korean songs. its just very very fun to be with all these lovable sisters. most imptly, i see how God working in their lives and it encourages me. God changed felicia and merilvyn who initially didnt want to go for gen12, but now they're gonna pray and trust God to go. =)) jessica and felicia are very young Christians but i can see their GROWTH, and it amazes me. =) dear felicia is gonna go for baptism class!! PRAISE THE LORD!! =)) jietsie and julienne are still gonna be servinG God actively and of cos dear juliana was very much refreshed and enjoyed our CG times too. =)) so thankful for these buncha of God-loving sisters! let's keep our eyes on the CROSS. =)) i forgot to say i got BAPTISED this Christmas eve!!!! i've waited for abt THREEE years for this day. the first time i mentioned it, my dad said wait till im 21. so i waited, but during June my dad was kinda pissed w me over some religion differences so i had to wait again. so this dec, i got THE APPROVAL and yea i am BAPTISED!!! =))))))) hahha..
my baptism! =)) yay yay. so exciting.
here's some pics of the Christmas party at my place tt day!! =))
2006 is wonderful.
im all His =))
my baptism! =)) yay yay. so exciting.here's some pics of the Christmas party at my place tt day!! =))2006 is wonderful.
im all His =))
Monday, December 18, 2006
where has wei yee gone to?
haha..i know this blog has been sooo dead..im so ashamed of it now. haha. i dunno how to load videos, dunno how to make a proper tagboard, dunno how to change to nicer template and i dun even know how to create links! haha..im such a WONDERFUL BLOGGER!!! =)))) u shld check out my nephew's blog www.bbyicheng.blogspot.com so much more happening den mine! but wells..not to say tt my life is not exciting though!
after exams..had 2 camps oredi! leaders retreat and uni summit. both were good! =)) caught the vision again and am excited to do alot of things for God again! =)) yay! but something's even more exciting this Christmas eve..IM GOING TO GET BAPTISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) praise the Lord!! i waited about THREE years for this oredi. the first time i wanted to get baptised, my dad told me coldly that i must wait till im 21. so fine, i waited. and den tt in june's baptism, my grandma passed away and my dad was mighty pissed w me..so i waited again! and tis Christmas eve, im getting baptised! no objections from anybody anymore!! mum, sis, broinlaw and even yicheng's attending! gabe and hopefully some others will attend too!! =)) i dunno who to really invite..but if you come across tis, do just come k! ur presence will make the day more special. =))
oh..i just went for 'plastic surgery' HAHAH..KIDDING. i just went under the laser to remove some horrible scars and bumps on my nose. now its red and scabby and ugly. it was kinda painful. i had to put the numbing cream THREE times! and wait so long. den finally it was my turn to go under the laser. put on the eye mask, den got covered w a towel over my whole face leavin just the nose exposed, den the process began. it wasnt tt pain when the doc. was lasering, but the BURNING smell was YUCKy mans. like chao dar nose. =( den after the whole thing was done and the numbing cream wore off..THE PAIN WAS SOLID. i wanted to pull off my nose oredi. got headache somemore. den guess wat. i came home rite..and yicheng saw me and he just kept laughin at me. gosh. horrible boY! mum laughed too. urghhh..nv mind..it'll recover soon i hope! i wanna go out and meet everybody one leh!
heh. but wat's up kinda exciting! all the Christmas celebrations and new year parties! =)) Celebrating the birth of Jesus!!! my bestest fren =)) happy birthday dear Jesus! =)) its Your day. the nation celebrates.
im all His =))
after exams..had 2 camps oredi! leaders retreat and uni summit. both were good! =)) caught the vision again and am excited to do alot of things for God again! =)) yay! but something's even more exciting this Christmas eve..IM GOING TO GET BAPTISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) praise the Lord!! i waited about THREE years for this oredi. the first time i wanted to get baptised, my dad told me coldly that i must wait till im 21. so fine, i waited. and den tt in june's baptism, my grandma passed away and my dad was mighty pissed w me..so i waited again! and tis Christmas eve, im getting baptised! no objections from anybody anymore!! mum, sis, broinlaw and even yicheng's attending! gabe and hopefully some others will attend too!! =)) i dunno who to really invite..but if you come across tis, do just come k! ur presence will make the day more special. =))
oh..i just went for 'plastic surgery' HAHAH..KIDDING. i just went under the laser to remove some horrible scars and bumps on my nose. now its red and scabby and ugly. it was kinda painful. i had to put the numbing cream THREE times! and wait so long. den finally it was my turn to go under the laser. put on the eye mask, den got covered w a towel over my whole face leavin just the nose exposed, den the process began. it wasnt tt pain when the doc. was lasering, but the BURNING smell was YUCKy mans. like chao dar nose. =( den after the whole thing was done and the numbing cream wore off..THE PAIN WAS SOLID. i wanted to pull off my nose oredi. got headache somemore. den guess wat. i came home rite..and yicheng saw me and he just kept laughin at me. gosh. horrible boY! mum laughed too. urghhh..nv mind..it'll recover soon i hope! i wanna go out and meet everybody one leh!
heh. but wat's up kinda exciting! all the Christmas celebrations and new year parties! =)) Celebrating the birth of Jesus!!! my bestest fren =)) happy birthday dear Jesus! =)) its Your day. the nation celebrates.
im all His =))
Friday, October 06, 2006
pig and chicken
i took back a story from xroads today. derek shared with us a story on a pig and chicken and it kinda has an impact on me and got me thinking. here's the story.
pig and chicken are on their way to church on morning. on when they reached the church, they saw a sign that says "help contribute to help the poor and needy". so chicken told pig, "yes let's help, we should provide bacon and eggs". then the pig thought something was wrong there and told chicken "hey, you only have to contribute a part of you, yet i have to make a total sacrifice of myself!"
does this sound like a joke? probably so. but there's more to this story really. it is the same as serving God. i tink serving God is actually a total committment and a total sacrifice. there isn's just a "i give part of my life and time and that's enough". i find myself standing in the feet of the chicken, where i am so unwiling to give more of myself in my service to God recently. more time in service means less time for studies, friends, family. these are things that i do hold precious to myself and i start to worry like martha about all the undone things in my life. actually, i wish i can be the pig in this story, willing to just make this total committment. God help me be a "pig"?
am i truly following Jesus if i am not 100% committed in following Him? He says to go make disciples of all nations to baptize them in the name of the Father and of the SOn and of the HOly Spirit. am i doing that? why am i being selfish with my own life when it dont belong to be in the first place?
im all His =))
pig and chicken are on their way to church on morning. on when they reached the church, they saw a sign that says "help contribute to help the poor and needy". so chicken told pig, "yes let's help, we should provide bacon and eggs". then the pig thought something was wrong there and told chicken "hey, you only have to contribute a part of you, yet i have to make a total sacrifice of myself!"
does this sound like a joke? probably so. but there's more to this story really. it is the same as serving God. i tink serving God is actually a total committment and a total sacrifice. there isn's just a "i give part of my life and time and that's enough". i find myself standing in the feet of the chicken, where i am so unwiling to give more of myself in my service to God recently. more time in service means less time for studies, friends, family. these are things that i do hold precious to myself and i start to worry like martha about all the undone things in my life. actually, i wish i can be the pig in this story, willing to just make this total committment. God help me be a "pig"?
am i truly following Jesus if i am not 100% committed in following Him? He says to go make disciples of all nations to baptize them in the name of the Father and of the SOn and of the HOly Spirit. am i doing that? why am i being selfish with my own life when it dont belong to be in the first place?
im all His =))
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
happy children's day? hahaha
okaes its a little late but HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY everyone! we're all children of God so we have the privilege to celebrate this wonderful day for children! yay..and here's presenting to you THE NEPHEW, THE TERRORIST whom i love who has turned one recently! he's so cute now.
tts him with his bday cake! oh he had a BIG bday party that was grander than mine! he had nice big helium balloons all over. his little friends all receieved goodie bags and the adults all got cookies. wow. so much for a little ONE YR OLD baby boy.
the darling close up. yumyum. aunty wants to eat you up! but he drools so much so smelly! hahaha. and with his salivaed hand he loves to stuff it into my mouth. YUCKy baby!
and this is another terrorist with his children's day present!see he's so happy! hahahaha..little penguin is also qt cute..haha i like it too.
okaes..now now tis sem is gonna be crazy. every week got either quiz or project presentation or class presentation. but im going to survive. im gonna be leaning on God's grace! He says that His grace is sufficient for me! yay. so it SHALL be sufficient for me. ng wei yee will do her best and Daddy God will do the rest! yay!
im all His =))
tts him with his bday cake! oh he had a BIG bday party that was grander than mine! he had nice big helium balloons all over. his little friends all receieved goodie bags and the adults all got cookies. wow. so much for a little ONE YR OLD baby boy.
the darling close up. yumyum. aunty wants to eat you up! but he drools so much so smelly! hahaha. and with his salivaed hand he loves to stuff it into my mouth. YUCKy baby!
and this is another terrorist with his children's day present!see he's so happy! hahahaha..little penguin is also qt cute..haha i like it too.
okaes..now now tis sem is gonna be crazy. every week got either quiz or project presentation or class presentation. but im going to survive. im gonna be leaning on God's grace! He says that His grace is sufficient for me! yay. so it SHALL be sufficient for me. ng wei yee will do her best and Daddy God will do the rest! yay!
im all His =))
Saturday, September 09, 2006
crabs and growing old!
haha..today im going to talk about crabs and growing old =) super no link rite? i know! i'll tell you about the link. haha. okaes today i helped my parents and their mahjong gang buy dinner and i went to this coffee shop, so while sitting down there i saw an old lady and i started thinking about GROWING OLD. and then i saw some crabs! den i started thinking about crabs too. so as my thoughts progressed, i decided to just blog for the fun of it!
so what did i think about when i saw the crabs? i realised that those crabs there were leading very sad lives! you know they are all tied up and they basically cant move around much and have NO FREEDOM! not to say the crab right at the bottom of the entire tank gets it the worst cos its TOTALLY SQUASHED by all its friends. hey..can you imagine if crabs have enemies and one of its enemy is actually on top of it? haiyo so sad rite? bet the enemy will be happily on top and the crab angrily at the bottom. but then again if that crab was smart, he should be happy cos its enemy is gonna get taken out and killed first! hmm..ok besides all those i think they are really sad crabs because they are just gonna get killed in a matter of hours! and they are literally waiting for death since they cant escape or anything. its like painful long death, which scares me! i rather skip the suffering and waiting if i was the crab! so which brings me to the point..are we humans just waiting for death too? are we just sitting around and our end point in life is death? HOW CAN THAT BE? that will be really pointless and silly. there must be more to life than just death. think about it =)
i'll tell you there's ETERNAL life in Jesus if you believe in Him.
ok then i was also thinking about the old lady. her face was wrinkled and she's wearing ah ma clothes, and i thought 'i do not want to be like that in the future! wei yee do not want to grow old! help! i dont want to wear ah ma clothes, i dont want to be old and wrinkly =(' and you know what else? i realised she was eating alone. is life gonna be so lonely when we all grow up? are all the friends around you goning to leave one by one? i dont want to watch my friends leave me! and then i realised again, she is probably just waiting for that one day to come when she will leave the world too. so is life so pointless once you reach a certain age? is there nothing else to do but wait for death? CANNOT BE AGAIN! life is not so pointless and meaningless. you know what? i have decided that when i grow old, im going to be the happiest granny in church, serving the Lord with all my heart. by then i'll have all the time in the world, no more worries! of cos i will not be waiting for death because i know i have eternal life in Christ! oh ya i'll be funky old granny too! i'll wear mini skirts and funky tops! i'll keep keeping up with the trend. im gonna be the funkiest granny around! woohoo!
okaes enuff about my thoughts! they are super random. tom's yicheng's one year old bday party! tt boy is gonna be one yr old! time FLIES man. seemed like just a few months ago that baby yc entered in my life and now he's become such a big part of it. though i do wanna spank him for bullying me, i love him very much still! same as some other bully. haha.
tis sem is the toughest of my entire ntu life. but i believe it will be a different sem again because i know that God is always always gonna be in control. wei yee just got to be reminded again and again not to slip into panic attacks when things dun seem to run in her own ways!
im all His =))
so what did i think about when i saw the crabs? i realised that those crabs there were leading very sad lives! you know they are all tied up and they basically cant move around much and have NO FREEDOM! not to say the crab right at the bottom of the entire tank gets it the worst cos its TOTALLY SQUASHED by all its friends. hey..can you imagine if crabs have enemies and one of its enemy is actually on top of it? haiyo so sad rite? bet the enemy will be happily on top and the crab angrily at the bottom. but then again if that crab was smart, he should be happy cos its enemy is gonna get taken out and killed first! hmm..ok besides all those i think they are really sad crabs because they are just gonna get killed in a matter of hours! and they are literally waiting for death since they cant escape or anything. its like painful long death, which scares me! i rather skip the suffering and waiting if i was the crab! so which brings me to the point..are we humans just waiting for death too? are we just sitting around and our end point in life is death? HOW CAN THAT BE? that will be really pointless and silly. there must be more to life than just death. think about it =)
i'll tell you there's ETERNAL life in Jesus if you believe in Him.
ok then i was also thinking about the old lady. her face was wrinkled and she's wearing ah ma clothes, and i thought 'i do not want to be like that in the future! wei yee do not want to grow old! help! i dont want to wear ah ma clothes, i dont want to be old and wrinkly =(' and you know what else? i realised she was eating alone. is life gonna be so lonely when we all grow up? are all the friends around you goning to leave one by one? i dont want to watch my friends leave me! and then i realised again, she is probably just waiting for that one day to come when she will leave the world too. so is life so pointless once you reach a certain age? is there nothing else to do but wait for death? CANNOT BE AGAIN! life is not so pointless and meaningless. you know what? i have decided that when i grow old, im going to be the happiest granny in church, serving the Lord with all my heart. by then i'll have all the time in the world, no more worries! of cos i will not be waiting for death because i know i have eternal life in Christ! oh ya i'll be funky old granny too! i'll wear mini skirts and funky tops! i'll keep keeping up with the trend. im gonna be the funkiest granny around! woohoo!
okaes enuff about my thoughts! they are super random. tom's yicheng's one year old bday party! tt boy is gonna be one yr old! time FLIES man. seemed like just a few months ago that baby yc entered in my life and now he's become such a big part of it. though i do wanna spank him for bullying me, i love him very much still! same as some other bully. haha.
tis sem is the toughest of my entire ntu life. but i believe it will be a different sem again because i know that God is always always gonna be in control. wei yee just got to be reminded again and again not to slip into panic attacks when things dun seem to run in her own ways!
im all His =))
Friday, August 11, 2006
identity in Christ
what is Your identity on this world? just a human? just your mummy and daddy's child? i tell you..i am the Child of God! the Princess of the Heavenly King! you know, with this identity in Christ, it gives me the freedom to soar, to be who God wants me to be. Not to be who the world calls me to be, but truly enjoy the freedom that comes with knowing God. not that with freedom i can do everything and anything i want to do, but knowing the boundaries that keeps me safe and enjoying every moment of soaring with Christ.
therefore, know your identity. and enjoy it. nobody who is the Child of the God of the Most High should deny that identiy.
im all His =))
therefore, know your identity. and enjoy it. nobody who is the Child of the God of the Most High should deny that identiy.
im all His =))
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
haha..updating this blog of mine!!
hello~ anybody still reading so far? haha..haven't got the time to really just update tis blog cos my life's going at such a fast speeedd!!! HOLIDAYS are gonna end sooon!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!! so wat has life been like for princess wei yee since attachment ended? i went for my local southern cross mission trip!! it was great. i enjoyed the company of all the God-loving bros and sisters..gettin to know them all better and of cos the main task of reaching out to the mainland chinese tourists! hearin fr the thai team and makin a little comparison, the chinese in spore are not as responsive as those in thailand! but with each pack tt is given out, we must always make the choice of thanking God. some days we gave out sooo little and some days we gave out like hot cakes! i can only say its how God chooses to work. the team is only obedient in doing what we have been tasked into doing. =)
oh wells..den tt was 2 weeks. and i had a mini one week break of which was very well spent cos i just relaxed and spent time at home and with frens =) i even had a sec 4 class gathering!! how happening!!! =) haha. and den i flew into crusades foc again! it was a BLAST!!! =)) it was better than i thought! God's really good in bringing 28 freshmen to the camp and of which 18 are from the south!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! =)) its exciting to know them and i must just wait and see how GOd works in their lives through their responses. its great to see many pple steppin up in faith in serving in this camp. so many TLs and ATLs are those pple who haven't really been involved, the worship leaders were all first timers, and the camp was totally organised by the current year 2s!!! its awesome to see many unfamiliar faces. was very encouraged by some of the sharings about how their lives are geared towards God and wanting to serve Him more in crusade. its just great that our heart beats like God's! to want to reach NTU students for Him!! =)
personally, i had lots of fun too! trusting God with the sharing of testimony and emceeing. im glad i didn't trust my own efforts but trusted in God, therefore all glory to God. i was soooo nervous for my sharing and i was tellin God i just need one person to pray with me, but God sent my whole team to pray for me! i was soo encouraged =) and even for the emceeing when me and roger were cracking our brains about what to script and stuff, GOd just took over when we were on stage. we had fun being nerdy and stupid and words just flowed from our mouth. its amazing. all glory to Him. =) oh wells i still dunno how yucky i really looked that night cos i didnt get to see the mirror. but im sure roger was MUCH worse den me in terms of the nerdy look. haha.
and tt night i went home and flew off to bangkok the next day with my family! it was super fun! good cheap food. cheap transport. cheap shopping. excellent hotel. fun fun fuN! i bought lots of stuff and bargained like mad. my mummy is my good shopping companion. daddy is the food man cos he dun really like to shop, but that was fine with me and mum. jie jie, guang xiang and yi cheng are just great company cos yi cheng is always so naughy but funny. i love his laughter! but luckily i went shoppin there myself cos i realised my sis and i have really very different taste oredi! pheww. but i am glad to be home too. there's many things undone!! haha. but i have learnt to just pray first. God is not limited by time, but i must be a good steward of it all. =) yay.
first xroads on 10th aug. be there or be squared! =)
im all His =))
oh wells..den tt was 2 weeks. and i had a mini one week break of which was very well spent cos i just relaxed and spent time at home and with frens =) i even had a sec 4 class gathering!! how happening!!! =) haha. and den i flew into crusades foc again! it was a BLAST!!! =)) it was better than i thought! God's really good in bringing 28 freshmen to the camp and of which 18 are from the south!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! =)) its exciting to know them and i must just wait and see how GOd works in their lives through their responses. its great to see many pple steppin up in faith in serving in this camp. so many TLs and ATLs are those pple who haven't really been involved, the worship leaders were all first timers, and the camp was totally organised by the current year 2s!!! its awesome to see many unfamiliar faces. was very encouraged by some of the sharings about how their lives are geared towards God and wanting to serve Him more in crusade. its just great that our heart beats like God's! to want to reach NTU students for Him!! =)
personally, i had lots of fun too! trusting God with the sharing of testimony and emceeing. im glad i didn't trust my own efforts but trusted in God, therefore all glory to God. i was soooo nervous for my sharing and i was tellin God i just need one person to pray with me, but God sent my whole team to pray for me! i was soo encouraged =) and even for the emceeing when me and roger were cracking our brains about what to script and stuff, GOd just took over when we were on stage. we had fun being nerdy and stupid and words just flowed from our mouth. its amazing. all glory to Him. =) oh wells i still dunno how yucky i really looked that night cos i didnt get to see the mirror. but im sure roger was MUCH worse den me in terms of the nerdy look. haha.
and tt night i went home and flew off to bangkok the next day with my family! it was super fun! good cheap food. cheap transport. cheap shopping. excellent hotel. fun fun fuN! i bought lots of stuff and bargained like mad. my mummy is my good shopping companion. daddy is the food man cos he dun really like to shop, but that was fine with me and mum. jie jie, guang xiang and yi cheng are just great company cos yi cheng is always so naughy but funny. i love his laughter! but luckily i went shoppin there myself cos i realised my sis and i have really very different taste oredi! pheww. but i am glad to be home too. there's many things undone!! haha. but i have learnt to just pray first. God is not limited by time, but i must be a good steward of it all. =) yay.
first xroads on 10th aug. be there or be squared! =)
im all His =))
Sunday, June 25, 2006
wow..God, You are so amazing.
God is an amazing God. let me tell you why. over the past weeks, i had to handle work, support raising for gen12, preparation for my church small evangelism camp and x roads. and nothing was really going the way i wanted it to be.
my support raising was BAD. while many of the team members raised the full sum, i was still at my 25% and i felt sooo demoralised to the point tt i just wanted to skip the weekly meetings. i felt soo bad and so no face cos its afterall only 350 and other teams raised thousands and have left and came back! so i was struggling so much with God. in my mind there were battles with God asking Him why did He send me on a mission trip and yet there's no provision for me. i even thought why am i so silly to get myself into more stuff when i could prob just take a little break after PA and not deal with tis support raising at all. i struggled really hard with God and at the end of the mind-battles, i know i just had to proclaim tt He is the Jehovah provider and in His time He will provide for me. i just got to remain still before Him. i did tt. continued going to meetings with the little funds i had and just kept trusting Him. the funds came in to 200 bucks. and i still had 150 to raise in one week. and i have NO idea when and from where its going to come from! only hoping the church would give me the funds.
ok. that was that. then i had to settle x roads as well. had NO idea how to plan for it. but thank God i met up with Albert who helped alot! and den i met up with my X Roads com and juliana. its so encouraging to see kelvin and rachel serving the Lord and it excites me to work together with them! we're missing a paul..but he'll be back soon =) and so thank God tt tis is like considered 'done' for the moment. so i could handle more things.
den came the church evangelism camp. this was pretty interesting..the idea of tis camp was born 6 months ago over a casual discussion tt my service lacked the evangelism spirit and i thought we shld all be equipped to evangelise! so that conversation ended up with some of us deciding a camp shld be done. so great. thank GOd tt He provided all the materials tt we needed and i simply prepared the camp booklet with much joy. the frustrations started setting in when i didnt know who was coming for the camp and nobody seemed really responsive to it as well. so my struggle with God began again. i asked God why did He tell me to have such a camp when nobody seems to want to come? it was just SO EASY to cancel the entire camp and get on with life. to continue to let things run the way it was. i was demoralised by the responses we had. and somehow i sensed tt tis was all spiritual attack. i knew tt i was the core person tt the devil had to hit and the whole camp's moral will just dampen and the devil will take great delight in that. and the Lord showed me His will that He WANTS us to be equipped, He WANTS us to go and share. i thank GOd for showing me this so i told myself and my fren that even if just ONE camper turns up, we must and should give thanks. on friday night, there were 15 of us in total. i was glad and thanked God. so we went on with the training and its amazing because the responses to the training of the satisfied booklet and wys booklet was sooo responsive! the campers wanted to use the tools to share with their other friends and yes even to go evangelise.
so we went street e on sat. it was amazing. i was filled with joy when i saw the younger ones going out to share and they were so determined to share. wei si told me "i really just want to share the booklet with one person, so even if i do badly for my exams on monday, i will be happy" That touched my heart soooo much and i tink it even touches God's heart soo much more! and praise the Lord, one person received Christ as well! there were just 11 of us out on the streets for ard 2 hrs, and ONE guy received Christ! the boy who shared was in a state of shock when tt happened. it was soo funny and super amazing. he watched the video and didnt feel tt the perfect scenario could actually happen, but our God is humourous. He let it happen with him. =) and even more amazing is that the seniors (whom i roped in to help teach and guide the young ones) gained ALOT from the camp as well! it was amazing to see everybody feeling the presence of God and witnessin how He really is in our lives. i really thank GOd for how He really works in each and everyone of our lives. and did i mention that the camp was a less den 24 hrs camp? and lives were changed soo much. all glory to GOd!!! and even when we came back to share to the rest today, many responses were 'i wish i was there'. its sooo amazing. i thank God for using me and the rest of us to serve Him in this manner. all i can say is that He is so amazing.
and guess wat? when i shared with my fren (leehuan) during some free time tt i was having problems with my support raising, she told me she will support me the 150 bucks. cos she had 130 overflow which she wanted to pass to a missionary, and she didnt know who! so hey hey..tts ME! and she will top up to 150 for me. i was soo amazed. =))
i guess its good to struggle with God and let Him win. you can really taste the sweetness of His goodness at the end of it all. soo wonderful.
im all His =))
my support raising was BAD. while many of the team members raised the full sum, i was still at my 25% and i felt sooo demoralised to the point tt i just wanted to skip the weekly meetings. i felt soo bad and so no face cos its afterall only 350 and other teams raised thousands and have left and came back! so i was struggling so much with God. in my mind there were battles with God asking Him why did He send me on a mission trip and yet there's no provision for me. i even thought why am i so silly to get myself into more stuff when i could prob just take a little break after PA and not deal with tis support raising at all. i struggled really hard with God and at the end of the mind-battles, i know i just had to proclaim tt He is the Jehovah provider and in His time He will provide for me. i just got to remain still before Him. i did tt. continued going to meetings with the little funds i had and just kept trusting Him. the funds came in to 200 bucks. and i still had 150 to raise in one week. and i have NO idea when and from where its going to come from! only hoping the church would give me the funds.
ok. that was that. then i had to settle x roads as well. had NO idea how to plan for it. but thank God i met up with Albert who helped alot! and den i met up with my X Roads com and juliana. its so encouraging to see kelvin and rachel serving the Lord and it excites me to work together with them! we're missing a paul..but he'll be back soon =) and so thank God tt tis is like considered 'done' for the moment. so i could handle more things.
den came the church evangelism camp. this was pretty interesting..the idea of tis camp was born 6 months ago over a casual discussion tt my service lacked the evangelism spirit and i thought we shld all be equipped to evangelise! so that conversation ended up with some of us deciding a camp shld be done. so great. thank GOd tt He provided all the materials tt we needed and i simply prepared the camp booklet with much joy. the frustrations started setting in when i didnt know who was coming for the camp and nobody seemed really responsive to it as well. so my struggle with God began again. i asked God why did He tell me to have such a camp when nobody seems to want to come? it was just SO EASY to cancel the entire camp and get on with life. to continue to let things run the way it was. i was demoralised by the responses we had. and somehow i sensed tt tis was all spiritual attack. i knew tt i was the core person tt the devil had to hit and the whole camp's moral will just dampen and the devil will take great delight in that. and the Lord showed me His will that He WANTS us to be equipped, He WANTS us to go and share. i thank GOd for showing me this so i told myself and my fren that even if just ONE camper turns up, we must and should give thanks. on friday night, there were 15 of us in total. i was glad and thanked God. so we went on with the training and its amazing because the responses to the training of the satisfied booklet and wys booklet was sooo responsive! the campers wanted to use the tools to share with their other friends and yes even to go evangelise.
so we went street e on sat. it was amazing. i was filled with joy when i saw the younger ones going out to share and they were so determined to share. wei si told me "i really just want to share the booklet with one person, so even if i do badly for my exams on monday, i will be happy" That touched my heart soooo much and i tink it even touches God's heart soo much more! and praise the Lord, one person received Christ as well! there were just 11 of us out on the streets for ard 2 hrs, and ONE guy received Christ! the boy who shared was in a state of shock when tt happened. it was soo funny and super amazing. he watched the video and didnt feel tt the perfect scenario could actually happen, but our God is humourous. He let it happen with him. =) and even more amazing is that the seniors (whom i roped in to help teach and guide the young ones) gained ALOT from the camp as well! it was amazing to see everybody feeling the presence of God and witnessin how He really is in our lives. i really thank GOd for how He really works in each and everyone of our lives. and did i mention that the camp was a less den 24 hrs camp? and lives were changed soo much. all glory to GOd!!! and even when we came back to share to the rest today, many responses were 'i wish i was there'. its sooo amazing. i thank God for using me and the rest of us to serve Him in this manner. all i can say is that He is so amazing.
and guess wat? when i shared with my fren (leehuan) during some free time tt i was having problems with my support raising, she told me she will support me the 150 bucks. cos she had 130 overflow which she wanted to pass to a missionary, and she didnt know who! so hey hey..tts ME! and she will top up to 150 for me. i was soo amazed. =))
i guess its good to struggle with God and let Him win. you can really taste the sweetness of His goodness at the end of it all. soo wonderful.
im all His =))
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
thanksgiving again and again =))
haven't updated this since one thousand years ago. haha. PA has started and im halfway through it! cant wait for it to end! thank GOd tt the pple's really nice and willing to teach, and also thank Him tt He didn't let me to to China for PA, otherwise i would be really miserable away from home and family and friends! haha! i love the time after work. i don't really like working although it could be worse, i just rather be playing. haha. really not sure if this is the path for me to take after i graduate too! auditor sounds pro, but the work is like shag. makes me tired and grouchy, and i dont wanna be a tired and grouchy girl!
ok. and results were out yesterday! praise God. i got my first 3 A!! though they are A-, but still considered A!! yay!! indeed it IS a different sem and i can only thank God for it. thanks to everybody who encouraged me, who prayed for me. GOd is really amazing. im gonna be workin hard WITH God for my final year! praying for my honours! =)) cos that WILL glorify Him. =))
and and..i cant wait for PA to end! im going to go on local southern cross project for a mission trip. pray for me and the team! its really not as easy as it sounds, and we need to be covered by prayers too!! looking forward to a great time with my team! we are all very funny people!
ok. i have lost my writing abilities after facing numbers and numbers day in day out. will blog again. haha. tada!
im all His =))
ok. and results were out yesterday! praise God. i got my first 3 A!! though they are A-, but still considered A!! yay!! indeed it IS a different sem and i can only thank God for it. thanks to everybody who encouraged me, who prayed for me. GOd is really amazing. im gonna be workin hard WITH God for my final year! praying for my honours! =)) cos that WILL glorify Him. =))
and and..i cant wait for PA to end! im going to go on local southern cross project for a mission trip. pray for me and the team! its really not as easy as it sounds, and we need to be covered by prayers too!! looking forward to a great time with my team! we are all very funny people!
ok. i have lost my writing abilities after facing numbers and numbers day in day out. will blog again. haha. tada!
im all His =))
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
what have i done since exams ended on thurs?
on thurs..wei yee conducted a DA SHAO CHU in hall! after procrastinating for SUPER long and complaining to SUPER ALOT of pple..she finally packed her stupid room and moved out on fri afternoon! thanks to her daddy who helped her!! and to her toiletmate for helping her store SOO MUCH of her rubbish!!
k so when she got back on friday. she realised there's NO SPACE in her house room. oh dear. so she decided to unpack her stuff at 11pm and she started packing and packing and throwing every single rubbish she could lay her hands on! haha. and trust me. its ALOT of rubbish. i shall post up the photo another day! haha..so she packed until 5am. and boy she was tired! haha =) but very pleased and happy that her room is MUCH cleaner, much neater and she can finally find everything she needs. soo much moree organised!!
den sat came. she went shopping for gracey's present! and den cellgrp! haha and sunday church and den gracey's bday party! and den the crusaders came for a surprise party for roger at my place! ok..den today we went tony's for settlers! yay..fun! im the QUEEN of settlers! i won 2 games! yay!!
ok now my bro is glaring at me. gtg. tada.
im all His =))
k so when she got back on friday. she realised there's NO SPACE in her house room. oh dear. so she decided to unpack her stuff at 11pm and she started packing and packing and throwing every single rubbish she could lay her hands on! haha. and trust me. its ALOT of rubbish. i shall post up the photo another day! haha..so she packed until 5am. and boy she was tired! haha =) but very pleased and happy that her room is MUCH cleaner, much neater and she can finally find everything she needs. soo much moree organised!!
den sat came. she went shopping for gracey's present! and den cellgrp! haha and sunday church and den gracey's bday party! and den the crusaders came for a surprise party for roger at my place! ok..den today we went tony's for settlers! yay..fun! im the QUEEN of settlers! i won 2 games! yay!!
ok now my bro is glaring at me. gtg. tada.
im all His =))
Friday, April 28, 2006
exams over!! my heart is filled with JOY!!
yay!! my weeek longg of exams is finally over!! =)) im so happy. and this time round..i really enjoyed studying and just going for exams. haha. i prefer the studying bit though! its fuN! study with lots of frens and although i get bullied all the time, i get my sweet 'revenge' of bullying back. and do ur know moley has this POWERFUL acupuncture pen? its SUPER man!i can use it to kill pple! haha. it has a sharp sharp thing tt can be used to POKE pple. so i use that ALL the time. =)
tis is me and moldy havin dinner after studying! =)
jieshi! haha..who started joinin the NIE contingent recently!! =)) haha..
see..ENTING..u were SLEEPING!! haha..bet u didnt know i took tis pic! HEE =)
andrea and caroline. haha. THEY EAT REALLY SLOWLY..nv eat with them again!
this is horrible garbage trying to take a pic of me when im CLOSE TO TEARS while studying for COMPANY LAW!! hrmpff i have his IC pic. SUPER UGLY. who wants? i will send it to you!! =)
this is loylipop the PARTNER in crime of garbage who bully me NON-stop. oh wells. SOMEONE is still HAVING EXAMS..OBIGOOD..!!
and this is me! study until i want to CRY..!!
and look..God Gave me a rainbow!! =)) yayy..thanks to faith who told me abt it!! =)
and u know its very cool. every morning when im going to NIE..i will be telling God..pls give me a table for me to study. and EVERYDAY there is a table just for me! and one day it was even more cool. i needed a powerpoint to charge my phone..so i told God.."God i need a powerpoint near the table"..den HO HO HO!! He gave me just that table too!! and on sunday, when i was taking the bus back from indoors to my church, it was POURING CATS AND DOGS. and i was telling God tt i REALLY need to study and i cant waste time getting caught in the rain, den the rain got heavier. oh wells, den i thought maybe i'll study in church first. and you know wat? the MOMENT we reached church and the bus doors opened, WAH!! THE RAIN TOTALLY STOPPED AND OUT CAME THE SUN!! GOD STOPPED THE RAIN FOR ME!!! n i went back to sch to study and had a SUPER PRODUCTIVE day la! im soo amazed can =) and this time. i managed to revise everything at least twice! =) soo amazing. and before the exams even started, i was still thinkin 'die no time..' cos all the projs were takin up soo much time! but i learnt to trust God man! that He is the God of TIME..so with Him i will have sufficient time! =) heehee
for now, there's lots of fun stuff coming up before PA starts. and my PA pay is CRAP. LOWEST in market. the min. requirement of 500. WAHHH SEHHH..!! =( nv mind. at least its 8 weeks and its 830 to 530 on weekdays only! means i can start my healthy lifestyle again!! =) yay!! i love STRUCTURE. so the first fun thingy. MOVING home. i have packed and waitin for my dad. pls remind me NOT to bring in SO MUCH RUBBISH next sem ok? i wanna kill myself oredi..! haha..!! and and..going shoppin tom and having cell grp! den sunday got grace's bday party! at some hotel! so nice!! and stayover at my place! and mon got settlers! tues im going to the ZOO with yicheng and sister and co. Wed shoppin w bird! thurs shopping w moley and jieshi. fri outing! oh yay!! i so love my life!! =) so perfect. =))
yeps. thank God for studying with me, for taking the exam with me! and its good to remember He desires for me to be the HEAD and NOT THE TAIL!! yAY!! claim on His promises and goodness ALL THE TIME!! =)) now can only let my results glorify Him in whatever way He pleases!! =))
im all His =))
tis is me and moldy havin dinner after studying! =)
jieshi! haha..who started joinin the NIE contingent recently!! =)) haha..
see..ENTING..u were SLEEPING!! haha..bet u didnt know i took tis pic! HEE =)
andrea and caroline. haha. THEY EAT REALLY SLOWLY..nv eat with them again!
this is horrible garbage trying to take a pic of me when im CLOSE TO TEARS while studying for COMPANY LAW!! hrmpff i have his IC pic. SUPER UGLY. who wants? i will send it to you!! =)
this is loylipop the PARTNER in crime of garbage who bully me NON-stop. oh wells. SOMEONE is still HAVING EXAMS..OBIGOOD..!!
and this is me! study until i want to CRY..!!
and look..God Gave me a rainbow!! =)) yayy..thanks to faith who told me abt it!! =)
and u know its very cool. every morning when im going to NIE..i will be telling God..pls give me a table for me to study. and EVERYDAY there is a table just for me! and one day it was even more cool. i needed a powerpoint to charge my phone..so i told God.."God i need a powerpoint near the table"..den HO HO HO!! He gave me just that table too!! and on sunday, when i was taking the bus back from indoors to my church, it was POURING CATS AND DOGS. and i was telling God tt i REALLY need to study and i cant waste time getting caught in the rain, den the rain got heavier. oh wells, den i thought maybe i'll study in church first. and you know wat? the MOMENT we reached church and the bus doors opened, WAH!! THE RAIN TOTALLY STOPPED AND OUT CAME THE SUN!! GOD STOPPED THE RAIN FOR ME!!! n i went back to sch to study and had a SUPER PRODUCTIVE day la! im soo amazed can =) and this time. i managed to revise everything at least twice! =) soo amazing. and before the exams even started, i was still thinkin 'die no time..' cos all the projs were takin up soo much time! but i learnt to trust God man! that He is the God of TIME..so with Him i will have sufficient time! =) heehee
for now, there's lots of fun stuff coming up before PA starts. and my PA pay is CRAP. LOWEST in market. the min. requirement of 500. WAHHH SEHHH..!! =( nv mind. at least its 8 weeks and its 830 to 530 on weekdays only! means i can start my healthy lifestyle again!! =) yay!! i love STRUCTURE. so the first fun thingy. MOVING home. i have packed and waitin for my dad. pls remind me NOT to bring in SO MUCH RUBBISH next sem ok? i wanna kill myself oredi..! haha..!! and and..going shoppin tom and having cell grp! den sunday got grace's bday party! at some hotel! so nice!! and stayover at my place! and mon got settlers! tues im going to the ZOO with yicheng and sister and co. Wed shoppin w bird! thurs shopping w moley and jieshi. fri outing! oh yay!! i so love my life!! =) so perfect. =))
yeps. thank God for studying with me, for taking the exam with me! and its good to remember He desires for me to be the HEAD and NOT THE TAIL!! yAY!! claim on His promises and goodness ALL THE TIME!! =)) now can only let my results glorify Him in whatever way He pleases!! =))
im all His =))
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Ng Wei Yee is 21!!! =))
yay..i have just turned 21!! in the midst of the horrible exams..im soo glad i had my bday party oredi..otherwise its gonna be super depreessing mans..but cos its my bday..i shall post up some of the photos fr my party! to show u the colours of MY LIFE =) MY RAINBOW.
WHITE - my dear family, they are like the clouds of my life, always there and they bring out the beauty of the rainbow too =)
RED - my ij tp frens! or wat's left of us.. =))
ORANGE - my st nicks frens..who are PRETTY NAUGHTY..they didnt come in orange! tsk!
YELLOW - njc pple! including my meinu/jiemei gang, ruggers and some repeated orange frens =) and more..haha
GREEN - sports club!! =)) haha..soo uniformed in green..=))
BLUE - crusaders!! =)
INDIGO - my church brothers and sisters!!
PURPLE - mixture of pple! but alot didnt wear purple..HAHAH
the rest of my relatives..MOST of them didnt want to take photo..haha =)
and here are some random pics!!
my cake! its says PRINCESS WEI YEE =)) i have always dreamed of being a princess k!
once again..i can only say i dunno wat i've done to deserve sooo many great frens..so i can only thank God and all of u who play an important COLOUR of my rainbow.. =)
and also wanna thank those of u who sms and wished me today.. =) thank u!
im all His =))
WHITE - my dear family, they are like the clouds of my life, always there and they bring out the beauty of the rainbow too =)
RED - my ij tp frens! or wat's left of us.. =))
ORANGE - my st nicks frens..who are PRETTY NAUGHTY..they didnt come in orange! tsk!
YELLOW - njc pple! including my meinu/jiemei gang, ruggers and some repeated orange frens =) and more..haha
GREEN - sports club!! =)) haha..soo uniformed in green..=))
BLUE - crusaders!! =)
INDIGO - my church brothers and sisters!!
PURPLE - mixture of pple! but alot didnt wear purple..HAHAH
the rest of my relatives..MOST of them didnt want to take photo..haha =)
and here are some random pics!!
my cake! its says PRINCESS WEI YEE =)) i have always dreamed of being a princess k!
once again..i can only say i dunno wat i've done to deserve sooo many great frens..so i can only thank God and all of u who play an important COLOUR of my rainbow.. =)
and also wanna thank those of u who sms and wished me today.. =) thank u!
im all His =))
Monday, April 17, 2006
Why - Nicole Nordeman
this song is really ministering to me, let me share the lyrcis with you. =)
We rode into town the other day, just me and my Daddy.
He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
But today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as if he's going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys-
Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy, boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out, I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:
And it said: Father why are they screaming.
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes??
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows, Father please can’t you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size, Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
Though I've heard your unbearable cry, the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father's side.
Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.
if you know the significance of Good Friday, you will probably feel the impact of this song as well. 40 hooks, 39 strokes, 4 nails, 1 cross, they all spell the love my Heavenly Daddy has for me and for you. i went for my church retreat on friday, and im glad i went. im starting to love 1520 more, and im so glad to see each and everyone of us wanting to place God first in our lives. it means something. it means that God is really working in each and everyone of our lives. =)
oh wells. other den that, i have been studying hard hoping to glorify God through my results. continue to keep my exams in prayer k. =)) AND im getting bullied BIG TIME. its ok. i have a BIG FORGIVING heart, so those of you who are bullying me, your are forgiven. =) haha. okie. time to sleep.
ooh. i got more photos to post up! but another day! tired now. zzzz
im all His =))
We rode into town the other day, just me and my Daddy.
He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
But today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as if he's going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys-
Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy, boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out, I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:
And it said: Father why are they screaming.
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes??
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows, Father please can’t you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size, Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
Though I've heard your unbearable cry, the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father's side.
Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.
if you know the significance of Good Friday, you will probably feel the impact of this song as well. 40 hooks, 39 strokes, 4 nails, 1 cross, they all spell the love my Heavenly Daddy has for me and for you. i went for my church retreat on friday, and im glad i went. im starting to love 1520 more, and im so glad to see each and everyone of us wanting to place God first in our lives. it means something. it means that God is really working in each and everyone of our lives. =)
oh wells. other den that, i have been studying hard hoping to glorify God through my results. continue to keep my exams in prayer k. =)) AND im getting bullied BIG TIME. its ok. i have a BIG FORGIVING heart, so those of you who are bullying me, your are forgiven. =) haha. okie. time to sleep.
ooh. i got more photos to post up! but another day! tired now. zzzz
im all His =))
Monday, April 03, 2006
i am incredibly blessed..thank You God
i never knew that i was so blessed until my bday party. God is so so so good to me! just before the party, at ard 430pm, it started to POUR and i just got home after lizzie offered me a ride. so i lied in bed and prayed. prayed that everything will go well and most importantly, the rain would stop!! and incredibly, it did at 530pm! i was so happy for the cool good weather.
then, my first guest GRACE DUMBDUMB came in her new car even before the food arrived! well that was the beginning of my nervous experience at throwing my FIRST and also my TWENTYFIRST bday party! soon everybody came and as i guessed, it was SUPER crowded. it was scary! i really couldn't talk to as much pple as i would love to. so so sorry to friends who came but i didn't talk much to! but i really really really appreciate all your presence very much, cos exams really coming up but your still made your way down. all you people really made my night. =))
and why am i so incredibly blessed?
i have a great family. dad mum sis bro-in-law bro yicheng. they were the ones who catered and paid for the food, cake, choc fondue and everything. jie even prepared all the fruits so nicely for the fondue. and lent me her camera. and i was really a guest to my own party, cos i didnt even have to do anything but send out the invitations and turn up myself! =) am i not blessed? i certainly am. and i really love my family alot. look forward to the seafood treat from me! =))
to my external family who came down too, for all their angpaos and wellwishes! even mummy is surprised by the amt i collected! and i can only say God really gives abundantly in His way! =)) haha. my little cousins couldn't see my open my presents tt nite and cried. so cute. haha.
now to all my special frens. all of you who painted a beautiful shade of colour onto my rainbow.
my red frens, i've known you all for more den 12 yrs already! and like wat we said in our p6, FRIENDS FOREVER!
to my silly st nicks bunch of frens who REFUSED to wear orange except for hailin, thank you all for coming too. and i did manage to find the vouchers k bird! haha! thanks! its time for SHOPPING!! =))
den to the yellow grp of njcians, my nj life would never be the same without you all. nj wasnt a stone sch for me bcos of all of u. really. peng ping mei and ruggers, love u all alot.
and to my dear sports clubbers who came in green..thank you all for co-operating! and thanks sooo much for the NANO!! i love it alot! thanks esp to moley for co-ordinating the whole thing for me. lub u dip dip gerl. haha to the guys, ur were really funny in runnin so far just to smoke. pls just quit. =) and stupid poo, bully yicheng! ur so dead.
to my dear crusaders, esp to WYcom (garbage, eejun, spidey, ivan and jiajun) thanksss so much for thinkin of the 21 gifts. they were ALL really sweet and i know there's really alot of thought tts gone into it. its soo thougtful. and that is gonna be my favourite dustbin! really! =) its the sweetest dustbin on earth too! and its time for settlers after exams! of cos its gonne be at MY PLACE!! welcome to the northeast one more time!! and i know i must say thanks to my disciples! we managed to take ONE dg photo!! happy! i love u girls alot, thanks for sacrificing other things to come for my party. i really appreciate it. thanks mitchell for tryin to get the tiara! thanks grace for the sweet card! thanks enting and cindy for coming!
and to my church pals, thanks much for coming and helping me give out cake and being a host. but NO thanks to the cake on my face. and thanks jaspy for ur shirt. hAHA. i'll post up the picture! and sister, i love your card.
and last of all, to those in purple. i tink all of u really look great in purple but alot of ur played cheat. hrmm. shld have thought of a forfeit man. and joshua tan, ur shirt is really really very nice..i like it alot. haha.
i was reading all the cards and little messages, and it really touched my heart. and i was feeling so happy and blessed that i couldn't stop smiling that nite. there are so many more of you that i would really love to individually name and thank, but there's too many. i really really appreciate each and everyone of u for driving, for walkin to my house. your have made my 21st bday so sweet. and i thank God for giving me my own rainbow in this life. i am a complete person because of all of you.
really hope all of u enjoyed the party as much as i did. if i could, i would give each and everyone of u a hug to show my appreciation. but here's a virtual one first. -hugssssssssss-
im all His =))
then, my first guest GRACE DUMBDUMB came in her new car even before the food arrived! well that was the beginning of my nervous experience at throwing my FIRST and also my TWENTYFIRST bday party! soon everybody came and as i guessed, it was SUPER crowded. it was scary! i really couldn't talk to as much pple as i would love to. so so sorry to friends who came but i didn't talk much to! but i really really really appreciate all your presence very much, cos exams really coming up but your still made your way down. all you people really made my night. =))
and why am i so incredibly blessed?
i have a great family. dad mum sis bro-in-law bro yicheng. they were the ones who catered and paid for the food, cake, choc fondue and everything. jie even prepared all the fruits so nicely for the fondue. and lent me her camera. and i was really a guest to my own party, cos i didnt even have to do anything but send out the invitations and turn up myself! =) am i not blessed? i certainly am. and i really love my family alot. look forward to the seafood treat from me! =))
to my external family who came down too, for all their angpaos and wellwishes! even mummy is surprised by the amt i collected! and i can only say God really gives abundantly in His way! =)) haha. my little cousins couldn't see my open my presents tt nite and cried. so cute. haha.
now to all my special frens. all of you who painted a beautiful shade of colour onto my rainbow.
my red frens, i've known you all for more den 12 yrs already! and like wat we said in our p6, FRIENDS FOREVER!
to my silly st nicks bunch of frens who REFUSED to wear orange except for hailin, thank you all for coming too. and i did manage to find the vouchers k bird! haha! thanks! its time for SHOPPING!! =))
den to the yellow grp of njcians, my nj life would never be the same without you all. nj wasnt a stone sch for me bcos of all of u. really. peng ping mei and ruggers, love u all alot.
and to my dear sports clubbers who came in green..thank you all for co-operating! and thanks sooo much for the NANO!! i love it alot! thanks esp to moley for co-ordinating the whole thing for me. lub u dip dip gerl. haha to the guys, ur were really funny in runnin so far just to smoke. pls just quit. =) and stupid poo, bully yicheng! ur so dead.
to my dear crusaders, esp to WYcom (garbage, eejun, spidey, ivan and jiajun) thanksss so much for thinkin of the 21 gifts. they were ALL really sweet and i know there's really alot of thought tts gone into it. its soo thougtful. and that is gonna be my favourite dustbin! really! =) its the sweetest dustbin on earth too! and its time for settlers after exams! of cos its gonne be at MY PLACE!! welcome to the northeast one more time!! and i know i must say thanks to my disciples! we managed to take ONE dg photo!! happy! i love u girls alot, thanks for sacrificing other things to come for my party. i really appreciate it. thanks mitchell for tryin to get the tiara! thanks grace for the sweet card! thanks enting and cindy for coming!
and to my church pals, thanks much for coming and helping me give out cake and being a host. but NO thanks to the cake on my face. and thanks jaspy for ur shirt. hAHA. i'll post up the picture! and sister, i love your card.
and last of all, to those in purple. i tink all of u really look great in purple but alot of ur played cheat. hrmm. shld have thought of a forfeit man. and joshua tan, ur shirt is really really very nice..i like it alot. haha.
i was reading all the cards and little messages, and it really touched my heart. and i was feeling so happy and blessed that i couldn't stop smiling that nite. there are so many more of you that i would really love to individually name and thank, but there's too many. i really really appreciate each and everyone of u for driving, for walkin to my house. your have made my 21st bday so sweet. and i thank God for giving me my own rainbow in this life. i am a complete person because of all of you.
really hope all of u enjoyed the party as much as i did. if i could, i would give each and everyone of u a hug to show my appreciation. but here's a virtual one first. -hugssssssssss-
im all His =))
Saturday, April 01, 2006
TODAY IS THE PARTY!!!
i cant believe that tis day is really and finally here!! its sooo scary!! im so scared all the pple cant fit into the house, scared tt there wont be enough food..wat if they get bored? oh noooo..
BUT its really exciting too. i really dunno wat to expect tonight and just hope everybody have fun! and i'll say all my thank yous after after tonite. but deep in my heart, i really really appreciate each and everyone of you who will be coming down. it does feel like my real bday.
just TWENTY days in advance!! say happy bday to me again on 20th apr k!! =)) see u all tonite if ur are coming!! many many -hugs-
im all His =))
BUT its really exciting too. i really dunno wat to expect tonight and just hope everybody have fun! and i'll say all my thank yous after after tonite. but deep in my heart, i really really appreciate each and everyone of you who will be coming down. it does feel like my real bday.
just TWENTY days in advance!! say happy bday to me again on 20th apr k!! =)) see u all tonite if ur are coming!! many many -hugs-
im all His =))
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
exams!
u know..many times when it comes to exams, i really tend to depend on MYSELF too much. i would plan my timetable and try very hard, making sure that i stick to it. i did the same tis sem too. but just one day into the timetable, i couldn't keep up already. i had so many project presentations and spend hours just doing the slides! have another project to design poster and invitation and i sepnt TEN solid hours on that. i was kinda sad that i couldnt study. and yes im still pretty much behind in my work.
BUT garbage reminded me that 'im a greater candidate for miracles to happen now!' and i tink my grades are NOT gonna be limited by the lack of time i have, cos im gonna believe that tis exam is gonna be DIFFERENT!! im really really gonne trust God tt the revision time SHALL be of quality. and if u wanna pray for me, pray specifically for 3A and 2B..or better still 5A!! haha. i havent gotten a single A. and i want to tis sem. =)) okie..strength strength wisdom..POUR UPON ME!!!!!!!!
im all His =))
BUT garbage reminded me that 'im a greater candidate for miracles to happen now!' and i tink my grades are NOT gonna be limited by the lack of time i have, cos im gonna believe that tis exam is gonna be DIFFERENT!! im really really gonne trust God tt the revision time SHALL be of quality. and if u wanna pray for me, pray specifically for 3A and 2B..or better still 5A!! haha. i havent gotten a single A. and i want to tis sem. =)) okie..strength strength wisdom..POUR UPON ME!!!!!!!!
im all His =))
Saturday, March 25, 2006
yayy..my rainbow party!!
yayyyyy..it is coming to light in one week's time!! HOORAY!! im going to have my rainbow party and many many people coming!! many thanks to those of you who are coming down! its going to be a special night for me!! =)) and hopefully for you too!
and its been a LOONG while since i've updated! and something exciting over the week is the SM appreciation that crusades had. it was really very joyous and happy, even as we go around stalking DGs to videocam them, planning the surprise for the staff's appreciation, watching the DGs videos, watching the live performances, watching how GOd is really and truly changing lives. it is exciting indeed.
currently, still thinking if i should move home? what do you all think? hrmm..
im all His =))
and its been a LOONG while since i've updated! and something exciting over the week is the SM appreciation that crusades had. it was really very joyous and happy, even as we go around stalking DGs to videocam them, planning the surprise for the staff's appreciation, watching the DGs videos, watching the live performances, watching how GOd is really and truly changing lives. it is exciting indeed.
currently, still thinking if i should move home? what do you all think? hrmm..
im all His =))
Monday, March 13, 2006
a great weekend..cos great things happened!
wow. its been a super weekend. it started on fri when i went with the sports club pple to guangyang sec sch as a camp instructor! it was qt an experience and the kids that we were handling were the sec4/5 n level students. on my part, it was my first close encounter with these kids and they are amazing too. i see the leadership quality in some of them, and i see how close they are to each other. but i couldn't really clique with them, and i guess i really grew up in a very different environment, i cant relate much to them. but nonetheless, it was still quite an experience. really shagged me out. and was SO THANKFUL that we broke camp at 1pm the next day! so i came home and slept till abt 5pm.
den THIS is the amazing thing. i met up with alene to finish up our followup material. and i realised that its exactly 3 mths minus one day since she receieved Christ! and yea we finished the FU materials! thank and praise God for how He leads. and alene brought her friend si qi along that day! and she said si qi wanted to find out more abt Christianity. like WOW! u dun meet pple like that everyday! so i was thinkin what to do? so i just finished the last 3 books for FU and it was really really good. i was learning myself! and den i had the chance to share with si qi using the WYS booklet. and praise and thank God, she received Christ! it was amazing. all glory goes to Him! =)) im really amazed at how God prepares His children's hearts to come to Him. in His time, all things will work towards His perfect plan for each and everyone of us. and so we all prayed and thanked God for the work in our lives. ever so thankful that God could use me again =)) all glory to Him.
and den i went home and was shagged out again. so i slept till sunday morning for church! went to garbage's church. glad that jongjong came too! spideyman came also. haha. it was a great service! the message was good! it was about us believers being called to BELIEVE. believe that if God is for us, who can be against us? and God Himself wants and desires for all His children to succeed in all they do! cannot imagine that right? sometimes when the situations turn against us, we think that God has forgotten us. we think that God has left us. but that is NOT TRUE! He desires the perfect gift for us, that's why He gave us Jesus! and if He already gave us the perfect gift of Jesus, what else will He withhold from us?? NOTHING!! gosh. and God is with us EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT! why do i keep forgetting that? haha. time to start believing in His great promises. cos He made them voluntarily, He made them with His own will. He really desires for all of us to experience His abundant life. won't you want to too?
yeps..den went to suntect to support vert mart. haha. it was not bad. x-physique team came in SECOND! haha. POWERFUL xm, alvin, kengchew, rain and alda! i respect your! haha. den den i went to meet my family to celebrate my parent's 30th wedding anniversary!! woohoo!! i love my family! i wish that we can have more of such family dinners more often! i wish that they can experience God too! my prayers will pray on for them. =)) cos ONE DAY SALVATION WILL COME! =)) i BELIEVE.
k its late. i shld sign off. =))
im all His =))
den THIS is the amazing thing. i met up with alene to finish up our followup material. and i realised that its exactly 3 mths minus one day since she receieved Christ! and yea we finished the FU materials! thank and praise God for how He leads. and alene brought her friend si qi along that day! and she said si qi wanted to find out more abt Christianity. like WOW! u dun meet pple like that everyday! so i was thinkin what to do? so i just finished the last 3 books for FU and it was really really good. i was learning myself! and den i had the chance to share with si qi using the WYS booklet. and praise and thank God, she received Christ! it was amazing. all glory goes to Him! =)) im really amazed at how God prepares His children's hearts to come to Him. in His time, all things will work towards His perfect plan for each and everyone of us. and so we all prayed and thanked God for the work in our lives. ever so thankful that God could use me again =)) all glory to Him.
and den i went home and was shagged out again. so i slept till sunday morning for church! went to garbage's church. glad that jongjong came too! spideyman came also. haha. it was a great service! the message was good! it was about us believers being called to BELIEVE. believe that if God is for us, who can be against us? and God Himself wants and desires for all His children to succeed in all they do! cannot imagine that right? sometimes when the situations turn against us, we think that God has forgotten us. we think that God has left us. but that is NOT TRUE! He desires the perfect gift for us, that's why He gave us Jesus! and if He already gave us the perfect gift of Jesus, what else will He withhold from us?? NOTHING!! gosh. and God is with us EVERYDAY, EVERY MOMENT! why do i keep forgetting that? haha. time to start believing in His great promises. cos He made them voluntarily, He made them with His own will. He really desires for all of us to experience His abundant life. won't you want to too?
yeps..den went to suntect to support vert mart. haha. it was not bad. x-physique team came in SECOND! haha. POWERFUL xm, alvin, kengchew, rain and alda! i respect your! haha. den den i went to meet my family to celebrate my parent's 30th wedding anniversary!! woohoo!! i love my family! i wish that we can have more of such family dinners more often! i wish that they can experience God too! my prayers will pray on for them. =)) cos ONE DAY SALVATION WILL COME! =)) i BELIEVE.
k its late. i shld sign off. =))
im all His =))
Friday, March 10, 2006
many thanksgiving =))
thank God for this week! its almost over! first..me and my dg had our first QT together! thanks to enting for organizing it! it was a good time of just sitting down and absorbing God's words! really hope that this can be more regular! =) i could never have guessed that this can actually happen! thankful thankful that it did!
den tues to thurs was DA VINCI project in ntu! its really a privilege to be part of this whole movement. tues hall distribution was smooth and thank God for answering my prayer when He brought rachel, jiajun, ivan and junxiang to help for hall one! and must thank God that He really allowed me to be part of this, esp when there's the 205 report due tis friday, everyone would be meeting on wed to pia this report. but thank God for my grp that agreed to meet on tues and we sort of finished it! so i was free the whole of wed to help out. but even on wed, i had to do my biz com ppt halfway and also to collect stuff to pass to someone. thank God for lizzie and ah yong who is so so so kind to help me collect those stuff AND carry to my room for me! and the biz com presentation went qt well today too! thank God!! =)) so effectively i was available to help on wed! it was pretty fun and nice to see everybody gettin one copy! some threw it away, but it doesnt matter. they reject the Gospel and not us yea. and my dg girls came to help out too! it was good to see them involved in the ministry. all God's work for He moves in the hearts of pple to respond to His call. =))
and im going for a camp tom! a chance to earn money! haha..but oh wells..hope its fun! haha..ok im still designing my bday invite! haha..it will be nice nice..=)) ok it SHALL be nice. cos I DESIGNED IT. HAHAHAHA..tink its gonna be fun filmin for the SM appreciation nxt week! =))
im all His =))
den tues to thurs was DA VINCI project in ntu! its really a privilege to be part of this whole movement. tues hall distribution was smooth and thank God for answering my prayer when He brought rachel, jiajun, ivan and junxiang to help for hall one! and must thank God that He really allowed me to be part of this, esp when there's the 205 report due tis friday, everyone would be meeting on wed to pia this report. but thank God for my grp that agreed to meet on tues and we sort of finished it! so i was free the whole of wed to help out. but even on wed, i had to do my biz com ppt halfway and also to collect stuff to pass to someone. thank God for lizzie and ah yong who is so so so kind to help me collect those stuff AND carry to my room for me! and the biz com presentation went qt well today too! thank God!! =)) so effectively i was available to help on wed! it was pretty fun and nice to see everybody gettin one copy! some threw it away, but it doesnt matter. they reject the Gospel and not us yea. and my dg girls came to help out too! it was good to see them involved in the ministry. all God's work for He moves in the hearts of pple to respond to His call. =))
and im going for a camp tom! a chance to earn money! haha..but oh wells..hope its fun! haha..ok im still designing my bday invite! haha..it will be nice nice..=)) ok it SHALL be nice. cos I DESIGNED IT. HAHAHAHA..tink its gonna be fun filmin for the SM appreciation nxt week! =))
im all His =))
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
my 21st bday party =)
haha..i have decided on the theme and date! haha and the venue is most likely to be my house! my humble little home!! hee!! the date SHALL be on the 1st of April. and its NOT an april fool's joke. so pls turn up if ur invited! hee. but the guest list is not out yet. im so lazy to contact the world. haha. well here's the THEME!!
its RAINBOW!! i love rainbows. its God's covenant with us! heehee
so each of my different grps of frens got to turn up in one shade of the rainbow.
So if you knew me from
ij pri (tp) - RED
st nicks - ORANGE
njc - YELLOW
ntu sports club - GREEN
ntu campus crusade - BLUE
church - INDIGO
none of the above - VIOLET
my dear family - WHITE..like the clouds (the clouds tt bring out the rainbow's beauty..but actually cos i know they wont care abt me and my colour code =( bOO)
haha. so like pingy who knows me fr st nicks AND also fr nj, she has to come in ORANGE AND YELLOW! muahaha!! ok but its not like you got to wear orange shirt and yellow skirt. just come in ABIT of orange and ABIT of yellow. but the colours must appear on the top half of the body! ok? understand? dun play cheat ah! i'll be checking!! heehee =)) tis IS FUN!! haha and for those who were from njc but didnt really knew me then, you still got to appear in yellow plus whatever other colour. haha this follows for any other 'categories'..!! hahahahaha!!
im all His =))
its RAINBOW!! i love rainbows. its God's covenant with us! heehee
so each of my different grps of frens got to turn up in one shade of the rainbow.
So if you knew me from
ij pri (tp) - RED
st nicks - ORANGE
njc - YELLOW
ntu sports club - GREEN
ntu campus crusade - BLUE
church - INDIGO
none of the above - VIOLET
my dear family - WHITE..like the clouds (the clouds tt bring out the rainbow's beauty..but actually cos i know they wont care abt me and my colour code =( bOO)
haha. so like pingy who knows me fr st nicks AND also fr nj, she has to come in ORANGE AND YELLOW! muahaha!! ok but its not like you got to wear orange shirt and yellow skirt. just come in ABIT of orange and ABIT of yellow. but the colours must appear on the top half of the body! ok? understand? dun play cheat ah! i'll be checking!! heehee =)) tis IS FUN!! haha and for those who were from njc but didnt really knew me then, you still got to appear in yellow plus whatever other colour. haha this follows for any other 'categories'..!! hahahahaha!!
im all His =))
check out my dear yicheng!
here's presenting my darling. the one tt is attracting me to move home to stay. =))
im all His =))
Sunday, March 05, 2006
You Are So Faithful - Bob Fitts
Like the sun that rises everyday
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You send and every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord
Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord
I see a cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away
And in the midst of the storm through the wind and the waves
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful
And when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful, Lord
hee this is my new current favourite song. i nv realised that it existed on my songlist until recently. but i cant find the chords? anybody has the chords? can lend me? =)) thanks!
anyways im plannin my bday party! haha. its gonna be on 1st April. BUT its NOT A JOKE ok. so pls do turn up..haha. more details shall be posted up soon! its gonna be a RAINBOW theme!! =))
im all His =))
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the rain that You send and every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord
Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord You are faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord
I see a cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away
And in the midst of the storm through the wind and the waves
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful
And when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You're still be faithful, You're still be faithful, Lord
hee this is my new current favourite song. i nv realised that it existed on my songlist until recently. but i cant find the chords? anybody has the chords? can lend me? =)) thanks!
anyways im plannin my bday party! haha. its gonna be on 1st April. BUT its NOT A JOKE ok. so pls do turn up..haha. more details shall be posted up soon! its gonna be a RAINBOW theme!! =))
im all His =))
Friday, March 03, 2006
mercy that we don't deserve
today i experienced what is called God's mercy.
and this mercy comes when we REALLY do not deserve it. we can all make so many many big and small mistakes and God can really choose to punish us, to make us learn the hard way. But God is so loving at the same time that He extends His grace when we cry out to Him from the bottom of our hearts. Our tears and prayers were indeed embraced by God when He showed just how much He really loves us, that even when we truly deserve to be condemned, He still gave that one chance of Hope. And that was when i was positively sure that the situation was bleak, He reassured that we can truly trust in Him. Because He is the God that desires for NONE to perish and all to have an abundant life.
Trust me, even when the situation is 99.9% against you, God can and will make that 0.1% possible, cause Daddy God is SO REAL and He loves you even more than you love yourself.
im all His =))
and this mercy comes when we REALLY do not deserve it. we can all make so many many big and small mistakes and God can really choose to punish us, to make us learn the hard way. But God is so loving at the same time that He extends His grace when we cry out to Him from the bottom of our hearts. Our tears and prayers were indeed embraced by God when He showed just how much He really loves us, that even when we truly deserve to be condemned, He still gave that one chance of Hope. And that was when i was positively sure that the situation was bleak, He reassured that we can truly trust in Him. Because He is the God that desires for NONE to perish and all to have an abundant life.
Trust me, even when the situation is 99.9% against you, God can and will make that 0.1% possible, cause Daddy God is SO REAL and He loves you even more than you love yourself.
im all His =))
Thursday, March 02, 2006
thanksgiving
hey. God really hears and answers my prayers. i remember only a few weeks ago i was sharing with joyce abt discipleship and how difficult it can get sometimes. so we prayed together for each other's dg. and praise the Lord. my dg with my girls are really so much more regular. really really thank God for the hearts of these girls, who really want to see the Lord and grow in their walk with Him. =) im so encouraged and its only after some struggles where you really learn to appreciate the sweetness. and these girls are so so special, and i believe God placed each of us in each other's lives for a reason. i pray that i can love them like how Jesus loves them too.
today's dg was good. we went witnessing during our dg time! awesome time. i went with grace first and we were praying and asking God for just ONE person to listen to us. and we walked and we approached this chinese girl. and she was wearing a buddha necklace and had alot of chinese religion thingy ard her. but we asked her to do the survey and if we could share with her. thank God tt grace was sleepy and she was reading slowly, and the girl was able to understand the booklet slowly too. it was so amazing when she said she would like to receive Christ! so grace led her to pray and then we arranged for a follow-up session! and we will start this friday! =)) praise the Lord, He is truly working in our campus. students hearts ARE softened and are turning to Him. we are only labourers, and chosen by Him to do His work. its a privilege to be used by the great King, cos we really had nothing much to offer but a willing heart.
den it was dg time. it was a good time of sharing and learning with enting and grace too. shared abt our fears. we all have fears, but as long as the Lord askes u to step out. act in obedience because He promised He will be with us always and He will meet our inadequacies. its always nice to know that its when we're weak, He's strong. and through our weakness, we can see Him use us and work through us. =))
den it was time for me and enting to share. this time round, we met many Christians and so it was a great opportunity to invite them for the da vinci talk! many of them expressed interest and it was great. and den we met our last girl. and i tink she was an encouragement to us too. she was so patiently listening, noddin in agreement and though she did not pray with us, i know that God will work in her life. because God loves her and sent us to share with her. we can only pray and present her to the Lord, and He will work a miracle in this situation too. i believe it was a breakthrough for enting too. =))
and den had my last x-physique debrief/meeting. it was pretty fun too, esp supper! its been a long time since we just hanged around and simply enjoy one another's company. though i dun really feel belonged to sports club that much anymore, i still love the pple there, esp them as individuals. =) im glad i went for supper, sang funny song and tokked nonsense. haha!
ahs now, im prayin hard to God over something. God be kind! i believe God will see us through too.. somehow He will be glorified. oh i didnt get TYCO. but never mind, i have stuff to do in church too. and i signed up for gen12!! i tink i will end up going southern cross spore. hmmm..pray that it will be enriching too!
im all His =))
today's dg was good. we went witnessing during our dg time! awesome time. i went with grace first and we were praying and asking God for just ONE person to listen to us. and we walked and we approached this chinese girl. and she was wearing a buddha necklace and had alot of chinese religion thingy ard her. but we asked her to do the survey and if we could share with her. thank God tt grace was sleepy and she was reading slowly, and the girl was able to understand the booklet slowly too. it was so amazing when she said she would like to receive Christ! so grace led her to pray and then we arranged for a follow-up session! and we will start this friday! =)) praise the Lord, He is truly working in our campus. students hearts ARE softened and are turning to Him. we are only labourers, and chosen by Him to do His work. its a privilege to be used by the great King, cos we really had nothing much to offer but a willing heart.
den it was dg time. it was a good time of sharing and learning with enting and grace too. shared abt our fears. we all have fears, but as long as the Lord askes u to step out. act in obedience because He promised He will be with us always and He will meet our inadequacies. its always nice to know that its when we're weak, He's strong. and through our weakness, we can see Him use us and work through us. =))
den it was time for me and enting to share. this time round, we met many Christians and so it was a great opportunity to invite them for the da vinci talk! many of them expressed interest and it was great. and den we met our last girl. and i tink she was an encouragement to us too. she was so patiently listening, noddin in agreement and though she did not pray with us, i know that God will work in her life. because God loves her and sent us to share with her. we can only pray and present her to the Lord, and He will work a miracle in this situation too. i believe it was a breakthrough for enting too. =))
and den had my last x-physique debrief/meeting. it was pretty fun too, esp supper! its been a long time since we just hanged around and simply enjoy one another's company. though i dun really feel belonged to sports club that much anymore, i still love the pple there, esp them as individuals. =) im glad i went for supper, sang funny song and tokked nonsense. haha!
ahs now, im prayin hard to God over something. God be kind! i believe God will see us through too.. somehow He will be glorified. oh i didnt get TYCO. but never mind, i have stuff to do in church too. and i signed up for gen12!! i tink i will end up going southern cross spore. hmmm..pray that it will be enriching too!
im all His =))
Sunday, February 26, 2006
purity.
hey! today's sermon was GOOD. it was abt sexual purity. pastor really warned us against pre-marrital sex as well as affairs after gettin married. n he told us he will kick our butt if we do anything like that. he's really funny. n he was askin trick questions too. hahaha. had a really good service. n yea why shld we remain pure rite? cos God created sex for a husband and wife and its something to be enjoyed only after marraige. so boys and girls, keep that in mind!! u dun want ur butt to be kicked by him. muahahass
im all His =))
im all His =))
Saturday, February 25, 2006
today is another happy day!! =))
im HAPPY today!! yeah!! feels so good to just rest and enjoy life. went cycling tis morning with my buddy grp. thanks to nich who organised it! so the cycling party was me, joyce, shao and nich. haha..it was pretty fun! it was hilarious watching CERTAIN pple cycle..let's not mention names eh? heehee.. =)) yea so thanks to cycling im abit tanner now! yea. i look healthier!! haha..and den we just chilled and talk in macs..quite a nice time there just talking..
den den..i had my dg outing with my girls!! happy HAPPY!! really thank God tt they came! i was SO SCARED they fly my aeroplane, yeps girls if ur are reading tis, i really thank God tt ur came. haha..only agnes and alene cldnt come..its alrite there will be more chances nxt time! yea..!! and so we went SETTLERS CAFE! the food is NOT bad. and the staff that was serving us is from campus crusade la! so cool, cos yea she thought some of us looked familiar, and she looked familiar to me..so after some mind linking, yea we found out she's a crusader too! and of cos we played SETTLERS OF CATAN. woo fun!! =)) i had a really great time with them. just talking and playing. thank GOD. =))
and den made a MAD dash down to rach's party. so sorry tt they all waited for me to sing bday song. sorry sorry. but it was good seeing tt funky babe too. but somehow rach is turning ABIT ah-ma. HAHAHAHAH..rachie if ur reading tis, HAAHAH..21 yrs old dun mean being an ah ma ok? hee..but still love u..i miss the jc days ALOT.
wells..so i thank GOd for today..and yeps though i have a sucky quiz on monday, im just gonnna try my best yea. haha.. =)) and yeps im finally going church after missing two weeks! missed it due to x-physique. i miss my dear myfairlady and many otherss..gonna play for some evangelistic thingy! pray pray pray!!
in case i forget, i love u all my frens. Daddy God, i love You too!
im all His =))
den den..i had my dg outing with my girls!! happy HAPPY!! really thank God tt they came! i was SO SCARED they fly my aeroplane, yeps girls if ur are reading tis, i really thank God tt ur came. haha..only agnes and alene cldnt come..its alrite there will be more chances nxt time! yea..!! and so we went SETTLERS CAFE! the food is NOT bad. and the staff that was serving us is from campus crusade la! so cool, cos yea she thought some of us looked familiar, and she looked familiar to me..so after some mind linking, yea we found out she's a crusader too! and of cos we played SETTLERS OF CATAN. woo fun!! =)) i had a really great time with them. just talking and playing. thank GOD. =))
and den made a MAD dash down to rach's party. so sorry tt they all waited for me to sing bday song. sorry sorry. but it was good seeing tt funky babe too. but somehow rach is turning ABIT ah-ma. HAHAHAHAH..rachie if ur reading tis, HAAHAH..21 yrs old dun mean being an ah ma ok? hee..but still love u..i miss the jc days ALOT.
wells..so i thank GOd for today..and yeps though i have a sucky quiz on monday, im just gonnna try my best yea. haha.. =)) and yeps im finally going church after missing two weeks! missed it due to x-physique. i miss my dear myfairlady and many otherss..gonna play for some evangelistic thingy! pray pray pray!!
in case i forget, i love u all my frens. Daddy God, i love You too!
im all His =))
i blog when im happy
i realised tt i blog most often when im in a good moood..im in a SPLENDID mood today! i went shoppin with my mummy and sister and yicheng!! it was FUN!! yeahh!! i managed to bug my mum to get me 2 new tops! yea. a compensation for my spoilt jacket! im just gonna wear tt spoilt jacket. if u guys see the stain, pls just pretend u dun see it. cos im gonna pretend its NOT THERE. hahaha..kk looking forward to my dg outing at settlers cafe toM!! settlers!! here we come!! YEAHHHHH!!!!
wat shld i do for my 21st bday? party? tt one must. if not will lose alot of ang paos. hahaha.. how bout for the frens? same party? will ur come if its 2 to 3 weeks before exam? hrmm..plan plan plan!!
and dumb tyco still havent reply me. im abt to set a bomb soon. well. BE NICE WEI YEE. hahahahah..alrites..still in a good moood..really tinkin of moving back home! den i can see yicheng everyday! yea..
im all His =))
wat shld i do for my 21st bday? party? tt one must. if not will lose alot of ang paos. hahaha.. how bout for the frens? same party? will ur come if its 2 to 3 weeks before exam? hrmm..plan plan plan!!
and dumb tyco still havent reply me. im abt to set a bomb soon. well. BE NICE WEI YEE. hahahahah..alrites..still in a good moood..really tinkin of moving back home! den i can see yicheng everyday! yea..
im all His =))
Thursday, February 23, 2006
holidays
yea! its the holidays!!
my event, X-Physique is finally and really over!! hiphiphooray! thank God that the event date was pushed forward, otherwise i would be really demoralised and feelin REALLY sian by now! so thank God its over, and i tink we all did a great job. good job partner desiree for finding so many many sponsors!! -pat pat- and to the event pple, esp the ECs for the extremely fun race route! (though i doubt they read tis) yea in my eyes, it was really a job well done! though there were hiccups and chokes here and there, it doesnt matter. we all did our best and that's impt! the partipants enjoyed themselves, and even i enjoyed myself. =))
highlights of the week. SETTLERS at tony's. wahaha! we played the knights version. SUPER FUN!! must play again and im jio-ing my dg girls to go play too! but somehow the attendance not very good =( sob sob. pray pray.
now must try to finish my stupid stupid company law assignment. IM SO LOST! and also finish up the projects. anybody can tink of great new products for marketing? let me know! haha..!! and as for tyco, there's NO UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS..HAIZ. i tink they dun want me. so demoralising. pray pray again.
im all His =))
my event, X-Physique is finally and really over!! hiphiphooray! thank God that the event date was pushed forward, otherwise i would be really demoralised and feelin REALLY sian by now! so thank God its over, and i tink we all did a great job. good job partner desiree for finding so many many sponsors!! -pat pat- and to the event pple, esp the ECs for the extremely fun race route! (though i doubt they read tis) yea in my eyes, it was really a job well done! though there were hiccups and chokes here and there, it doesnt matter. we all did our best and that's impt! the partipants enjoyed themselves, and even i enjoyed myself. =))
highlights of the week. SETTLERS at tony's. wahaha! we played the knights version. SUPER FUN!! must play again and im jio-ing my dg girls to go play too! but somehow the attendance not very good =( sob sob. pray pray.
now must try to finish my stupid stupid company law assignment. IM SO LOST! and also finish up the projects. anybody can tink of great new products for marketing? let me know! haha..!! and as for tyco, there's NO UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS..HAIZ. i tink they dun want me. so demoralising. pray pray again.
im all His =))
Saturday, February 11, 2006
I MUST TESTIFY!!
its been one thousand yrs since i've updated! i guess only my beloved jie keeps coming to see if i update! anyways here is one thanksgiving to the Lord which i MUST testify!!
alrites..if ur dun know i really wanted to go on exchange program during my third year and i see so many of my frens abroad and im green with envy. and my mum even offered to sponsor me to go. so my heart was REALLY itching to go. but i made a commitment to God to serve on the ST team in the south region for crusades and going for this exchange program is something that i have to give up. and another reason for not applyin for exchange is that i know i will miss my family ALOT. and im always so scared something will happen here while im so far away.
den there's the gen12 mission which i also cant go for the overseas ones because i will be having my professional attachment during that period. so im left with one choice, that is the local mission trip - pioneering campuses. although its a local project, i really still want to be part of the mission movement, to go and win the lost for Christ. so i can only go for this trip if my PA lasts for only 8 weeks.
so when i was applyin for phase one for the PA firms, i was really prayin and askin God to just let me go for an overseas work attachement (which is a substitute for exchange program) and that it can be 8 weeks. den i came across TYCO that nite even before they sent the email to us! so i just felt that i should apply and give it a try. and please note that phase one interviews are USUALLY shortlisted by grades, but God just proved that it is also by GRACE, which was something i told garbage but i forgot and he reminded me. =)) yeps den tt was the end of my application, though i really procrastinated in applying cos i really thought i will not get shortlisted cos my grades are really really lousy (eg. i have 3Ds already). but God proved himself to be faithful! on wed a lady from tyco called me to go down for interview on thurs! it took me by surprise and i went for the interview after going to buy the clothes in a mad rush that nite. and praise God, the interview went OK even though i tink i tokked abit of nonsense. and den i hear my frens saying that some pple who are really qt good academically didn't get shortlisted. i was just so amazed that its really His grace that allowed me this opportunity to go for the interview. im still not sure of the results, and i shld know it on the 14th feb. and i believe that God is really working in this. and He knows my desires more den i do and most importantly, He knows wat is ahead of me. im excited that my future is indeed in His hands! i mean He knows i really wanted OVERSEAS and 8 WEEKS and He has brought me one step closer to realising that dream thru this interview!!
prayin for the results!! hope that it turns out good! otherwise im sure its still in His plans! i will update more about this when i know the results! it shall be a very good VDAY present for me from God!! =DD
im all His =))
alrites..if ur dun know i really wanted to go on exchange program during my third year and i see so many of my frens abroad and im green with envy. and my mum even offered to sponsor me to go. so my heart was REALLY itching to go. but i made a commitment to God to serve on the ST team in the south region for crusades and going for this exchange program is something that i have to give up. and another reason for not applyin for exchange is that i know i will miss my family ALOT. and im always so scared something will happen here while im so far away.
den there's the gen12 mission which i also cant go for the overseas ones because i will be having my professional attachment during that period. so im left with one choice, that is the local mission trip - pioneering campuses. although its a local project, i really still want to be part of the mission movement, to go and win the lost for Christ. so i can only go for this trip if my PA lasts for only 8 weeks.
so when i was applyin for phase one for the PA firms, i was really prayin and askin God to just let me go for an overseas work attachement (which is a substitute for exchange program) and that it can be 8 weeks. den i came across TYCO that nite even before they sent the email to us! so i just felt that i should apply and give it a try. and please note that phase one interviews are USUALLY shortlisted by grades, but God just proved that it is also by GRACE, which was something i told garbage but i forgot and he reminded me. =)) yeps den tt was the end of my application, though i really procrastinated in applying cos i really thought i will not get shortlisted cos my grades are really really lousy (eg. i have 3Ds already). but God proved himself to be faithful! on wed a lady from tyco called me to go down for interview on thurs! it took me by surprise and i went for the interview after going to buy the clothes in a mad rush that nite. and praise God, the interview went OK even though i tink i tokked abit of nonsense. and den i hear my frens saying that some pple who are really qt good academically didn't get shortlisted. i was just so amazed that its really His grace that allowed me this opportunity to go for the interview. im still not sure of the results, and i shld know it on the 14th feb. and i believe that God is really working in this. and He knows my desires more den i do and most importantly, He knows wat is ahead of me. im excited that my future is indeed in His hands! i mean He knows i really wanted OVERSEAS and 8 WEEKS and He has brought me one step closer to realising that dream thru this interview!!
prayin for the results!! hope that it turns out good! otherwise im sure its still in His plans! i will update more about this when i know the results! it shall be a very good VDAY present for me from God!! =DD
im all His =))
Saturday, January 28, 2006
GONG XI GONG XI!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chinese New Year is here!! so happy happy! a break from school and a time to collect ang pao and all the gatherings!! i love CNY!! always loved it since i was a kid!! =)) spend time with family family family!! and now old le can also spend time with frens!! yeahhhhhh....last nite was crusades family steamboat! tts one family in Christ. pretty fun and huge turnout! =)) and tonite my own family's steamboat at my sister's place. im sure the food is gonna be TEN TIMES better den last nite's! hahah and den wed got one more steamboat at moley's place with 14th comm!! yeaahhhh
i havent mentioned tt GOd has really shown me how He can really work in the biz mag part of my life for X-Physique. well over the entire dec i couldn't attend any of the meetings for XP and didnt really have much time to find sponsors. and when i came back, it was so freaking stressful. i was like praying to God to show me that He can indeed work in this part of my life. since i've always thought tt tis sports club part of my life is hard to depend on Him and like i have to do things myself. but hey praise God. He really revealed Himself to me!! we have so many sponsors now!! and its amazing. contacts just come. pple just reply our emails. that's y ALL GLORY MUST GO TO HIM! i really believe He brought these sponsors to us. and i really give Him all thanks and glory. =) Thank you Father!!
now time to do some babysittin for yi cheng! he can do a flip!! woohoo smart boy.
im all His =))
Chinese New Year is here!! so happy happy! a break from school and a time to collect ang pao and all the gatherings!! i love CNY!! always loved it since i was a kid!! =)) spend time with family family family!! and now old le can also spend time with frens!! yeahhhhhh....last nite was crusades family steamboat! tts one family in Christ. pretty fun and huge turnout! =)) and tonite my own family's steamboat at my sister's place. im sure the food is gonna be TEN TIMES better den last nite's! hahah and den wed got one more steamboat at moley's place with 14th comm!! yeaahhhh
i havent mentioned tt GOd has really shown me how He can really work in the biz mag part of my life for X-Physique. well over the entire dec i couldn't attend any of the meetings for XP and didnt really have much time to find sponsors. and when i came back, it was so freaking stressful. i was like praying to God to show me that He can indeed work in this part of my life. since i've always thought tt tis sports club part of my life is hard to depend on Him and like i have to do things myself. but hey praise God. He really revealed Himself to me!! we have so many sponsors now!! and its amazing. contacts just come. pple just reply our emails. that's y ALL GLORY MUST GO TO HIM! i really believe He brought these sponsors to us. and i really give Him all thanks and glory. =) Thank you Father!!
now time to do some babysittin for yi cheng! he can do a flip!! woohoo smart boy.
im all His =))
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
yi cheng!!
k and tis is one of his cutest picture too!! =)) hahahha
dun u just adore yi cheng?? muahahhas..
muahahass..look at him!! he's smiling and he likes MY kisses!! =D
im all His =))
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Do you know?
Do you know God is working?
I can totally testify to that. Juliana shared abt how Jesus was SO DELIBERATE in His attempt to reach out to the samaratian woman and how He was so DELIBERATE in reaching out to the demon-possessed man in the Bible. and how these 2 lifes transformed and they eventually reached out to their whole village. Well God showed me how deliberate He was in reaching out to this girl (Alene!)
2 weeks ago, I promised Kelvin that I would bring him to XROADS on the 12th Jan. and one week ago, i found out that there was Uni-pageant, which I felt I should go to give makalele my support! so i decided to give XROADS a miss. but Kelvin reminded me that I was supposed to bring him! and how often is it that pple invite themselves to XROADS! so I decided to give the pageant a miss and to come for XROADS instead.
and its amazing. My disciple, Grace brought her fren (Alene), whom I know is a Catholic. And I also know that Grace and Agnes have been praying for her =)). So at the end of XROAS, I wanted to invite Alene to join a DG and to be part of Crusades! but she was a Catholic! So I really felt that I had to share the WYS with her. So I pulled her aside and I guess the Spirit led me too. (normally, I wouldn't do such a thing man.) Yeps. so I shared. and PRAISE THE LORD! She received Christ! I was so thankful.
Because in the first place, I wasn't supposed to be at XROADS. But God brought me there bcos of the promise I made to Kelvin TWO WEEKS AGO. And thank God that I know of Alene's existense through Grace and that Grace brought her there to XROADS too. And thak God for the opportunity to share so freely and she was SO RECEPTIVE! God already prepared her heart! and so yesterday, the angels rejoiced cos ONE SOUL was saved! and God was indeed deliberate in His attempt to reach out to her too. from few months ago when Grace and Agnes shared about her, and 2 weeks ago that God made me appear at XROADS and not at pageant, till yesterday when she really did receieve Christ! =)) im so amazed at how God is working! and also, thankful for this Privilege that He gave me to be involved in these pple's lives. =)) im really nothing and all I have and can offer is a heart that cries "im weak but use me.."
so excited to see more of God and experience Him so much much more!!
im all His =))
I can totally testify to that. Juliana shared abt how Jesus was SO DELIBERATE in His attempt to reach out to the samaratian woman and how He was so DELIBERATE in reaching out to the demon-possessed man in the Bible. and how these 2 lifes transformed and they eventually reached out to their whole village. Well God showed me how deliberate He was in reaching out to this girl (Alene!)
2 weeks ago, I promised Kelvin that I would bring him to XROADS on the 12th Jan. and one week ago, i found out that there was Uni-pageant, which I felt I should go to give makalele my support! so i decided to give XROADS a miss. but Kelvin reminded me that I was supposed to bring him! and how often is it that pple invite themselves to XROADS! so I decided to give the pageant a miss and to come for XROADS instead.
and its amazing. My disciple, Grace brought her fren (Alene), whom I know is a Catholic. And I also know that Grace and Agnes have been praying for her =)). So at the end of XROAS, I wanted to invite Alene to join a DG and to be part of Crusades! but she was a Catholic! So I really felt that I had to share the WYS with her. So I pulled her aside and I guess the Spirit led me too. (normally, I wouldn't do such a thing man.) Yeps. so I shared. and PRAISE THE LORD! She received Christ! I was so thankful.
Because in the first place, I wasn't supposed to be at XROADS. But God brought me there bcos of the promise I made to Kelvin TWO WEEKS AGO. And thank God that I know of Alene's existense through Grace and that Grace brought her there to XROADS too. And thak God for the opportunity to share so freely and she was SO RECEPTIVE! God already prepared her heart! and so yesterday, the angels rejoiced cos ONE SOUL was saved! and God was indeed deliberate in His attempt to reach out to her too. from few months ago when Grace and Agnes shared about her, and 2 weeks ago that God made me appear at XROADS and not at pageant, till yesterday when she really did receieve Christ! =)) im so amazed at how God is working! and also, thankful for this Privilege that He gave me to be involved in these pple's lives. =)) im really nothing and all I have and can offer is a heart that cries "im weak but use me.."
so excited to see more of God and experience Him so much much more!!
im all His =))
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