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    Wednesday, March 30, 2011



    Do you believe in spirits?
    I do.

    This is the second time something so supernatural happen to me.

    I dreamt of both my maternal grandparents yesterday.
    I remember them so clearly.

    In my dream, I'm at my grandparents' place. Jalan Sultan.
    I saw my grandmother.. It was as if she came back from somewhere..
    I brought her to walk along level 8 to greet all the neighbors living at level 8.

    I saw my ex-neighbor, ah bee.
    He is one year older than me.
    In my dream, he just had his ORD.
    (He has a rank, Sargent or officer I think? I can't recall his rank in my dream.)
    (This is the one of the part that makes my dream feel so real, although idk if he really finish his army, but given his age it might be real! Idk though!)

    Alright, moving on..
    I then asked my grandmother..
    I tot you have a older brother?(FYI, idk she has a brother an idk why would I ask that qns!)
    She only replied a "Ya, I have.".
    And then I continued asking..
    Where is he? Why didn't you contact him?
    And when I even realized it, it became my grandfather who is replying the question.. And idk where my grandma is.
    He looks very young! In his twenties! He kinda gave me a funny reply..
    He said, "Because my butler doesn't like him."
    And I think I replied a, "Oh! Ic.." or similar reply..
    Than I asked my grandpa another question.
    "Grandpa, how old do you think you are now?!"
    (In my dreams, my grandpa has Alzheimer[老人痴呆])
    He said, "21! 21years old!"
    The next moment, I laughed and turned to those people near us and said..
    "Haha! My grandpa tot he is only 21years old!"
    Those people laughed with me!
    And when my grandpa slowly walks towards the house, he suddenly looks older. In his 60s I think!
    And as we reach the door footstep, I saw there's roast duck!
    I immediately went in wanting to get a piece for my grandpa.
    But my dad took the piece I wanted to grab and fed my grandma(yeah, she appeared again).
    I grabbed another piece and went to look for my grandpa!
    But before I even wanna feed him with the roast duck, I'm awake from my dreams.


    It's base on what I remembered.
    I know it's so unbelievable..
    The dream has many things which I can't explain too.
    Why my grandma suddenly become my grandpa, when did my grandma appear again.
    Why this and that. But it's also because it's a dream that we can't answer these whys.


    When I woke up, I told my dad and mum.
    They wanted to know more about the story.
    I asked my mum, if my grandma really had a older brother.
    She said yes.. But they lost contact because they were malaysian.
    And my grandma came to Singapore.
    My mum told me my grandpa loves roasted duck.

    This happened to me before. On the 49th day after my grandma past away.
    I dreamt that she wanted to eat chicken rice.

    But this time, I dreamt of both.

    And oh yah, my dad yesterday ask me to make myself free this saturday to 扫墓.
    Is this just co-incident?
    I believe they're real because this happened to me twice in my life.



    1:40 PM

    Sunday, March 27, 2011



    Hey bro,

    I'm glad you have showed your emotions.
    Although it's sad to see you like this,
    but at least you didn't keep those misery in you.

    Take good care and we'll always be there for you!


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    Thanks bro,

    For many many times I'm upset or angry in my life,
    you'll spent sometime talking to me,
    telling me your point of view,
    and telling me what should I do or what could I have done.
    Yesterday was a good example when someone said something so ridiculous.
    I think I can always predict what you're gonna tell me next when I complain/sad.
    "I need to talk to you" Hahaha!
    I may have been angry and complain about you too!
    But everything would will just be forgotten within the next few days.. :)
    I'm glad knowing you for 9years.. and counting! =]
    Xie xie ni! :D


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    Thanks bro,

    For whenever I'm sad I'll ask you if you're coming on MSN!
    And than tell you what has/had happened.
    And then you'll listen and put in all the good words you can for everyone! :)
    I'm glad you are willing to sacrifice your sleep to listen me whine!
    And when I does that, you'll say, "I'm glad to let people who I want whine" Haha..
    Xie xie ni too! :)


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    I realised how fragile life can be.
    Many of which, there's no U-Turn nor second chance.
    But that's also when you know your friends would be there for you or forgive you for what you have done!
    Cherish what you have now.

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    And to all 5ns,

    Technically, we all known each other for 9years(2nd January 2003).
    There might be a difference in 1~2 year for those I know during sec 2 or 3.
    But I'm speaking technically by year!

    We'll no longer be celebrating 21st next year..
    But we will be celebrating our friendship for the 10th Anniversary. :)

    Later!



    10:19 AM

    Monday, March 21, 2011



    Why did I feel so sad?
    Why did I feel so hurt?



    5:31 AM

    Sunday, March 20, 2011



    I'm disappointed and touched.

    My aunt is asking if I wanna go US with her!
    To my cousin's graduation trip and have fun of cause!
    I'm so happy! Because I've never been to any places so far!
    She is paying of cox. But for whatever reason, the air ticket along is already thousand of dollars!
    But I doesn't have that intention to for now!
    Becox I prefer going with friends. :/

    Now it's my turn dying to leave Singapore for overseas education.
    Or probably even for long term.
    But then it's long long way to talk about it now!
    By the time I ORD from NS, I might not have that thinking already.. :[



    I'm sad for my friend.
    I can't tell him much.
    But all I can do is to make sure those that went were not hungry and you don't have to worry how they go home.



    7:34 PM

    Friday, March 18, 2011



    I shouldn't have slept early yesterday.
    I slept at around 9pm.

    But I only saw the message at 5am.

    I'm sorry bro.

    Will look for you soon!
    Probably today!



    6:21 AM

    Thursday, March 17, 2011



    Firstly, Thanks sis for the meal! (:
    I owe you one! Promise to treat you after my pay!

    I started training in the company.
    I seriously can't concentrate on any theories.
    I need examples and hands on!
    I fell alseep a number of times!

    Anyway, I got back my results for my 3.1 and 3.2.
    IT SUCKS BTW.
    I put in so much effort for NetSec and Web Services.
    BUT I'm so dissappointed that I got only B+ and B respectively.
    Same to my MP results.
    Sucks. I tot I did better.
    I TOT. But nevermind.

    Jansen the shen REALLY SURPRISED ME WITH HIS RESULTS
    He is really really smart. Respect him.
    BUT damn you shen, I'm so jealous(just joking)! Haha..



    8:09 PM



    I started working!
    The pay is not attractive at all :(

    I tot I would be in the frontline with YY!
    The pay is $0.85 more every freaking hour!
    And there's alot more people, so I believe it would be more slack!
    My department, has only 4 people undergoing training now. :(
    So sad right!

    So bored :(

    First two days are theory training!
    I fell asleep while the facilitator were reading. -.-
    The worse thing is there's only 4 people..
    I can be easily spotted any seconds! :(

    Today 11am onwards we'll start receiving our SMS results!!!
    And I'm not looking forward to it. =(



    6:06 AM

    Saturday, March 12, 2011



    Hi guys!

    Thank you everyone for making this BBQ a successful one!
    Thanks for everyone who came,

    Attendance: Wan Yee, Shim Liang, Harry, Hui Min, Tianshu, KJ, Jolene, Liyan, Joanna, Wei Qiang, Castillo, Chew Wei, Desmond, Yufeng, Sandy, Gloria, Teo, Chuan fa, Gareth & I.

    MIA: XinYa.

    Thanks to everyone who helped out(regardless of helping to message,buy food or any other things),
    Jolene, Liyan, Teo, KJ, Joanna, Wei Qiang, Wan Yee, I!(Sorry if I missed out any!)

    Special thanks to Jolene song for organizing this BBQ! :DD

    Like I said, although this might be the last BBQ we can possibly have as a class,
    I hope we will still keep in contact, facebook, email, sms or even meet up.

    I'm actually glad that someone even said we should have another one before we enter army.

    Although I'm not really the main organizer, but I'm still happy to hear that! :p


    :D



    6:02 AM

    Monday, March 7, 2011



    I'm finally free from books!
    It means that I'm graduating!!
    But I'm not really that happy after all.
    Yeah, I'm happy that I'm free from books/projects temporary..
    But it also means I wouldn't have chance to enjoy as a student anymore!
    It means I wouldn't have much chances to hang out with some of my classmates/schoolmates/friends/close friends too(exclude those I always hang out with)! :(
    And I'd be serving the nation in no time!

    Tomorrow, or rather today is Monday.
    The day we probably detest most during school days!
    But I no longer need to hate Monday! Because I can sleep/enjoy all I want on mondays!(Lets not talk about it after I start working)

    I've got a job opportunity that J introed me!
    BUT I can't go in the end!
    Which is damn...... %$*(&(*$#
    Because I only got this job that I looked into so far!?!?
    I've got medical appointment.

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    I've got a friend,
    actually he's my brother.
    I knew him for years. Probably 7-8 years?
    He is so strong, mentally and PHYSICALLY!
    So strong that I can't take it myself because I think it's damn pain deep down but he has to hide it so that we wouldn't be worried for him.
    And I respect him for being so brave and strong.
    But you know what bro, I rather you not hide any emotions in front of us.
    Because remember, we're always here..

    3 of the closest bros I had went through something.
    Something that not everyone can handle.
    Something that not everyone can understand.
    I have no confident that I can be so strong like what 3 of them were if this happens to me.
    I can only be praying and hoping everything will be okay.
    But I will be there.. I will be there for them..
    I promise.



    5:48 AM

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