Winwin's blog

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Ahh. Maths P2. Even though i've got time to complete it,
but i doubt tt i can pass it. quite alot of qns don't know how to do .

Ate at CP with ZJ, JH & Marcus. Saw shaun and gang, then follow by edwin and nigel wong .
Ate le, loiter at CP. Went to see some games, and Marcus nearly bought another orginal PSP game . If you want to buy Orginal PSP Game, why not buy a memory stick and put the game in? -.-

Headed home after tt .

Sleep for 6hrs. play RO. and now, slacking. gonna memorize some formats for chinese letter writing .

损其自然把！不知华文可不可以及格。。

i've done my part .

10:59 PM

EL - SURE FAIL
becos i wrote out of point for compo and don't understand comprehension . The summary is also another killer .

Maths - Sure fail also lo!
becos i don't have time to finish.
i really wonder how jh and yy can manage to do so fast.. ):
I'm always short of time..

Sigh, i went to bed the moment i reach home .
i woke up out of a sudden by an unknown number.
i tot it was tuesday and i'm late for my paper 2.. 8.20.
quickly shouted for dad but no replies,
so called dad and started screaming .
he was shocked. -____-
than keep replying "huh?"
by the time i realise it was monday,
i stop. and ask my dad to cfm the date today with me
sigh .

if all i have to do is to let you go...
take care..

12:00 AM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Sigh .

I'm willingly tired this few days. mugging, studying is just making me stress.

I know my presence don't make any different,
but i know as a frd, that should be what i must do.

the chain has many more reason.
it's self made which surpass many purposes.
a frd whom has always been in the first to me.
i guess that's all i can do.

i'm an unfilial boy .
I didn't really spent time for dad and sis's b'day.
27 and 28 .
Happy b'day sis !
do enjoy yourself !

8:18 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

A cursed year.

This year wasn't a pleasant one . everything just came without any reason..

There were 2 person, which i had been depending on ever since this year.
They were the two, which have been the most important person to me.
I may not have told anyone abt it.
But deep in my heart, they've been engraved in my heart.

We may be quarreled a lot since this year.. We may have lots of arguments since this year..
We may not give in to one another.
But i know, i'm the one who have been the one starting all those nonsense.
i'm the one who've been starting all the arguments,
i'm the one who've been comparing myself with others,
i'm the one who've not been understanding,
and the one who didn't give in.

Everytime we quarrels, i just hate it.
even if i had to act cool..
even if i had to ignore.
but i know, i'm still concern.
i'm still worried
i still care,
and i still sad.

I've been useless. Sorry .

please don't ask me who are they, who was it, what happened and anything. it's appreciated. thanks..

4:32 PM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

god, you're really unkind.
way too unkind.

there're somethings which i have to say,
even if i had to go hell .

9:55 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Chemistry Paper Today.
- Sure Fail.
Reason being: No time to finish w/ plenty of questions wrong.

6:01 PM

Physics Remedial As usual.
Only 6 of us attended. BK,YY,JH,Marcus,Shaun&Me.
Elisa didn't know. and i tot everyone should know today have got extra lesson .
Study abit. Quite fun .
Ask some Chem qns too !!
It turned out to be a fruitful one,
even though it took awhile for us to finish.
we ask each questions again and again, different person.
So Selva had to repeat again and again..
Selva treat us a bottle of water each ! :D haha .

Went to have lunch with frds,
headed home.
Sleep and woke up playing RO. ):

O yea, bb ask me to fail ! :'( when i tell him i've got no mood to study.
>:(

iloveyou,

1:52 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007

O.o I must say something which i must. may meant nth .

Today Physics SSP. Went and saw ZJ there first .
Go through 1 paper 2 and headed home .
Eileen wait for Jac till 2pm. from 11am .
Went CP for breakfast with frds.
talk abt lots of things. quite fun.
headed home and met Shaun,Nigel,Zj,Jh,Elisa,Marcus,BK..
Study alot .
Talk alot also ^_^
Really had fun today.
We were at starbucks, but we misunderstood our frds. So hope to get it cleared asap.

我没有脸见你，因为我真的真地把你看得太重了。。

9:09 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

明天有科学补助课。

即将来领得大考,真令人烦躁。
一直很想睡，好累，好累，好烦哦。
ahh. sorry fat ! I'm typing in chinese. suddenly feel like typing in chinese .
let me translate .

tml got science remedial.
always feel like sleeping, very tired. and stress .

10:06 PM

即将来临的"O"让我放不下心来。

Chemistry first,
Really hope to score well in both combine science .
Suddenly feel like typing in chinese, i prefer chinese..

我只希望你可以考得好，开心，和健康。
我不知道我是不是笨。
我很累，很想睡，永远不醒来。

now i realised, all i said was craps.
now i guess you got notes and tips.
i shouldn't have warned you, i shouldn't have bothered.

i'll wash my hands off .

1:00 PM

Sigh. a tragedy .

我知道，你已经把我放在一个角落了。。

2:19 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Recently happen too many things huh ?

uh. One example. the person i'm close to changed drastically .
I won't explain why i may detest that person too much becos there's no point, and i didn't wan to influence others. (yea, cos i'm always the bad guy and bad influence in people's eye.) yea, and i'm used to it .
I guess, only ZJ knows. and 1 of them also slowly already realised it herself.

Your looks can make you survive for awhile, but, you're just a piece of shit to me ;)

不是我要挑拨离间，我也不会这样做，而是看了这么多，我真的提我一些朋友不止。他们跟他那么好，何时期是背后却隐藏了一些他们不知道的东西，看了也让我心痛，就像是在背后捅他们一刀。。如果他何以这样对他们，为什么不可以这样对我？他心急很重，我很怕。。
现在也许我只是装着跟他好，可是我已经知道一切了。。也许是我想太多了吧？我不知道。。可是我会提高警惕。

如果那是发身在我身上，我不敢保证我会不会变会便回以前的我。

现在发决人是会变得的，而且还可以变得很快，也可以变得很恐怖，很可怕。

*不要管我在讲什么，应为根本没道理的，我只是应为无聊才乱乱写。也许这可以帮助我的华文水准而已。所以把它当成是耳边风吧！=)*

12:03 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Science Pratical on 18/10/07

0 marks for CHEM. Fuck.
most 4marks for Physics. ):

Darn Physics is taking too much time. they expect us to draw the same thing 5 times....?

When i finish physics, i'm only left with 25mins for Chem.
When i do the 1st test. I'm out of time. So i quickly burn that Solid Q. No CHANGE !!!
So i quickly change. i add HCL to test. Cos i got tricked by lime water. WRONG !!! ):
They didn't ask us to add HCL. They ask us JUST to burn Solid Q. I burn but no Change, so does most of my friend.

I Do two different thing. Than i use 2 different thing to do 2nd test. Cobalt Nitrate, No one knows what's that. I know is to test for H2o. but when i try, no change in colour.. I burn abit, than burn heavily, two different solution. I Stil get PINK !!! No change !!!

So i do 3rd qns. Test for gas. I put 2 Colour of moist litmus paper, NO CHANGE MA!!! so i put burning splint, Fire nv relight, so i think is Hydrogen gas. . BUT ANS IS WRONG !! ANS is Carbon Dioxide.

Okay, the rest of the qns, no time do.

Today.
When remedial for Geog SSP. than headed home. And went to meet friends and headed to changi airport to study. But in the end i didn't study much. Walking around here and there. lol And came back to CP to cut my hair. Than headed home.

i guess i'm an idiot,
just becos of you .
f u c k o f f !
xD
I'm good at short "poem"

9:43 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Tiring day.

I'm late !! reach sch at about 8.45am. I'm not the latest though, Joey and Gordon was later.. lol .
Luckly Mrs Lee wasn't angry. =))

Maths, done some revision and asked some questions.

Geog, did some questions. And kinda tired.

done some class T-shirt money counting etc etc.. and was short of $$ at first, than was enough.

Went CP to eat and buy some stuff for preparation for tml. Elisa Eileen JH ZJ and I went to do some revision but becos we had to warp those presents, thus didn't do any revision at all..

you're just like the hand, and i'm the leg.
hand is useful even without legs,
you're able to do plenty of things with hands even without legs.
but, i'm just useless without hand.

12:54 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Ahhh. Late, as usual! BUT! I'm before MS GOH! xP
So i think i wasn't considered as late.

Maths, ask some questions and solved some qns with JH. As we go on, we guide our besties whom needs it. =) So i hope it'll be a fruitful period for everyone. :D

DnT after that, we were all deciding on hell lots of things. Thus late for DnT. Class-T etc etc. Hoping that our class-T Would look great... Mr Singh asked Shaun and Nigel to ask us back to class cos we late way too long. i guess about 20mins ? He was nice, he ask us to be on time next lesson, which there won't be anymore after today. lolx .

Physics 1st.. Boring !!! MR SELVA moodswing..? T_T Suddenly so sensitive..
Chem ): Ms rina wasn't here. didn't learn much today....

After that went to look at the class T-shirt design with Elisa Eileen JH ZJ and Jac.. Change and amend somethings and left there. They were all complaining against the attitude of that person in charge..

After that, study with Eileen Elisa and JH. YY came later. And headed home. x)

reach home at abt 8.30++

That fragile friendship doesn't seems to last.
It seems like i'm the one trying to clap that hand of yours.
your words filled with thorns...

1:53 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

uh.

Havn't even start any work today ! NARUTO NARUTO NARUTO NARUTO ! T__T

MUG PLS MUG PLS MUG PLS !!!!!!

Someone please Hypnotise me !
make me only think of mugging.

1:36 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Someone please FORCE me to study.

Anyone going out for revision? I don't think i can study at home, for the past few years, i havn't been revising . That's the truth. Except doing of homework, the rest, No.

很闷。一阵天都呆在家，看动画片不然就是玩电脑。根本定不下心来读书。可是，还要多谢一些朋友的劝导，一直叫我读书。

啊！今天又是玩电脑一阵天。还没读到书呢！怎么办？出去读书！！ Someone organize pls ! :D

Arghh. Graduation day coming, Class T-Shirt, not ready yet(soon). A little sad, We can't have our Class T-shirt for much use. Except maybe left with graduation day.. ): But i still wan it. It's our last year ! ^_^

FORCE ME TO MUG PLS, SOMEONE !!

9:26 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Overslept + tired in the early morning, so requested to stay at home until the second period before i go to sch myself. Dad allowed. =) Cos i'm freaking tired. So rest for another 30mins or so till i wake up and bath&stuff. Tired tired. First Period was DnT, and i think i missed out quite a bit. Cabbed to sch. ): $3.60 T_T Exp Exp ! 我已经没有多余的钱了。 Paid the class T-shirt money today too! $18. ~_~" So, now i don't owe any one money for anything. Including the money for graduation day, specially meant for our Form teacher ! =)

Physics, asked quite a few questions, it's sort of, the last lesson already. If i don't ask any questions now, i should get prepare to fail any moment. Cos i don't revise at home. Only do homework which are given.

Geog. Doze off again. ): Recently has been dozing off in Geog and SS lesson, Darn system. Why put Combine Humans as the last period? ): I guess Mdm Lafrieda saw me dozing off, so Eileen wake me up giving me a HALLS mint. That sweet lasted for 30mins. long yea? =_=

YY accidentally hit me or smth, swallow the sweet down my throat. -_- It's painful ! But it was an accident.

ANIME-ING for abt 2hr+ than sleep. Wake up, another 1hr anime and have my "dinner" till now.

I guess it's time for me to do my homework ! :D

silent love

11:58 PM

-.= Late for sch as usual ! I always overslept. due to the lack of sleep everyday. Slept at 4am almost everyday. guess it'll be the same for today too .

EL - S L A C K . How the hell am i gonna pass my EL? -.=

During our break, photo taking session. I guess we couldn't just stop our food 1/2 way, and so we finish eating before proceeding to the hall. Ms Rina wasn't pleased. )): Darn sad. I know it's part of our fault for being late. But it's still 3 class before us(Irresponsible thinking). Even if we're at fault, we shouldn't get criticized as pri5 kids. Talk to us properly, if you want me to cooperate with you. Or else, get a hard time. Respect others if you want others to respect you.

Maths - done a question or two and stopped. Ms Goh is getting alot better..

SS.. ): Doze off again, Mdm sharifah wake me up again. ):
SS is getting so difficult suddenly. Like never done before qns suddenly pop out. and the way to answer it is somewhat different too )):

Went CP, ate Sakura with ZJ, Jh, Jac, Elisa, Eileen. Each person ate a plate of main dish, and 2 plate of side dish. Cost each person abt.. $9.10 ?

Headed home, watch Anime and doze off again.. )))))): Pause the show and went for a 5mins nap. Who knows it turns out to be 15~20mins nap. Overslept. Bathed and 163ed to RP to help Jeha and friends to get her food, cos she's fasting. I'm willing to help her, she's my god sis. But i have to hold lots of foods and drinks in my hand. It's tiring. I couldn't hold my file using another hand. ): So, the moment i reach sch, quickly put the food and drinks on the table . They tot i were angry.. ~.~"

Done some maths qns. YY WAS DAMNIT FAST. 2x faster than me. Without questions. I've got lots of questions left unsolved.

Headed home straight after that. 372 with Shaun Elisa and Kasturri and walked home.

until i realise,
are you doing things to agitate me?
or to against me?
i won't ask if you're lying,
cos i'll assume you all along are.

2:17 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Boring .
Reach sch late as usual. Maths, alright la actually. Ms Goh wasn't fierce.. Starting from today, we're informed to attend night classes for Maths everyday. 6pm to 9pm. ): Tired leh...
DnT, slack slack slack. Mr Singh chosen my product for the most innovative or creative award or smth like that, but actually my product is just a product commonly seen in the outside world. Thread holder. Nth unique abt it, maybe that technology "Spring" which makes my product looks special.. My product, is just a piece of shit. lol.
Physics, done some revision and Chem, also revision..

I didn't attend today's Maths extra lesson..

Headed home. Sleep and woke up at 8.30pm for RO Guildwar. Celestica, as usual.. xia lan. Being a big and rich guild, bullying Vendetta a average yet rich and strong guild and BL small and poor guild. So proud? 2 Guild of 80+ people and got 2 castle as if they own the whole server. Compared to those only 1 Guild, with 30+ people. =.=
I Argued back. "2 Guild 1 Flag = Disgrace."
Their Leader shout smth like "means. (forget what he said). Guys remember high sage"
So paiseh. =/ Celestica blacklisted me now. But who cares? My guild is BlackList, ready to get blacklisted anyway =P
"Thanks. Improve your english if you don't understand that. " Shouted back.. Okay, that cost me abt 48m to buy that megaphone to shout at them. ): I'm broke in that server now ..

I'm missing the game, MU.
but due to some reasons, i didn't wan to go back.
Prevent arguments .

11:39 PM

Boring boring

Yet another day, where i'll have to lost my sweet dreams. ):

Actually, today was kinda fun. I was late, as usual.. Saw Nigel, Shaun, WL. but i didn't give a damn. Sorry guys. tired. xP

Other than EL, the rest of the period wasn't good. Chem, looks as if Ms rina wasn't happy today. SS, got scolded by Mdm sharifah for smiling. x) was playing with JH, got caught. But it wasn't JH's fault . My fault for smiling. lol. Hmm, than waited for bus with ZJ, as usual.. When ZJ got up the bus, Saw Eileen, Jh, Kasturri and Jac.. So accompanied them for lunch. And they asked me to go back to class with them, thinking again and again.. Eileen than Say she've got some qns to ask me. So i went back. And got tricked by her. haha. Actually doesn't have any qns for me. =.=

We went back for some revision. Okay, i'm lazy. so i stop after doing 1 pathetic easy question. Than when Jeha and Kasturri went home, Jac started taking Pic of poeple. I'm lying on the table with my eyes close. She took pic of it !! Ugly ! Than got caught once i open my eyes. Nearly drop JH's phone.. cos i got shocked.. Sorry jh ! Than they started taking lots of stupid pics. And took some candid shot of Eileen. Got caught, she was so free, to chase me around the classroom for about 30min to 1hr.. =.= darn tired.. Running around the classroom, with broomstick and duster as our weapons. She actually lock the door so that i can't get out of the classroom!! Jac and JH watch show.. ): until abt 5.30pm++ I surrender, show her my phone, and she deleted those pics. LOL Than headed home at abt 5.45 with jac and Jh, Eileen still in sch doing her work. Accompanied Jh to RP 7-11, and on the way, i bought a cup of Green Apple Snow Shake(FUCKING SHIT AWFUL). Headed home after that.

NAP, AND GAME GAME GAME. 2.04am now. I guess i'll need to clear my stomach, before i can start my work ! ):

What time can i roll in my bed tonight? ):

I saw with my own eye,
I believe what i heard,
Be truthful to yourself,
And don't lie.
I'm just that nobody.

1:52 AM

Monday, October 8, 2007

Alright, all i did today was game at home, a little bit of revision. That's all .

89% rotten, and counting.

1:10 AM

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Sigh, i'm still in the slacking mode..
Why..? I just couldn't take out a book to revise and study.
I'm right in front of a computer, i just can't stop myself from using it !
Playing game ! Pawning people with RO friends, Owning, and making people angry with them today. LOL Hell lots of fun. A big and rich guild, got insulted and disturb by us. x)
Sadly, my guild is just a small and poor guild.. We have to support ourselves.. A guild of merely 20+ people online every WoE compared to those 60~80+ but we still owns . =)

Today, went Physics extra lesson .. done some revision and went home. LRT to CP with Elisa, and bought 2 packet of Takoyaki and headed home. yea, wasted 90cent.

Damn, my tooth hurts. I mean, gum.. Guess it's ulcer beside my tooth or smth..
)):

Now i know why the reason why you always says that.
I know it's not for jokes nor for fun.
But somehow you're afraid .
which makes you act this way .

3:15 AM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

There will be a day when everything comes to an end.
Soon before i leave everything of mine dead .

It's soon till sch ends.. =)) I'm happy over it now, no longer sad .

Today skipped DnT lesson, dad allow. =)) So i reach sch at 10am.. 2nd period which was physics. Went to sch myself as dad already went to work. Bath and stuff, i'm late. So i cabbed to sch. I wasn't late at all even i take bus. Mr Selva came into class at 10.30am. Which also means that i have got time to take a bus. sigh, waste money. doesn't matter. When i reach sch, my face was pale white? that's what i got from some of my friends.. ^__^
Physics, go through mock prelim paper.
Geog, did some Development chapter and agiculture stuff.
Headed home after that.

Your reasons are just an excuse.
phones, are fakes.
your phone is a toy phone,
which are used to entertain babies .

7:48 PM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Sigh . What a boring day again ..

Why the hell did i go to school. Might as well stay at home..?

EL, slack. MATHS, quite fun today .. Geog.. ): I slept in class. )): MT, ponten ! fuck that MT lesson. Mansi went out of the class first, than followed by me. than JH( he made a loud noise which alarm that teacher ;P ) Than ZJ.. and lastly Nigel.. we 4 went home tgt. the rest mug for MT.

Met jie today, i didn't have afternoon nap . can i sleep early today? or are there homework waiting for me to complete..?

seriously don't feel like going school tml.

5n1 helping mrs lee to celebrate her b'day, 5n2 are not informed. most of the 5n2(s) wasn't pleased. We always include 5n1 for event we have. This isn't the 1st time 5n1 stand alone. It's the 2nd, or maybe third. First time was Teacher's day. Ya, i'm one of the 5n2(s) who is complaining!!

Doesn't matter, 5n2 have even better events. PIZZA ! not cakes ! :P

win2 die die die!

10:34 PM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Boring . couldn't sleep ytd night.. Turning here and there. Finally slept at 4.30am +++ .... Sigh.. don't know why i just couldn't sleep..

Went to sch unwillingly.. ): And i'm late... 1st Period Maths.. reach sch at abt 8.12am? saw WL Shaun and Nigel strolling in slowly. Went into class, worrying abt wad Ms Goh will do to us.. But to our surprise, she was so nice to let us in without scolding us..
Normal school day until Last period, Chem.. Doze off in class, again.. Ms Rina woke up and ask me to wash my face in the washroom. T_T embarrassing .. Saw BK in the toilet.. So he asked weather i wanna share for YH's b'day present and stuff.
Went back to class, quite remorseful.. I didn't bring my Past Year Paper w/ Other Sch Prelims booklet.. So copy down the answer.. Ms Rina went through quite fast.. ): Sometimes i couldn't catch up with wad she's doing.. )):

After school, went CP with Eileen, Jac JH, ZJ. Eileen and JH kept returning each other that $3.... Eileen is tooooo rich.... -_- Eileen went home 1st.. So, Jac and ZJ went to eat, JH and I accompany.. lol, than what we do next.. ? i guess was.. was... was.... was..... oh ya, bubble tea.. and headed home. =p

TIRED TIRED TIRED,
Someone, wake me up...!

I'm gone..

11:51 PM

Monday, October 1, 2007

Happy b'day sokling ! :)

Today, Sch schedule changed. I only need to be at sch by 8am . So, i took my own sweet time today . Wake up and bath and stuff. Than ask dad to fetch me, as usual . i'm still at home even it's 7.56am . That's obvious that i'm gonna be late. The shortest time i can reach sch is 8mins . Wonder how i made it in such a long distance, moreover so many traffic lights which rebels the public? *Clue* Pigs can fly . :D

So, the only lesson i feel like sleeping was SS . Doze off. And mdm sharifah saw, "Winwin, are you ok? " or smth like that.. lol . embarrassing man.
Kind of argue with Shaun with some SS stuff. lol. He say, If CR Question, straight jump to Purpose Ans and purpose ans correct straight full marks? YY: Ya, if your purpose ans is correct, you'll get full marks.. WW: But not all source got purpose.. *That's wad MDM SHARIFAH SAID.. THATS WHY SOME QUESTIONS 7 MARKS, SOME 6 FOR RELIABILTY QNS.* Shaun: *Keep saying non stop. I only heard 1 part was like, i'm saying purpose question........* Than my face change. Wondering, purpose questions need to do CR meh? maybe i'm wrong..? than think twice. Purpose questions no need do CR Wad. I kept quiet.. There's one bastard, laughing beside me as if he's happy watching us arguing when my face turns black . Want to laugh, be wise, TOP IN CLASS MEANS WAD? MY CLASS IS NOT competitive at all. You've got tuition, got revise. I don't. Moreover with tuition and revision, having that results isn't any thing to be happy off. Yea, happy to be one of the top..? :) Something to be proud of..?
Shaun is cool, we always argue with stuff like that, and never had any hard feelings for it. cos he's considered in one of the top in my friend list . =))
Of cos, after lesson, i went to ask JL and Elisa, does purpose qns need to do CR. to double cfm. It proved that i'm right.

While we where checking our FINAL marks, Prelims marks, my turn, than YY's turn.. I was busy with Chem also. YY wanna look first. Let him be lor, No one will take your first position in class. only Elisa can.. Alright? lol..

Sometimes, i feel sad. Why compare with below average students like me? Why aim first when it's easy? Aiming high is good, but wanting to be first, and afraid of losing, is another situation.

A Word Of Encouragement To Everyone: Don't be afraid of losing, cos you can do even better. Don't give up, becos you can achieve more than that. Aim high, but never say die when fall. Even if you lost once, you can stand up again. Be truthful to yourself, and don't be a backstabber. =))

After lesson went CP to get a cake.. Then buy Bubble Tea, and headed down to Sok's house to give her a surprise. =) Okay, lots of presents coming ahead, that'll cost me a bomb. Mrs Lee's Sok's nigel's And more to come.. ))))): I havn't spent any cent on myself for a long time...

11:36 PM

Today, as usual rot at home. haha.

So, nth much to update abt, just most probly only playing games at home.

RO, than B.net . Okay, and no revision for the past few days, how am i gonna pass my O levels if this continues ? ):

On Friday, i got another b'day present, it's the latest one for now.. From Emily and WL. Seriously, i didn't expect them to share, both of them are as close to me. bestest bro, best godsis. ((: Why share !! ):

Here presenting my Latest B'day present, yet the most unique one .

Nice?? Erm no.. This can't see why it's unique .

Here it is ! Nice?? :D My "own" brand belt .

1:03 AM