Winwin's blog

Monday, April 30, 2007

Boring days.

Trying my very best to study SS, but i just couldn't concentrate. i study for 5min and keep tempting to go to my computer and play games. FAILURE Win2. FAIL BAH, YOU SHOULD FAIL! HOW HOPELESS. -.- every 5mins or LESS in studies, will go to comp to play 1hr of game or MORE! ))))):

Sure fail already.

Okay, only 1~2 is concerned in my studies and wellbeing. the one who should be, never. but of cos it'll never happen la. lolx.

i'm trying. trying. trying. but cannot.

12:04 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Freaking day it was?

I got caught by Mr Zul today early in the morning. He said my hair was too long. Hello, can you see the difference between my hair and others? It's obviously cut less than a week. _|_ He asked me to talk to Ms Rina. I really really don't wish to put Ms Rina in a difficult spot, all i hope was not to get caught again and not get Ms Rina from getting scolded. Maybe he catch that IVAN and he sit beside me, so he catch me too? Sorry, i push the blame to others. that's me.

EL PE MATHS SS MT
EL, as usual. normal.
PE, Badminton, yea hand hurts.
MATHS, BORING. 1hr 2qns as usual.
SS, FUN AND ENJOYABLE.
MT, haiz, no comments.

ishareeverythingwithyou,
youshare"closeness"withme,
tied down, hate myself.

another word, acting close.

10:44 PM

250407
Sch as usual lei. Always funny when there's Nigel. BigFuck5 formed since weeks ago. BF1 --> 5
Nigel, Shaun, YY, ZJ, Me. I wan to be the smallest. We're formed becos we keep getting scolding BF by our bestfrd. lolx.

okay, days are boring. Sch(7~7.30am), SSP(1.30~5pm), Home(4.30~6pm), Game(4~7pm), Eat(6~6.30pm), Slp(7~9pm), wakeup(9~10pm), hmwk(10~3am), slp(2~3.30am), wakeup(6.30~7.10am) (same routine everyday)

Bored, tired.

get out of my sight forever then.
ithink, i don't need your concern.
sorry for forcing you to concern.

1:48 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

simple and short. Past few days, were great. Today, no.

)):

I don't know, I don't know, but i really wan you.

10:31 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

20/04/07
That hopeless win2 is too useless. He slept in class this few days often. Kind teachers where too graceful and what they only did is only waking me up, making me feel better. haha

I felt so helpless.

1:10 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

18/4/07
Sch sch sch. so tired. have been slping late recently, THANKS TO MATHS. FLOODED ME WITH MATHS WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FINISH WITHIN 2hours.
Shaun, Der and WL came my house today to try monsterMU and take ERO disc. Hmm, then they headed home.

TIRED.

1:47 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

Sch is ok. Can i say i'm quiet? or wad? haha, Gonna be bored for the next few days till wed maybe.. Jie is having chalet, And i've got no one to talk to then. )):

Everyone is having their own problem. Luckly they've got ME! the savior of theirs! lolx.
But no point when we can't help ourselves, right? )):

11:33 PM

Sian. Sch sch sch, quiet quiet quiet, nth happen. as usual. So MATHS SSP, BORING. then went for lunch with a grp of frds, so isolated. yy me alvin and zj sit one table talking among ourselves. bk, wl, shaun, derrick and i think yuhua sit one table in their own world. Headed home after that. Haiz.

5:44 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

我很累。

今天突然想用华语来写。今天，一震天都戴在家。没出门，没什么可以写。
心理又难过，有为你开心。 =] 不想想这么多了。与其失望，不如开心一点。

心想，为何会在这个世界上? 也许是老天要作弄我。

只要过了今年，也许我们全部都不会在见面。
也许是好的。
也许不是。

我想易名！：D 到美国，日本，或台湾，或中国，或地狱。 =]]

没话说了！再见！：D
润豪

1:31 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Haiz. It's another day. Boring. were at home the whole day as usual and gonna be the same for the rest of the year i believe.

My phone has that FUCKING problem again! Eventhou it's on, I can't recieve any msg or calls! Darn phone. I SERIOUSLY WANS A NEW BETTER PHONE )): but out of cash. haiz..

10:44 PM

Maybe it's time to end it. really end. there's no meaning to it anyway.. I'm so sick and tired of everything. I have a big attitude problem. I'm rude to a policeman whom are actually kind. Got scolded for being rude to the policeman xD lolx.. Actually even if it's my fault, i'll say it's not my fault, but i think it's not only. Maybe from today onwards, it should be a new era for win2? Smile often, in sch, nth bothers me anymore, no longer willing to listen to any probs my frds had, no longer willing to be trustworthy. so it'll be a bad boy la. And everyone out there, you may say you will not regret being frds with me, maybe 5th month onwards, you'll have an different idea, you may not say, but you are. Don't believe you can try. =]]

Smile and anti-social win2. sorry (:

2:22 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

So boring. NAFA test today. and my left leg muscles are aching seriously. Maybe my muscles is too tight.. i can't lift my left toes up as easily as how i did it to my right toes. It'll hurt. Kinda hard to walk too.
Sch is per normal. MS GOH Wasn't here! but PLENTY OF HOMEWORKS. LIKE WE ONLY TAKE MATHS AS OUR MAINS SUBJECT.

didn't managed to do finish new maths worksheet and SS worksheet.. haiz..

Vincent is a great counsellor. lol he can makes people feel better. =]

i'm so tired, but don't know why.. maybe it's becos of my sch's aircon-ed environment which makes me feel like slping everytime..

so sian. so sad. so helpless. so confused. but there's nth i can do.

7:53 PM

Sch, vote for next president or wad so ever. vote randomly. and went home. headed to chompchomp with jie and wl. ordered plenty of foods, carrot cake, hokkien mee, cheekuay, satay, sting ray & vege..

It's such a bad year for almost everyone. i hate guys who are bastards. those guys piss me off. feel like slapping him right in his face..

1:31 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Sch as usual, PC lesson free. =] Slack! Than headed to clementi and headed home =]

12:55 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

人往往等到在要失去他们最亲爱得人时候，才懂得珍惜。
我从来没有得到过，所以也不可能会被珍惜。

爱一个人有很多方法。就算你要陪那个人，你也要看看你的体力可以不可以支持得足阿！
如果支持不住的话，就不要勉强！

我爱我的家人，我的干姐，也谢谢你，干哥，还有我的好朋友，谢谢你！

1:36 AM

Slept at 6.00am ytd. woke up at 6.30~7am. slept 30mins. lolx.. Than went sch, was playing and fooling ard till SSP, i'm so sleepy. Than went to meet emily and wl. waited for wl for about 30misn to 45 or 1hr? not sure.. very long. than ate KFC, than walk walk, than walk to jie's house, than cab home with wl.

12:09 AM

Monday, April 9, 2007

((: Wei ni men kai xin! :DD

4:04 AM

Finally went out. finally play bball. =] Fun. Enjoyable. (:

I TRASHED RAY 3 - 0. :P
Okay, by luck, by chance. lolx.

Finally, after 1week of ignoring. ):

Of cos, thanks to them esp jie. =]

i still love, and always do.

12:15 AM

Sunday, April 8, 2007

I'm so sick. lucky there's someone who are willing to listen my probs. I feel better. thanks jie. ):

I'm used to all those nonsense.

4:30 PM

Online, help guild mbms, but got PKED. Ask for help, but NO ONE CARES. 10mins got kill non-stop. *TING* ANNOUNCEMENT: SVR DOWN IN 300SECONDS. 290, 280 ~ ~ ~ 120. *TING* PRO KNIGHT APPEAR* after 10mins and donno how many seconds? OI, FUCK OFF, GET LOST. DOn'T BOTHER TO HELP, I DON'T NEED YOOR HELP NOW. Whitewoft never even come.

ELF ARE USELESS.

4:00 PM

Saturday, April 7, 2007

i'm speechless, helpless... but there's nth i can do.

i'm very sick. within one day, i almost used up 1 box of 180 tissue. haiz.. ):

8:09 PM

Friday, April 6, 2007

I'mbored. at home all day. Canceled outing with Nigel and frds. so stayed at home.

I believe, i'm no longer that WinWin i used to be. I realised i'm all alone. They're theirs, i'm mine. So what if we're close for the past 1 years, and past few months? Yoo can give excuses that i'm angry, thats y yoo did that. i hate liers. So bored, so sian. I'm dying, and maybe reborning.

5:05 PM

Thursday, April 5, 2007

After so long, i realise i've been often upset in sch, and giving attitudes to innocents one. =p Sorry guys, I know i'm so bad. always, people ask, why are yoo so sad? All my answer was, I'm tired. . . ?

I'm bored. Woohoo, All graduating classes are moved to air-con rooms. BUT PATHETICALLY, 5n2 MOVED TO THE SMALLEST AND OLDEST AIR-CONDITIONED CLASSROOM. NOT FAIR AT ALL. Okay, but we already had our air-conditioned room, i should not give any comment. New classroom, sitting with ZJ, nigel beside ZJ, A space beside me, and then shaun and YY. Strongly believed that teachers will seperate us. =]

I'm happy.. so happy...
so glad.... i think i am.

it's killing me seriously, but i realise, it's better for yoo.

efil fo derit dna kcis ma i
and i'm gone, for good.
be happy, and continue to.

9:31 PM

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

How do i describe today? Hmm.. Happy? Happiest? =] Doing nth all day. all i rmb was to slp? slept late at 3am ytd night. playing games =] Happy. Happy.

Okay, all along i've not been a goodfriend. (: I know. I had been hanging on to a incurable frdship since this year. I've decided to let go. If a frd quarrels everyday, it's pathetically sad, but it's always me who started it. I had friends who seems care, but actually they don't. I had friends whom looks like they dosen't care, but they did. Okay la, becos of my attitude and more, i don't really have goodfriends. i range and less than a handful of 2~3besties. Good enuff. I always had hang on to some frdship, which i should not. Letting go is a better choice. Maybe i can't last time cos of that pathetically no. of besties i had.
i can't do alot of things a frd can do.

It's okay, those friends, have better friends anyway.

I hate hypotical ppls.

Nvm, lol i've still got zijiang. He's gonna be my next victim of frdlist in class? =]

Why don't people treasure their loves one? Why do they always treat them like it's a definate thing? Some didn't even really care, some, too late to undo their mistake. It's so tiring.

I know no longer be like last time.. What i've done has reached it limit. I can no longer do anything more. I'm sick and tired of life. But it's alright, i'm a goodboy.. i'm off to study. . .

8:33 PM

Sch as usual. Mdm sharifah didn't want to teach our class anymore. she said she's not gonna teach us anymore. Lots of people skip SSP last tuesday. class of 28ppl, 13absentees. Lots of people did not do Holiday assignment. And 1 of them have not done a Essay given weeks ago. Eileen persuaded her to come back along with some other girls.. They told me she made her mind. Okay, just nice i saw her outside the lift, so we talked to her again. than i keep saying her baise, teach 5n1 but not 5n2, and we keep saying, why bother those minorities whom are not interested in their studies? She keep shaking her head. In the end, she still comes back to class. luckly? =]

After SSP, cabbed home straight. Than Bath and slp. Didn't went to meet them..

12:13 AM

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Haiz, this few days, ARE REALLY BAD DAYS. So many ppl are having relationship probs, frdship probs. hate that. Why don't people know how to treasure their loves one? Make someone cry so badly and hurt them. As 'frds', we're very worried.

So sick of life too. As day past, frds are getting further and further apart. 7months left to be classmates, and schmates. I started to realise i don't know some of my frds.

Still, i'm getting along great with Nigel. He helped me to do CME project! =D and, think we're planning to go out this friday(gd friday). Gonna be a big outing? =]

And i love my whole set of comp. It's like F.O in MU, all+10 for RO, all cash item in Audition. =]]
But i declare broke.

It's messy.

1:00 AM