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Name: Ang Chek Keng
Age: 20+
gender: M
horo: leo
schools: pei chun, beatty, cj (pae), nyjc (jae)


Hopes

-at least 3As for A lvls (Yea, EE)
-pass gp for A lvls (Yea, passed)
-OCS (Yea, commissioned)
-sundown 2010 (Yea, personal best timing)

Likes

Pool, movies, wushu, bball, marathons, cycling, cubes, xbox-ing, tv-ing, gym-ing, badminton...

Dislikes

-backstabbers
-bitchy guys

Old Memories

Can't recall

Links


Hongzhou
Meiping
Meifang
Dewu Wushu Website
Yongcong
Yihui
Sook Han
Lee Xian
Eirene
Shunyee
Huimin
Shi Wei
Suk Chun




Wa! Im Back!
9/12/11 9.51pm

Wa, more than 1 yr nv blog. Im finally back. Life is still the same. Full of studying, running, pooling, gaming (this is new), and Movies. That's all! =)


Sundown 2011 Reflections
28/5/10 1.22pm

It has been more than 4 mths since my last entry. Im blooging this to remind myself of the learning experience. Just this morning, i completed my 42k. The 1st 24km was good, no stopping, optimistic, until i stopped for a rest..., which i shldnt have... Ard 26km and 29km, i felt the discomfortables, then the 'merlion' in me came twice. With that happening in my journey, i felt that finishing the remaining 13km was hopeless, but i really didnt wanna give up. I felt so lucky to have fren by my side, really thankful for all his encouragements. It's true that 42km is mind over body, i may have the 'mind', but my body was giving way due to the dehydration from the 2 throw ups. The worst thing was, i cant replenish fluids into my body becos it was rejecting the source.

I stopped and walked repeatedly... After the 30km marker, my fren reminded me of the 24km RM during the end of Service Term. That was helpful, though we werent from the same batch, we experienced the same thing. It was 12km to go, less than half of wad we've went thru.. Thinking of that kept me walking for the next 4 km w/o stopping, until we reached the 34km marker. I took sips of 100plus, the feeling of throwing up was coming back. I pushed until 35km marker. I discussed with my fren, he suggested that it wasnt worth it to keep on going for the remaining 7km becos anythg can happen to me, based on the fact that I wld start to feel like puking every 2km, we didnt want to imagine wad wld happen during the next 7km... And so i went to look for the volunteers, and made my decision to fall out. I told my fren to continue his journey as i had held him long enough. shortly, help came to me, a volunteer asked me if i wanna fall out as she cld call the vehicle to send me back to the starting point. Part of me wanted to finish it so much, the other was asking me to stop. This was my 5th 42km, nth like this happened b4, i didnt und wad went wrong... She then suggested that i shld rest longer and decide if i want to continue. I stared at the 35km marker, finally decided to resume. This time, i decided not to walk, i ran.., alone... The journey alone made it tougher. I was telling myself not to give up, i kept on running for the next 3km. Soon, i reached the right turn out of PCN, towards Changi Exhibition Centre, i decided to walk to conserve my energy for the last 1.5km. I passed by 39km marker, then the 40km... I started running the last 1.5km, it still seemed long, but i knew that the finishing line was calling out for me. I could sense the liveliness at the event area. Soon, the finishing gantry appears in front of me, and the 1st thing that came to my mind was, 'i am so glad that i didnt give up'

I am competitive and i aim high. These are also factors that will pull me down in life. Because, if i feel that i will not meet my expectations, i tend to feel like giving up.. U may think that, this is just a 42km run, why make it sound so serious? But i feel that there are things to learn, in everything that we do. A simple 42km makes me see how much i can push myself, how optimistic i can be and how to motivate myself. At the end of the run, it is not just about the timing anymore, it's abt whether i have the guts to face it, and finish it. I would like to apply these things that i've learnt from all my pass marathons to future challenges that i will face, especially the upcoming phase in 2 mths' time.

Falling will make us stronger, perseverance can be a key to success


Life
31/1/10 11.38pm

He was a friendly old man, a neighbour, and a mentor to many. You will be dearly missed.


Running
10/12/10 8.00pm

Hi reader or readers, im back. Im blogging about running on running tracks. Correct me if i am wrong that it is not legal to cycle on running tracks. Am i wrong that bicycles are meant to be on the roads? Correct me if i am wrong that a cyclist is supposed to feel guilty if he was cycling on the running track and knocked onto a runner not once but twice. Serious injuries could have been inflicted especially on the runner considering it between metal and flesh. Instead of feeling guilty, if the cyclist 'supported' himself with vulgarities, shld he be taught a proper lesson?


TUTION
2/10/10 12pm

Happy Belated Children's Day. I've MIA for 4mths. Now im back, looking for students, cos I love to teach. Who is interested to get tuition starting next year, 2011? I can even start in Nov, Dec 2010. I take students from,

Pri 5,6: Maths, Science

Sec 1,2: Maths, Science

Sec 3,4: E Maths, A Maths, Physics, Chemistry

JC 1,2: H1/H2 Maths, Physics, Chemistry

YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED OR REGRET

Email me at chek_keng@hotmail.com to learn about my qualifications or tuition details.

Dear frens who still visit my blog, please help me to source for students. Thanks


Mizuno Mt Faber
17/6/10 10.44pm

No time to blog, but it's ok, the run was only a few days ago. Mt Faber is actually a challenge, of cos any1 will noe that it's the upslope portion. The scenery is fantastic, but i only get to enjoy it for a very short time. Downslope was shiok, then all the way towards finishing pt. B4 that i encountered a stop, which made me pissed. It's bcos there isnt any road closure, hence vehicle mvmts are ctrlled by auxillery police. Hope i spelt it correctly. Other than that, the event gave me a special feeling bcos it's like a family event thg. Maybe bcos it's situated at the HDB blocks, like a carnival. I almost won the lucky draw haha. Ok, will join again next yr if have the chance.


I Beat The Sunrise At Adidas Sundown Marathon!!
30/5/10 5.14pm

Nearing the finishing line... MC announced,"Here comes our runner, Ang Chek Keng! From Singapore! With a timing of 4hrs 45min!" Wow, 1st time in my life! That feeling is more shiok than other marathons. This was my 2nd full marathon, an improvement of 1hr 45mins. Sub 5hrs, i couldnt believe i can hit such a timing. The 1st 24km was fine, constant pace. After the 21km turning pt i was given counterpain, it was useful then. At the 24km marker, i realise that i overshot my timing by few sec, that was when i knew that im slowing down. A frenly uncle gave me a bottle of water which accompanied me till near the exit of ECP, Thanks! Im really really grateful! Wished i had the chance to thank u again =) I had a tough time passing the markers b4 the exit of ECP. Running out of ECP was still not the end. The stretch of PCN road beside the airport was super long, boring and mentally challenging.. Ard 33km onwards i kept thinking that i am reaching the marker 1km ahead, i believed i was tired. After 36km i stopped and applied counterpain, then went on. I carried on slow, The pace was almost like walking. Reaching 38km, i told myself that i had another 4km, but it seemed long. Only when i passed 39km, the surrounding started to get less boring. Reaching 40km, it was the road towards changi exhibition centre. The timing was 4hrs 28min. 41km is surprisingly nowhere to be seen. After passing 41km, there was a big turn to finishing line, but i can see that it's not far, so i sped up. I came to a strgt road towards finishing line. A lot of people ahead, the spot lights were very bright. Finally, i reached the end pt and everythg ended!

I got to watch last few mins of transformer 2 lol. Outdoor movie screening is an enjoyment too. So many ppl sitting on the grd, watching the screen, seldom have the chance to experience this. Then i took a little nap, it was a great feeling outdoor! Near 7am i went to wait for alexandra and tricia, they came in tgt. After everythg we made our way to whitesand mac for bkf and took train back tgt! =)

Why do i love marathons so much? It's because of the spirits of the runners. The never say die spirit touches and motivates me. The limit may be stretched, but it's all worth it after the run. Marathons also allow frens to gather tgt and enjoy the moments tgt. Run ur own race, enjoy it!


What A Boss...
27/5/10 7.46pm

Why am i not surprise that he will react this way? Haha, im used to it. Now b4 i share what i have, from now on, i shall blog abt any unhappiness at work if i have the time. Toking abt IPPT, im not surprised the way he reacted: "not critical for NSF" Oh?? Then supply assistants' IPPT also not important lah? Im leading by example, fitness is one of the criterias that an officer must have. Will the men under him look up to him if his physical fitness is not up there? Will they be inspired to work hard for their own fitness? He told me not to look things on the surfaces, isnt he doing the same thing? He failed to see that it is important for an officer to get gold for IPPT, "not critical"... Well, "supply assistants who get silver 1 day off, gold will get 2 days off" oh so wad abt an officer? "Oh officer need such offs to motivate them meh?" Ohh... like that ah... Maybe he is right, but i will need the offs to get away from him. No doubt that u are knowledgeable, but ur tolerance level is so low. By saying that this is ur weakness is just an excuse. U are so gd with toking, why cant u say that weakness can be be overcome? Ppl learn, u mean u dun? Excuses. Look at the ppl ard u... Is this the type of working relationship u wan? Then why keep asking me to look into my working relationship with my supvrs, how abt urs? Pot calling the kettle black... Anw, im proud of myself for my results, u shld save ur comments for urself, u noe very well that we dun like to listen. We dun like to receive criticism and morale dampening words from u. Often, ur silence makes us happier.


Awesome Time Tgt
5/4/10 9.09pm

Wa, more than 4 mths didnt blog liao. Ok la, actually not very long. But for me to type somethg here again, it's definitely some memorable stuff. On the 3rd of April, the few of us from 0713 had a great time tgt! At least i feel that it was smthg special. It was the kinda feeling that i havent had for a damn long time. That evening, my 2 frens came to my hse and play xbox, we had an exciting time tgt. I kept laughing. The best time starts when we are meeting up with the rest of our frens. That was the 1st time that my fren drives us smwhere. We wanted to go marina barrage. When the 4 of us were in the car, it was drizzling. Then we were on the way to fetch 1st fren, we went one big round, thanks to hong hao. Along the way we were thinking if we shld go one of our frens' hse, coz rainning, but none available. We thght here and there where to go, circle around here and there hahaha. TPE to SLE, Loyang, Pasir Ris, Changi, cldnt find our way. Until we reached changi beach, so windy, cldnt stand it so we wanted to go ECP. LOL hong hao says ECP is just straight head, then in the end we even went on the wrong way, wanted to go turn back to ECP but saw our way towards changi airport hahaha. So we just ended up at terminal 3. Wa, in the end we found that we didnt go to the wrong place.

We sat there from 10+ until 12+, had potato chips and drinks, played zhong ji mi ma but loser played true or dare. This is the best part! Then we saw 4 girls sitting by the side near us, so we dared jy to tell them a joke. Wow, we are impressed, he's super daring. Then we got hong hao to ask which sch they are from, in the end found out that they lied to him lol, dun sad.. Haha huijie was made to walk around a pillar 3 times. Weiliang was made to shout into a rubbish bin "Alice! Alice! Where are u?!" LOL. Haha i didnt kena anythg. Most daring thg that Jy did was to stalk at girls toilet to give them his email. Wahaha! That was when he found out that they are our age. Kudos to him sia. After leaving changi T3, we went to pick annis up to go hong hao hse. We played cards and chit chat, took photo haha had a great time tgt. Then we went for supper. I felt that we were having chalet! I miss chalet tgt. Let's have one at the end of this yr!

The sad part comes when all these ended, we all had to go, but we will meet again. Im will look forward to another outing like this!


191209 75/09 OCC Commission Parade
26/11/09 8.08pm

I havent been blogging for more than 2 mths. Anyone still visits? So fast, almost 3 mths that you have been gone. Im commissioning on the 19dec if everythg goes well. On that day i intend to meet all my toa payoh frens, frens who stay near tpy oso can come. Jus wanna share my joy with frens on that day.


You Wont Come Back Anymore?
7/9/09 5.32pm

I want to hear him scold. I want see him there again everytime i visit him. I want to play mahjong with him again. I want to hear him say "pong!". I want him to give us ang bao. I want to hear him calling our names. I want to ask him to eat his meals. I want to hear him argue with grandma. I just want him back. It's too sudden. He is no longer around, but we all love him dearly. Take care, be careful on ur new journey.


5th Book Out
16/8/09 7.17pm

This weekend sucks! Book in and out... For fri u call it off in lieu?... No lor... But the enjoyable thing was i watched jack neo's movie with my aunt and cousin. Freedom smells so good.. Finally found smthg to play with, yeah bought a DS, but need more games. Didnt get to play for long cos needa book in in the evening on sat. AHM today mah, transport provided. 10km, dint hit my target :-.-: got 56mins 23s.. After tt went straight home and prepared to go grandma hse. Argh, tmr big day but so many shit to go thru... My parents gave me 2 thumbs to suck...


Stay Over Is FUN!
10/8/09 6.08pm

Wa, today gotta book in soon =( While my parents were away in msia, i stayed over at grandma hse on sat then the next night at cousins' hse. Cos they live near grandma. Damn fun, i wanna stay over again. Apart from my cousin who currently has a very close fren, nowadays doesnt join the group le... Yes u u u, u reading rite? Read alr go and tag and give some lame reasons. I like this feeling of freedom, gg out at night with cousins. Actually just wanna be in a place filled with many ppl. =) Test test test this week... Army still needa study....sian


4th Book Out
8/8/09 3.47pm

Yeah, tmr is national day. When i visit ny website, i saw the countdown to A lvls. Wa, it brings back memories.. I rmb tt teachers wld give us papers to do, then for a week or so, it was on my own, then the moment arrived... Luckily it's over. But I am so eager to get in touch with my jc stuff again. Ytd i went to watch 'up'. It's a good movie, catch it. Today i went for intervals training. Results were not bad, quite prepared for AHM. Im thinking what will happen on the following day after AHM?...


3rd Book Out
2/8/09 11.41am

Yeah aug alr. Every time when it comes to aug, i will be so happy. National day is coming.. In the past i only watch it, but now i watch it with pride. I wanna see those soldiers wearing no1 on the parade square, they serve as a motivation for me. I wanna wear it on dec too, my parents will change the rank for me! Good, now my no1 has ippt gold and marksman badges. I may be getting fat in my new camp.. Gotta work out, so that i look gd in no1 haha. Ok, tt's all for now..


2nd Book Out
26/7/09 10.56am

Training at the new camp is ok so far. About my ippt and soc, i cleared them, phew... Shooting, hmmm... results are not out yet, dunno wad they are doing, so slow... Will keep this blog updated abt my shooting. Next week has a lot of running.. Probably preparing us for AHM. Too bad i cant run 21km, only 8km... This yr celebrating bdae in camp the next day after AHM... Nvm. I signed up for 42km, but dunno whether i can run on that day...


WAHAHAHA Block Leave
13/7/09 8.43pm

1st post after coming back from brunei =) Yeah block leave, but it's ending! Nvm, gd enough. Luckily i met up with frens. Jc classmates, schmate, cj bro. Bad thing tt happened during my hol was injuring my left leg... I was gg to hong hao's hse, then the "cover and concealment" near a drain was so gd tt my left leg stepped into it. WA! Skin came off (yeek) but still attached. Blood started to flow like nobody's business. Not the end yet. After gyming with him, it was drizzling, and while we tried to flag a cab, my same leg stepped into a hole covered by grass. My leg sprained like shit. Hai... There goes my week for ippt training. But nvm i still went running despite my injured leg. For this hol i have "absolute boyfriend" to kill the time. A nice show, not only for the girls ok. Very funny, touching, loving. haha.... Here's a few pics b4 i flew off for brunei.




Taking Plane The 1st Time
28/6/09 9.41pm

Leaving home in 30mins' time.. These few days have been gd. Fri slpt at home after visiting army mkt. Sat went to grandma hse and played mahjong. Today met up with wl n sis in the afternn for lunch. Saw some ppl walking on the road along douby ghuat. Oh, it turned out to be youth games thgy. Then met up with jy n wh at tpy. Then went for dnr with mum, aunt n cousins. I still dun have the special feeling of gg overseas. Im still waiting for my gd life to come back. One wk of block leave after i come back, can some ppl ask me out. Gotta train for ippt on 17th also... Oh Sukchun, rmb let's meet up one day while our parents having fun at genting, dun forget lol. Eh cousin, u can tag in my tagbox also leh. cya


Pro Term
26/6/09 4.26pm

Left Sierra :-.-: but i will be back during joint term. Pl3, we will meet again. Ytd watched transformers with shiwei. Ok la not bad, now im looking forward for harry potter. Bye ppl, i'll be back on 15july


Social Night
21/6/09 12.22pm

The wing had an early book out on fri for social night preparations. I went home to sleep and almost got late =( Each cadet has to bring a date for the event, or face the music haha. I brought a fren, fiona along =D Sorry to make u wait that day. This event marks the end of service term, cadets of Sierra Wing will have to say bye to one another =( I met gd ppl there, they are nice and fun. Rly rly cnt bear to leave this wing. The dnr was definitely gd, performance wise ok. Highlight was my buddy Soo Teck! U rock. After that both of us went to catch terminator. Any photo for that night will be uploaded on facebook.

Sat woke up and went kfc with mum and sis. After that bought few stuff at World Of Sports. Reached home ard 3.30pm and prepared to go wl's hse with sis. The 3 of us played badminton =) with net, thanks to an uncle. After that went to tampines1 Baaaakkeeeerrrzin.. Wow the food there is damn nice. We strolled ard there b4 gg back.

Random: If given D or F, i will choose F, even though their levels are ard the same... :-.-:


Scorpion King
13/6/09 10.51pm

The diggings were tiring... Sec comds dug fire trench alone... Abrasion may not sound like a serious thg but u shld find up how serious it can get, dun think simple. Im a bit blur, excuse uniform and rmj for 5 days but i only requested for 3... Nvm hope i've recovered by then. i missed my class gathering... due to com parade. But i did nth at the 1st part oso. After bking out, then met up wif wh and jy for pool =) nice night. Today went to look for clothes for social night. Decided to wear all black.. Cool..


Stay Over
1/6/09 6.51pm

Booking in soon =( Ytd stayed over at wl's hse. We made the trip on 59 at 11pm, quite a long journey, but the feeling was gd. It's nice to stay over at ppl's hse. Slpt at 1am+, late but fun looking at some photos. Morning cant get myself out of bed. Anw watched a few movies at his hse and went tampines central for lunch, after tt archade. Nice day, thanks a lot wl. I hope to have more of these in the future. =) Hope tt we wont be bz in the future.


10 Weeks Alr
31/5/09 10.06pm

4 more weeks and i will be out of Sierra Wing. Time flies. 2 or 3 more major events and tt's it with service term. Hmm, i admit tt my confidence lvl is getting lower.., stress lvl is getting higher.. Im a person who needs more time to master some things. But in ocs, the trainings are fast pace.. Sometimes when section is tasked to do smthg, i may appear quite lost of wad to do. Im not supposed to be like this. Buck up man...

Lucky tt bk out is extended by a day. Sat when to food fair at expo with maternal family, followed by giant at tampines. Oh man, i really love this kinda civilian life. Today morning went to catch night at the museum 2 with john. Met up with jieyang and weihan to go john's hse. Haha, i get to see him wear smart4. Nice chit chat session with them. Went to grandma hse, then met up with wl and sis later, had dnr at central. Clarke Quay river at night is super beautiful. Tt place brought back lots of memories.. I queued 5hrs+ for human race pack. I had fun after prom night there. Had a nice dinner with my fren the night b4 i enlist.. Beautiful place... 25 more weeks... Let me go thru all these shit, get them done, emerge a stronger man.. I will get back my life...


Field Camp Over
24/5/09 12.03pm

These 2 wks are tiring.. Mon another field camp. I wonder if there's anyone entering my msn acct. I will only go online during the wkends, so if any fren sees me on9 during wkdays, try toking to the imposter, i will wanna noe who he/she is. Ytd watched Angels and Demon with sis n wl. It's a chim movie, i dozed off during the front part. After tt we played archade and went kfc. At night went TM with mum and aunt, but nth much to shop. Tt ended my day.


Mothers' Day =)
9/5/09 6.34pm

Yeah happy mothers' day in advance. I treat my mum to lunch, my sis bought her CDs. Today, met up with jy and weihan. So long nv play pool liao, luckily skills not so rusty. I went to look for his mum's present tgt. He bought 1 cute small bear and a card. Good boy. Im gg for a hol for 2 weeks starting on next mon. These 2 weeks will be 'fun'. 10 days... Must behave like a 2nd LT. Come on, face these 10days. I wont die... Im toking abt field camp


Labour Day
1/5/09 12.45am

This morning went tpy central with parents for lunch, then someone tap me on my hand. Haha my fren audrey from cj. "Cousin" so long didnt see her. Call her cousin cos she has same name as my little cousin. Then in the evening met up with iris and huimin, very long didnt see them liao. After dinner with them i met up with my classmates, also very long didnt see them liao. Initially wanna watch movie but scare no transport home.. We ended up in Starbucks at Raffles City. Chit chat a bit then jy called. I was so excited, but found out tt he kena guard duty on sat! Wth, i feel very sorry for him. It's so sad, labour day cant book out. Sun morning bk out, sun evening bk in. Why army like this?? No ppl to do guard duty? Ah yes yes, i know some regulars may be looking at this now. Okay okay, we suck thumb k. Hope we meet up soon. =)


6th Week Gone
30/4/09 11.45pm

30th College Day last sat, the pics are out =) So many students collecting award, only 55pics, so lucky im in one of them. Oh my sch buddy too =)


Pugi





I wanna go back sch to study. Nyjc is a very nice place. I dunno say this for how many times liao. Yeek, IPPT nxt week, hope get the 200 if i get gold. Oh, NUS sent me a letter....


I 5th Week Gone
26/4/09 1.35pm

Ytd the wing was allowed to book out early, 1st time. I was glad tt i have time to prepare my stuff at home b4 collecting the award in sch. It turned out tt it was just a cert and cheque, anw gd enough. The sgc given to us was made so gd looking, but just a few pieces of paper inside. Ytd had a dinner with my fren and received a belated beautiful xmas gift. That made my bk out day. Later meeting up with jy, haha can see another fren botak le. Booking in so soon, but luckily labour day is coming, booking out on thur night i think.


4th Week
18/4/09 4.41pm

4th week in OCS has passed. Events seem to pass faster in ocs, or maybe it's due to the 1st 3 weeks of confinement. So far so gd, didnt accidentally make any mistake. Next sat gg back NY! I miss my sch lots. I wan go back see see, collect award, but half the day will be gone by then. Nowadays only get to book out on sats, but better than nth. It makes me treasure my time outside of camp more. I wish there can be a short block leave after service term. Ya, fat hope... I will survive the rest of the 8 months!


Booking In...
12/4/09 12.38am

So fast, tmr gg back le. But nvm, i will look forward to my next book out. Hope i get to go out with frens during my next bk out. Eh any1 noes Umizaru movie? Im finding Umizaru 2. Nice Jap movie. But i went a lot of shops all said out of stock. Cos it's a movie few yrs back. Hope no confinement on Sat.. I made use of my bk out, friday met up with jy. He is slping in tekong for the 1st night now! I bet u cant fall aslp! LOL.. Fri night treat my family dnr then sat went to wash my teeth and visited grandma. I played a bit of mahjong, got tired, slpt there for a while. Hoping for more public hols hahaha


Home Sweet Home
10/4/09 2.15am

Finally after 3 weeks....Book Out! Tougher days ahead.. So far still ok. I just wanna eat during bk out. Yea man eat more, sleep more.


A Long Day
21/3/09 1.09pm

Ytd went adidas sale at expo with fljy (haha) then saw a few frens there, wanted to cut queue to enter the hall but in the end didnt. Yeek, gotta deposit bag then walk ard with a big plastic bag like a noob. Then saw a few ppl dragging adidas items in the plastic bag, walaw eh, free meh? LOL.. But i see nth much leh.. Sale mah, of cos display all the old stuff. Then after tt i walked into other halls to explore. Hmm, later on we catched street fighter. Actually i think street fighter doesnt have story line right? I usually see players select their characters then fight in archade. After tt went bishan walk ard then had kfc for dinner =)

Wa, parents have another dinner to attend tonight, gotta settle dinner myself, bored... feel like gg out


Posting Is Out!
20/3/09 12.44pm

I tried to enter the NS web since 10am but it was very lag, i think too many ppl visiting. I finally got into the page at 11.30am++, then i slowly scroll down...down...down... and finally saw OCS. Wow, i was super excited though i noe tough days are ahead. But for the sword, i will nv say die. For the commission parade, i will survive. For the respect and glory, i will pull through this 9 months of trainings. So as to lead, to overcome and to excel.. OCS


6D Outing
19/3/09 9.33pm

Today was supposed to be posting day, but due to some confusion, it is changed to tmr. Nvm, the gang went yuki yaki? Yaki yuki? Yuki yakiki? Wadeva, the one at Msquare.. Slack and ate till 3++? Then went to Mr lee's hse play mahjong. In the evening, met up with jy and zhunen to run. Sian i see my 2.4 timing i wanna grrr... Nvm, more weeks ahead to train. Feel so gd after each run..


Back To Sch!
18/3/09 8.44pm

This afternn i went back to sch =) but no teachers were ard. I went back to see the new batch of pugilists. There is a slightly more intake than last yr, nt bad. After 2+, went for lunch, then play bball. Last played on 3rd jan, where i still had my long hair.. Wa i looked at every part of the sch, every part has its own memories. I wld just stand at each place for a while b4 moving on. Mmm... I want back my sch life, but i have my responsibilities for now. Wad else is better than sch life? Who wans to work? Who wans to get old? Ahh.. Enjoy while i can.. So soon, 23rd is reaching. Which command school? Ans will be available for me tmr, just hope for the better..


Damn!
17/3/09 11.08pm

Oh damn, my fittness dropped over the days. But not to worry, command sch is coming. The training will be tough! Hmph!


Watchmen =)
17/3/09 1.18am

I went to watch it with leo lim, leo ma supposed to come but he's not feeling well. Get well soon.. Shiwei join us for a bit of pool then dinner. Actually we decided to meet up again on wed for coming soon but, lim went home late today, so i doubt we can. At 1st we thght no train back, cos didnt ask properly. Lim didnt get to board his last train. In the end i suggest to lim tt he takes train to tpy then take a bus from there, save his $. Ok, luckily my plan worked. Last bus home tgt, better than walking home alone..


Uni Open House
14/3/09 11.57pm

Went NUS early in the morning with john and jieyang. John wanted to listen to Law.. Me and jy almost fell asleep.. Then i got separated with them, went to listen FOS while they listen to NUS biz. After FOS they joined for Engineering. Hmm... We went collecting damn lots of stuff at lvl 2. Cos thinking tt they can help us decide wad course to take. Getting 4 distinctions is not a gd thing, cos duno wad course to choose. If i take FOS, there are double majors, one minor, or double degree, so many choices damn it. FOS leads to research or being a teacher. It requires higher lvl of studies, masters degree in order to be sufficient, probably 6 yrs. Engineering, better job prospects, can do business after taking engineering degree. It specialises more. In summation, if i take FOS, very limited jobs i can do. Engineering more job prospects. Lastly, double degree, which is smthg tt interests me. Physics with Material Science Engineering. Physics is interesting but i duno abt MSE. It covers nanotech, but this brings me back to chem engineering, ppl say more popular. HOW HOW HOW


Race To Witch Mountain =)
14/3/09 12.09am

Just now went for my 1st movie after POP with john. Exciting movie, do catch it. So fast, im only left with 9 days b4 hell. Actually go sispec also nvm, less 'Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement' lol. But how many ns men get to receive the sword with his name from chief of army?


Frens =)
13/3/09 12.16am

Went j8 with iris and huimin =) chit chat a bit then had dinner. Evening met up with jy =) Jiayou for ur training =)


POP Loh
11/3/09 11.03pm

This morning sch 1 just had 24km route march b4 POP. At the POP parade itself, we put up our best marching. Everything ended well. B4 the parade, we did OC pt for the last time.. This is one thing tt i will rmb. OC had this habit of giving us OC pt whenever we had our physical training.. We requested for one b4 pop cos we will miss it. I think it ended with a high note. Im so reluctant to leave that place. After my block leave, the hell will start. But im not worried, cos time will fly fast.


Booking In Loh
8/3/09 12.38am

So many ppl feeling down.. Some due to A lvl bah.. I didnt do well for GP, other classmates did well for gp.. =( Cant wait for block leave, but posting to wadeva unit will arrive soon =( Cheer up everyone


7th And Last Book Out
6/3/09 12.10am

Last book out alr.. Captain finally explained the meaning of ala ke pom por, which means nothing. It's hard to explain.. Like u say this phrase to someone, and he is able to reply u mata kong si, u noe tt he's from kestrel. Quite meaningful. Actually if im a commander and get posted to kestrel again i will feel very sad, cos all the frens not there le. I will rmb the feeling of training n sharing a room with bunkmates. Few more hrs to getting back A lvl results. I wasnt worry at the start. But im worried now bcos im scare tt i cant go in ocs becos i dun do well. Lol, seems like getting into ocs is more impt that getting into uni, wth... My csm said it's all fate.. Ya i agree totally. Let me see how fate has decided the path for me.. Ippt4 today. Finally.., it's a gold. Current best 2.4km for me is 9min26sec. I will try to improve. Then i realised if i do 20 pull ups i can get gold-plantinum.. Haha, didnt expect my 2.4km to be under 9min30sec. I was super surprised and happy =) Let's just hope for the best in the afternn later.


6th Book Out
2/3/09 1.17pm

Another week passed in BMT.. 3 wkends burnt in a row but i dun mind. Tekong is a place that helps me not to think of civi life, apart from missing my family. Tekong is a place where i cried the most. Digging self-scrape is one of them, POP will definitely be another one. I dun wanna leave tekong, i dun mind to recourse. I truely love that place. The times with frens, trainings, happy, sad, punishments, but they all left me with a meaningful and memorable experience. After my 16km route march and range last week everything is coming to an end.. Kestrel is the best, no doubt. I love the scenery there cos it's beside the sea. Sunset and stars there are so beautiful.. Im a guy, but these simple things really give a gd impression of army life. Yeah man this is army life. It sucks some parts but overall, it's still the best part of my life so far.. Imagine myself always nth to do at home... NS keeps me occupied, i treasure my time more, understand more things, making me a better person. Girls dun get the chance to sit in a 5-tonner enjoying the wind tt's coming towards us. Army life is cool, watch the advertisement and u'll noe. I think everything happened becos of destiny. For eg, my range.. one shot to marksman.. The 2nd last bullet during night shoot gave me an IA.. Wad can i do? I didnt remedy my IA fast enough... It's all fate la.. This i alr noe, some things happen, be it gd or bad, u have to accept every one of them. Fate... So many companies in tekong... 2 schs, why sch 1? So many companies, why Kestrel? Am i draggy? Ala Ke Pom Por, Mata Kong Si! =) The kestrel spirit within


Book Out Passed So Soon
23/2/09 10.55pm

Something wrong with me today, i ran 2.4km 2 times. One in the morning at 9sm, the other in the evening with jy. Why so hardcore sia? 1st time in my life. Bo bian, im aiming for ocs. Morning timing is actually 9.44, just nice gold timing. Cos i started 3s late, i assume tt i will be starting at the back during ippt day itself. Evening 10min flat, actually 10.01 cos i pace jy. He is improving very fast, jiayou. I have 2 route march left, 16km and 24km. POP soon, then i will be free for abt 10 days =) A lvls results coming out soon. Screw it la, results arent impt to me anymore ever since i enter NS. I feel tt family is most impt. Getting a high pay is also not impt anymore, i just wanna live happily with family and frens. I may feel sad if i cant go up on stage to collect results, but if tt really happens, i can do nth abt it, it's all fate. I noe everything will be all right eventually..


IPPT3 Coming Up
23/2/09 12.22pm

Today morning at about 9+am i went for a 2.4 run. The timing is still 9.46.7 but to think tt i have not been doing physical training for 16 days, i felt much better. Im quite worried actually, no matter wad i must hit under 9.44 or i can kiss OCS goodbye. My peer appraisal and sitest alr dun seem promising. So i have to depend of a few other things to help me get into the beautiful sch.


Sitest
23/2/09 12.03am

I think this is my 5th bk out. Sitest was ok, 6 stations per day for 6 days. Im quite low profile in my detail so i think my peer appraisal may not be gd enough. Let fate decides if im gg ocs. I heard from a fren tt sispec stands for suffer in silence plus extra confinement. lol, dun take it too seriously if any sgt sees this, it's just a way of brightening up our day with some words. We marched 12km to sitest site, which was quite a beautiful place. 2nd night turn out!! One blur sotong went to cook noodles after lights out. He said he saw smthg black coming towards him then he thght was a commander and he asked 'wad time lights out?' In the end the shadow appeared to be a wild boar. All of us laughed today cos he asked the wild boar a question. Oei Oei, was this the ans from the boar?? Whole company kena rifle over head for a bloody long time and push up postion, thx sia. Wa, i was alr dozing off when the turn out occurred. Plz leh, obey the rules la, we are in camp now, u are a soldier, u cant do anythg u wan, becos u are just a recruit! This evening we were told tt we would march back 6km to company line. lol, we saw the 5 tonners leh, cant bluff us. In the end they hid the tonners then i really thght tt we were supposed to march back. Until a pt of time we saw the tonners! Lol we were super happy, haa commanders play this kinda trick also. Everythg was in a rush b4 bk out. We were rushing, didnt wanna miss the ferry. At night visited my ah ma in my smart 4. So long dint see her alr cos bk outs dun fall on wkends. Actually wkdays also can visit her, but my bk out often end right on the next day, no time =( Thinking of training ippt tmr, gotta slp.


Field Camp Over
17/2/09 1.33am

6 days passed so soon.. Day 1.. We arrived at a campsite near urban ops de, then set up our tent. It rained right on the 1st day of field camp! My 2 admin shirts were drying on top of the tent, then got wet again.. It was the 1st time we experienced such a shower since i was enlisted. Urban ops was cool, last man gotta shout 'room cleared!' lol then we moved on to another one. I couldnt slp tt night la, probably 1st night. The grd was rocky, so my back ached often. I gotta hug my wife. Stupid me i tied her to me, cos im scared of stunning, i didnt wan confinement. In the end my arms went numb cos my wife was lying on my arms. Oh ya, suddenly rmb cant blog to much abt army stuff. I shant tok abt the rest of the 5 days, i only got a gd slp on 5th night cos of the jacket they issued. Oh and i digged my own grave but i only got to slp in it for 1 day. Actually it was a gd thg too, i dun wanna slp wif ants. 6 days out field is not long, there is 12days camp, but in command sch. Oh there was this funny ass, he shit ouside of the latrine, then found out by commander. The whole company was tekan until he owned up. Hey, wad took u so long to own up ass? Tekan very fun ar? Said wad wild boar saw u then u shit there. Hello, it chased u then u can still shit ar? Thank you ar.. Abt jungle, my fear is to be alone during nightfall, damn, ocs has this training... Gotta stay in the jungle alone for a night and get out by urself. Sian, army has a variety of actvities but i was told not to blog abt it, ok i shall stop here. Coming soon is sit test, better do well for it.


Field Camp
8/2/09 1.33pm

Jus woke up. Field Camp is coming on the 11st Feb. All the guys are spending Vday in the jungle tgt. Suck thumb. Count the stars. Dun feel sad guys, suck thumb, u cant do anythg abt it. For guys who were nt able to date gals out ytd and today, suck thumb. For guys who were nt able to ask frens out ytd and today, suck thumb. Come on, this is life. Some guys just need tt little time from gals, but if those gals tt claimed tt they were nt free, guys once again, plz suck thumb. Vday is just another day, nth impt seriously.


4th Wk Passed
8/2/09 1.23am

Today i booked out from Singapore Discovery Centre. It is mandatory for every recruit to visit sdc. We toured ard sdc b4 gg army museum. I saw the OCS tower, oh man.. Next to the museum is a mini SOC grd. Passing SOC is one of the basic requirements to get into command school eg OCS or SISPEC. The mini SOC grd is rly super cute. After tt went to jurong pt to have lunch with few section mates. In the late afternn I went to catch Benjamin button wif sis and wl. It’s a long show, quite nice, do catch it. So after tt went to have dinner tgt wif evan then mahjong session at wl’s hse. Supper was after tt, then wl sent sis and I home. Zzz

Ytd was a relaxing day in camp after IPPT2 but was super disappointed. I kept grumbling abt my 2.4 timing. I was 2s slow for the gold standard. PTI said if get gold for IPPT2, IPPT3 no need to do. I dunno if there's ippt4 but if dun have then i cld have put in more effort for the bloody 2sec so tt i dun need to do the 3rd cos it's probably the last one. A total of 24/25 points, damn it.. Silver, my gold flew away. 2.4km gold is 9min44s but i got 9min46s. Considering it the 1st time i got sub 10min in my entire life, i felt slightly better. Im also felt unbelievable, i dint noe i can make it to a sub 10min. Kestrel has the chance of using the coastal route, better than running around the track, perhaps tt's one of the reasons.

For Standard Obstacle Course (SOC), it made me feel better a bit. I actually wanted to get a gold for ippt so tt i can blog abt it tgt wif my soc. SOC timing to pass is 7min 14s. Bmt doesnt have the 700m rundown, 50m instead. For command sch, we must finish within 9min29s (with 700m rundown). My timing is 5min 35s, stopped at 3 stations, because i had to wait for the slow ppl. I was in detail 26, 25 details in front of me but i overtook 3 details or so, (10ppl). Waited at low rope, gate, and low ramp. The attend B fella had to dig the sand b4 i can jump. Damn, why dig it when it's my turn to jump?? Wasted 20s, or i will have gotten 5min 15s. But anw, still platoon best timing, quite proud of it. Damn it, still cant forget abt my 2.4, if i ran faster by tt stupid 2sec, i wld have gotten full marks gold and platoon best for ippt. I shall push myself harder after field camp, cos after field camp fitness may drop.


Blogskin
1/2/09 12.00pm



I came across this cool blogskin, may be changing to it haha.


Quite An Eventful Day
1/2/09 11.11am

Wa, a few more hrs to booking in. Bking out too many days is not gd, luckily it's jus 1 and 1/2 day. Ytd was quite an eventful day. I met up wif Jy 1st, then zhunen came. We chat chat chat until she gotta go. Haha curious gal, kept asking about army life... Are u a spy?! Lol I feel closer to these 6D frens. As i've mentioned b4 they are frens tt i met with no motive. Jy suddenly thinking of running, haha so we went home to change into our attires, haha so on.. We met up soon, and he followed me with my 30 60. Lol, he said he wanna train wif army ppl. Ok, he got a taste of one of the trainings. 30 60 trains ur anaerobic respiration, hope it improves my 2.4km. IPPT2 coming up so i wanna get a sub 10 for 2.4km. Fighting for Command School. Who doesnt want OCS? Compared to bmt, OCS is 1000 times tougher, but i will strive on if i get into OCS, i wanna be recognised.. After our run, did push ups and pull ups. Jy is quite fit, army shldnt be a prob for u. Then i went home, my aunt and her children came to my hse shortly. We had steamboat tgt with wl. We played mj after watching huanted mansion. Slpt at 2+am, i cant help slping so late cos i feel tt book out time is so precious. Vday coming soon, i will be spending tt day in the jungle, counting stars. I will adapt to army life without motivation. Kinda losing this particular motivation. As in i have other motivations like OCS, family etc, but i mean this particular motivation. I will be back to blog soon.


Book Out!
31/1/09 1.21am

Oh tmr is feb le. Today was super rush. Training was tiring but i will never quit. More tiring events are coming up, so i shall get mentally prepared. Everyone is experiencing the same 'wearing out' effect so there is no excuse for me to quit. Army is a gd place, a man will think of his family more. He may use to take his family members for granted. At least now he can show more appreciations of the work tt his family members do for him. A boy will grow up to become a man one day and take on more responsibilities. Army inspires me to lead my life better. Hey im not brain-washed, i find army quite cool. More has yet to come, i shall explore and get a taste of it more.

As for my frens, i hope to see them but my bk out period is only ard one and a half day. There will be times when i wanna chat wif my gd frens. But some, or few, or perhaps one of them may seem to have nth much to tok abt. Ok, not too bad if it's just one fren, cos he/she may be insignificant, i still have many other frens. But no, i wont treat my fren this way. It's lonely to be alone, we need frens at times. Maybe we have some here and there, some are impt, others are more impt, yet others are insignificant. For the case of a person, whose world is only filled with him/herself, a bit lonely i think. Perhaps it may seem alright if there's entertainment? Not too bad, but while we enjoy any entertainment we have, have we neglected ppl ard us? Probably frens tt really wish to tok to u so much? Esp when he/she can only get a gd chance after a long wk of agenda? This kinda thing works for diff ppl, it depends on how each individual sees it. Alright this is smthg tt i feel. Maybe for diff ppl the ways of treating certain frens, be it impt or insignificant, are diff.


Reunion Dinner
25/1/09 6.39pm

I had my cny reunion dnr at uncle's hse. Same thg, nth much to tok abt. The different thg was i wore a cap there. 1st time gg there wif botak head. Haha i saw my p6 classmate at orchard mrt, she said, "Eh u botak alr ar?" Lol so funny lor. After dnr i went ah ma hse, quite long dint see her le.

Today i met up wif john and jieyang. So nice to see them. We had a gd chat at entertainment mac till abt 4+ then went to buy food to eat outside the centre. We tok a lot abt my life now. Haha they are so curious. Dun worry, will be ur turns soon.

Wad is this gally song doing in my blog? It used to be very familiar to me...


Baby Love (feat. Will.i.am) - Nicole Scherzinger


Booking In
24/1/09 12.15am

So fast then 2 more days bk in le. I wanna tok, how shld i start? cant have a gd chat =(


Booked Out!
23/1/09 11.21pm

Confinement period is over. yeah.. i like life in there, quite fun. 4 days of hol, seems so empty... Feel so sad for the gals, cant go NS, cos it's so fun. But i heard there are 2 gals in the school, cos they took saf scholarship, so cool. I thght i have a lot to tok abt now... Numbed.


Going In...
8/1/09 12.23am

It's officially 8th jan! Im gg tekong in a few hrs' time.. No more bed time stories from me here alr. Take care folks! Im gg in wif no regrets!


THE JOHN
5/1/09 8.35pm

LOL, quite long didnt see john alr. Today we went orchard and walked our way to PS. He was complaining that the fare is so exp now haha. I miss my 45cents trips. I havent go centerpt for so long, we went there to look at clothes. I hate to be outside on a rainy day. We walked to PS then went to the foodcourt for food. Yeah duck rice and honeydew sago. How will i feel or wad will i be thinking the night b4 NS? I probably have no time to blog abt it. Miss fren/s? Or wanna call fren/s? Anw john and i took a photo b4 my hair got shaved! lol


I Feel Weak =(
4/1/09 8.35pm

I feel nua leh... In april 2008, my 2.4 training was 10min30+s but now today 2009, it became 11min13sec. Maybe im not a short dist runner. 9min 30sec target seems to be too difficult for me. After that went gym. Did my routine then met up wif jy and wl again. Another tiring day.


Miss Sch
3/1/09 11.23pm

There were 6 of us playing bball, nth much abt the bball part. Dunno why i wanna take photos of the sch, i miss sch. Diff ppl go sch for diff reason, wad's mine? There will be photos uploaded later. Jy, wl, yc, kok, ky and me played ball. We are known for the pugi gang, dun mess wif us.. 4got to take photo tgt.. We play wif some MIC (made in china) ppl, 3 rounds, i feel bad that we bullied them all 3 rounds. Come on, pugi power, who can defeat us? We are united in bball.. After tt we played on our own at the other side of the court, then helped wl wif the low wall. Come on wl(not my bro, my class de)! U gotta overcome ur fear.. After tt i decided to attempt the daring move.. butterfly twist (360 degrees spin, body parallel to the grd) Haha yc and jy were wif me, i only spin 270 degrees in midair, 90 more. Jy was saying tt i dun wan my life! Lol, he said i was daring.. But ok la, we always need to take a step to do a daring thing sometimes, for example giving ur number to a gal? Just an example, dun try it if u will shake ur hands lol. We took bus home tgt, such a rare occasion to go back wif yc. He sorta got prob wif his ezlink, bt it was settled. Here are the photos


My way to sch






Court


Track


Ha, hanging is cool


U throw the bball inside the ring


Yin Cheong, Wei Liang and Jie Yang


Taken outside toilet


Parade Square


Hall


Steps


Atrium


Canteen

Too bad cant take photos of LTs, each place has its own memories. I wish everythg can happen again.


I like this corridor, It reminds me of my night studies. A place tt I wld walk after saying bye. A place tt I wld turn back after a fren walks away...


What A Tiring Day...
3/1/09 10.48pm

Imagine a super duper tired person, who had no more energy to move after making his way to the room for the bed. Haha, eh i switched on the cooler, then went to rest, but WHY were my feet feeling cold, and i was holding on to air-con remote? I realised the aircon was on but i didnt on it! I cant recall switching the aircon on, only the cooler. Ok then my brain was like a bit 'ruan' as if a lot of weird things are happening in the hse, dunno why i started to fear there are other ppl in the hse, thght i was alone. After knowing tt my sis and wl were at home, i felt better, and more awake. I left my subway in the living room b4 slping leh. Bought foot long, 3 cookies and additional 2 packets of blueberry shortbread near sch. Tok abt sch in the next post, with photos of memories. This morning i woke up early again to watch my favourite childhood show, then went out wif dad to yishun for some 'bai bai' purpose at a mini temple. For NS de, the shifu said i must smile more. I dunno how to smile, very hard for me to smile naturally. It was still early b4 my bball game in sch, so i went to shop ard yishun. I went to northpt and one mall near northpt. I went to play 2 rds of daytona so sian, then made my way to AMK hub, took bus to sch, yin cheong was there the earliest, so i got ready for my ball game...

Oh ya, dun ask me 6 inches or foot long for my bread, i may accidentally say i wan 6 foot long.. lol


Always On The Run
2/1/09 10.42pm

Today went to run wif jy and wl again, but this time it is long dist slowwww jog, we didnt go very fast. Thinking tt im a marathon runner, 15 rounds shld be peanuts for me. Outer lane, each rd abt 444m, so 15rounds is abt 6.66km, not even 10km, less than 0.25 of my full marathon. It's fun overtaking ppl, i was wearing a motivating shirt..



After tt did a few other excercises at the stadium b4 heading off. Oh man stadium closes so early? 8.30pm only leh, eat snake sia. Stay fit! Healthy haha. I have no choice, gg NS soon so gotta train. Needa take my 2.4 timing soon b4 entering NS.


E.R.P
2/1/09 5.21pm



Interesting video, saw it from my bro's blog. Haha, i dun wan any trouble, it's from youtube, wan anythg go ask from them.


National Service
2/1/09 2.08pm

National Service? Service sector ar LOL! But why the treatment like this and the pay so low? Haha nvm i always aim for the higher. Training in OCS is tough i heard, but im gg in. I wanna be fit and take control. Watch me, the ambitious guy is coming.. Gonna force myself to run, train up my stamina. Weight carrying shld not be a prob thanks to gym. Another thing is waking up early to train. Hope hope hope i get use to it real soon in NS. Wad will be the 1st thing tt i wanna do b4 i enter NS the day b4? Not toking to my family members, saying bye to them is enough le. Haha.. Not saying bye to my frens.. They all noe im gg to ns, and i said bye to them alr, too many to call anw. Wad abt doing tt??... Wad? Dun tell u ppl.. Kaypo..


Happy 2009
1/1/09 10.25pm

1st post of the year 2009 =) I better get use to writing 2009, no more 2008. U see, we will nv be able to get back things/opportunites tt we might be given. I shall try to treasure ppl and things around me more, cos i feel tt i was too busy wif studies. Going iris' hse for countdown seems to be an annual thing haha. The same day last yr we met at her hse to countdn. It made me feel that 'wa, 1 yr just gone like this...' Nick wasnt able to make it for countdown again, this time he wasnt feeling well. The 3 of us watched the countdown, followed by 'dao huo xian' Zi Dan is quite cool in the show. He's the actor for Ip man. Huimin fell asleep haha, iris kept laughing dunno for wad. Both of us didnt dare to wake her up. We did a lot of random things beside her but her eyes were close. The 3 of us always so fun tgt, i will try to keep in touch while im in ns. We fell asleep after 5.35am, then woke up b4 10am. We went for bkf at tpy then went home.

I went home and played a few rds of viwawa chess. After tt met shiwei for window shopping, but i ended up spending. I thght i may not be spending while in ns so i spend now lor. Bought one adidas shirt for 49, like the words behind "Always On The Run". Bought another shirt and jeans, tio dok sia, after buying the jeans then qn myself why so exp! Then i see the shop name is called jeanperrie. Is it suppose to be some 'exp' shop?? Nvm la, kinda like the jeans also. Later went for pool, played 3 rounds only. Oh man im gg ns, have mercy on my hair, dun drag the shaver...ouch


8 More Days
30/12/08 12.45pm

If u are wondering why there is no archive, it's bcos i use the template to blog. When i just starting blogging, i use 'post' but it loads super slow, so i decided to use html, and i got used to it. So there wont be icon like 'comment', just tag at the tagbox.

Ytd i viewed some photos in my phone b4 falling asleep. They bring back memories, esp the days where decisions have to be made. Let me talk abt my class 0713. They can be fun, but i dunno why there's this thing stopping me from getting near them. Wad's this thing? I wondered.. Treat ppl sincerely can? Dun wear a mask la. I myself find it tiring wearing a mask, why make myself so tired?? But if u dun wear a mask in front of me, i wont do the same thing. 'U' as in generally the ppl ard me. It's hard to und a person. U wont know wad he/she is thinking. At times, if tt person accidentally offended u, just close one eye la, still can be gd frens after tt, dun hate tt person forever. Most imptly, dun lok down on ppl plz. No matter how smart u are, u will still have ur weak pts. Everyone has his/her weaknesses and strengths. I think if we can put aside some of these weak pts, the class can be more bonded.

8 more days.. I wish i can see my fren more often. Recently i have made this decision of not msging my fren, so as to make life easier for both of us. Also, my fren wont be trouble by my msg everyday. Dun worry yo, u wont receive anymore msg from me le! =) I dun wanna put u in a difficult position. As a fren, i will always be here for u. Well, tt depends whether u wanna ring me up at times if u need. I do have a lot to tok abt wif u, but u dun seem to have the time, and u made me feel tt im bothering u with my msgs. I often feel like im toking to myself, cos i dun see myself getting the type of replies tt i shld have gotten. Perhaps, tt's ur own way of staying away from me ya? Dun worry man, im different, i noe wad to do. Just wan u to be happy alrite? Missed tt chance, it could have happened. I could have gotten the chance to treasure u, be there for u most of the time. Take care fren =)


Growing Up, I Will
28/12/08 12.46am

Peeps, if u are here, tag.. My blog looks quite dead. Weiliang and sis for example, noe u two will bloghop, tag! Say hi at least. K, u noe, every one is different and unique. Me, i have a bad temper, not really gd wif socialising. Today, it was sorta my 1st time, sitting tgt wif a grp of ppl, chatting and sharing meaningful things. Though im not a christian, i see that some of the things they have mentioned are worth thinking abt. Ok, i wasnt mature enough for a relationship, was rushing thru things. But i learned from my mistake. How do i noe? I can see that things are different. 'It's best to stay as gd frens if u like a person, till there is no obligation to love him/her'-John Tan En Rui lol. Wow haha. A relationship is not like 'oh, i got u, end of story'. If the person u like doesnt reply to ur msg, or dun msg u on his/her own, do it urself. If he/she doesnt reply, or takes a long time to reply, u wait, surely he/she has smthg on. If u msged him/her the night b4 but he/she dozed off but doesnt reply the next day, wad wld u do? He/she is the one worth waiting for, respect her own personal life, she has the right to reply or not. Cant help it if he/she cant feel ur existence, as long as u are serious wif him/her, nth else matters. If he/she doesnt share the same feeling as u, stay as frens, just be there for him/her. U can be very serious with him/her, but action speaks louder than words, do smthg for him/her. U need chances as well, but smtimes u gotta make chances for urself. The person may have attracted u, but u may not attract him/her, u cant force this. For me, if i have chances, few outings are happy enough for me. As least i can rmb the happy moments tgt. Even simple things can make ur day. See him/her smile for example. Random thghts. Actually i just realise sm of the things i mention here have no link?? Im complicated, as all human beings are. U cant really noe wad ppl are thinking, tt's why there are ppl studying on how ppl think. Sometimes u wish for tt someone to be able to noe wad u are thinking. The only way is to tell him/her. But wad are the consequences? He/she keeps away from u? Feel uncomfortable wif u ard? Life is just tough sometimes, tt's why i think i have more to learn from this journey. I hope one day i noe how to express myself, cos im just typing wad's in my mind now, and they are all jumbled up.

Wow, i woke up 10min b4 9, went to wl's hse, then played badminton at 1pm. I lost my agility lol. After tt went for a party, ya tt one wif a lot of ppl to chat and share things wif. I went for a swim, realised t i can still swim lol. Wl and sis, seeing both of u in the pool tgt did make me jealous, didnt feel like swimming towards u two at times. I can wait.., unless im not allowed to.


Xmas Eve
24/12/08 10.57pm

Thght im spending my day at home after meeting my fren. Though no countdown, my fren was there. =) My fren actually needed to go off early, but dunno why i thght my fren will receive a call, lol so qiao, then free le. In the end we went from bugis to sim lim. I really like walking ard wif this fren. Sometimes funny things happen, then we can walk here and there again, haha, but i just like it. I wish i can continue walking with this fren everywhere, as long as we dun get blisters, but 14 more days to NS. Another movie ticket to keep, another day to rmb. U're a nice fren, i hope we can continue keeping in touch. No matter wad i wish u all the best, take care, i will make an effort to keep in touch. Army is scary because of u, not the physical training. Hope to see u very soon.


X'mas
23/12/08 11.48pm

Tmr is x'mas eve. No plan for countdown. Im a person who doesnt make an effort to keep in touch wif frens. Given my character, i have few frens. Sry, i will try to be a better person. Actually staying up late for countdown outside is a tiring thg. U will be troubled wif transportation. I hate to take taxi pass midnight. I failed my gp, and i didnt do well for the rest of my subjects, im prepared to go poly. Sorta wasted 2 yrs, but im glad meeting frens there. Ya right, results aint out yet u might question, but my instincts are accurate..


Vivo
22/12/08 10.38pm

Wa, i see the calendar then i start to panick. Im only left with 16 more days b4 NS! Today went out wif huimin and iris. We went one lvl higher and higher haha. Very fun outing. Saw weihan, didnt noe why i got excited to see him. He's a gd fren, sad tt i dun have more time to tok to him, wanna noe him better. Ha, he working at National Geographic, didnt noe. Quite curious abt the shop, next time i shall go see.


Dunk It!
22/12/08 12.20am

Haha, today i finally get to touch bball. Met up wif an old fren, quite long didnt see him le. While waiting for ur fren at the court, if u can dunk, hang on the ring, then walk away, dun look back at the ppl, disapear for a while. Soon, when ur fren arrive at the court, make an entrance, just head to the other side of the court. When u pass by other bballers, u will hear, "eh! he's back!", "he can dunk!". Wifout further ado, ur fren passes u the ball, and u dash towards the ring, and u will hear, "lai liao! lai liao! kan! kan!" in mandrin. After slamming the ring, u hear, "wa kao!" damn siok... Actually i cant really jump, my dunk wasnt nice at all, saw my video and it kinda sux, bt i will try to improve =)




24 Hrs A Day Is Not Enough
17/12/08 8.41pm

A lvl passed, nov passed, xmas coming, ny coming, dec ending, then NS IS COMING!! Why so fast?! Why so fast?! WHYYY??... lol, too bored.. Who knows where to buy helicopter model tt is fixed by urself and can fly?


6D outing =)
12/12/08 5.20pm

This is probably the last time tt im gg to see them. frens with no motives, frens tt always have topics to share continuously. I only love going out wif them, other than with my cj frens. Sorry tt i set the time at 11am, didnt noe u guys are so punctual lol. Pasir Ris seems to be a nice place to go, had pool there, took some pictures and went to town. S'pore really doesnt have much places to visit. Maybe let's visit sentosa for the next outing, if there is, or we can play some games, something interesting like the one we had later on. We went dg to see mr lee off for a meeting, he joined us back at Seoul Gardens for dinner. We were so glad to see so many ppl turning up for this outing. 22 ppl, out of 45, including mr lee. Seoul garden is super nice place to have our dinner tgt. There will always been so much fun whenever we visit there, we will be the noisiest. We played 'floating egg'. Float the egg shell on the soup, then put food inside, if it sinks, the fella gotta eat the contents inside! Super fun, all laughing like mad, and it's super exciting. then we 'improved' the game, transfer drinks into it using straws, so tt we can control the amt of content inside. i noe the trick to this game so i was the only one who wasnt forfeited. Loser has to eat well mixed peanuts with all sorts of chilli spices and garlic.. Wow their mouths stink. I videoed some of their faces when they eat the gruesome thing. We purposely digged a lot of the mixture, losers had to eat them all at one go, no drinking of water for 20s. Lol, after the thing all guys who participated when toilet to rinse their mouths. While in the lift, they purposely 'HARRRRR....' lol, noe wad i mean, wa stinks.... Then we went mr lee's hse! Haha one of his rooms is n a mess. We flipped thru his wedding photos, then chat a bit haha, reached home at 12.30am. Photos are on frenster. Wonderful outing, there's actually more to these..


Details of my run
7/12/08 6.58pm

Pix are on frenster. Today has been the day tt i anticipated. Thanks Albert and ur dad for fetching me and shiwei to the baggage deposit area. Didnt train for the race, here's the regret. But even if i trained well, i will still be crippled la... The race started at 5.30am, reached there by 5am. We crossed the starting line at 5.31am, cos we were behind. For the run, the front 16km was ok, non-stop, breathing normal, everythg was alright. I lost shiwei at dunno which km marker. I kept turning back but cldnt see him, sorry wei, i ps u. i rmb reaching 17/18km when i saw junhong's fren Dong lin. I walked with him till we exited ecp at 30km marker. Hope ur knees will be ok soon. We tried to run, but the cramps kept coming back, excruciating ones, unbearable.. The stretch of ecp path was bloody long, the scariest part of our race. There was only one single direction, but it didnt seem to end. After exiting ecp, i ran another 2km non-stop, luckily cramp didnt come back. Means i reached 32km, still had 10km. 10km was a lot for me. Imagine finishing 30km, there was still 10km. I was running alone, running alone didnt feel gd. Sorry tt i ps both of u. I entered Sg indoor stadium area, gotta go one super big round. When i came out, i walked, seriously cldnt run anymore. I was just counting 1km by 1km. I was optimistic, cos i noe i will eventually reach the finishing line. Every step i make, im closer to the finishing line. Every pain i feel then, i will in turn get back the pride later. My ankles seemed to be giving up, 'breaking'.. I wanna tell myself to run the remaining 4km when i see 38km marker. I still cldnt overcome the pain. Even walking was strenuous. My lungs are ready for another run but my legs were not. I was disappointed, wanted to finish in at most 5hr30mins, but i completed in an addition of 1hr+.. But then we all felt, completing it was all tt it mattered. Dong lin was disappointed too. He's a gd runner, but he injured his knees. He came to realise tt we shldnt be too hard on ourselves. We are only 18, the youngest full marathon runners.. Wad do we expect from ourselves? We had no experiences, hasnt been to NS. But we are considered fit compared to a lot of other ppl he said. True.. We shldnt be pushing ourselves too hard at times. I got emotional for the 1st time, felt like crying, when my mind thght tt 'ck, u shld be proud of urself, u completed such a distance alr, finish the rest of the distance. u had come so far, dun give up' u may think im consoling myself, but tt mindset was really wad i needed. I ran the last few km myself, no one offered me any encouragement, i was really feeling helpless. i entered city, saw farrari cars 1st, some garage. I wanna run the last 2km, but still cldnt! I tried to let my legs recover 1st, so i walked.. Saw this lady, i asked her for time, 12pm. Wow, 6.30 hours alr... The fact tt im still left wif 1km 195m++, more than 1km 300m actually. Then i saw this same caucasian tt i saw earlier, he said "come on, dun stop! smell the finishing linnneee.." He wasnt toking to me, but i heard his words, i got inspired, i ran... I finished the rest of the distance in 3minutes plus. finished ard 6hrs33mins. The finishing line was asking me to step on it.. so i gave all i have.. Equivalent to more than 3 rds on track, i sprinted the 195m. This was the 2nd time i almost cried.., but i held my tears. Why do i get so emotional? I think cos it's considered a big race in my life, and i conquered the race. This event thght me a few things. The heading on the posters is 'run ur own race' Perhaps if u are sporty enough, run ur own race, experience it urself haha.

I can see wad it's coming to.. My things dun concern u right.. I know.. Cant help it.. Feel so sad that some things cant happen..


Marathon!
7/12/08 5.33pm

Kinda excited, but i noe my legs will hurt. I feel so crippled now. My timing was disappointing, perhaps i shldnt have stopped after 16/17km. Once stopped, the muscles will start to cramp... Me and my frens suffered the next many km. It is a meaningful event, maybe will run 42 again. For now, I guess i will be crippled the next few days..


Prom Night
4/12/08 6.32pm

Only free to blog now. Had a great dinner, enjoyed the performance, then went to walk here and there, at clarke quay, sent wrong msg, then finally settled down at a pub, forgot the name. I dun drink, just stone there wif few others. Then went to mac, the one at clarke quay river. then we slacked there till abt 5.30 then walk to raffles mrt station. Reached home at 6.30, bathed, uploaded pic on frenster, slept at 8am, woke up at 11am. Ate a bit, went iris' hse, huimin was there too. Enjoyed my time there, 6pm went home. Too much to blog. Overall i had a great full day, so wanna make it short.

Everythg will not be the same if... how i wish... Counting down to Standard Chartered marathon 42.195km, i will survive...


Don't Watch Quarantine
2/12/08 3.14pm

Super nauseous show, dont watch, u will feel like vomiting. Those ppl became like zombies. Possible meh? Rabi virus is so extreme? If im trapped in the building and got affected, just head shot me.

Things are different now =( U dun reply anymore the next day if u dozed off while msging the previous night. Stupid john, tt's how u interprete haha. I think we cant force things to happen, but we must put in effort in wadeva we do right? Shld stay optimistic


A Lvl Is Over
18/11/08 1.20pm

No '!' after the word 'over'. Kinda empty now. Im lost, no more aim. The aim i set for A lvl will not be reached, how disappointing. most probably get BBBEU. The class went to play soccer. Stupid la, soccer very fun meh? I thght u all will go out. I wanted to buy xbox game but cldnt find.. 19-21 is chalet, hope it will be fun. Now waiting to be enlisted, and also for the stupid results. sian-ed, breeding maggots at home...


graduation
10/10/08 4.55pm

It's been more than 5 mths since i last blogged. Today marked the end of my jc life, though still need to go to sch for mock paper. The class took a few pic, some are in my frenster. I will miss sch. Time flies.. Kinda happy after bball game. Boy, speak up.. lol


Sian Post
26/4/08 10.50am

2 more mths to midyr exam. few more weeks to gp..


A Cut In My Heart
17/4/08 7.37pm

"It is painful to score 3As for 3H2, but failed gp..." -Mr Kwek, my principal. Damn, i see ppl with Bs and Cs entering honour roll. F***, why i fail gp, i could have been in top 10 (AAA)(DDB) ranking point 70... I will make a comeback.. Goal for midyr is triple A and pass in gp and econ. Honour roll, i am determined to get u one day..


Our Brother Has Returned..
10/4/08 10.35pm

Haha, the title sounds funny. He's a gd fren of mine. Hey, i noe u read my blog hor, talk to me abt wad we wanted to noe today soon.. U must give us a gd reason for losing contact... Wa today i cant wait to end sch. B'cos of the gathering, and stupid cowcil nomination... Oh man, i super love daytona now, jus started to be more interested after i learned the right way to drift. Got 1st a few times for beginner lvl, i think it's no kick anymore, tackling advanced level soon. I played b4 la, jus that i wasnt playing well so i wasnt addicted.. Teach me advance soon hor jieyang...


Full House
9/4/08 11.50pm



Here's my block test results, after studying so hard.. My 3 H2 finally paid off, as most of u may have alr noe.. The percentiles at the far right means % of ppl that i beat. For chem, maths and phy the percentiles are rather high, but i didnt badly for my H1s, so i will work on them more. Eventually, i got myself a full house Ace, not bad anyway. Ranking point is quite low, 62, if i pass boith H1s i could have gotten 70 and honour roll, too bad fail gp, can only eat spring roll. Nvm, i shall try harder for midyr.. Strive!


Another Tiring Sat
6/4/08 12.01am

This morning had napfa, got diamond, but frens said i most likely will get into commando unit? Jus hope i dun... Had lunch then cca, was alr very tired.. Reached home, do work watch tv till now.. Sian lor, another sat passed like this. Mon is changquan comp...

Look forward to this everytime, today it's a little different maybe?


A Funny Joke
2/4/08 10.00pm

There's a loser, who got 3As, but cant get into honour roll! U noe why? Cos he failed gp lol, so funny right wad a loser. The same loser wasnt able to win any medal during his last wushu comp. He was calm, he didnt enjoy the moment he was on the carpet... Hai, so kachiong for wad sia.. Go eat spring roll liao..


Carnival & Own Personal Post
30/3/08 2.50pm

Ytd ny had sports carnival. It's held at CCAB? Lol, i dun bother to find out where, near botanical garden jiu dui le. 6 of us took part in frisbee. Some time b4 the game started, we trained lol. I like frisbee damn lot, it reminds me of cj! I was trained in frisbee during PE. But an individual's strength is not enough to win, it needs teamwork!. From ytd's game, i can see the teamwork in my team. Of cos, we won, jus like last year. Thanks to Sohee, who can catch very well haha. It was a thrashing, 10:2, at 1st they scored 2 consecutive pts, each by a guy. (if gal catches, it's 2 pts) But it did not decrease our morale la. Everyone did well! Good job =)

On the same day, I was told early in the morning by a classmate, that i scored an A for phy, i was quite uncertain. Cos I heard there are only 2 As in the class. Another fren tld me the same thing, Ok then startingt to believe. After the carnival, i happened to see my form teacher, also my phy teacher. He smiled at me and said i got 80, i was damn high inside me LOL. It's a tie with another classmate lol, such a coincidence. Yeah i have been improving =p


HTML
30/3/08 2.47pm

I dun like to use 'post', i use html to blog. So i dun have 'archives'


Brothers Outing!
28/3/08 2.16am

This is wad i have been waiting for... An outing wif my brothers, watched shutter, quite the same storyline as the thai version. Wa, recently i have been spamming ghost movies, siao... Next we searched the whole pennisula shopping centre for bro's belt and my shoes. Wad a nice place, we found both. After dinner at ps, it was archade time, lol. I am addicted to daytona recently leh, maybe due to the driftings. We parted at 9, sad. Wonder if we can meet up again soon haha =)


Class Outing??
27/3/08 12.16am

Sorry km, misunderstood u as the anonymous guy. I shldnt assume, my bad... Today marks the last day of block test. Went to Mind Cafe with 8 of my male classmates. It's a pretty nice place, jus opp paradiz centre. We stayed there from 2 to 6, played a lot of games. The cafe has a wide variety of games, do visit, a lot of celebrities visit too. After that went to have dinner with hao and amos, then play Daytona! i super enjoy drifting... We played pool as well.. Quite a tiring day.. Gotta enjoy as much as i can, i think work is coming my way again...


Rule #1 Rules
22/3/08 9.28pm

Ytd, i spent the whole day out wif my brothers. We watched rule #1, all of us were scared... lol no la, jus having fun. Haha, 1 of them said that we shld jus punch that fella who touches u when u are watching a ghost movie. lol, he said dun wait, jus punch. It's a nice movie, i am a spoiler, but i wont disclose the story line here la. Watch it, for those who have life, and not always facing electronic devices. Lol.. Yeah, i went shopping ytd too. I tried so many cool shirts lol, looking for smthg nice to wear during prom night. Splendid is the theme, how splendid shld i wear? Haha, still have so much time, dun have to worry now actually.


There Are Losers In This World
22/3/08 9.20pm

I watched rule #1 ytd, talk abt this movie in the next post. The rule is there are no ghost in this world. Ya, but there are losers in this world. Some losers who will comment on certain things, insensibly. Jus becos u tok a lot abt studies, ur emo times, they will comment on it. These losers are jus purposely picking a fight. No worries man, jus choose a date, u pick ur chopper, i pick my broadsword. Lol, jus kidding, no resorting to violence. I think these losers are jus immature bah, purposely critiising ppl. others give them umpteen times for them to be frens, but they jus forgo the chances. No point la.. True that there is freedom of speech, but plz think lor, dun say things without thinking of the consequences. Grow up. I know who u are, jus like how mr pun told that poor attitude teacher. Ya, only u noe wad im toking abt hor, other readers wont know.


Sorta End Of Block Test?...
20/3/08 8.07pm

It passed so soon.. End of impt papers alr, cos next week is only MCQs.. I finished chem paper 30mins early, phy paper 40mins early, but there is still limited buffer for As. I guess i wont reach my target again, gotta eat spring roll with my brothers. Today i finally got back my life. I watched step up 2, play pool, enjoyed fun time with my frens from a different class. is triple A battery so hard to get? Cant wait for the MCQs to be over...


3rd Post Of 2008
23/2/08 11.54pm

Wa, macham 1 post per month.. Tag so that i will blog again, lol. Im starting to accept the fact that im J2.. So far my life in sch has been fine. Abt 3 more weeks to block test, hope there is no distraction, no unnecessary misunderstanding, basically hope everythg will go well. Been busy, staying at home wif work. But my studies and relaxation are balanced, so im not feeling so stressed. !2am le, signing off..


2nd Post Of 2008
17/1/08 11.00pm

Erm, i didnt know tt i have not been posting any entry for a mth. Yr 2008, any new year resolution? Make use of my time better.. trying to. More topics coming up ahead. Stressed huh? try to manage luh.. Block test coming up. All the best people.


A Stagnant Post
17/1/08 11.00pm

Stagnant...


Another Wedding Dinner
13/12/07 12.19am

It was on a mon. Same thing.. blah blah.. I dun often meet my paternal relatives, but this yr i met them more often. Actually i dun really like to meet them.. I have my reasons. These cousins of mine are closer to me:



Thinking: Stop wearing a mask when u meet them. Jus keep quiet if u wan, i guess im alr doing tt


SPF Lee Foundation Study Award At Home Team Academy
9/12/07 11.52pm

It happened on sat, 8th dec. I think this award is a privilege to children of parents working with the police force. My dad is only the station inspector but when he took out his pass and walked around, i felt quite 'seh' haha. Here are some pics i took b4 i enter the hall.


The entrance


front view of parade sq


track


parade sq left view


parade sq right view

Ok, sadly my dad is A NOOB at taking pic, so he didnt manage to take a pic of me shaking hand with the 'who' haha, the who high high rank, duno wad. Nvm, let it pass... Going on stage nia, been performing on stage, so no fear. One award down, 2 more this month. Yeah, can buy new things, haha


Standard Chartered Marathon
4/12/07 4.16pm

It was held on the 2nd. I wok up damn early at 3.30am. I did my carbo load during the last 1 or 2 days b4 the actual race day. I left the hse after drinking berroca and stretchings. How to get there?... Hmm i took a cab to j8 and waited for my fren to fetch me. Hh, gab, me and ch were in the same car, crapping. We reached there early so we went M Sq toilet. B4 the run, we passed our bags to Jun Hong. Luckily we had him there. Thanks =) I dun feel nervous, cos there are damn lots of ppl plus i have my frens running wif me. We jogged and jogged, then wonder how i got to marina bay, then back to raffles place then went to the highway then u-turn back to the finishing point. Quite fun man.. After the run, we all ached but we wont mind joining again next yr. Not bad for a 1st timer like me. I did no training, and was so surprised tt i can finish in 2:37:25 If i train, i might hit less than 2:10:00 cool..


Say cheese!

Tt's all folks. Oh ya, u can get damn lot of free 100-plus there.


0713 Chalet At Aranda
2/12/07 11.56pm

Supposed to be 27 to 29 Nov. Meet up with jiacheng and chuen hwee to go pasir ris mrt tgt. As usual, there are ppl who are late. Ok, head straight.. When we reach there, put our stuff down and started crapping. Tt place is really big. We stayed overnight and played murderer. the next afternn went cycling to changi village. then after tt do nth much. Here are some pics:


weimin got locked outside


playing mahjong


km got locked


hh got locked as well


jr slping like a pig


omg, wad are they doing?!


i did tt, 8 lvls... hehe


km did tt


nice pose by gab


last day, last pix.. wad?

Tt's all folk, too late now, it's 12.30am, blog abt marathon tmr..


Another Wedding Dinner
2/12/07 11.48pm

Supposed to be on 21st Nov. Wad so special abt wedding? Jus go their hse, watch them drink tea, then at night go to the hotel and have dinner. Haha..



Do Re Mi... Haha correct spelling? only 3 of us ard the same age. Im the eldest. Tt guy in the middle is my cousin whose sis got married.


Sentosa
7/11/07 1.00pm

The class went to a place tt is So Expensive and Nothing TO See Actually on mon. (SENTOSA).. We simply played volleyball, dodgeball, swim and had dnr at vivo. Then we crapped at the sky park till 10pm b4 gg home. Below are some shots taken during the trip:


Wow, jieyang is still a kid!


On our way to sentosa, by rail


Haha, act cool band


The sky is over there?!


Group photo 1


Group photo 2


On our way back to vivo. Secret shot by gab


Dinner at sky park

=)


Is Everythg Over??
13/10/07 12.44am

Wa siao, so long nv blog liao. more than a month. Ok la, was busy wif promos, and disappointed with my results, so i didnt wanna go home on tt day i got them back. Ever since promo was over, i dun feel like studying anymore. I dunno if tt marks the end of my fighting spirit.. Dun argue, it's really gone, no one can noe better than me, dun think too higher of urselves tt u can argue wif this. Not a single A, honour roll has turned into spring roll. Go and die hypocrites... I hate these kinda ppl. During O lvls it happened, now promos.. I hate losers winning me. I wan to own PCM. Dunno why maths did until like shit, i can jus throw away tt paper.. Chem was disappointing. Im very angry cos im jus one mark away from A, and i found many unnecessary mistakes... Really a lot of unnecessary mistakes... Phy Mcq and paper 2 was disappointing... I got a B for phy. Well, jumped up 2 grades, but y only B? Econs, i dunno wad went wrong for case study, i did well for essay... Gp, i did better than midyr.. Chinese dropped a lot.. Over all, improvement for 3 of the core subjects. this blog is so... Nvm, i dun wan ppl to visit anyway. It's all secrets here. Finally, F*** off wif PW


Happy Teachers' Day!
1/9/07 12.05am

today, ny had a special celebration at the field... picnic! haha:



then i went back to bty.. I didnt manage to see mr lim, my chinese teacher.. sob.. I tok a pic with mr koh, maths teacher. he is retiring.. Oh man.. why why why.... wont see him anymore... wont get a chance to attend lesson in the classrooms of bty le..


After tt, i went central wif my classmates, then go home mug... life is so sian...


17th Birthday!
18/8/07 12.40am

A moment ago, my birthday ended.. haha.. Was suprised to received msgs and etc the night b4.. This afternn came a surprise-cake. It's from my ny classmates.. We obviously 'had fun' with the cake.. Oh man my uniform... Cream all over my face... My fren's face... Ruined.. Muhahaha


After the long, tiring and cold sch day, i met up wif my bro and went home. I bathed then both of us went to PS. Stroll here and there, why arent they there yet i thght.. then came another bro, then cousin, then cj whole gang of classmates.. Woohoooo!!!... It was supposed to be my treat for dnr, but they insisted paying.. Kinda strange for bdae boy to pay. Then we 'had fun' with the food.. Had a lot of laughters, i feel most comfortable wif them. After dnr, the group of 4 brothers went to rush some hour.. It was so funny, i cant describe.. go watch it urself.. It was 11.30pm after the whole thing ended.. Tired, went home, bathed, now using com.. Looking at teh presents from various frens and card from cj classmates.. 13 of ur signatures. It's a record! Been so long since so many of us gather tgt again.. Thanks ny and cj classmates. Thanks relatives and frens. Thanks my mum, jus now was her 17th anniversary of pain... Bro thanks for the shirt, it fits well. I wld wear it during our next outing..





17th...


Fri The 13th
14/7/07 12.38pm

Oh wad was the date ytd?... Oh ya, how can i forget?... 13 It reminds me of jason movies... A lot of unpleasant things happened.. Majority of te class pon lecture on thurs, in the end principal visited our class. We arent the only class which pon lor. Jus dunno y out class was called to stay back after lect tt day, and we werent able to do so, only 5 were there... It was clearly seen tt we have a traitor among us, among the 5... No doubt, dun qn, we are knew it... Tt bastard didnt dare to come it the classroom when he was behind the principal and form teacher. Oh well, they came tgt... The atmosphere was tense... Very... The fella still had the mood to smile even when we all knew tt the principal was angry.. This thing led to another bad thg.. A good-for-nothing fella in our class was expelled.. How great, my instinct came thru.. He doesnt come to sch, come and go as he's pleased. He had no intention to stay in ny anyway, her mum forced him to. He had 18, dsa or appealed in de. He signed the undertaking wif principal tgt wif his aunt and mum etc etc.. Wad's wif this kid? Dun wanna waste mt time on this. Great news tt he's expelled, bad news for the PW grp who has him. The grp was left wif 3ppl after another classmate left for poly.. Good game.. Then another fren of mine almost faced an accident.. Phew nth happened..


Transformers
1/7/07 11.45pm

Today marks the start of the increment in GST to 7% haha. Luckily i paid for my shoes the day befor though it arrived today. Once again, 1T28 went out for an outing. It's hard finding tickets.. Played pool and watched it at marina sq. But it's kinda strange for this outing. Ppl looked sian and quiet. Anyway, the movie was gd. Tt's abt it...
Frens Come And Go
21/6/07 10.30pm

Wow, 2 entries in one day. Jus happened that things come across my mind and i dun wanna forget them. Frens come and go, quite true.. Treasure them while they are still by ur side. It's not easy to look for 1 or 2 really best frens that will be wif u for long. If i have a chance, i will go thru every yr of my life, jus to be wif all my frens again. Now im missing cj classmates.. I regreted treating everyday as it is, a day comes and passes wifout much being done. No interaction with them. Now i cld no longer be in the same class as them. Those fun times were rmbed.. All i can do now is to organise outings.. Please come ppl...


Dewu On Tv Today =)
21/6/07 9pm

Haha i almost forgot dewu will be on ch u 8pm show today. There was a close up on me and i was kinda shocked. It was far more interesting during the recording itself, more funny things happened. Haha, when i was watching, Angela suddenly appeared singing. The audience became other ppl. But then dewu ppl cut in again suddenly. This proves that angela wasnt there for the show, she was jus there to make a short appearance haha, her part was recorded on a different shedule. Nice opportunity to be there, though recording took place frm 7 to 11.30pm haha.


CCS Is SHIT!
19/6/07 4.00pm

CCS is really SHIT! U see, is this really a singing competition? I doubt so.. It's a voting competition. It's all abt the level of popularity. At the end of the competition, all u can tell abt the winner is he/she has gotten a lot of votes from the frens.. Wad's the use of the judges this way? Their comments make insignificant difference to the 'voting system'.. If it's abt campus 'superstar', superstar as in popularity, then singing shld not be the only event in the competition. But y is it singing then? To find the best singer among competitors? If that is so, why is Chuan Wei(pinyin) 'voted' out instead of Junjie(pinyin)? Is he junjie? Im not sure too, coz i dun give a damn abt lousy singers. Actually, i dun even give a damn abt this CCS show... I may prefer CS(counter strike) instead. Change the name of the show to "campus voted star". Shldnt singing competition be based on selecting the best singer? Well, it's jus boring variety show to keep the boring students entertained.. Studies come 1st ppl, forget abt being a star, coz i wont last u long. Get a life, get a certificate, coz it will last u forever dude...


Wad's Wif Me?
10/6/07 12.20am

Shldnt be feeling sad abt it. Gotta blame none other than myself for not treasuring those times. To sum up, im jus not ready.

Slacking all the way now..


Shrek3
5/6/07 1.03am

I went to watch shrek3 ytd and found it amusing. I didnt use to like shrek coz i didnt like the green ogre(is that how to spell?). Shrek3 is really farny and lame. Oh ya, i watched it with my class, tgt with ny students at a special price of $6, at suntec. After which, i went home =)


...:GP:...
28/5/07 11.11pm

My gp midyr ended 2 days ago.. 25% of promo.... I jus dun wanna fail... At least a 'D' k? After that, to celebrate for that, i went to my fren's hse nearby my sch for sm shows. Then met up wif another fren to watch Pirates. That movie kinda dragged but i do have to agree tt it's exciting. When Chou Yun Fat (did i spell his name correctly?) said: " Welcome to Singapore", many clapped! It was my 1st time hearing claps in a theatre, not to mention at the end of the show.. Pool time after tt. Kinda rusty liao.. Then went home.. zzZZZ


Another Usual Week
19/5/07 12.20am

Another busy wk has passed. What's worse than a physically and mentally demanding week? I couldnt help closing my eyes during some lifeless lectures and tutorials but i managed to pull myself back from dreamland. Napha test, phy lect test, chem spa, chinese oral, all on this wk.. Morning run, odac training, these are all 'parasites'. For napha, i finally pushed myself, but not to a great extent, with sheer determination to obtain an A for the 1st time. Wad a weak me... Alrites, finally 30/30. I had sm surprises for myself.. Improvemens are: SBJ from 275 to 280+ (wooohoooo), 4 X 10m break 9.38 hit 8.9!, too tall for the pull up bar, cant stretch out legs, 13 only. Since napha is over, i hope we get to play games during PE lessons. It's so boring running ard.. Only fuzzy wazzy likes to do tt. (Heex)


So Long...
12/5/07 12.20am

It has been so long since i last blogged. Many thgs had happened since the last entry. Tests shld be the stressful thg. I had 4 tests in last wk. But those tests are nth compared to miidyr. I must mug, cant go genting wif my parents ard june.

Ytd marked the last epi of 'Engine', a very nice jap drama showing kimura takuya. Go find out if u dunno. Only 11 epi, plus the last epi was touching. Oh man.. i didnt expect tt the ending cld turn out so gd. He was winning the F3 race but due to unforseen circumstances, smthg went wrong. The wind cutter or so called thgy came off, then the whole vehicle went skidding in rds. Some workers are supposed to toll his vehicle back, but he decided to push it to the finishing line. The crowd was touched by tt. This showed his pasion for F1 race. His principle is no matter wad, one must complete his race. Even though he didnt win the race, it taught us a lesson tt winning other ppl is not impt, wad's impt is to conquer urself. Well, go catch it urself, i dun wanna be a spoiler.

Today is the 1st day of kayak course. It turn out fun, and easy, coz i was frm canoe. Tmr will be another lesson. For 1 star, there are the capsize drill, which i managed to pass after the 1st trial. Then there was this climbing back to the seat if u capsize thgy. Fun la, i will go again during the holidays coz there will be a yr's membership. Today also very rush sia. After kayak gotta go mediacorp watch the recording of "Yin Yue Ge Dou Chang" The hosts and guests are so farny. Jus be sure to catch the 12th epi. Coz the wushu team went. So obvious, coz we were all wearing the old fashion shirt. There is this part tt took a lota time. Once 1st season campus superstar lousy singer kept having NG. Then kept wasting the tape. Well, it's ok.. Tt 1hr show took more than 4 hrs to record... NG here and there. Yawn.. Goatta wake up early tmr again, gg to slp.


Yeah! Nigh Cycling Is Siok!
22/4/07 8.40pm

It was drizzling when i was waiting for my frens. Gab's mum offered to bring us to east coast. Thx! We had bitching session during the journey. Hehe so fun.. We reached the mac early, had our dnr, then gathered for instructions. We were divided into grps, 9 ppl including 2 ics frm innova weixiang and gary. New frens made in the grp: Angeline, edwin i alr noe, peak siah and 3 ij ppl frm other cca. We settled our bikes and helmets, then set off. We cycled until an area which is for practicing. So troublesome.. Then we set off grp by grp after staying there til ard 12.10am. We went to the kallang river toilet then set off to the stadiums then main rd. We rode pass fort rd. Then i didnt really memorise all the rd names. I only felt tt my butt hurt. At ard 1.30am we reached Telok Blangah Hill. It's a creepy place, they said tt Huang Na the china little gal's body was found there. It's giving me the creeps now... There's huanted mansion up the hill. We went there to take pix. Wa, we were damn scared.. There is this lighted security rm beside the mansion... The photographer ic asked us to go forward one by one to go look thru the window. Siao! Later smthg suddenly appear then we will be screaming like hell liao. But there was nth la, jus sm clothes and a chair, like a person is staying there. I think tt person is supposed to look after the mansion, then wasnt ard at the time becoz he is in the mansion. Or.....muhaha....he cld be there....waving to us in the rm....but we jus cldnt see...haha..... We made our way dn, jus hoped tt nth will happen.. We left soon after tt then cycled to NUS. It's like we didnt really take a long time to reach the west leh. This shows tt sg is small. We carried our bikes up to LT3. Wa 4.17am still hav ppl mugging.. After the quite long break we went to have prata. Tt was at 5am. We set off again at 6am. The journey back was all straight rd, no uphill nor dnhill, so we dun hav to change gears. Changing gears was so cool lor haha. Dnhill very fun. We cycled a long long way, like nv ending trip, passed by suntec and vivo again. The ic who offered to lead us was like so hao lian, cycle wif his grp so fast until we cld not catch up. Our grp was separated by a red light.. 9 left 4 haha. Our ic behind me didnt noe the way well, but luckily we didnt go the wrong way like another half in front of us. I felt tt the 4 of us were gg thru those tgt, felt so gd. We cycled up the expressway, then passed by esplanade then rode towards the national stadiums. I then took the lead coz the ij ic didnt really noe the way. Then out of nowhere other grps came oso. But we really didnt see them on the expressway coz the whole of it only had 4 of us. We followed the grp back to east coast. We stopped at east coast for a break, then went to return bikes. We had a debrief, then went mac for bkf. This trip was damn fun la. Odac rox, i hope i can get in. I wan another cycle like this haha. Very tired..


I Dun Wan This..
17/4/07 12.05pm

U r probably the fren tt i feel more comfortable wif frm the start. But maybe as time passes, u get along better wif others. I feel ps-ed. Jus like today, and any other days... I dun feel gd.. The event tt happened today made me feel tt history is gonna repeat again... I will try to conquer this prob...


Sport Climbing Course
15/4/07 10.45pm

Wo wo, today is so fun. I went out early in the morning, to yishun safra for rock climbing. We had the theory part 1st, then lunch then practical. Yeah, we get to climb the slack wall 1st. There were 2 walls and i took the steeper one. It's fun and siok. The stupid weather spoilt the fun. I was having fun with the tallest wall then.. I like to hang up in the air, so i asked the belayer to hold me there, hehe.. After this course was completed, the people are certified to pass lvl 1 climbing. I think there are 2 free climbs, but i dun think i have the time, sad..


Oh My 天
14/4/07 10.15pm

Wow, today when i went for pool wif a fren, one amazing thg happened. The way that the 2 balls collided wasnt according to the law of collision/dynamics in phy. A ball was alr blocking a corner hole, blocking my black ball. My black ball was at an angle to it. My white ball was quite far away. Initially i thght i cld jus help my fren shoot in his ball 1st, so tt the hole wld then be empty and i cld shoot my black ball to win. However, both of us were damn shocked when i hit the black ball. It went towards his ball, at an angle, supposed to hit it in, but sorta switch direction wif it! The thg happened so fast tt we cant figure out how it was done. As in his ball kena hit out, and my ball went in! I was stunned for quite some time. U guys noe how the cushion ard the corner hole is like, i really cant tell how the black ball rebound. Is the laws of phy unable to apply to this situation? Amazing..


Wa, So Long Already
12/4/07 10.06pm

Last entry was abt the 1st 1 week i had in ny. Now it's has been more than a mth! I've not been blogging lo. I joined odac today, then the 1st thg they do is sm perspiring PT then 500 accumulated pull-ups.. Ya, it's kinda difficult for all the other boys i wld say. Other than the j2s, many of the rest needed to be assisted, others didnt need coz then only did a few. It took us a long time to complete the 500.. I only provide 12 for 1st time, 13 for the 2nd, and 10 for the last, coz it was alr 490, and i offered to help. Wa, now i gotta sacrifice every mon for 2.4km

One mth has past.. Im telling myself a lot of thgs. But y is it that i always feel so anxious when my hp vibrates? And when i discover the senders, i wld always feel dn all of a sudden, like the heart drop frm dunno how many floors.. It's no longer the same as b4. How shld i say it? It's like maybe it has ben a mth, so the fresh feeling isnt there anym? It may also be tt the prob doesnt lie in me. There are other possibilities i thght of, jus that im having mental block now, so cant rmb. Wad can i do now? I dun wanna iritate any1. Perhaps at most wad i can do is waving? Am i in a rash to give myself tt problem? Some preparation has been progressing slow.. Im at a lost.. Shld i continue it? Use another reason for the preparation? Actually i noe i shldnt appear, im a distraction. But anyway, i noe the attention isnt on me..


One Week Lo
17/3/07 11.06pm

One wk of studying in ny has past. Life is still ok. Today i went out for pool and mr bean. i saw many familiar faces during the outing, but i jus kept been unfriendly to everyone of them. I saw a cj gal who was frm beatty oso, and stays at my blk. When i went home, i saw her again. I dunno her so i didnt say hi, tt's quite alrite. When i was gg to take mrt home, i saw my cj orientation facil, but i dao him, coz of a past experience. I dun think he noes y i dun wanna tok to him. Then when i was abt to reach home, i saw my pri sch maths teacher, i did say hi, but didnt really noe wad to say but managed to tok for a little little while. Then when i walk a little bit more dist, i saw a sec 4 guides member. Nv say hi, though i somehow noe her. Am i jus unfrenly or mood swing or wad? Dunno sia, all craps..


Wad An Outing..
17/3/07 11.06pm

Today i was looking forward to the outing.., wif some sec sch frens of mine. I was thinking tt, "Oh, finally a successful outing." Coz previous outings werent successfully organised. However, when i 1st met one of them, he jus gave me tt bloody damn face, wif his earpieces stucked in his ears. I was so f***ed up especially when i tried to tok to him, but he jus finished me off wif some weird: hmh, ern, or wadeva sound. Dao me, so i dao him back, i got the earpieces stucked into my ears too. Then bloody hell, when the gals came then he bullshit all the crabs and lobsters.. Though i noe tt he is like tt, i cant accept dis kinda attitude. He mood swings so bloody much.. Is tt the way to treat ur frens? And when playing pool, still got the earpieces stucked in ur ears.. Cant u jus give ur attention to ur frens? Shit u, u have all the chances to listen to the songs whenever u wan, not tt they will disappear in ur mp3 rite? To make matter worst, another fella took own sweet time to turn up for the outing.. 1stly, this shows tt the person has no interest in the outing. 2ndly, show no respect for the ppl waiting.. Hello? No matter how tired or wad so eva u r, u shld jus tell so tt the time can be changed rite? 3rdly, this mistake is made almost 98% of the outings.. 4thly, no need to say, punctuality is one of the most impt thgs in life. If u are late, it simply shows the attitude u have and the type of insincere person u r... U still sounded enthu abt the outing b4.. Late for 1 and a half hour, plus almost alwaes late, wad's the reasons/excuses/problems u hav? Paisae for sounding like this here, smthg wrong wif me today too..

Then, after the boring outing, i went to queensway shopping central myself, coz i heard tt the clothes there are cheap. So i bought myself some clothes.. Tt's all, i think a little cheaper than other places only la.


J1 Level Camp
16/3/07 8.02pm

The level camp jus ended today. The class had great fun ytd. We played 'conquest' & 'matrix'. In 'conquest', it is a war-like game, smthg like the lord of he ring. Being the captain, i had to lead my troop(9 ppl) tru various obstacles/stations. Truout the whole journey, we kena bombed water bags badly. In the end, i think 3 blind folded(initially 4) survived. They were the code breakers, and were supposed to obtain the code frm 4 water-filled balloon, one of which was a booby trap. In 'matrx', it was jus a memory game. We gotta memorise 20 steps in a sq area, which was divided into more sqs. We were asked to step of the sqs duh..

Today, we played,'amazing race' ard the sch. Being the cap, i gotta lead. And i didnt noe tt someone took my photo until i watched the photos taken in the past 2 days in the hall. Kinda shocked, but the pix was taken well, quite 'sui' heex. After tt was the speech by the principal, followed by prize giving session. Tt's all folks, stay tune... But i may update often coz of mugging..


My Tuesday.. Haha
13/3/07 10.38pm

I was supposed to be gg out today. But somehow, i didnt. So i went to thomson plaza wif my mum frm late morning to afternn, then tryta read 'time' magazine and jot down some chim words. 15 past 3, i went for wushu at my sec sch. Had fun playing few games tgt wif juniors then helped to teach new intakes 'gong li quan'. There's a burning qn in my mind when i read up the chem notes. Why is the 4s orbital less energy than 3d? I forgot oso. Anyone who noes can type the ans at the tagbox.


6 Days Left
12/3/07 10.40pm

Boy, u have been thinking of wad to type ever since 10.40pm, it's 11pm now. It has been 20mins, but u still havent decided on wad to update.. Tell u wad, dun think too much, off the com and go slp. Wad will be urs, will be urs.. And try not to anyhow commit urself into wad u are actually not supposed to be doing... U noe wad u are supposed to be focusing on. I mean, dun anyhow find urself unnecessary thgs to do. However, if u really think u wanna try out, go ahead.. Treat it as an experience... Jus accept the result, whth it is gd or bad =)


Holidays? Or No Holidays?..
11/3/07 11.11pm

Wa, hols? This wk will pass by very soon lor! Gota mug liao. Soon there i will have more white hairs.. The disco night at ny on fri was cool. We were pushing one another towards the gals then tapping ppl's shlders and walk away.. So lame rite? Ny camp is coming soon, and i hope tt it will be fun. Be determined! Work hard!


Today NY Not Sian!!!
9/3/07 10.21pm

Wa! Today i actually enjoyed myself. We did the mass dance, finished learning the dances. Then we went smwhere to learn the cheerings.. At 1, we had our break then proceeded to the diva thgy, like gotta look for clues to find out the murderer.. Then we had our dnr. Pizza! After tt, we proceeded to the hall to watch ppl compete in mass dance. We then cheered and won the best cheering grp! Ember! Ember! Wow! The most exciting part is the disco night! Wakao! Damn fun!! Switched off all the lights in the hall then gotta disco lights! A lot of hot and high songs! Alrite! We ended with all the dances! Wad a great day.. =)


Expecting 1 More Day Of Sian-ness
8/3/07 8.42pm

Im expecting one more day of sian-ness... Some schs, like cj is spending their last day of orientation today... Today at ny, i felt so tired tt i cldnt carry on wif anymore activity at ard 3.30+.. A j2 councillor allowed me to take my early leave.. I went home, ate a bit then slept until almost 7. Tmr is a long day, wif more boring stuff being expected.. Alrite, after the orientation, the short 9 holidays will oso pass fast. Nvm, i will enjoy these days..


Hai..................
7/3/07 8.41pm

Walieew... It's expected tt ny's orientation IS LIKE SHIT!!!!! Ok! No games, jus a stupid bangla drum performance... Sian-ed... Ok... I dun wanna mention abt it, the thg is, there is nth to mention abt!..

Today after sch, i went to play bball wif leo lim, but was tired soon.. So we went to mac and chit chat. We played table tennis using the chopsticks and tape as net. Cool rite? The budget way.. Had fun playing tgt. Soon gonna be holiday!!! Bowl! Pool!


WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Let Me Celebrate!!!!
6/3/07 8.33am

Today, is the releasing of JAE!!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited so i dunno y i went to check online early... Wad the bloody damn hell!!!!!!!! I got into my dream jc!!!!!!!! I hope it will be gd... I will study harder to compete wif the ppl frm Rj, HC, SA etc.... Wa, i so happy siah.. i feel tt im real damn lucky.. I gotta brush up el frm now..




Left Cj Liao
5/3/07 8.18pm

Oh, 1st thg was, sch ended early today... Then 2nd was, no sch tmr... Which means tt i may no longer be gg to cj... Kinda sad... Ok, i dun wish to be posted back... No reason, dun ask.. Today i went out wif my class.. Probably the last outing? We went to watch Pursuit Of Happyness. Kinda touching.. Then went for pool wif leo ma and jk. Wad a sian outing.. K, tt marked the end of cj life.. Possibly...

Tmr, gotta wake up and check which jc im posted to.. Ah, i wont be able to see 3 gd frens of mine every morning le... I will rmb how i long for the trip to sch everyday.. So new environment soon? Or back to the same jc, sian-ed wif life coz all frens zao liao.. Bye for now...


End Of CNY Ytd..
5/3/07 8.06pm

Yeah i finally got the pix taken at reunion dnr... However, tt's known as the 3rd generation photo, im the youngest i think.. No surpise tt i hav a lot of nephews and nieces... Heheh




Leaving CJ
2/3/07 8.06pm

These mths in cj, i felt happy wif all my frens. It's really sad to leave.. But if tt really happens, i can do nth abt it.. Tt's y when i jus entered cj, i told myself not to get too attached to the teachers, frens and sch.. But everyone noes it's not possible... Even if i get the chance to be posted back to cj, those frens may not be wif me anymore... Saddening.... Btw, im lazy to find a nice blogskin, so i anyhow choose one...

These few days i went out a few times, all wif cj frens. If i really go to a new jc, i have to make new frens, and will definitely drift away frm old frens... Anyway, i think i shld jus live life as it is..


Yeah, Im Blogging To Myself...
17/2/07 11.52am

5 days had passed since my last update.. I had my reunion dnr ytd at my relative's hse. I played pool wif sm new frens. Thx to the pool tt kept me occupied. Then we took family photo! Generation by generation, then one whole family pix. Another reunion dnr gone jus like that.. We relatives dun get to see one another often, maybe a few times a yr. Hope to get lots of red packets haha. Gosh, i still hav hw..


Weekends!
12/2/07 10.37pm

I didnt get to go out wif frens on fri, but i got to go out wif my class n sat. It was fun. We went ps for pizza, then pool @ paradigm. After which we went for dnr then movie! Wow, the ghost movie was called "Unseeable"... Sound scary rite? Go watch it... The other movies im waiting for are "Ghost Rider" & "Spiderman 3".. The next day oso pool, with classmates frm bty. Pool all the way siah..


Wow.. Long Time No...Nvm..
9/2/07 5.14pm

Nth much happened on 6th, X-country on 7th.. i improved in stamina yeah. Dist of 5.2 in 27:32:03 gd for me le lor. Damn tired, sore throat, not well, but still physically fit. Thur, 8th, one more day to release of 'O' lvl results... Nth much happened too. Fri... The moment of truth... Perhaps it's bcoz i have brainwashed myself tt i will get 16... Tt's y when i got 12, was so surprised. I always think tt i will get 16... Tt's y im bloody damn surprised when i get 12 with 5 distinctions... Finally, i feel relaxed.... Wuhoooo.. Hoping to get into NY.. Finally, I did smthg im proud of...


Wushu
5/2/07 11.13pm

Today i went bty for wushu and i sorta helped coach a little bit. Dead tired... Gonna get 'O' results soon.. Damn it...


$ Fly Away
4/2/07 12.30pm

It has been a few days after i blogged my previous entry. I hav been feeling tired these days so i didnt come online. Basically, i will jus mention abt the more significant thg tt happened each day. Thurs i ran 15 rds, ard my sch's track, sum up to be 5.07km in 28mins. Fri canoe was fun. Ytd went out wif ig fren. We went j8. I went to Man Studio to buy a shirt. I wanna tok abt the auntie dn dere is damn kaisu.. U noe if u r browsing the shirts, u wldnt wan any1 to disturb u unless u call out for them rite? Then this auntie kept intro-ing shirts to me, then i was feeling quite disgusted liao. When i was in the fitting rm, the another person suddenly passed me another shirt.. Wabiang eh, why u all so kiasu? Hello?!! All ur shirts are nice la, u all dun hav to be afraid tt u cant get them sold rite?! Then i was like pissed off when i was abt to pay for a shirt.. The auntie went to call for another shirt's delivery! Wad the bloody hell, u dun hav to kiasu until such an extent lor! Im felt afraid to reject her coz she might turn face, but i still gotta do wad is rite... Last time when i visit the shop she was oso like this, damn... The shirts are nice, i will visit again, but next time i will tell her off... After tt, pool time at Paradigm.


Sian..
31/1/07 10.30pm

Wa, damn sian-ed... Today canoe land training can die. 1st, we alr had fitness test... 2.4 run was supposed to be carried out tmr morning but i pon-ing coz i seriously cant wake up any earlier... I explained to the captain, he said ok but i dunno if i can take the test anytime again.. So, we were left with push-ups, pull-ups and sit-ups. Damn, i didnt do well fot the test. Pumpings must be done within 1min! Wakao, i only did 63. As for sit-ups, 1min i only did 53, so little. As for pull-ups, own time own target. I good enough to do perfect 7 wide pull-ups. We did the hill run up down 5 times in less than 8 mins. I think after tt is PT. 3 sets of pumps, crunch, ??lanch?? (how to spell?) then jumping jacks.. Then we played frisbee. Wakao, i didnt even touch it lor... I thght everythg was over, but the worst had yet to come... "Push & Pull".. Wad the hell... Everyone held in pumping position.. Guys 1 by 1 go do pull ups, then whole grp gotta do no of push ups = no of pull ups done... Damn sian, especially u have more than 15 guys in ur grp.. I cldnt even take the heat... Jus imagine... U gotta wait, gotta hold in tt damn position, then do up to 150+ pumpings, coz the grp has ard 17 boys... Yawn, im tired, gg to slp...


Wow, Sieh Man... Siok
28/1/07 10.12am

Today i wake up damn early, like 8am+.. I gotta go bishan-tpy north cc to receive edusave scholarship on stage. I got to shake mr zainudin nordin's hand. He asked me wad sch i am frm and congratulated me. Haha, so sieh man, coz i didnt see him toking to other recipients. Wa, so siok, can spend $ again haha.


Iceskate
27/1/07 10.13pm

Yeah, today i woke up early and went out for iceskating. There were 4 of us. Then we played until 2.30pm b4 gg kfc for lunch. After tt, 2 of us had to leave, leaving me and hz. We went for pool b4 gg back in my uncle's car. So fun skating. Im getting the hang of it. Hope the next time 4 of us can skate and pool the same time..


Canoe Again!
26/1/07 9.15pm

Today is fri! So it's another day for canoeing! Today i went jogging 4.8 wif the team. Wow, i found out tt my stamina has increased, and the no of wide pull ups i can do is more. Today i was very enthu so i went into the T1 boat 3 times! I tried to sit in the K1 boat but im jus too lousy.. So i capsized 2 times in the K1 boat.. Walaw eh, im damn paisae lor! Sm gals can even paddle one rd... Wow, long time nv see a rainbow.. It's bloodly damn nice! The spectrum of colours ROYGBIV is simply too beautiful. Alrite today's training wasnt tt bad afterall. So, i went home wet haha...


Canoe...
24/1/07 10.20pm

Wa, today's pumping sum up to be 300 exactly... But i think i did 280- only. Crunches, dips, jumping jacks and some runnings... My life will be gone soon coz tmr is mass PE... Wad the hell, 2 days to my maths test... i better go study now.


Life...
23/1/07 10.20pm

Jc life is like no life... The work load is like a mountain... Then the thgs to learn are of higher lvls... Today i went for pool at Lucky Plaza. The cue stick is very good. One professional pool player can only use his 100% skill and luck when using a gd cue stick. That place so dark, hate the 'darkness'..


Luckily I Didnt Waste My Weekends
21/1/07 10.50pm

Ytd went out wif Hz for pool. Long time nv play pool wif him le, and i saw beattyians at the tpy pool. After which we went marina sq to stroll. Then the guy grumbling tt he's tired. Haha in the end we didnt stroll much.

Today i went out for pool again. Hai, looks like the only thg i noe is pool. Studies are getting more lousy than ever... I seriously thinking of how to survive even in the 1st 3 mths... Ok, i hope i wont let pool get over me... I must really revise my work this coming wkends. I hope i wont be too late... Too late to revise anythg at such a time... As for hw, i either dunno or nv complete all.. Im hoping the teacher wont go thru tmr...


CCA
19/1/07 8.00pm

As u guys noe, im in canoe, and the training is like hell... I heard frm the teacher ic tt it's the most exp cca in my sch. As in my principal focus a lot in this cca. I heard it costs abt $30 000 per yr, while other ccas' budget is only $100..

Now im gonna tok abt the intense training. Since i hav mentioned abt land training, i shall tok abt water training now. But there will still be running. Venue for every fri is mac reservoir. Run 5.2km, then 1 set of PT is 30 pumpings, 60 crunches, 20 squats and 10 pull ups... It's alr 3 consecutive days tt i had run and train... Today's accumulation of push ups and pull ups are 160 and 16+ respectively. Wahaha, now im damn fit.. Jogging amt to kilometresssssss this wk... Ok, then we got the chance to canoe!!!!!!!! It damn damn fun i can assure. Wa, u better dun think it's easy to balance urself in the boat hor! U go try out urself.. A lot of j1s got capsized.. And one person can capsize 3+ times. I didnt capsize luckily. The j2s when they jus joined the cca, some even capsized 5 times! And those are even the beginners' boats! I shall intro the boats now... For beginners, they use T1 and T2 (Tour boats). Btw, 1 means single seat, 2 means double seats. Then advanced canoists use the K1 and K2 boats. K1 is damn difficult to balance, u jus imagine the sharp edge of a knife in contact wif water, which means tt the surface area is damn low, damn easy to capsize. Even the seniors cant balance on K1. Then there is this type of boat call C1, C2 etc. The paddle is only one side, jus like the dragon boat de, they gotta kneel one knee and paddle. Canoe is damn fun, but the training is damn hiong! But i shall persevere!


Mass PE Was Hell
18/1/07 10.20pm

My fingers are too tired to type, now u noe y... Mass PE run 10 rds, then 5 bloody sets of PT. Ok bye... I cant take it, coz it has been 2 consecutive days...


Wad A Tiring Day
17/1/07 10.05pm

I had my canoe trial today.. Today we did warm up, then pump 50. Late comers 50 more, and we hav to wait for them to finish the 50, which means tt we hav to stay in pumping position... Seriously my arms dun hav the strength. I went jogging, frm cj, to ACS Barker then SCGS.. One damn big rd back to sch. Plus we gotta sprint when we reaching sch.. We finished in ard 15+min. The captain said it was an achievement. Btw, he is quite a nice & encouraging person. I didnt stop during the jog so i felt proud of myself with the fact tt i have not been running for damn long. After the water break then proceeded to 2nd activity. 3 sets of bumping, crunch? and jumping jacks. After every set we must run up grandstand and dn then dash back and stay in push up position while waiting for others. Walaw, by calculation, we gotta do tt 9 times. The rain allowed us to take a short break. Since it rained, the steps at the grandstand were slippery. We did the alt set of the pt call the circuit, which is to do stuff on & near track. Jog on widths of track and sprint on long paths. We pumped then jog then crunch? then sprint then tich? (i dunno the name, it's like ur hands r on the bench then u pump up and down, body facing the front). I guess u noe wad i mean by tt. Then jog then jumping jacks then sprint to finish pt then do another set of these again. Btw, whenever we run to the next pt, we must hold in pumping position until all arrive..

Tt's all for 2nd activity. I didnt do last act bcoz leg cramp. Long time nv excercise then suddenly wan me to do intense training i will die... So i went home for a rest..


IG Outing!!
16/1/07 11.10pm

Today sch ended at 2pm. So i met up wif my ig to play bball, frisbee and volleyball b4 gg cine for pool. Wa, today i was off form, except for the 1st rd. I KO a lot of balls consecutively when playing wif wai cheung. However i shot in the black ball in the wrong hole. Then in the subsequent games, i didnt really play well. We all went for dnr, then i left after tt bcoz i gotta get my new specs at hougang. I had to rush my maths hw when i got home. Sm other subs not done yet. Hai...


Funny Day
15/1/07 8.40pm

Today a few funny thgs happened. Like when i was playing pool wif daniel, we had a lot of really amazing tyco shots. They were really incredible! As in no one can imagine tt the ball will go in when miss cue. Haha, i dunno how to describe but thgs jus occurred like tt. Then joseph, my classmate since sec3, got reprimanded by brother paul, my sch principal today. He looked at the time-table and saw tt there wld be a chinese lesson, then e shouted,"Shit!!". Bro paul was coincidentally making his way into the class and overheard wad joseph said. It was the joke of the day lor. Haha.. tmr will be IG outing! But i dun wanna bowl, i jus wanna pool..


Boring Weekend
14/1/07 10.55pm

Wa, sian, i did nth much on these wkends. I played bball wtih chong wei, coz he stays near my gradma's hse. Tt's all folks.. And tt damn tightening of my braces wan my life. Cant enjoy biting food.. Haha, rite now im looking forward to IG outing. But i gotta lose face in bowling.. Someone in our IG is gonna take the stage. I dun feel like bowling..


No More ODAC For Me
13/1/07 2pm

Wa sian, i shldnt go for odac today. Wad shit? They splashed water bombs at us. Wa, dunno wad kinda water, but confirm has rotting eggs. Wa, then i sian liao, when do the drain crawl i asked to take my leave. Then i went back home, washed up, then went bty for sec1 cca orientation. Wa, my skills are getting rusty.. After which i played badminton wif some gals in the hall. Haha they both sec2, quite cute. Then now sian-ed at home blogging..


End Of Orientation.. Sobbing...
10/1/07 9.35pm

Wa... we gonna face it eventually.. Cjc orientation is over. Wa.. I miss mass dance... I miss the mass dance song.. Today i went kallang, national stadium. We did several games then most exciting part is dragon boat. Haha sun tan, train arms. Then we played shaking boat game haha. After tt when we went back sch, the 1st thg i did was to dash to the cubicle to bathe. Wa, tonite mass dance wif a gal, i cant stink hor... Wa, then we had dnr, then go practice hse cheers a little. We proceeded to the audi for finale nite. Wa, exciting part is hse by hse make their entrance into the audi. We cheered! Im in wad hse i wanted, Invierno!!! Which means winter. Blue! Blue! Blue! I got my hair sprayed blue, tied a blue cloth ard my forehead and ard the wrist. We watched performances performed by various house. Wa, i enjoyed myself seriously siah! Cheers and all those thgs etc. We ended the whole J1 orientation wif a mass dance.. I didnt dance well though.. Then after tt a short briefing, then took some photos. We went home after tt. Some went out wif frens, so gd lor. Wa... I miss IG35 more lor! I cant wait to hav the IG outing. No more of games or fun for me.. All there is is work... Lecture starts tmr... Hai.., gonna face it anyway...


Wad Hell?
9/1/07 8.55pm

Today is the 2nd of 1T28 orientation. Actually i dun really like the class.. Luckily my sec sch fren will be wif me. Today we went east coast for several games. I dun really wanna tok abt the games, partly bcoz im really not in the mood today.. So i guess tt's all..


Wow! Wow! Wow! Im On The Moon!
7/1/07 10.40pm

Wakao! No words can describe my feeling! Im jus too happy to blog... I found a $100 note birds edition!!!! Walaw! It extinct le la!!! Wa!!!!... So happyy! If chong wei didnt tell me tt i am supposed to pay the 'times' subscription tmr, i wldnt have received the note frm my parents!!!! Thanks!!! Wakao, the chance of getting tt note is like: 1/100000 lor!


Pool Time
7/1/07 11.44am

Ytd went to play pool wif daniel, a j1 fren. He's a worthy opponent. Surprisingly, he has a lot of common pts wif me. lyk he took triple sci, use laptop to go online etc, most surprising thg is he went beatty for sci practicals. Haha but i didnt take note of him in the quarantine rm. Lectures will be starting soon.. Life will get more busy for me, so i wont be blogging often. Buaiz


Last Day Of orientation
5/1/07 8.12pm

Today is the last day tt i can be wif ig 35. I feel so sad.. I feel tt they are better than my sec4 frens.. So sad, coz a lot chose diff sub combi, so will go diff class. In another words, mon is a new grp of pp. No matter who they are, IG 35, u rox! MUST keep in touch! Today i didnt join in some of the games. Morning was sch tour, went ard the sch, then had a break b4 playing basketball. Then we when to the hall to assemble. We den made our way to Police Academy for some dirty games. 1st, we played blindfolding game, which we have to guide the blinfolded frns to look for the shoes. Then we played obstacle course wif ig 19. We must protect our ppr frm opponents' water bombs. Then came the digusting part.. Mud pool... But i didnt wanna play, so i stepped aside. Haha, forming letters by lying on the mud pool, yucks.. Then wasnt in the mod for the nt game.. I heard frm my beatty classmate tt it was named, "DOTA: The Protection Of The Ass" smthg like tt haha, so farny.. Then we went to the swimming pool for water polo-like game, but i didnt join, duno y.. Hai.., wasted. We then return to Cjc hall for CCA briefing. I soon found out tt badminton only take in sch team ppl. Wad the hell, my sec sch only allow gals for badminton.. Wad shit... In the end, i join ODAC. Not the same as my sec sch.. ODAC is all fit ppl de. Im gonna train to be more muscular hehe... I think tt's all, we assembled in the hall at ard 5 for a chat then sch dismissed after settling some admin stuff and announcements. We met up in the canteen for a sad farewell party. The facilitators Steve and Amelia treated us choco and mushmellow. We yam seng then wrote abt how we felt abt orientation.. Sobbing, Steve mentioned abt an outing after 1st 3 mths.. He said he will say wad we wrote on the ppr. He will keep them in 2 wine bottles. Smart, i admire him! (Hitting chest like him now). Alright, tt's all for today. I love u guys..


2nd Day At Cjc
4/1/07 6.08pm

Todae, i went Cj wif an upset stomach.. Hai, today 4 ppl frm my grp had stomach pain. 1st thg we did was mass dance, then played dogs and bone. We went ard the sch for treasure hunting, in order to noe the places better. After tt, we went com lab to register for subs. We then went to canteen or break. Chit chat le then go hall again. After tt we went to play a digusting game. 2 frens had to tie their hands tgt then go to a pail, grab 5 beans, ans a qn correctly, then go back. But i ansed wrongly. The pail was mixed wif soil, beans, spagetti, oil, bread.. Walaw.. Wasted.. We chased after the facilitator with our dirty hands. After washing them, we played a tunnel game. Gotta, pass thru hula hoop, but it broke. We were asked to start all over again haha. Then we went to play picking sweet frm pan of flour game. Haha, then followed by spongy ball game. Gotta bring the ball to the other side then squeeze all the water into a pail. We use the parts of our body tt were indicated frm the chips tt were picked by the facilitator. Then, we played a hula hoop game, like we can only use all our fingers to move the hula hoop. Hai, due to some error, we started all over again. Then we gotta pass under the net (game played at volleyball court), then dunno how to describe wad we did, like gotta move the hula hoop dn then up a facilitator, wifout touching her. Did i miss out any game? Then we went to the hall le, heard some lame jokes, learnt some cheers, then college song. I got the pe shirt and orientation shirt today. After tt go home le, duno wad will happen tmr.. Smthg to do wif mud...Shit..


Orientation At Cjc..
3/1/07 10.00pm

Wa.., it's a total new environment! Wa, so long nv take bus to sch le.. Sian, i gotta wake up earlier. Today i went there early, and join frens frm beatty. We assembled in the hall and watched a short performance by the facilitators. Then, our grp (35) was brought to a wulu corner of the sch for icebreaker. We gotta intro ourselves then play a name exchanging game, so tt we can noe one another better. We played a blanket game, which is one had to say out the person at the other side of the blanket as fast as possible. All the games have forfeit. Then we played wacko, followed by a short break. We played tt polar game bear during the break, at the canteen. It's smthg like murderer. Then we went for a talk on choosing subs. I amost slept.. Then we went to a small hall to play a lame game like stepping on the pprs to get to the other side of the room. Btw, some facilitators are sick.., i dun wanna say how sick they r. Then we went to smwhere near the fitness corner to play catching, like the catchers will hold hands tgt and becomes a grp of ppl. Then we went to another area to play tt 'trees, squirrel & hunter' game. The games were a little childish, but it bonded the ppl more. Then it's the mass dance. Wow, i get to hold hands with a gal. Haha, i was sorta nervous... Then we had a break again, b4 debrief. After the ordering of shirts, we were dismissed. Haha, i went to play pool again after tt.. Hee


Gonna Be A Short Post
2/1/07 11.32pm

AHHHHHHH!!!! I really really, seriously cant believe tt sch reopens tmr!! And it's a total new environment for me!! Luckily, i spent these 2 days to the fullest. Ytd, i went out wif 2 frens. We went for pool and had dnr at LJS. When we were abt to take the train, Hz realised tt he forgot to take back his EZ-link card after playing pool. We bid farewell to Yingzhen then after tt rushed to get it back. The amazing thing is tt the same thg happened to me b4. Then coincidentally, we saw his bro there haha. After tt, we made our way to Heeren. Along the way, we called many ppl to ask them out for iceskating the next day. Initially, we wanted to make it 4 ppl, so tt there's a package. But we managed to find more ppl, so total became 7. Yeah, bought a shirt, but so exp..

So today, we met up at tpy int. When we got there, we hesitated many times whth we shld really skate, coz short of 1 person. But then we were alr at Jurong East. Finally, after much considerations, we decided to play pool. Halfway thru, Shunli left 1st, followed by Alicia and Zhihan. Wa, left 4.. Then we hesitated again whth to ice-skate, coz Yingzhen gotta go home. In the end we went back up again, but still acted like sissy ppl, so still didnt play in the end. Hai.. We didnt mean to make anyone unhappy, coz initially the gathering was made for ice-skating.. Hai... So we went for KFC. Then after Yz left, Wee Han, Hz and me decided to go bowling at YCK, but we were amazed tt there's no longer a bowling alley there!! We thght of gg Marina Bay to bowl, but finally went back to tpy to play pool again. Ha..ha...... Pool addicts.. End up 3 silly ppl playing pool, and odering noodles to eat (nice leh). I vent my anger on the balls man.. Wack ar! Then mumbling, "Cjc..Cjc.., Wack u ar!.." Smashed in a lot of balls, but still not siok.. Wa, really cant believe my holidays have ended siah!... Today was a fun day.. Hai, my frens who arent gg 1st 3 mths are so lucky... Gotta wake up early tmr, post another entry next time..


I Got The 6D Gathering Pix!!
1/1/07 1.00am


Happy New Year to all!!!


Monday, April 30, 2012

End of sem 2, but still have a lot of things to do. Overall, this sem was good, as i enjoyed all the foundation modules. Too bad, i made a couple of careless mistakes, dunno if i can secure a good SAP. Alright, i will just aim for 4.4 this sem.

Now i have to focus on Oweek, my main event. Hmm, train up on my fitness. I realised that as the year goes by, the distance i clock per year is getting lesser and lesser... From 300km in 2010, to 250km in 2011, what about 2012? Haiz... wanna save money, cant join too many running event.

Maybe retake my Ippt again? My window havent close... Just wanna fight for Gold. Wanna do whatever i can this holiday, stay happy and recharge for a new work year ahead.

Plan for SEP. Think of modules to take next year.. Wanna watch movies, videos, funny shows, especially catch more of running man. Really wanna try something new. Like go join the escape at scape thingy which my CAC councillor recommended. Sounds fun! =)

chek_keng at 12:31 AM