Anything worth having is worth risking for.

I have a feeling...Which is being match by my dream now. All I know is I shall be happy for my last 20 days in Singapore. Many people often only express their love for people they love just before they die but let me tell you...you never know when it your turn to leave the world or worst the turn of that someone. Do what you always want to, say what you always want to and live life without regrets.

wake up at 7plus as usual...but went back to sleep till 11plus 12plus...no idea too. went to have some lunch which i just anyhow pick the dish. went to the embassy of Japan to get my Visa...head to Harbourfront Starbucks to go my stopover report. Has been a shitty day so far...my contact lens is giving me a blur vision -.- and it causing me to have a shitty headache...which making me tired...to add up I still have a stopover report to finish...WOW. Can't wait to sleeeppp...

29 More Days...

Now...this is my 29 more days...When I did my Visa Application Form just now...Things get slightly emotional I guess. When the numbers of day...start with number 2...it just means you be off soon. You tend not to get that piss nor angry nor disappointed over small stuff as it would be like, what the point...I left 29 days might as well use it to the fullest joy of it. When I leave on Sept 10 to embark on my new journey, I never thought I would say it...I will leave with a heavy heart. As no matter how much I hate Singapore nor think it boring...the memories here are just simply priceless. The trip to Malaysia with Ann Perng, the drinking session with BigT, Lepak around Playground with my Clique 4...Sathia, Vat...Hmm...Yeh.

But never a less, I am looking forward to my new journey in Japan :) While will always be missing my Family, Friends, Food and Hotdog...

29 more days...(it may seem long...but trust me...it isn't...been in such situation before...)

30 More Days...

Currently i am Jurong Point Starbucks, just using my lappy and doing my work. But I am so tired so I shall take a break now. In the afternoon just received my Certificate of Eligibility and Certificate of Acceptance from my Japan University, Reitaku. Which means I only have a short 29 days in Singapore left. Gosh! That fast. I still have a lot of thing to not yet to be done. My insurance, my Visa, my winter clothes, my stuff...Idk! Haha. I still have not spend times with my close friends too yet...Have not eaten my favourite Singapore food...Haven spend enough time with Hot Dog yet...Hmm...Haven spend time with my family? Haven...eat enough yet before my torture in Tokyo start? Haha. Nvmd! Idk! A lot of stuff yet to do I guess. Shall start with my Visa tmr.

29 More Days...

My mistake. Here left 30 more days...

on my 500th blog post...i would like to tell every of my blog reader this...keep this in mind always. very impt!

"The mistake that most people make is that they only start to treasure things when it is already gone."

Have a good long weekend :)

:D

i left 4 weeks plus in Singapore...it seem so close now. I am leaving soon. time goes so fast till...yeah. tsk...

*edited*

too depressing...shall strike it off...

One more quote from me myself!! :)
It easy to find people to share your joy with but never to find someone to share sorrow.

Invictus

This short Victorian poem...really caught my eye...Titled Invictus.

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.” - Richard Bach

It tough ending a relationship...way more tougher when you end it not because you don't love that person no more but because you do. It not because I don't miss you cause I missing you already. But I have to do what I have to do. It a tougher than I think it would be.

*Edited*
Too depressing too...But that quote is nice. So shall keep it! :)

~ We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy. ~ Walter Anderson

This phrase always goes around...It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. While I don't deny that it true...in fact it true. However sometime it just better to forgive and trust again. Like the quote says, we never get vulnerable than when we trust someone. However...if you can't...we neither can find love or joy. To me if someone is worth having, it worth risking. Some stuff in life is just worth risking more. It a new chapter now for I hope, my trust isn't wrong.