my exam is over. i always think my Bali trip was book without much though and too rush. but now i feel it the right time to leave my current life and go there just with the mind to relax for the few days. with my laptop dead, there is a chance i will not have internet there...a hint that it time for me to kill all contacts with my current world and live a Balinese life. it time.

why you are better off downloading?

recently i am so nice i decided to buy adobe web premium for my own use. BUY! spend $$$. LEGAL! But the fark thing happen and my cd become spolit or something...and I need a replacement disc...It cost USD$20 + shipping cost. Which mean a addition of $30-40USD? Supporting legal is so expensive...therefore no wonder so many people are downloading illegal...It not just the license that is expensive, you have to factor in the after-support cost too.

my dream as a pilot

after last night and today, i realize my true dream could be really be a pilot. i was always aware when i always declare a new dream or so...because often it wasn't the one i wanted to be. (*ahem banker)...but after last night a trip report by a Swiss Pilot, I realise piloting is the part I really want. To add on, today I was so into the story of US Airways Ex-Pilot C.B. "Sully" Sullenberger who managed to ditch the plane in Hudson river and miraculously everyone survive. He is right, the achievement of fetching 150 people to their destination is just feel out of the world. But there is a difference between I want and I can. Well, in my current situation I am far away from it but I am not going to give up. I can blame anyone, I can blame my parents for not giving birth to me at some country where it cheap to fly, I can be jealous of people who are rich enough to learn flying. But what the point of doing so. Facts are facts. You are not going to change the situation, blame all you want, jealous all you can, what u get at the end of it is still nothing. The only thing that can change is your action. Only your action to work what you want can get you what you want. Even if you fail, so what. At least you fail with a fight and not fail by being jealous of others and grunting how shit your situation or life is. For me, being Pilot is all I want to achieve and that my lifetime dream. If it don't happen, so be it, life isn't always like what you planned.