After what has happen today, I reflected and I realize I might been in the wrong course. I always told myself, whatever you do, go for your passion, go for your dream. However, in reality things isn't as simple as it seem. I always though I might have interest in the banking, fund managing and stuff but when reality kick in all you realize the reason I decided to take this course is simply for money. If you make it in banking, your money will keep rolling in. I always wanted be involve video production (other than pilot) but when future seem bleak, sometime you betray yourselves and pick another path instead. But a decision have been make and I will just have to responsible for what I have selected. It surprising how a simple quiet walk will make you reflect so much about yourselves. When you realize you gone the wrong path, you simply walk back. But when you realize walking back isn't a option anymore, you just have to walk in deeper.

And I have set a new goal - I will try to backpack to some part of Malaysia within 3 years alone. Time to set up a new fund.

Today Isn't A Very Good Day...

Haix...I am lost...

Going Basketballing tonight with my long-seen sec school friends and just chill out this night. One more thing, I love Singapore food!! XD If I leave this country one day, the only thing I will miss are my family, friends and food...that all...the 3Fs...


The Linguine I cook last week...

Sometime the most difficult thing in life is decide which bridge to be cross and which bridge to be burn.

I don't know what have happen to you but I hope this all picture will you happy. The Roti Prata is really good, hope you will eat it soon! Relax your mind, think positive! Tmr will be a better day! SMILE BIG! :D It hurt to see you sad.

Today is a friday! mean it a very short day. 2 hour of poa. today went to east coast park after school with some of my poly friends. cycle from east coast mac area to an area near Changi Airport before cycling back. Short trip but very fine. Joseph tried to hit Yuqi with a Umbrella and lol he bang onto a road sign at high speed! Gosh, i witness that and it still so funny. The umbrella broke! They play soccer than throw ppl to sea. Before eating at BK and chat at Mac before going home. Supper at Jurong West St 90+ with Yuqi and Royston before going home. Have a wonderful day and I love PLANES!!!!. WOAH!!!!... Tmr going to makan Roti Prata in the morning and watching movie at night! Angels and Demons!!!! WOAH!!!! I more or less confirm I will go oversea solo but nothing is confirm till i confirm my airticket tmr morning. Too tired to do it now, so still have one night to think.

Oh No!! Something might have happen to you!! GOSH!!!! Where are you?????....

Nice! I like!

I been thinking for the past few days, should I make a crazy step out of this country. While my heart side toward going and more or less confirm (Got approvals from "Home Affair Office" le) so balls in my court but still I have to think alittle more. Seriously, suggest to any 17years old teen to travel alone, he will call you mad but that exactly the mad idea i am looking at. I will have factor many things such as safety, accommodation (i plan to stay in a local's house so as to learn their culture and really interact with the locals), expenses on food and traveling, quite stress to be exact. But blame myself to be someone who love to travel. Traveling is my life and it very hard to drop this habit. There is also other positive factors toward this trip and will make a decision by tomorrow. Excited yet worried? Maybe? But fark if u want a simple and safe life, stay at home. This year I have traveled to Bangkok, Kota Kinabalu (Diving) soon to Bali during Oct. How about Perth? I want go South Africa (Johannesburg) and Bangladesh (Dhaka) after NS!

Jiayou Jiayou! Cannot give up eh. You can do it! Slow and steady! Have faith with you!

LOL...

See what I have found!!!

Man Utd have won the title. that more or less confirm. looking forward to the next season now. LIVERPOOL all the way!

Before I forget, see your Prata le ah but still, too bad you cannot eat. Anyway, all the best for your Bio Test tmr and work hard for your studies. Follow your dream and you will achieve. Jiayou! I end off with this which I think extremely gross face. I think the face is understandable, suppose to be round but whatever.

Today is Wednesday, which mean it is a short day for me! 3 hours of lab lesson. Lab lesson were okay for me and after school went to AMK Pizza Hut with my classmates. Ate spaghetti student meal and not bad, i still prefer Pasta Mania one for some reason. After eating, we played a modified version of 7-up, instead of counts of 7, it become 3. So 3-up to be exact. And the forfeit? For the girl a slip with a straw, for guys a thumb full without a straw of a extremely gross Pepsi with extra ingredient such as Tabasco sauce, Cheese and hell alot of Chill Flakes. It smell like god-know what and look like bloody-hell. By luck or skills, thanks god I didn't have to do the forfeit and for sure it it extremely gross. Went to Lot-1 after that to get some stuff than went Boon Lay with a bus. Decided to get Prata (look at my old post) and went home to do my stuff. Will start my tutorial after blogging.

Today, I saw the 9pm show and I was rather inspire by it. It use building sandcastle compare to being a teacher, let me us building sandcastle compare to achieving our dream. To build sandcastle is all about skills, use too much water the sand become mud, use too less water the sand won't stick, beside that we have factor in other element we can't control, wind, wave etc who will try to destroy this very sandcastle. Same as achieving our dream, try too hard you will most likely be tired-out and never reach ur goal. Be too slack, there is no chance for you to reach your goal. There is also external factor be it luck, opportunity that is beyond your chance. In simple words, there a huge chance we might fail but why do we still do it? To enjoy the process of acheiving what you really want. When you do not feel happy when acheiving it, perhaps it never the goal we really want and it time to let it go and start from another point. Aim low go high. When we fail, we just try again, cramping small failure in your mind will result huge liability in the future.


The sickening Pepsi...

Gavin and Wilson

This is a story of a prata. Once upon a time, there is someone who want to see a prata. In order to let that person see a prata, I plan to go buy a prata. After school after going to Pizza Hut with my classmate, decided to go home and went home i did. On the journey to boon lay, I rmb about the prata and decided to go jurong west to get a prata. At boon lay interchange, a irriratating sales person who proclaim he is not a sales person (he mention he is doing a survey but it like you think I am 7 years old and i am a moron to believe that?) tried to sell me some saving products blah blah blah bullshit which obvious i have no interest in. To a point i told him my bus is here (which indeed was there), he told me to take the next bus. To a point where obvious i have show no interest, he told to in a nice way to catch that bus that has arrived in the station for awhile. But for god-sake, u think the bus will wait for me? So I took the next 198 to Mr Tek Tarik and decided to da bao home instead. Took 185 home and eat my prata with curry plus sugar. This is the end of story, have a nice day and enjoy the picture of the prata. :D

How do people live in the suburban survive without this?

Sushi-Tei is good...

I like it menu design...

Chinatown houses, the memories...

Haix, I hate my life. I hate it to be here in Singapore, I hate the stress of studying, I hate this freakin place. Why I am not born in some countryside, raising tons of cow and sheep as a way of life. Slow and steady, not bad. Love it to be exact. Instead, I am stuck in this city, where time go so fast. Bet many people around the world would want my life but you can have it. Simplicity = priceless. All i need is a simple life, with my wonderful wife and children, live a decent life and that it, BMW and Mercs? I don't mind but if I don't have it, so be it.

Went to celebrate mother day today, got drag out of my bed and off to have a mother day lunch since my mom would be having a wedding dinner at night instead. (who on earth have a wedding dinner on mom day? weird) Went to Chinatown to walk walk than went off with my sisters to town to get her presents and stuff. Have Sushi Tei, and wow, it good. It freaking good to be exact. Best of all, my Dajie treat us! Thanks alot! Took a taxi home and use my computer! Just finish my stats homework and have no freaking idea how to do POA. So will leave it for tmr to be taught.

One last thing, I love Starbucks! I love Stingray! I love Sambal Kangkong! I love Cockles!

Tmr, I will write why all my respect for Lewis Hamilton flew off just like this.

today is a very short day, two hours of lecture and done. mr chee teach most of today lecture at tutorial period liao. so just seat around, read newspaper and slack around. after school went to have lunch with dajie, agatha, carene and wilson before going to library to find Izwan. After all, went back to JSS to help out and meet up with Monkey, Aziz, Lammy and Lingam. Have a Stingray and Cockles plus Rojak for Dinner with Lam and Lingam than went back home. Detour to Popular and saw Joan there. And when I open my letterbox, YES! FINALLY! my diving card is here! YAY YAY YAY! However my name is mispell, now I am "Zhi Wei Ng" WTH. But I still miss diving!

Hi all! Today have my school as usual. Dr Badri lecture is as usual very good. His stats soon to be one of my favorite subject. Rush home and get change to go for a Business Conference/xChange kind of thing. Meet a few people, and a angmoh guy Mathew is pretty nice. Share with me his experience and stuff with business. He from New Zealand, came to Singapore because of his girlfriend have a job here instead so no choice have to move over. So sweet, i bet they must be a loving couple. In the future, I pledge I will be like him! Slap those baskets who cheats!

My Personal Quote:
It not the result of love but the feelings of it that truely matters. (Abit broken english eh...)

Wee!!! Today school reopen for the week. Have to go school super super early because of a lecture that is suppose to be last week change to this week 8am. It by Dr Badri. He is super good and super funny to a certain extent. Not bad la but Stats itself is boring so ya. Than have POA, Stats tutorial and POMarketing lecture. Today POM sucks, the lecturer tried to act fierce, to make thing worst her lesson is freaking boring. I nearly sleep in her lesson and crap in my pants. Can't wait for Ms Susan to be back! She the best! Okay, today I am still lazy to blog about the birthday party and the outing on saturday, so I will leave it for tmr. For now I will post a photo.

O ya, to someone who was saying her holiday is on 1st june. It okay, I love to study but it still not fair. :(

I brought my bus/train pass today. Yay! So happy, finally can travel without worrying about spending too much money on transportation. Life in school has been pretty good other than it is very independent, if u don't study the lecture won't nag at u or stuff, so if u want to do well, better be self-motivating. Everything much is going well other than the distance to school is still very very very very long! Here is three pictures of me and some of my classmates. Steal from Da Jie blog. Going poly is not a bad choice as I afraid it might be.