Haix. I am so sick of this damn Singapore, stress like shit, materialize like shit, hot like shit, tall farking building all around this farking concrete country. Everything is all about money and nothing else. I hate this life. I swear at this very moment, I will migrate to somewhere peace and slow in the future (If possible and plus if I am still alive than).

In simple words, I love my country Singapore but fark I hate it too. It great yet it shit. It good for money earning yet these are exchange by stress. It so fast, sometime you just wish it goes slow. No one follows dream here cause it not realistic. Of course the positive part is it is safe and this country is where i born, of course i love it.

Singapore is a great place to develop a person who won't follow his dream, work to earn plenty of money, live a fast-paced life, live a stable life with big cars and houses perhaps and definitely won't die so early. All this might be dream to others but yeah somehow it doesn't match quite to mine.

I have decided and will embark on my first solo oversea trip this sept or oct. Will be a great experience, hope will learn something off this trip and have fun. Destination wise most likely would be Perth but nothing is confirm till confirm.

Quote I like which I heard from my friend. Everything Happens for a Reason.

After a happy day on Friday, here is my week reflection... XD

Haix. When we are in problems or when we a failure, we usually blame everyone or everything. But at the end of the day, the main cause is still yourselves. When things happen the way you wanted, it also usually you cause it. When you think you are failure or sort or no balls or whatever, usually you are.

To You: After all the shits I have face last year plus beginning of this year, I just do not have the courage to do anything. I am lose and no idea how to move the next time. I am to be blame, sorry.

Last friday I have a hell of a day. After going to Yio Chu Kang for my 2 hours lecture, I went back to the west to help Vathsala to drag that huge pool bear to Suntec. As usual, the always early Darren plus Vathsala reach Siam Kitchen first and have to wait for the rest. :D I skip lunch so I can chiong ah on this buffet. The food isn't bad, quite good but the best part is still the meeting up of all my pals. Talk plently, went to Suntec fortune of wealth to make a wish and took plently of picture. (Most of the pictures have my face and idk why. :p) It really good, have hell of a fun to meet up with them, I have a great day. Hope to see you guys soon. Lastly once again, Happy Birthday Eileen!

Birthday Girl with a big pool those head is bigger than hers.

Me with Mooooo-ni...
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Photo with Bryant plus Annperng head in the middle

Photo with Bryant plus Annperng head in the middle plus Iwzan

All guys!!

Me with Birthday's Girl

What do you think I have wish for?

Blow Blow Blow!!!

Sorri, can't resisted. :p

I feel so violated. Hehe...

Once again, ALL GUYS!!!

Saying of Grace led by Bryant before Dinner (Ya right...)

Final Crazy Photo with Birthday Girl!!!

while looking through my bookshelves for space, i saw a card that has hidden there for quite awhile. who would know a simple card hold plenty of memories.

When things are lost, memories are the only remains. - Moi

One more thing, my blog is so well-hidden away from Google.

Haix. Haven decided whether to play Singapore Junior Golf Championship 2009 or not? Play mean have to go back to full training and skip 3 days of lectures/tutorials. Don't play leh, this is like my last year before I cannot this tournament liao. Sian.

The only time we people regret of the chances we should have grab or the things we don't cherished in the past but should, is when we lose it.

While we often get so obsessed in finding the best fit, we often don't realize the best might be just in front of you.

Two original quote from my feelings at the earliest morning...

if i change history, i wish that day never happen.

the sky is brilliant.
the sea is brilliant.
the land? it shit.