Damn pissed this weekend. Trying to make myself less angry cos being angry affects me and my health and more wrinkles on my face and not other ppl! Yet I just can't help being angry!
One of my so-called cousins is having a birthday party today. Don't bloody care how old she is, think about 14, and don't bother how old she is anyway! This "cousin" also low EQ, been spoilt by parents, aunts, etc. She's poor but she behave like a rich princess and always think she so pretty, dolling herself up. Siao. Actually she's not poor, got computer, tv, education, food to eat, own mobile phone, internet, etc etc, where got poor??? Only my aunts think she's poor and pitiful cos her real mother abandoned her.
My mum had a chalet for her office event which was cancelled, so she happily offered to these relatives of this cousin. Anyway I have never considered her my cousin (long story). Don't like her philandering, womanizing father and her stingy, thick-skinned stepmother. Though the stepmother (wife to the uncle) is quite pitiful that her husband betrayed her but her behaviour is also irksome!
Well, offer the chalet to them never mind. My mum, in her kind-heartedness and eagerness to cook delicious food for people to enjoy, offered to roast turkey. So I thought that was all but felt it wasn't to be as that aunt don't know how to cook loh! Don't think I am dumb, a BBQ does not entail that little food... Ended up my mum was organizing everything and intended to cook other dishes such as beehoon and curry. My mum even borrowed car from another aunt to transport stuff like paper utensils, portable stove, to go buy satay from City Satay etc. Knowing my mum, she will go all out to do what she likes and not take her body into consideration by carrying heavy things or persisting even though she's tired. The next few days, she will complain of tiredness, body aching here and there.
Knowing that the aunt-in-law wont help and can't cook, I called up an elder aunt living with her (aka my mum's sister). She said she already asked the aunt-in-law to help but she is working so cannot help out. I felt it strange cos that "AIL" will not lift a hand to help loh! She is that low EQ and that lazy and that... dunno what words to describe. I called my mum's sister again this morning when I discovered my mum left the house so early in the morning to GO AND COOK!!! RIDICULOUS!!! This elder aunt somemore can say my mum is a willing party. Willing party yes but knowing them, they will NOT LIFT A FINGER TO HELP LOH!!! Willing party still must help right? If not sit there like dumbo?? So I made a big fuss out of it to my elder aunt (who actually dotes on this so-called cousin alot too) and ended up she went to help cook as well. (Or at least that's what my mum said).
I dont really believe and don't give a hoot about it just as long as I make my displeasure known. Call me disrespectful I don't care! What respect for elders who cannot behave themselves and set a good example?! By the way, I must go chase them to pay back my mum the money used to buy the turkey, satay and who knows whatever ingredients my mum helped to buy. Cos they will not pay back or even offer to do so.
These people are really horrible! I hate these kind of free-loaders, that's why I always end up being the bad person and telling them off!! But I dun care. Why do I have such horrid relatives???????????????????????
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
My 1st experience with OBS
I have never been to Outward Bound School before in my life and was quite sianz when I was "arrowed" to organize it. Anyway the day finally came and with reluctance, my colleagues and I trooped off to OBS at Pulau Ubin for an overnight stay and a day of activities.
We started off with a BBQ dinner followed by some activities at night and a stay in their dorm, which was not air-conditioned. The food was ordinary and cold. Thank goodness the weather was sunny despite that it was raining cats and dogs non-stop just before. Glad to say that most of them enjoyed it after that, especially the "Flying Fox" and the "Jetty Jump". Some of them even wanted to do the "Flying Fox" again.
As for me, I was glad I was game for all activities, even though I was afraid of heights and really trembled climbing up the stairs. The stairs were quite scary as it was made up of hard wire and could see through. However, my boss was very encouraging and was the last to do the "Flying Fox" as he personally encouraged everyone of us to go through it.
Additionally, the "Jetty Jump" was kind of scary as we had to jump off a plank and swim a distance to climb to land but it was fun and exciting.
All in all, I finally know why some people like to go to OBS so much. It's all about challenging yourself and getting out of your comfort zone. Doing activities that you have never done before with an open mind and open heart will bring you new levels of achievement. I fully understand that and really it was a newfound confidence and sense of satisfaction having accomplished those activities!
We started off with a BBQ dinner followed by some activities at night and a stay in their dorm, which was not air-conditioned. The food was ordinary and cold. Thank goodness the weather was sunny despite that it was raining cats and dogs non-stop just before. Glad to say that most of them enjoyed it after that, especially the "Flying Fox" and the "Jetty Jump". Some of them even wanted to do the "Flying Fox" again.
As for me, I was glad I was game for all activities, even though I was afraid of heights and really trembled climbing up the stairs. The stairs were quite scary as it was made up of hard wire and could see through. However, my boss was very encouraging and was the last to do the "Flying Fox" as he personally encouraged everyone of us to go through it.
Additionally, the "Jetty Jump" was kind of scary as we had to jump off a plank and swim a distance to climb to land but it was fun and exciting.
All in all, I finally know why some people like to go to OBS so much. It's all about challenging yourself and getting out of your comfort zone. Doing activities that you have never done before with an open mind and open heart will bring you new levels of achievement. I fully understand that and really it was a newfound confidence and sense of satisfaction having accomplished those activities!
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Year end ramblings
Well, it's almost the year end with 12 months of ups and downs!
Sometimes I wonder if it's more downs than ups. Perhaps.
It seems I have lived the past 6 months in a state of ambivalence. Well, I don't know what word to use either. God has been my support but sadly at the same time, I did not entirely believe nor trust in Him. Not even seek much of His help. I hope I do better in 2008.
Sometimes I wonder if it's more downs than ups. Perhaps.
It seems I have lived the past 6 months in a state of ambivalence. Well, I don't know what word to use either. God has been my support but sadly at the same time, I did not entirely believe nor trust in Him. Not even seek much of His help. I hope I do better in 2008.
Betrayal seems more hurtful than loss.
Maybe some things are just not meant to be.
Maybe I should not be so pessimistic and count my blessings.
I got a new job doing what I want to do! Plus new colleagues!
Oh and my childhood friend is getting married 13 months later - the first in my closest circle! Yoohoo. So exciting! Heh. What's more, it's a long awaited church wedding!
I feel happy but not entirely happy.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
My first work presentation
Well, I experienced many "firsts" with this new job and yes I am quite glad. Being challenged out of your comfort zone and knowing that you can do it at the end of it gives you added confidence.
I was "arrowed" for a corporate presentation to some visitors to our company. It's something everyone has to go through but I just felt irritated cos the slides are boring, hahaa... Mind you, the last presentation I did was in school.
Thankfully my boss ran through with me and asked me to practice in front of him before the actual stuff. So I would say that's nice of him though.
Anyway, it's just a small presentation and I doubt the visitors were listening much. I rather much present my own stuff but all in all, it's a good experience. And yes, my self-esteen and courage are boosted!
I was "arrowed" for a corporate presentation to some visitors to our company. It's something everyone has to go through but I just felt irritated cos the slides are boring, hahaa... Mind you, the last presentation I did was in school.
Thankfully my boss ran through with me and asked me to practice in front of him before the actual stuff. So I would say that's nice of him though.
Anyway, it's just a small presentation and I doubt the visitors were listening much. I rather much present my own stuff but all in all, it's a good experience. And yes, my self-esteen and courage are boosted!
My 1st media release
I am so happy cos my first press/ media release was sent to the media recently! Actually it was last week, hehe. Happy cos I had some involvement in the project though it was a three agency joint release. Happy cos I did the very first draft and nothing "big" was changed, except some sentences were cut to place elsewhere and I forgot to include a quote from someone famous... Hohoho. Anyway my mentor said it's a good first draft! Hehe. I am so glad.
Just slightly peeved that I did not go down to an event as the media was there and they asked about my "project" rather than my mentor. My mentor, of course knows about my project and she ended up fielding questions from the media. A missed opportunity for me!
Nonetheless, I guess there will be more to come.
Good start, good start.
Just slightly peeved that I did not go down to an event as the media was there and they asked about my "project" rather than my mentor. My mentor, of course knows about my project and she ended up fielding questions from the media. A missed opportunity for me!
Nonetheless, I guess there will be more to come.
Good start, good start.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
I'm loving it
It's been some time since I penned my thoughts! Well, was busy with lots of stuff, adjusting to new colleagues, workplace, assignments and personal issues. Of cos there are ups and downs, but whatever. I had much fun yesterday!! Yoohoo...
Yesterday's event was at Raffles Hotel, also the last event of my company for the year. As usual, my role was to talk to the media/ interviewees and facilitate interviews between them. To date, I probably did this about 3 times but as previously there were seniors so I was overshadowed and I left the job to my seniors as well cos I felt super tongue-tied. Haha. This time, couldn't escape as only 2 in my team (including me) were available.
At first, I felt quite apprehensive talking to those people we picked out for media interviews cos it's abit like networking and everything but after the first few I got better and felt more confident. Although at the beginning it was like I started to stare at my senior and asked for cues, haha... Anyway, after most of the reporters got their jobs done, we proceeded to sit down for dinner and watch the awards ceremony as well as listen to Minister's speech. (I cannot tell you if it's boring or interesting cos all of us already had his printed speech in front of us, haha). It wasn't anything unexpected. In the midst, I tried my best to small talk with those reporters on my own and I am very happy I could make this effort. At least I wasn't that quiet like last time. Probably I knew more of the project now and had some "meat" to sell to the reporters. Phew!
Anyway I am super happy that I tried though it helped that the reporters were more relaxed and friendly at a dinner rather than at a media conference. Hehe. Guess I will continue to improve and perservere. After the dinner, I was at such an adrenaline high! (maybe it was the food too - made me super duper full and feeling super fat after that)
I am glad for this small achievement and will continue to perservere. Need to come out of my shell man, which I admit I often sink into it due to laziness and fear. Oh, for the bad things I experienced, let's sweep it under the carpet then. "Remember only the good stuff " (sounds like a radio's tagline)
This Monday - got to do a presentation on my company to some visitors. Stressed, never done it before and I suddenly kena "arrowed"! Sighz, must prepare, must prepare.
Yesterday's event was at Raffles Hotel, also the last event of my company for the year. As usual, my role was to talk to the media/ interviewees and facilitate interviews between them. To date, I probably did this about 3 times but as previously there were seniors so I was overshadowed and I left the job to my seniors as well cos I felt super tongue-tied. Haha. This time, couldn't escape as only 2 in my team (including me) were available.
At first, I felt quite apprehensive talking to those people we picked out for media interviews cos it's abit like networking and everything but after the first few I got better and felt more confident. Although at the beginning it was like I started to stare at my senior and asked for cues, haha... Anyway, after most of the reporters got their jobs done, we proceeded to sit down for dinner and watch the awards ceremony as well as listen to Minister's speech. (I cannot tell you if it's boring or interesting cos all of us already had his printed speech in front of us, haha). It wasn't anything unexpected. In the midst, I tried my best to small talk with those reporters on my own and I am very happy I could make this effort. At least I wasn't that quiet like last time. Probably I knew more of the project now and had some "meat" to sell to the reporters. Phew!
Anyway I am super happy that I tried though it helped that the reporters were more relaxed and friendly at a dinner rather than at a media conference. Hehe. Guess I will continue to improve and perservere. After the dinner, I was at such an adrenaline high! (maybe it was the food too - made me super duper full and feeling super fat after that)
I am glad for this small achievement and will continue to perservere. Need to come out of my shell man, which I admit I often sink into it due to laziness and fear. Oh, for the bad things I experienced, let's sweep it under the carpet then. "Remember only the good stuff " (sounds like a radio's tagline)
This Monday - got to do a presentation on my company to some visitors. Stressed, never done it before and I suddenly kena "arrowed"! Sighz, must prepare, must prepare.
Friday, September 28, 2007
One month old again...nearly
I am almost one month old in my new job & loving every moment of it! I like my current job now hahaha... At first I was quite scared that being part of the media team was specialised & scary & there were loads of things that I don't know what to do & loads of people I don't know, especially the media but things look set to heat up soon!
First of all, I like my colleagues - they are all welcoming & chatty & most importantly they try to include me in the group. Projects are inter-dependent but that's good as can get to know more people and interact. Though there are group dynamics & I am always the quiet(er) one in a group, not knowing how to react.
In addition, there's another new guy transferred from another division coming soon. I don't really have a good impression of him as he kind of likes to show off & be seen around the bosses. Anyway he is the apple of the eye of his soon-to-be previous division. While he is slightly good-looking, he acts like he's very good-looking & smart & he likes to heard. That I cannot stand. Though I agree it's a good strategy to learn from. Whatever.
My first few weeks were spent being bored as I had nothing much to do & I happened to come during their most busy periods. My mentor was busy running around doing events, etc. However it was all right waiting as she finally sat down & briefed me through more stuff today. Thank goodness. Very happy but not very confident & scared. I guess we will cross the bridge when we come to it then. Somemore my team all senior except me with non-senior hahha...
More to come, more to come... hohoho
First of all, I like my colleagues - they are all welcoming & chatty & most importantly they try to include me in the group. Projects are inter-dependent but that's good as can get to know more people and interact. Though there are group dynamics & I am always the quiet(er) one in a group, not knowing how to react.
In addition, there's another new guy transferred from another division coming soon. I don't really have a good impression of him as he kind of likes to show off & be seen around the bosses. Anyway he is the apple of the eye of his soon-to-be previous division. While he is slightly good-looking, he acts like he's very good-looking & smart & he likes to heard. That I cannot stand. Though I agree it's a good strategy to learn from. Whatever.
My first few weeks were spent being bored as I had nothing much to do & I happened to come during their most busy periods. My mentor was busy running around doing events, etc. However it was all right waiting as she finally sat down & briefed me through more stuff today. Thank goodness. Very happy but not very confident & scared. I guess we will cross the bridge when we come to it then. Somemore my team all senior except me with non-senior hahha...
More to come, more to come... hohoho
Saturday, September 22, 2007
My 1st 2 weeks
I am 2 weeks old in my new company! Yoohoo! Actually quite happy, times passes pretty fast & I like the people I am around with. They are very nice & welcoming, such that I have forgotten I have worked in XX company. Hmm... Was I ever from there? Hehe.
Anyway I just felt quite welcome because HR knew I was reporting to work as well as my dept! Everyone knew there was an "Amy" coming & seemed to be looking forward to it & so far, everyone's been nice & chatty. One colleague said I was abit quiet though but well, I typically have no projects to work on yet & my mentor is away this week. So what can I say or do?
My desk is a big cubicle with shelves, a short cupboard & high partitions. It's strategic too. Though all of us are enclosed in the cubicles but people around do make small talk over the cubicles or walk over to each others' desks. Strangely enough, I found that I didn't need music to perk me up like last time.
In addition, people mill around & share food willingly. Even the boss comes out & talks to people, whether official or non-official. At least people in my new company feel "human". And I am glad they have tried to make me feel welcome. I am so happy that I come to work smiling with anticipation and go home happy even though I may have not done anything for the day! And I just realised that when there are events I have to work extra but seriously I do not mind as it's a good time for bonding with the colleagues, you get to learn stuff & interact with people of all walks of life! I am just so happy!
Oh, by the way, I had to work on a Sat for an event during my 1st week already. It was fun but scary though as we had to facilitate the media interviews with our company's spokesperson & one member of the public. I was really lost & stuck for words so I just kept quiet and listened/ observed what my mentor did. She tried to tell me the facts of the project but it was too last minute & I was really afraid I would say the wrong thing to media, which will be published.
Apparently there are more of these to come as I am dealing with media (press releases, media queries, speeches, etc). Well, well, well. There's alot of learning and I am raring to go! But yes, I am really scared & not very confident... =P
Anyway I just felt quite welcome because HR knew I was reporting to work as well as my dept! Everyone knew there was an "Amy" coming & seemed to be looking forward to it & so far, everyone's been nice & chatty. One colleague said I was abit quiet though but well, I typically have no projects to work on yet & my mentor is away this week. So what can I say or do?
My desk is a big cubicle with shelves, a short cupboard & high partitions. It's strategic too. Though all of us are enclosed in the cubicles but people around do make small talk over the cubicles or walk over to each others' desks. Strangely enough, I found that I didn't need music to perk me up like last time.
In addition, people mill around & share food willingly. Even the boss comes out & talks to people, whether official or non-official. At least people in my new company feel "human". And I am glad they have tried to make me feel welcome. I am so happy that I come to work smiling with anticipation and go home happy even though I may have not done anything for the day! And I just realised that when there are events I have to work extra but seriously I do not mind as it's a good time for bonding with the colleagues, you get to learn stuff & interact with people of all walks of life! I am just so happy!
Oh, by the way, I had to work on a Sat for an event during my 1st week already. It was fun but scary though as we had to facilitate the media interviews with our company's spokesperson & one member of the public. I was really lost & stuck for words so I just kept quiet and listened/ observed what my mentor did. She tried to tell me the facts of the project but it was too last minute & I was really afraid I would say the wrong thing to media, which will be published.
Apparently there are more of these to come as I am dealing with media (press releases, media queries, speeches, etc). Well, well, well. There's alot of learning and I am raring to go! But yes, I am really scared & not very confident... =P
Thursday, September 13, 2007
My last day at work
It was finally my last working day last Thursday at XX company. Haha. Long awaited! However, it was quite a busy whirlwind because I had last minute stuff to help them clear. Sighz.
Anyway, sent out emails notifying the agencies and clients that I work with that I was leaving and to contact the relevant parties. Was particularly pleased and encouraged by their responses - basically they were sad and shocked that I was leaving and thanked me for my help and efficiency for the past 2 years. Was really happy when one of the media reps in India actually emailed me back & said she was sorry to see me go because I had been a great help, fast & quick. And this was the media rep that I initially had lots of conflicts with as she always submitted late stuff. Thankfully, I seemed to "tamed" her or she toed the line & would email me to check if urgent ads can be booked first. That itself, is an achievement. In addition, I am glad I made a few friends, all who said that it was a smooth & good working relationship.
My boss & dept popped Tattinger champagne (albeit left over stock that was supposed to be given to the agencies) and toasted me to my future, as well as the other ang moh colleague who is also leaving. It's good to know that your work is appreciated but sadly, it only happens when people leave in this company!
After that, the sales managers took me & my marketing colleague out for drinks where we chatted easily. It was my 3rd time out with them for the past 2 years. One of the manager said that they should lunch together more often next time and have drinks. I smiled but thought to myself, "you are always all talk and no action".
Anyway I am glad I have left for my greener pastures - it will be a better career path!
Anyway, sent out emails notifying the agencies and clients that I work with that I was leaving and to contact the relevant parties. Was particularly pleased and encouraged by their responses - basically they were sad and shocked that I was leaving and thanked me for my help and efficiency for the past 2 years. Was really happy when one of the media reps in India actually emailed me back & said she was sorry to see me go because I had been a great help, fast & quick. And this was the media rep that I initially had lots of conflicts with as she always submitted late stuff. Thankfully, I seemed to "tamed" her or she toed the line & would email me to check if urgent ads can be booked first. That itself, is an achievement. In addition, I am glad I made a few friends, all who said that it was a smooth & good working relationship.
My boss & dept popped Tattinger champagne (albeit left over stock that was supposed to be given to the agencies) and toasted me to my future, as well as the other ang moh colleague who is also leaving. It's good to know that your work is appreciated but sadly, it only happens when people leave in this company!
After that, the sales managers took me & my marketing colleague out for drinks where we chatted easily. It was my 3rd time out with them for the past 2 years. One of the manager said that they should lunch together more often next time and have drinks. I smiled but thought to myself, "you are always all talk and no action".
Anyway I am glad I have left for my greener pastures - it will be a better career path!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
My 2nd last day at work!!
The long wait is finally going to be over real soon… yippee!!
No need to see that sickening admin manager’s face & hear her obnoxious voice boasting or ordering people about! I hate people who are rude, aggressive & flaunt their wealth but say they are very poor. Anyway I am very very glad to be rid of her… always hear her saying she goes to Crystal Jade more than once a month and spends on 2 tables or My Humble House or Tung Lok. Oh please, I know you are rich but you don’t have to tell me where you went so I can be like other colleagues who go “ooh” & “aah” over it. I won't marvel at you cos you are boasting. Indulgence is not my cup of tea.
Anyway I am just super super super duper glad!!! I can finally do what I want to do in life!!! Yeah yeah yeah!!!
My first day at my new place is on Friday. Yes, it is weird I know but it cannot be helped. Anyway my colleague from the new company called to tell me what will happen on Friday, which is my new company’s 4th anniversary. Haha. I somehow chose the right day yah? And after that they registered me for a media course on Mon & Tues. Hmm… Sounds quite fun!! At least I can get to learn something new. Yoohooo!!!
And I am really thankful to God and this company for the opportunity to learn and start afresh in my career. I had neither experience nor qualifications but I believed that God knows what’s best for us and will grant us our desires, if they are right with Him. It was really a time of waiting on His Promises. I had applied for this job sometime early Jun and only inked the deal in black & white late July. In between I went through 3 interviews and I couldn’t gauge my performance for each one but somehow God pushed me on to the next stage effortlessly. I was beside myself waiting and waiting for the news each week but God is good! He never allowed me to wait beyond what I can bear. Every week, someone from my new company would call and tell me what’s going on or there would be something happening like an interview. Like there was once I was waiting after the 2nd interview for news but I waited for one week and on Friday evening, they called & asked me if I was still keen. So if I was still keen they would push me to the next stage to meet the “CEO”. Then the next week HR called to make an appt for the week after. So every week was kind of accounted for and I guess things were making progress.
Cannot wait till tomorrow!!!
No need to see that sickening admin manager’s face & hear her obnoxious voice boasting or ordering people about! I hate people who are rude, aggressive & flaunt their wealth but say they are very poor. Anyway I am very very glad to be rid of her… always hear her saying she goes to Crystal Jade more than once a month and spends on 2 tables or My Humble House or Tung Lok. Oh please, I know you are rich but you don’t have to tell me where you went so I can be like other colleagues who go “ooh” & “aah” over it. I won't marvel at you cos you are boasting. Indulgence is not my cup of tea.
Anyway I am just super super super duper glad!!! I can finally do what I want to do in life!!! Yeah yeah yeah!!!
My first day at my new place is on Friday. Yes, it is weird I know but it cannot be helped. Anyway my colleague from the new company called to tell me what will happen on Friday, which is my new company’s 4th anniversary. Haha. I somehow chose the right day yah? And after that they registered me for a media course on Mon & Tues. Hmm… Sounds quite fun!! At least I can get to learn something new. Yoohooo!!!
And I am really thankful to God and this company for the opportunity to learn and start afresh in my career. I had neither experience nor qualifications but I believed that God knows what’s best for us and will grant us our desires, if they are right with Him. It was really a time of waiting on His Promises. I had applied for this job sometime early Jun and only inked the deal in black & white late July. In between I went through 3 interviews and I couldn’t gauge my performance for each one but somehow God pushed me on to the next stage effortlessly. I was beside myself waiting and waiting for the news each week but God is good! He never allowed me to wait beyond what I can bear. Every week, someone from my new company would call and tell me what’s going on or there would be something happening like an interview. Like there was once I was waiting after the 2nd interview for news but I waited for one week and on Friday evening, they called & asked me if I was still keen. So if I was still keen they would push me to the next stage to meet the “CEO”. Then the next week HR called to make an appt for the week after. So every week was kind of accounted for and I guess things were making progress.
Cannot wait till tomorrow!!!
Monday, August 27, 2007
Movie weekend
Watched 2 movies in 1 weekend!! Granted though that’s not a lot but it broke my record. I always watch only 1 during the weekends. Haha.
Ok, so I caught this locally made movie “881” by Roystan Tan. I did not want to watch it as it is full of Hokkien which I don’t really understand. However, since my mum wanted to watch it and she has never stepped into a modern cinema, so I decided to go along with her. In any case, I don’t like “881”. Not as funny as the reviews have said. Also, the costumes the cast wore were so garish and loud. It is a good musical and the scenes had better shots and angles than Jack Neo’s run of mill movies. The cast would break into song and dance every now and then to express their thoughts and feelings. Perhaps Royston Tan was imitating Broadway musicals.
Go if you have a free ticket or you really need some Hokkien lessons.
The 2nd movie I watched was “Blood Brothers”, directed by John Woo. I always thought that John Woo is a great director, having directed box office super hits like “A Better Tomorrow” but perhaps he has become passé. “Blood Brothers” is set in typical olden chaotic Shanghai, the era where the mafia reigned. It’s a typical storyline but John Woo’s directing is good. The scenes are artistic and smooth and the focus is always on the main cast unlike other normal action movies where they “shake” the camera or have complicated fighting scenes. The best character is Shu Qi; she fills out the anchor nightclub singer/ dancer with aplomb and shows off her sexiness and allure. I felt quite seduced by her singing too!
Ok, so I caught this locally made movie “881” by Roystan Tan. I did not want to watch it as it is full of Hokkien which I don’t really understand. However, since my mum wanted to watch it and she has never stepped into a modern cinema, so I decided to go along with her. In any case, I don’t like “881”. Not as funny as the reviews have said. Also, the costumes the cast wore were so garish and loud. It is a good musical and the scenes had better shots and angles than Jack Neo’s run of mill movies. The cast would break into song and dance every now and then to express their thoughts and feelings. Perhaps Royston Tan was imitating Broadway musicals.
Go if you have a free ticket or you really need some Hokkien lessons.
The 2nd movie I watched was “Blood Brothers”, directed by John Woo. I always thought that John Woo is a great director, having directed box office super hits like “A Better Tomorrow” but perhaps he has become passé. “Blood Brothers” is set in typical olden chaotic Shanghai, the era where the mafia reigned. It’s a typical storyline but John Woo’s directing is good. The scenes are artistic and smooth and the focus is always on the main cast unlike other normal action movies where they “shake” the camera or have complicated fighting scenes. The best character is Shu Qi; she fills out the anchor nightclub singer/ dancer with aplomb and shows off her sexiness and allure. I felt quite seduced by her singing too!
All in all, go if you want to watch a John Woo show but beware the simplicity of the plot.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
"It's like that one!"
I think this line is very common in Singapore, especially in customer service. And the conclusion is that there is a very bad customer service culture in Singapore. Aiyo, how can you tell the customer that "it's like that one!" when the customer finds his purchase less than satisfactory. You will fume even more! The root of the problem is NOT solved at all.
I experienced this at I-Digital photo printing shop at Loyang Point recently. Though granted I was abit dumb but it was my first time developing digital photos and the shop HAD the responsibility to explain to me that 4R photos will not develop the whole image!! But the staff did not do so. And so happily I took the developed photos back only to be more and more horrified by the next photo. Wah lau, crop my head abit till my forehead, crop my legs cannot see my shoes, etc. Who see these kind of photos will be happy? Who see these kind of photos will use them?
So I trodded back to the shop to check but the service was damn lousy. The aunty has horrible customer service. After half an hour exchange with her, I vowed NEVER to develop any photos there again!!
Me: Hi, I like to check why the people in the photos have some part of their heads & legs/ shoes cropped off.
Horrible Aunty (HA): It's like that one. (in Mandarin)
Me: What do you mean it's like that? No one told me it will be cropped off before I sent it for developing.
HA: Customer should know, we don't have time to tell every customer this.
Me: This is my first time developing. I went to other shops, they all explained to me properly.
HA: The customer should know. See, all these customers also have photos cropped.
Me: But you should have told me whether you know or do not know I am developing for the 1st time.
HA: We don't know. You should know. Now you don't know, become my fault.
Me: I don;t know, so how can you say it's my fault. I spent $50 on this, all my photos so ugly cannot use. How can?
HA: There's nothing I can do.
Me: What do you mean nothing you can do? You think customers see the photos like that, they are happy? I photoshopped these and add in words, you cut off halfway. I cut off your head halfway in photos, you see you happy anot lah?
HA: Aiyah, it's very difficult to explain to you how our processing works.
Me: (fuming, fuming, fuming) These photos are very ugly, the effects are different from what I expected. You should have told me it wil be cropped. If cropped till so ugly, what for I waste $ developing?
HA: The customer should know.
Me: So what are you going to do about it? You have to redevelop for me if not I will never come back here again.
HA: I cannot do that.
Me: Then what can you do? Why don't you ask your boss?
HA: There's nothing I can do. It's like that one.
Me: Why don't you give me your boss phone number I check with him?
HA: (silence).
In the end, she asked me to pick out those photos with people and she will try to redevelop for me properly. Which I picked out only 10 pieces because I felt super disgusted with her attitude. If her attitude had been better, I may have just blamed it on my bad luck but she was really the limit. Anyway, the next day I had really bad stomach spasms and my chinese doctor said I shouldn't get so angry. HAha.
On the other hand, while I was in Japan, I had the best experience ever in terms of customer service. I was in this Japanese eatery waiting for my food to be served but the staff suddenly asked us to move to another table so he could arrange a bigger table for this couple who had lots of dishes on the table. While in Singapore, this is very common and no one would take much notice of it, the couple (2 ladies) were surprised at the staff's gesture and kept bowing and thanking him. Not only that, they kept bowing and thanking us, like they were super grateful. The feeling was great though, to know that people actually appreciate small gestures like this.
The best surprise was at the end, as the restaurant owner actually gave us free dessert and thanked us for our act of kindness. It was a really nice feeling to be appreciated and to know that such kindness exist. In addition, the restaurant owner/ chef has the initiative to do such things to make his customers feel welcome. It was only a small thing for us to move to another table but they made sure we were soothed and happy. Wow! If only everyone in Singapore is like this, knowing when to take initiative, demonstrate understanding of the customers and even practise some autonomy. Perhaps then, the customers will not be so demanding!!
I experienced this at I-Digital photo printing shop at Loyang Point recently. Though granted I was abit dumb but it was my first time developing digital photos and the shop HAD the responsibility to explain to me that 4R photos will not develop the whole image!! But the staff did not do so. And so happily I took the developed photos back only to be more and more horrified by the next photo. Wah lau, crop my head abit till my forehead, crop my legs cannot see my shoes, etc. Who see these kind of photos will be happy? Who see these kind of photos will use them?
So I trodded back to the shop to check but the service was damn lousy. The aunty has horrible customer service. After half an hour exchange with her, I vowed NEVER to develop any photos there again!!
Me: Hi, I like to check why the people in the photos have some part of their heads & legs/ shoes cropped off.
Horrible Aunty (HA): It's like that one. (in Mandarin)
Me: What do you mean it's like that? No one told me it will be cropped off before I sent it for developing.
HA: Customer should know, we don't have time to tell every customer this.
Me: This is my first time developing. I went to other shops, they all explained to me properly.
HA: The customer should know. See, all these customers also have photos cropped.
Me: But you should have told me whether you know or do not know I am developing for the 1st time.
HA: We don't know. You should know. Now you don't know, become my fault.
Me: I don;t know, so how can you say it's my fault. I spent $50 on this, all my photos so ugly cannot use. How can?
HA: There's nothing I can do.
Me: What do you mean nothing you can do? You think customers see the photos like that, they are happy? I photoshopped these and add in words, you cut off halfway. I cut off your head halfway in photos, you see you happy anot lah?
HA: Aiyah, it's very difficult to explain to you how our processing works.
Me: (fuming, fuming, fuming) These photos are very ugly, the effects are different from what I expected. You should have told me it wil be cropped. If cropped till so ugly, what for I waste $ developing?
HA: The customer should know.
Me: So what are you going to do about it? You have to redevelop for me if not I will never come back here again.
HA: I cannot do that.
Me: Then what can you do? Why don't you ask your boss?
HA: There's nothing I can do. It's like that one.
Me: Why don't you give me your boss phone number I check with him?
HA: (silence).
In the end, she asked me to pick out those photos with people and she will try to redevelop for me properly. Which I picked out only 10 pieces because I felt super disgusted with her attitude. If her attitude had been better, I may have just blamed it on my bad luck but she was really the limit. Anyway, the next day I had really bad stomach spasms and my chinese doctor said I shouldn't get so angry. HAha.
On the other hand, while I was in Japan, I had the best experience ever in terms of customer service. I was in this Japanese eatery waiting for my food to be served but the staff suddenly asked us to move to another table so he could arrange a bigger table for this couple who had lots of dishes on the table. While in Singapore, this is very common and no one would take much notice of it, the couple (2 ladies) were surprised at the staff's gesture and kept bowing and thanking him. Not only that, they kept bowing and thanking us, like they were super grateful. The feeling was great though, to know that people actually appreciate small gestures like this.
The best surprise was at the end, as the restaurant owner actually gave us free dessert and thanked us for our act of kindness. It was a really nice feeling to be appreciated and to know that such kindness exist. In addition, the restaurant owner/ chef has the initiative to do such things to make his customers feel welcome. It was only a small thing for us to move to another table but they made sure we were soothed and happy. Wow! If only everyone in Singapore is like this, knowing when to take initiative, demonstrate understanding of the customers and even practise some autonomy. Perhaps then, the customers will not be so demanding!!
Monday, August 20, 2007
What an exhausting weekend!
I have not had this for a long time, pure enjoyment of activities that you want to do. Haha… Well, let’s talk about Friday night first. On Friday night, I rushed home to watch “Shou Zu” or “Kinship” on TCS Channel 8, only to discover that the last episode is super super dumb!! My family & I ate our dinner with eyes fixated on the TV screen for the entire hour. Yet now I have to watch the sequel to know more! Gosh, we have to wait for it to be filmed. By that time, I may have lost interest. Argh.
Anyway, after that I felt bored by the let-down of “Kinship”, so I decided to continue watching this Taiwanese teen romantic comedy drama series that I have been following recently. It’s called “It started with a kiss” or “E1 Zhuo4 Ju4 Zhi1 Wen3” where the lead male is Joe Cheung (acts as Jiang Zhi Shu) and the female lead is Ariel Lin (Yuan Xiang Qin).
Actually both lead artistes are unknowns to me BUT the guy is so so so so so handsome and cool. He’s not the cute boyish kind but more of the cool brooding kind. And he’s tall at 1.88m!! And he has a very nice smile, when he does smiles in the show (very rare). You can see his small teeth and I mean really small. Gosh, he is just so very cute lor!! *swoons*
Ok, a synopsis of this show. Zhi Shu (ZS) is a genius with IO of 200 and everything is easy to him, including cooking. He can just read a recipe book and cook up nice dishes. What a genius!! However, he is reticent and difficult to get along with as he looks down on people who are not as smart as him. And he dislikes his mother to arrange his life for him though his mother means well. Xiang Qin (XQ) is the daughter of his father’s good friend Cai and they come to stay at ZS’ house because an earthquake destroyed their home. XQ likes ZS but ZS finds her irritating and dumb at first. ZS always criticize and ignores XQ even though XQ does a lot of things (many dumb, hilarious ones, in fact) to get his attention or to show him her love. So, for the past few days, I had been watching the series on YouTube (first time I really used YouTube as well) and was just living in a fantasy world of “Jiang Zhi Shu & Yuan Xiang Qin”.
I laughed at XQ’s antics as she is so dumb, she cannot cook, and she cannot photocopy a document (note: she doesn’t know how to use it!) but she loves ZS very much. XQ stays at ZS for at least 5 years, from high school till university; all along she never stops showing him concern. Slowly but surely, she melts ZS’ heart and actually ZS started liking her in their last year of high school where he kissed her but made an ugly face at her after that. Yet ZS is always cold to her and scolds her but willingly helps her out when she is in trouble, eg. She sprained her ankle while playing tennis and he piggy-backs her home.
Whenever ZS is with XQ, they always get into all kinds of weird situations and though initially ZS hated it, he eventually found it amusing and got used to it. ZS also learnt to find his identity through XS as he dared to try new things and experiences. It was really heartwarming to see XQ being there for him all the time and following him wholeheartedly. Another funny character is ZS’ younger brother or Yu Shu. Yu Shu is like a quiet observer at the side and it is comical to see his expressions because somehow he feels that his brother likes XQ but cannot comprehend his brother’s fierce behaviour towards XQ. Or somehow his brother seems to lose his temper or have bad moods when ZS knew that XQ was going out on dates with other guys or moving out of their house.
My favourite episode!!
ZS finally realizes that he loves XQ and cannot do without her. Both ZS & XQ are on the verge of getting married to someone they don’t love and are feeling very miserable about it. When ZS learns that someone is going to propose to XQ, he goes blank and searches for her frantically to prevent her from agreeing. He finally finds her standing at the restaurant where he worked previously, in the rain. Initially, he refuses to put down his pride and tell her he loves her but after arguing, he finally reveals his true feelings. When they reach home, ZS tells his family he wants to marry her and everyone is extremely elated. Oh, the next best scene is the one where he sleeps on her bed and they hug each other to sleep while ZS’ mum films them secretly.
I miss this show… Think I will watch it again and also I am waiting eagerly for the sequel to be out in Taiwan in Sep 2007. Anticipation!
Anyway, after that I felt bored by the let-down of “Kinship”, so I decided to continue watching this Taiwanese teen romantic comedy drama series that I have been following recently. It’s called “It started with a kiss” or “E1 Zhuo4 Ju4 Zhi1 Wen3” where the lead male is Joe Cheung (acts as Jiang Zhi Shu) and the female lead is Ariel Lin (Yuan Xiang Qin).
Actually both lead artistes are unknowns to me BUT the guy is so so so so so handsome and cool. He’s not the cute boyish kind but more of the cool brooding kind. And he’s tall at 1.88m!! And he has a very nice smile, when he does smiles in the show (very rare). You can see his small teeth and I mean really small. Gosh, he is just so very cute lor!! *swoons*Ok, a synopsis of this show. Zhi Shu (ZS) is a genius with IO of 200 and everything is easy to him, including cooking. He can just read a recipe book and cook up nice dishes. What a genius!! However, he is reticent and difficult to get along with as he looks down on people who are not as smart as him. And he dislikes his mother to arrange his life for him though his mother means well. Xiang Qin (XQ) is the daughter of his father’s good friend Cai and they come to stay at ZS’ house because an earthquake destroyed their home. XQ likes ZS but ZS finds her irritating and dumb at first. ZS always criticize and ignores XQ even though XQ does a lot of things (many dumb, hilarious ones, in fact) to get his attention or to show him her love. So, for the past few days, I had been watching the series on YouTube (first time I really used YouTube as well) and was just living in a fantasy world of “Jiang Zhi Shu & Yuan Xiang Qin”.
I laughed at XQ’s antics as she is so dumb, she cannot cook, and she cannot photocopy a document (note: she doesn’t know how to use it!) but she loves ZS very much. XQ stays at ZS for at least 5 years, from high school till university; all along she never stops showing him concern. Slowly but surely, she melts ZS’ heart and actually ZS started liking her in their last year of high school where he kissed her but made an ugly face at her after that. Yet ZS is always cold to her and scolds her but willingly helps her out when she is in trouble, eg. She sprained her ankle while playing tennis and he piggy-backs her home.
Whenever ZS is with XQ, they always get into all kinds of weird situations and though initially ZS hated it, he eventually found it amusing and got used to it. ZS also learnt to find his identity through XS as he dared to try new things and experiences. It was really heartwarming to see XQ being there for him all the time and following him wholeheartedly. Another funny character is ZS’ younger brother or Yu Shu. Yu Shu is like a quiet observer at the side and it is comical to see his expressions because somehow he feels that his brother likes XQ but cannot comprehend his brother’s fierce behaviour towards XQ. Or somehow his brother seems to lose his temper or have bad moods when ZS knew that XQ was going out on dates with other guys or moving out of their house.
My favourite episode!!
ZS finally realizes that he loves XQ and cannot do without her. Both ZS & XQ are on the verge of getting married to someone they don’t love and are feeling very miserable about it. When ZS learns that someone is going to propose to XQ, he goes blank and searches for her frantically to prevent her from agreeing. He finally finds her standing at the restaurant where he worked previously, in the rain. Initially, he refuses to put down his pride and tell her he loves her but after arguing, he finally reveals his true feelings. When they reach home, ZS tells his family he wants to marry her and everyone is extremely elated. Oh, the next best scene is the one where he sleeps on her bed and they hug each other to sleep while ZS’ mum films them secretly.
I miss this show… Think I will watch it again and also I am waiting eagerly for the sequel to be out in Taiwan in Sep 2007. Anticipation!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Back from Land of the Rising Sun! *edited*
I am finally back from Japan!! Went for a 7 days tour to Hokkaido and then extended 4 days in Tokyo. My, my, my, it was kind of a gastronomical adventure there, such that I gained 1 kg and it’s all around my tummy. Sigh.It’s summer in Hokkaido and during noon the temp can reach 30deg while it drops to 20deg at night. Poor me brought quite a few long sleeved tops and jeans and long pants and was feeling quite warm during the day even though there was a cool breeze blowing every now and then. So I had no choice I had to wear some of my short sleeved clothes apportioned for the Tokyo part of my tour. If not, I will just burn.
The scenery there is simply beautiful, with seasonal flowers like sunflowers and lavender in full bloom. The Japanese take great pride in their flower/ produce farms and it was just so soothing to see fields and fields of yellow cheery sunflowers or purple lavenders or even some red flowers (of which I don't know the name) and marigolds, daisies, etc.
The roads there are very clean, wide and not bumpy at all. You see more greenery, more hills and mountains than vehicles and people. However, at tourist attractions, there were plenty of food stalls selling all kinds of delicious food from soft serve ice cream with flavours like green tea, lavender and melon, potato croquettes, raw fresh corn cobs etc. Vending machines were aplenty with lots of different beverages that cannot be found in Singapore. The Japanese are really innovative in that sense.
Oh, by the way, once you tried the ice cream there, you won’t want to eat ice cream back home for a long time. The ice cream is just so deliciously tasty and light. I ate like 1 ice cream each day, especially the green tea flavour. 1 cup of ice cream or cone does not come cheap, at least $4 each but it was worth every lick. Haagen Daz cannot compare as Meiji brand is too delicious! I am drooling even as I type. Wow.
Of course besides ice cream, we ate peaches and rock melon, which are in season in Hokkaido right now. The melons are super expensive, depending on quality and size – it can cost as little as $25 to $90 for one! I had the opportunity to try one miserable slice during one of the meals but it was the one and only one.Anyway the peach is also very expensive. I bought one for about $4 – which I think is quite worth it for the size, easily 300-400g. The peach is so juicy that once you bite into it, the juice just flows out. It literally flows out and not drip out yah.
During the trip to Hokkaido, I tried Kobe beef and abalone as well. The Kobe beef just melts in your mouth, though it’s a tad fatty but it was delicious! And I am not a big fan of meat but this was really really really good. One 200g piece of Kobe beef costs $63 in Hokkaido, not sure if that is expensive but don’t pass up the opportunity to eat that! One piece is too much for 1 person to savour though. Oh, the abalone was very fresh and had no fishy smell. Mind you, there wasn’t much seasoning, or none that I could taste.
During the trip to Hokkaido, I tried Kobe beef and abalone as well. The Kobe beef just melts in your mouth, though it’s a tad fatty but it was delicious! And I am not a big fan of meat but this was really really really good. One 200g piece of Kobe beef costs $63 in Hokkaido, not sure if that is expensive but don’t pass up the opportunity to eat that! One piece is too much for 1 person to savour though. Oh, the abalone was very fresh and had no fishy smell. Mind you, there wasn’t much seasoning, or none that I could taste. Of course, included in the tour was a meal with Hokkaido hairy crab. The hairy crab was fresh and sweet but I hated its hairs that poked my fingers and made it very difficult to eat it. In addition, I also had crab bento set and the crab legs were very big and long. Lots of meat! Yum yum!
Then of cos, we went to soak in the hot springs… had a chance to go to the hot springs like 3x but only 2 were fun, cos 1 hot spring was super old and I was quite disgusted… The best was this sulphur hot spring, though the smell of sulphur is quite nauseous. There was this big hot spring area in the hotel with all kinds of baths, like for beauty, for injuries, for illnesses… (with varying degrees of heat ranging from 38deg to 42deg)… anyway it’s very HOT, I dun like hot spring… burn my body… I had to sit there like 10mins and splash my body before going in gingerly… AND we all went in naked lo… There’s this area for you to bath and wash up then go inside the hot spring and soak… but shiok lah… but it’s too hot for my liking… come out like red lobster… hohohhohoh… In any case, you see so many naked people, you are no longer shy. Haha! Of course I must clarify that females have their own section and males have their own section.
Then of cos, we went to soak in the hot springs… had a chance to go to the hot springs like 3x but only 2 were fun, cos 1 hot spring was super old and I was quite disgusted… The best was this sulphur hot spring, though the smell of sulphur is quite nauseous. There was this big hot spring area in the hotel with all kinds of baths, like for beauty, for injuries, for illnesses… (with varying degrees of heat ranging from 38deg to 42deg)… anyway it’s very HOT, I dun like hot spring… burn my body… I had to sit there like 10mins and splash my body before going in gingerly… AND we all went in naked lo… There’s this area for you to bath and wash up then go inside the hot spring and soak… but shiok lah… but it’s too hot for my liking… come out like red lobster… hohohhohoh… In any case, you see so many naked people, you are no longer shy. Haha! Of course I must clarify that females have their own section and males have their own section.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Pissing formal notice
Gave formal notice of my resignation to my boss through email today as she was away on an overseas trip and I was due to go on a holiday tomorow. So no choice.
Thought my boss would be professional and calm about it but she had a very big reaction and her tone was awful through email! I read it and was super super pissed and upset till I wanted to cry.
Initially her reply to my notice was if I could give one full month's notice after my overseas trip. So I told her I cannot as the other side wants me to start end of Aug and this holiday was pre-planned. Would it be possible if I offset my leave or take unpaid leave.
Her reply after that was curt, saying that it is the company policy to not take leave during the notice period and the company is not responsible for my future employer's expectations. Before I had time to respond and say I will check again with the future employer, she emailed back very sarcastically, "Hi amy seems like you have confirmed all these on your own, there's little we can do, so just leave things as is."
While I understand that I may not have given her enough face and rejected her offer to start notice later, I cannot tolerate her horrible behaviour!! She sounded really angry and indignant but while it is company policy, surely it is flexible enough. Yet I know my boss too well, she's just wants to follow company rules to the T. When I saw her last reply, I was extremely stressed and super pissed off. How could a 60plus career woman say this??
I was on the verge of crying when I called the HR manager handling my case for the future employer. She was so nice and understanding, I almost felt like she was a good samaritan. She told me not to worry too much, some bosses get really personal. She told me to just go and enjoy my pre-planned holiday on Friday and call her when I am back. She will speak to my future boss about it if my boss and HR insists on the full one-month period without leave, so I can start in early Sep. I was so thankful for that!
I finally knew my decision to leave was right. Super right.
Thought my boss would be professional and calm about it but she had a very big reaction and her tone was awful through email! I read it and was super super pissed and upset till I wanted to cry.
Initially her reply to my notice was if I could give one full month's notice after my overseas trip. So I told her I cannot as the other side wants me to start end of Aug and this holiday was pre-planned. Would it be possible if I offset my leave or take unpaid leave.
Her reply after that was curt, saying that it is the company policy to not take leave during the notice period and the company is not responsible for my future employer's expectations. Before I had time to respond and say I will check again with the future employer, she emailed back very sarcastically, "Hi amy seems like you have confirmed all these on your own, there's little we can do, so just leave things as is."
While I understand that I may not have given her enough face and rejected her offer to start notice later, I cannot tolerate her horrible behaviour!! She sounded really angry and indignant but while it is company policy, surely it is flexible enough. Yet I know my boss too well, she's just wants to follow company rules to the T. When I saw her last reply, I was extremely stressed and super pissed off. How could a 60plus career woman say this??
I was on the verge of crying when I called the HR manager handling my case for the future employer. She was so nice and understanding, I almost felt like she was a good samaritan. She told me not to worry too much, some bosses get really personal. She told me to just go and enjoy my pre-planned holiday on Friday and call her when I am back. She will speak to my future boss about it if my boss and HR insists on the full one-month period without leave, so I can start in early Sep. I was so thankful for that!
I finally knew my decision to leave was right. Super right.
Friday, July 20, 2007
My future finally looks bright and shining!!
The anticipation has finally ended... Because I got my dream job!!!
And I still feel that everything seems surreal... Like in a trance-like dream. I finally got my dream job in communications!!! Some organization is willing to give me a chance to learn despite my irrelevant experience!! I am so happy! So dreamy! I cannot stop smiling to myself in delight. Hehe. I cannot believe the signed contract in front of me.
Yes, I am going to do corporate communications in a statutory board. Very soon, very very soon.
Thanks be to God.
And I still feel that everything seems surreal... Like in a trance-like dream. I finally got my dream job in communications!!! Some organization is willing to give me a chance to learn despite my irrelevant experience!! I am so happy! So dreamy! I cannot stop smiling to myself in delight. Hehe. I cannot believe the signed contract in front of me.
Yes, I am going to do corporate communications in a statutory board. Very soon, very very soon.
Thanks be to God.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Holiday anticipations
Anticipation, anticipation, anticipation!
I am going on holiday very very soon and I am so excited! Though it really burnt a big hole in my pocket. Haha. It sounds like it's gonna be very fun from what the tour agent said. We get to try different types of cuisine and sleep in different styled rooms and experience hot springs. Think have to go in undressed; completely. *shy*
More details at a later date, I am busy doing up research for the trip. Yoo hhoo!
I am going on holiday very very soon and I am so excited! Though it really burnt a big hole in my pocket. Haha. It sounds like it's gonna be very fun from what the tour agent said. We get to try different types of cuisine and sleep in different styled rooms and experience hot springs. Think have to go in undressed; completely. *shy*
More details at a later date, I am busy doing up research for the trip. Yoo hhoo!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I am big big girl in a dark dark world
Recently my world has been turned topsy turvy. I felt as if the world was really dark as many horrible secrets of the world unraveled. Man’s behaviour is really unfathomable and subject to change, just when you think it will never. After some period of feeling lost, I guess I am finally getting better and feeling much lighter. Whatever it is, I will press on for recovery and move on with my life and treasure loved ones around me.
Friday, June 01, 2007
Navy Open House = cute guys??
It was the Navy Open House during the weekend and being a “freebie” me, I decided to go to Changi Naval Base to pay a visit. At first I thought it was going to be very crowded but the number of people were manageable. I guess it is also quite out of the way as we had to take a shuttle bus from Expo to Changi Coast Drive area and also the same way back. Being a military base, no public cars were allowed unless they had already been allocated passes.I must admit that the crowd control and logistics by the Navy is extremely good – it was fuss-free and super orderly. Security was tight though, we had to go through sensors before boarding the buses and there were officers on hand to count the correct number of people for each chartered bus before letting them board. Surprisingly the navy officers were very polite and friendly. Something I find very amazing! More on their attitude later.
Anyway, thank God the weather was good as the sun was not scorching. Nonetheless I did a lot of walking. Showcased were the navy fleet, of which I have no idea what the different types of ships are. There was the frigates (RSS Formidable/ Intrepid/ Endurance, etc), missile corvettes, submarines, just to name a few. I had plenty of fun exploring the frigates (in simple English it means a big ship – yes, I made that up!), climbing up and down and seeing where the crew sleeps, what kind of kitchen and dining rooms they have, the engine rooms and their operation area. Oh yes, the navy officers were very courteous, addressing you as “Sir, Madam”, “Welcome on board”, etc. They even gave guided tours on the ships. And we could take pictures! Just no pictures of those sensitive equipment. In addition, there were officers at every nook and canny of those steep staircases (almost 90 deg) to look after you and make sure you don’t fall. Well, well well.
After the ship tours which were like a maze, we went on a ship ride. At first I thought it was just a short ride out to sea but it was not.
The navy officers helped us into life jackets and bundled us up to the barge ship. It was very fun and the sea breeze and spray was amazingly cool to the face. Basically the barge circled the deep seas at least 3km from Changi before heading back to shore. In between, the turbulent sea waves “engineered” by the movements of the barge sent us jumping slightly up and down but it was fun, kind of like a roller coaster ride! Hehe.
Well, after standing on the barge for about half an hour, my legs were wobbly and we made our way back but not before walking like 2km to the chartered buses! I was wondering how old people can take it if they have to walk so far but all in all, it was hassle free and a nice day near the sea.
Anyway, thank God the weather was good as the sun was not scorching. Nonetheless I did a lot of walking. Showcased were the navy fleet, of which I have no idea what the different types of ships are. There was the frigates (RSS Formidable/ Intrepid/ Endurance, etc), missile corvettes, submarines, just to name a few. I had plenty of fun exploring the frigates (in simple English it means a big ship – yes, I made that up!), climbing up and down and seeing where the crew sleeps, what kind of kitchen and dining rooms they have, the engine rooms and their operation area. Oh yes, the navy officers were very courteous, addressing you as “Sir, Madam”, “Welcome on board”, etc. They even gave guided tours on the ships. And we could take pictures! Just no pictures of those sensitive equipment. In addition, there were officers at every nook and canny of those steep staircases (almost 90 deg) to look after you and make sure you don’t fall. Well, well well.After the ship tours which were like a maze, we went on a ship ride. At first I thought it was just a short ride out to sea but it was not.
The navy officers helped us into life jackets and bundled us up to the barge ship. It was very fun and the sea breeze and spray was amazingly cool to the face. Basically the barge circled the deep seas at least 3km from Changi before heading back to shore. In between, the turbulent sea waves “engineered” by the movements of the barge sent us jumping slightly up and down but it was fun, kind of like a roller coaster ride! Hehe.Well, after standing on the barge for about half an hour, my legs were wobbly and we made our way back but not before walking like 2km to the chartered buses! I was wondering how old people can take it if they have to walk so far but all in all, it was hassle free and a nice day near the sea.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
A state of inertia
I feel I am in a state of inertia, wanting nothing to ever change or time to stand still or just to pause a certain part of my life. Perhaps I really need a break, a super duper long break of just doing... nothing. Yet I have only 12 days of leave and that translates to 2 weeks of paid leave, which is not enough! I want to take 1 month off if possible but I cannot quit just like that. It's frivolous.
Taking MC is not fun as you cannot really go out and have fun in peace for fear of people catching you or calling you at home. And it's only just 1 or 2 days. I want a longish break and my work can pause in the air such when I go back, everything is just where I left it. Sounds like the "pause" button of a remote control. Reminds me of this movie "Click" by Adam Sandler.
Inertia, inertia, inertia.
Taking MC is not fun as you cannot really go out and have fun in peace for fear of people catching you or calling you at home. And it's only just 1 or 2 days. I want a longish break and my work can pause in the air such when I go back, everything is just where I left it. Sounds like the "pause" button of a remote control. Reminds me of this movie "Click" by Adam Sandler.
Inertia, inertia, inertia.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
I look like “Tare Panda”???
Yes I like "Tare Panda" but looking like it is another thing! Hehe... Anyway it is really strange, as I have been sleeping well over 8 hours for the past few days. Yet I feel as if I have not slept all. I think it must be the chocolates I have been consuming before going to sleep each night!
Oops. I shall try my hardest darnest to not eat chocolates from tonight onwards...
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Monday blues on a Sunday...
I dread going to work. I hate the environment there, feel like my life has been in a vacuum for 2 years. And I quarrelled with that dumb admin manager last Friday. Shouting match. She's dumb lazy. I just want to leave straight away!
Anyway I have 2 interviews this week, went to at least 6 to 8 interviews already and feeling really tired. I am too lazy to go for interviews and to prepare for them. And then too lazy to portray that I am really interested in the job when truthfully there are some I am not really 100% interested. Maybe it all boils down to I don't even know what I want to do. And I don't have the relevant experience.
Maybe I don't mind a sucky job but nice colleagues and a nice environment to stay long term. Maybe I will go and be a teacher after I get married and have kids. Haha.
I am lost.
Anyway I have 2 interviews this week, went to at least 6 to 8 interviews already and feeling really tired. I am too lazy to go for interviews and to prepare for them. And then too lazy to portray that I am really interested in the job when truthfully there are some I am not really 100% interested. Maybe it all boils down to I don't even know what I want to do. And I don't have the relevant experience.
Maybe I don't mind a sucky job but nice colleagues and a nice environment to stay long term. Maybe I will go and be a teacher after I get married and have kids. Haha.
I am lost.
Monday, May 07, 2007
I really cannot stand it anymore...
I really cannot stand it anymore. I hate working at my current place now! Sigh. I used to be all right but now it is getting quite unbearable that I keep thinking of elsewhere other than my office. I bloody hate my office now. Super sick. Someone actually asked me to help him scan some stuff so he can use it in his sales meeting. Well, I support the sales people but I am not their personal assistant. There is a secretary. Ok he asked me politely and with a “Please”. BUT, I have a degree and so does he. Why do I have to do all these shit jobs? There is a line between job-related and these are all dumb ad-hoc things they ask me to do. Gosh, I really think they are becoming too reliant on me. Very irritating.
Aiyah, I don’t know. I just get irritated when they keep asking me to do things nowadays. Everything also I do, everything also I monitor. Things go wrong then tell me how to do things. I am not that free, I have so many projects to do and make sure they run well. Arghz. Recently one of them also asked me to why one project did not do so well and said I have to monitor it twice weekly. I was thinking I not so free although none of you have access to the systems, I am gonna make sure you have access to it. Everytime ask me check this check that check this check that. I am getting very tired of all this nonsense. No recognition also. In a horrible, cold company. Sick. Now I just do my work and knock off at 6pm sharp. Sad to say that I am no longer punctual these days and I really cannot be bothered. I now declare that my super duper very happiest time of the day is going home time! I literally fly out like a dragon.
Anyway, doubt the hotel will call me back for further interviews.
Aiyah, I don’t know. I just get irritated when they keep asking me to do things nowadays. Everything also I do, everything also I monitor. Things go wrong then tell me how to do things. I am not that free, I have so many projects to do and make sure they run well. Arghz. Recently one of them also asked me to why one project did not do so well and said I have to monitor it twice weekly. I was thinking I not so free although none of you have access to the systems, I am gonna make sure you have access to it. Everytime ask me check this check that check this check that. I am getting very tired of all this nonsense. No recognition also. In a horrible, cold company. Sick. Now I just do my work and knock off at 6pm sharp. Sad to say that I am no longer punctual these days and I really cannot be bothered. I now declare that my super duper very happiest time of the day is going home time! I literally fly out like a dragon.
Anyway, doubt the hotel will call me back for further interviews.
Friday, May 04, 2007
A confidence booster!!
The day after Labour day, I went for an interview with a top-notch hotel and I was really nervous. First of all, I was quite surprised that they actually called me up to see them. I started to feel inadequate that my job experience and skills doesn’t match what they are looking for. Was seriously considering calling them up and not going. However, I went in the end as it’s too good a chance to give up. Of course, I prayed to God to help me if this is the job meant for me and to know that if I do my best, He will do the rest.
So early that morning at 8.30am, I went with trepidation. The first stage was a written test. I was kind of just expecting either a grammar test or a brochure writing test but little did I expect a marketing communications “exam”. There were at least 20 candidates in the cold and freezing ballroom and everyone was extremely serious. It did not help that the hotel staff were all in uniform and very well-groomed and well, serious. Thank goodness I wore a suit. I saw one candidate with a tube top. That’s kind of crazy, even for a written test. Anyway the paper had questions to test your knowledge on the hotel, photo critique, translation, how to write a press release, media invitation and lastly an advertising & promotions suggestion. I took about an hour plus but when I left, there were still more candidates writing frenetically. It was a really challenging test and showcased what aspects the marketing communications executive will face.
Ok, that’s the first stage. Very exhaustive. I felt I would flunk it given that I never done some of the abovementioned tasks before. Must start learning.
Then the HR person said they will assess the written tests and call you back in the afternoon to meet the director of marketing communications. Wow, I was kept in suspense the time I finished the test till after lunch, when they called me. The suspense was killing me and I kept on praying to God that I have impressed them and that I will make it through to the second round. At about 2.45pm, I finally received a call from the hotel. Good news!!! I was one of the 6 candidates shortlisted and they made me rush back to the hotel for an interview half hour later. Oh well. If you really want the job. I was over the moon when I heard the good news and kept thanking God.
Yet as I traveled to the hotel, I started to feel nervous again and doubtful of my own abilities. Nonetheless, I gritted my teeth and went through the interview, asking God to bring me through it and leave the outcome in His hands. I did not answer some questions properly so I really don’t know how it will turn out. In addition, circumstances may not favour me as the director is due to give birth super soon and needs someone fast. She will not be there personally to coach the person as well. Hmm… In any case, thank goodness, she said she was impressed with what I wrote. At least that boosts my confidence somewhat. However, I only have a 16% chance (100/6)!!! Ok, pray pray pray.
So early that morning at 8.30am, I went with trepidation. The first stage was a written test. I was kind of just expecting either a grammar test or a brochure writing test but little did I expect a marketing communications “exam”. There were at least 20 candidates in the cold and freezing ballroom and everyone was extremely serious. It did not help that the hotel staff were all in uniform and very well-groomed and well, serious. Thank goodness I wore a suit. I saw one candidate with a tube top. That’s kind of crazy, even for a written test. Anyway the paper had questions to test your knowledge on the hotel, photo critique, translation, how to write a press release, media invitation and lastly an advertising & promotions suggestion. I took about an hour plus but when I left, there were still more candidates writing frenetically. It was a really challenging test and showcased what aspects the marketing communications executive will face.
Ok, that’s the first stage. Very exhaustive. I felt I would flunk it given that I never done some of the abovementioned tasks before. Must start learning.
Then the HR person said they will assess the written tests and call you back in the afternoon to meet the director of marketing communications. Wow, I was kept in suspense the time I finished the test till after lunch, when they called me. The suspense was killing me and I kept on praying to God that I have impressed them and that I will make it through to the second round. At about 2.45pm, I finally received a call from the hotel. Good news!!! I was one of the 6 candidates shortlisted and they made me rush back to the hotel for an interview half hour later. Oh well. If you really want the job. I was over the moon when I heard the good news and kept thanking God.
Yet as I traveled to the hotel, I started to feel nervous again and doubtful of my own abilities. Nonetheless, I gritted my teeth and went through the interview, asking God to bring me through it and leave the outcome in His hands. I did not answer some questions properly so I really don’t know how it will turn out. In addition, circumstances may not favour me as the director is due to give birth super soon and needs someone fast. She will not be there personally to coach the person as well. Hmm… In any case, thank goodness, she said she was impressed with what I wrote. At least that boosts my confidence somewhat. However, I only have a 16% chance (100/6)!!! Ok, pray pray pray.
Friday, April 06, 2007
Good Friday
It's Good Friday today, a public holiday and I practically did nothing productive the whole day. Well, save for sending out about 12 resumes? Yup, I am desperately looking for another job. The catalyst was some incident at work, if not I would still be cruising along in my job search. Moreover I realised that my experience may not be that attractive to employers after all.
Ok, I need still need to clean the house tomorrow. Thought of going to the gym but just super lazy to travel an hour and back alone. Went shopping yesterday and blew $200 at one go after my boss let us off after lunch for the Easter weekend. Hopefully I will wear those clothes and shoes soon. Very tempted to get some more of those I saw but did not commit to purchase.
Boringly bored. Sometimes I wish my life were different. Sometimes I wish I were more adventurous when I was younger, daring to rock climb, hike or even to stay in overseas youth hostel or go on exchange programmes. Nonetheless, I never had the penchant for the road less travelled be it holidays or my life journey.
Everything in life is getting bored and blurred. I need time off by myself to really rejuvenate. Sigh. Then again, it would pretty interesting to explore places and travel with the one person whose company you love the most.
All's in a rut again.
Ok, I need still need to clean the house tomorrow. Thought of going to the gym but just super lazy to travel an hour and back alone. Went shopping yesterday and blew $200 at one go after my boss let us off after lunch for the Easter weekend. Hopefully I will wear those clothes and shoes soon. Very tempted to get some more of those I saw but did not commit to purchase.
Boringly bored. Sometimes I wish my life were different. Sometimes I wish I were more adventurous when I was younger, daring to rock climb, hike or even to stay in overseas youth hostel or go on exchange programmes. Nonetheless, I never had the penchant for the road less travelled be it holidays or my life journey.
Everything in life is getting bored and blurred. I need time off by myself to really rejuvenate. Sigh. Then again, it would pretty interesting to explore places and travel with the one person whose company you love the most.
All's in a rut again.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Wanted to but... refrained slightly...
Haha! It's nothing serious, just wanted to say that I wanted to blog alot today but the moment I sat down at work, I was besieged by emails and people and phone calls. Argh. The only bit of free time I have is now, which is like 20 mins to knocking off and I am in absolutely no mood to write. Writing must use brain juice one lehz ok! I am super tired after staring at the screen a full 8 hours and my mind drumming up solutions for accounts that I am handling. Just so glad it's gonna be 6pm soon. Can go home Snnooorrreeee... My life is so boring, hehe.
Anyway I am quite gleeful today that obnoxious colleage of mine (the plump old(er) one) got taken down a peg or two. Sorry for gloating but I am really just an innocent bystander. She came over with this visitor from our Europe office, wanting to clarify some issues. Goodness wonders why I was involved. I only do the booking and the rest is out of my control. I am not Miss "Know-it-all". It turned out that she couldn't explain herself properly to this guy and ME and this guy were going "huh? we don't understand you." Anyway, this guy is super diplomatic and glib, he can solve your problem but make you feel so small that you asked dumb questions. And he solved the problem for her simply. And it wasn't much of a problem, it's just her internal way of working, which nobody can understand. This is the same issue that she asked me to check some nonsense the other time and she did not understand why I was asking her what the logic and purpose for checking. Well, at least someone put her in her place. I am sorry for gloating but well... =)
Anyway I am quite gleeful today that obnoxious colleage of mine (the plump old(er) one) got taken down a peg or two. Sorry for gloating but I am really just an innocent bystander. She came over with this visitor from our Europe office, wanting to clarify some issues. Goodness wonders why I was involved. I only do the booking and the rest is out of my control. I am not Miss "Know-it-all". It turned out that she couldn't explain herself properly to this guy and ME and this guy were going "huh? we don't understand you." Anyway, this guy is super diplomatic and glib, he can solve your problem but make you feel so small that you asked dumb questions. And he solved the problem for her simply. And it wasn't much of a problem, it's just her internal way of working, which nobody can understand. This is the same issue that she asked me to check some nonsense the other time and she did not understand why I was asking her what the logic and purpose for checking. Well, at least someone put her in her place. I am sorry for gloating but well... =)
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Snow
No, it is not snowing in Singapore. Rather, I am snowed under my work. Just that there are so many campaigns going on and each campaign has different issues to grapple with. I feel totally lost today, wishing that I can just throw everything aside and go for a super duper longish break. Or just sit in a cafe and watch the world go by while sipping leisurely a cup of nice tea or coffee. That reminds me, one of the things I want to do is to go for an English tea buffet and drink from fine china. Nice idea.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Super duper pissed x infinity!!!
Sumiko Tan wrote about how she dreads Mondays at work in the Sunday Times. I totally agree with her. It’s always tough trying to “get your engine” started. Anyway it’s only Tuesday but I have been absolutely thoroughly and horribly pissed off, I just feel like declaring myself off from work for the rest of the week. I wish I could.
Anyway, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, pissed, pissed, pissed! I wore a black face for 2 days already and I think I probably looked like I can kill. You know what, I absolutely detest this colleague of mine. She likes to play the “blame” game and her work “tai chi” is very good. When the boss asks her to do something, she will ask another person to do it and then give to the boss. Credit she take, errors she pinpoint that “Oh, so-so gave me the figures.”, “So-so did this”. She does not do it to me all the time of course some other colleague is at the worse receiving end because she is such a doormat. However I was so mad for this particular incident because the boss wanted some figures and she, as usual, told the boss, “Ok, I get Amy to check.” When this roly-poly woman told me about it, I was asking her a lot of questions because I don’t want to do it and find that it is not what is needed. I kept asking her what the purpose of it was for but she couldn’t tell me and kept on saying the boss wants it, you cannot get it from the system, you do it manually.
HEY! It’s not that I don’t want to do, it’s just that I already explained that this is not the correct way of deriving the figures and the system is not able to do it AND it’s a waste of time doing it as it is already wrong. I thought I will check with my Europe counterparts so I waited till evening and she had the cheek to ask me whether it’s done. She had the bloody cheek to tell me, oh this multiply by that, can you do it? Hello!! She is so free, everyday gossip on the phone and come to office eat breakfast for at least half an hour, she can jolly well find out a way to do it. Or simply just ask the person who sent her the figures how to do it. Simple matter, blown out of proportion just because she wants to delegate to people to do. Just cannot stand her attitude where she likes to throw balls in her court to other people.
Anyway I am not a pushover and I really gave her face. Today I overhead her talking on the phone about one of her friends’ daughter who just started work and always work late because she is a push-over and do things meekly. She even commented that this person has no “office survival” skills. Well, now I know why this woman is like a guerilla, so aggressive and scheming. Always do things to show boss that she’s working but behind actually… ah…
Bloody fxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx sianz. I really don’t feel like working. Anyway no prospects here also. So what if my managers think of me highly? I cannot grapple with such a horrid slippery woman. You know, the kind who pretends to be all nice and helpful in front of the boss and managers but oppress peers or subordinates? In any case, I will rejoice the day I don’t have to return here.
Whatever it is, I am glad I was fierce to her because I think today she dare not come near me or talk to me. Well, sorry, you have irked me enough and I am the kind of person that if you ruffle my feathers or wrong me, it takes a large amount of pleasantries or effort to try to make up. Perhaps a few days. Perhaps when I have stopped being angry, I will be cordial.
Anyway, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, I am so pissed, pissed, pissed, pissed! I wore a black face for 2 days already and I think I probably looked like I can kill. You know what, I absolutely detest this colleague of mine. She likes to play the “blame” game and her work “tai chi” is very good. When the boss asks her to do something, she will ask another person to do it and then give to the boss. Credit she take, errors she pinpoint that “Oh, so-so gave me the figures.”, “So-so did this”. She does not do it to me all the time of course some other colleague is at the worse receiving end because she is such a doormat. However I was so mad for this particular incident because the boss wanted some figures and she, as usual, told the boss, “Ok, I get Amy to check.” When this roly-poly woman told me about it, I was asking her a lot of questions because I don’t want to do it and find that it is not what is needed. I kept asking her what the purpose of it was for but she couldn’t tell me and kept on saying the boss wants it, you cannot get it from the system, you do it manually.
HEY! It’s not that I don’t want to do, it’s just that I already explained that this is not the correct way of deriving the figures and the system is not able to do it AND it’s a waste of time doing it as it is already wrong. I thought I will check with my Europe counterparts so I waited till evening and she had the cheek to ask me whether it’s done. She had the bloody cheek to tell me, oh this multiply by that, can you do it? Hello!! She is so free, everyday gossip on the phone and come to office eat breakfast for at least half an hour, she can jolly well find out a way to do it. Or simply just ask the person who sent her the figures how to do it. Simple matter, blown out of proportion just because she wants to delegate to people to do. Just cannot stand her attitude where she likes to throw balls in her court to other people.
Anyway I am not a pushover and I really gave her face. Today I overhead her talking on the phone about one of her friends’ daughter who just started work and always work late because she is a push-over and do things meekly. She even commented that this person has no “office survival” skills. Well, now I know why this woman is like a guerilla, so aggressive and scheming. Always do things to show boss that she’s working but behind actually… ah…
Bloody fxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx sianz. I really don’t feel like working. Anyway no prospects here also. So what if my managers think of me highly? I cannot grapple with such a horrid slippery woman. You know, the kind who pretends to be all nice and helpful in front of the boss and managers but oppress peers or subordinates? In any case, I will rejoice the day I don’t have to return here.
Whatever it is, I am glad I was fierce to her because I think today she dare not come near me or talk to me. Well, sorry, you have irked me enough and I am the kind of person that if you ruffle my feathers or wrong me, it takes a large amount of pleasantries or effort to try to make up. Perhaps a few days. Perhaps when I have stopped being angry, I will be cordial.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
I finally got cable TV!
I finally got cable tv! And I realised somehow I can watch ALL channels from Discovery Channel to CNN to AXN to TVBS to ESPN, etc. That’s really strange cos I know there are not so many channels in the groups subscribed. Shhhhh…
Actually I don’t really like sitting in front of the TV and being a couch potato but yes, there are so many interesting channels to watch. Think the novelty will wear off in awhile. Besides my computer is spoilt and remains unfixed!!
Anyway I can declare that I am smart because I was the only one in the family who could fix the cables and tune the TV. My mum read the manual and still got the instructions wrong. I took one look, ok few looks at the manual and what my mum did and she fixed the wrong wires. So, I told her what to take out and proceeded to tune the TV. Of course, it was a hilarious evening because she was trying to be the smart ass and tune it her way, according to her interpretations of the manual while I was musing away on the instructions. In the end, it was still me who got to the Starhub Digital Channel. Duhazz..
Just as well, my dad can watch it in the day when he’s free or so he will have something to do and my mum can hog it at night. At least the cable tv can keep both of them at home and occupy my retiree dad. Sometimes I feel that he can be quite lonely as all of us are busy with our own lives. Normally I try to go home for dinner with him but hopefully the TV can keep him occupied. Yah, why don’t he get a job? Well…
Actually I don’t really like sitting in front of the TV and being a couch potato but yes, there are so many interesting channels to watch. Think the novelty will wear off in awhile. Besides my computer is spoilt and remains unfixed!!
Anyway I can declare that I am smart because I was the only one in the family who could fix the cables and tune the TV. My mum read the manual and still got the instructions wrong. I took one look, ok few looks at the manual and what my mum did and she fixed the wrong wires. So, I told her what to take out and proceeded to tune the TV. Of course, it was a hilarious evening because she was trying to be the smart ass and tune it her way, according to her interpretations of the manual while I was musing away on the instructions. In the end, it was still me who got to the Starhub Digital Channel. Duhazz..
Just as well, my dad can watch it in the day when he’s free or so he will have something to do and my mum can hog it at night. At least the cable tv can keep both of them at home and occupy my retiree dad. Sometimes I feel that he can be quite lonely as all of us are busy with our own lives. Normally I try to go home for dinner with him but hopefully the TV can keep him occupied. Yah, why don’t he get a job? Well…
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Nothing exciting, sorry!
My computer is playing hide and seek with me as sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t, so I cannot really blog about my recent activities. Not much time to do so either. Writing requires concentration and creative juices, maybe for me only.
Well, I have not been exercising for close to a fortnight and my tummy’s getting rounder by the minute! Ok, must get back my routine asap if not my back will start hurting from sitting too much at work.
Real busy at work again. When will I get a good breather to just sit there and stone? Hmm… On the other hand, I have been thinking about making a career switch into communications. Maybe I should just stay put in my current job as I do not hate the job and it’s a comfortable lifestyle I am leading right now. Enough time to shop, exercise, and laze in bed during the weekends, surf a little bit of Internet during office hours, etc, etc. Do I really want to stay like that forever or should I find something I feel that I like and matches my strengths too? I also realised it may be pretty difficult as I do not have relevant experience and I am not very willing to take a pay cut. Kind of lazy to go for interviews too. Sometimes my determination gets me down and I start feeling like my future is so bleak. Hmm… In addition, my computer cranked up on me! So I cannot use it now. Well, well, well. Nonetheless, I believe that God will help me through it as He knows my desires and in His time He will do what’s good for me. I just need to keep on praying! Matthew 7: 7-11 says "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. 9"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
Anyway, to prepare myself for this field, I will try to read up on PR, Journalism, Advertising, how to write press releases, etc. Perhaps to learn more of the software required too. Think I shall visit the libraries and bookstores more often instead of just lazing around at home. The beginning is always tough, I always feel like I want to rest on my laurels again; like a plant needing water to become firm again instead or turgid. Haha. Press on, Amy! Press on!
Sorry, boring ramblings... =(
Well, I have not been exercising for close to a fortnight and my tummy’s getting rounder by the minute! Ok, must get back my routine asap if not my back will start hurting from sitting too much at work.
Real busy at work again. When will I get a good breather to just sit there and stone? Hmm… On the other hand, I have been thinking about making a career switch into communications. Maybe I should just stay put in my current job as I do not hate the job and it’s a comfortable lifestyle I am leading right now. Enough time to shop, exercise, and laze in bed during the weekends, surf a little bit of Internet during office hours, etc, etc. Do I really want to stay like that forever or should I find something I feel that I like and matches my strengths too? I also realised it may be pretty difficult as I do not have relevant experience and I am not very willing to take a pay cut. Kind of lazy to go for interviews too. Sometimes my determination gets me down and I start feeling like my future is so bleak. Hmm… In addition, my computer cranked up on me! So I cannot use it now. Well, well, well. Nonetheless, I believe that God will help me through it as He knows my desires and in His time He will do what’s good for me. I just need to keep on praying! Matthew 7: 7-11 says "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. 9"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
Anyway, to prepare myself for this field, I will try to read up on PR, Journalism, Advertising, how to write press releases, etc. Perhaps to learn more of the software required too. Think I shall visit the libraries and bookstores more often instead of just lazing around at home. The beginning is always tough, I always feel like I want to rest on my laurels again; like a plant needing water to become firm again instead or turgid. Haha. Press on, Amy! Press on!
Sorry, boring ramblings... =(
Monday, March 12, 2007
Down, down and never up?
I have been feeling down recently. Especially having busied myself since December and not much chance of rest or rather time out for myself. To really focus on what I want to do for the future, my direction and basically just to de-stress and to re-focus and to feel ready to take on the world and to get back into pace. I just feel so out of breath, so out of sync, I am just living day-to-day.
You know, the feeling like you just want to throw everything aside and be carefree for a few days? I wish I can do that but I don’t know how. Potter at home? Go for a holiday alone? I need ME-time. Or maybe I am so out of sync with God.
You know, the feeling like you just want to throw everything aside and be carefree for a few days? I wish I can do that but I don’t know how. Potter at home? Go for a holiday alone? I need ME-time. Or maybe I am so out of sync with God.
I bought a new handphone!
Yippee!! I finally took the plunge and changed my phone to a swanky new Samsung 3G Ultra 13.8 and it’s in black. Courtesy of Singtel, the only provider which has the latest model in black and with a free 512MB microSD card thrown in!However, my heart really bleeds for this phone as I paid $400 for it. Super expensive but I like the slide, I like the colour, I like the brand name, I like the big LCD screen, I like that I can change ringtones and message tones and I like the vivid screen colours. The front and rear cameras are good too. Plus it's 3G. So, out comes the $$. I reasoned that after all I can use the phone for at least 2 years or more and maybe get a free model when my contract ends in future. Hehe. At least my phone should have trade-in value?
But still heart pain. Heart pain. Heart pain.
Friday, March 09, 2007
Grumblings
It’s Friday and I finally have some free time to myself. A whirlwind week again and I stayed past 6pm. Sigh. Luckily, people here don’t work late like past 7pm. However, it’s not nice being the last person in my office leaving for home and feeling miserable because I am stuck at work and the sun has set. Argh.
Staying back at work makes me feel grouchy too and if I get to the MRT station and have to wait 5 mins or more, my mood will turn black. Can’t SMRT understand that we are just super eager to get home and laze on the sofa? To make things worse, the MRT will be super crowded and people will not move to the middle. Recently, I have taken to pushing my way into the middle of the carriage or even asking people to move in. If the train is crowded and packed, I will wait but don’t let me see a big pocket of space somewhere and everyone is stuck at the dumb door. I will suddenly turn into an uncouth monster and broadcast to the other people to move. By broadcasting, I mean I will speak LOUDLY. And thereafter show a bloody black face. The most irritating thing that I have seen to date is a family with many kids and a pram with them but the kid is not sitting in the pram. For goodness sake, during rush hour, you leave a big pram in the middle?! Can’t you just bloody fold it up and not obstruct space??? After awhile, the family got up to leave with the mother pushing the empty pram in a super packed carriage and everyone had to try to make way. For an empty pram. Some people are just brainless.
Yes, more grumbling. Lifts! I hate it when there are funny pockets of space left in the lift and no one wants to move in. I will and I have done it before, asked people to move in and pushed my way through. Sorry but I do like to irritate people. By and large, Singaporeans do not have much courtesy! Horrible.
Staying back at work makes me feel grouchy too and if I get to the MRT station and have to wait 5 mins or more, my mood will turn black. Can’t SMRT understand that we are just super eager to get home and laze on the sofa? To make things worse, the MRT will be super crowded and people will not move to the middle. Recently, I have taken to pushing my way into the middle of the carriage or even asking people to move in. If the train is crowded and packed, I will wait but don’t let me see a big pocket of space somewhere and everyone is stuck at the dumb door. I will suddenly turn into an uncouth monster and broadcast to the other people to move. By broadcasting, I mean I will speak LOUDLY. And thereafter show a bloody black face. The most irritating thing that I have seen to date is a family with many kids and a pram with them but the kid is not sitting in the pram. For goodness sake, during rush hour, you leave a big pram in the middle?! Can’t you just bloody fold it up and not obstruct space??? After awhile, the family got up to leave with the mother pushing the empty pram in a super packed carriage and everyone had to try to make way. For an empty pram. Some people are just brainless.
Yes, more grumbling. Lifts! I hate it when there are funny pockets of space left in the lift and no one wants to move in. I will and I have done it before, asked people to move in and pushed my way through. Sorry but I do like to irritate people. By and large, Singaporeans do not have much courtesy! Horrible.
Friday, March 02, 2007
I hate CNY
Thought that I better blog this before the CNY ends this Sunday. I bet lots of people had fun during the first few days of CNY but I was thoroughly bored with house visiting and eating. CNY is not an exciting event for me because first of all, I don’t eat a lot and I do not really care for those goodies. I will eat them but sparingly and not to the point of gorging myself. Even for bak kwa, I think I ate less than 1 big slice added up together. Secondly, I don’t gambling and don’t find it interesting. Mahjong or bridge may be a good game to train the brain to strategize but I can never play mind games or strategize well. Not interested in winning people’s money either. And my older relatives always hog the mahjong table or poker cards so those of my generation cannot sit properly at the table to play for fun. Thirdly, CNY is a time where I have to face relatives asking me the usual questions and after that, it’s a silent stare at the TV. Argh.
Last but not least, I dislike seeing strange people during CNY; especially relatives who have disappeared for years and appeared again for no apparent reason. Why do I say that? I have 2 uncles who like to do this disappearing act. One is the older uncle and the other the younger. I am fine with the older one because he will give ang bao when he visits and his family is friendly to us. Sometimes he doesn’t visit because I hear from my mum, he either goes to Malaysia or on holiday or just don’t want to meet us that year. But it’s ok because I feel he is genuine and he will catch up with us by asking questions in a humorous way. This is still tolerable. The younger one, I got a shock when I saw him this year because I cannot remember how long he disappeared, maybe three, four years. And when he came, he sulked with a black face and sat there like a stone. No ang bao, yes, his wife gave but they are estranged. I will never forget how he once came to my house and threatened to slap me for being disrespectful to him. I will never forget at that point of time, I could have taken a broom and chase him out or catfight with him. That’s why when I saw him; I took it as he was invisible. I will never forget how awfully he behaved. You must be thinking why I dislike, no hate him so much. Well, let’s just say he likes to sow his oats and leave his sisters (my aunts) to clean up the mess for him. And of all people, China girls! He never like to work for people and is super arrogant, thinking he is of businessman material. My aunts are too kindhearted to give him money and help him out each time. There’s one thing I cannot tolerate and that is if a person can help himself, he does not and rely on others and does all kinds of dumb things. Worst of all is to think that the whole world owes him a living. Don’t expect me to be respectful to these kind of people. Seriously, I look down on these kind of people and tremendously too. If you are humble, I am ok but don’t expect me to pay tribute or fawn on you like some celebrity. And I do not care if you are my uncle or my older cousin.
Oh, this brings me to another point. This year, I also saw some cousins I never seen for years. I think at least six years because they were all in their twenties and I was still in JC or something. Now I have worked nearly 4 years and they are in their thirties and suddenly appeared. Why? One is a financial planner aka insurance advisor and the other, I don’t know and don’t bother. Sorry but I truly dislike people with motives. I rather you not appear at all and for me, if I am in their shoes, I will not appear at all too.
So you can see, I carried a black face during CNY. Ah well. Anyway, this CNY was the first time I ever bought a red top, though the red top looks abit like a red lantern but I like it. It’s not Over-The-Top. Hehe. Also, this CNY I was smarter. Haha. I brought a book with me to read during all my house visits although I know it’s kind of anti-social but I don’t care, I don’t give a damn. I am not going to waste my time watching hours and hours of TV.
2 Mar 07 - CNY is ending. Finally. It spells relief.
Last but not least, I dislike seeing strange people during CNY; especially relatives who have disappeared for years and appeared again for no apparent reason. Why do I say that? I have 2 uncles who like to do this disappearing act. One is the older uncle and the other the younger. I am fine with the older one because he will give ang bao when he visits and his family is friendly to us. Sometimes he doesn’t visit because I hear from my mum, he either goes to Malaysia or on holiday or just don’t want to meet us that year. But it’s ok because I feel he is genuine and he will catch up with us by asking questions in a humorous way. This is still tolerable. The younger one, I got a shock when I saw him this year because I cannot remember how long he disappeared, maybe three, four years. And when he came, he sulked with a black face and sat there like a stone. No ang bao, yes, his wife gave but they are estranged. I will never forget how he once came to my house and threatened to slap me for being disrespectful to him. I will never forget at that point of time, I could have taken a broom and chase him out or catfight with him. That’s why when I saw him; I took it as he was invisible. I will never forget how awfully he behaved. You must be thinking why I dislike, no hate him so much. Well, let’s just say he likes to sow his oats and leave his sisters (my aunts) to clean up the mess for him. And of all people, China girls! He never like to work for people and is super arrogant, thinking he is of businessman material. My aunts are too kindhearted to give him money and help him out each time. There’s one thing I cannot tolerate and that is if a person can help himself, he does not and rely on others and does all kinds of dumb things. Worst of all is to think that the whole world owes him a living. Don’t expect me to be respectful to these kind of people. Seriously, I look down on these kind of people and tremendously too. If you are humble, I am ok but don’t expect me to pay tribute or fawn on you like some celebrity. And I do not care if you are my uncle or my older cousin.
Oh, this brings me to another point. This year, I also saw some cousins I never seen for years. I think at least six years because they were all in their twenties and I was still in JC or something. Now I have worked nearly 4 years and they are in their thirties and suddenly appeared. Why? One is a financial planner aka insurance advisor and the other, I don’t know and don’t bother. Sorry but I truly dislike people with motives. I rather you not appear at all and for me, if I am in their shoes, I will not appear at all too.
So you can see, I carried a black face during CNY. Ah well. Anyway, this CNY was the first time I ever bought a red top, though the red top looks abit like a red lantern but I like it. It’s not Over-The-Top. Hehe. Also, this CNY I was smarter. Haha. I brought a book with me to read during all my house visits although I know it’s kind of anti-social but I don’t care, I don’t give a damn. I am not going to waste my time watching hours and hours of TV.
2 Mar 07 - CNY is ending. Finally. It spells relief.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Valentine's Day
I don't really celebrate V-day or really care for it because I find it really cheesy and too commercialisd. My friend says I am not romantic but hey, who defines romanticism anyway??
I remember the first time I got flowers (ugly flowers) from this stalker, I threw it into the dustbin immediately. I dislike flowers because I hate carrying the bouquet around and getting stares from people. It's even worse on V-day as the prices are exhorbitant. No way am I going to let those florists and hamper companies laugh all the way to the bank. I sniggered quite abit when I saw some guys buying flowers on V-day evening. Super last min. If you wanna send flowers, deliver a super big bouquet or order one unique one in advance! Moreover, not all bouquets are pretty. Some are just normal and plain and common. A nicely wrapped and accessorized (maybe with bears or keychains, etc) bouquet that is unique is the best. I saw this floral arrangement of a bouquet of flowers on a big champagne glass and on top are 2 bears. Quite a nice and unique arrangement. No expensive chocolates either, nor some expensive candle-lit dinner, all played up by the marketing promotions people to drum up more F&B sales.
It's perfectly fine to have a quiet dinner with your loved one and spend time together, appreciating each other on V-day as a gesture, which I feel is good enough. Making time for each other is very important and I wanna say thank you to my darling for doing so. HAha.
I remember the first time I got flowers (ugly flowers) from this stalker, I threw it into the dustbin immediately. I dislike flowers because I hate carrying the bouquet around and getting stares from people. It's even worse on V-day as the prices are exhorbitant. No way am I going to let those florists and hamper companies laugh all the way to the bank. I sniggered quite abit when I saw some guys buying flowers on V-day evening. Super last min. If you wanna send flowers, deliver a super big bouquet or order one unique one in advance! Moreover, not all bouquets are pretty. Some are just normal and plain and common. A nicely wrapped and accessorized (maybe with bears or keychains, etc) bouquet that is unique is the best. I saw this floral arrangement of a bouquet of flowers on a big champagne glass and on top are 2 bears. Quite a nice and unique arrangement. No expensive chocolates either, nor some expensive candle-lit dinner, all played up by the marketing promotions people to drum up more F&B sales.
It's perfectly fine to have a quiet dinner with your loved one and spend time together, appreciating each other on V-day as a gesture, which I feel is good enough. Making time for each other is very important and I wanna say thank you to my darling for doing so. HAha.
Super busy...again
I thought I could breathe easier now but I was so so wrong. Super busy nowadays, especially this whole week. There were alot of ad campaigns coming in for the whole year and some complicated ones. Gosh, it's tough juggling different accounts all vying for your attention and meticulous handling. I could go off at 1pm today but worked till 3pm. I am always so "suay" during times like this. The other occasion I got time off was during Christmas but as usual, I worked till 3pm plus. Well, I guess busy is good but I just pray hard I don't make mistakes.
Visits to the gym have been dwindling as I can't seem to get myself out of bed early these days. Argh. Anyway, I used up my last free personal training session recently and found out I lost 1% fat and approximately 1.5kg too! Great news. Haha. The numbers don't sound very big but hey at least my clothes don't feel that tight anymore? And not much of a love handle spilling over. The best part I love is the adrenaline pumping each time I exercise. Just makes you feel so healthy. Hohoho.
Visits to the gym have been dwindling as I can't seem to get myself out of bed early these days. Argh. Anyway, I used up my last free personal training session recently and found out I lost 1% fat and approximately 1.5kg too! Great news. Haha. The numbers don't sound very big but hey at least my clothes don't feel that tight anymore? And not much of a love handle spilling over. The best part I love is the adrenaline pumping each time I exercise. Just makes you feel so healthy. Hohoho.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Which phone should I get?
I can finally change my phone. Not that the current Samsung 600C is not good, it served me well but it's just... getting on in years.
Samsung Ultra 12.9 - currently costs $418 with a 2 year plan from Singtel. Super expensive! No 3G too! Functions are like E900 but with a 3 MP camera and of course the slim design. I love the slide mechanism on this, smooth but not loose. Plus you can do alot of stuff to customise the phone. I like to use photo caller ID which means the user's name will pop up when they call (Yes, I know Nokia 6288 has it too ). The only catch here is the high price.
Yet I cannot find a really nice phone that will replace its position. Thought of getting a slider phone and that kind of limits my choice as there are not many sliders but alot of flip phones and candy bar phones. And I only want Samsung because the colours are more vivid and better designed. Nokia phones are too big, having been accustomed to the small Samsung phones.
So I narrowed down my choices. Samsung Ultra 12.9 or E900. Then the worst case scenario would be I get Nokia 6288.
Alternatively I can change a Nokia 6070 and use my dad's Samsung Ultra 8.4. Well, he wont be happy with that cos he's hooked onto the Samsung phone. Yes, it is the colours and well, the slimness of the phone. Am not very keen on Samsung 8.4 as it's too slim for me and my thumbs get tired from sms-ing too often. Hehe.
Next, Nokia 6288. Rectangular, nice basic phone. Just that, it's too basic. It has all the good functions (plus 3G) like camera, radio, etc, etc but it's too rectangular and too much like a spectacle case. Tried playing with this phone at mobile shops and found the slide mechanism loose and number pad too close to the screen. However, it's a good phone to call, sms and take pictures or even assign different ringtones to different users. There is even a mini-SD slot for you to save your stuff with the extra memory. I may just get this. Cheap and good and live with the other issues that I don't like. Ha.
Just that, I am brand conscious and well, I just like Samsung. Oh, did I mention there is a Samsung Mobile Fun Club where you can register and download free ringtones and get updates about Samsung? Yup, it's all about belonging to a club.
Samsung E900 - out of stock, Singtel isn't selling it anymore. Argh. Case closed.
Samsung Ultra 12.9 - currently costs $418 with a 2 year plan from Singtel. Super expensive! No 3G too! Functions are like E900 but with a 3 MP camera and of course the slim design. I love the slide mechanism on this, smooth but not loose. Plus you can do alot of stuff to customise the phone. I like to use photo caller ID which means the user's name will pop up when they call (Yes, I know Nokia 6288 has it too ). The only catch here is the high price. Oh well, I will just wait for CNY to come as there should be many promotions. AND Samsung Ultra 13.8 (3G) will be launched soon. Maybe there will be some sales promotions since it's the first time the phone enters the market. Just like how my dad got the Samsung Ultra 8.4 for $0. Hoho. Wait, wait, wait. Be patient, only less than 2 weeks to go!
Monday, February 05, 2007
The Excelsior Hotel, HK
Went away the next day after my birthday to HK for systems training and meetings in our office headquarters in HK. I was filled with trepidation of what to expect in HK, given all my fears and worries but I am glad everyday I entrusted these worries to God and let Him do the rest. All in all, it was a pretty good trip, though at the end of 5 days I was quite exhausted and simply just glad to be home.
Took the 1st flight out on Sunday morning to HK but the flight was delayed by about an hour! For the first time, I saw 10 planes queuing up on the runway to take off. Argh. Reached HK about 2pm and had to queue (again) to check in at The Excelsior Hotel. Finally got to my room, (was pleasantly surprised to have an upgrade to executive room - bigger room with nicer 
amenities like ironing board, small coffee maker and a couch.) And I got a double bed for me, myself and meself! The bed is simply wonderfully cosy, soft and clean. I never slept on such nice beds and pillows before. The pillows were not cotton but probably feathers or something, in any case I did not feel like getting out of bed each morning. I felt luxuriously pampered. (Yes, one night’s accommodation is like S$300?!) Plus the cool weather really makes you feel like sleeping in!
This hotel is really clean and the really very best part is the location. Oh, did I mention that there are a lot of shopping centres nearby and the train station is like 3mins walk away? You can just walk down or outside the hotel and get any food anytime anywhere. The shopping centres open till 11.30pm too and they don’t chase you out or give you black faces!
amenities like ironing board, small coffee maker and a couch.) And I got a double bed for me, myself and meself! The bed is simply wonderfully cosy, soft and clean. I never slept on such nice beds and pillows before. The pillows were not cotton but probably feathers or something, in any case I did not feel like getting out of bed each morning. I felt luxuriously pampered. (Yes, one night’s accommodation is like S$300?!) Plus the cool weather really makes you feel like sleeping in!This hotel is really clean and the really very best part is the location. Oh, did I mention that there are a lot of shopping centres nearby and the train station is like 3mins walk away? You can just walk down or outside the hotel and get any food anytime anywhere. The shopping centres open till 11.30pm too and they don’t chase you out or give you black faces!
My previous stay in HK was marred by bad food and lack of food around the hotel. However, at The Excelsior HK, the food was simply good and abundant and the service staff is friendly and can speak to you in proper English. Needless to say, there were a lot of ang mohs staying at this hotel. It was simply hassle-free. The door man would help you call for taxis every morning and he looks very professional in his red gear and turban. Plus he was really friendly and I mean genuinely friendly. HK used to have a bad reputation for giving lousy service but generally not anymore. The staff really treat their guests like royalty.
Apparently the weekend English tea set in Excelsior Hotel is very popular in HK. I think it’s quite cheap at S$22 nett where there are small finger sandwiches with salmon, tuna, cucumber, etc. In addition, there were bite-sized scones, cheesecake, chocolate cake and portugese egg tart. Of course, you could select the choice of tea you like and there really really is a wide range – I could count at least 10! Thinking about it just makes me salivate, uncontrollably. Yum yum. I wished I had more time to enjoy myself there leisurely.
Apparently the weekend English tea set in Excelsior Hotel is very popular in HK. I think it’s quite cheap at S$22 nett where there are small finger sandwiches with salmon, tuna, cucumber, etc. In addition, there were bite-sized scones, cheesecake, chocolate cake and portugese egg tart. Of course, you could select the choice of tea you like and there really really is a wide range – I could count at least 10! Thinking about it just makes me salivate, uncontrollably. Yum yum. I wished I had more time to enjoy myself there leisurely. On a side note, I enjoyed myself during this business trip as it was a time to get to know my colleagues better. We drank, dined and shopped together. They also playfully woke me up at 2am to go to one of their hotel rooms and we were drinking chilled San Miguel beer in cold weather and basically just chitchatting nonsense. At first I was grumbling to them for having woke me up when I was in deep slumber but I guess 2 hours less of sleep was worth it. We even had pillow fights, well ok, they threw pillows at me cos I was lazing on the bed and nodding off badly. Sorry, can't show the photos they took at night cos I turned out really horrible!
I can breathe more easy now?!
It’s a Monday today but I feel great for once. I think CNY is coming and so the mad rush at work is temporarily over? At least I feel I can breathe abit now and shoot off to do my long neglected filing. Yup, papers have been piling up on my desk but I think I am almost done with my long neglected filing of 2006 Q4 and Jan 07 stuff and organising the new information sheets I have for 2007. And of course updating myself on it. I love the after effects of filing because I feel that my life is organised once again. At least I don’t have to play that much of a catch-up, probably can brisk walk now and run at times. Keep fingers crossed! Haha. Perhaps the cold morning swim at the gym made me feel refreshed and basically relaxed. Trying to ease myself back into a good weekly routine to lose weight or rather be more toned and have a healthy body.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Burned out
I am back from HK! Yes, but I am busier than ever, with no idea why. Not really much time to blog or even the mood, so just a short post here. Feeling pretty burned out till I have not much energy to go to the gym and workout. Work's piling up and getting to be in a mess and I am playing catch-up all the time! Argh. After a hard day's work, all I want to do is go home and relax or stone but sometimes one has appointments, this and that and this. Weekends are worse, I do physio every Sat morning and the one hour trip to and one hour trip back is killing my time. And the rest of my time are spent rushing for appointments. Hmm... Plus the weather is so cool and nice nowadays, it just makes you want to lie in bed longer such that I keep going to work late! Gosh. I need a break...
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Guide to effective socialising
I think I need a book on this - "How to socialise effectively" such that you will leave a positive lasting impression on people. Haha. Due to go to HK next Sun for a training trip with my sales managers and my boss. No exact details of the trip as yet, only flight date, time and accomodation. As usual, information isn't forthcoming.
Anyway, I am suddenly gripped by fear. Fear of what would happen in HK, fear of meeting my overseas colleagues if they are also there for the software training. Fear because I DO NOT know anyone very well there! Fear because most of the managers go on business trips often and they know each other quite well. No one would talk to a small fry like me. I feel like an extra going on this trip but then again, not many people get opportunities to go overseas for business trips unless you are in sales or you are a high flyer? Whatever.
I am just super duper fearful. To make things worse, my colleague (whom I fell out with for no rhyme or reason) is going along! I cannot stand her superficialness and the hot and cold treatment she gives me. Please, please, do not let me share a room with her. What am I going to do during breakfast, lunch and dinner or even post dinner drinks if the training is at the hotel with other offices? Gosh. I may have to talk to her and I dread the ice wall she puts up and then pretend to be so friendly to another person. Dumb.
Also facing your boss for breakfast, lunch and dinner for 4 days is not a situation I look forward to in this company. My boss will talk to other bosses, or my managers will talk to other managers. Hmm... Who will I talk to? Should I just eat my food quietly and excuse myself to my hotel room for a rest? Hmmm... Of course, it was different in my previous company as the boss would make effort to get to know the staff and interact with them, making you feel valued. That was good. I mean I feel kind of valued by my current boss but she's not as gung-ho and open.
If those colleagues are going for post dinner drinks at Lan Kwai Fong, I hope I do not have to go along. One, I cannot hold my liquor. Two, I dont really like those places, don't ask me why, I just don't like. Three, I don't know how to interact with them! I think I shall just focus on shopping at Nathan Road and Tsim Sha Tsui.
Better pray hard everything goes smoothly and everyone is friendly and I will make effort to interact cautiously.
Anyway, I am suddenly gripped by fear. Fear of what would happen in HK, fear of meeting my overseas colleagues if they are also there for the software training. Fear because I DO NOT know anyone very well there! Fear because most of the managers go on business trips often and they know each other quite well. No one would talk to a small fry like me. I feel like an extra going on this trip but then again, not many people get opportunities to go overseas for business trips unless you are in sales or you are a high flyer? Whatever.
I am just super duper fearful. To make things worse, my colleague (whom I fell out with for no rhyme or reason) is going along! I cannot stand her superficialness and the hot and cold treatment she gives me. Please, please, do not let me share a room with her. What am I going to do during breakfast, lunch and dinner or even post dinner drinks if the training is at the hotel with other offices? Gosh. I may have to talk to her and I dread the ice wall she puts up and then pretend to be so friendly to another person. Dumb.
Also facing your boss for breakfast, lunch and dinner for 4 days is not a situation I look forward to in this company. My boss will talk to other bosses, or my managers will talk to other managers. Hmm... Who will I talk to? Should I just eat my food quietly and excuse myself to my hotel room for a rest? Hmmm... Of course, it was different in my previous company as the boss would make effort to get to know the staff and interact with them, making you feel valued. That was good. I mean I feel kind of valued by my current boss but she's not as gung-ho and open.
If those colleagues are going for post dinner drinks at Lan Kwai Fong, I hope I do not have to go along. One, I cannot hold my liquor. Two, I dont really like those places, don't ask me why, I just don't like. Three, I don't know how to interact with them! I think I shall just focus on shopping at Nathan Road and Tsim Sha Tsui.
Better pray hard everything goes smoothly and everyone is friendly and I will make effort to interact cautiously.
My eye got infected...argh
It's barely 10 over days into January and I got an eye infection! Argh. Woke up on Thursday morning with a swollen right eyelid (like a huge pimple) and decided I should see a doctor and not go to work. Got myself 2 days MC. Haha. Anyway my right eye was itching, tearing and had "dirt" coming out at times. I looked like I had just been punched in the right eye by someone.
Sigh. I was quite upset with the eye infection but guess I had it coming. Have been quite lazy with my contact lenses cleaning recently and was incessantly rubbing my eyes. Rubbing my eyes when I am tired has become a habit for me, especially when I work at my computer. I will try hard to stop myself from rubbing my eyes next time. Now I have to go without contact lenses for 2 weeks as a precaution by the doctor. Sigh, sigh, sighz. The discomfort and inconvenience of an eye infection is too much to pay!
Sigh. I was quite upset with the eye infection but guess I had it coming. Have been quite lazy with my contact lenses cleaning recently and was incessantly rubbing my eyes. Rubbing my eyes when I am tired has become a habit for me, especially when I work at my computer. I will try hard to stop myself from rubbing my eyes next time. Now I have to go without contact lenses for 2 weeks as a precaution by the doctor. Sigh, sigh, sighz. The discomfort and inconvenience of an eye infection is too much to pay!
Friday, January 12, 2007
Online shopping on Strawberrynet.com
I have switched to the "Dermalogica" brand of products recently and was recommended some products by the facial salon which would help me in my skincare regime. However, I did not buy from the retailers as it was marked up so high, like at least $20 more! This brand is quite expensive already and I do not want to pay extra for it if I can get it for less elsewhere. Actually Dermalogica's pricing is comparable to H2O+ products and both just as good.Thank goodness I got to know of strawberrynet.com which offers free shipping worldwide for online purchases of many skincare, cosmetics and perfume products. I was quite apprehensive buying online for the first time but decided to give it a try. Anyway, I am pleased to say that I am surprised by the service efficacy - I ordered the products on Sunday and got it delivered by registered mail by Thursday that week! I was expecting it to take 2-3 weeks actually. What a pleasant surprise! Another good thing was that the products came nicely wrapped up (I felt like I was opening a present) amidst styrofoam padding in a box tied with purple ribbon. I was expecting a normal ugly parcel.
All in all, I am very pleased that it took only 4 days for my goods to arrive and I saved about $50!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
2006 to 2007
Christmas came and went. New Year came and went. Nothing eventful, just watched the fireworks up close and personal on NYE but was kind of tired. The physical tiredness irked me as it was the festive season and I was supposed to be bubbling with fun and anticipation and enjoying myself, planning where to go, what to eat. Sad to say, for the whole of December, I was so so so so busy at work, I did not have time to think about anything. No mood even. Very strange as December should be a lull period. Sigh.
Into year 2007, I still have this feeling that I have not rested enough. Argh. I am trying not to lag behind my work as one of my resolutions 2007 is to be ahead of things and be careful, detailed at work. I tend to get careless and had some reprimands from overseas colleagues in 2006. Not pleasant. Can't be helped. Good learning points but I want to improve and I want to do well!
Resolution 2 is to be more sociable. I know I have become moodier and more introverted. Need to be more enthusiastic about life, events and things. Haha.
Resolution 3 is to learn how to invest smartly and make more money without working too hard for it. Invest, invest, invest. Time, situation and place must be right. No choice. Got to support my parents, pay for the house, utilities, my physician bills, transport, clothes, savings, etc, etc, etc. Sometimes this burden seems so heavy.
Resolution 4 - lose weight, exercise and be healthy. Back pain, go away. Gastric, under control but please do not happen again. God, please bless me with good health! I must tell myself to push myself more during exercising as I seemed to have settled into a comfortable workout. My muscles must feel worked out after each session - that's my goal!
Resolution 5 - Trying to re-discover my passion for music in guitar and piano. Gave up piano since I was 12 and quite a waste I felt. When can I start to pick it up again? Will I have the discipline to see it through?
Resolution 6 - to read more and more. I must and will arm myself with a book on the train everyday instead of waiting for the miserable elusive TODAY paper or make sense of WoBao. I must, I must, I must. By the way, I read this research study in SHAPE magazine that reading stimulates your mind and makes your brain work - guess it can prevent dementia or senile-ness!
Resolution 7??? Resolution 8??? Resolution 9??
Into year 2007, I still have this feeling that I have not rested enough. Argh. I am trying not to lag behind my work as one of my resolutions 2007 is to be ahead of things and be careful, detailed at work. I tend to get careless and had some reprimands from overseas colleagues in 2006. Not pleasant. Can't be helped. Good learning points but I want to improve and I want to do well!
Resolution 2 is to be more sociable. I know I have become moodier and more introverted. Need to be more enthusiastic about life, events and things. Haha.
Resolution 3 is to learn how to invest smartly and make more money without working too hard for it. Invest, invest, invest. Time, situation and place must be right. No choice. Got to support my parents, pay for the house, utilities, my physician bills, transport, clothes, savings, etc, etc, etc. Sometimes this burden seems so heavy.
Resolution 4 - lose weight, exercise and be healthy. Back pain, go away. Gastric, under control but please do not happen again. God, please bless me with good health! I must tell myself to push myself more during exercising as I seemed to have settled into a comfortable workout. My muscles must feel worked out after each session - that's my goal!
Resolution 5 - Trying to re-discover my passion for music in guitar and piano. Gave up piano since I was 12 and quite a waste I felt. When can I start to pick it up again? Will I have the discipline to see it through?
Resolution 6 - to read more and more. I must and will arm myself with a book on the train everyday instead of waiting for the miserable elusive TODAY paper or make sense of WoBao. I must, I must, I must. By the way, I read this research study in SHAPE magazine that reading stimulates your mind and makes your brain work - guess it can prevent dementia or senile-ness!
Resolution 7??? Resolution 8??? Resolution 9??
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