Ta-da!!

On Thursday I went out for lunch with Hans...
We went to some apparently famous yu pian mi fen at some west coast kopitiam…
It was really not bad…but I wasn’t hungry…
So he had most of the huge bowl of mi fen… =P
And we toked over lunch about some stuff that I got to know of…
Which is q a headache n a difficult thing to settle…
Basically the conclusion to the conversation was no conclusion…
Yup… so mr hans… u go n fan xing fan xing.. hehe.. =P
Thx for driving me to class after tat… =)
N stop blaming me for ur lack of the sense of direction!
Haha… u urself is the blur one…

Friday was e ‘ta-da!’ day…
Essentially the ta-da part was at nite la…
Hmmm… I was still surprised even thou I kind of expected it…
Nothing’s confirmed yet…
Loads of tot processes…
I’m sorry if my reaction was bad/weird/inappropriate…
There were too many things going on in my head…
To be truthful I was q blank at a pt of time…
Tat could explain for my sian-ness tat u tot I was feeling…
In fact, I was happy last nite… *smilez**smilez**smilez*
The most impt part is: Thx for being understanding… =)

Anyhow... Randomly...

There’s 5 more weeks to exams..
4 more days to my testsss…
So I shld start to focus!

Of cos there shld be time for breaks…
So I’m going to try to work hard for the times tat i’m not meeting anybody..
Den when I do go out… I can really enjoy myself…

Shld start to get over my nua self…
Had a bad dream yesterday…
I went online to check my results…
N I realise I got all Ds for my final exams…
super horror…
N the online system had some screw up which deteriorated my lousy results further…
Until I had some Fs…
Horror-est of horror…
N then my alarm rang… fortunately… =)
I tink it’s a sign to tell me to work harder… haha..

On Tuesday I received choco from my angel!
Haha.. even thou e game is over he still give me choco..
=) he said he got chocos for ppl who r nice to him…
He’s e nice one la.. thx!

I tested my hba1c on tue practical..
I am normal de! =) saved myself $30.. haha…
n becos e bld glucose meter dunnoe had wat prob w me, I had to prick n reprick my finger twice before I could get an error-free results.. which show tat I’m normal too.. =) healthy!!

i dropped my phone on e floor yesterday…
*heartpain*
1st time my precious phone fell…
Hai hao ta mei shi! =S

N I juz knocked my knee onto e metal bar of my chair…
Super pain de…
I foresee a huge blue black… =(

Long Vacation - What will i do

nice song i heard from radio today... =)

This long weekend...

蛮多事情发生了。
所以感想也跟着多了。

有好多好多的方面要考虑。
事情原来并不是那么简单的。
人与人之间好复杂。
不想去理。
能单纯多好。

可能是我想得太多了。
顾虑得太多。
但是我不能不去理那一切的一切。

其实我蛮害怕的。
突然觉得好恐怖。
=P

复杂。
混乱。

我不会解决的事，
我只会让它顺其自然。

Photos!!

pix from amplitude, present shopping n gd fri~

My Good Friday…

My good Friday was spent with my 2 different grps of frens…
The purpose was the same : to celebrate their belated bdays… =)

In e morn met w my gd jie meis… cch n hx…
Long time no meet them le!
I tink I really ai them…
Cos they r really nice n funnie n understanding ppl.. =)
Going out w them I can say wat I wan n juz spill out everything that I wan to…
They always give gd advice also.. haha.. =)
Thx for listening to my stories!!
I enjoyed listening to their updates too… =)
I feel like our lives r now so different…
Cch alrdy working v hard…
Hx alrdy in her final yr.. looking for job opportunities n stuff…
Me.. still a clueless yr 3 pharm student w no ambitions.. haha..

N we kept going to e electronics shop today..
cch bot a mini hifi… hx bot a digicam.. ( I tink both r gd deals!)
n in total we went to e same shop for 3-4 times…
until e uncle c us from afar will alrdy smile at us..
even gave us each a photo of us tat was developed from his photo printer n also his name card…haha.. I tink he is a nice uncle.. =)

kopi club has kopi tat’s too sweet.. =X
but e environment is v nice thou.. =)
gd for nua-ing n chatting..
I love e chair!! So comfy! Wan to bring it bac to hall! Haha..

In e evening met up w sh, pj, bert, hans for dinner at a place called friends…
=) q like e atmosphere there…
Food may be abit exp thou… =)

I tink today…
A lot of tot processes went on in my tiny head…
Abit overwhelmed…
Confusion… sadness… it’s juz all mixed tog now…
N I’m feeling a state of blankness?
Maybe I’m juz blocking out all e emotions…
Abit chim.. but I guess it’s e way my system works…

I tink I can quite get selfish at times…
During e times when I’m happy… someone else may be troubled?
When I dun even know wat I’m tinking at times… being so undecided n blur n whatever… am I hurting some ppl?
I guess I also can be a v bad person…
Always complaining abt ppl like jrm…
But I never jian tao myself…
It can be so difficult sometimes…

Like wat I told ylp…
Zibi is good sometimes… =)

But not too zibi.. cos actually…
I tink I need support a lot of times…

*photos another time...
i'm q tired...*

Long weekend!

Yesterday nite I went jogging w hans…
Haha.. amazingly la..
So stress lo…
Cos I am super slow tat type… den ppl is e duan pao jian jiang can…
Hahah… I tink he run damn slow to pei he wo…
So xing ku him…
We ran for like ½ hr… by tat time I’m panting like dunnoe wat alrdy…
Q long time since I ran for this long alrdy…
*lao ren jia*

Today was q a fa feng day…
Cos we had to do e urine expt.. which was real stinko…
Cannot take it.. e ammonia smell from e chemicals is super er xin… =X
N I tink adez is rather high today…
So we were sprouting nonsense e whole day la.. like stuff abt e south park episode.. abt e umbrella song.. muahahaha…
N she xian qi me watch Alvin n e chipmunks.. =P
N me n yj were trying to find her a suitable guy in pharm..
Trying to recommend Alvin to her.. but apparently..dotz.. haha..
Yup.. we were really nonsenseful today~~
Tink she is really q a fun person to be with.. haha.. full of nonsense n high also.. =P

Today I also met gor for dinner at engine fac..
Had my yummy hotplate as always!!
Haha.. something v funnie happen..
Cos gor din noe wat to eat.. n he finally decided to have hot plate but wanted to change e teriyaki chicken to cutlet.. but dunnoe can or not.. so he ask me to ask e uncle…
So I juz ask uncle: uncle, can change teriyaki chicken to cutlet?
Uncle: cooking alrdy… nxt time den change can?
Me: nono.. uncle.. I wan to add 1 more order..
Uncle: oorh…. Can can… *shouts order to kitchen* so u pay together or separate?
Me: *looks at gor, looks at uncle*
pay tog…
*hands ten dollar note to uncle*
Uncle: wah.. *looks at gor* u v lucky arh… she order for u… pay for u also.. this type of gal where to find..
Gor: haha.. find in nus pharmacy lo…
Uncle: hahaha. *v happy* wah.. ur reaction v fast arh~
*2 guys queuing in front of us try v hard not to laugh*

Muahaha.. I tink it’s super funnie de…
Tink e uncle like my gor alrdy.. heheh…
After dinner gor’s fren’s lao gong drive us bac to hall.. haha…
E guan xi like spread to v far~~
But ya.. thx for e comfy ride bac! =)

So we proceeded as planned.. watched e chipmunks on his lappie…
Finally watched it.. loves thedore!
He is sooooo sweet.. n soooo ke ai.. haha..

After e movie.. I got convinced by gor to go home tonite…
Haha… so I dragged all my heavy stuff home by myself…
So ke lianly la.. =P
But ya.. shall not complain abt it again.. q boring stuff…
=) happy holidays ppl!!
Have a gd rest n also be productive k!
Esp for ppl who have to hand in reports v v soon~~ =P

Blurrrr~

Yup... i have been v blur lately... =X
first of all...
i left my clothes at ucc after my amplitude performance..
n i din even realise it long after i reach my room n did alot of other stuff...
had to trouble ppl to help me bring bac... =X
thx loads to those involved! haha..

the performance turned out q oki i guess..
after singing e pasigin song over n over n over again before our our performance.. we finally rem most of e lyrics.. n managed to catch e rite key.. even thou there was a minor prob at e v beginning.. but luckily we had a perfect pitch in our choir.. he is li hai!!
=P anyway... so happy it is all over!!!
ohoh.. n i realised tat i am not as fu qian as i tot.. haha.. =P

nxt blur was mon...
i forgot to bring my qian bao to sch...
cos i changed bag.. so i forgot to transfer over..
aiz.. how forgetful can i get...
but luckily i stuffed $$ everywhere..
so i realised i still have $5 in my hp pouch..
so i was saved... =)

e final blur was also mon..
when i juz scalded my right hand...
ya.. all my fingers...
while i was trying to prepare my ovaltine drink..
cos e dinner was v nan chi...
e boiling hot water juz spill all over my hand.. =(
so very very painful...
soaked my hand in dunnoe how many cups of cold water...
den finally realised i have e wan neng mopiko which can be applied for burns too!! =) so i applied tat n e pain subsided after tat...
leaving e slight swelling which has by now disappeared..
so my poor hand is now bac to normal.. =)

ya.. i am tat blur n clumsy~~ =X

My horrible week is finalli ending soon…
Yea~~!!

Yest went out w cot for dinner..
At some Indian restaurant to hui wei e ying du feng qing?
Haha.. food wasn’t tat gd thou… choices were v limited also..
After tat was dessert!!! Woohoo…
Desserts were e highlite la… definitely yummy…
But q sad cos I was alrdy q full when we had e dessert.. so abit ying ying sai de gan jue…
Den can’t really appreciate it… but I could sense e choco overload..
Muahaha.. I wan to go there again nxt time!!!
Eat e one tat Edwin had.. *yummilious!*

To be honest…
I was quite surpised yesterday when I learnt abt some stuff…
Even thou I pretended to be normal like I expected it..
Haha.. =X

It is really quite tu ran…
But I guess love is not something we can explain using logic…
It comes when u least expect it…
The most difficult part maybe learning to accept it ba…
But well.. wat matters is u r happy n xing fu! =)

Well.. today was tiring day…
i fell aslp when I lie down on e bed for awhile juz now.. instantaneous…
n it was e unconscious type of nap..
oblivious to everything de lo.. din even hear my alarm…

went sdc…
came bac str to choir…
din even manage to do much work… =(
nxt wk will be time to slow down n start working academically ba..
catching up time!

白色情人节快乐！

今天我知道了。。
原来笨笨是可以聪明的。。。
自以为聪明时，也可以是笨笨的。。。

i can still rem how i got to know about this jie ri...
all happened 2 yrs ago...
haha.. ya.. cos i got choco on that day!
can still rem the exact moment n scene when i know abt this..
hahaha...so ben ben de.. =P
but i think it's a precious memory.. *smilez*

well.. tink some ppl still dunnoe wat this festival is all abt.. =P
go find out! haha.. =)

yup...
so.. happy white v day everybody!
*muacks!*

ps...
y did someone wan to scold someone leh...
really got nothing to do w me?
if not y e someone dun wan to tell me y the other somone wan to scold him?
i'm all messed up~
watever.. since someone dun wan to tell me why..
i guess i can never find out why...
*dun care.. lalala!!
=)

生病了。。。

Yup.. I am sick again!
Fever lo… =(
Luckily it’s a mild one…
In recovery stage 90% alrdy I tink…
But I tink e sore throat part is just beginning.. =(

Actually I tink quite “sway”…
Cos this week is my busy wk..
N I have to get sick on in e middle of this wk…
On my 1 and only free day… so I can’t play happily.. =X

But overall I guess I am xing fu de la…
Cos got ppl offering to buy food for me here n there…
Thx loads!!! *muacks!* =)

Just now felt abit guilty…
Cos zy was asking ppl to join float…
I din sign up la..
Cos I dun tink I can commit to 2 whole months of hard work…
N there’ll be no one I noe to pei me… =S
Den I’ll be so sian… yalo…
I guess if possible… I’ll try to come bac to help ba…

其实我觉得我有很多东西要写。。
但就是下不了笔。。
或许。。我是不敢写下来吧。。
但是这是我的blog。。 我不需要去顾虑那么多吧？

但是我就是顾虑很多。。
所以打了一推的字。。
但却publish 不了。。
或许我的顾虑是多余的。。
因为毕竟
到头来。。好像只是自己笨笨的。。

Lalala~

i tink recently i'm getting more irritable, demanding and it's v bad...
i need to revert back to my old cheerful self! 改变自己！
*smilez!*
我要自由自在的！
i wan zero worries.. zero stress.. zero confusion...
juz like the stylo new zero sugar coke! =P
lalala~

Slowness~

haha.. i am such a ben ben n slow person~
i guess the facebook quiz i took sometime ago is quite accurate after all.. =P
cos tonite i discovered something after toking to someone whom i haven toked to in a long time...
haha... gong xi ni attached le!!! =)
not onli him.. sam also attached le!!
wahaha.. everyone also getting attached...
wo jiu gu du zhong lao ba! =P

asked a difficult qn to ppl juz now..
i juz got vague ans..
haha.. but i expected it.. cos i also would give such ans.. =P
thx for entertaining me.. hehe..

sorry for this short, random, messy post.. =P
btw.. happy Bday to fei koon n kk who r born on 8 mar! =)
happy bday to dennis born on 9 mar! =)

Mayday...

i happen to see these few videos of their concert...
super touching n sweet!!!
*sweet dao~~* (^ ^)

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Multiple Pix

these are all e pix from mid sem until this wk...

Dark and Gloomy day

2 days of tests r finally over…
Mostly ti-kaming…
So I dun carry much hope for them…

Arggh~~
today = No mood…
=X

Black dots everywhere~

today is e day...
nvm 2008...
60 stories at republic plaza...
it took ard 20min?? (not sure.. too tired to check time =P)

yes.. it's tiring de lo...
intensively tired for 20min..
cmi... haha.. i tink i'm so lousy la...
i started to get dizzy at ard 15th floor..
tink cos we keep turning n turing.. e amt of black dots were getting more n more.. (guess i shld have slpt earlier yesterday nite...)
haha.. tot i was going to faintz.. =P
but lucky din.. cos i stopped to rest...
in e end.. slowly slowly climb...
den managed to climb up to level 60... XP

n cch was zai! haha.. she also climb q fast lo.. =P
li hai!! n e other gals also zai! fit!
i got cheated la.. who say they not fit...
or maybe it's cos i am too unfit.. hehe.. =P

actualli q paiseh also la..
cos i tink i tuo lei gor lo...
he realli juz pei me all e way.. haha...
even thou i asked him to go 1st.. he refused..
he shld have run up all e way la..
*cos he is e fittest rite~* hehez.. failed to let him show off his shi li~ =P
dun have to 陪我这个身体虚弱的人... *paiseh*
but realli..
THANK U!!!!! =)
for e support..
for e push..
for e company along e way...
for e choco to help me jiayou for mugging..
for vogaris pte ltd...
u realli v nice~ e best-est! haha..
*gan dong-ed* =)
谢谢你！

yup... n to update on e other stuff...
me n hx bot cch bday present alrdy!!
yes.. we r efficient de!!
haha.. it was tough buying her e present thou...
dunnoe killed how many brain cells in e process.. =P
hope she will find it useful!

tonite.. tml nite...
i will be busily mugging for 2 tests...
hope it's not too tough a test...
chiong arh!!!!