about e india trip...

had a super tough time toking to my mama...
aiz.. she still tinks i'm a small kid who cant take hardship at all...

i can understand her concerns..
but to belittle me like tat...
disappoints me...upsets me... =S

i know i'm not exactly a v ga-rang person...
not all tat outdoor n sporty...
but i'm surely not tat "xiao jie"-ish rite...
havent i sort-of proven my "independence" by staying in hall for e past 2 yrs?
*e inverted commas r there cos i noe this is not exactly total independence la..
there is still a difference cos i'm still relative q close to home.. n it's still a sch environment..

i also have my own reservations abt going...
i'm also afraid i cant adapt...
but i feel like going...
i wan to give it a try...
even if it means 17 days away from home...

this mite realli be e last time something like this comes up..
last time nj got e maldives trip.. i alrdy missed tat...
this time.. i hope to go leh...

finally.. she said tat if she win 4D..
she will let me go..
n she also pushed my qns to my papa...

miraculously...
my papa agreed without much tot..
n even more miraculously..
she won 4D tonite...
small amt onli.. but still she won...
muahahahz...
shi tian yi ar~!!

yup.. so now i get to go...
but suddenly.. yingjia mite have some concerns on her side...
so.. tml will be Q n A ba...
hopefully everything can work out..

The View Outside my Room!

not very well taken pics of e beautiful view outside my room..
oki.. maybe not tat beautiful.. cos got blocked by e roof... =P
hahaz.. but tot it still looked q nice..
but sadly cos my poor photographic skills..
they din turn out tat gd...
tat's y i put as collage..
den cannot c properly.. =P

2nd week over!!

oh no~!!
v soon all e testssss going to start rolling in n crush me to bits le...
=(
dunnoe wat e lecturers e toking bout...
tutorials r no help..
onli make me more confused...
yr 3 realli bu yi yang le...
okioki.. it's e weekends...
i shall nu li to try n catch up abit... =S

over e week... not much happenings~
but still got hapi things happen!
for eg.
today we met up w daddy for lunch at BK!!
me, lp, jh, anthony (who skipped his lect to go eat BK) n daddy!
daddy going hungrary soon le..
=S sounds fun~~ *xian muz*

den got my son who suddenly discovered e gd use of free internet smsing..
n promised to sms more often nowadays...
hahaz.. yup n as promised.. he sent me more smses this afternoon~

i managed to sell my old txt n bot a new txt all on e same day!
li hai wor...

met up w peter to get his stats notes..
n we crapped e 2hrs away~ =P
i tink subway calculate e amt wrongly..
but nvm la.. i tink i zhuan dao.. hahaz..

signed up for cca booths..
cos of peer pressure?
anyway.. we tried our v best to join all e slack stuff...
hopefully they r realli super slack and gives away pts like nobody's biz...
den i can cont to stay!!

wan to sign up for yep...
so far both yj n hl r alrite w it le lo..
left onli me..
i have to have to have to persuade mama so tat i can go too!
hahaz.. cross my fingers n hope she agrees!!

finalli...
according to e sms test tat cch sent me..
i can conclude tat i look like either a fruit or a starfish..
=P

tat's all for random updates!!

累

突然觉得累。。。
好像有好多事等着我去做。。。
一座山那么多。。。

心理也好累。。。
为什么自己始终都放不下？
是不甘心多过于放不下吧。。。

只是敷衍吗？
不会吧。。。

还是是自己头脑坏掉了。。。
可能性比较大。。。

但是心里还是有着这个不舒服的感觉。。。
应该只是自己的想法。。。
但是。。。

讨厌这样的感觉。。。

不能说的秘密

i finally watched the show on sat morning! =)
overall tots of e show:
touching n ke ai w a twist to e story...
jay chou was ke ai de lo~
so was his dad huang qiu sheng~
love e 2 of them tog as father n son.. hahaz.. always v comical de~
i would consider it a partial happy ending ba...
cos got some ppl also not happy in e ending mar...
=P
den they got this conversation in e movie tat 不听音乐的人是坏人！
which i find v interesting.. how come he will have this perception~
hahaz..

anywayz..
fri was another outing w adez n yj!!
we went ikea~
muahahaz.. cos adez wanted cup coasters..
she ended up buying:
cushion (red)
placemat (super cute de lo!)
bowl (green)
bedsheets + quilt cover
sounds like q alot rite...
realli q alot.. hahaz..
after tat we had "high tea!" which was more like dinner to us...
chicken wings!!!
meatballs!!
sinful but yummilious wor~~
*hao xing fu ah*!!hahaz...
come to hall alrdy totally din eat dinner...
cos too full le~ =) man zu!

thurs was game playing w jh, lp n yl~
hahaz.. they teach me play a new game!
cool game! but i lost every cent at e end... =S
hahaz.. so i went to an wei myself when wj treated me icecream!
hahaz. gd wor.. got ice cream!!
xie xie ni!! yummy!
xing fu xing fu!

so fast e 1st week is gone alrdy...
e past wk was q free.. you zai xian zai.. hahaz..
somehow dun feel as dreading hall as i used to last sem...
maybe cos i alrdy decided to not join anything at all..
so dun need to force myself to ying chou other ppl...
like a type of jie tuo...
wo shi xing fu de!!
nxt wk going to start labs le..
sianz... highly possible tat grp B going to have wed free...
so sad la.. grp A have lab... =S
sad sad sad~
2nd wk starting in 2 hrs time le...
gambate!!

rag day...

went as a validator for *** fac...
i tink they r going to hate me n yingjia alrdy...
hahahz..
cos we really juz wrote down watever things tat we see...
actualli alot of stuff we alrdy gave chance n din write alrdy lo... =P
but i find it q funnie la...
cos initially they were like super nice to me n yj...
but after we started to do our job...
we can c their change in attitude towards us lo.. hahaz..
got afew gals tat i realli felt like slapping cos of they attitude la.. =P
dunnoe anything den juz keep bitching there... grrr~

it was q boring being a validator...
all e time we juz spend waiting n waiting... =S
we finally got transported to padang after their float left..
but it was more waiting after tat...
i tink some of e validators also v bored...
so got 1 guy validator came n tok to us abit here n there...
from sde de.. hahaz.. q crappy but frenly..

den we walked ard e area to sneak peeks at other ppl's floats...
esp other hall floats... =)
saw e impressive sheares float.. realli v colourful~
but ours was not bad also k...
got chance to fight wor... cos it juz so happen tat e others r not as strong this yr... =)

finalli when our shift was over...
i joined KE n yj joined KR...
we juz hang ard e area.. look somemore at ppl's float.. yan jiu abit here n there...
basically checking out e competition.. hahaz..

i was realli v tired.. cos whole nite never slp...
plus e sun was shining so brightly... XP
also plus having to walk a long long long distance juz to get to restrooms n to get lunch... realli sianz.. =P

finalli we could enter n watch e performance~
but sadly we were seated at e other side away from e hall ppl.. =(
so when KE came out.. we can onli scream from our side w e strength of 3 voiceboxes...

actualli i was v disappointed...
i couldn't hear our ppl scream..
i dun c our flag...
i dun c them even grabbing a space in e front rows to support our float...
there wasn't any qi shi at all...
super sad...
e mechanisms din screw up...
e dance actualli improved much more...
but we lost in a major lack of qi shi...
actualli got alot of other stuff.. but dunwan to say here lo...

when it was time for award presentation...
we were super jing zhang...
when results were announced...
e feelings were a mixture of disappointment n anger...
i dun understand how ****** can win tat...
i dun tink anyone noes how they can win tat...
dun understand how e judges judge...
yalo... alot of other stupid things i shall not mention ba...
if not.. it's realli going to be a whole list of my complaints..=P

on a side note...
i managed to c many of anderson ppl!
hahaz.. at least 5 of them? realli q shen qi~

First Day of Sch...

today is 1st day of sch!!
damn sad cos e lecturers i dun understand wat they were toking bout la...
=(
tink i need e txtbks lo...
i realli muz try to be a betta student!!
=S trying hard not to fall aslp in class... but i did tat today...
shucks... shall rem to bring candy to class nxt time!! =P
tat's all...
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

busy busy~

dunnoe y but i juz feel so busy...
like alot of stuff to get done like tat..
juz random updates...

had "dinner" w jrm...
hahaz.. he was q "wow" lo..
gai bian xing xiang leh..
now is shuai n ku ge liaoz lo...
sure go n mi si alot of gals one lo~ =P

finally rebonded my hair again..
now it's super flat...
no volume at all~~
but at least it's straight...

went bac to c ke rag...
oki la... still got room for improvement?
kind of reminds me of last yr when i was doing float...
tinking bac.. it brings bac alot of fond memories...
life den was super tiring.. but loads of fun too~
hahaz.. e few of us were juz sitting down n complaining n comparing bout this yr n last yr.. etc etc...
so funnie lo~ hahaz..

supposed to go for supper w wj..
but v sadly.. i was too tired...
so.. =P another time ba!
paiseh~ n thx for e ride home even thou u live sooo far.. n alrdy so tired le..!!
xie xie ni!

today i finalli moved bac into hall...
all alone in my room now...
trying to get used to this feeling again...
kind of felt tat staying at home was much livlier cos william n sis will always come n disturb me.. or otherwise.. i can go n disturb them! =P
yalo.. so now it's juz me n lappie all over again... =S

today also went to eat delicious mango sago!!
yummy yummy!! *slurps*
nxt time shall go there for e mango sago again!!

tat's pretty much it lo..
i dread tml...
cos tml nite i cant slp at all!!
my eye bags n eye rings r going to get much much worse le... ... =S

My Last Day!!

6 weeks r finally over…
Today is my last day…
Shi kai xin de lo!!

Thinking bac…
I was realli q apprehensive bout going to work initially..
Worried bout how my work place would be like…
Will there be gd ppl??
Will I be able to adapt??
Etc etc… loads of unknowns…

But fortunately…
I was attached to a gd shifu…
I was attached to a great store w interesting characters…
I enjoyed e gd company of serene…
Actualli nothing much to complain bout except for maybe e low pay n e sianness when there was nothing to do n e ever looping songs from e same old CD… n of cos e stress from all e mini assignments our shifu gave…
Tat sounds like a lot of complaints alrdy.. hahaz.. =P

Along e way…
Loads of funny n unforgettable n sometimes weird incidents have happened…
Recalling them now brings a fond memory..
Hahaz… I sound like I’m toking bout something tat happened ages ago…
But realli.. I mean I wont miss e work there…
But I will miss e experience n e things tat I’ve been thru there… =)

Am realli thankful for e experience…
Thankful for all e ppl who have helped me n serene in one way or another…
Heartfelt thx to e lively Mee Nah, ever-so-nice Mei Lin, tokative Jia Guo, tai hao ren de Teo, ke ai de Anu, ever-changing hairstyle de Devi, motherly de Mala, skinny de Hema, Fara, all e temps there including: simon, gary, clement, liza, fadilah…
Not forgetting to thank especially my Shifu(treated us to many cups of pao pao cha~) n Ellen (treated us crystal jade~!)!! they r both wonderful farmers!!
Of cos thx to all e promoter aunties as well~!!

To express our thx…
Me n serene prepared mini cards n choco to give them~
Hahaz… glad tat they liked it… n hope they wont forget us!!
So tat they will cont to give us 10% when we go buy stuff…
Muahahz… yup.. tat’s wat shifu n mee nah said…
So nice rite… =)
I will miss u all!
Esp listening to all ur gossips~ hahaz…
Hope ur become no. 1 store k!! =) CAP rox!!

Now for some other updates…

E other nite we had fun time~
Hahaz…
Special thx to bx who almost single-handedly organized e whole event…
Xing ku ni le!!
I believe we all had a lot of fun at e café…
Hahaz.. loads of screaming n laughter…
E best thing was…
E hrs were counted… muahahaz…
E place is q nice…
Even got help us take photo…
nxt time we can go there again!!
Enjoyable nite!!

Last sun I went w sis to c e triathlon…
Cos William took part…
1st time I c triathlon.. hahaz..
Q exciting wor.. I c them ride e bicycle..
So pro n fast~!!
Hahaz.. but too bad William din get to complete e race cos it started to rain 1/2way n e sea water was too choppy for them to continue…
It was da kan yan jie for e mountain tortoise me… hahaz…

Xiaoham sheng bing le…
He went to c doc…
Den got medicine to take…
Hahaz.. but xiaoham super guai!!
He like to take e medicine.. hahaz..
Ke ai de leh~ hope xiao ham fast fast recover!!
Get Well Soon!!!

Hans release my aeroplane… =S
Dun wan to fren his faculty le…
Cheat my feelings…
Now I gotta take e module alone~~
Boohoohoo.. so sad…
I muz learn to be independent!! =P

Feel like watching a few movies…
Hahaz… dunnoe who’s free also..
Muz thoroughly enjoy e coming week!
Cos sch’s starting soon~..
Den no time to play so much le… =S