how did i spend e 1st half of my midsem break?

on monday..
i went back to sch to do dispensing pract practice..
not too bad la.. did q afew preps..
den after tat had lunch..
n had to do stats project...
went to e computing building for e 1st time in my time in nus..
hahaz.. like so mountain tortoise.. =P
found afew papers.. but also dunnoe if it's suitable not..
den cos we were juz too slpy..
we decided to go bac.. hahaz..

went bac to hall n slpt..
after dinner i da sao chu!
i cleaned my fan..
mopped my floor..
wiped table..
washed my floor mat..
changed bedsheets..
make until my room is v clean!
felt a sense of satisfaction wor..
hahaz.. gan jing you shu fu de fang jian!! =)

Tuesday..
mugged lsm..
mugged n mugged...
but nothing seemed to be going in..
tink my brain got defects or wat ba..
so sianz.. aiz.. =(
so i started chit chatting to ppl online..
haha.. n studied v v slowly..
at least got some thing go in..
but dunnoe by now come out le ma..
dun like lsm.. =P
they seriously tink we can rem all those rxn n e enzymes n reactants n products meh..
if so.. i tink they r mad..
a bunch of mad lecturers...
argghhh.. now i c arrows i wan to puke...
reminds mi of all e complicated rxns..
i'm going crazy also.. xP

Wednesday..
woke up early today morning..
had breakfast den went to darkroom!
all my myself.. so independent rite..
hahaz.. =P
mixed e solutions by myself..
den tried to use e machine..
but realise tat somehow i cant find e image..
dunnoe y leh.. muz ask gor gor when he gets bac..

so i did some developing tat din require film..
but i tink not v successful also..
e contrast like not v ming xian..
dunnoe is i mix wrong or time wrong or e photo paper expire or e chemicals expire or i no skill..
hahaz..dunnoe la..
but i found q abit of stuff in e darkroom..
stuff tat i used before.. stuff tat i never c before..
n lotsa lotsa slide photos!
yuan lai last time de seniors got use slide film de..
li hai li hai.. hehez..
hmmm.. den jiu like tat lo..
came bac room n now going to do some more hw..
cos tml going to bangkok!!
den jiu no time to mug le..
okioki.. i shall stop le..
jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)

其实写了这么多。。。
我也不知道做不做得到。。
因为我就是一个常常会依赖别人的人。。。
可能因为家里我是最小的吧。。
所以有了这个坏习惯。。
虽然姐姐有常常要我独立。。

我只能尽力。。
如果我变得软弱。。
可以去找你吧。。

也不知道这样的决定是不是对的。。
只能试一试吧。。
如果不对的话。。
在看着办吧。。。
现在也想不到什么其它的了。。

我要坚强起来！

saturday nite we went to e village at heeren for our float qing gong yan..
before tat we went to kbox!
sing sing sing..
v fast e time past le..

den ate alot at e village.. =)
e food was good!
loved e orange grenadine.. it's v nice!
n e "death by chocolate".. hahaz..
saw e fondue too.. tink maybe nxt time can go try tat..
it looked v tempting.. hahaz..
anything chocolatey tempts me la..

sat with ah kok, lp, gor gor, anthony n fushan nearby..
it was q enjoyable eating with them..
juz din had to tink to any other stuff la..
juz crap n eat..
eat n eat n eat..
till i wanna burst.. hahaz..
the list of food i had:

grilled chicken breast with brown sauce
wedges
1 cup of orange grenadine
1 slice of death by chocolate
1/2 mushroom soup
1/2 strawberry waffle with choco icecream..
n many many others tat i kopped from others..

fei si le!=P

den jiu went bac home by myself..
cos e others were going bac to hall..
like v xiao sa like tat.. walk alone..
hahaz.. i tink too much le la.. not xiao sa at all lo..

den sunday..
i juz slacked e day away re-watching jin san shun with sis..
n cooking instant noodles n egg tat sis keep kopping..
hahaz..she keep saying hen xiang hen xiang...
den she eat.. hahaz.. gd also la..
den i wont get sooo fat..

zai jia li jiu wont get e feeling tat u r being xian qi...
zhen de hen hao..
wonder how they can stand me.. hahaz..
amazing ppl!!
i like my jia! =)

den at nite wj bot cheesecake..
so he called zw n asked mi to ask jh..
so i asked lo..
den eat n eat n drank tea as well..
e cake was nice..
e tea was nice..

somehow.. e atmosphere was weird..
for me i tink.. i tink e others felt oki..
onli me ba.. again.. it's onli me.. =P
cos i was juz there..
juz existing there..
no contribution.. nothing..
but wat else can i say?
i dunnoe anything..
dui yu yi ge shen me dou bu zhi dao de ren..
shutting up mite be zui zheng que de xing wei ba..

fang xin de qu zuo zi ji de shi ba!
i'm oki...realli..

hao lei de yi tian..

Friday nite went out with yj, wl n joy to get present for hl..
sh was supposed to come..
but she had to finish up her lab stuff..
we took a bus to marina square..
n we v fast alrdy saw some nice tops tat can buy for hl le..
but we still walked 1 round 1st..
eventualli we came bac to e same shop..
n bot a black off shoulder top for her.. =)
it's nice!

den we went for dinner at e foodcourt which i went to for e 1st time..
den had e korean chicken ramen which was spicy..
quite nice la..
den after eating.. me n joy started playing with food..
which was so dumb.. hahaz..
tink we studied too much bout emulsions..
we competed to c who can make e biggest oil globules from her bowl of oily soup..
in e end i tink i won.. but yingjia wan to stop us from playing so she destroyed our oil globules..
hahaz.. dumb.. but fun...

den after tat we went walk walk abit n i bot famous amos de brownies..
it was kind of like an impulse la..
cos too tempting le? hahaz
3 for $6.20..

den went bac with yingjia..
took bus to harbour front.. den took 10 bac..
想到上一次。。
我第一次要从这个方向回KE时。。
我不会回。。 问了一个人。。。
当时和那个人还很好的。。。
现在却不同了。。

anyway.. i took 10 n alighted at e correct stop cos i rem wat he told me last time..
but as i stood up..
all my coins dropped onto e floor..
diu lian!!!
coins rolled all over n i had to pick up one by one..
got 1 coin even roll to e bus driver there n he called out to mi to ask mi go pick up... aiz.. so throw face!!! =P
den i walked bac..
dark dark de.. den at nite e roads all look different..
cha yi dian mi lu!!
good thing eventualli got bac to pgp n den ke..
was tinking who i can call to get help if i realli lost..
di yi ge xiang dao de jiu shi na ge ren..
dan shi bu ke yi ta gei ta ba..
di er ge xiang dao de..jiu shi e lonely old man on e hills..
hahaz..

got bac n was soo tired..
ah kok say i look like xing shi zou rou..
so scary meh.. =P

zhi hou they asked if wanted to go nuh..
i was tired so i said no..
but den after tat i tot..
shld i be more sociable?? less zi bi??
aiz.. in e end decided not to..
maybe cos physically n mentally tired..
hao lei ah..

maybe made ppl feel tat..
"aiya... y tat wp like tat one..
y she so zi bi n bu li ren de..
she is soooo qi guai lo..
qi guai de ren!!!!"
maybe la.. i dunnoe.. =P
but i realli hao lei ah...
ren ji guan xi hao lei ren ah...
lei dao wo dou bu xiang blog ta le..

thx for cheering me up..=)
thx for offering to buy mi supper..
hope u had fun..
ni cai shi hao ren..
wo zhi shi pu tong ren..ke neng shi qi guai de ren.. =P

suddenly wanted to clean my room..
so i cleaned all e shelves.. floor n bedsheets maybe can change on monday ba..
san gen ban ye clean my room..
gou qi guai ba.. =P

i had my brownie... it was v nice!
cheered mi up some too..
wanted to buy coke.. but in e end din go n buy..
maybe cos i was lazy? healthy? wan to save $$? hahaz..
dunnoe la..

finished watching jin san shun le..
it's a nice show..
funny n touching..
even thou i dun tink such things will happen in real life la..
but still it was entertaining.. =)

2am liao jiu went to bed..
tat's all le..

1 more day to mid-sem break!!

yesterday nite was bad..
v lousy...
maybe i fa xie-ed many many of e stuff tat was kept in me for a long time ba..
felt so useless...
felt so sad...
got reminded of things i din wan to tink about..
din wan to tok about...
things tat i juz wanted to ignore...

fa xie shi fa xie le..
but still..i tink i wont do anything bout it..
hen mei you yong ba..

我就是这样的一个人。。。

is this a sufficient enough reason?
or issit juz an excuse...
issit i can't change
or i dunwan to change?
好烦。。

sometimes i tink i dun understand myself..
maybe other ppl understand me betta..
hahaz.. so stupid rite..

i dun wan frens to be worried about me..
不要成为人家的负担。。。

i must learn to kan kai more...
must!!

Thursday...

today was much betta..
but woke up with swollen eyes..
went for classes..
had e gan jue tat i muz be more kan kai.. =)

had thai classes again today..
=) like to go for thai lessons..
always will xi xi ha ha de.. heez
after tat we went to bazaar!
n i bot green tea ice cream.. meiji de wor..
hahaz.. it was not bad.. but lp xian qi!! =P
n i bot 2 pairs of earrings..
v ke ai de.. i like! hahaz..
but like v fast de den i spent $7 le..
maybe this is retail therapy ba.. compensate for last nite de unhappiness.. =P
ohoh.. n we had our usual dose of milooo..hahaz..

den came bac n chatted with e lao lao peng yous..
hahaz.. like to chat with ur wor..
will always make mi more kai xin..=)

den went for nite de thai class..
got quiz!! but onli 10 min la..
so it was oki i tink..
den after tat we watched a thai movie!
hahaz.. tink e title is called my girl..
oki la.. not too bad.. some parts q funnie..
but e story was v simple de lo..
was about children n friendship.. =)
at least we din have to draw e characters today..
can relac relac de watch movie.. =P

den came bac n went for photo comm..
n did lab report..
n toked to khun laiping..
den now i am bloggin!
not bad de day la..
tian tian kan kai..
jiu neng tian tian kai xin?

不管这么多。。
只要开心就好！！
=)

无聊又爱浪费时间的我。。。

i skipped lesson le..
skipped e useless stats lab..
go also juz slp onli..

hmmm..
回来的时候
开始胡思乱想
想到低是一个人好。。
是两个人好。。。
还是一群人好。。。

一群人的时候
有些时候也会感到很“一个人”。。。
没有真正能谈得来的人的话。。。
有心事也说不出口。。。

两个人的时候
会怕自己太依赖对方。。太黏人。。。
也会怕。。不知道自己有没有信错人。。

一个人的时候。。
最怕孤独。。寂寞。。
有喜悦也没人能一起分享。。
有悲伤也没人能一起分担。。

做人真的有这么难吗。。。
一堆的矛盾。。
好辛苦。。

最近的我。。
好像会是一个人的时候比较多。。
那我会寂寞吗？
有时候吧。。。
但一个人的时候
可以静静的。。想怎样就怎样。。
其实也蛮不错的。。

然后我又想了一下。。
现在有人在不爽我吗？
现在有人讨厌我吗？
现在有人在恨我吗？

想了觉得有点恐怖。。。
因为有些人是不会把这些感觉告诉你的。。
他们也许还会跟你假装成很不错似的。。。
所以你都不会懂。。

其实我也不想理。。
因为要理这些事的话会很累。。
我知道我的脾气有时不是很好。。
说了话得罪了人。。
有时也不知道。。
一些话以为人家不介意。。
可是可能他们其实听了是很在意的。。。

我怎么会知道那些话能说那些不能说？
猜测人家的想法是会累的。。
而且人的想法天天都在变。。
当我停止猜测的时候。。
就可能是得罪人的时候了。。

就是想了这些。。
hahaz..无聊吧。。 =P
it's nice to have this blog..
can juz dump all e nonsense in my head here..
happiness unhappiness weird stuff..
all in here!!!!

title-less...

today i was v blur..
n careless... cos i left my pencilbox somewhere...
hopefully is e lab.. den tml i can go lab n claim it bac!
pencilbox... ni yao deng wo!

n i ate alot today..
dunnoe y i'm like so pig lo...
eat choco.. milo.. potato salad.. dinner.. sweets...
actualli juz now wanted to eat somemore thing de..
but luckily i drag n drag until so late le..
so decided not to eat le..
hahaz.. eat tml mornin ba! =)

today de weather is v de good for slping..
hahaz.. i slpt thru e lsm lect..
dunnoe is cos e lecturer too boring or issit e weather or issit my prob..
hahaz.. guess it's juz me ba.. =P

ohoh.. n today i woke up late for lecture!
1st time this sem lo..
woke up at 7.50am..
den i juz washed up den jiu run down to catch bus le..
gd thing not v late.. n i'm not e onli one on e bus..
hahaz.. bx also woke up late ba i guess.. hahaz..
n he gave mi biscuits for breakfast! cos i skipped breakfast mar..
yea~! thx! heez..

n today during dosage form lab me n adeline juz like feng nv ren..
keep laughing n laughing at dunnoe wat also..
n alvin juz gave us tat zhao pai look of his.. hahaz.. so funnie lo..
hahaz.. maybe cos laughed too much.. tat's y forgot to bring bac pencilbox..
aiz.. =P

tink today was a betta day than yesterday! =)
hope tat everyday is also juz as good if not betta..

喜欢。。。
谢谢。。。

Juz another day..

today is an ok day ba..
nothing much happened..
watch dvd..
do abit of homework
cleaned xiaoham de cage..
aiz...

actualli is an oki day de..
shldn't be sad or wat de..
but y am i feeling down??
aiz.. i dunnoe y also..
tink it's lsm de fault..
every week is also lsm de fault...

e stupid lsm notes r sooooo brief..
juz draw afew lines write dozens of unknown chemical names..
n den they expect us to rem everything..
it's rubbish lo..
how to rem??
it doesn't make any sense to me..

aiz.. but maybe it's my fault.. i din go n read up e textbook...
aiz.. maybe i shld go n read.. when i have e time to sit down nicely to read ba i guess...
maybe it's cos i'm too slack..
feeling e heavy workload...
no longer like last time..
no longer e hols..
=(

realli miss e past..
以前的我可能比现在开心吧。。
想起以前我会笑。。
不开心的时候。。。
至少有那些可怜的人听我诉苦。。
现在也有这样的人。。
但是我不好意思去一直吵他。。
以前的那些人。。
现在也太遥远了。。
想找也不容易吧。。。

yesterday received jeremy de phonecall..
hao kai xin.. =）
even thou i was q tired..
but we still chatted for awhile..
toked bout his visions n future plans n stuff..
n he is still as sensitive n accurate as he was last time..
hahaz.. it was nice toking to him..
can kind of tell he had some problems too..
but tink he din wan to tok much bout it.. so i din ask..
yup.. he was rite.. it was refreshing toking to him.. =)
thx for e call.. hope to meet up realli realli realli soon k..

y was i tired yesterday?
cos went for johnson de comms ball..
it was not bad i guess..
i wore e same dress as e last time i went to han's de comms ball..
but this time.. i had to do e makeup by myself..
tink i did oki.. not too bad ba..
e whole event ended early..
so we went bac early since there was not much photo taking going on..
n he gave mi a gift to cheer me up.. cos he noe i wasn't in a great mood..
=) it was an eeyore.. thx thx! it's v nice..i like eeyore!

before tat in e morning i was working...
e work was boring but simple..
n earned myself some money...
so i was satisfied..

friday was rush here rush there..
everything in a blur..
that's all le ba..

不好的一天。。。

aiz...
today is a bad day la..
except for e project part which was carried out smoothly..
and also e 8am lecture which i did not slp at all..
cos i drank nescafe!! =)

den e others is normal normal..
but after i got home is not gd...=(
aiz..
i happily switched on my new laptop..
which i tot can now connect to my house de wireless connection..
but turns out..
i was wrong..
super irritated with e stupid thing..
cos i tried again n again..
but still cant..
maybe e router n my laptop de wireless not compatible or wat or maybe i still need to d/l something else to make it work..
arrghhh...
even william also dunnoe...
sianz!! he asked mi to go ask e ppl at nus..
=(
msn put help also nobody care.. aiz..
wo shi mei ren li de..

den cos i had to borrow q alot of clothes from sis for tml de work n e commissioning ball..
so she found me ma fan..
aiz.. got xian qi..
if i had e clothes i also wont need to borrow le rite..
maybe it's juz time for me to start buying some of those formal clothes..
sianz.. =(
so sad la.. alrdy irritated with e wireless thingy liaoz den still kanna xian qi..
aizzzzzzzzz....

e saddest part of today was maybe when i saw ...
看到却要假装看不到。。。
他也明明就看到了。。。
但他视而不见。。。
转开视线的那瞬间。。。
突然很想哭。。。
忍住了不哭。。。
但心却很不舒服。。。
以为自己放下了。。。
原来还没有。。。
你真的放下了吗？？

不夜城 by 张智成

你留了纸条
在我住的地方
我猜想你和他
一定又吵了架
你习惯了依赖
从一见你就这样
我凌乱的睡房
就像你的避风港

你对他的细腻
已经成了信仰
你心中只有他
即使我多么奢望
你在我的面前已经不用装扮
把你当作珍藏
却无法向你亮相

当爱靠近你之后
我成了你的不夜城
你倾诉你和他之间
我看着看着也湿了眼睛

爱离开你之后
我成了你的不夜城
好几次差点鼓起勇气
说真的真的我也爱着你~~

i like this song!
hahaz.. it's nice wor..
yea! zhang zhi cheng is gd! hahaz..

Actually there's nothing much to blog about...

heez..realli lo.. there's nothing much tat's happening these days..
dunnoe wat i've been busy with also.. =P
but e days juz pass by v fast...

hmm.. well i went for lunch with wj on wednesday...
hehez.. we had subway!!
v nice.. i tried e meatball one.. not bad.. =)
den i was soo full..
i din eat e chips... n caouldn't finish my coke..
so he helped mi finish e coke..
n i bot e chips bac for supper at nite.. =)

den at nite supposed to have "milo nite" supper by f blk..
but dunnoe y.. suddenly become "liang cha nite"..
hahaz.. but gd thing e liang cha is not bad also..
hahaz.. thx to peter n wenjun for helping to take e liang cha..
sad thing is nothing to eat.. so i ate my chips.. =P
n i studied for e stats test..
i tot i can finish v fast.. but turn out i was soo slow.. sianz..
den still got things i was unfamiliar with.. but aiya dun care le la..=P

so this morning had e test lo..
so sianz.. ask alot of weird weird qn as usual..
aiz.. dunnoe how many marks got deducted le lo..
=P bu xiang li la..
wait till e results come out le den c how ba..

went for e lsm.. like hypnotic one lo.. e lecturer.. hahaz..
i keep slping.. maybe it's my prob la..
i'm tian sheng a piggy.. =P
den got thai.. like rao kou ling..
hahaz.. so difficult to read.. my tongue all tied together le..
dunnoe how e guys read so fast one..
hahaz.. v li hai lo!!!

den today e nite thai writing class ended early!!
hahaz.. zhen kai xin.=) can come bac ke hall for dinner..
hahaz.. eat n eat.. realli pig lo..
den after tat is DnD meeting..
followed by Photo comm meeting..
den is slack time!!
slacked till now..
wan to read e pharm law thingy..
but it's so sianz.. aiz.. but for e sake of project.. mei ban fa ba.. =P
so i shall go n try to read somemore le..
=)

偶尔会感到幸福。。
幸福原来可以只是很简单的。。
一些小小的举动也能令我快乐。。
可能是我自己的头脑简单吧。。
谢谢!

=P

the 7 wonders of me (as requested by cch..=P)

7 random things about me
167m tall...
perfect eyesight...
am e youngest at home..
am learning how to speak n write thai at e moment..
i live at KE VII hall at e moment...
i have a pet hamster called xiaoham...
n i am broke... i need $$$...

7 random songs at the moment
Jay Chou 夜的第七章
Jolin 心型圈
Tanya beautiful love
Jay Chou Shan Hu Hai
Jolin 假装
Jay Chou 回到過去
Zhang Zhi Cheng 快乐

7 things I like most
my family!!
my frens!!
i like to eat chocolate...
i like to sing ktv...
i like coffee bean de e ultimate...
i like dogs..
i like to watch romantic comedies... n alot alot of other things wor.. 7 is not enuff...


7 things that scare me
Supernatural stuff..
getting seriously sick..
Insects.. (all)
weird ppl..
computer spoils..
not allowed to eat e food i wan to eat..
everyone ignores me..

7 things I say most
realli ar? or Zhen de ma?
huh~
orh
bu zhi dao or bu dong or dunnoe
hahaz..
oki lo..
byebyee..

7 people to do this
ppl who reads my blog ba..
hahaz.. i also dunnoe got who..
later i write their name den they dun wan to do how..??
=P so anything ba.. hahaz..

fu za...

on sunday i went running again..
forced by sis.. hahaz..
so i din run as much as i did on sat.. =P slacked..
n anyway my knees pain again.. sianz..
den i came bac to hall..
n realised something...

又哭了。。。
失去一个朋友是会心痛的。。。
但是如果他能够开心。。。
或许让他离开也是好事。。。
希望真的能开心起来。。
其实心里并没有放弃这个朋友。。
我会等待的。。
等你能坦然地接受与面对的那一天。。。
心里默默的希望你也没有放弃。。。
永远都是朋友！

thx for listening to me... =)
always go find u when i feel so lousy...
but u always v nice de...
even thou got test...
hope tat i din cause u much disturbance... =)
thx!

on monday
不想哭。。
但是还是拿自己的眼泪没办法。。。
越说越伤心。。。
两个人就一起哭。。。
好笨。。。

On tuesday..
i collected my laptop!!
new de laptop!!
=) kaixin!!
yea!! thx for helping me to install all my software!!
xie xie!!
nothing much le.. tat's all for now..
so tired...

the weekend is here...

haven accompliahed anything for e past 2 dayss...
feel so slack..
i'm a slacker!!! a pig!!!

went jogging in e evening..
den now i feel so nua.. like a pile of jelly...
so lousy.. run like 3km onli den so tired le.. hahaz..
n to tink i ate so much food..shld have lotsa energy de ma! aiz.. =P

den all i wan to do is slp...
got work to do wor...
y i never go do...
cannot like tat de.. by tonite i muz finish my thai hw before i can go to slp!!

den today i forgot to bring my choco home..
sianz.. den now my mouth is itchy..
but got nothing to eat..
maybe can go drink more 100plus...or drink milo.. hahaz..
wanted to drink coke.. but dun have.. aiz..

n y e tv got nothing to watch de..
so boring..
saturday nite wor! y got nothing more interesting de..
i'm bored ahhh!!

recalling bac to wat happened yesterday...
hmmm.. realli nothing much leh..
went for choir at nite.. den zw n wj came my room for supper..
hahaz.. initialliy tot e idea was abit weird.. cos me n zw got nothing to tok bout de lo..
hahaz.. e onli thing tat links us tog is my dear neighbour...
but it eventualli did turn out gd.. hahaz..
as in.. it wasn't awkward or anything.. =)

den tog we had tea.. n they had cookies...cos i wasn't hungry..
den actualli tink they wanted to have noodles also de..
hahaz.. but my neighbour came bac le!!
so zw went away to nxt door.. hahaz.. den left mi n wj lo..
jiu zhe yang.. hahaz.. no noodles in e end..

den in e morning.. i went for breakfast!!
1st time of e sem i actualli sat down at dining hall for breakfast! hahaz..
cos usualli is 8am class.. den no time for a proper breakfast de..
realised tat e noodles were reallie q nice.. nicer than last sem de at least..=)

den after breakfast i went bac for a short nap.. like 30 min like tat lo..
wj came n offered to sweep my room! cos he was juz cleaning up his room..
wah.. so nice rite.. hahaz.. but i got no broom..
onli got magic clean..so i told him nvm.. i will clean it myself de!!
heez.. thx for e sweet offer! =)
*smilez smilez smilez*

hahaz.. i'm having stoney stupid tots again..
hmmm.. juz wondering wat e rest of e world is doing at e moment..
wondering y am i so slack..
wondering wat's going to happen nxt week...
wondering if i shld go make milo to drink..
wondering wat time i shld go slp..
wondering wat time i shld wake up tml...
*wondering wondering wondering*

was told to rest more..
cos i tink i look tired..
i always look so tired nowadays.. hahaz.. dunnoe y also..
too many 8am classes?? =P
hahaz..so i shld rest more ba..
slp more.. drink more water..
stay healthy stay happy!!

juz tinking...
nxt week muz... ...
yin wei wo shi hui dan xin de..
hahaz.. maybe i'm paranoid de ba.. =P

seems like this entry is q incoherent..
hahaz.. been q sometime since i've wrote such an incoherent entry..
maybe cos my brain not functioning v well now..
hehez..
well well.. in order not to make it anymore incoherent..
i shall end le.. wan an!!
da jia yao shui ge hao jiao!!

thursday...

today was a long long day at sch..
from 8am to 8pm wor.. so sianz rite..
but i liked e thai speaking class!! so fun..
hahaz.. today we learnt alot of new words again.. =)
den at nite got e writing class.. ee yerr... i xian qi e lecturer lo..
hahaz.. dun like her voice n dun like e way she teach...
always like to mumble to herself..
dunnoe wat she toking also..
thruout e lesson i juz write my own words onli..
cos i also dunnoe wat she toking..=P
but i feel a sense of satisfaction n amazement when i c tat i can actualli write such qi guai de words! hahaz..
den we went bac taking e btc bus! cos An helped us to ask e driver if can take bac notz..
yea!! An shi hao ren! hahaz..

so we reached bac n v fast i had to go for photo comm meeting le..
gor gor also went.. n i was xia dao when wang kai say i am one of e advisors! hahaz..
i dunnoe anything one lo.. but gd thing i am paired with gor gor..
den he can teach mi n e freshies tog! heez..
n we also went to c e darkroom! long long time no step into darkroom le..
hahaz.. even thou it's smaller than NJ de.. n got less equipment..
but e moment i step into it.. i c all e familiar equipment..
i suddenly feel v huai jiu.. hahaz..
xiang qi e old times at PS...
with mr chia suaning sock ar..
sam toking nonsense..
liulei being there to zhu chi da ju..
n occassional nonsense from wen yuan n ling chong..
me being there to laugh at everything n clean up e darkroom.. =P
hahaz.. hao xiang nian wor..
=)

after tat i went bac n slacked.. realli slacked.. again...did nothing at all..
juz stared at comp screen e whole nite n chatted with ppl..
realised got ppl v sad..
i tried to an wei...
but tink i was super lousy at tat.. dunnoe wat to say to make him feel betta.. =S
i was v jing zhang.. n tink i mite have sprouted some stupid nonsense..
hope he dun feel tat i am stupid de.. hahaz..
heard tat he is soo sad i am v dan xin...
cos never feel tat he is so sad before ba.. ke neng wo xia dao le..
e things tat he said.. i shld have felt sad also de...
but somehow.. e sadness was realli there.. maybe i was too jing zhang.. too dan xin..
so i couldn't feel e sadness in me..

hmm.. but.. zhen de ma??
wo yi jing luan le...
wat issit tat i am feeling n tinking??
wo zhi zhi dao ta shi zhong yao de.. but in wat sense? i have no idea..
tink tat e best thing i can onli do now is to let nature take its course..
bu yao ying ying yao qiu yi ge hen clear cut de ans from zi ji..
hopefully time will tell.. hahaz..
frens r e best! no complications.. no fu za.. rite??
=)

sui ran ni kan bu dao zhe xie..
dan shi.. hai shi yao shuo..
bu yao nan guo..
bu xiang kan dao ni nan guo..
gei zi ji shi jian.. qu jie shou yi qie..
ni shi hao de!! bu yao jue de zi ji cha!!
you shi ke yi zhao wo de..
wo ke neng bu shi hen neng an wei ni..
yin wei wo hen lan at an wei-ing.. =P
dan wo yuan yi ting.. da shi ye hao.. xiao shi ye hao.. =)
xi wang ni hui hen kuai de kai xin qi lai..
hui dao xiang yi qian yi yang de kuai le!!
=)

wednesday!!

wednesday was v eventful! hahaz..

after e pharm stats lab.. which i slpt thru again...=P
i went to co-op n tried to buy e stats txtbk...
but it was out of stock.. n needed another 4 wks to come..
diaoz lo... another 4 wks wor..by den e exams come liaoz lo..
so i decided not to buy le.. cos lp also say not useful de..

den went bac n made box..
make until headache.. so went to slp..
woke up liao still headache..
so yu qi hen bu hao...
n no appetite...
so i din eat dinner.. onli drank soup n water...
tink i xia dao ren again.. aiz.. sorry for e poor yu qi..
cos tou hen tong.. =(

so i decided to go starbucks at holland v...yi ge ren qu!
cos bu xiang stay for firedrill..
n also to go out to san san xin...
stupidly after i received 1 sms..i cried.. at e busstop.. hahaz..
so ben rite..was a v simple sms asking mi y act happi when i'm sad.
maybe it was so short n sweet n direct..
or maybe i was gan dong.. hahaz..
now i also dunnoe y i cried..
maybe cos i was listening to jay chou de song.. hahaz..

den i reached holland v.. realised tat starbucks closed down le!
aiz.. so i went to coffee bean instead...but it was gd also!
cos i had my fav.. e ultimate..=)
den i saw all e cheesecakes n muffin..
dunnoe y i felt happier..hahaz.. i realli pig.. =P
so i sat down there n read thai.. read lsm..
den i bot muffin n came bac..
by den xin qing zhen de hao hen duo le.. =)

so i came bac.. n finished up e present..
den i started to pian ren to meet me at pgp.. hahaz..
i gave him e present.. den he invited mi to his room.. =)
so i went n played with his li wu!
hahaz.. he had a v cute de li wu!
so i play play play..
n he treated mi icecream float! hahaz.. yea..
hao he!! =P
ohoh.. n he say he saw mi at holland v! he was eating icecream at swensons.. hahaz..
but i juz floated past la.. so he couldn't call mi.. =P
den he open e my li wu.. hahaz.. he say v yong xin.. =P
den he show mi photos...
den v fast 1 hr pass le..
den i say have to go bac le.. cos haven bathe yet!
so he sent mi to e busstop..

den on e way we saw 1 big grp of ppl..
turn out it was a big grp of pharm ppl!! hahaz..
tink they were planning how to celebrate his bday..
but v qiao de.. we walked past.. hahaz.. tink spoilt their plans.. =P
hahaz.. so funnie de.. i juz kept laughing n laughing..
abit awkward la.. hahaz.. but still v funnie.. =P
n farveez was looking at me with those huai yi de yan guang.. hahaz..
den he cont to send me to bus stop..
n den he walked bac to meet them..
so i went bac n bathed..
tinking of how they were celebrating his bday...
...

den wj came n we toked bout my previously de bu kai xins..
ben ben de wo you ku le..
qi shi bu shi wo bu yao ting ni shuo de dong xi..zhi shi wo bu dong de ru he qu chu li..
i noe i cant be a gd person in everyone's eyes n i wont try to be..cos it's impossible for mi!
but juz tat if possible...bu xiang nong dao bie ren yin wei wo er bu kai xin..sui ran ni shuo bu shi wo de cuo..dan shi wo jiu shi hui jue de wo ye yao fu qi yi xie de ze ren..
hmmm.. so in future how.. i also dunnoe..tink will try slowly slowly...
wo ye yao jian qiang yi dian.. bu yao na me rong yi ku qi!! =)

after i stopped crying..
we heard voices outside my room.. so wj went to have a peep..
den he asked mi to close my eyes.. hahaz..so i closed.. den he went out..
so i was diaoz.. tinking..*huh??*
den someone opened my door n sang a bday song to himself with a cake in his hands..
at e bac got a huge bunch of pharm ppl..hahaz...
wo xia dai le.. =P hahaz..juz blur diao..
so i went over n they forced him to feed mi cake..hahaz..
so i being blur blur.. juz ate e cake..
den they say i muz feed him too..
so i also feed him.. hahaz.. so co-operative rite..=P
den i realised they alrdy made him do alot of tasks beforehand..hahaz..
basically ta men zai wan ta.. hahahaz..
den they were discussing wat else to do to sabo him..
den they say still got 2 strawberries..
so he ate 1 of it.. n fed me e other one..diaoz.. hahaz..
den he gave me 1 slice of e cake.. n e last piece to mindy they all..=P
i was still in shock.. hahaz..
den after tat tink they were satisfied... n so they all left tog..hahaz..
so i was left with a huge slice of cake..
n wj also bu jian le..so i went up to find him..
n den we cont to tok tok abit..
n i finished e cake..
tat's all..

realli qi guai de yi tian lo..hahaz..
qi qi luo luo..
qu zhe li qi..
but realli..
thx to wj for toking to me n cheering mi up..
thx to bx for e float n letting me play his li wu!!
thx to pgp n pharm ppl for e cake n walking up e ke stairs to find my room..hahaz..
bu yi yang de yi ge wan shang!! =)

long time no blog!!

well well.. yalo.. i long time no blog.. but not becos i lazy k.. hahaz.. cos my lappie always siao siao..wan to hang den hang.. wan to restart den restart...hen you xing ge!
den now abit free so i blog abit lo.. hahazcant rem much also la.. but actualli dun need to write bout everyday de also..cos not everyday got things happen mar..

on saturday nite i rem went out with cch n hx!!hahaz.. like q a long time no meet le..=)den v shuang.. we had nydc..heez..
e elephancino was really huge..i dun recommend u to try n finish 1 by urself..heheez..
too much le!!
den we toked alot.. from relationships to frends to sch to society!!
hahaz.. chim wor..but was so shuang.. cos we fa xie n complained n complained..hahaz.. hen tong kuai!! =)
we juz sat down at e orchard mrt there to tok.. den sat nite de orchard jing ran is empty empty de..so strange de lo.. hmm... heez.. =P

let me try to recall wat else happened..
hmmm..yup yup.. monday was fhd(formal hall dinner) again!hahaz..
e theme was apparently hawaiian for F blk..so i borrowed a sarong from sis..den in e end they tell mi it's formal...
wat rubbish.. aiyo.. so i got nothing else to wear.. so heck.. i wear tat as a skirt.. with a white tee..n i had to figure out how to wear e sarong for a long long long time cos i din ask sis how to tie e thing.. hahaz.. so benz..hahaz..
anyway.. e rag team were supposed to be their "waiters"..so sad lo.. have to peng cai to strangers.. =(
never done tat before wor.. hahaz..den nvm.. e thing is... they r so messy!! aiyo..
qiaojie n i were serving e same table n i din even noe till i saw him putting dishes there..sianz.. so messed up.. n there were not enuff seats for all e servers! den e guys had to stand.. in e end they sat at a diff table...gd thing e table tat i serving e ppl r nice.. never realli ask mi for anything like spoons or extra rice or wat.. hahaz..this fhd no fun one lo..aiz.. hmmm.. but nvm la.. over le jiu suan le..never take any photos also.. tink no one got e mood ba.. hahaz..but got ppl say i look nice wor.. hahaz.. thx fushan n peter.. =P

hmmm.. wat else wat else..tink got nothing much le ba..
today went for a agm tat has got nothing to do with me.. aiz..sianz..den after tat went to dr seow's hse for supper!!gd food wor.. hahaz.. his whole family all so frendly de lo..hahaz..
xi huan ta men! yea.. =)
den tml is got firedrill...i wan to escape leh..hahaz..
c how ba..hopefully can escape n dun waste my time there... ...

finalli..
happi bday to bingxun!
hope u have a great day!!
may all ur wishes come true!!
wo bu yao zuo xiong mao ping! so i shall go slp le..
wan an!!

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