Thurs was not my day…
好笨喔…
觉得自己很差…
bu dong de ru he qu an wei ren
ta men ba bu kai xin de shi gao su le wo…
wo bu zhi dao neng wei ta men zuo shen me..
bu shi dao shuo shen me..
ta men jiu hai shi yi zhi de bu kai xin xia qu…
kan dao ta men zhe yang…
wo ye bu zhi suo cuo…
xin qing ye gen zhe cha le..
hen lei ye den fan…
jiu zai na yi cha na…
wo ren bu zhu ku le..
xia dao le ni men… dui bu qi…

now I’m all betta!
So dun have to worry…
Peng you dui wo shuo…
Ren jia gao su ni xin shi…
Ni yin gai kai xin yin wei ta men xuan zhe gen ni shuo..
Ling yi ge peng you shuo..
Ren jia bu kai xin… ni yin gai gen kai xin..
Zhe yang zhi shao neng shi zhe “chuan ran” yi xie kuai le gei ta men…
You you ling yi ge peng you shuo…
Ta men dui ni shuo wen ti..
Ke neng zhi shi xu yao yi ge listening ear..
Bu xu yao ni wei ta men zuo shen me…

I understand all these de..
But diff to apply wor..
I can’t expect myself to really remain silent or happy when ppl around me r upset ba…
I’m too easily affected…
I noe I shldn’t be…
I tink I will try to be change de…
Hmmm…

Thx for all ur an weis… heez
Thx for the noodles…
Thx for e milo…
Thx for letting me watch tv till so so so late…
Thx for letting mi disturb u even thou u had to do project…
Thx for everything~
I’m really cheered up!Love u all!!
ni men dou shi zui hao de!

Today got no lessons~
muahahhaz..
Laiping woke me up early to eat breakfast…
Hehez.. after breakfast went bac n wanted to study…
But I fell aslp accidentally…
So pig!! Good thing I onli slpt for a short short time..

Heez.. den after tat went for lunch at pgp!!
Went with peter n bx…=)
We had a 2hr lunch wor.. hahaz.. feng diao le..
Bx n me order 3 ice-cream waffles..
e 3rd one was free.. so we gave tat to peter..
Hahaz.. =P
E waffles were oki lo..e ice-cream abit too little la..
So wasn’t tat gd..hehez..
Nxt time tink I will onli eat non-ice-cream de liaoz..
We crapped a lot…
Hahaz.. so crappy de!!! (esp e part bout red wine..muahahz)
I couldn’t stop laughing.. =P
Den finally on our way bac before it rained…
Tink bx was abit drunk or slpy.. hahaz..
He kept tripping…
Hehez… pharmacy ppl all accident prone de ma? =P

It rained almost immediately we came bac..
Hahaz.. we were so lucky! =)
Wanted to wash my overflowing basket of clothes…
But since it rained… I had to postpone my plans…
I spent most of e afternoon stoning.. staring at e rain..
Printing my notes… reading abit here n there…
N nagging at other ppl.. asking them to finish their work fast.. while I wasted my time…
Soooooo slack~ wasted another day…=P
I have to start working soon!
Catch up with all e stuff tat I dun understand…etc etc..
Have to plan out my study schedule soon…=)
Hopefully this time I’ll be able to stick close to it…=P

Hahaz! Zhe ci wo mei zhu dong le!
=P kuai le!!

Y recently so many ppl unhappy de?
Issit cos exams coming den everyone stressed?
Hmmm…
Da jia dou bu kai xin…
Hao xiang zhi you wo hai kai xin er yi..
Kan dao da jia dou zhe me chou mei bu zhan de…
Bu zhi dao gai zuo shen me…
Bu zhi dao neng gou shuo shen me rang ta men hao guo yi dian…
Zi ji de xin qing ye jian jian de bian de mei na me kuai le…
Man man de bei yin xiang le..
… …
Ben lai zi ji you hen xing fu de gan jue..
Yin wei jue de da jia dou dui wo hen hao..
xiang ba wo de xing fu gen da jia fen xiang…
bu guo… hao xiang bu ke neng.. =P
Hmmm…
xi wang da jia neng kuai le…
Qi ta de shi neng bu qu xiang ta…
Neng ba yi qie de bu yu kuai wang diao… =)
… …
Y today I suddenly hear e name pop up everywhere de?
Hahaz… so qi guai…
Everytime I hear I will freeze for a moment…
Like xia dao like tat…Hahaz..
… …
Y write my blog have to be so xiao xin yi yi de?
Like v scared will make stuff ming xian de..
=P this shld be e downside of a blog ba…
cos ppl can c… heez.. =)
so I guess ur wordings n stuff have to be slightly more careful lo…
… end…

wah.. v long entry.. hahaz.. =P

Sunday…
Came bac to hall at around 1pm…
Went down to do the notice board for float…
Heard from peter bout e float design.. heez..
Tink it’s q impressive! Heez.. they v li hai wor..
Dunnoe how they tink of such things de.. so shen!!
Anyway.. so we did some painting of e boards..
Heez.. quite long time never paint stuff le..
So even thou it was tiring… it was fun! Hahaz..
N lai ping painted me… =P
Tat’s how I got paint all over me..
Hahaz.. plus e fact tat I sat down everywhere n din bother to c if there was paint and also tat I was careless with e paint.. heez..
so when we got hungry.. we couldn’t eat e biscuits shuen bought..
hehez.. our v nice head---Kane fed us e biscuits.. hahaz..
it was like feeding birds.. =P
but e biscuits were v nice.. thx!!!
Towards e end.. we became toilet cleaners…
Cos e sink got v dirty… den mi n lp cleaned it.. hahaz…
So ming ku!!! =P
But when e sink got clean… we felt a sense of chen jiu gan..
Hahaz…
Den after all these fun n laughter n work… we went for dinner..
Oh ya! Before I forget.. chee hau was wearing this pair of black framed specs…
Hahahz.. chao ji ke ai!!!!!!! hahaz…
Now he looks so lao shi n boy boy de.. so cute~~! Kawaii neh!
Will dian si all e mei meis ba.. hahaz..

After dinner… wat was awaiting mi was more work!!!
had to complete LSM assignment… all thx to our saviour eng seng!!!
Who helped us looked at e qn n even did some research for us… so gan gong!!!!
Ai si ni le!!!! Hahaz.. reallie helped us a lot.. =)
Had to mug hard for e test on Monday.. (which is today..)
Tried out some qn.. den dunnoe how to do… sianz…
Wat was more sianz was tat when I opened my windows for some ventilation..(cos it was really really hot yest)… 2 big big lizards climbed in…
I sianz diao le lo…
2 lizards at 1 go..
so I immediately closed my windows le..
after tat.. they disappeared for e nite…which was good!
den I went to ask lp some qn… den after tat went to ask bx…
Hahaz.. like bother a lot of ppl like tat de..
Bu hao yi si.. thx for ur help!!!!
Ni men shi hao hao ren!!
Bx couldn’t solve 1 of e qn… but he jian chi dao di.. hahaz
But still couldn’t figure it out… so gan dong! N somemore he still haven finish studying n haven finish his assignment lo.. zhen shi tai hao ren le!!!!
Saw tat he has a cute com keyboard in his room.. v fun de! Got all sorts of weird weird effects.. hahaz.. tink it can be used to play songs also.. next time if got chance den ask him play.. muahahaz…
One thing I v dui bu qi bx was tat I left paint stains on his chair!!!
He let mi sit his blue chair… den I left paint stains on it.. v sorry~ heez…dunnoe y e paints on my leg still not dry…
anyway my own chair also got e paint stains… hahaz… so dui bu qi to my chair also.. heez..

Monday…
Had e test…den it was okie ba..
except tat I tink e first 8 marks of e test is gone liaoz lo..
cos I onli read but din memorise…
sianz diaoz when I saw e qn.. =P
anyway…today wasn’t v productive…
hmmm…onli watched 1 webcast..
e rest of e time was spent on doing e float notice board…
got paints all over again…
cos mi n laiping washed e unwashed paint brushes!
Sianz wor.. cos not fun de.. had to keep changing e water..
V er xin also.. den all hardened de.. so sadded..
Den after tat more ppl came to help out..
=) it got betta..
seng treated us drinks!!! Hahaz.. yea~
forever our hao ren~ hehez.. =P
n I played with e video cam abit here n there… hahaz…
laiyi forced mi to film de lo…
so I tink I took useless shots.. =P waste e tape onli..
so I’m tired n hungry…
dun even have e strength to pin stuff up on my board..
=P n yao suan bei tong.. lao le wor…
sianz.. hair still wet… cant slp yet…
hahaz.. nvm lo… give me time to write a lot a lot of things down…
n now.. for e tots~

Hmmm… yue lai yue jue de shi dan fang mian de xiang fa
Yue lai yue jue de shi bu ke neng de shi.. hahaz
Hmmm..bu xiang rang zi ji qu xiang na me duo..
Yin wei xiang tai duo lei de shi zi ji…
you xiang yao zhu dong xie..
Dan shi…mei you shi he de jie kou!! =P
Bu gan tai ming xian… hahaz..
Jue de hen ben lo.. =P
Bu zhi wo hui ru he…
Hahaz..ru guo zhi shi neng zhe yang de hua..
Ye qi shi hen bu cuo le la.. =)
Bu yao yao qiu tai duo ba..
Jiu neng bi jiao kuai le le… =)
Jue de zhou wei de ren dou dui wo hen hao~
Hen gan dong.. ye hen kai xin…
*muacks!*

Wednesday…
Had a weird feeling…
I’m confused…
Zai na yi shun jian…
Xin tiao you ting zhi ma??
Hahaz… bu shi ba…
Xiang tai duo le?
Zhi shi yi wai ba…ye shi kai xin!
Ta mei you qi pian wo de gan qing!
Hahaz…
Ta ji de! =)
… …
Went out for dinner…
Met up with hx n cch…
Really q long time no c le…
Had a gd time with them as usual..
heez.. muacks!
Ate at ajisen… n later went orchard library for drinks…
E mocha was really gd! Hahaz..
But was v v v full.. so din finish e drink..
We toked bout hx n her aimei…
Toked bout cch’s encounters…
Toked bout my encounters…
N hx gave us choco form korea n bkmark!
Hahaz.. yea.. I distributed e choco to hall frens…
Gave jiahui, wen jun, lai ping, peter, bing xun…
Went to ppl’s rooms to tok tok after I came bac..
Hehez… v relaxing lo.. v nice…v fun…
… …
N I did my physio tutorial!!
Hahaz.. so guai wor.. =P
… … … …

Thursday…
Went to Angela Zhang Shao Han’s concert at UCC…
Went with Kane cos we both in hall.. den laiping say I dui bu qi ta…
Cos I snatch her Kane.. hehez…
She say onli can give mi Kane after thurs.. hahaz.. cos after thurs she will change target.. heez.. =P fa feng le…
Hahaz.. anyway..we got vip tix.. so we got v gd seats..
By courtesy of jh’s frend.. heez..
Quite nice la.. but we not as high as tat time we went to Zhang Zhi Cheng’s one..
Cos Zhang Shao Han more shy shy ba..
N she sing v little songs onli..
Den come bac had meeting…*sianzz* hahaz.. =P
… …
after tat went to find laiping to return her doggie cushion…
den she taught mi canto..
hahaz.. so tat I can sing the canto song…
but I v lousy.. so dun tink I can learn complete.. heez…
den we played minesweeper with peter…
v exciting match! Hahaz.. cos our scores v close..
hehe.. in e end we won! Yea~
but in e middle suddenly got weird weird de interference de.. hehez..
v qi guai.. =P
… …
we got hungry after e exciting game…
so we called out to ppl at E blk.. but they deaf de like tat…
never hear us…=P so we had to rely on technology…
Call! Den e few of us went to E4 to cook..
hehez..
dunnoe y today mi n laiping so nice.. cook+wash+deliver stuff bac to Kane’s room for him… like his maid like tat.. somemore we happened to wear e same IHG t-shirt.. so we looked like his maids in uniform.. hahaz.. =P
but I tink e noodles we cook v v nice.. hahaz…
yea..but dui bu qi seng.. cos finished all his noodles.. nvm.. I shall buy him a packet bac!
Yea~ hehez..
… …
n now I’m bac in my room…
recalling all those stuff tat happened today n yesterday..
xin li hen kai xin…
you zhe xie guai guai de peng you.. hahaz..
muacks!
… …
time for tots of e day~ hehez..
I tink I’m a v confused person…
N I’m dan xiao… n I’m bei dong…
But zhu dong de hua bu hui rang ren jue de mei you jin chi ma?
Hen pa hui fan dao ren jia.. hen pa hui rang ren jue de tao yan…
Zhe yang de ren shi bu shi hui ling ren fan gan?
Shi bu shi bu gai qu li zhe xie dong xi?
Shi bu shi xiang zuo shen me jiu ke yi qu zuo?
Ke yi zhe yang ma?
Dan shi wo pa hou guo..
Er qie wo ye qi shi hai bu zhi dao xin li zai xiang shen me…
Bu dong shi zen yang…jiang zai duo ye mei yong…
Suo yi ne… wo xiang wo hui sui yuan ba…
Sui yuan de hua…ru guo jie guo bu shi zi ji yao de na yang…hui hou hui ma??
Wo bu xiang zhi dao hui bu hui hou hui..
ye bu xiang zhi dao jie guo..=P
… …
lei le...
time for slp!! Wan an ppl =)

快乐…
today I did a lot of things wor~
but all those tat r not really related to studies..=P

快乐…
I went for production meeting..
N we formed groups.. to make scales..
They asked for a dull, hostile scale..
Hehez.. difficult lo.. so my gp used cardboard all e way..
Den got time constraint somemore..
Make me so stressed.. hahaz
Gd thing my gp ppl all v li hai!
They did complicated calculations n gave all kinds of ideas..
N we finally managed to finish it..
Hahaz.. yea~ n our final product was gd!
Hehez..

快乐…
during e meeting..
my leg gained a screw..
cos lai ping drew a screw on my leg
at e part where I happened to have blue black..
hahaz.. hen ben! !

快乐…
after meeting.. we moved wood for float…
n ke ai de lai ping actuallie did something tat made us both laugh n laugh n laugh till my stomach hurt.. hehez.. still dun understand y can like tat.. she muz have been slpwalking.. hehez
oki..bac to wood-moving..
so many wood lo… den all got nails de..
tiring wor… n e guys even had to chai diao e big big structures..
v kong bu lo.. we kept tinking bout happi tree frens..
hahaz.. gd thing it was accident free…=P
n jiahui treated ice lemon tea.. hahaz..
so we din die of thirst.. =P

快乐…
chatted happily today..
a fren whom hasn’t been on msn for a long long time
logged on! so shen qi..
v rare de..
so juz kept chatting n chatting till now..
know he wont log on again so soon ba..
so muz tok more.. heez..
was v enjoyable wor…=P
ended up doing nothing.. hahaz..

快乐…
jin tian zhen shi ge hao ri zi!
Even though din accomplish much..
But I had a good day.. n tat’s all tat matters rite?
Zhi yao kuai le.. xing fu.. jiu hen man zu le..
Xiang jin tian zhe yang jiu hen hao le!
Hope everyone had a gd day..
=) wan an!!

shi hao ren hai shi huai ren?
You shi wo gao bu dong…
You shi jue de ni hen gu yi.. dan zhen de shi gu yi hai shi wu xin ne?
Huo xu ye shi zi ji de wen ti..
Bi jing ye yi jing shuo ming bai le..
Nan dao hai bu qing chu de?
… …
yue shi ren shi.. yue jue de bu ke neng de..
yin wei tai bu yi yang le..
wei shen me hai shi hui you zhe yang de fan ying?
… …
ke neng zhe shi zheng chang de fan ying…
ke neng zhe shi zhan shi de…hahaz..
… …
bu xiang zhi dao shi hao shi huai…
xiang yi xin de xiang xin..
wo mei xin cuo ren…

Warning: a very incoherent entry…

1st point…
A happy day with a not so happy ending..
Yesterday was also the same..
Can everyday be a happy day with a happy ending?

2nd point…
Xiao qi… wo bu yao zhe yang…
Wo neng gou gai bian zi ji ma?
More importantly.. wo yao gai bian zi ji ma??

3rd point…
快乐… cos 又对朋友认识多一些…
one is toked more le…
e other one is shared more le…
hahaz… always enjoy chit chat sessions…
sometimes u regret spending so much time chit chatting n toking crap..
but I always enjoy it so much I dun mind spending tat time…
it’s not always a waste of time…
u get to know e person betta…
u let someone know u betta…
an essential step towards building a friendship…
I wan my frenship to last forever n ever… can??

4th point…
Ppl tell mi I’m a gd listener… sometimes I tink I’m a boring person…
I can listen attentively to all tat u have to say…
But I cant really give advices… most of e time I’m at a lost for words…
I dun even have standard answers for u…
I’m really lousy… so sometimes I have really have low self-confidence…
I dunnoe y ppl would wan to be my fren…
Plus I’m irritating… if u be my fren.. I’ll keep 烦ing u de…
N I get upset when u ignore me… very xiao qi de…
To sum up… I’m juz a very fan ren de person…
So after reading this…do u still wan to be my fren?

5th point
带给我幸福的 chocolates 不舍得吃掉…
if I finish it… den will my 幸福disappear also??
Wan to be 幸福 everyday.. 24/7..
Who can make me feel like tat??
When can I find tat person??
Hahaz.. fa hua chi again~
Will tat person wan mi when I find him??

6th point:
I went around asking ppl.. asking who can catch lizards..
Apparently..from e ans I got.. most ppl onli noe how to chase them away..
hahaz.. who is e person who can catch lizards?? Does such a person exist??
Hahaz.. feng le…
n my phone dropped into the dustbin~ hahaz..
poor phone.. knocking on ppl's door n accidentally dropped u..
dui bu qi ni~!!! wo hui hao hao dui ni de~xiang xing wo!


7th point:
Peter’s telling mi weird things.. hahaz..
tink he has gone mad from over working..
hope tml he wont qi pian my gan qing again~
hehez.. muz wake up in time for breakfast!
I’m also going mad.. I’m hungry.. n I’m slpy…
I shall slp… den not care bout my stomach’s growling…
Cannot become a pig~~ rite??

幸福的白色情人节!

yesterday was White Valentine's Day( 14/3).. =)
unknowingly, i went around giving frens choco.. hehez..
so qiao de.. only when jiahui told mi..
den i knew..heez..

N i also received chocolates!
hahaz.. realli was a pleasant surprise wor..
a fren came walking to my door n handed mi a bag of 超可爱 chocolates!
hahaz.. u made my day.. heez..
thanx for being so sweet~ =)
den.. i received another choco! from eng seng! hahaz..
hershey's! i got to choose my fav flavour.. cookies n milk choco! hehez..
ohoh.. n not forgetting my mango treat~yum yum~ hehez..
I’m going to get fat~~~ hahaz.. muz jian fei!!!
yea~ thx guys~! =)
gave mi a 幸福的白色情人节! hehez..
快乐 wor.. 感动 wor.. 幸福 wor!!
Hehez..

Becos of all of ur de sweetness..
I dun care if I have to go for a re-test or not le!
Hahaz.. =P

最幸福的一篇…

听了一个让人心酸的故事…

男孩和女孩是好朋友.. 但却常吵架..
其实他们彼此喜欢..
They each had a private blog..
They both blog about each other secretly..
Writing all about each other in their blogs..
Once, the girl was surfing online..
N unknowingly found the guy’s private blog..
The girl found the events written in the blog very familiar..as though it was about her own life..
She started to realize that this was the guy’s blog..
She tagged on his blog.. asking him whether if it was really him..
At the same time..
The guy also found the girl’s blog..
He saw the message on the tag board..
And he replied to the girl.. on the girl’s blog..
They finally realized that all these while..
他们喜欢彼此..
The guy finally expressed his feelings to the girl..
The girl accepted..
But they had a fight again..
Because the girl’s roommate couldn’t stand the guy..
So the girl didn’t allow the guy to come to her hostel room and she didn’t explain why..
The guy didn’t understand..
Gradually, they had less contact..
N became mere friends..

I heard this story recently..
It happened to someone I dun know.. but when I heard it..
I still tink it’s v ke xi..
They could have been together.. but juz becos of a small incident.. they didn’t..
They had the yuan to have met n known each other n even found each other’s private blog.. but I guess this is wat they call you yuan wu fen..
sad ba~

my 3rd entry!

i always take a long long time to start writing..
e start is always e hardest.. =)

getting into nus.. getting into KE..getting into xin qing rong ji..now float..
my life suddenly seems so occupied.. heez..
compared to JC times.. sch---home---sch---home---sch again..
it's gd..
cos i got to know a bunch of fun, interesting, wonderful, talented ppl..
they r abit weird at times too but tat's wat makes them interesting..hahaz
during mealtimes they like to tok bout er xin stuff.. hahaz..
they always have endless amount of animes to watch..
they have nice nice stories to tell..
they like to have suppers..=) =) =)
they make me smile..
they make me feel warm n fuzzy inside..
they add colours to my life.. =)
bu zhi bu jue.. hui kai shi yi lai ta men le.. =)

it's not so gd..
cos i'm starting to feel abit detached from my other frens..
JC n sec frens.. long time frens..
e guys r in NS.. some of e gals in NUS some in NTU..
sometimes i feel e gap.. like drifting away from them..
everytime they have outings.. i'm always e first to say i'm not free..
tied down by previously xqrj.. now got hall n float n my own tiredness, laziness..
it sounds like an excuse.. but i'm realli tired.. n all i wan to do during weekends is to slack at home n rot n watch jie da huan xi..hahaz.. be at home all day cos bi jing i'm onli home once a week..
sometimes feel like wo dui bu qi them.. aiz..
sometimes dunnoe wat to tok to them about.. like dun realli have a common topic..
tat's q sad ba.. known for 8 to 6 yrs liaoz.. run out of stuff to tok bout le??
hope it's not like tat lo.. =P hope it's temporary onli.. heez..
it's difficult to balance ba.. between new n old frens n work + activities vs outings with frens..
or maybe it's cos i have lousy management skills?? hahaz..

maybe i'm tinking too much again?? hahaz..
trying hard to look at the positive side..
i dunnoe wat i can do to improve things thou.. in e past i used to complain bout a fren who has alot of frens n alot of activities.. hahaz.. now i noe how hard he tries to give us time n manage all his stuff.. i pei fu him lo.. heez..dun tink he will c this thou..hahaz.. but u realli quite shen!
i have to learn from him.. hahaz.. but i tink it's q diff.. cos i'm q lazy..=P another excuse..
i will try to improve de! but i need time.. so hopefully.. nothing too drastic will happen.. heez..
i tink nothing drastic will happen la.. hahaz.. late le.. dunnoe wat i toking le..
getting more n more incoherent.. okies.. shall end here for e day..

to prevent myself from becoming xiong mao ping.. today i shall slp earlier!
hope everyone gets enough slp! wan an! *muacks!*

i have finally moved to blogspot officially! =)
this account has been stagnant for too long le.. heez..

started off this week with a happy mood~
finally told the person the stuff that was in me for quite sometime..
feels much betta..now i'm clearer.. =)
sometimes saying out what u feel will realli make things simpler..
this is all thanks to *er mo zai sheng bian*--a taiwan ou xiang ju..
heez.. i got inspired to say out what i feel..
be more yong gan.. n to fa hua chi.. hahaz..
juz finished watching the show tuesday morning 2pm..
had a happy ending..heez.. xing fu wor~
where is my jiang meng?? where is my yuan yi??
hahaz.. hua chi~

was realli tired on wed.. maybe cos i tink too much..
considered too much things for a fren who got herself into a v complex situation..
so complex it's like a tv drama..
you shi jue de zuo ren hao lei.. you shi you jue de yin gai mei na me leh de.. shi zi ji ba ren sheng gao de na me lei de ba.. =)
so.. e best solution is to not tink so much!! makes life easier n simpler!

today is already thurs.. still got 1 more week before the deadline for GEO project..
*stressed* hahaz.. realli muz jiayou le.. gambate!
xi wang neng you mei hao de jie ju!! =)

test test..