wow it's been so long since i blogged.frankly, it's because there's nothing to say.my life,as usual,is a bore.some ppl vent their frustrations,let out their feelings on theirs. i, for one, prefer to keep them to myself.i wonder,does anyone even come to this blog anymore?i doubt so.even i don't bother coming to this blog now,with the exception of this moment now.so since i'm here,i shall write a post,just because.

so..haven't blogged since 6 march.back then,all that was on my mind was A level results. almost 2 months later, A level results get already.lousy or average, i don't know.satisfied, contented, thinking that it could at least get me into a decent course. now, uni application. ppl have been getting their acceptance letters,but i have yet to receive mine. kinda stress. even more stress than waiting for a level results.oh well,all i can say is, this is my fault. my lackadaisical approach to life, studies in particular. all the ifs. if i had blabla, the list can continue for all i care. but i can't change the past, and i can only shape my future. but if i don't get a uni course soon, i don't have a plan B. and as for my future, one word would prettty much sum it up. bleak. sigh. better hope and pray, i get my uni results one of these days.