posted at2:32 AM by Shiyi
Monday, May 22, 2017
posted at8:24 PM by Shiyi
Sunday, December 25, 2016
Am back here again after 1 year. yeah!!!
so many things had happened over the one year.
Beginning with, I've never thought I will be celebrating valentine's day but I met someone! However, the chapter ended due to different views and understandings. As least now I heard from people she is happily with someone else that can her laughter and smiles.
Then SHIRO appears.
Shiro
looking at the photo, and looking back, I just hope I have done my job as a CGL and for those who supported my decision and understood me. I know you guys are meant to keep. whatever that happened, it's just a reminder for me that those are not my priorities and my purpose in uni.
the fittest period in 2016
As I set the pace for this semester, knowing the importance of this semester on whatever is on my plate, my drive and focus on academic was one of the highest. Despite the constant doubts and lack of confidence from time to time, these 2 men just kept pulling me back on track and stay focus whatever the result may be this Tuesday, 27 Dec, I know I've tried my best.
Yong Han, Kelvin and I at Jewel Visit at T3.
Lastly, it came to what I finally wanted to be part of, the welfare service club for the deaf community. it was after a conversation I had with Yurun in 2014 back in Ngee Ann that got me wanting to join. it's was the best decision I've made in uni thus far. I am in a community that shares a very distinct objective and by giving back, you learn even more.
It was even more fulfilling when I took the leap of faith to be part of song signing group. by spreading the love of Christmas, increase the awareness and the beauty of sign language. the amount of love and effort from the seniors make it even more fantastic. I am truly inspired by Jessica and would love to join her next year on the stage.
I told myself, I will want to end of 2016 with fondest memories, and so far, it has been nothing but lots of awesome moments till date. I will definitely miss this period so badly.
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there are so many thoughts in my head, but I can't say it. there's nobody to turn to as im on guard to whoever that's getting closer to me. luckily there's no one reading my blog. list of thoughts are as follows:
1. How long can this happiness last
-I'm so afraid the higher I go, the harder it crashes
2. is it the loneliness that I am fear of or I'm losing my independence.
3. am I too easily contented? it's as though I have lost the fighting spirit in anything.
4. should I have expectations on others like how I have for myself?
- wont that be imposing my ideas?
5. why, somehow, I feel this happiness is for a short span.
posted at10:28 PM by Shiyi
Saturday, November 21, 2015
source from Google
Maybe, too chill for exams.
Every consultation I go, I ask questions to let tutors feels like I am interested, but, what I want to hear is their point of view after that.
One prof she shared with me, academic is important for us-Singaporeans-because we are brought up in the society that good grades = good job prospect.
In the mid of discussion, I asked, 'at the end of the day, you still did well which I believe you had 1st class to reach where you are now as a Professor". In her defense, she said was not the smartest and she wanted a different environment hence she pursued her PhD after working at 2 different continents.
& you know, usually from here onward stories just keep flooding in.
At the end, there are questions she couldn't answer no because she lost of words but rather she wants me to experience how is it like setting my foot on other soils and challenge myself in different environment and working culture.
To the 2 profs and teaching assistant, you words and thoughts are appreciated and thank you for letting me feel it's okay to be different.
posted at11:22 PM by Shiyi
Sunday, November 15, 2015
tired or, cause I know how it will be?
it's funny how a person change over a period of time and even I am surprised how I deal with things, now. I used to be competitive and now, I am fine with whoever that wants to win. I used to get irritated easily and now I see irritations as moments that worth to be remembered. & now I love to hear others talking about themselves all time time(weird uh? but that's because I am happy for them of being who they are!)
Someone once told me that I have mark a stint on the person's life. I don't know how true is that. Yet I am feeling that I am brushing through with the people around and someday, we are either going to be 3am buddies or strangers again.
Every night, beside studying with Jabrian, we will talk about-everything. you must be wondering there are so many things to talk meh? well, there are. It all depends to who are you talking and what are you all going to talk about. alright, ciaos for today. supper time with hall peeps
posted at12:30 AM by Shiyi
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
This is JYRAH
We are so cool
We are the best
You are the rest
denji den ji den ji den ji x3
OOOOOOOOO
我们在VamBam sibei sak ki
我们是JYRAH sibei wu seh
wu seh wu seh
sak ki sak ki
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yi ba le eh tao
wa wu ji pa ba lang tao
cut you one time you say hi
cut two time you say bye
cut you three time you say bye
bye bye.....
Just like that, in less than 3 weeks time I will be sitting for my finals and currently at tutorial room (supposed) to do my revision. Ended searching my names and found out some interesting past facts about me. It's really an honour to be in Nanyang Technlogical University. Even though things are tougher here, but it is an reminder to me that outside world is even more harsh.
Shiyi, always remember your purpose, goals and continue to head towards what I set to achieve.
