LOL~

capt. and also chapix~
rose~
our lecturer::Tuan Haji Esa=)



hey buddies~
today's lesson is quite interesting..
we learn about SYAIR in Malay Language's hours..
Tuan Haji Esa's voices was fantabulous!=D..
not forgotten..ROSE and CAPT. were our lucky stars for today!
HAWA too~ngeeee..hihi..
i've snap some pics of them..of course..without permission..hahaha..
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it was raining...
me+kyra+fareha+hanis+husna were walking to warung 'Mane Lagi' to have our lunch..
the point here is..
HACKS' dilemma of Hanis at ON THE RUN...
heeeeeeeeeeee~
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ZETTAI KARESHI SP~

'WHY AM I A ROBOT?
CAN I MAKE A FAMILY?
I CAN'T GROW OLD...
EVEN NOW,I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE RIIKO WITHOUT EVER CHANGING...
I AM THE ONLY ONE...
WHO WON'T CHANGE...
I AM A ROBOT...BUT ABOVE ALL THESE...
I CANNOT LIVE A LIFE WITH RIIKO...
NAMIKIRI-SAN...
PLEASE...
ERASE ME FROM THIS WORLD...
PLEASE...
SCRAP ME COMPLETELY...
I AM A ROBOT...
I WAS CREATED IN ORDER TO LOVE RIIKO AS A ROBOT...
IT'S PAINFUL LOVING RIIKO...
PLEASE.....DESTROY ME...'

i'm totally and seriously agree wif nisya...
Zettai Kareshi SP make me a crybaby!
watching it just now~
wuwuwu..
+sad ending+...
poor Night...he loves Riiko so much...
Riiko also loves him...
but bcos he knew that he's a robot...
he's willing to sacrifice himself...
='(...
sizuka has become a crybaby when watching this movie~
roomie is not around..so sizuka can cried out aloud~
hohoho=p

bestie~

this is the best thing that can accompany me now...
some sort like...giving myself some freshening air...
when listening to its' slow and lovely rhythm...
it's so calm~
thanks a lot to Mr.Bigbro for this nice BESTIE~
i really appreciate it..

favorita!

this is my current favourite songs/video clips..
I-ZA-NA-I-ZU-KI by NEWS
CHERISH by NEWS
TAIYOU NO NAMIDA by NEWS
SEISHUN AMIGO by Yamapi&Kame
BEAUTIFUL EYES by NEWS
RYO's Solo Performance Clips

News - I-za-na-i-zu-ki lyrics | LyricsMode.com
News - Cherish lyrics | LyricsMode.com
News - Taiyou No Namida lyrics | LyricsMode.com

p/s: i'll listen to all these songs and watch the videos when i am down...after watching my LOVELY RYO..it feels like thousands of flowers blooming in my heart!..muahh!

++i totally feel that i really want to see him now++

berusahalah diriku~

aku pernah terfikir...
sebenarnya manusia ini dipenuhi sikap 'tamak'...
bagaimana?
sebentar lagi akan kukupaskan...
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mengapa dan kenapa aku mengatakan bahawa manusia ini tamak?
sudah tentu aku tidak terkecuali...kerana aku juga manusia...
manusia tidak pernah mengenal erti kepuasan...

*kita sudah beroleh banyak kasih sayang daripada insan-insan tersayang...
tetapi mengapa kita masih tidak berpuas hati dan sentiasa ingin mendapatkan perhatian mereka...
seringkali bermasam muka apabila ada orang lain yang diberikan layanan yang lebih baik...sedangkan kita juga pernah dilayan dengan baik suatu ketika...
mengapa...kita masih mengatakan bahawa diri kita tidak bertuah...
sedangkan kita disayangi oleh semua orang...
mungkin...
hanya kita sendiri yang merasakan bahawa kita tidak disayangi...
*ada di antara kita yang sudah beroleh harta dan kejayaan...
tetapi masih menggeleng kepala...
sepertinya semua itu belum cukup bagi mereka...
walaupun yang dipunya sudah bisa membina istana...
*kita dikelilingi sahabat dan taulan...
yang bisa menjadi teman sepanjang zaman...
tetapi...mengapa mesti ada dengki sesama kita...
bukankah persahabatan itu milik semua?
yang seharusnya kita kongsi bersama...
mencipta memori bersama...
*kita adalah diri kita...
tetapi seringkali kita tidak suka kepada diri sendiri...
kita lebih suka mengagungkan orang lain...
sedangkan kita juga punya kurniaan yang sama...
hanya kejadian Tuhan yang membezakannya...

+sahabatku...
nukilan ini adalah untuk menyedarkan kita semua...juga diriku...
agar menyedari bahawa kerdilnya kita...
yang tidak pernah mengenal erti kepuasan...
tetapi...
andai sekali kita berusaha untuk bersyukur...
belajar untuk mencintai diri sendiri...
dengan izin Allah S.W.T...segalanya akan menjadi indah~

haish~

there's something in angah's blog..
at first it makes me shocked..
but then when chapix told me it was just a joke..
fuhhh..
but angah's post really means like it's the reality!
omg~hehehe..misunderstanding here..

*somebody from somewhere will come and visit us here at 9++ in the morning~

we're facing the FINAL soon!
huhuhu..~
just..
go to sleep sizuka..
it's late already..
=)

at last!!

::manja ngn opah...ngeee~:::
::pak man::syiqah::sofea::
::mak eton::kak nani::
::sizuka::angah::kyra::chapix::alia::nirro

::this is some of the pics dat i've snap today::


at last...
all the assignments finished!
yeay!
bout today...
drama's day...
enjoyable and exciting..
when we can see so many 'skillful' actors and actresses among tesolians..
wheee~
ehemm2..
can i list some of best actors and actresses here?
i guess the answer is YES..hahaha
BEST ACTORS
::zaza---Johan::ganas!hua3x
::azmi---Atan/laki ateen yg kejam+skt jntung/ustaz/geng jahat kt disko::memg berbakat!tahniah!=p
::Haszrul---Pekan::kiut..muahahaha
BEST ACTRESSES
::ateen---mak Johan::kne dera+buli...sdey..wuwuwu..='(
::munee---orang tua::kiut cgt!=)
::kyra---Lydia::fuhh...sepadan ngn lagu Kak Nita tu!

p/s: hope they'll success in performing their dramas in front of English Language Department Lecturers!yatta~

what the??

let me just went through the things that happened today::::17042009

+ i was told by my mum that CI GEMOK [our Wonderpet, a hamster]..died..wuwuwu..so sad..my little brother loves HIM sooo much...='(...but mummy said that my Abah have bought a new one...a little one...and mybe..he/she will get a partner soon!..=p..

+i just bought a new sport shoes..with a reasonable price..RM30.00..=)

+we [TESOL 2] were told that we must submit our Maths' assignment today...but after me and Fareha do it like 'struggle for survival'...we get a SMS-told that the date of submission was changed to next Monday....urgh...

G:O:A:L~

i'm just thinking that i should start my study for final xm a.s.a.p..
huhuhu..
i'm scared of being a failure...
and i totally don't want to be a failure...
i want to be in U.O.A!
absolutely hoping that i'll arrive there...
=)...
but before all that 'far away dreams'...
as what Ms.Nenny once said...
there's a big 'IF'...
huhuhu...

dear SIZUKA... please start your study now... and start ur notes' making... although the presentation and drama are not done yet... just be fully prepared for the xm!!

GAMBATTE IKKIMAS!!!

w:e:a:k~

when u look at me...
mybe u can say that i'm strong...
but the truth is...
i'm not strong enough...
but hope to ALLAH to make me stronger...
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pesan Ustaz Fuad...

-seelok-eloknye kita kena banyakkan berzikir kepada Rasulullah S.A.W... ianya AFDAL supaya kita beroleh rahmat dan keberkatan dari ALLAH S.W.T... juga SYAFAAT dari Nabi Muhammad S.A.W pada Hari Akhirat kelak... dan dapat berada di dalam GEROMBOLAN Nabi Muhamad S.A.W sewaktu dibangkitkan nanti...-

insyaAllah...

P:L:E:A:S:E~

gosh...
give me better air to breath...
i don't know what to say...
i don't know why...
messy things keep coming...
..............
just let me have some fresh air...
please....

M:Y:L:O:V:E---ryo-chan

i love him...
why?
bcos i love him so much..
=p..
NISHIKIDO RYO was his name...
and he was born on 3rd November...
mine is 3rd December..,
seems alike right??
i love it=)...yeay~
hehehe..
i just finished watching him...
in Ganbatte Ikimasshoi,Last Friends,One Litre of Tears and Attention Please...
hopefully i can download more...=p..
i just finish downloading some pictures and videos of him...
kawaiii!
i feel like my love for him was growing and growing!
yatta~
i was fall in love at the first sight when i saw him...
as Nakahara Shouta...so sweet and cool...
hehehe..

*ooopsss...its better 4 me 2 stop now...if i keep talking about him...i just cannot stop doing it...
heeee~~~

-FACT-
*i watch his videos most of the time when i'm free
*i look at his picture most of the time[desktop background]
*i smile when i look at him...=)


>seems like i'm crazy about him...
ngeeeeeeeee~~haha...
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one of my besties just start blogging...
hopefully she will get the satisfaction of being a blogger...
and u know what...
i like your second post about our journey by bicycle..
hehehe=p..
gambatte kudasai!!

*i think that i need to reduce the usage...huh..but its totally annoying...i'm not using much okay...grrr*

==today and tomorrow are free-day...[today-->no class-tomorrow-->holiday]==

TAGGED by MOMOYO~

1. HOW OLD ARE YOU?

19 years old and 4 months and 1 day..hahaha

2. ARE YOU SINGLE?

=p...wink*

3. AT WHAT AGE DO YOU THINK YOU WILL GET MARRIED?

[maybe 24-25..=p]if not just hope that it'll not be so late..mybe b4 27?

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

hopefully~ngeee...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

dunno...let ALLAH decide~

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

there's a list of application...hahahaha

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

garden...=p

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

an island...romantic view..wawawawawa...

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

huhuhu...not thinking bout it yet...many of them i guess...friends and families of mine and him...=)

10. Will that include your exes?

hmm...will they coming?hahahaha...

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

just one..but MEANINGFUL~

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

morning...then evening can rest...=p

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding

no idea yet~

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

makan ngn tgn cm bese bleh?

15. Champagne or red wine?

red wine..[sirap or ribena...hahaha]

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

days after...

17. Money or household items?

household items....preparation to a new world~ngee...

18. How many kids would you like to have?

...tetttt....

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

will or will not...=)

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

-orked xoxo
-krunnis
-huda
-azmanuddin
-YOU!

=p

lovely FRIDAY~

it's Friday...
03042009..
very meaningful for me...
it's already the fifth...
but....
it's fine if it just me...
i'll try to be more understanding...
i'm sorry~
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back to the back...
i think this week is a tragic week for me...
some sort of it...
i fell down in sudden on Monday...
but no injury...
then i fell down once again on Tuesday...
with a big injuries on my two knees...
my baju kurung was torn...
and there's a lot of blood...i feel it but not look at it yet...
i ignored it and walk faster but it's getting hurt more and more...
i think that's the first time i was crying in front of my friends...
bcos it's hurt and i'm so scared...
when i look at it...it's totally terrible...
='(...
i asked farry to drive me back to my room to change clothes...
and clean the blood on my knees...
but it's hurt...totally hurt...i'm in pain...
after put some medicine...and change clothes...
we went back to our classes...
i just pretend that nothing happened...although some friends asked me...
i just smiled and said it's nothing...
although in the reality...i can't smile bcos it hurts too much...
i can't easily walking and it's very painful for me to climb the stairs to my room...
i admit that there's a lot of things that i was thinking about...
why....how....it happened to me....why me....and i'm scared..
but when i read PERMATA AL-JAWAHIR this morning...
i realize something...

'Manusia sering mengeluh apabila diuji Allah dengan kesakitan, kegagalan. kekecewaan,kemiskinan dan kefakiran. Tetapi manusia tidak pernah gelisah apabila diuji dengan kekayaan,kebahagiaan,kecukupan dalam kehidupan dan kemewahan.Itulah lumrah manusia sejagat.
Tetapi berbahagialah manusia yang diuji dengan kesakitan,kegagalan,kekecewaan dan kemiskinan kerana sesungguhnya mereka di dalam golongan yang dikasihi oleh Allah. Sahabat-sahabat Rasulullah S.A.W pernah pada suatu ketika menangis apabila mereka tidak diuji oleh Allah, kerana takut mereka akan hilang kasih sayang Allah. Tetapi pada hari ini saat kita diuji...hati kita akan tertanya-tanya "MENGAPA AKU YANG DIUJI?"Maka ingatlah firman Allah:

'Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan sahaja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman,"sedangkan mereka tidak diuji?Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta."-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

ALHAMDULILLAH...today it's already cured...
there's still some pain but not so much like before...

-sizuka is still sizuka-
=p