讨厌的圣诞包裹 - Electronic Gadget

久等的包裹终于到了。。

虽然早已知道你买了类似的，但心中还是有点喜悦，迫不及待想把它交到你手里；交到你眼里；交到你心里。。
知道你对音乐音响有一定的要求，已尽我能力选了一个希望不会太差的给你。

真的希望你喜欢我选给你的圣诞节礼物。。

习惯

其实没什么大不了，
自己一个人也不是第一天；
你和他，并没什么不同，
星期六日也是没时间拍拖；
说是说无所谓，
但当看到人家甜蜜时，
你又真的无所谓吗？

Hardest memory

Today is supposed to be a happy day, but I don't feel happy at all.. You went thru with me the whole journey, didn't voice even abit.. I feel bad, feel like running away.. I'm sorry..

To achieve bigger, sacrifice is needed

Sacrificing is not first time..
If it would help him to stay more focus on your life, it's always worth.
I know it's hard for you to decide on your career path, but it would be clear if I'm not in the picture.
Not only you, maybe I'm the one who are afraid to lose you first..
I'm sorry JYJY, I'm selfish this time..

想着你

就像这首歌一样，想着你；

“也许有一天我们，终究会面对分离”；

恐怕很快就会成真了；

爱情与事业，我要你选了事业；

毕竟你都还年轻；

我给不到你将来，也不应该将你霸占与锁住；

心不想，那又能怎样；

“也许有一天我们，会在老地方相遇”；

It's all started with a nightmare

It was a day that you had a nightmare in the middle of the night, you hugged me so tightly until I almost can't breathe..
I asked what happen and you kept mumbling without opening your eyes "Quin yee, I had a nightmare, I'm so afraid to lose you, I'm scared Quin yee.. Please don't leave me."

I was so touched and not sure how to calm you down, I just hold on to that unbreathable hug and tell "Hey, I'm here.. I'm not going anywhere".

But who knows that the dream actually bring such a big impact to you where the feeling towards this relationship grew deeper and stronger. You feel more terrify to lose the person in this relationship..

Not like other couples, we have no anniversary, we cannot behave like what we wanted in public, nobody can accept the relationship between us, just because people are conservative..

But what we know is, we learn together, grow together, and go thru things together, which is the best gift ever.

There's nothing to be afraid of, we are always here for each other, just because we after meant to be together.

I love you #JYJY

没有沟通的爱情，就是奔向坟墓的爱情

不知道自己到底做错了什么，每一次你对我说话都那么的不耐烦。
前几分钟还好好的，我只是在车里问了：
“我很累，你不会累咩？”
“那你去睡觉啦！！”
“为什么你总是对我讲话那么的不耐烦？”
你没有回答任何东西。。。。
过了一阵子，我想不通，忍不住还是问了：
“其实我说错了什么？我做错了哪里？”
“我只是不想跟你吵。。”

我，需要的是沟通，不是只是忍耐。
如果是这样，我根本不需要终身伴侣。
我自己一个人，不好吗？
需要受那么多气吗？

回到家，还是忍着地去把晚餐准备给你，你有尝试问我要不要吃鱼，我拒绝了，自己急急地喝了一碗汤就冲上房了。

如果不喜欢沟通，那我们在一起又有什么意义？

你，就像一棵长满刺的仙人掌，根本没有给机会人家表达，即便是生活在同一个花盆里

Small effort, big impact

When it's a bad day for you, it's indirectly a bad day for me too..
But this is the time that I should behave more matured, standby anytime for you, be with you, listen to you..
3 main ladies in your life, 2 were mad at you, the 3rd ones must stay strong and good for not adding burden to you anymore..
Hope you understand, your 3rd lady will be there for you no matter what happens.
#JYJY JIA YOU!!

没有特别想你

昨天是你们出游的一天，我虽说不难过，但在夜里还是比较难熬。。频频睡不着，一直在想，你们是不是很温馨了？

我，没有特别想你，只是你时不时出现在我脑海里。。
#JYJY

打回原形

这就是当你打开心房，无拘无束去爱的后果。。
爱情，友情，亲情都不能永恒，每一个人都有自己的生活，没有人是属于你的。。
最怕，最担心的又再一次发生。。
自己笨，明知有洞还把脚伸进去，自己活该，自己拿来。。

如同失恋般的 #JYJY

该清醒了

看见了你们昨天亲密的信息，我的心马上就被敲碎
同时就像被巴了一个耳光，叫我 “清醒啦，你从来都没有真正拥有他，你根本就不是谁，人家甜蜜是理所当然，人家心里有没有你，可能是过眼云烟！！”
心，很痛。。真的很痛。。
可能一段时间都不会去 Nando's 了吧，那可是你们俩的地方。。

#不纯又痛的JYJY

Wherever You Are

每当你或我不开心的时候，你就会刻意播 “我们的歌”，放松一下心情。。
两人紧紧握着彼此的双手，感受彼此心心相印的感觉，那一丝丝的安慰，温暖着你我的心头。
我们知道无论如何我们都会为彼此存在，为彼此生活，为彼此奔波，为彼此辛劳。
爱，让人看透；
爱，可以推动；
爱，让人成长；

#JYJY

A deadline to start a new mindset again

It was intense when I was told that there's only 1 reason to remove the braces and can only be on Dec 2017, which is a reminder to yourself where your SOMEONE is officially unavailable..
I faced down to the bed and broke into silent tears.
It was touching yet heartbreaking, feeling that cannot be described.

Thanks and I'm sorry 💔 #JYJY

The Power of Love

"Quin yee!!  I wanna tell you... I love you too.."
He called my name in half asleep condition when I was about to hang up the call..
Tears almost dropped from my eyes,
It was lovely yet touching..

It's been so long I haven't feel loved,
It made me feel like leaning on a shoulder,
Cuddling someone so tightly,
And kissing on a forehead;

I once again ask myself,
'Do you deserve that kind of treatment?'
'Is this a gift or is this a hole?'

No matter what happens,
I'm going to appreciate this person till the end of my life..

Thanks #JYJY

Love, once again

Surprise comes when you are not expecting it;
Sweetness comes when a guy tries his best to cheer his girl;
Just like how you draw a love on my lap, it melted my heart right away..
#JYJY