This shall be my last entry for this blog... After this, i dunno wat other changes there will be...

Everyday finding it hard to concentration...
Nothing seems to go into my brains...
Tutorials not done... Test not studied...
Everyday different thoughts are flashing through my mind..
I dunno how long i can hold on...
But i hope it would be soon...
I have to get over it soon...
Contradictions.....
I dunno what might happen from now on and wat will change...
I just hope u are happy with how u r now..

Now then i know forgetting is such a difficult task...
Starting of skipping cca...

Everything else doesn't matter anymore...

Nothing is important anymore....

Everything will be a myth from now on...

Blog is shutting....

Mouth is closing..

hmmmm....it has been quite long since i last update....

7days have gone and i did abt 3-5 qn...thats pathetic..been so lazy and slack..... have been lazing around watching tv for whole day... and nie of course... hais.. maybe i not suitable for jc? so slack... and lazy... hw also haven completed half yet.... hais..
thinking whether i made a wrong choice..

perhaps if i choose another way, all things will be diff...maybe....

today blog to inform u guys....ok.. very few of u that i will be away to taiwan for a holiday trip from the 11 to the 18.... hope i get to enjoy myself over there and dun tink about hw...hope i can do it.... nevertheless i will try to get stuffs for u guys....if i rmb and have the suitable thing to buy ba..hmm... so tink write until here le..... cya guys in a week time.....

I know where i stand
remaining silent might not be a bad thing...
i dunno wat to do....how to respond...
Maybe this the way it should be..

haha.. dunno wat to do so come blog a short post.. haha..

monday went NIE lo.. sian again... seriously.. if u ask me whether i regret.. i would tink alittle bit ba.. the journey is super long and the process is sian la.. most of time spent there is waiting and waiting.. doing nth much la... maybe its not as practical as i thought to be.. i thot this project might be more on hands on lo... but its not la... it is super dependant on the machines and it take long time to start up and stop la... i hope its like building sandcastle la... use our OWN hands and build... lidat feel more useful ba... haha... instead of stoning all the time... now its like using a sandcastle machine and let it build itself la... feel so useless la....hais.. sian during the process.. haha...

hmm.. today didnt go cause some cant make it.. so its a rest day... as usual.. slacking!!.. haha... lying arda and sitting infront of com for many hours lo... sianz..really super sianz... yea!! tmr got proper TT training.. hope it will be a great one.. haha.. hope we will have jokes and all lo... hope it will be fun and more fun..... awaiting for tmr.. hahah... erm.. ok la.. stop here le.. a short post... update soon...

Been "invited" to update my blog for so many times lo.....wahaha... but i lazy ar.. somemore quite sian lo on how i spent my days.....everyday is like the same lo... haha... yup.. but i try make it more livelier?... try ar.. haha...

Erm.. have been 10 days since i last update my blog... alot of things happen? and alot of things remained as sian... like my daily routine lo...hais.... have been going to Nie for about 3 days perweek... i tink too little leh.. but there also nth much to do lo.. sianz....everyday do the same thing.... on 1 machine need wait and wait and wait... and time passes slowly lo... super sian...GRRRRR...i want a better project leh... hais.. nvm... cant quit.... now i tink of it... maybe physics based work is not really to my liking ba... haha...omg how.... now i am confused about wat job i should do... haha... and wat courses... haha... swaying le.. after this project.. thanks ar...LOL...so basically if going to NIE jus do annealing and deposition? so sick of the usual steps le lo... haha... but must jia you and cant quite ba... haha...will try to be more enthu de...

How abt days without nie??= rotting at home lo.... haha.... same routine siaz... wake up.....wash up.... eat lunch then lie on sofa and watch tv for the whole day lo... haha...maybe sometimes will online for a while ba.. but online also sian eh.. nth to do too lo....actually can do hw but maybe not used to studying early in advance ba.. although i know that its a good practice... but...nvm.. will try.. did finish my maths MI assignment and few qn from differentiation... at least i try to do ar.. if not will be rusty... but i really cant get myself to study..... cause there is no fire burning behind me ba.. so dun have the panicky feeling.. haha...but i very scared of chem... the standard seems unreachable siaz...so dun dare to start the hw too la... hmm.. dunno why dun like chemistry lo...

Still rmb in sec sch... with mdm shurati ard.... omg la.. everything chem lesson sure call me ask qn de.. suay de lo.... haha.. but at least it make me feel interested in chemistry... dunno y.. the way she teach sometimes is funny la... then easier to absorb.. now in jc so solemn lo.... haha... cant joke... then very stress.. haha...hope next year de chem i can make it lo... HAHA... but dun tink so ar.. haha.. aiming for 3A siaz.. LOL.. joking.... haha.. at least 2 ba.. haha...but dun tink can make it.. nvm.. will try harder... haha...

ok... hmm... yeah.. going off for hols in half month time... quite long and short ar... cause haven pack.. sommore its 7 days...so quite alot to pack? haha... i want go shopping... so can buy more clothes and pants... to bring over lo... i lack of clothes siaz... haha.. but lazy to go out ar.. haha... i jus found out we will be exploring the whole of taiwan... all the way from top to bottom... my aunt plan de... haha.. sit train can die ar.. haha.. so long de train... hah.a. and sometimes bus.. haha... staying over at 3 hotels i tink so.. haha.. ..hope i get to play and relax myself over there ba.. cause first time go so far from sg ma.... ok la... tink shall expect a wonderful trip over there... haha... hope all of u too enjoy ur hols.. dun be so stress.... next year then stress? enjoy first?? LOL.... teaching the wrong thing... ok la.. write till here.... update next time... when the "alarm" rings again??wahaha... made a new cum old fren... a bright new start..

hmmm.. back to blog again... haha...
Mon
went to school and back...nvm la.. its ok.. :)...hope u like it.....
After that slack around at home lo..having been slacking at home lo.. no momentum to do hw and to revise school work lo.. haha..hais... need buck up le ba.. if not next year lag behind lo.. haha.. ok la.. jiayou everyone... haha.. this post is quite sian i tink so... too short and no content lo....

dui bu qi that i did it..

Tue
Went to NIE early in the morning on dad's car... hah...anyway my sis going nus ma.. so shun lu.. haha.. went there myself lo... sianz... go there do deposition on fe thin films on silicon and glass lo... more of physics de.. haha.. quite easy la.. but procedure is tedious and super long lo...so do about 4+ hrs then go off le... really too sian le.. went off to meet sis to go off lo.... tmr got TT training.. finally.. haha...looking forward.. haha.. cause long time no play le.. haha...erm...thurs should be going to nie ba.. but i dread doing depositing lo... and prof is not there so cant take instructions from him...can only do deposition lo.. sianz.... hais.... nvm la... wait for my grpmates to come back to continue ba.. haha...ok la.. write till here.. quite sian rite.... hhaha... update next time longer ba..

not angry but worried that i made u angry....

hmm... haha.. back to blog cause ppl respond? haha... good lo.. at least its not rotting la...

Sat
erm... Wake up quite early?? around 11+??HAHA...to me its early le.. haha...had quite a good chat on fri nite.... hahah.. quite enjoy it..:)...erm.. then was forced to wake up so early de lo.... cause going to collect cake for my grandpa then go their hse... hmm....why always i collect cake de ar?haha.. got affinity ba..haha..then reach le then put it fridge as all the others were not here yet..hmm.. so my sis and i decided to bring jovin... who is just 7yrs old... out to amk hub lo.. i seriously regret it siaz.... while my mother shopping for clothes.. he will run about and start sliding on the floor lo... cant stop him siaz...can only stand and watch at him... haha...he too much energy la... then cant keep still lo.. omg la... then we use 1 secret weapon.. haha... we bring him to MAcs to eat fries lo.. that is when he finally sat down and eat quietly.. cause he enjoyed it lo.. haha...finally siaz... if not he run ard mac i die siaz.. haha....then aft tht he want to go back le lo.. tink he tired le ba.. so went back to grandparents' house.. some ppl were laready there... erm... then cut the cake then eat... then stone lo... today the big kids all stoning.. haha.. no one is playing siaz... tink all tired ba... haha... then awhile then went down there for dinner...the dishes were not so good la.. passing grade lo... haha..
my sms nvm la.. haha...
then we crap and eat lo....fnally got ppl joke lo.. so not so sianz... haha...all the big kids sit together lo.. but we finished the most food... OMg... cause we use the same old tatic... zhong ji mi ma...=.=... loser eat lo.. in the end other table de food pass to us also...=.=...and we finished it.. haha... got ppl still say the kids table cant finish all the food.. but we did la.. haha..after that went home le lo.. then chat.. haha...it was quite memorable ba.. when i anyhow tink of a super short story lo.. haha... although not very nice la... haha...but the chat session were good.. haha....quite fun also lo.. haha...
i enjoyed the chat... seriously... haha...
Sun
erm.. wake up by dunno wat.. then cant get back to sleep lo.. was so wantiing to sleep lo.. but nose block then cant go to sleep... haha..so wake up super early lo....was slacking ard from 9 to 12 lo..until my sis went to cook then i help lo... then after that went to jp myself lo... haha.. so lonely sia.. is i nv ask ppl out ba...haha... lazy la.. haha...
is because i dun want to put hope...and i knew my frens were little...
then go ther just buy 1 thing then go off le lo.. went to cwp to buy somemore things then go home too le la.. today is quite sian ba... haha..and somemore i quite sick ba...but tink still ok la... cause went to cycle jus now..alone too.. haha..got exercise should be ok ba... u then should get well ba:)...erm....went out to eat.. with my maths ws...MI.. haha... i tried qn 2 but was stuck at simplifing... psps:(... not pro.. haha....ok la.. nth more le lo... hope i finish the a.k.a "jack in a box" surprise ba.. haha...then hope can chat later too.. i will contd to try tht qn ba...will try to solve soon....hmmm... haha..k write until here.. cya... long post next time..
i enjoyed all the times