Appreciation to...

No time to blog... got time, no mood / too tired... but still, wanna thank these ppl (in chronological order)

250907: had to meet linda @ bus stop. thought she was going to pass me her cookies. When i reached the bus stop, i was really depressed cuz before that, had an itp meeting with long kang and chih wee. i really hated what i am doing now... felt really down. suddenly, saw linda and chou meng with a cake and candle walking towards me. they really came @ the right time man! i told them" 在我最难过的时候，你们出现了”. then chou meng said something that enlightened me. I realised that no matter how bad itp stuff are, i still have my family and friends to be with. yar! why sad bout itp? Linda taught me to look @ e bright side of life. yup i appreciate what the 2 of them had done :)


260907: papa bought me a cake. my family celebrated my birthday for me. 2nd cake. so happy... still got ang bao... it doesnt matter if there is a cake or ang bao. i am just glad to have them :)
* would like to thank all ppl who sent msg to wish me a happy bdae. scor said my reply damn slack. but i read it @ 12+ midnight.

011007: chih wee called office and i picked up the call.
JM: Spice travel! how can i help?
CW: may i know who is on the line?
JM: JM
CW: Oh! i am ur lecturer!
JM: Chih Wee!!!!!
then he asked me how's everything... ding dong ding dong... i told him i really appreciate whatever he had done.


i duno why. but recently, small little things made me tear. appreciate little things / actions more. i used to treasure all that i have. now, i treasure them more.
I want simplicity. i want all those around me to be happy

ang moh

the lift broke down yesterday when i was home from work. so i had to climb the stairs. when i walked towards the stairs, an ang moh (AM) was already there looking at the lift. conversation as follows:

AM: the lift's spoilt?
JM: yeah... have to climb the stairs...
AM: i live on the 21 floor
JM: me 18

then i started climbing and he followed me. so he was beside me for the entire stairs climbing session.

AM: do you think it will be ok tmr?
JM: yup... i think so...
AM: i hope so. if not i will take the day off...
climb,climb....ding dong ding dong....
AM: oh man... its too hard for me
JM: do you live here? or???
AM: yup... for 2 mths
JM: really??? i did not see you before
AM: so i assume u live here...
JM: yup!

then we continued climbing till we met an auntie whom i know very well.

Auntie: woah! you also climbing the stairs arh?
JM: yar!!! very tired
Auntie: (gave a curious look) your boyfriend arh?
JM: No lah!!!!

omg......

i told my parents about this and mommy said if she see that auntie, she will say " woah! you saw my daughter's ang moh boyfriend arh?"

omg.....

hahaah... wanyi dun need fedex back any ang moh from US le cuz got 1 ang moh living in the same block as me!!! hahaha

current life

no life . no time . no freedom

not enough sleep . not in a suitable environment . not in a very good mood everyday

looks forward to knock off time . looks forward to OFF/Sun . looks forward to the end of 5 mths . looks forward to the days when long kang's not around

i broke down infront of fifi in office on fri. i am just too stressed up. but i cannot break down infront of my family. i dun want them to worry...

i want time to fly faster... but can i???

yesterday

Retail therapy with charis yesterday. walked for so long, only bought a pair of shoes. regretted not buying that pair i saw @ imm. since many many months ago, i wanted a small bag which i can carry it even to nearby shopping malls. all i have are big ones more suitable for school use. where can i get smaller bags?

the more you want to buy it, the more difficult for you to find it. it always happen to me.

bid goodbye to my old hairstyle - well, almost. i now have shorter hair with some fringe. my old hairstyle just dun have the shape. listened to the advice from the hairdresser, i am now trying to change my parting. @ home, i look like a xiao char bor, with pins all over my hair. i pin even i sleep and in the morning, i found the pins all over my bed. how aggressive can i get?

I want go shop again !!!!!!!!!!!!

"BOSS IS LIKE A DIAPER -

ALWAYS ON THE BUTT AND FULL OF SHIT"

Had a small ops meeting with long gang and betty. long gang taught us costings when i suddenly said "v stress leh". then had a one to one talk with him. he said i can just leave a note to ask whatever i duno. then after meeting, went to do more quotations. then he suddenly appeared and said "JM, you had 1/2 day off on thur rite? sat (tmr) off for you too. i appeared stunned. but i m really jumping for joy inside me!!!

Glad today went successfully. thanks to Jmei who bought polar lunch for me. thanks to Jmei again and Bhui for waiting for me to finish my work to go home tgr. Even elephant said "why u all so wierd de? must go home tgr de..." love my itp mates. and we all agree to 共存亡。

Jmei was so cute. we all rush across the road before traffic light turn red. then she said" 很奇怪 hor，为什么来 office 和回家的心情那么不一样。。。"

day 2

Day 2 of itp and i ald witnessed 2 wars in office.

all names are nicks i gave to real life person in case i am libel of anything.

Ant and elephant gave us a briefing about the format of doing quotations. suddenly Fifi stormed out, raised her voice to Ant,"u brief,brief no use one! u must let them do hands on, they make mistakes then they can learn!" Ant repiled," Fifi, i want them to have a fixed format of quotations." dingdongdingdong..... the 4 of us interns kept really quiet. it was really an eye opener. Fifi is Ant's boss... woohoo! really shiok to see that.

when it was time to knock off, fifi asked yxiang to check the tenders. but it was not yxiang's job. then angel pauline argued to fifi that yxiang must not stay back just to do full time staff's work. angel pauline also asked us to wait for yxiang, to back him up to go off tgr. yup. yxiang managed to escape from fifi's fist. angel pauline is such a darling.

looking forward to sep11 where we 4 will be working in the travel lab in school.

ANT AGREED TO LET ME TAKE 1/2 DAY OFF FROM WORK ON THUR!!! YIPPIE!!!
JIE JIE MEI MEIs, LETS GO SHOPPING N MOVIES!!!!!