Great. Another crisis. Ever since I study PhD, there are always crisis after a few months.
The moral of the story is, don't overestimate yourself. You can get yourself into serious trouble.
Don't treat it as a motivation or something, because the consequences you gonna face can be really devastating.

Everything justifiable. Why should I actually trust them...

And by trusting them, I might be doomed.

After a long time

Yes, after a long time.

Din expect to leave here for so long. But really, I think I will remember this place when I have a really huge negative feelings to be expressed.

Why why why
Dun understand.

He can call us. He can text us. At least he can confirm before the dates.
He choose not to do it.

He can go without me. He also can go without me. Why just me saying that not going, then other (x3) all not going?
This is frustrating.
Truly frustrating.

And make myself feel very guilty now. Spoiling the whole day, despite I should have a good time after so many troubles that had been though.
I would rather force myself to do it.

Great.

Learn from my colleague. Truly wonderful.