No me importa ya.

I just don t care anymore.
I hate the expectations you throw at me.
You can t fulfill mine, why should I even try to fulfill yours?
It s not fair, damn it.
You ve taken everything from me.
EVERYTHING.
With your stupid closed minded ness.
And your biased opinions.
You say I never open up to you and share.
But that s only because you twist everything I say to make me look bad.
To make me look wrong.
When it s a matter of interest and opinion.
Where I CAN T be wrong.
But that doesn t matter does it?
Well, you know what?
I give up then.
Go find someone else to live your life through.
And sometimes, I wish that you would just finish your fucking job of killing me.
You ve denied me everything that I ve loved.
Why don't you just spare me the misery of living without a heart.
And kill me physically too?

What do you want?

you tell me i'm fat.
and yet, everytime dinner comes around
you're always trying to shove food down my throat.
i'm not hungry.
i've lost all appetite.
why can't you just accept that?
and i'm tired.
tired of living up to your damn expectations that are fucking impossible to accomplish.
and you don't even care.
so why the hell should i?
you don't believe in me.
you never fucking have.
you only expect it.
and i just can't take it anymore.
i swear.
once i leave.
i am never coming back.