yes, twitter has taken over blogger.
It just feels more convenient to tweet than to blog.hahahaha.
I’ll do something with this soon,
xoxo, me.
We all have flaws, that’s what makes us whole, cause’ we make up for each other’s losses. Most importantly, we’ve remained tight and even stronger together throughout the years together.
I chanced upon this photo on kim’s journal. We’d hardly get a photo where all four of us would look so candid and unglam all at the same time. Had a really good talk with the girls to reflect about the past together. Mmhm, and it felt really good. xoxo.
I miss watching movies & getting scared with you, and also cuddling up to the boring parts. I miss walking around aimlessly at town. I miss the slow walks cuz i got so tired & sore from my heels. I miss the bubble tea, the long chats, how we’d argue that you have to send me home, the tickling & ps3 sessions over at my place. Also, how could i forget, your smile, how everything you do just makes me so happy that I dance like mad, scream and go crazy so much.
Most importantly, even things are weird and slightly awkward now,
i miss you, and i cherish the things we’ve done together :)
5 in the morning now and it sucks.
It’s time to let go, and it's time for closure. So all of us could at least be happy leading our separate lives. I hate all the quarreling, and that seems to be what’s more important in everyone else’s minds, outdoing each other. And it pains me to see us like that, cause’ we used to be so tight now it’s all gone away.
it may be too fast but i think i’ve already gone madly and crazy over that STA. why do you have to be so cute and awesome it’s killing me.
I baked macarons today but i failed terribly cuz i dint get "feet" and also cause i was so engrossed with my shows i left it too long in the oven, great. Now i have ugly looking (but great tasting-ah i love the almond aftertaste) shitty blobs of meringue. And in attempt to clean the kitchen i finished all of them up and ended up with sugar high. To add on, i’m terribly upset now cause i used up my savings for the ipod touch on online shopping. great i think i’m a genius. I feel like its Christmas already so often i think i’m gonna do up the Christmas tree at home this week, since i’ve been so deprived of what to do since i can’t watch gossipgirl. Oh but there is the hills tomorrow! cant wait-
MUST.WATCH.GOSSIPGIRL.NOW! :’(
The internet has been treating me so horribly since yesterday i’m dying. See i decided to bring forward my dvd marathons since O’s are kinda like unofficially over for me now, so yay partay mode! I hope i save enough money soon for my dvds, cause i dont have anymore patience to wait for my last paper to end so mom could buy me my shows. Missing May madly and i hope we’d get to meet for the last time before she flies off next week :( ok well last week was awesome for me! Except that i had to sit for my exams of course. Nevertheless, the Parties/ Halloween/ Birthday Celebrations/ Hangouts with the girls in between those days were really great! :D seems like too much has happened within one and a half week. I really hope my holidays won’t be too mundane though.
Yesterday was spent on celebrating Seri’s belated birthday together with Fiqah. I woke up early (after spending a really late night watching gossipgirl) only to find Fiqah for the pre-surprise plans for her. Man and was Seri really surprised and unprepared, she were still in her pjs when we arrived at her door. So we waited for her to shower and celebrated together before deciding to fulfil our overdued-promise of sushi making together. I had an awesome time grocery shopping and trying to figure out how to prepare the sushi. It was just like the good ol’ times, the crazy dancing(okay maybe it’s just me), painting of each other nails, camwhoring, chilling and just enjoying the time we have together. Well I could use this more often! it’s far better than sitting down like a couch potato watching tv everyday (still, i have to say, i’m not a couch potato, just not yet). ok this reminds me, I really need to swim soon because I’m developing lazy symptoms already. Jeez this sucks.
ps: imy. and I could use some time with you for an explanation.
''when you love someone you want to believe that they are good''
but that's not the case now, isn't it? :/ stop disappointing me for once, it puts me in a whirlwind of thoughts. I wished you were still like how i first met you, that’s when i knew nothing at all. I cant help but miss you, but there’s nothing else to do now, isn’t it.
SHOE PORN!
ah, eyecandy. how in the world can anyone ever resist these.
once O's gets out of the way i'm gonna work my way up for all the shoes and clothes in the world.
baah and that brings me, TWO DAYS OMG.
TWO DAYS.
i think i'm nowhere near prepared, ohfoshizzle.
jeez back to my notes. gonna be on hiatus for awhile. hate o's. >:( bye.
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
This was madass cool,
my brother playing on singapore’s f1 circuit; with all the smoke, vibrations and effects taken all in one. :)
Slept in today & boy i’ve never felt so good resting for so long since, forever. Headed on for a race show in the evening with the fam., frankly, i wasn’t at least interested in going at all. When it all finally ended we went down & celebrated Amelia’s birthday over at aloha, other than the fact that i arrived there super late (thanks to the endless wondering around the exhibits). Finally got to see MayKSP after what seemed like forever, we went down for a dip in the pool which eventually proceeded to a huge pool fight between me and her brother. He’s a huge Asshole. >:(
Oh bummer there’s school tomorrow :(
I love the weekends its super awesome. well so i dint go to school yesterday, woke up really late and just before heading out of the house i realised my purse was missing. Infact it was already missing the day before, well that took me long enough to realise my purse was missing. OH-MY-GOSH i freaked out so much i was calling the entire world to scream over the phone amg. Gave up searching (cuz i knew it wouldn’t be a fruitful one anyway) and rushed all the way down to acsi to find Domdom, V & Abigail and we went to study at smu after that. i love the food there it was my motivation to complete entire math paper in 2 hours. And it made me so much happier after the loss of my wallet, or at least that’s what i tell myself as a consolation :( went to citylink and then to jurong to study again and my dad picked me up, i broke the news of the purse to him and he dint kill me for that. MLI(A-wesome)
And today was a madass day filled with jammed packed activities, woke up super early for breakkie (which i dint had anything at all), met up with a friend for my combined humans consultation and rushed to cck replace my ezlink pass, then it was over to jurong east to collect my shoes and then to safra for a swim before i headed to clem at to study at kim’s place. We watched Ps, I Love You after studying, shit it was so nice. Long day tomorrow, i miss you MAY KSP! :(
The way i’ve spent the entire morning today was super awesome, love the good company + looking out to a magnificent view. Never felt that way in a really long time. Though it was a mere few hours, it felt so good to get away from all these shit from time to time to be alone sorting out your thoughts. And so i thought my day wouldn’t get any worse i decided to go to school. Wishful thinking it was, the whole series of events today totally made me hate school even more. Totally lost the mood to attend afterschool lessons afterwhich + i’m super dead tired.
this one’s probably one of the shortest weeks I’ve ever had. time seems to be passing more and more quickly as each day gets.
Monday saw me waking up in the afternoon to my teacher’s phonecall, & a huge suprise from him that my oral examinations were on that day itself, infact it was only 2 hours away )’: Well it went rather, well i guess. No more spilling of the examiner’s drink, and after that it was the usual rounds of swimming with my darling again.
Tuesday was filled with kept emotions, and opening up a new chapter in life and learning how to gain closure from the past. Tuesday was a reminder to me of the people who loves me and would stay by me, no matter what happens. It was also the day I finally had time to meet Mark over a really quick dinner together, catching up on lost time, and the feelings’ just like meeting a long lost friend after years. Though it’s only been awhile, I’m feeling pretty much bummed we’ve dint had the chance to talk as much as how we did last year. Missing the times we’d just meet each other randomly just to have a good talk over lots of iced coffees and caramel macchiatos (which M’s recommendations got me hooked on the drink by the way).
Wednesday was also the third day in a row i dint turn up for school, & also the day my parents found out about the things that have been happening lately. Dad picked me up during his lunch break for a talk (a really weird one) before dropping me off for a swim. Not much of a swim it was, since i got there early and attempted to finish a physics paper 1 alone. Also, we pretty much spent the entire time there talking to each other (not forgetting the amount of times JieLun interrupted the swim & the long conversation where darling May had to explain so much with the guys). Not to forget the dinner at crystal jade which afterwhich i sneaked off alone to indulge on a nail polish spree at Jp.
And that brings today, today saw me with very mixed feelings. Today i finally came back after the long hiatus. Also, i’ve realised you can never trust no one fully, and today i was opened to people whom i dint know would help me so much in the decisions i make. It made me to be more thankful of the people around me, and taught me life lessons. I cant believe though it’s barely a week, time passes so quickly. And the most of it all, i’ve already been through so much through these days. I hope tomorrow won’t disappoint me, (boomxz day for both of us May!) ;)
xo, me
(fy May : i’m allowed to dye pink streaks on my hair, be jealous)
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