i'll sing this summer seranade,

i sometimes can't talk about what's hurting anymore

Saturday, November 28

5 in the morning now and it sucks.

It’s time to let go, and it's time for closure. So all of us could at least be happy leading our separate lives. I hate all the quarreling, and that seems to be what’s more important in everyone else’s minds, outdoing each other. And it pains me to see us like that, cause’ we used to be so tight now it’s all gone away.

from tessa's lj! :D

Tuesday, November 24

1.It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.
2.One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).
3.The average man’s penis is three times the length of his thumb.
4.Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.
5.A woman’s heart beats faster than a man’s.
6.There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.
7.Women blink twice as often as men.
8.The average person’s skin weighs twice as much as the brain.
9.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.
10.If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.

That's when I look at you

it may be too fast but i think i’ve already gone madly and crazy over that STA. why do you have to be so cute and awesome it’s killing me.

I’m looking in the mirror and I think I’m liking what I see.

Saturday, November 21

Okay i know it’s time i updated with what’s going on with my life but i’m seriously too busy! >:D okay busy with facebook and going out with the most awesome people i could ever wished for. But i’ll come back again soon! (p.s. REDCAMP WAS AWESOME!) i’m still suffering from the post-redcamp side effects. I do the apache cheers everyday omg my maid thinks i’m crazy everytime i go boom dynamite and gggggggggggggg. december’s gonna be a busy month for me, musicals, youth camp and who can forget, planning for chirstmas! Ahh the best time of the year! xoxo!

sugar high day

Wednesday, November 11

I baked macarons today but i failed terribly cuz i dint get "feet" and also cause i was so engrossed with my shows i left it too long in the oven, great. Now i have ugly looking (but great tasting-ah i love the almond aftertaste) shitty blobs of meringue. And in attempt to clean the kitchen i finished all of them up and ended up with sugar high. To add on, i’m terribly upset now cause i used up my savings for the ipod touch on online shopping. great i think i’m a genius. I feel like its Christmas already so often i think i’m gonna do up the Christmas tree at home this week, since i’ve been so deprived of what to do since i can’t watch gossipgirl. Oh but there is the hills tomorrow! cant wait-

I grabbed a pen & an old napkin, and I wrote down our song

Saturday, November 7

MUST.WATCH.GOSSIPGIRL.NOW! :’(

The internet has been treating me so horribly since yesterday i’m dying. See i decided to bring forward my dvd marathons since O’s are kinda like unofficially over for me now, so yay partay mode! I hope i save enough money soon for my dvds, cause i dont have anymore patience to wait for my last paper to end so mom could buy me my shows. Missing May madly and i hope we’d get to meet for the last time before she flies off next week :( ok well last week was awesome for me! Except that i had to sit for my exams of course. Nevertheless, the Parties/ Halloween/ Birthday Celebrations/ Hangouts with the girls in between those days were really great! :D seems like too much has happened within one and a half week. I really hope my holidays won’t be too mundane though.

Yesterday was spent on celebrating Seri’s belated birthday together with Fiqah. I woke up early (after spending a really late night watching gossipgirl) only to find Fiqah for the pre-surprise plans for her. Man and was Seri really surprised and unprepared, she were still in her pjs when we arrived at her door. So we waited for her to shower and celebrated together before deciding to fulfil our overdued-promise of sushi making together. I had an awesome time grocery shopping and trying to figure out how to prepare the sushi. It was just like the good ol’ times, the crazy dancing(okay maybe it’s just me), painting of each other nails, camwhoring, chilling and just enjoying the time we have together. Well I could use this more often! it’s far better than sitting down like a couch potato watching tv everyday (still, i have to say, i’m not a couch potato, just not yet). ok this reminds me, I really need to swim soon because I’m developing lazy symptoms already. Jeez this sucks.

ps: imy. and I could use some time with you for an explanation.