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if tomorrow never comes,

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I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

it's cold out, but hold out and do like I do
Saturday, September 26

Yesterday was hell of a hectic day, after school i headed down over to my nana’s to pick up May before heading down for a swim but instead her brother gave us a lift over to Safra instead cuz’ he wanted to join us too. Detoured back to his place before we finally got to Safra. Swimming with the siblings is horrible; you’ll never imagine the things they’ll do in the pool. >o< . Well i won’t reveal it here it’s up to you to imagine what they could do. Went back to my nana’s afterwards in the evening to do up some math while waiting for May to finish her tuition before leaving for the F1 practice race afterwhich. Ran all the way out of the estate to hail a cab (the cab driver was a cutie, though too bad the ride was short), detoured over to her friend’s birthday celebration and ran all the way to catch the train to city hall to collect the tickets. I swear i was feeling so pissy to be made to run so much in my 4.5 inch platforms. They were meant for walking and not running! >:( Felt like killing May that instant cuz she was walking mad fast hahahah. Arrived slightly late at the Bay grandstand and after watching the first couple of laps our attention drew off and we started camwhoring and calling random people for fun. Ended off the whole practice with lots of photos and a random stranger talking to us. Walked (with very minimal running) back to get drinks before my parents gave May a lift home and we all headed for late night supper. Overall F1 was awesome i enjoyed myself thoroughly, except the running that is.

That being said, I woke up to one of the most weird and funniest calls this morning, i picked up a call from a telephone number with a really weird area code but later found out that the caller was mark. Yayyy :D Awesome, so in my subconscious mind i talked to him over the phone for awhile (though i don't even recall half of what our conversation was about). Well the story’s that he landed at 6.50 in the am today and he thought i was there waiting for him to have breakkie at t3 together. So he tried calling my number since 8ish but since i came home really late from f1 last night, i obviously couldn’t wake up to his calls till like 11 am. I was mad shocked and super surprised cuz being the slightly-dumb person i am, i mixed up the dates of his arrival. I thought it was supposed to be 7pm tomorrow via SQ282 but it turned out to be the 7am flight today via SQ286. Ah great, all my planned welcome-back surprises gone wrong. I was the one who got surprised in the end. :( oh well we’ll be hanging out soon on one of the coming weekdays i hope, really got to catch up on lost time with him before he flies back 2 weeks later >:( sheesh time really passes very quickly.



Thursday, September 24

THE

SHOES

ARE

HERE!!!

>:D

AND I’VE BEEN WAITING FOREVER!!

This made my day ♥♥♥♥♥♥



you're a part time lover and a full time friend
Wednesday, September 23


Just came back from hands down, the most awesome massage ever. Thanks J, i really needed it. xoxo . I’m so happy right now there’s like a million things to go mad happy about. Happy Fridays are back again ;) , and today in class, misha and i calculated and found out that O levels end in like 1.5 month’s time, that’s something i could really look forward to. (though i really have to study like shit now) :D then, just last week i met up with an awesome friend after a really long while, also my pairs and pairs and pairs of shoes have arrived Singapore and i’m getting it veryy soon (mad happy about this haha), the waterproof cams are finally available, and there’s so many awesome things to look forward to right after O’s end, V’s chalet and night cycling, camps, sleepovers, midnight kisses, the December cruise, Mayy leaving me for Paris (kinda a sad thing though), marathons on every single season of gg and everyother show, and of course, late night outings with the most awesome people in my life. oh the anticipation really gives me the drive to study for O’s and get it over and done with. :) xoxo!

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand



Monday, September 21

i hate science whyyy must there be science, or even O levels in the first place!
got all my activities planned out for the long holidays after O's already, waiting for time to pass right now. >:(
baahhh ok back to the endless amount of questions.



Friday, September 18

saw this at twitter, kayne west does it again! haha
click click click!


ignorance is your new best friend
Thursday, September 17

Okay so it’s been long. Well i’ve been pretty much busy lately. O levels coming up it’s mad crazy how much i have so little time left to study and how i’m trying to rush out everything and cram them into my head now. :/


Caught the sunrise with Daphne and May on the, uhm, 29th august i think. Went late night shopping with May at Vivo and after that I headed off for a really weird and awkward dinner while she left me for panda. >:( Afterwhich we met up straight at sembawang again and headed over to daph’s. Totally reached there too late for supper at buckaroo. :( miss the food there, so we ordered food delivery again. The girls tried staying awake all night so May can finally catch the sunrise after she missed it 2 years ago because daph and I couldn’t wake her up. So to stay awake we sang karaoke, danced like mad-people and talked alot. Oh we had a session where we started talking about the stupid and upmost silliest things we did as kids, and then to the weird people in our family and laughed everything off. Super fun! :D We got out of the house at 6ish and waited for the sun to rise. Eventually we thought we saw everything and that the sun had fully risen, soo we walked back and camwhored all the way. While doing jumpshots 2 random cyclists came and told us that there’s an amazing sunrise out, but we were so tired from all the jumping and walking so we dint head on back to the park. I <3>

My birthday this year was definitely a different and much simpler one, but i totally enjoyed it ttm cuz i spent it with all of my close ones. xoxo. On the eve of my birthday, Swimming buds planned a suprise dinner and cake at Nyny, awfully planned though, i could see thru the whole plan. Nevertheless we had an awesome time, dinner made me so full cuz we ordered so much, the food dint taste really good though. :/ best thing i ate that night was the cake only. Went home that night and found everyone missing at home, my uncle passed on and lucas+parents were away. Spent the whole night talking to alif on messenger (he talked me all the way thru midnight) :) and on the phone with M. :D

Well, I had an exam on the day of my birthday, had to attend school for my science paper. Such a spoiler. Received a huge cake from mrs long though, shocking, so after exams did a quick celebration and quickly gave out the cake before i head on down to meet May at Safra. Reached there and Tony told me that she was in the washroom but i found out that she was hiding a cute little heart-shaped chocolate truffle. Mini celebration by the pool and we went down for a short swim. That woman hates the sun! >:( decided not to meet up with the girls over at town in the last minute and spent the night over at May’s instead. Dad picked me up since he was back in Singapore already the next afternoon and headed home for a quick shower before going out for my birthday dinner with the whole entire fam at Woody’s. Rushed down to church after dinner so my parents could pick up Kim, Tess and Fayee to Jurong Point.




The girls were so awesome! xoxo <3>:) We were supposed to catch a movie but it was too late and they couldn’t watch some of the shows because of age requirement. Went down to the supermarket to get loads of food so we could eat them over at Tessa’s place. We were creating sucha mess over there, running around camwhoring, pushing and running with shopping carts and became super noisy. Tess and Faye looked a lil disturbing because of their moustaches, people were staring at them hahah it was hilarious we just kept laughing all the way till we got home. Watched Final destination 1 & 2 was completely grossed out. Baked cookies and ate alot of chicken that night. Slept super late and got up for church almost late in the morning. oh chicken for breakfast too, aghh. We were so tired during service i was hoping i dint fall asleep. I had lunch at Chinatown after that, was sleeping while waiting for the food to be served, soo embarrassing. :S


The September holidays were really short i wished it could be longer, :( turned up for lessons on Monday and then spent the entire week going out with friends and also to study. Studied at SMU with faye and we went down to haji to look for my cameras. We kinda got bored there and left for the aircon at bugis junction. Saw soo many pretty accessories there i was soo sad cuz when i spent all my money for the day, i found a really cute pinky ring there. >:( we went home together and found out that chunkfest is going on the next day so we planned to meet Kim and Tess on Saturday after studying and after Kimchi finishes her worship prac,





Chunkfest had a dress code on Saturday and we were supposed to dress hippie/retro so that explained why Faye and I were dressed like that. well but we dint turn up for the event in the end cuz it was too late and some of us had curfews. Went Vivo for dinner at Barcelos and ice cream at B&J’s. Tried taking photos and jumpshots, up at the top floor but we totally failed ttm. We wanted to play with helium voice too but i was too dumb i burst the first one ( and being really stupid, i tried taking in the air with my mouth and made a stupid expression on my face, so embarrassing! :( ) , for the second balloon, i let it go by accident while we were camwhoring cuz i was so into it i forgot about the balloon on my hands. Dad drove all of us back home afterwhich.

There you go, a brief roundup of what’s been happening for the past 2 weeks. School has just reopened and i’m seriously starting to feel the tremendous amount of stress i’m about to have for the next couple of months. xoxo, me.



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