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if tomorrow never comes,

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I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

Friday, July 31

( sooo pretty :O :O )


i loved today! :D

dint go to school so called Alexis & we went down to haji for shisha then brunch & shopping. oh and i found the present that i want for my b’day, cant wait to tell my parents all the presentsss i want tonight >:D >:D soo after all these i felt like going down for a swim so we went back to my place & took our bathing suits & left. We’re so horribly burnt now, i dint remember to pack the after tan lotion thingy into my bag. Skin hurts like mad now :( after like 2.5 hours of swimming we cabbed to my hairdresser’s and got our hair trimmed. Oh–my-gosh i hate my hair now it’s sooo weird & fugly. the lady trimmed our bangs really really short! :( well, i’m the only one complaining though, Alexis loveess her bangs cuz she never had her fringe so short before. Jeez, i never like cutting my hair, i remember i used to cry every single time i went to the hairdresser’s from like primary school to like, uhg, sec 2-ish. They never ever got it (how i want my hair to turn out) right. Okkk so we were supposed to be back at my place for dinner and sleepover and girl-time, but she had to rush back to find her boyf and the back to her house cuz Adrian was stuck outside so i went home straight, alone. :(

And now i’m really really bored cuz my stupid tutor isnt here yet. >:(

I want to go for a holiday! Like after o’s duh. my lovely May Ksp is spending a month at Paris and Rio de Janerio after her N levels? this is soo not fair. i hope (curse) you have more food poisoning just like that time when you ate at intercontinental. D:




Thursday, July 30

Eating takeouts from buckaroo now. I almost died on level 2 of my buffalo wings, amazing how the others can even take level 6. And yeahh, i only had one whole joint and i drank 2 glasses of water. That’s all for dinner, shit i suck. Dont feel like attending school tomorrow, nothing to look forward to, and there’s social studies class. Jeez. How dumb is this i just realised i got my plans for this sat and next sat wrongly. Now i have to call everyone up and reschedule my stuff and timings with them. I called my dentist for a change of appointment this morning, and now i just realised that i was actually free for that previous slot, gaah i just got the two Saturdays screwed up. Period. So i’ve decided i’m not going out at all on this coming sat, i’ll just sleep at home and plan one more round of lesson with that retarded tutor of mine who’s forver busy with his uni shit. He should be fired, and the only thing that’s in the way of this is that my mom doesn’t want to. :(




‘’I dont deserve you, i deserve better. (i’ve changed and i’m even better)’’

- hah, i'll see what you've changed then. dbag.

Today sucked, no surprise though. its like that all the time anyway. :/

I hate school. soo tired >:(



Wednesday, July 29



Why is it that just when you get things together,

you hear from the one person who could pull it all apart. -lc



Monday, July 27


my class (H5N2) finally got out of the quarantine-period. Prison break much. Haha. soo happy, i cant finally go down for recess and have my mee soto :D i had my food & nutrition coursework B practical today! Gross! I washed and fucked a fish with my finger. >:( They made me clean the shit out of the fish. And i had to taste raw fish and fish without seasonings. suckk. I’m so glad f&n’s gonna end soon, can’t wait to get this shit over and done with. Went down for a swim in the afternoon, k was lifeguarding. soo awkward. yesterday was hell weird for us. jeez. :/ so at the pool i managed to talk abit to jc. Kinda made me feel better. :D :D talked more over the massive amount of food we had for dinner. shisha on sat, finally



Wednesday, July 22




WTF >:/

This sure made my day better.



Monday, July 20



Recess time in class.

Fiqah and sarah i wished you were here in school. it was so boring for me w/o ya’ll. :(

Oggayy School was rather, uh, different today.

Once i got to school in the morning i couldn’t go up cuz i still had my body aches and cough and flu and i had been sharing food with the people who got H1N1 (but i was totally feeling healthy and fine,jeez), so yeah they made me sit at the detention room for 2 hours with the stupid godknowswhatit’smadeof smelly mask for 2 hours before i was released back for lessons.

Not much of a lesson though, we weren’t allowed to have PE so i and nic went back to class only to find that our class has been officially cordoned off as the H1N1 area. (aka we weren’t supposed to roam about the school or have lessons elsewhere other than the class). I found out that my cooking practical’s postponed (yay.) and then i started realising, everyone has at least 1 or 2 symptoms in class! Soo cool they should just put the whole class at home. Okay so we had no lessons at all the entire day,

Oh the school dint want us to go down for recess to spread our germs so they got people to order food and drinks up to be delivered for us to eat in class. So fun it was like a camping scene everyone’s stuck in the same room eating the same food breathing the same swine air. Haha. So after like awhile they dismissed us like 20minutes earlier than the normal dismissal time to go home straight. Awesome. And when i came home and started using fb and twitter i found a trending topic in all the sites i was in. (either someone’s sick or someone else enjoyed being treated in school today)


Twitter


yourSHISHI

-Our class caught h1n1 and now we are the rejected class -.- My art how ? ): big Shit.

-I got in contact w whoever went home AND. I'm sitting your seat you noe sarah. Hahaha

about 6 hours ago from txt

whoddatxmisha

-H1N1 in class!

-Okaaay.. The only class that will be having recess in class. Food is limited! Ugh!

-I WANT MY MEE SOTO!

about 6 hours ago from txt

Facebook

Azianah Maskus feels very sick... terrible headche+flu= feeling cold but sweat non stop

Mohamad Arifin dang! cant believe im sick (foreal? yes arifin i cant believe too.)

Muhd Haziq sick sick super sick!

Muhd Haziq 1 week mc!....arghhh

Hui Han Class 5n2, VIPs of CSS

Nurdiyana Mustaffa wah ! today our class felt like VIP sia ! hahahaha. cool or what !? hehe.

Nurafiqah Bte Anuar after some csi work...i found out that most of my fwens in class are sick during the weekend...guess from now on no more sharing food..this is for haziq, iskandar, karim from 5n2

Nurafiqah Bte Anuar half of the class was absent todae...this h1n1 shit is gettin out of hand


haha i loved the way how fiqah goes to everyone who said they were sick in fb and then she’ll click the like button in everyone’s statuses. Oh well iskandar obviously dint learn the lesson about H1N1 today, he asked me for food today. >:(





it took me awhile to finally get what that postcard meant.

haha damn funny.

i’m in a bake-poop-and-make-you-eat kinda mood now. >:D



Saturday, July 18

I wanted today to be a good day to chill and relax.

but it turned out to be the total opposite.

it sucked pretty much. that thing practically spoilt the whole day.

sheesh and harry potter did not help. >:( lousy show.

made me feel so wasted. Could have spent that time doing better things :/




Thursday, July 16


I SKIPPED SS ASP TODAYY.

Seriously tell me if anyone can take it after a long night of hearing and dealing with drama and hearing loud snores from my dad sleeping. So i lost alot of sleep, and in school i had to do f&n coursework, go through 3 periods of English, 3 periods of math, and history. All of the subjects that are super loongg and draggy. :( (all which of course, i dint pay much attention to cuz i was half asleep) :P . eeeekk i dont like school. or the way they plan things at least. Oggay i’ll probably be fried tomorrow during ss. I bet twitter would be full of people complaining. Sheeshh why did mr siva leave again? I seriously do not understand what my current ss teacher is talking about. All we do is copy and copy and copy the model answer from the screen. >:( dreading tomorrow D:



Monday, July 13



OMGEE SUPER FUN AND CUTE TTM!

(pics: bef a horribly spicy tom yam lunch on Sunday and swimming with the guys last monday)

i need to get the hello kitty ones soo cute :D

this is random heehee! :)

school tomorrow. (take note: social studies.zomg)

K.I.L.L. M.E

I think everyone would prolly be twittering about the teacher again.

oggay sleep now bai !



Friday, July 10


Dear you,

I’ll make it brief. Awesome but I think everything’s progressing too fast and if i were to be 100% into it i fear i’ll end up losing it all and even myself in the future. I’m taking this almost like a trail period thing cuz i really do not know where we are right now. Everything just occurred too soon. :/

xoxo, me.



Thursday, July 9


( my scanner is scewed i cant scan pics :( )

F YOU SIEW PENG YOU GET TO GO PARIS AND I HAVE TO SIT FOR O LEVELS :(

YOU BETTER BRING ONE LUGGAGE BACK OF COOLSHIT FOR ME.

NEVERMIND, I WILL MARRY ZAC AND HE’LL GIVE ME MY LV SPREE TOO.

ps. dont buy the gladiator heels.




Monday, July 6

TODAY WAS AWESOME ( prolly cuz i got to finally hang out with someone really nice <3>

okay so i had fun. But im horribly red now and my skin hurts so much :(

i have school tmr and it kinda sucks cuz i have ss and coco’s gonna

start yakking nonsense and stop us from sleeping. Great.

I’m starting to wonder why i even chose to take my O’s this year.

I’m not even doing well and everything is almost falling apart.

And then all the teachers leave and i dont really feel like studying anymore.

Okay whatever, i’m not gonna spoil this awesome day talking about school.

My birthday is coming though. yes only like about 2 months away

but i think it’ll be here in like no time cuz i’ve been so busy.

Soooo yayyyy :D :D




Friday, July 3

I NEED TO FUCKING STOP PROCASTINATING AND DO THE THINGS I SAID I WOULD DO.

Oh mr siva’s not gonna teach history anymore and we’ll probably get a new teacher.

:( i thought having coco was bad enough already now he cant teach and has to leave us. D:

going haji tmr



Wednesday, July 1

my first day of school after being quarantined dint go so well today. geez. whatever.


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