i'll sing this summer seranade,

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if tomorrow never comes,

.

I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
♥

Sunday, May 31

hey A i’ll always be there kay,

thank you for coming out for shisha today ♥ .

i swear i love you for that. it’s been so long :D

Fuck i don’t have a camera/camera phone now.

and I want a new phone! :( :(

my mom promised me last night to enrol me for music classes.

Awesome :D well, i hope she doesn’t mind the fact that

my o’s are coming in like, a couple of months.

I think V and tessa’s going soon for camp :(

and i’m gonna be in lovely Singapore alone with kim.

ahh awesome. Sundays are gonna be so much quieter.

Oh to add on, i have 2 weeks of study camp. 8am to 6pm almost daily.

Great awesome! But i’m gonna make it up after that to make

sure my holidays isnt’t wasted. So i’m gonna start planning all

my activities now. :D yay. I swear i’ll study at the mean time though.

Saturday, May 30

You’ll see, trust is a very big word.

Friday, May 29

HAPPY FRIDAYS :D

yayy ♥

Thursday, May 28

I wished things weren’t as complicated as it seems.

Well, you just make me confused about the things you do.

Well it’s been almost a week if you dint realise :(

tired.

it dint rain much today but there wasn’t any sun.

we dint do much though. talked and screamed around the whole place.

Spring cleaning in school tomorrow. Grreeaatt.

Maybe i should bring a HUGE trolley/basket to school

Wednesday, May 27

EEEEKKK!

cant get rid of the chlorine smell! :( :(

i suckk

Tuesday, May 26

i want to go rock climbing now!

but i need to get the sac card done first before i do anything :(

and i think my mom wont let me apply. shit.

why must O levels exist.

TTB darling i miss you so much!

I miss the times we would sit down and talk about boys

and complain about irritating people.

(but i don’t miss the stupid and painful pinch you always do on me still ok)

haha

Life’s full of bitches who wanna take you down.

But don’t worry like always,

We’ll always be a phonecall away and we’ll be here.

♥ you!

I wished i was 25 right now,

then maybe we’d be together.

That’s of you take it seriously though.

Monday, May 25

Try to slip past his defense, without granting innocence

i went back for swimming today, finally.

and i’m super happy! I bumped into sean and we talked

for 2 hours at the Jacuzzi before he left with his friends.

feels really good to be able to catch up with each other

after a long long loonngg time. :D

the nice lifeguard uncle was there too.

as usual he had alot to say and was super chatty.

and now i’m really really tired, i don’t wanna go to school.

will see how it goes tomorrow morning then.

Saturday, May 23

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

tainted love tainted love tainted love tainted

love tainted love tainted love tainted love

Friday, May 22

but dont look back in anger, i heard you say

I’m home and my dearest sp isn’t here yet! :(

It’s 11 and i want to sleeepp

Oh and there’s charity soccer tomorrow! At kallang (the cage)

And we have to reach school by 7 tomorrow for free transport! Die :(

KWOK SIEW PENG QUICKLY COME NOW OR I’LL LOCK YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE.

I WANT TO SLEEEP :( :(

Thursday, May 21

I’M GONNA MARRY A HUSBAND WHO COOKS FOR ME.

FOR LIFE.

We had our cooking practical session after school today and yes,

I was the aunty who brought the HUGE trolley to school

But sarah was the nice aunty who did the dirty job and pushed it for me.

Thanks love ♥ .

Haha and the practical kinda sucked a little cuz it looked/tasted different.

And i was perspiring like a pig and people were laughing at me

For the two hand marks on my butt. (i casually wiped flour on my skirt,dumb)

Anyway i think this year’s cooking is far better than the one i did for n levels though.

Managed to squeeze in all the dishes in 2½ hours (amazingly)

But i went home at like 7ish! :(

There was a super heavy rain and we all got held back and got stuck at school.

So the awesome awesome mr oon drove us back. :D :D

Right now i feel super tired cuz i’ve been preparing ingredients since last night,

And cooking totally zaps out all your energy.

Fiqah was so tired she looked like she just

ended a make-love session with her huihan. HAHA.

And i think 90% of the f&N people are gonna pon school tomorrow.

So is shall join them, and enjoy my aircon and bed at home

while people drag their feet to school early in the morning. :D

Wednesday, May 20

I DONT LIKE F&N.

especially when work goes missing in the last minute.

and that i, fiqah, jc and kt have to lug back home almost a

hundred bucks worth of groceries. (yes and the school doesnt pay for it)

grocery shopping part two tomorrow. Gee

Monday, May 18

don't tell a soul goodbye

TODAY WAS AWESOME TTM!

haha i cant wait for the expressions

from the people in my class tomorrow!

I love you seri,sarah and my cantik fiqah!

( note: i said cantik fiqah ) hahahahh :) :)

Yayy!

But when i came home someone pissed me off as usual,

And i was forced to have soup and it made me sad. :(

and someone’s sad too cuz he made a hole on something.

:( :( haha random though.

I found out from mom i have another wedding on Sunday,

gee, that means tess and v cant sleepover on Saturday :(

plus there would be hardcore chinese and f&n asp for the

next 2 weeks. Not like i care about Chinese though.

Leon kinda made me rethink about dropping to Chinese B today.

Sounds supeer cool. :)

On another note,

i miss swimming. And i miss long vacations.

I miss going to sentosa to have fun and waste time with the girls.

( seri we’re going soon RIGHT! Haha )

And i miss shisha sessions and doing random shit with Alexis :(

why am I taking O’s :( . cannot enjoy life.

Saturday, May 16

either way i found out i'm nothing without you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HORNY,TONGKAT ALI-EATING FIQAH!

I love you! Hahah and stop crying i hope you had fun today! :D :D

Thanks for being ever so loving and awesome to me

and also for just being there so i could talk to someone all the time.

Thank you for understanding all of us (seri, sarah and me)

thank you for the stupid unesscessary porn links in msn.

thank you for entertaining me in school.

thank you for getting into trouble together.

and also thank you for making me and sarah look like a

road busker along the bus interchange today while waiting to suprise you.

AND SERI WE MISS YOU SO MUCH

GET WELL SOON OKAY!

I cant wait to go out with all of you on Monday yayay! :D

Thursday, May 14

i know you'll get through anything,

cause youre strong,strong,strong as a soldier.

TO MY LOVELY BLUR SHEEP WHO STUDIES BUT TAKES FOREVER TO DO SO:

I read your lj! Haha WO YE SHI HEN XIANG NI WORHXZX!

I’m terribly sorry i haven’t met up with all you guys recently.

Gahh i miss you! And Kim, and Vanessa, and duck rice and XO fishhead beehoon!

Haha. I feel baddd. D: i’ll be here on Sunday! Yay! :D and i love ya’ll!

OH AND DID KIM GOT SWINE FLU? :D :D

Tuesday, May 12

I WANT TO GET MARRIED :(

so much fun!

today was awesome ttm! although my

mom is still pissing me off even more

she took the lappy away when i

had to finish up my stuff. sheesh.

i could die living with her,one day.

whatever man. hate the fact that

menopause lasts up to 5 years.

heck i cant even take a day living with her.

Monday, May 11

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW, YAY. :D

Saturday, May 9

I found out today that

MY. COUSIN. IS. GONNA. GET. HITCHED.

IN. A. FREAKING. FERRARI OPEN TOP THINGY CAR.

FOR. THE. WEDDING. TOMORROW.

Not fair i’m gonna call zac efron to do the same.

If not better! :( :( :( :(

it's always gonna be an uphill battle,

sometimes i gotta have to lose.

Friday, May 8

those were the best days of my life

I wonder if i am even appreciated.

so much for trusting, and helping you out all the shit you got into.

well i cant expect anything anyway,

cuz in the end i dont get much back from you.

whatever.

my mom's seriously pissing me off with all the sudden moodswings

and the random scolding thingy. sheesh.

and lucas brings ALOT of trouble at home.

and it's SO not making anything better.

if not for the wedding i swear i would

already have left home on wednesday.

this sucks.

Tuesday, May 5

i'm scared.

and i dont know what to do.

i feel like shit now

i've been waiting for GuGu to wake up!

haha she need her rest i guess, maybe

today's paper worn her out! haha MAYBE?

dying to know how she did for today's paper!

i want her to call me silly again! haha

wake up soon yea?

i'll be waiting!

Monday, May 4

the world will never ever be the same and you're to blame

today kinda sucks cuz i dint finish one whole

essay out of the two for history and i felt i could

write so much but just dint had the time to complete.

just when i though my day's gonna get better

cuz i had a crazy time with fiqah

i realised that the touchscreen thingythingy on

my phone is not really that sensitive anymore

and it pisses me off when i text people

cuz the phone would start bitching at me.

it goes crazy i swear it hates me.

and if i send it for repair again i'll have

no more spare phones cuz i've lost every phone i had.

i am depressed cuz there's no one

to complain to on msn and i cannot text anyone

without getting pissed with my phone's stupidity! geez!

okay talking about stupidity i had a major role to play

for the sucky condition of my phone now.

i thought i lost my phone at home. then i was searching for

it for hours untill i found it in the fridge later.

clever me. gaah life sucks hahah.

well at least i can still read texts and all.

i’m gonna wait for kakak to come back home

and find me one ugly big fat phone.

:(

it takes two

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