Oh dear.
I am actually staring at the white space and my mind is equally blank.

I think this flu monster has fallen in love with me.
I spent all my energy in chasing it away.
But still, its clinging on to me.

I have no mood to blog now.
Go find entertainment somewhere else.

Nothing much to blog about recently..
But if i try hard to recall.
There is this incident. One that my sis find very amusing.
We went in this shop that had closing down sale.
When we were making our way out of the shop..

Saleswomen: Thank you! See you again.
I turned to my sis: huh. 不是要倒闭了meh?

And that crazy women reli laughed like one.
NoNo.. I wasnt trying to be mean or wad..
But thats my normal reaction ma.

And i remembered this time I was with shouzhen and Rena at cafe catel.
There was this family behind us.
Kid: 我要吃面！
Supposed to be muttering to myself but sz and rena heard: Huh. 这里有卖面meh？
Again. They laughed.

Normal reaction only ma.

Enchanted

Enchanted!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Now, the very nice song keeps ringing in my head.

''I've been dreaming of a true love kiss''

Enchanting.

I wan to walk into a fairytale where the clock never strikes twelve,

where forever exists,

where there is happily ever after=)

云的遐想。。

That day, in the library..

i looked out of the window and i told them i could touch the sky and they all laughed..

zhiting took this photo..
pretty?


U all nv dreamed of touching the sky meh?

You never wanted to console the clouds?

As a kid, i always wonder who lived on top of the clouds, who changed the clothes for them (sometimes white, sometimes grey, sometimes yellow), and who made them so sad..

When i thought I was very sad, i still cried one string of tears only. But the clouds are actually crying thousand strings of tears, leaving behind little diamonds on earth leh..

I so love looking at the clouds leh.. When everything in this complicated world has changed, clouds remain white and pure. They take all my worries away and lead me into my own fantasy. I will then float to my own fairyland.

Clouds can take the form of many shapes.. I like to point to the sky and use up all my imaginations.. long clouds sometimes look like dragon, while those rounder one look like rabbit.. Most importantly, those soft and cottony clouds.. I wanted to bring them home and lay them on my bed.. waaa...

However, sometimes when the clouds are grey, I know that the sun will drive them away..



ps: This entry is not funny.

STARDUST.

STARDUST!

I've been wanting to watch stardust since i saw it on the movie listings..


Its starry. Its a fairy tale. Got witch flying ard. And I assumed got prince rescuing a princess and some sort of it lah.. Jiu shi very fantasy that kind. the kind that makes me dreamy..
i dono wad else to ask for already lor.. soooo long don have show that got me so excited le lah

And i was not disappointed.

STARDUST WAS AMAZING!

Totally sweet and romantic with a twitch of humour..=)

I shall not do injustice to the movie with my limited vocab..

i just dono how to describe.!

u all should go and watch it lah..

the narrator's first line caught my attention already..

Narrator: A philosopher once asked, "Are we human because we gaze at the stars, or do we gaze at them because we are human?" Pointless, really...”Do the stars gaze back?" Now *that's* a question.

wawa!

its a bonus that the lead are so attractive.. and the lead actor Charlie cox was so cute. He was quite ugly at first but long hair and princey clothes do magic! haahahha..

Star shines.

OMG!

I want this!

ok.. i m dreaming.

anybody going to taiwan soon?

MY sis flew off to bangkok on mon night.
I secretly hoped that she wuld pack me into her luggage la.
I wun make any noise..
just it would be v heavy la..

Anyway, shes back.!
and i have another new pile of clothes la/
YIpee.

The past month's not that terrible afterall..

I studied

Until the notes almost choked me..

And i start to crave for a million little things other than studying..

And now, examination's OVER.!

I better kick my books away before they think i m in love with them..

And i realised the million little things i craved for don exist anymore..

anyway..

Last thurs was 本小姐's birthday..

Wad did i do?

kam says: she (me) celebrates her birthday amist a pile of notes every yr. haha.

Omg. that was so mean but so true and funny.

but after my papers that day, i went to sing k la.

haha.

I lost hope of evil people being nice on special occasions.

Evil people cant be nice, not even a day..

I liked the video though.

it was funny.

Oh oh.

and on sunday, i was at bugis with my sis.

and it turned out that energy had a promotion dere at 3..

being the typical 八卦一族，we decided to stay ard since we concluded that there were not many ppl to block our view.

We walked one rd bugis.

She got this mayday book for me=)=)=)

We walked a second rd.

we saw mi lu bing's lead singer..

and we walked a third rd until it was 3 finally.!

but energy onli came at 4..

and we realised later that my sis saw the time wrongly la.

tsk.

but they were worth the wait la..

din bring camera=(

they defintely can sing and dance.

unlike some sticks that can only stick out their branches and act seh.

okay.. maybe the flowers on top of the branches add to the beautiful scenery la.

hurr..

TSK!

I tot it was quite obvious the previous entry was not written by me?
IF u believed it was, den according to my definition, U are STUPIDER den me.!
WAHAHHAHA..
Ailin and kahmun wrote that lahs. (though i don think u know who)
i was kind enough to post that cos i believed you '' should not be deprived of any entertainment''
Anyway.
Its only a story and it will always remain a story.
So all your imagination should apply only to the story.


the other lead of the story.
hes onli an ex classmate.
end of story.

This is super hilarious.
Supposed to be irritated but i find it super amusing.
haha.
It showed bits and pieces of our msn conversations too..

But den again its an inside story.
maybe u wun understand..

The Witch and the Police—Love Story on Moon

Episode 1- The born of a witch
On a stormy night, thunders roar, cockroaches and rats were running about, something unusual was happening. A baby’s cries were heard, so eerie that could make your hair stand. A witch was born. The nurse carried the baby witch out of the room and suddenly screamed ‘Ah!!!!’ The baby witch, Jinling’s nose cut her arm and she was bleeding profusely. The witch’s journey began here. A story of love, passion and adventure is to be continued…

Episode 2- Hidden identity of a normal girl
One day when she was 17 years old, her life changed when she stepped into a magical land called JJC. She met all sort of weird people from all walks of life. Some of the people she met included: Baihua, Liang cha, Sunflower, Da Fun Shu, Popeye, and Police*. She had to hide her identity from her friends. She was a student by day and a witch at night. At night, she would join hands with other witches and turn evil people into frogs and trying to improve her skills to turn people into more things like lizard, cockroach. In school, she was constantly being laughed at because of her sharp nose and her unusual behavior like stealing brooms and sitting on the broom. Ah Wei always went to her rescue but Jinling never appreciated his goodwill and felt that he was a hypocrite. Ah Wei then became her enemy and they seldom talk to each other.

Episode 3- The 15 Moons
8 Years had passed. There were 15 moons at first. Ah Shin was very popular. He wrote a song called fly to the moon. After that he took a spaceship to the moon. Jinling, being crazy with him, decided to follow him. But there were 15 moons; she could not decide where to fly to. She looked at her crystal ball. She realized that Ah Shin was on a moon called a Planet of May. But before she could set off, a terrible thing happened. Hou Yi shot down 14 moons, including the one Ah Shin was on. The Witch was so depressed but she did not give up hope. She believed that Ah Shin will be on the leftover moon called Planet of Love. Then, she flew up to the moon on her broom. Before she reached, she heard a voice. ‘Jinling! Come and join me!’ That voice sounded familiar. So she decided to walk towards the voice. As she went nearer, she spotted a handsome guy called Ah Wei. He quarreled with Abel and was being trapped by him in the moon; he then became a police on Moon. He could not return to Earth and was so lonely. When Jinling saw him, she suddenly remembered 8 years ago…their rumor and she wanted to turn and fly away. But, she accidentally dropped her broom to the Earth.

Episode 4- The reunion
While she was about to drop down, ‘Ah……’ Ah Wei gave her his hand. As she landed on the moon, her teary eyes looked at Ah Wei. ‘Ah Wei, you are my savior’ she whispered. Ah Wei was mesmerized. They were surprised that after so many years, they could still reunion. She gave him a necklace to thank him for being such a hero. The necklace was given by her father when she attended the witch school. Ah Wei then brought her to tour around the moon and introduced her to his friends, Chang er and Rabbit and his girlfriend, Mooncake. Mooncake had been in love with Ah Wei for a few years ever since she reported her lost wallet at the moon police station. Everything seems so peaceful and Jinling was about to turn in for the night, thinking of leaving back to Earth the next day, when suddenly… The whole moon was shaking! ‘Earthquake! Earthquake!’ Jinling shouted as she ran out of her room. Ah Wei was also walking out from his room and ran into Jinling. ‘Jinling calm down! This is not Earth. No earthquake here. You will be safe. The moon must have some announcement for us.’ He speaked in a calm manner. They assembled at an open area and heard a voice saying ‘Announcement please, announcement please! Witch Jinling left the earth without permission, this violated section 21(a) of the witch law. She has to receive punishment. Her punishment is to stay on the moon to learn Qin qi shu hua from Chang er. Once she learnt all this, she will be able to leave the moon and fly back to the Earth.’ This was the voice of the Witch queen. The witch queen had always view Jinling as her future daughter-in-law, wanting her to marry her son, Abel. Through this training, the witch queen could then train her to become Shu nu and her ideal daughter in- law.

Episode 5- Love Journey begins here
After Ah Wei saved her, she doesn’t hate him that much already. But since she was being forced to stay on the moon, she started to miss her parents and always hide in a corner and cried. Ah Wei saw this scene and consoled her. She also approached Ah Wei when she had any problems with her lessons. Once, while Jinling was running on the road as she was late for lesson, she sprained her leg and could not walk. She had no choice but to call Ah Wei. Ah Wei rushed to her within 5 minutes (as the police station is very near), even more efficient than an ambulance. He carried her all the way from the road to Chang er’s school. And once, Jinling said that she miss the cakes on Earth. Ah Wei immediately went to take up baking lesson. As he was talented, he learnt how to bake cakes within 3 lessons. To show off his talents, he made 100 cakes for Jinling. Tiramisu, Black forest, Chocolate, Blueberry, cheese… (Too many to be mentioned). Jinling was touched by his actions, and they soon became very good friends.

Episode 6- Love or hatred?
These were all viewed in the eyes of Ah Wei’s girlfriend, Mooncake. She became jealous and was angry that Ah Wei did not have enough time for her just because of Jinling. She wanted to get rid of Jinling! She finally took up her courage and tried to poison Jinling by putting poison into a carrot and passed it to Jinling, hoping that she would disappear from moon after eating it. But Mooncake failed. Rabbit saw the carrot; Jinling saw its saliva dripping and so offered it the carrot. It ate the carrot and died a few hours later. Jinling was heart broken to see her good friend died. Jinling and Ah Wei then went on to investigate this case as they believed that Rabbit’s death is unnatural. They then found out that Mooncake is the culprit since the last food that Rabbit ate was the carrot given by Mooncake. Ah Wei could not believe that Mooncake was such an evil person but since he was the police, he had to uphold the law. He decided to arrest Mooncake; he then went to Mooncake’s house but realized there was no one there! Mooncake had escaped!

Episode 7- Bye! Ah Wei!
Never did Ah Wei realize that Mooncake had gone hiding at Jinling’s house. She wanted to kill Jinling with the knife on her hand. Jinling secretly called Ah Wei’s no. Upon knowing this and listening to their conversation, Ah Wei immediately rushed to Jinling’s house. He reached there and was shocked to see Mooncake putting a knife across Jinling’s neck. He tried to calm Mooncake down and wanted her to surrender but she just refused. While Mooncake was about to kill Jinling, he suddenly rushed forward and get himself injured! Jinling screamed! ‘Ah Wei, don’t leave me!’ But the ambulance came too late and Ah Wei died. Mooncake was arrested by the other police on the moon. Jinling was very very very sad. She gave him a kiss. Upon receiving her kiss, he suddenly woke up but turned into a frog. She was depressed and carried him back. She wanted to go back to Earth to beg the Witch Queen to save Ah Wei but she cannot as she has to complete her training. She was still half trained and had to pass the exam before she could go back to Earth. She worked very hard every day, hoping to get back to Earth as soon as possible.

Episode 8- The Finale
3 Months later, Jinling managed to pass the Qin qi shu hua exam and finally returned back to Earth. And as the witch queen had hoped, she became a shu nu. The Queen was overjoyed! She began to prepare for the wedding between her son, Abel and Jinling. The first thing Jinling did upon returning to Earth was to beg the witch queen to turn Ah Wei back into human. The witch queen then learnt about the love story between Jinling and Ah Wei, she was frustrated! But she knows that if she did not save Ah Wei, Jinling would never marry her son and she did not want to miss such a good daughter in- law. She agreed to save Ah Wei but her condition is that Jinling must marry Abel and she should never see Ah Wei again. Jinling agreed to her condition, she would rather sacrifice her happiness in exchange for Ah Wei’s life just like how Ah Wei sacrificed his life in exchange for Jinling’s life. Ah Wei was saved but he forgot everything between himself and Jinling as he was given Meng po tang by the queen. Jinling was contented since at least he was safe and sound. But she just could not control her tears from falling as the wedding day come nearer and nearer. Upon seeing this, Abel went to beg the Queen. He said that they should not be so selfish by not letting Jinling to obtain her happiness. The Queen was then finally touched by this type of true love and agreed to let Jinling to contact Ah Wei. She then gave a soup to Ah Wei and let him regain his memory. BUT! The wedding was not cancelled. This time, it was the wedding between Jinling and Ah Wei. Baihua, Liang cha, Sunflower, Da Fun Shu and Popeye went to their wedding dinner and sent in their blessing and witness their kiss. Jinling and Ah Wei then live happily ever after!!

Lets see..

was supposed to be studying but i did many other things instead.!

met marie to study.

we studied.

for 2 hrs until rena came and we decided to visit gan lao shi in nh!

did lots of stupid things but cant reli rmb most..

i onli rmbed skipping across this puddle of water when it was raining.

I got across without getting wet la.

But marie and rena laughed damn loudly.

WHY?

my feets got across but my slippers didnt.

I left them behind in front of the puddle of water and continued walking.

tsk.

arnt i stupid.?

u can nv imagine the number of times i took the wrong bus.

the number of times i bumped into sth.

the number of times i got myself injured over nth.

anyway.

acting studious in nh while waiting for his class to end.

no. you dont see such a scene in nh ever.

firstly, i don talk to marie last time.

and den, i don do work in nh.

my hw were filled with photocopy machines if i din rmb wrongly.

we waited a while.

he came.

and we talked for 2 hrs.!

or rather they.

i was listening and laughing away.

marie talked like a canon and it was so hard to chup in leh.

Gan lao shi is still as funny as ever la.

so they were taking photos.

rena:过来拍照。

me: hai

kam: 锦玲慢半拍。我走过去。

and i haven even moved my legs he was already beside me leh!

I missed the nh teachers la.

damn zek ark and funny.

we just laughed at their comment and nv took it to heart!

terrible.

The way hhome!

Accrding to rena, its stairsway to heaven.

but the green railings are so ugly leh. and the black dirtied steps.

so not fantasy at all.

i dono how she can link it to heaven la.

Unless unless *grins* she thought she saw an angel la.!

i bet some devil will read this and exclaim loudly ' so goh jin ling!'

but u have any better explanation meh?

the famous jubilee road.

most of the ppl will not understand this.

its an inside story.!

all except rena sz yuhui and pearlie.

nvm. despite ur lack of knowledge, i assume u still can tell i was forced to take that photo.

I loved the view of teh sky from jubilee road.!

totally no obstruction at all.

its just clear n pretty!

perfect with a rainbow!

WAHA.

ok. by now, u ppl might have concluded that crazy ppl do exist.

i shall not comment any further.

On a more random note.

像meh? I don mind leh! v cute wad.!

I think I am damn mean sometimes.
But i reli don like to entertain ppl i don like leh.
i dono.
i think its mean to reli say i don feel like talking to you..
I did that.
i reli don like to do things i don like.
sorry.
i m mean.

i don like ppl who act super friendly and all in front of u and when they turn their back its a totally diff story.
i.don.like.

funny

Early early in the morning, i saw a msg in my phone.
'' Happy hari raya. oops yours should be deepavali. LOLS''
I got a shock. Its johnny.

so i replied ''Wa lao! if i m gek to death, will u be happy?''

i think he got a shock too!
so he goes ''haha relax man. today is a holiday. chill.. haha. You very stresed ah? Exams is it?''

''Haha. no. when have i ever been stressed by exams b4? lol! u so fast eat full full le?''

haha why would i eat til v full? u think i need to fast like meh? haha!

''EH. eat full full nth to do lor. HAHAHAHHAHHAHA.''

Haha. i'm being nice lor, wishing u a good holiday. WAhaha.

No lor.. u are like jumping at any opportunity to suan me.. still as zek ark as ever. but good la.
got somebody to entertain me early in the morning,

Haha pls lor. Is you entertain me man, cuz you're a joke(r) lor. Heehee.

I m not lor.. and i wonder why am i risking heart attack by replying u lei. i m soooooo kind lei.

Pls lor dun try to be funnny. Haha! Or maybe you dun understand english, must talk to you in tamil.Haha!

Tsk! i understand lo.. and i nv try to be funny lo! i don need to. i m a joke rmb? haha!

Haha u are both a joker and a joke! Haha i still rmb they call you wad abunehneh.. Ha.

pls don rmb that.. its a nightmare eh. i v funny meh? dono eh, i try to be serious u all stillthink i m funny! i m not a clown lo. haha

You tried to be serious before? Haha when??

Walao! everytime lo! haha. my blog also la. i think its so serious e whole world say its entertaining and they read to destress. haha! omg
there i go complaining again! haha!

Haha thats true. Ppl read to destress. Haha but i din know your cheena used to be so zai. Ha!

true mei? and i tot i was blogging like anybody else? e

Haha. sure a not.. Lol maybe you go blog some joke stuff then ppl will think you r serious.!

ya! i also think so. will try.. haha!

oh. i think the conversations quite funny. do you?
i have lots of crazy friends and its nice to talk to them once in a while.
i have nth to much to talk to new friends leh.

I think my lifes getting more exciting leh.
minus the school part la.
so today, i was digging for my clothes to wear to sch on a pile of clothes..
i tot i saw something fury running across the kitchen floor..
i tot i saw wrongly and continue to look for clothes..
And i saw it again!
and i reli like screamed!
and my bro saw it too.\
It was my hamster.
haha.
it had biten a big hole on teh cage and escaped.
luckily my bro was on mc and i made him catch the hamster..
but he was complaining la.
cos he was supposed to be sick and the hamster was mine!
HAHA..
i was quite stupid cos.
at first i tot it was a rat.
Second.
i dono y.
i don dare catch teh hamsters leh.

When you are down, just turn the rainbow around.

That day, I was feeling a bit down i suddenly craved for a rainbow.
So I took out my gel markers and did this...

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On my wall.

My mum wasnt too pleased.

neither was I either.

cos by the time i realised my rainbows crooked, i cant do anything about it.

So, i hid it behind the door.!

So yesterday. I was observing it and i found out its actually 越看越好看！

From certain angles, it actually quite pretty la.

just like ppl, if u observe carefully, everyone have their most pretty sides.

it depends on how u look at it.

I reli wanted to see a rainbow when i open my eyes every morning eh.

I bought this.

HAHA.

Pretty=)

And my kor was like : cant draw a rainbow have to buy one ah?

And the bag rena brought back has a rainbow on it!

to rena if ur wondering. i still love stars more den rainbow.

maybe, i shall have a starry entry next time.!

HELLLO!
U people are supposed to cheer ur poor sad depressed friend up leh.
How could u?..

and RENA chan. Whos the one who made me mean?
I once used to be so harmless la..
i used to be so nice until we suddenly became so close. (i also dono about y we became close, do u?)
but then, i tolerated all ur nonsense with a high level of patience.
i wonder how i did that la.
luckily, u changed.
i changed too.
not marie will continue to hate u!
HAHAHAA..

i dono eh.
the changes just occur one..
it onli dawned upon me suddenly that yes i ve changed when *Ahem* clp showed me this quiz la.
my level of patience used to be damn scary high and now its in the middle range?
oh. And i almost stormed home after waiting for 1 hr ytd?
i wasnt that angry anymore when i saw u la.
maybe i wasnt angry.. Just VVVVV irritated.
and i keep complaining to marie.
BUT BUT
how rare can it be that rena chan actually apologise?

I think i m still teh same leh.
the onli diff is my mouth.
i talk all sorts of rubbish now.
i still see things in the same light.
just that i realised not all ppl i will come to know will be nice.

Nvm.
I shall complain about other stuffs..
I should have INSISTED..
on not watching balls of fury.
the poster already tells that its not so nice right?
but still two reluctant souls were still dragged into teh cinemas.
i was too tired. marie too.
I tried to keep my eyes open for the first half hour.
but i decided to f0rget it.
theres nth worth it to keep my eyes open.
seriously, the movie's silly.
So when rena chan woke me up for the first time, i went back to slp.
and marie was stoning inside the cinema.
and according to her the directors tried too hard and she refused to laugh!
all this while, rena chan was giaped btw us and laughing alone!

Oh Oh.
Rena just came back from indonesia and i suddenly realised her taste improved!
must be influenced by me and marie one.
haha.!
i like the shirt she broughht back.
marie too=)
but i shall keep away from the snack though.
Jian fei
I don think i will resist the temptations la.
but just type for the sake of typing!
HAHA.

All salespeople are liars!

I feel like locking up my blog leh.
eh. nvm.

So. Have I told u i feel like kicking my sis back to Alasaka.?
HAHAHAHHA..
Now, i am thinking.
kick me pls.
If i were my sis and i received a harmless kick from my sweet sis to fly out of the country, I DON MIND LEH.

oh oh.
Back to the topic again, a week after my sis came home, i quitted sentosa and tot that i wuld be staying at home to catch up with my work and tutorial leh.
But none of it happened.
I think i m like piling my work and filing my money leh!
Cos my worling hours were changed to shopping hours.
Week after week, i told my sis i m not buying anything cos i can jollywell leech on the things she buy ma.
But hor, clothes are so evil leh.
They keep trying to grab my attention.
and after that, they just plead with u to buy them lo.

So, here comes the main point of the story.
Its nth funny actually, so u can stop here if u keep having this thinking that i m a clown.
On sun, I was making payments at this shop la.
Den my sis was standing outside.
and the saleswomen said something like '谢谢你，小美女！'
wa..
i was halfway to the moon liao..
floating and floating...
until my sis's horrendous laughters pulled me back to ground.
HAHA!
of course not.!
This wasnt the scenario.
Obviously, i know how i look like right?
So, i actually got a bit 暗爽。
But i felt like rolling my eyes after i rmbed wad happened teh day b4 onli.!

Big bubble came out..
I was waiting for my sis outside the changing room.
And she was taking soooo long.
But nvm, got this fat girl came out from the room beside my sis and the salegirl goes ' WA.. U wear this got shape!' and she repeated twice or thrice?
i cant rmb.
reli eh. u shld reli see the scene!
den the girl was basking liao: reli meh? i think its( dress) a bit big leh.
I feel like closing my eyes.
Big bubble fade away..

So the moral of the story is i m not pretty! HAHA!

i've blogged!
byebye people.

lastly, ive decided.
i m going to be nice.
haha. no more zek ark comments from me.
Nope No more.
I dono.
I tot i meant no harm.
BUT
You never know who may get offended by wad u say.
They don say it on their face.

oh.
Rena.marie.kahmun. ailin and a couple of others excluded of course.
not i will die.

P/S
if u r reading this, can u tag by saying that i m not that mean actually to make me happy?

don act friendly

Oh no..
i m a tiny wheeny bit worried?
where are my other windows??


dance&fight! says:haha
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:huh?
dance&fight! says:ur nick
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:u like meh?
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:don scare me lo!
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:haha
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:and hor i tell u.
dance&fight! says:haha i cannot tell if they are really true or fake leh
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:i put this nick up till now onli u coem and talk to me leh!
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:huhhh
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:means the rest all act friendly la.!
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:hahah!
jinling i don like act friendly ppl.! don like=( says:oh no.!
dance&fight! says:HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
dance&fight! says:no la

=)

don grow up

Its OCTOBER already!
Did someone give our Earth any battery to make it spin uber fast?
Actually, it aint that bad too.
3.5 years will be over SOON..
Although I don look forward to 3.5 years later too.
Almost EVERYDAY. My sis just come home to complain she don wan to go to work!
And shes making me think..
Jinling the accoutant?
EE..
terrible.
ohoh. i m not working at sentosa already.!
i m officially the onli leech at home now.
and a BIG FAT one..
enough crap..
Its isnt my dream to become a clown too.
我不好笑。
HAHA..

1st Oct 's children day.
wad did i do?
I went to sch/.
ee.
hai/.
the serious part..

I wan to become a kid leh/
i don wan to grow up.
i wan to still believe in prince and princess.
I wan to dream that i will have a fairy godmother someday.

我根本一点不想长大。
不想！
我想依然相信踏在地球上的都是好人，
我想保留仅存的童真，
但残酷的现实硬逼着我成长。
我和以前不同了，
除了快乐，多了忧伤，多了愤怒
我是坏人了。

Something on my shenhuo shui bi.
YES. again.!
I don care.
I saw a article some years back and edited it.


年幼时，我总是幻想着墙的另一端会是个色么样的世界 墙总是限制了我的视线范围，让我无法触摸到那面五彩缤纷的世界。因此，我多了一份急于长大的渴望。

当我渐渐长大，也能够越过这道墙，能随心所欲地看到墙外的世界时，我却感到非常无奈与失望。这时， 我看到的东西更多，能明白的东西自然也增加了。原来这世界没有我想象的完美。这五花八门的社会和我曾幻想的童话还有一大段距离。我花了最短的时间发现这世界一点都不可爱，人们每天活在战场似的，样样都要竞争，让我喘不过气。

我后悔了。

又好想回到那道墙，那道挡着所有世间残酷，所有隐忧的墙，就如幼时，我看不见世间的丑陋，看到的只有一框阔的蓝天。

SO true lo..

现在，我只想，不能忘了，不能忘了，不能忘了自己！

I saw this in my 生活随笔！
I din write this but sort of summarised and edited an article..
3 years down, i still find it interesting and meaningful la/..

听到别人说自己美丽的人都会有种莫名的兴奋，其实美丽只不过是一种装饰。每个人的审美观都会有差别。

一个人长得精致， 但内心自私，你还会觉得她美吗？我看到你在摇头了。

但如果一个人长得朴素，但其实内心好，你反而会被她诚恳的眼神吸引住了！

美丽是发自内心的光滑，会随着时间的流逝突出。

我们用美丽的外表来吸引人心，但靠的是一颗善良的心来保留人心。

一个人不管装扮的多么漂亮，十二点的钟声依然会响起，不管是一天，一年，或十年，人终究还是会变老变丑。到时灰姑娘的梦结束了。老态龙钟，丑陋不堪的老人便会他一无所有了。
（I think i wrote this..)

美貌是短暂的，个性却是永恒不变的。

爱她是因为她漂亮，还是因为你爱上了她，所以她变得漂亮？

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

self entertainment.

moon cake festival wasnt as fun as past years but it wasnt that pathetic.

At least we had

LAnterns..

Sparklers/.

But no fire!

Which was quite terrible.

Anyway, I forgot to look at the moon ytd!

Shall be pretty busy the whole of last week and this week!

3 day work week in the mist of all the tests..!

Now, I reli reli dread going to sch and work has become a little bit of undesirable..

i don like my exam time table!

don like=(

But anyway..

We (Me, Rena, Sis and friend) went to the dolphin lagoon last sat!

I tried to take a photo of them jumping the hula but i got this...

The next picture was better!

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At least can see the tail leh!

OKays.

if u reli wan to the dolphins.

i got some photos of them passing a ball instead of jumping!

Don worry!

reli can see the dolphin shape this time.

look below.!

*um chio

This time the dolphins were moving slowly..

not a problem!

Before the show ended, Rena and me had to chiong down for work la./

But sis and friend stayed for the interaction.

and they captured these.!

WOAH!

After interaction, they went spa to look for me!

cannot waste the 30% ma..

The fishes certainly LOVED their smelly legs la.!

and of course, they loved the fishes back/

AND so i had quite a hard time getting them out of the pool!

Later, i managed to smuggle them inside underwater world too..

But they stayed for ard 2omin onli leh!

wasted la!

but have to show they reli went in rite?

The last few photos..

And finally...!!

have u seen my sis before?

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Na..

I wun disclose ANY photo of my sis.

NO/

i already had enough of you people saying how pretty my sis was and how c0me i don look like her.

ENOUGH!

STOP INSULTLING ME OKAYS../

Actually..

if u bother to look closer.

i do look like my sis.

just that i have smaller eyes, bigger nose and bigger mouth and terrible complexion!

er. our hair length is the same?

MUHAAHAHH!

I miss those days
We played Bingo during lessons.
We took stupid photos.

We played captain balls.

Will you help me turn back the clock?

THISis the amount of work i have left untouched..

OH NO..

I know i have to study..

But sometimes it just feels like u dono where to start.

i tot i shld be hardworking.

thus i dug out my sis old notes.

but it onli added on top to my own notes.

ALL unread.

if i could dig a hole to dump all my books.

den it shall be a botomless pit and i shall 越陷越深。

however, theres no hole now.

instead, its 步步高升！

AnyWAY..

I threw my books to one side and went back to work on my sch-less days!

Its soooooo much better den sch la!

I LOVE fish dip after work!

SO so..!

August is all about juggling sch and work and and and missing my sec sch days!

That day, on the last day of august.

Rena went back to NH and she got back..

my 生活随笔from 甘老师！

When i opened the book..

It was filled up with my horrible handwriting at first!

I rmbed squeezing my poor brain and rushing out 4 entries in one night!

and den..

It became like this..

All neatly TYPED out, cut and pasted onto my book!

Rena: 一定不是锦玲作的，她是电脑白痴！

甘老师：哈哈哈哈哈哈！

OMG!

how terrible can i get in sec sch!

I forgot who wrote that.

may be either yew chye pei gee or pearlie!

and i used to have a maths hw supplier who zi dong pass me hw to copy last time!

YesYes.

that thin book brought back so much fond memories from sec sch!

I miss so many ppl! (including the one who cant be bothered with me now la)

I often wonder what happened btw us.

ohh wells

OHoh.

On 2nd of sept, flight c611 landed on the ground of spore.

Take a look at wad came along with it.

I pod video.!

Shorts.!

A pile of my-size clothes.

And another BIG pile of tiny size clothes which i shall shamelessly force my body onto..

A pair of shoes.

Stamps.!

now i have got all the things to make a birthday card expect TIME.

hmm

Markers on create my own shirt!
I asked for an organiser and she got these!

A zippy bag!

A watch!
and the only soveneir form disneyland!

of course, lastly, I get my same old sis back!

wee!

Ytd i went to watch ratatouille with rena!

Its sooo nice!]

I wished i had my own rat too.

though sch started, i still meet rena quite often!

is that a good thing?

the sentosa aunties think we are lesbian!

*roll eyes

ps:I almost choked to death when Rena suggested sharing food in sentosa ytd!

And today. I met Marie for breakfast.

We talked. we Crapped. We took photos. We ate.. We went home.

haven seen her for a month already!

i used to see her at least twice a week lo!

We had tea!

the cafe was empty.

onli got 2 of us!

Lastly..

my contract with sentosa going to end soon.

decided not to renew it until my exams.

hope they still have vacancies den/.

i liked the job but i reli do need time badly to study too.

and i haven met up with a lot of ppl!

zt is going to kill me!

so.

if anybody wan to try fish reflex.

come tell me b4 24th sept ok.

still got 30% discount!