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| Your Passion is Pink! | ||
 You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate... Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show. Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude. And chances are, most people are very passionate about you Saturday, August 26, 2006Friday, August 25, 2006
sometime ago, I paid 45 dollars to do this 16PF strongly encouraged by my teacher to determine wad kind of jobs suits my character.. Its supposed to be very accurate la.. 45 dollars leh!
haha.. in the end.. i realised that.... my personal lifestyle patterns are similar to persons who express interest in the following career field: =Performing Arts =Fashion Occupations directly related to my unique activity interest: Artist, Fine, social worker, advertisig excutive, attorney,ski instructor, writer, Fitness instructor I told my mum about it and she keep saying no future.. I got a bit annoyed and asked her to stop and she insisted to ''help'' me analyse! Obviously, it wasnt very helpful and i had to force myself to turn deaf temporary.. Nth good ever comes out frm her.. I am used to it.. Although wad she say is true.. I refuse to hear.. she always drown all my burning enthusiam,.. oh.. theres also this 6 pages long report! my classmates onli got 5 pages! haha.. My money is more well spent den them.. some parts quite funny.: =may at times want to avoid taking on difficult situations and problems, sinceshe tend to believe that only partial solutions to them can be expected =seems to have active imagination =too preoccupied with her idea and thoughts =at times, she may use up energy to the extent that she may not be able to put her ideas into action. =seems to have a strong need to be with and around others den i realised my character all very extreme.. ppl one somewat in the middle.. my bar will stretch all e way.. for eg.. btw tolerant of disorder and perfectionst.. my bar filled up the whole gap for tolerant of disorder! perfectionist zero! self control also zero! lalalalala.. don u ever try to control me.. its nv possible.. one day i will fix a pair of wingd and fly away~! Thursday, August 24, 2006
hohoho..
This morning.. while walking to the track for morning assembly.. there was this familiar guy.. he stared at me.. and i stared back.. he smiled and i smiled back.. haha//.. i knew i knew him but it has been like so many years since i last saw him.. I always pretended not to know anyone which i nv talk to for mare than a few years,., also dono wad to say anyway.. so we were Pri 1 to 4 classmates.. I actually rmb his name ok! haha.. I think its becos he always bully me last time.. and we were quite close.. dono y.. I can onli rmb the names of ppl who always bully me.. haha// Maybe to take revenge one day.. u may be shocked yes but in my head.. i had had a clear picture of the girl who always bully me in nusery.. hohoho.. btw.. and he was soooooooooooo shocked i rmbed! haha.. i think partly is becos he don rmb my name also la.. 10 min later.. i was walking with my classmates to the classroom den i heard 1 person calling jinling loudly.. and it was him.. hahahahhahaha.. like my name v nice to call lidat.. it feels wierd.. reli.. like some sort of reunion.. like that kind of century had passed that feeling.. like a picture of friends being separted by war den meeting again many years later.. haha..but we never cry la.obviously.. all my childhood memories all coming back to me.. they were so real yet some i refused to acknowledged.. \cant believe i did such retarded things last time.. noe they just bring laughter and smiles on my face! Friday, August 18, 2006
I went to collect my phone ALONE today!
I nv get lost oo.. haha.. This is a big achievement! alrights.. On the way home on the bus.. 3 tanglin students board halfway.. They were opposite facing me.. They were talking about going to JCs.. girl A; Nj SA not bad.. girl B; AC for rich ppl go de.. A; worst come to worst we go PJ lo.. C; JJ also can B;JJ onli rubbish go dere.. Er.. By that time, i was staring hard at them! I was in my sch U lo.. and dey were talking so loudly.. duh/.. oh ya.. lessons ended at 1030 today cos got blackout.. so i rotted in sch til one! Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I have been spinning niu dans lately..
haha.. reli broke le.. den still have to pay artd 50 dollars for my phone repair la! ohg.. and my prom cost 45 dollars! at suntec ballroom.. still thinking whether i shld go.. last prom.. hmm.. oh yes.. The stupid niu dan mavhine cheated my money.. i was still like telling jiajia i would get eeyore cos i am feeling lucky! the end i turn and turn and the niu dan nv came out.. kz.. so i went back today and wanted to spin! on the bus I saw thick lips.. how can my luck be any better rite? guess wad happened?/ the whole niu dan machine was gone! NO MORE! .... but i quite heng today also la.. i try the mu ma machine and got a eeyore.. hahaha.. Saturday, August 12, 2006
THIS SI HILARIOUS!
Intro This is a conversation with the legendary skin as thick lips i have been niaming about.. hes reli crazy.. But v funny.. oh wells.. Silly Boy hello Silly Boy how r u? JiNn,..,. huh.. Silly Boy ooo JiNn,..,.,.. u c me in sch everyday wad.. Silly Boy as in u looked glum most of the time Silly Boy so was a bit werid Silly Boy so try to find out ya i think hor JiNn,..,.,.. no.. i dont look glum all the time.. hahah wad u think? lol Silly Boy orh no la..just thing ailin they all a bit nth to do n u kind of being stressed by them that was wat i tot initially irritates u hohoho but hor i think partly they finds it thrillign becos ur reaction a bit big lol JiNn,..,.,.. er Silly Boy er.. no offence la JiNn,..,.,.. nono Silly Boy glad to hear that Silly Boy haha kz cheer up!!loll now A lvl more impt rite? JiNn,..,.,.. oh ya.. i dont like u.. ya.. so u don reli need to feel wei qu can,.. Silly Boy orh JiNn,..,.,.. ya Silly Boy ya i was previously now i think sorted things out more le JiNn,..,.,.. i heard,, Silly Boy really? Silly Boy haha JiNn,..,.,.. YES Silly Boy i think it's been hard on u too but it's time for the girls to be serious for it's not very helpful at this period but anyway JIA YOU! :) JiNn,..,.,.. thanks Silly Boy welcome so late still not slping yet? JiNn,..,.,.. no Silly Boy hmm k c u tmr then turn in early i going off le JiNn,..,.,.. byebye Silly Boy hungry ok bye nitex I dono y but i have this feelking he dont believe i dont like him that night.. true enough... hahahahaha... THE NEXT DAY I was talking to my classmate.. JiNn,..,.,.. i think he reli mad la. i told him i don like him and he dont sem to believe lo.. ... haha den he ask me to concentrate on my studies.. Poursuivant - your subtleties... haha ya he told me tt he said he settled with u liao tt night walao! he like wan to tell the whole world he don like me lo.. when i dont even like him la.. haha.. if murder wasnt a crime... he would be out of y sight by now liao.. hohohho he heng ah.. Friday, August 11, 2006
i dont understand..
why do people always come to a conclusion b4 getting the facts right? and when this happens, they dont usually change their mind easily.. if onli ppl feel with their heart.. if only they werent deceived by the masks.. I hate it when ppl dont make a effort to find out the truth.. amd den they just act unreasonbly.. ... oh wells.. wadever.. I don care.. Am going to close my eyes and shut my ears.. My mouth too..
went to meet my sis at JE today to repair the phones..
we met Zhiting.. and she actually commented that we look alike.. My sis treat it as a major setback la.. and she keep niaming all teh way and wanted to kill zhiting.. hahaha.. phone booth are so hard to find nowadays la.. both of our phones coincidentally got no batt! and we walked miles before we found one in a pathetic corner.. and we looked like we wan to devour the phone when we found it! haha Thursday, August 10, 2006
i am starting to have dreams!
I used to take one step at a time last time.. thats not reli right la.. so now i am starting to think.. wad will i be? a writer? I can be a jounalist! since i like gossips so much, I can write articles myself.. It seems fun to interviews all those superstars la! a entreprueneur.? neh.. I dont have the capital.. designer? its like quite fun to design sth rite? but i better wake up to reality.. I dont have the talent.. artist? I do like to doodle and scribble when i m free.. But cant make a living out of it la.. wedding planner..? HAahha.. I do hope to plan the most romantic wedding.. But its for myself only.. where do i find so many ideas? Its good to have a dream so that u can strive for it la.. Dreams make us fly without wings.. thats y i am still on the ground looking for a direction to head to.. hmm..
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Todays the last yr i will be celebrating national day in sch!
This year.. I felt something different.. It was a feeling of confusion mixed with a weeeny bit of sadness.. I cant explain why too.. It just feels like I am going into adulthood soon and there is going to be no more celebrations in the next cht of my life.. I din realise that time flies.. hmm.. We are all growing up.. a lot of things are not the same! nvm.. haha.. i am stilla s childish as ever.. my mum bought the princess and mickey stamps for me and i am so happy! lalalalal.. Be jealous of me! Saturday, August 05, 2006
I have been torturing my eyes with princess hours again!
now i got a little headache.. haha.. Its soooooooooooooooooooo nice.. I wuldnt wan to stop if my bro don wan to watch tv... i din touch my books today but i think its perfectly alright cos i studied with Rena ytd! Cheers! and today my ah gong tried to repair the spoilt window.. And the whole family is like trying to stop him cos we simpy know he cant make it.. And my uncle called him 'zhuan- xiu- huai window' instead of zhuan-xiu huai window' apparently he thinks hes v funny and keep laughing to himself.. er.. its reli quite funny but its so mean can.. true enough.. After a few knocks and unsucessful attempts.. My ah gong decided to go and sleep.. When he woke up, i was in the toilet and he switched off the whole electrical supply and i had to rewatch that particular episode! Friday, August 04, 2006
Oh ya..
my brother and me have been looking forward to my sister coming back from thailand.. sad to say la.. Its not reli becos we miss her but we were more interested in our Thai goodies.. My sis came back with a lot of clothes.. She bought 39 pieces for herself! so kua zhang.. hahah.. and she brought back the keychain i kept niaming her to buy a few days she flew off.. She keep insisting its v ex as the price of one keychain could buy a shirt there! and guess wad!? My horrible brother saw and he took the cutest away! walao.. I wanted to fight with him la! black devil leh.. and she bought back posters! of soccer team.. she tot me and rena like kaka so she brought us one each! Hes shuai la but we dont reli like him! haha.. so deres two kaka posters on my wall! hes so shuai.. And my bro YES HIM AGAIN! He took the england team poster.. still dare ask me for blue tac! she bought a lot of other cute things back la... but they don interest me as much and deres nth interesting to blog about! I hate tests
Took Gp and econs essay test these few days..
As expected.. They were disastrous~! haha.. For gp essay.. I write until halfway and realised i have nth to write.. So i tried to score my language points.. and was trying to squeeze the vocab words miss ling give.. Since i learnt them. dont waste rite.. So in the end.. Essay test became constructing sentences test for me.. obviously.. I am not wonderwomen.. I did not manage to finish the paper la.. And i think the sentences got a bit problematic and don reli link la.. I expect the marker to laugh like crazy but i dont care~! Econs essay is not any better.. I din finish too.. haha.. no la.. I nv try to act smart and construct sentences la.. I was trying to reproduce from the notes though.. It wasnt a smooth delivery.. I tot hard//.. I tot long.. only rubbish came out..! Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Rahs.. I am having headache again!
I believed it wasnt natural.. It was ignited by too much anger! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. Feel like screaming now.. I hate when ppl wake me up when i am sleeping and normally i wuldnt wake up no matter wad! and today my dad forgot to bring his keys.. and he wun stop calling the house phone.. oh wells.. I picked up the phone... After a short while, my mum came home and i tot i could go back to slp! BUT NO!!!!!!! My mum had to drag me up to open the door when she herself wasnt doing anything!~ so i was awoken and decided that i might as well go do some work... den for no reason, my mum had to hit my head with a bolster! Den i couldnt study anymore and had to come up here to vent my frustration.. hahaha... Actually that was my excuse for not studying.. But i reli think she quite bo liao la! Sunday, July 30, 2006
Boohoo..
I am having a headache now.. And my eyes hurt.. and i din do anything work during the weekend! The 2 square boxs in my house are distracting me.. Haha.. and if u are wondering wad.. My com and TV la.. Princess hours is nice! But it reminds me of full house! I onli like the scenes when prince and princess are present! The others onli make me feel like sleeping.. They are so cute la! but quite sad also.. Its about this arranged marriage that both opposed but still got married in the end cos the prince liked this other girl and was rejected! But they arranged to divorce a few yrs later la.. But the princess fell in love with the cool cool prince later.. And she got into this sad sad mood cos she knew the prince liked this other girl.. And the girl told her she wan the prince back.. Later she was so depressed she refused to eat.. den the prince xin teng and realised he got a bit like her also! and he refused to allow her parents to take her home to recuperate cos he was afraid she wun come back.. oh ya.. theres anotehr cute prince who likes the princess..  
I have been wondering..
Why izzit that everywhere i go.. People cant stop laughing at me.. Rahs. Its not that i reli mind la but i cant seem to understand why.. I swear i did nothing but just act normally they will just look at me and say i make them feel like laughing.. They say I am funny.. And yet they can say they dono y they laugh.. Now i think i am a bit paranoid now.. haha.. when ppl laugh i will ask them y and will insist they are laughing at me.. heys.. its not my fault.. reli.. blame it on the wierd ppl ard me who cant give me a satisfactory reason as to y they laugh at me! And the billions of ppl who teased me.. rahs! Last time in sec sch I have tons of wierd nicknames.. Now.. I have more in JJ.. Different ones to add to my collection somemore! Now.. I don talk to my classmates.. I shout back at them.. haha.. Not that i hate them or dont like them la.. But i realised i cant outtalk them so i use my loud voice to scare them off la! but obviously it doesnt help! So sth when i am arguing with them.. I ended up laughing with them at myself.. I surrender.. reli.. The Amazing Race Asia by AXN - Asian Edition of TAR (TAR 10 premieres on Sept 2006) says:luckily u have me to laugh at u to make u happy JiNn,..,.,.. says:er.. JiNn,..,.,.. says:don need.. JiNn,..,.,.. says:thousands of ppl laugh at me everyday.. I dont reli enjoy being teased la.. But i dont mind la.. sometimes quite farnie also la.. But i do get irritated sometimes.. I dont bother to hide my irritation but it seems that ppl dont bother about this irritation of mine either.. I tried to run away and they chased! and from behind i can hear clearly the nickname plus their horrible laughter! Chidish right.. Thats the J1s from eclub.. er.. actually two guys onli la.. they gave me a horrible nick which i dont acknowledge! and i will kick and piak them when they dont stop calling// My classmates worse! The whole class gang up against me! BOOHOO.. Even when i turned back and diao them.. They just continue laughing.. My eyes cant glue their mouth together anyway.. and now.. My evil tutorS laugh with them! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... Will I explode one day? oh yes.. one important thing.. I rather u laugh at me in front of me.. Otherwise i define it as fake.. but some ppl think that laughing at someone in front of him is bad.. and they actually feel guilty for laughing out loud.. I dono la but i think laughing behind the back is worse.. Sunday, July 23, 2006Saturday, July 22, 2006Parent teachers..
Oh.. Today is parent meeting session..
It is for miss yew to let my parents know how badly i have done so far this year la.. My results sucks la.. And i told my mum before hand.. My mum din expect it to be so bad la.. so when miss yew showed her and my sis e results slip.. both if them burst out laughing.. those 2 horrible people.. this isnt the first time la.. last time in secondary sch.. i rmbed i scored like 4 marks for my phy test.. and it needed a signature... She looked at it and laughed reli loudly! I happened to be on the phone with yew chye that time la.. so pai seh.. And he was so shocked.. he told a lot of ppl in class and laughed for weeks! yes.. My family i wierd.. That y I am me.. haha.. oh.. And miss yew suggested a lot of bian tai ways to improve my studies.. She wanted me to move my com away.. den say try tys at least 3 times! gosh.. I dont know if i will ever try once la! hahah.. den had to aim for prelim and As results.. but i find it bo liao and ahyhow fill in to fu yan her lo.. Ghost festival..
heyhey..
Its gonna be the seventh month on the lunar calendar again.. and this year theres going to be 2 seventh months! It goes like this: every 3 years.. Theres going to be a repetition of each month except first and second month... So it takes ard 30years to have 2 seven months lo.. not that it will affect us a lot la.. My mum will nag and say a lot of things we cant do.. But in the end.. When did we ever listen to her? And that time... My classmate was showing us her amulets.. And there were actually 7! haha.. I shldnt be so shocked la.. last year.. during national day celebrations.. me and my another classmates keep using this stick to hit her lightly on her back.. den she quickly moved away and took out her amulet!~ haha.. i was umchioing like mad that time la! oh.. and i realised that if there no 2 first months.,.. We cant have 2 chinese new year in a year! Yes.. This affected my mood a lot! Imagine receiving ang baos like mad 2 times and laughing all the way to the bank.. Imagine indulging in all the glorious food we wun get to eat in normal occasions.. kz.. I am onli dreaming.. Thursday, July 20, 2006
Very long din blog le..
Now i dono where to start from.. and i supposed to have a test tml! haha.. don care don care... Shoo.. -please make the tests go away..!! I have been staying in sch until quite late this few days to study.. Its torturous yea.. But i have no other options la.. I onli go home and sleep onli.. And it is quite suprising that although i always stay in sch til so late.. So many things happened la.. Two days ago.. On my way home.. I saw this guy ard 40+ flying a mini remote aeroplane! The first tot that came to my mind ''Wa biang.. so childish!'' And i was staring so hard at him lo.. EH NO! it must be quite fun hor.. imagine a aeroplane undr ur control! Age cannot be a restriction for anything.. Who says the heart cant be innocent anymore when ur old.. I wan fly a plane too! oh.. I did a real stupid thing ytd.. I wanted to msg lingling happy bdae ytd.. but i dono y i stored a wrong no under her name! and i msged a wrong guy i din know.. haha.. He replied saying its not hes bdae.. And i am happily thinking to myself lingling is playing a trick on me.. I wan to dig a hole and put my head in la.. and something horrible almost happened! luckily it din.. I was arguing with jiajia i don wan to chase for the bus and she start to cross teh road.. den a car came and it was soooooooooooooooooo close to her.. Onli a few cm difference~! i was totally dumbfounded.. we mistook the green light for the green men.. i was still standing at the road and could not even react.. SHOCKED... HENG.. oh ya.. we have been looking forward to the bells ringing below our block recently.. the ICECREAM man.. haha.. I lurve icecream.. today.. We heard the bells! and my mum bought 13 icecream.. haha.. and the uncle gives one free.. think we are so kuazhang la.. icecream are good for such good weather.. Thursday, July 13, 2006
Lessons quite slack today la..
During maths lecture... all the Fs students were fished out for a talk at LT3.. It seemed more like a big reunion or gathering la.. Maybe class gathering the turnout rate also wun be so big lo.. haha.. Our class got 19 people that got F la! LT3 was packed like sardines leh.. There were even sardines outside the LT waiting to find a place to swim in.. there wuld be extra lessons on mon from 4 to 6 to help kill off the Fs.. I better start pulling up my socks this very moment.. During econs we had a mini debate.. I was one of the judges but i did nth much.. Just sat and rot and note down some points.. In the end, it was a draw btw both teams.. oh.. Yoga lesson hilarious today.. We keep laughing at somebody i culdnt stand straight! I keep toppling over cus i was laughing too hard.. The action was super duper funny.. alrights.. No more gossips in my blog.. Until after I have decided to change my password.. Or shld I just forget about the password thingy? still thinking.. hmm.. Monday, July 10, 2006Friday, July 07, 20061St Impression!
I was packing some stuffs a few days ago..
And i spotted this my first impression of jinling.. It was some sort of game played on our first civics lesson.. We stick a piece of paper on our back and walk ard to let our classmates write their comments.. I read thru the comments.. The paper was filled with only ''quiet'', ''slacker'' and ''smart''.. That is if you considered ''very quiet'' is not any different la//.. If they were to comment again.. I wuld not be shocked to see totally different comments.. Heys.. If I dont talk for 10s now.. People will say sth is not right with me.. I dont know why but I always give strangers the impression that I am very sian and I dont talk much.. I am very unnatural when theres strangers ard la! I take a lot of time to get used to new environment and show my demonic side.. hmm.. I also cant explain this.. But maybe this is due to the fact that we are always on guard when dealing with strangers and make sure we do not say or do anything offensive... We put on our helmet, carry out armour and everything.. As there is a need to protect ourselves, we do not expose ourselves at all.. We wrapped up all parts of our body as much as possible.. This is preventing us from getting hurt by foes.. We also make sure we are neat and presentable and so on.. But we dont reli need to do that in front of friends.. In front of true friends, we are not afraid to stand ''naked.'' We bared out our hearts and do all embarrassing things in front of them.. At this point.. We do not need to care about our appearance in front of them at all.. As long as we faces every friend with a sincere heart.. Sunday, July 02, 2006depressed..
I realised that recent shows are so depressing...
Oh no.. They all followed Korean styles le... Die die.. I am going to be flooded by sadness.. Take today ps I love you for instance... The show is so stupid! the front part is so nice and interesting and touching and everything la! What I will be always ard when you turn ard.. All bluff ppl de.. Den the stupid director had to make him die! So gek la.. When he came back, I tot they are going to be together again.. But NO! He came back as an angel to protect the girl and match-make her with Qi Yu Wu to give her happiness..!! Why don Qi Yu Wu die instead? Duh.. so sad.. Den the next stupid show is lu guang sheng lin.. Heys.. I feel so sad for owen.. Hes so shuai la.. And so nice to sophie.. Yet he has to act as some knight that has to give way when the fake prince come... And the prince is not any handsome den him can.. So gek.. Nvm.. I shall write my own script and start to imagine myself! Do fairy tales only exist in cartoons? Den when will the clock strike twelve?
While I was bloghopping..
I realised that a lot of ppl are over sad over england and brazil lost ytd.. It came as a shock too.. I don know much about soccer but i watched ytd matches... I am quite sad that england lost! ON penalties! Alrights.. everybody is.. hmm.. My brother is saying that they have the best sqad in dono how many years and this yr they have a high chance of winning! But they are destroyed by their coach! And Peter Crouch add entertainment to soccer scene! oh.. Brazil lost to France too.. Many ppl had sleepless nights ytd! Saturday, July 01, 2006Thursday, June 29, 2006
Theres no yoga today..
And lessons also quite slack.. I cant concentrate during physics.. hmm.. I dono y but I think mr sin is too gay.. his actions damn funny la.. And I kept seeing a big big sunflower instead of his face..! YES.. hes like the dancing sunflower in teletubbies! And he caught me daydreaming again! oh no.. I also din bother pay attention in maths lecture today... And bai hua and chye hock was talking thoughout and making so much noise.. Until ailin and weiling decided to stare at them.. they did stoop for a 5 second but they continued talking after that la! oh wells.. Suddenly had a wierd feeling that they will make a pair of great couple! after school today.. we went to watch Just My Luck... Its a very funny movie though the front parts quite boring la.. Linsay Lohan is very pretty but the lead actor ok onli la.. haha.. Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Met Rena at clementi today!
The day before.. She warned me of the consequences of being late and yet she is late today! hmm.. I waited for her without my hp and watch lo.. its a horrible feeling.. We took train to Je as she wanted to buy personalised stickers for her China friend! haha.. I thinking if buying but still haven decide yet.. Stupid me informed rena theres a np machine! rah!  oh.. The prawn in my brother's tank ate up my favourite starfish! Im sad.. We cant be too greedy to have all the nice things in the world afterall.. if we wan to own them altogether... We often lose something better! Lu guang shen lin is nice today! I feel so sad for owen.. rahs.. Hes so shuai!
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1) I am WLOS and very blur.. 2)I make people ard me funny when they laugh at me 3)I am half blind.. I always knock into big big things right in front of me.. 4)I am petty but i always forget to be angry. 5)I have no sense of direction. I still cant my way in sch now! 6)I cry easily but I don like to let ppl see that I am crying.. 7)I used to think that I am smart 7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME 1) 'A's 2)being sick 3)Being lonely 4)Insects that bite 5)Misunderstandings 6)making decisions 7)losing hair 7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT 1) gEI wO nI dE aI 2)San Guo Lian 3)Shu Dao Wu Da Yin Wo 4)Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni 5)Wu Fa Kai Kou 6) Ai Qing Shu 7) Beautiful Love 7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS... er.. I dont think I know that many bloggers.. haha.. Not more than 7 ppl check my blog regularly anyway.. Tuesday, June 27, 2006Humility
okays..
Today civics was on HUmility.. It was boring but Miss yew said a lot of things that I nv tot of.. It sort of made me start to ponder and wander off into my own thoughts.. Humility means putting others before self, respecting others, compassion, being positive.... The question is should we treat our foes with kindness? If its in the past, My answer will be a definite NO.. Its fake.. maybe onli sympathy.. Not why we call them foes? I see no point and will onli try my best to hide away from them.. But today I realised that treating them the same way they treated us will only go to show that we are like them.. Thus, we should hate ourselves too.. Its like putting ourselves in the same position as them... I don wan! Treating foes with kindness need not be fake if it comes straight from the heart.. Sometimes, I do get confused over kindness and fake too... We need to search for that invisible line that divides kindness from fake.. I think its most important to just follow ur heart and do what you think is right.. I followed mine and my conclusion is respect their individuality and leave them alone.. To me, the key to treating others lies in sincerity.. I just cant force myself to hang ard somebody I dont like and try to be sooooooo nice when I cant stand their every action.. *roll eyes I think I will just go crazy.. Its isnt right.. So the final solution to the whole problem is simply dont make anyone ur foe lo! So easy right? Please believe that everyone treats you well.. Still surviving..
Since secondary school, I have written several essays on how teenagers cant survive without their handphones...
This has become a social norm as teenagers become overly reliant in their phones.. My phone is spoilt! ahhhh.. I cant see the screen when i open the clam shell fully.. Don worry.. I am still surviving.. I can still sms but very xin ku.. Wait til i kop rena old phone... haha.. Oh ya.. I am falling in lurve with my new time table.. I end at 1230 on mondays and fridays! Date me! ahah.. But can only get out of sch at 1 la.. hmm.. I onli dislike that I have to attend Yoga lesons this term.. Sunday, June 25, 2006
Rena must be very happy to see this entry..
There is not going to be any seahorses in my house! One pair of seahorses cost a freaking 200 dollars! So my brother decided to buy other marine creatures... hmm.. haha... Theres a tiny tiny starfish! Yea! Theres other wierd fish la but i dono wad.. Just went out to have dinner with my whole family... Got quite a long period nv see them le... haha.. My uncle very horrible.. The first two words when he saw me were BAI CHI! As usual, I give him that very sian diao face.. But he seemed so pleased with himself! MY GOD... Ok. Back to the dinner.. Our three tables were separated la cos too many ppl.. I dono y why the stupid person there kept insisting that we won soccer last night therefore we went out to eat.. Ridiculous.. If nv win den don eat la.. Den the whole world starve together.. But anyway.. They ordered a lot of food.. We all ate until we almost exploded... So full can.. But the food wasnt nice.. We were reli very full but we still realised that the pepper crabs were onli shells and nothing else.. Den they were joking that the crabs were imported from Africa.. Being starved until lidat.. And we ate the grandmother of lobster.. It looked like lobster but it wasnt but we din know the exact term.. It wasnt nice either.. Ra.. While I was eating.. My uncle was umchioing and saying if he say something.. I wun be able to fall asleep.. He finally said in the end.. Yes,,.. Hes right.. He says I am fatter!! OH NO.. That is the last thing i wan to hear la! Time to do something.. Friday, June 23, 2006End of exams!
Its finally the end of all common tests!
Yeah.. And i screwed it all up! But I think I should be immune to it by now... The same situation has been repeating since sec sch! so nvm.. lets talk about other interesting stuffs! Its end of common tests so time to enjoy.. So me ailin and kahmun decided to watch King and the clown and we pulled jiajia along.. hmm.. Den all the wierd things happen.. Ailin checked the straits time for movie listings and the only place with the movie was Lido.. Eh.. Every town cinema have.. Den U all know that I all along have a poor sense of direction but i least know wad train to take and stop at where.. and which place is at where.. But yesterday... I forgot all! Abd i still dare to happily argue with them! Den kahmun say i study too much squeeze out all the entertainment lists! lol.. lol.. so confident somemore.. Now when i think of it, i feel so paiseh can.. aIYO! heys.. We were v exited about the show as its the most watched movie ever in South Korea! And it turns out to be a typical Korean film.. Yes yes.. Its draggy.. The movie is 2.5h! Den theres scenes that are unredundant.. Althopugh there are some parts that make me wan to doze off.. But its still a nice show! The male lead actor is reli reli v pretty.. I am so jealous of him la.. haha.. When i was telling lingxiang this on msn.. He said I am wierd.. wads wrong with finding a guy pretty? He reli is! somemore, his real person quite shuai also... heehee.. Hes so famous now.. And life interviewed him... He said he dono why he become so famous but maybe women felt a sense of idenification with the character he played. He read articles about how males attracted girls more with a kind of uni-sexuality than just the macho part of their gender.. er... Monday, June 19, 2006The past
Ytd was my brother's bdae!
and according to Rena.. It was the same as Ah meng! wahaha... And My brother made me buy a pair of seahorses for him this year! he going to set up a marine tank in the house! hmm... My brother is an animal lover and he always bring pets home and I am the always the one who help him whens he busy! I will don mind at first but start to grumble and grumble when i got tired of the pet.. I am LAZY and its reli quite mafan to take care of the pets he brings home.. And if er dont stop him.. One fine day.. He may but the whole zoo back! Let me think.. ooo.. But first I must say its gonna be a long entry cos its a recollection of memories sinice I can start to remember lo.. U either enjoy or see that cross on the top right hand corner? We had fishes all along on and off.. Yes.. We had all kind of fishes.. I rmbed we once had guppies, goldfish, lightfish, arowana, snake fish, angelfish and the list just goes on and on...) I reli couldnt be more than bothered la.. I dont reli like fishes la.. aLthough they are so clean and quiet and everything.. They need so little attention.. The form of interaction is minimal and we live in totally different world la.. I don understand how they can just swim and swim all day onli.. Oh.. I think the onli period that I bothered to take more than a few looks is at that stage when my pri sch teacher said that fishes do not sleep.. I was staring and wondering if that is true.. haha.. I will purposely go stare at them at night and see it they reli dont close their eyes.. Sleeping is so important u see.. Btw.. Our last fish tank ended in a disaster! The tank cracked! And I heard my brother was scooping water on the floor... It was a BIG tank ok.. hahahahahah.. So glad i was in sch lo! Oh ya.. We had terrapins twice.. But they somehow got into the fish tank and ate up my brother fishes.. so my brother don like.. so my brther set them off in a pond! When i grew a little bigger to become this irresponsible little girl.. I decided i wan terrapins for pets.. so I pester my mum.. haha.. But i was still quite young that time la.. So I grew tired of it.. haha.. SO.. The happy terrapin regained its freedom.. We had hamsters... We started with 3.. In the end, we ended up with 5 CAGES! lol.. den my mother nag and nag den my brother give to pet shops! and the rest we left with don give birth anymore! so now... we have none.. Eh.. We had rabbits! My brother was in army that time and he asked if I wanted.. haha.. And he brought home 2 drawf rabbits.. (My brother hates big things. every pets are drawf species in my house!) They are all under my care.. We used the big big chicken cage to contain.. The gaps are quite small but somehow the rabbits managed to squeeze out everytime! hmm.. Den that time when peigee call me.. I would be telling her I am catching rabbits in my house! Den one fine day.. the sad part came.. I think my rabbit caught a cold when i give it a bath.. The poor creature was shivering all over.. Den my brother was in army and I felt so helpless.. I called him and he told me to cover it with a cloth.. The next morning... It couldnt move! I poke and touch it but there was no response.. A few weeks later my brother got me another black one.. But i was too depressed.. I told him i don wan anymore.. and so they were returned to the pet shop! We had birds! when I was vvvv young.. We had a sunbird! We picked it up at a park! It was injured and we supected it dropped from a tree.. that was a little of wad i rmb.. I was onli so young that time.. ]And i onli rmb it was a sunbird cos my brother told me.. they were thinking of a name for the bird.. But i insisted on calling it sunbird! Cos I tot sunbird was a name oredi cos there is a sun in front of the name.. den my sis was saying she don call me human.. Den when I was in sec 3? cant reli rmb.. My brother brought home 3 lovebirds from the same petshop! haha.. they were beautiful... But one died.. and while my uncle was cleaning the cage one day.. One flew off.. and we had to release the othe rone cos a lovebird couldnt survive on its own! Hmm.. lastly.. The most unforgettable! CHICKENS! yes.. drawf chickens again.. the eggs were onli er.. try imagining by putting ur thumb and second finger together... its ard the size la.. Its a great experience.. chickens are so cute.. haha.. I always had a difficulty chasing them back into their cage.. But later i realised.. If it i sprinkled some water.. they would think it was raining and fly back to the cage! oks.. chickens are stupid animals.. if u cover their eyes.. They think its nightime and within seconds, they go to sleep.. I cannot forget the experience of holding such a small egg and seeing the little chicks being hatched out! Imagine holding a egg that was laid on my bdae! At first out hen would anyhow lay eggs on the grass and we always had to look for eggs in the grass that period.. later we put a nest and all her eggs in the cage and got one day she suddenly fly into the cage.. I was curious and took a look.. and TADA! i saw the process of the hen laying the egg! It was very short la.. If onli hum,ans could give birth like a hen laying eggs! When she was hatching.. She wun come out at all! onli when she wan to da bian.. haha.. cos she don coem out often.. she reli da a lot lo... Thers still alot of these small little things la.. Like how they like to rest at the small mango tree.. haha.. I can rmbed myself talking to them! ahha.. ppl must be thinking I am crazy.. Oh ya.. Last time me and my cousins will dig into the soil using little twigs to look for worms for the chicks to eat.. Cant imagine me doing such gross things.. ask me to do now think i rather die la! But there was still sad moments.. Got one time I play finish with the chicks and put them back into the cage.. But i think i forgot to lock properly.. And the chicks came out on their own! And one got eaten up by a cat! a black chick! A passerby aw this and told us! I hate cats since that day! Oh.. If my brother going to reli buy a zoo.. He will chase all the cats out! I will support him! ooh.. continue with the chickens.. Dere was this period when my little cousin got ill! and they blamed it on the chicken.. They say chickens are dirty! And they send all the chickens away...! I was annoyed for a little while la.. Imagine to my grandma dere to see no more chickens suddenly.. hmm.. That was 4 yrs ago? That time i go my grandma dere everyday! now i seldom le.. I am scared of my cousins.. They are so naughty and dono wad la.. haiyo.. Make me scream and scream onli.. hmm.. going back to study! Thursday, June 15, 2006Gold Mine
heya..
Went to rena's house with the intention to study.. Cos i always fall asleep at home.. In THE END... I din sleep la.. But i din study also.. I was exploring her house , looking at her china photos, Getting myself fascinated with her toys, And happily digging out treasures for myself! haha.. Though I din study.. I enjoyed myself! Thanks Thanks Rena.. These are the gold I dug out.. All different shapes and sizez one hor.. 1) China goodies (keropok, cuttlefish, green tea, soem wierd but nice crackers, seaweed...) 2) Gifts for me! *one star key chain! very nice! *feng du bi yin keychain *A mini comb (very cute but not useful at all) *a lavender necklace! love it! Lastly.. *A la bi xiao xin figurine.. (I asked for it!) 3)A thick stack of postcards 4)A econs essay book hmm.. thats all.. but actually wanted to bring her brother's notes home but i forgot.. But I still carried my ''loot'' back with a little difficuty.. I looked liek a auntie with so many bags cos i helped to pass sz her things also! Oh ya.. We decided to bet on soccer for the sake of fun.. haha.. I asked to bet on the one that will make us win more money.. I din expect to win la.. But she was so excited and so ure we will win la! IN THE END!!!!!!!................ TADA! we almost lost.. But someone kicked in a goal at the last few minutes! so WE ACTUALLY WON! The winnings was 3.3 times of wad we bet ok.. haha.. TOT of the day... At the market ytd.. there was this talkakive and friendly auntie who came to sit at same table as us.. hmm.. She couldnt stop talking.. and shes so cute.. she keep apologising for talking to much but continued talking.. I just keep nodding and smiling as I couldnt reli catch was she was trying to say.. And the topic wasnt reli related to us.. But I reli don mind her.. hmm.. I think shes lonely.. Her children are busy working they left her alone at home.. Ppl say sporeans are cold.. Is it because we are moving at too fast a pace we forgot to turn back to look at the ppl ard us? We worked so hard to enjoy comfortable lives in the end we forgot how to communicate.. When we smiled at a strangers, ppl will think we are crazy.. But Hey.. its onli a small action to make somebody's day/.. ISnt it an insult that u are facing a sea of ppl yet that is no one u can pour ur woes out to?
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