Live Life As It Is

"What do you want to be in your next life?" --- Someone once asked me this question.

Here. This is my point of view:

There is NO such thing as next life. Neither is there any after-life.

Once you're dead, It's The END. Period. Either you go into the earth, or (in Singapore's case) reduce to a pile of ashes.


I have no idea why I'm suddenly so agitated over this. I guess I'm just getting pretty close to the brink of snapping from doing things to satisfy the society's reality and people's expectations.

Or is it because I'm pissed by how easily some people can just go like "come on, it's none of my business now" kind of attitude.

I just finished watching The Blue Lagoon, and it sets me thinking how wonderful it will be to just grow physically but mentality and purity of life remains at the same stage. Just like the movie characters.

Maybe I should just trap myself on a small deserted island too. To get myself away from all the filth of materialism in this world.

Or perhaps I already am, but my island did not filter out the nasty things.

Since that's the case plus the fact that I will be reduced to nothing more than just a pile of ashes in the possible decades to come, maybe I should just live life as it is.

For one, maybe I should complete the formality too for my birthday this year. I really don't see the need, but if it's gonna make others happy then this can be considered. (people's expectations) But this needs money to be accomplished right? (society's reality)

*shakes head*

i feel trapped

sometimes when i don't feel like staying at home and just want to hang out, i can't seem to find anyone to go out with.

then, do i realise that i may not have known that many people after all.

there are people who may have something on the following day, or who may be preparing for their exams, i don't want to disturb them.

there are people who crossed my mind, but i don't dare to call them out.

there are people who may be willing to come out, but i will feel bad to make them sit in silence and feel the night breeze with me at this hour.

i feel trapped in my own comfort zone, a fortress which i built for myself.

on sunny days, i'm completely at ease. but when the dark clouds come, i have only myself to blame.

难得的影片~~

某人说 是在广州命中宣传活动的后台(20090725)：

今日碎碎念： 有感而发

逝去的人、景、事物、时间 等
如同泼出去的水、碎掉的玻璃、焚为灰烬的纸张
不会有take 2…

很多时候在等的 也不过就是一句话、一个解释、一个交代
然而这样的等待 在别人眼里是太自我、太执着、太放不开…

有时会觉得遗憾， 但不是后悔
有时会觉得怀念， 但不是思念
有时候跟自己讲说没有， 但明明就有…

不要被我的外表骗了， 其实我最没担了。


p.s. 都说了是碎碎念。。。

CHAMPIONS FOR THE 18TH TIME!!!

CHAMPIONS OF ENGLAND

(L to R) Neville, Scholes, Giggs

The remaining of Fergie's Fledging

3 down, 1 to go

The Grand Prize

27 May 2009, UEFA Champions League @ Stadio Olimpico

PictoBlog Feb'09 - Apr'09

February was a slow-moving month. Other than the primary school classmates gathering at The Cathay, my only other activity was............ eating 猪肝面线.

20090221 @ The Cathay 日本村

20090222 @ somewhere for 猪肝面线

20090301 - Yuliang's birthday

The birthday boy making markings on his cake before cutting...

but ends up mutilating it -.-

20090307 @ Punggol Park Bliss Restaurant

Wei Jian's house

This was supposed to capture the final showdown of the last 2 standing players, with Wei Jian as the dealer...
Unfortunately, we have a bad photographer in Chun Tat -.-

20090310 @ Chinatown

What used to be a $0.10 toy from the school bookshop some 10+ years ago......

20090317 Disney on Ice @ Singapore Indoor Stadium: Princesses' Wishes feat. Jasmine, Snow White, Belle, Ariel, Mulan, Aurora & Cinderella.

20090318 - Another book that sailed across the ocean: I'm gonna conquer this when I master Korean!

20090321 - Dusk

A magical view of the dark creeping night occupying half the sky and the golden setting sun on the other.

What comes after the occasional downpour?
Rainbows are not rare, they are just rarely seen by people...
I got to see 2 of them here.

20090414 @ Crystal Jade