if every morning and night was like that

have you ever woken up in the morning feeling so frozen?
have you ever walked out of your door and wished you had a jacket on?
have you ever sat in your room and wrapped in a blanket while studying?
have you ever folded your arms across your chest and thought to yourself....

this is what australia feels like
just minus the eucalyptus smell in the air

this it the very start of global warming! the world is going mad and the weather is changing faces. singapore is getting cold! like what the hell is wrong with the global climatic system? but actually this weather can just carry on for the rest of the year here and i think no one will mind one bit

the mornings are so cold, the afternoon winds are so cold, the night air freezes. just one small breeze and it can keep you so cold you are frozen in a single place. how nice is that for singapore. we all need something for a change.

the sun is shining so bright but a touch of the wind makes you so cold in mid afternoon!

how many 21st do you have in a lifetime?

hey everyone!!!

shanny is finally old enough to go to ROM and register for marrage without my parents approving and i no longer have to bring parental concent forms back home for my mom to sign anymore. i am legally my own woman now. and that means that i am just in time to get some progress package from the government next month. they better give me more money! afterall i did contribute to the economy when i was 19. i worked for the government. 6 months at CPF is a CONTRIBUTION! and the economy was doing very well.

funny how the first thing i though of was money.

being 21 means you get government money when they do give it out. a benefit many people born in my year might not have. then again, i think they are going to give everyone who is turning 21 this year. DAMN. i want to be the ONLY one to collect money. it sucks to be one year short of collecting it last year. and this year there is the GST rise.

being 21 also means that i am so old. the last time i saw blue cedar name tags and i was telling myself i was another generation. and this time it simply means that i am on my own now. after university will be just me and the rest of the world.

THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME

i love my presents this year. i guess they were all right. turning 21 is good stuff. you parents pay for your party and you get to have all the bestest presents in the world. i am a pratical person. i keep telling people that i dont know what i want for my birthday and then i mention i want something pratical. and this is what i have gotten so far.

and i love it

armchair from my blk people. and a breakfast maker from my fwocers. thanks people.




apart from this my parents gave me a 1600 tag teuer watch, my grandmother and aunt gave me 150 in total. my other aunt giving me a limited edition ipod. ron gave me a wallet. i guess i am very lucky this year.

everyone LOVES me

my favourite girlphrenz. too bad janelle was not here. NELLE!!!!!!!!!!! please come back soon okay?


my dearest fwocers. or the left over from the fwocers that i invited. ha. mingfeng came later.


my bro and sis


chiefs of the night. thanks qingyow. note to the rest of the world - single and very available. (i HAD to advertise)
the other one you all better not touch or you DIE!
BELONGS TO ME!!!! PROPERTY OF SHANNY TAN JINGXIAN!


my favourite b blk seniors. i have spent one whole year with you guys. you are the people that make block life so colorful and interesting. THANKS A WHOLE LOT.


ron and my siblings. please dont tell me that ron and my bro looks alike.
my grandmother already mistaken ron for my bro already.

worse still - I DONT LOOK LIKE MY BRO!

i only copied his hair color. and my sis claims that my bro copied her hairstyle. funny how so many people thinks that my sis is chio. well. it probally runs in the family. and ron claims that my bro likes him. hahah.


ron me and my sis.


martz and van and dinah and pek and ching
i love you all


my grandmother and my aunt and CAKE! black forest 3kg. shiok.


the girls and almost without jillian. apparently jillian have not stopped talking to ron since she arrived. they love each other.


mommy and daddy
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TONIGHT AND FOR THE PAST 20 YEARS!


my whole family. only without my DOG.


without jillian


the blk plus one mingfeng


one of my two favourite neighbours. everything is not going to be the same without you. although the OTHER one is some where else but you make my hall life worth it


thanks ron darling for everything for the past half a year. you have been a great friend and a perfect boyfriend. i thank god for giving me you. everything between us will be good and better for the rest of our lives ok?

thanks for making the day come true. LOVE YA!!!


guess what is the weight on jillian?
NOPE. not jillian's weight but how much weight is ON jillian

ron is about 120. go figure.


just thought this picture is really CUTE.
ron is always so damn cute.

the pride of KR

we are already back in my most hated season of the semester where the competition gets so tough. the season where everyone spend so much time speculating all the players in the other hall like a tiger reading it's prey. sometimes i just dont like the every though of some team out there better than you when you know you are the best.

hahah. spoken like an idiot.

i want to get the team gold for tennis again. but like every other year there will always be THE other team. but some how i think i have faith in the team. remembered that last year we lost to someone due to my game coz i let it off but in the end there was actually a benefit for us as we managed to meet the slightly by one of a tenth weaker team. and got our gold in the end.

then the other thing comes to mind. how come NO ONE bothers to stay the entire round of girls tennis. i have 3 main reasons why NO ONE does stay for more than 2 games.

1> no one knows what is the score. coz the players keeps their own score
2> girls play like sissies. try watching a SLOOWWWWW match
3> the guys are also playing at the same time elsewhere people prefer faster flashier matches

and the only reason why apart from all the normal people there are a few people who stay around to finish the whole game

1> you are on duty. even bfs dont stay eg: sebby/ron

hahahaha

SPOT ME

the new flag that is made up of collages of all last year IHG photos. and i realised that i am all over the place. the first thing i saw when i walked past was myself! call me attention seeking if you must.




i know i have not really been updating this blog in the last one week plus. i just dint feel like blogging at all. have been very busy getting many things done and being worried for nelle. (nelle: you are one lucky bitch. you are the bulk of my conversation for the past week) and you were not even around. so hurry go online more and chat to me!!!!! i have not even seen you online since you got discharged.

anyway. now that i decided to blog since i have nothing to do before class due to me waking up early. let me blog about lunch on friday. i finally met lynette after like what really actually seemed like forever.

anyway. poor lynette is being abused by her 26 year old partner. they two really get it going in many positions and two or three times a week. she got abused with him being behind and with her legs open. and i have pictures to show the abuse. and i think she is so abused that the bruses are going to be there for a long time.

ahhaha. i was talking about her dancing partner.




i realised how long it have been i took photos. i have a good camera phone and i lack the chance and object of me photo taking. some how i feel very happy when some one whips out a camera.

please be okay

mew artistic additions to my house

you know why you dont see blue cedar nametags anymore?

i was taking the bus back to hall. walking through junction 8 when there are so many cedarians walking out in bunches and in pairs. then you have to check them out coz you simply have to check out the standard of cedarians now. i mean you were once a long time ago in their shoes having even senior seniors checking us out also. it was that many years ago you were in long socks (when ankle socks had not made its debu yet), past knee lenght skirt, long and horribly tied ties.

then when you realise that you have been tieing enough ties to last you 6 years your mind just rebounds your age - 20! and i am even turning 21 in a very VERY VERY short while (**HINT**). so short it makes army boys look like little wusses and 30 somethings more propable.

apparently after close thought and calculations you realised that wow.. it is 2007. the era of when you used to wear those blue name tage where so long gone. the blue name tags now belong to a whole new batch of sec ones who have not gotten their name tags yet. new sec ones who just had their first day of school TODAY. you were there like 8 whole years ago!

you are so old you have to tell the current batch of cedarians "i was the LAST LAST batch of blue name tags" then they will use their brains and add some numbers together and then they will exclaim "WOW YOU ARE OLD"

but somehow it seems like it was still yesterday when it was your first day in cedar. where the seniors where all checking you out. the sec 2 are all happy that they are finally not the youngest in sch. and the sec 4 happy because they are the oldest and is getiing out of secondary sch soon. then there you are sitting at the open corridor learning stupid cheers from PSLs. then having your first compulsory track tryouts. then cheering so loud at national track and field now you think how come you ever had that voice.

but all these were a long time ago

stick it is so so cool

just watched it today. they have the best dialogue narration. it makes gymnasts look utterly brainless and yet it makes you feel sorry for them and all the hard work those people you see prancing around on tv have behind the scene. i have gotta say that gymnast is really one wicked sport.

gymnastics seems like it is a world of their own.

Gymnastics is like the navy seals.
Only harder!
There are 2000 navy seals and there are only 200 elite gymnasts

That is because most kids have a life.
Instead of training 6 hours a day tricks that can kill you!

Don’t fool you people!
The things that gymnasts do?
Makes the navy seal look like wusses
And they do it without a gun

even the lead is so pretty. think she reminds me alot of Hilary Swank. with bodies those two have i think ill just die for it. just that i think that they have overly menly shoulders. just that Missy Peregrym is so much prettier.

have you ever wondered how tv producers can find actors who actually have the talent in the stuff they do? like in "stick it" they have to find people who can both act AND do flips and one arm pull ups. then in movies like "honey" or "save the last dance" they have to get people who can dance AND act at the same time. then for shows like "million dollar baby" and "rambo" they have to get people built enough to get punched. even teen flicks like "swan princess" will need people who can actually swirl in leotards and a pair of skates.

and PLEASE...
LOOK AT THAT BODY. those arms and the abbs

to think that it comes with a nice face and pretty good hair. i think i would kill to get those. but for me to get those abbs will have to make you wait a little than long longer.

you must have been inhuman to be able to act. be pretty, have good hair, do flips, play with the vault, bars and long pole thingy. then carry on the show with multiple flips back wards, frontwards, sidewards and at the same time look so cool in tights.

my poor thailand trip is canceled

i have been looking forward to this trip since i finished my exams and now i have to be satisfied with sitting at home rotting away when i could have been out there in chatuchat shopping my hearts out. or in MBK eating and shopping my guts out too. now all this is impossible! IMPOSSIBLEEEEEE !!!!!

all thanks to those idiots who decided to plant some bombs throughout bangkok on new years eve. din their parents teach them that violence is not the answer to any matter. like hello? you are preventing potential economic contribution (aka = me) from going to thailand and spending money. didnt anyone teach you that money makes the world go round? and i am already planning to spent alot of money. enough to get some thais out of poverty.

9 bombs throughout bangkok leh
and two defused one

one of the defused was in my supposed going-to-be-staying there hotel.
bloody hell...

how i have to pay 300 to the travel agent for not even being able to STEP INTO THAILAND.

seriously fuck those no-brained idiots who brain can only build bombs. if only they used those brain cells to study some economics or humanity maybe the world will be a better place. what is the point of bombing the whole damn bangkok infrastructure down anyway? it is already so hard to make the place safe with those southern idiots and there you political arseholes are making more holes in your already blowned up country.

FUCK YOU ARSES WITH NO BRAINS

what the hell is wrong with the world anyway. why cant everyone just accept that sadam is dead and that bush is just going to rule the world. why cant everyone just accept that racisism IS a part of the clockwork and that multiculturism is simply not working at its best no matter how hard you try to make it work. why cant the world just not touch gunpowder and nuclear explosives?

why not everyone just have the same religion so that there will not be any conflicts. why not the world be a pleasant place? why did god create the world as many races and many religions? crap la. technology is supposed to make the world better but all you idiots and the way you handle technology just gives cavemen a bad name. aliens are supposed to take over our world after all.

place a bomb and you will go to hell and burn there. try dying in a bomb explosion! i think it is very fun actually. you just stand there in a very PUBLIC place and there you are reading your newspaper or listening to your walkman when suddenly everything just blows up into a million pieces. including you.

imagine yourself seein your leg 10 m from where your head is before actually feeling it 10 m away from where your head is.