high school musical

i think this song is so nice and she is so pretty. have been hearing this on loop for the whole day.

BYE KEL BYE

FWOC was only yesterday. and it was just yesterday you were just bossing us around. telling us what we should be doing and what we should not be doing. it was just that day you were conducting SLO. it was just the time you were in KR. now the time have come for you to fly fly fly away to somewhere far west i dont even speak the language. hope germany is fun. and hope you dont get too lost there. germany is so different from singapore.

you dont have chinese food.
they almost dont speak english
everyone there is blond
guys there are hot (it is ok if you dont look hot enough.. ill understand :) )

it was nice to see you one last final time. for the friendship of 24 hours of 3 months. it is worth something to me. it was nice to see you looking very "kelchoo" all over dispite the upside down bossini (large) sweatshirt and the hair and that grin. too bad we din make you cry. you are the only FWOC chair i know.

on year is a long time. to think that ill not know you longer then i did.

BUT YOU ARE THE ONLY KELCHOO I KNOW
the word "kelchoo" belongs distinctly to you ONLY.

i look at the number of people who where there to send you off. you are OBVIOUSLY SO DAMN POPULAR. you have people from EVERY block sending you off. if i ever went on exchange i want the whole world to be there too. just that ill be sobbing so much i dont think i can remember anyone. i hate such sad goodbyes you know.




if my mom was there she will be like "make sure you dont hang around bad company. NO BOOZE, NO SEX AND NO DRUGS" so.. that will be my message to you too. europe is so damn far away you can smell santa clause. so be a good boy and hang around the good people. dont try to be funny and do stupid things. if you dont understand what the germans are saying then dont talk too chiem with them. later they kidnap you. the exchange rate not so good. we may not be able to pay the ransom.

i am so tired of cleaning up the mess all the time

im really very tired of cleaning up every little big of shit all the time. everytime something comes up they always have to activate the eldest. sometimes i wished i was the youngest. being the oldest really sucks. being the oldest come with alot of responsibility. and i hate this type of responsibility.

i feel like some full time family councillor with so much things on my hands i think i cant breathe. the whole house's problems is weighing down on my shoulders. just that this time the "problem" happen to be my 90kg 183cm little brother.

i am really so sick of this problems. i already have my own share of troubles and here is a bomb dropping down on me. this time the bomb is so big it will take up alot of my energy and resources to actually bring the damn house together. i am always the middle man doing the things i dont really want to but HAVE to no matter now bad i DONT WANT IT.

NOT ENOUGH SWIMMERS

hey people. b block needs swimmers. i hate this job year after year. why is it that EVERY YEAR the PROBLEM is the same. damn it. the things i am doing for the block. haha.

what is the highlight of FWOC?

i tell you.. it is comm treat!!! for once in the 4 months you finally feel satisfied and self appreciated. just one meal where you know you dont have to rush for anyone or anything. just sit there and let is all come to you dish by dish by dish by dish by dish. and the best thing is that it just keeps on coming like the cook thinks there is no tomorrow.

actually it is just us ordering like there is no tomorrow.

i was looking forward to this the whole weekend. the moment kel asked if your monday is free and you know it is coming. the kelchoo treat was not coming but something like that la. that reminds me. stupid kelchoo!!! you still owe us something!!!!! there is ALWAYS one KELCHOO TREAT!!! kept my mind wondering where we were eating the whole weekend. even have to spice things up by asking marge and her revolving restraunt story.

in the end?

kippo restraunt at keppel club of all the nicest places here we are at one of the nicest country clubs on the southern portion of singapore. keppel club leh!!!!!!! think of the food.

it was alacarte buffet all completed with chilli crabs, prawns, scallops, peking duck, pigeon soup, sharks fin soup, sashimi. you should see the amount of sashimi we ordered. like 3 plates - BIG!!! i think we almost ordered everything on the menu. think i was the most quiet person at the table. coz my hands and my mouth here only concentrated on the food that was coming in. i never slowed down till the dish before desert when i was totally stuffed to the extent i thought i was gonna puke. but there is ALWAYS space for desert no matter how full you are.

it is so nice to see the 12 people you have spent so much time with one and again and the very last time. kel is leaving. nikki is leaving. both for a time long enough for you to miss them. a year in germany and a sem in shanghai. then there is the other one called marcus who is running away. ha. what has becomed of fwoc?

the last time all of us are sitting down again.

we took a group photo. just that the person whos camera we used have not been efficient enough to send me the photos. that is why this post has no photo. what is a post without a photo? okok. i will try to dig it out of somebody and post it here sometime maybe not so soon.

from the new balance sale i dint go

i got a new pull over sweater. heard the new balance sale is not bad. sweaters at 20 and tee shirts at 10 and shoes at 35. where to find this kind of price??? anyway. i dont have much money left in my bank to actually go shopping or anything close to that already. wait till chinese new year first.

this sweater is so comfy. the inside is like so soft. think it is like made of wool or something. tried to find the label to see what material it is made of but could not fund anything.



i can finally return ron his sweater. i wore it the whole holidays and it is really too big for me. like i am wearing a dress. with extra puffy sleeves. now he can have it back. i'll just have to wash it for him first.

i am very happy today.

i manage to get myself a new mouse since the rest of the world thinks that my old one is too small. they guys always wonder how i can play WoW or dota with it. but hey everybody, it has evolved into a $5.90 mouse from forum bazaar. it may not be a very good mouse but it is better than the one i had. hello? complain about a $5.90 mouse? the price just makes me happy already. the click is good and the scrolling is good. i cannot complain.

then i went down to play handball and realise that i can actually shoot the damn ball. just that at 7.30 at night you cannot really see the ball coz the lighting is so bad. but was still happy to know that i can shoot into the post. shooting is fun but not playing the game when you have to run up and down like a million times. i actually can throw quite hard, just not that accurately only.

then to realise that i can acutally make people upset and guilty. haha i like the power of words.

then i have the many many luxury of time to sit in my room and relax. think ill try to do some of my readings later. i HAD the motivation to do my readings last week and to think that i acutally went to central library to print my readings and i filed them accordingly to the list. just that i have been to tired these few days to give myself a good start to my semester. i must try to do so now.

sem 3 must be a good sem. aiming for CAP 4 this sem. so everything must go well.

i'm still tired

it has already been about two weeks into the semester and i am still feeling tired. it seems that it was only yesterday i was running around doing fwoc stuff. i guess the whole 3 months tiredness is still in me. i was right when i said i was going to retire for a month. 2 more weeks to go!!!

i was just telling miffy and keelong the other day that somehow for reasons i cannot explain, i feel that FWOC is enough. i have given my 3 months to fwoc and i am so tired i dont even have the energy to do the things i used to like and always do. after this experience i somehow wonder how people can commit one year to hall. i am not going to be doing my honors year and that will leave me to about three years here only. one year is done and i can afford to chill the activities on my second year. i just want to be a big serene.

i have not stepped into a single IBG training except for swimming for the very fact that i am in charge. the only thing i want to do now is to stay in my room and rot. sleeping long hours still is natural for me. i get tired early in the night and i can wake up late in the afternoon. when i see them practice i do want very badly to go down and join them, but most of the times now, i can feel my body breaking apart and feel that it is too tired to move. age is catching up on me. i am already feeling certain parts of my body disfunctioning.

i do miss all those times during IBG trainings where i got to know some of the seniors. i still do want to know the freshies more but i dont have the energy to do some exercise. i really really dont know why i am so tired. with body parts aching at different locations everytime, i do try.

all i want to do now is to go one a nice little holiday. a short weekend to thailand or hongkong will work although i will WISH that i have the kaching to go far far into the west to maybe lets say europe or amercia for a long one month trip. but i have no to time and money so i can just scrap the idea. i gave my three months to hall. i want some time back to make up for my scarifise.

just a short weekend out. but looking at the calander of KR, i think it is going to a long time coz the calender is full. there is IBG for a whole month. and i have to go play for them. i am over my dead body not gettin involved in touch, basketball and netball for the very reason that i dont have the slightest sense of ball. i dont think they need me in volleyball. so that leaves me with swimming (which i have to) frisbee, soccer, floorball (i hope not), handball.

why isnt there any racquet sports? the b block girls are all racquet players. why did they take out soft ball?????? WHY???

back to the point of being tired. i am so tired i dont even have the mood to blog ever since FWOC. so sorry if you keep coming here and see the same old post. i am still tired. so untill i am less tired then i will definitly blog more.

it is so hard to play angel mortal when your mortal lives on the floor where the whole world walks through

just got spotted by another mortal. great aint it. hope this mortal will not tell my mortal or it will spoil the whole damn fun of everything.

block initiation with one totally fucked up freshie
and i really mean FUCKED UP

this is the first time i said "fuck you" and really meant for that piece of shit asshole to go F yourself in all sense of the word. i really dont say the F word very readily and this time i really meant what i said. this is more emotionally charged then the crystal or beverly hate history. who does the freeking little DIVA of a devil spawn think she is to just walk into KR. demented fucker is officially the 1st person in KR i HATE TO THE CORE and i am going to make it known to the world that i HATE her.

seriously. you pissed me off and that is going to be the end of KR for you. i rate you "the one who if dont move out by yourself by 1st sem or 1st year, someone will make sure you will". i dont mind taking up JCRC to missuse my power and position to throw you out of your freeking arse into any trash incinerator. you pissed me off BIG TIME BITCH.

watch it... you are black listed by shanny tan jingxian and you cannot undo what you did. shanny hold grudges hard and long enough to make you wish you were dead. seriously. you have crossed the path of the one in b block that will make you suffer. seriously. even keelong black listed you too so you better watch your freeking arse. if you can help it. MUAHHHAHAHAH...........

dont try to come to me to ask me for help coz you are not gettin any from me. you are not going to get any good response from me too. once blacklisted forever there. seriously. i dont even know you and there you are giving the whole block problems during initiation. you ought to get kicked out of NUS and spend the rest of your life in slavery. that is the only thing that suits you.

what is the point of you staying hall when you are complaining about the halls enthusiam? take a damn look at yourself. you are so freeking thin and so unfun loving that i think you dont even deserve to stay in PGP or anywhere 40km radius from school. get lost and leave KR alone. why did you even ever bother to sign up for hall in the first place?

FUCK YOU LA

people doing trust fall and there you are APing the whole damn thing
"who the hell are you people"
"why must i be blindfolded"
"why must i do this"
"i dont feel comfortable with this at all"
"what is the point of this"

"dont touch me"
seriously. i wished i never touched you at all. and leave you to fall down the tables and hopefully you fall all the way down to the first floor from rooftop. you initiated but you are NO B BLOCKER. we dont need people like you. so just FUCK OFF. just too bad that i am a responsible station master who is in "care and concern" for your fucking safety. i hope you just died.

it is okay if you were friendly about the whole damn thing but NO!!! you gave the seniors a hard time and you were so rude about the whole time. cant you have the basic manners to treat the people you dont know that you know are your seniors nice? seriously. you need to get a brain and two hearts. you dont just turn up, be rude and expect anything to be returned in good will.

din your parents ever taught you SOME manners.

luck for you you are one floor above me though as much as i wished you were ten km down.

bless your lucky stars if you dont see me.

i know i should not be bitching about anyone on this blog but in this case i dont freeking care a shit. that is how pissed off i am. even if you ever know who she is you will not be going to be seeing much of her at least coz she is anti hall and anti fun. i am a bad senior.
haha

IT'S FINALLY OVER

everything spells the end today for we as FWOCers. no more "get reel" shirt. no more tucking in of "get reel" shirt into KR shorts. no more shoes and socks. no more running all over the place to get things done. no more anything to do with FWOC 0607. well.... maybe for the clearing of the tonnes of logistics we have.

it has been a very fun time. for all the nonsense and the love and joy of doing rubbish. this is one FINAL THANK YOU.

dear fellow FWOCers.
there are many good and bad that we have gone through for the past 3 months. and yup it really is 3 full months since our first meeting was on the 15 of May. and all this time we have worked hard that only we know what we have gone through. others din see what we have been working our butts off. at first we really din know each other and yet now we have pratically lived together at least 10 hours a day gettin to know each other and all the wierd habits each of us have.

we have seen each other stressed out to the max. cried. scream valguraties. pissed off. bitch. go mad. act cute. be irritating. show the middle finger. dance. laughed. burp. sneeze. act cool. ignore u. talk rubbish. get horny. talk sexual without meaning it. go crazy. excited. eat veggies. drink like crazy. even drunk. basically everything. except naked.

i think we can say we hate the SPR during the last 3 months but i assure you that we will just want to sit in there for good times sake everytime the rest are there.

thank you for making FWOC such a fun time for me. we may not still know each other well enough to get married but i still love you all for just being who you are. you people are the best people i can know and know so much better then the rest in hall. thank you for being who you are and working with an ass like me.

love ya.

and thanks for making formal dinner a bomb.
this is probally the most formal dinner KR ever has in the pathetic dinning hall we have downstairs. we have set the standard for the rest. haha. i still love my arch. decorated by shanny the great. at least it looked really good in the end although it looked like a funeral arch when i started wrapping it with cloth. it really looked like shit before the flowers and vines came on.

i am KR's empress
my official title
i like how that sounds

B blockers love power and status
that is why 3 of the 5 blockheads are taken by US Bblockers

from what serene and shuying calculated
there are 22 couples in KR
that means it is 44 people attached to each other
making up almost 10% of KR

B block has the most internal couples (3)
A and D block have the most interaction (4)

hall is a conducive place for mating
just found it amazing so i have to share

what a nice way to end FWOC and start sch
and TRASH the rest out flat
and know that we trashed them out

it feels so good to be wearing the KR shirt out of hall now.

finally after 5 years of crying everytime the results is announced at rag day, this time we cried again because the chancelor sheild is ours again. we din just win the chancelor's sheild but we trash the other hall out of everything that is presentable. 7 out of 9 awards is remarkable. everything that is possible to be given is all for KR. KE7 and TH deserved every bit of the award they took from us. salute to you both.

but i salute us more. haha.

rag day is something really special this year. the float is a master piece of art (and junk) and all the credit goes to the raggers. plus the flaggers really did their job this year in making it work. ive seen the raggers put in the effort the whole 3 months. they deserve more credit for the float. they have their own stress and worries. but i am so happy for them that everything turned out perfect even though qingyow's bic was not working at the presentation.

the train was a master piece
the custumes were so damn nice (esp the astrocrats) and the mechanics
the wings were so pretty
the concept was to the theme with A+

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for raggers!!
hip hip....



the night before rag was a nightmare. i am too much in rag that i could not sleep at all the whole night except for an hour before it started. i was still running in FWOC motion where even in my sleep i was combining both rag and FWOC together. i dreamt that everyone was coming to me and tell me if they could bring OG logo boards and self painted boards to rag. and i was like flumbling over everything in preperation of rag day. great aint it.

by the time rag finished beautifully i was still in FWOCing mood. there i was making cheers out of everything. the whole afternoon and the whole night was full of what-say-you-say and KR warriors and the Cblock baozhu cheer. everything became a friendly-friendly *clap X5* or a something else that rhymes and have a particular beat.

the FWOCers where all going mad when we had to clear the float back to hall. you should have seen how particulary happy we all were when we found out that the float was to be at the chingay and at the exhibition at plaza sing. that means for the rest of us to say that we can have a slightly earlier rest cos we dont have to take the float apart and trash it.

needless to say the bunch of us where all crazy when the rest of KR left. we took the initiative to mad-nify ourselves for the greater good of FWOC madness. FWOCers really find happiness and laughter in the most amusing things. check all these evidence out.









FWOC have done alot of things to my brain. just recently i have found out how FWOC has dewired my brain.
1> now we think that everything we see is "kope-able"
even that BIG canvas sheet that was lying there in the middle of SRC
or that basket that is lying there or any other item that can fit on a lorry
FWOC makes theives
2> everything can become a cheer
3> everything MUST have a wet weather plan
4> you can always work with and IN mess

and one more thing.
i am so happy to get out of FWOC uniform. the shirt and shorts and even the tucking in i can take... but NOT in any SUN-over-the-MOON-way can i stand the shoes and socks. the ONLY vaild reason i can think of to console myself is that we will never know when we will need to run and rush for something important.

just a reason i have to console.

some things in fwoc i wanna give thanks for

D block seniors
firstly... i really really have to thank all the D block seniors for making me feel at home for the past 2 weeks. you people are the bestest people next to my B blockers. it is nice to know that everyone is very supportive of me and making me comfortable in the block. i really thank you all for giving me all the attention and even the care and concern some of you have been showering on me.

thank you for putting up with me all this time. i really love it when there is people out there i know that really appreciates me. really thanks a whole lot. CHEERS... i know there is nothing i can do to really let you know how happy i am to have known you all. before this i think i knew the D blockers the least. after this FWOC i can say i have at least talked to 3/4 the seniors before. thank you all for being there for me and the OG. stay the DIVA!!!

special thanks to:
jamie
sherri
peiching
yanhe
wilson
zee
cherlyn
shawn
feli
glen
etc.... list too long. you all know i love you.

i was really touched when i recieved this.... really....
*hugs and many kisses*



the past and present
MY two generations of FWOC
although i have mixed feelings for you people. really thanks for being there. it is better to have 9 people most of the time rather than none. so thank you all so much. sometime you girls make me feel the most wanted.

isnt my OG pic nice. complements of marcus and grace. the man and woman behind this years. hey people. freshies only... there is not enough to go around. seniors... sorry to say but i think you have to download the pic yourself and print it on your own. haha... sorry... you din pay for the orientation package. haha.... but i also think it rocks.



neighbours
you people still love and care so much for me although i am not around much for the past 2 weeks. really thank you all. anouncement of thanks to:
van for the card
shuying for the note and liang tea
mala for the cake
janelle for just being the bitch with the ocassional call
small S for hearing everything i have to complain about
nihara for the smile

i cannot express how much i love the 4th floor girls. sometimes i really wished that BIG S and shuying is around more. best if they retain one year. just one year is all i ask for.




RON
everything la. you know
LOVE YA

i don know if i really got what i wanted out of fwoc

was just talking to hongye, marcus and dinah and then it dawn on me really that there is much more to fwoc that i really want. the satisfaction is not there at all. somehow i dont feel appreciated enough. everytime i hear from the old hats that fwoc is a rewarding experience. yes it is but somehow something is not completed at least for me.

i for one dont regret taking up the challage. i did really learn alot from the 3months that i have spent in the spr. but somehow the external returns are upsetting. i may not be the best of the best there is out there to offer but at least i take it in my stride to try.

maybe it is just the programme.

i have made a lot of good friends and all of them are by the name of the fwocers. i have met and talked to more seniors that i have ever had in the spand of one year. i have created things better. but somehow there is just this really big thing that seems to be missing.

i dont like it when people start to compare. things are much more different on the other side. things are different from different generation and this one just made it different. 3months is too long a time of scarifise for people to hint that something went wrong. and they dont even say it straight into your face.

now i am just looking forward to my first old hats supper. finally ill have something to tell the rest of the next generation. to have something i your pockets to share. im already planning what to say at old hats.

but in anything. i love you FWOCERS. you people are the best people to be stuck with in 16 degC SPR 8 hours a day; and smelling paint fumes; and getting dirty with. i will not trade in my 3months for anything. you made things so fun for me it is just unforgettable. all the troubled times we have seen each other cry and angry and pissed of. all the time we hurled valgurities at each other and collectivly at others.

seriously. the valgurities and swearing have to stop.
even dinah is gettin it. means there is too much. ha.

FWOCERS 0607 unite

it had been so fun. although FWOC is not officially over. i must tell you all first that i love you.

thanks for going through everything with me. and for the bulk of the matter. you have no choice since you sign on KR FWOC. ahaha. we are in this together. whether the ending is good for not.

but i have to regconise that without FWOC many things will not have happened.
without FWOC 0506 i will not have been in ancas (ANCAS ROCKS)
without ancas i will not have known the fantastic e block seniors
without the e block seniors i will not have had known e block so well
and i would not have had so much fun throughout the year
without them i will not have known ron so well
without FWOC 0607 i will not have gotten ron

without FWOC 0506 there probally would not have a jamie and steph
or a jason and rina
or a shanny and ron

see????
FWOC does wonders and BRINGS PEOPLE TOGETHER.
even if there was a lag time in events.

many people are telling me my last post sounded angry

well. it is not.
i am just sick of comparisions.
it is like chinese new year mothers comparisions of their children.
pisses me off a bit.

moral of the story is:
no one ever reads my dlsclaimers anyway.
it has been there since i started this blog 2plus years back.
and it is the few things on my blog that does not move.

what the hell is the use of a disclaimer when no what the crap people even reads it?

"Disclamier
This blog has been created for my entertainment purposes only. i will take full credit for the improvements it has done to ur lives after reading this really uplifting blog content. I am not to be blame for any trouble that will occur to u at anypoint of ur lives (This includes all form of maddness, vision problems or even death.) u r warned!!! any reference to any person dead or alive is purely coincidential you do not have the right to question the creditbility of my life"

so no matter what you people have the right to shut the hell up. this is my blog. if you want to say something then go find your own blog. this has been my problem for the past year. and i think i have to put this up since ron mentioned it.

MY BLOG, MY ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY
i feel happy re-reading my blog

you people dont have the right to say anything
we made it ours so just shut the fuck up
you think you can do it just go and try it
dont take it out on us
at least it was somethint different

i hate expectations
you upset us some
just go away

7 longs days of not enough sleep

it is hard to be a fwocer. you have to go through 7 straight days sleeping significantly less than 4 hours a day (sometimes 2) and you have to maintain that cheerful personality even though you feel so damn sleepy you just want everything to stop where it is. for the past 2 weeks i have neglected alot of things.

i have neglected my friends outside hall
i have neglected my friends in hall
i have neglected ron
i have neglected my sleep
i have neglected my food
i have neglected my family
i have neglected church.

and i am so sorry

there have been so many things i want to do for everyone but somehow i cannot due to the demands of FWOC. as much i want to catch up with the B blockers and nelle. i have not had the time to stop and chat for more than 10 mins. always running all over the place to handle random things that need to be done. i miss the times where we just used to hang out in each other rooms till weird moon tanning hours in the mornin. or the times where we all could just sit together to do brainless rag rush.

orientation is different on the other side.
REALLY.

even though i may be a slight bit dissapointed in the OG for having small numbers. it is good to know that those that are present do care about you. they asked if you have eaten or if you are tired. or if you are thirsty. they dont come together as a whole but they are great on their own. my girls are a great bunch.

even moses sent me a note. i know he feels bad. thanks man.

now i am just so tired. there are times when i finally get to sleep alot and yet it does not make u awake. then somehow by the end of the day you suddenly find yourself drifting back to sleep. sleep suddenly seems like a privelige now. something that is more than special.

marcus is right. 2nd week of fwoc just feels aimless. there is no more sheep for you to herd after at the end of the day coz they have promoted themselves to meet the wooden heads. there is no more zanthos or anything.

but at least i can go back to block level. i really do miss my block people. 6th floor is still the best place to be. just one hour on the 6th floor just now just reminded me how much i love B block. elvin, nick, martin... it is the people that determins how you will live hall. and with the b blockers you live eat shit and breathe hall. the feeling is great.