it gave me choices

haha... when i think of it i really feel like laughing.

okok... see this pic??? this is the photo that my dearest siting has on her msn... and the funniest thing is that her guy friends mentioned that i was a "chio bu" as quoted from my darling. haha... who are they kidding? they asked for an intro...

i tell you i think i look so freeking ugly in this photo la. dont do me justice. i have taken much better photos recently since my face cleared up. there is just something wrong with my face in this picture. like my hairline is too high and my eyes too far apart. face too oily. but i think the guys are blind. but siting said that some who asked are not bad. i told her to do a QC for me then intro. must have sounded desperate. haha... i got better things to do with my life than to get involve.

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see what i mean by the NTU guys are blind????

how a girls brain work to complements
but really..
somehow an ego boost or two is okay.

when guys say girl chio.
girl happy for one day.
maybe a week.
girl keep thinking if she really chio
then decides that she is if guy really say so
girl happy for ever until guy say she fat.


shanny only 1/2 girl
too bad shanny just thinks she likes being called chio
esp when the picture is such an ugly on of her
make her think that she much chio-er
shanny happy.

haha.. if only everyguy i see and know thinks i am chio... shit la... too much ego... if i carry on i think "vainity is in death". not bad to have a dream to know that everyone thinks you chio... but shanny knows herself... shanny not chio... too loud... too animated... too forward... too roudy... too no girly... too no demure... too no soft spoken... just too no everything guy like... so sad!!!!

but shanny happy still... who cares bout the Y-chorosomes

swimming is the best sport invented

benefits of swimming:
1> you dont sweat
2> the water is cooling
3> you have a chance to see HOT BIATHALON guys
4> you get a tan
5> you dont feel very tired even after swimming 10 contiuous lap of free
6> you can work specific muscles to reduce "flabbiness"
7> you feel like you have a flatter tummy in the water
8> you do less laundry
9> you feel good
10> you burn calories

see??? there are so many pros of swimming. when you are tanner there is an illusion that you are slimmer. you feel better, there is less pimples. more exercise. beats running ANY FREEKING TIME. and this week i am so lucky... i get to swim like in the weather like just nice and not too hot or not too wet. poor dinah... she knows what i mean.

for two days i got the sun. and she dint. hahah... i INVITED her to come swimming with me today and she declined. and guess what??? the curse of not listening to shanny will prevail. the rain came as i left the pool. FOR TWO DAYs... dinah is always one step after me and the rain. hahah.

guess how stupid i was today? i forgot to bring my towel. thus resulting in a wet dog who still have to go for class at 4pm. turn up at tutoral so wet you cant tell the difference beween the water from the shower and the water from the rain.

when i start to loose the tire, ill start swimming at SRC with a nicest bikini. should go home and get my bikini that is not so slinky. and more swimmable in.

okay people, it's time to ultilise hall's facilities
see that gym???
see that reading room???
dont see that supper store???

shanny is going to adopt a healthy life style.
shanny is going swimming later.
shanny is going to study hard
shanny is going to love her 3 fat textbooks.
shanny is not going to cares what the rest of the world does.

yesterday was study failure day
yesterday was the day i had no self control

my way of telling myself i care about my grades

yeah people.. it is finally the day where shanny is going to hit her books. the day where she is going to strive for her 4.0 CAP dream. the day where she is going to practice some sort of self control and learn that studying is the best thing that ever happened to her.

it has been a good going day. raining in the morning = very nice sleep. and then went for my usual 6 hours straight classes all over art fac. attended tutorial. gave project presentation which went ok. then actually sat through climate lecture. then wanted to go swimming but it was apparently still raining when i got out... NEVERMIND... still a nice day.

all the way back to hall. found a note on my table. went online and book tickets to watch this new play by wild rice. i donno what got into me. i am broke but i still closed my eyes and keyed in my visa number. it looks nice though. since i had no money. i bought the cheapest seats in the theater. NEVER MIND... still HAPPY... still a nice day...



then one thing lead to another. and another thing lead to another another thing. soon before you knew it. you have already live your dream of fun and laughter.

then....







bloody shoot me... and how... i decided to blog while watching tv... i hate mondays coz there is always something to watch on tv... think of this... (taken from channel 5 website)

08:00 PM So You Think You Can Dance (Variety)
After concluding the 2nd auditions in New York, the show moves on to Chicago where thousands of hopefuls gather to strut their stuff to the highly learned judges.

09:00 PM Crimewatch 2006 (Info/Education)(Season Premiere)
The first episode of this brand new season of Crimewatch focuses on a crime inspired by the Anthony Ler case. A man hires three teenagers not just to kill his unfaithful girlfriend but also to gouge her eyes out! How did he do it and did he succeed? Watch to find out.

09:30 PM News 5 Tonight (News)

10:00 PM Desperate Housewives II (Drama)Color And Light (Chinese Subtitles)
With the aftermath of her breakup with Mike, Susan finds temporary solace from her ex-husband Karl as his relationship with Edie hits a bump. Also, the Scavo family learns more about the new neighbours, the Harpers when they baby-sit their children. Lastly, Caleb gets lose from the basement and roams around Wisteria Lane at night, which leads to major consequences for Gabrielle.

11:00 PM Grey's Anatomy II (Drama)
Make Me Lose Control
Meredith's guarded secret about her mother is blown when the sick lady is rushed to the hospital. Christina collapses.

just totally out of the question: i think nick should cut his hair.

i am so sleepy i cant even open my eyes
if this goes on ill never wake up for my papers
should try a sleep at 2 wake and 10 strick diet
i am so screwed
eyes still close
and it is my only 10am this week

sometime you simply need the motivation

last sem it was "you should be studying" this sem i have new motivation. a new reason to be hitting the books. i need a constant reminder that my life and future is in jeapody.

monday the 27th March
is a nice day to start work. i will plan the work scheduele for the month. time to pick up the momentum and all the other bits and pieces of work left. time to pick up all the lecture notes i have never seen before. time to pick up the textbook lying under layers of dust. time to put something into my brain.



anyway... remember the mid term i was totally complaining about? well??? i did not too bad for it anyway. 14.2 / 20. really not bad compared to the rest of the lecture theater. class average is 13 +++ i think. i know the project for this mod is well done. i just hope that they dont become bitches and put me low for peer evaluation. i am a very nice group member though i didnt manage to do much on the report...

i am really praying that my group members are not bitches. ill be close to my first A at least i think.

i really do hope i do better this sem than the last. but somehow i really think that i am on my way to screwing up my life in NUS. i am not any-freeking-where in any of my work. no study done. esp for climate, psy and gen bio. i am so totally screwed!!!

dentist earns 5 times more then the general practioner

they eat your money
and make you think everything is ok
the eat a lot of your money!!!

finally went to see the dentist today at YIH after two years. the last time i saw a bloody dentist was in start J2 and it wasnt even the dentist. it was the othodontist. so if you count the dentist dentist it was in sec 4 when they still had dentist in schhol. and today, they charged me a freeking $160 for the bill.

i have to grobble about how dentists are money sucking leaches that exist all over the world. they think they are so great and charge 160 freeking bucks on half hour of work. and all they do is to stick that drilly things into your mouth and pay for the water bills. why do dentist earn so much. there is simply no justification why they sould raid poor people's pockets and leave them poorer. they suck people dry to satisfy their own pockets.

poor doctors.
over writed by people who people who are equally smart.

all i did was to touch up my old filing and get a major hole done plus do a tiny one. and they ask me to nets a 160 freeking bucks. they ate my damn money so much of my damn money. and i only get 300 a month. my total doctor bills in 2 years dont even add up to 160 i think. what make them so sure they are legally taking my money???!?!?!



was telling jillian that i am going to become a teacher and make all dentist's kids suffer a horrible death for what their parent have done to my pocket when i am in school. and it was subsidised!!!! just imagine how much more it will cost?

seriously. dentist should all be killed. i bet you dont really have to see the dentist EVERY 6 MONTHS like they claim. it is only a SCAM to make more money. actually you just need to see them once every year.

just think of it... they charge in thousands to put wire in your mouth, thundreds to put metal bits in your mouth and tens to just want to put metal in your mouth. bottom line ??? - they charge every damn thing.

there is always time to warm up

i have come to realise that you always need time to warm up to doing something or working with people. or even the simpliest thing of finding a topic to talk about. sometimes you can just clique and just let the flow go and yet there are times when things just dont want to go the way it is. a few little tiny awkward silence between everything. sometimes it may be the degree of that very tiny little smile you give me.

i want to make it a good warm up until things really get heated up. i want to know that they are someone i can always count on no matter what. the time that we are spending together are going to increase and increase till we dont want to be in each other's presence anymore.

i look at them and i think to myself. i want to be like that. i want this thing between us to last as long as it can. friendship to go a long way and when i look back i can see that i spent one good year of my life or more with you people. i look at them and i think to myself. what a close bunch of friends. i want to be like that!!!!! i really want to be like that!!!!

then i tell myself it is now everyone takes the friendship. and it is how much you like each other's company. and how much you want to maintain how it was and how it is going to be.

just to side a total track...
i have been hearing this track on repeat. it is currently playing 86 times on my computer.

Love Is Where You Are
from the movie "At First Sight"

I used to walk between the shadows
Lost in the world that move too fast
I was afraid, I'd always be alone
Then I saw your face at last

I found my way even in the dark
Though at times it seem too far
I knew if I'd listened to my heart
I'd find that love is where you are

I close my eyes and see tomorrow
My dreams begin and end with you
I hear you say you'll be there
Always for me there
I must believe it's true

I found my way even in the dark
Though at times it seem too far
I knew if I'd listened to my heart
I'd find that love is where you are

Love is where you are
And anywhere you are
It's where I want to be
No matter what may happen
No matter where I go
Your arms are home to me

I found my way even in the dark
Though at times it seem too far
Somehow I knew even at first sight
That love is anywhere you are
Love is where you are
That love is anywhere you are

inter floor games DAY 1 : pictionary

here are some of the funny pictures that we have apart from weird phases that we have never heard of in our entire lives like "dont teach your grandmother how to such eggs" or all the other rubbish we have.

our teams first drawer and guess who we sent??? the girl without drawing ability. guess what vanessa drew???? guess what is this picture about... clue: a phrase that has something to do with animals... i bet you will NEVER guess.

"to take a bull by its horns"

like which part of this picture resembled a bull??? looks more like a rabbit. where are the horns??? it looked like a cute little bunny rabbit in the hat or something. martin needs to send our dearest vanessa to drawing classes

next by colin... guess what??? slightly better but not there yet.

"a leapod never changes its spots

just tell me which part of the thing is the head???? other then the tiny poka dots which part of it resembles a leapod? like i totally think that B blk residents cannot draw animals for nuts...

their team

my team. i know we dont look like much. but you sure are smart

i parallel parked with one try

clap your hands

is DA BOMB

seriously. it is like cable / SCV in hall. all you need is a damn fast internet connection. feeds me all my anime. and starting to watch all my anime is killing my grades, but how can you pass off free stuff??? easy to find episodes.

seriously... you can get almost everything on ... they have tammy video, anime, sex in the city, desperate housewives, korean drama, taiwanese drama, funny advertisments. all a one stop piracy website. talk bout making the world more open to sharing pirates ware. shoik man.

they should just make into a tv channel and put it on NUS cast. then the rest of the world can know and be educated on how powerful this source is. like my ...

so pp... just load www.youtube.com and enjoy the rest of your hall life. declare phantom and stay in your room and have a "movie" marathon

anyway... just started watching this new series of anime called henjou hen(donnowhat the other hell the name is) but the point is that is is damn freeking nice. the girl can chio.... so damn irritating... i just found out how much i love animes that have tonnes of fighting and blood. all those wierd explanations of how to utilise your hidden power and wierd family lines that enable you to have some mysteriuos ability to grow more power then the ultimate bad guy where the whole story is about one person training and suddenly realising that he have hidden potential

all rubbish...

but rubbish that i like so very much. i really love animes coz they dont make sense in the bloody first place. makes you happy just knowing that there is never anything in there that can be true

the picture that i have been looking so desperatly for

this is the much awaited photo from night cycling that i have been trying to find since the begining of time. my two sexy voice.... they all want me... hahaha.... damn funny picture la. eugene looks like he is having an orgasm.. hahah... so funny... looking back it was a fun night.



anyway... here i am sitting at the computer again. i should be reading my notes and starting on my other paper. sometimes i dont know what i am doing... can someone tell me why when there is something to do i claim that i have time?

12 whole hours

i was true to my words. i truly has the determination. i thought i could not finish but i did after all... all 3000 words typed out, edited and even done the cover page and biblio. i am so proud of myself.

all 1993 words of rubbish that has no what-so-ever connection. the paragraphs are so damn freeking long and everything does go in any right order... BLEAH.

my finger have been tapping away for the past 6 hours.
only 800 words

not even half
damnit

this is the great start to something BAD

that time of the semester is coming again... it finally starts the church bells for that one thing that should not be done. something that will cause me downfall and cost my grades this semester. something called: skippinglectitistism. it is a horrible disease that cannot be ever cured one you get it and then only way to decrease its effects is to have a 3month break.

great aint it. i barely made it to one lecture the whole of last week and this week sounds like it is no different. great aint it. suddenly the atmosphere is getting lazy and the work is piling up so much you can bare have time to print your lecture notes and then you end up sitting in hall trying to do your work but end up watchin the left over episodes of naruto and bleach on youtube when you jolly well very well know that you should be looking at your word document and typing something. (ok.. that was a long sentence)

not only that but you are sleepin in so late you can make century egg. i seriously have to rethink my sleeping times. i dont think i can survive exams weeks doing this. sleeping late and waking up 12 hours after cinderella's coach turned into pumpkin. i think it is time to start my "before i came to hall" sleeping scheduelle.

anyway... i know that no matter what i do..
i can always find time to play tennis.

tennis is a game i know i will die playing throught my retirement as long as i am still mobile enough to move sideways. anyway... it was funny how zhonghan was looking for me to play tennis then with xiexing it is "san que yi" macham like mahjong always need 4 people.

5 reasons why tennis is like mahjong
1: you need 4 people if not it will be "san que yi"
2: you need one person at each side
3: you need energy and totaly concentration
4: you make odd sounds like "huat" and "arghhh" and "pong" and "shit"
5: there is constant hand movements

in the end it was just the three of us. and then the other problem came in to court. yup. wanted to play at kr courts and then there we are... jason and peichin and grace is a sight to behold - occupy the courts!!! no offence but really lucky that jason partner pangsae him and i think i kinda force peiching and grace away SORRY!!!!. so there we are back to mahjong set of four people.

see how amazing the forces of mahjong is even in sports????

shuang lor. rally and rally until terrence came in later. sometime i think that my strokes are not good enough to play with guys. somehow they can hit better then me even though i have been tennising for almost 10 years and they a couple of months. it is very annoying. and i know how bad it is to play with someone of drain standard. no offence to anyone but the only word to discribe that is - annoying.

long time at courts 4.45 go in 7.30 come out.

I LOVE TENNIS!!!
call me when you play

the smoothness of jazz is getting into my head

here i am thinking bout my life again. sitting here at the table with random thoughts running through my head. why do these things happen so often these few days? is it because i am in that point and phase of my life when i want something out of the hours i am living through? am i wanting something so hard to get i will never get by not fantasing bout it?

i think i am spending too much time thinking about things that will never happen. i should be doing my work.

sometimes i think i want a fairytale. a real fairytale with something to look forward to and a prince charming to take me away. maybe a poison apple or two will not hurt. something that tears me away from my life once in a while and let me know that what is real and reality is something not there and take away from everything i ever knew is true. i want something that will make me think that what i have is something that is worth waiting for.

what is wrong with living in a snow white or dancing a cinderalla, or sleeping away a sleeping beauty. i dont care and dont want to care bout anything else anymore. sometimes a glass slipper or two will do no harm. belle looks very happy even though she was with beast. and jasmine always looked satisfied with her magic carpet. even if little mermaid looked happy with her fins. i dont mind fins. just something new

i need something to spark up my life. i just need a nice living fairy tale. something so unreal i can just live it through happily every after. i want to be able to sing a disney fairytale soundtrack. doesnt it sound very good already. i really admire those who have a fairy tale life.

but face it. a fairytale is the last thing that is going to happen in singapore. we dont have a cosmopolitian atmosphere like new york in chirstmas or sweden in the winter, or even mongolia in the spring. singapore is just too boring a place to be. there is just no nothing to start of a fairy tale even if i wanted to.

i know there are so many countless times i talk bout new york at christmas. that is what i really love. something that makes me feel so dreamy and living on a cloud. i love the jazzness of the place so mcuh i think i want to migrate or elope there. i love chirstmas so much. and i know it is march already. dont have to remind me but i really love chirstmas so much i want it to ring on and on the rest of the year. it is the ultimate time to be in a fairy tale.

wake up.

it is time for a personal revamp

shanny decided that she is going to be a changed woman....
no more love handles
no more tummy
no more crappy horniness
no more procrastination
no more skipping lessons
no more stuffing
no more many other things that make me undesirable

who am i kidding????

why is my life like that

my life dont suck that bad. but why do i sometimes want out of everything? why is it that i am feeling so much more stressed over sch now compared to last semester? there seems to be too many things to do this sem. i dont even have the time to go find food and stalk the rest of the block. i no longer have the luxury of time to go and travel round to the other side of hall and find people in E block? i no longer have the time i used to have. i hate semester 2

is this what uni life is making me?

i feel to torn between work and some time for myself. the past two days have been declared free days where i just rot in my room and what old reruns of whos line and crappy movies i steal from all over the place. but to put these two days up will mean that i am piling up work on my own accord. there seems to be everylasting pieces of work all over then damn place. there is this really thick stack of books sitting at the side of my table. but i have not touched it since they arrived here from the library.

i want the old times where i could freely do whatever i want... when i had the freeking time to do whatever i wanted.. but NO!!!!! this is not going to happen for the next 30 years of my life at least. just imagine. after this i will be busy with fwoc, and then after that i will be busy with sch, then after that i will be busy with ihg then after that my whole year will repeat for another 2 years then after that i will be working till my butts crack and all my blood is drained from my body and which by the time i can do anything i will be an old winkling old granny sitting at home and hopefully living on my life's worths.

i hate living sometimes.

why cant i just go straight to heaven and do what God wants me to.

but there are times in the middle of all this rubbish that i really enjoy. but no matter what, i treasure what i have and the live i have lived and is going to live coz i know God has lot in stalled for me.

have you heard of the birthday boy who ran willingly to the trash bin,
threw himself in and took off his pants when the world was saboing him.

look what bloody time it is

finally finished my damn general bio assignment. spent the last 6 hours trying to start on the paper and ended up writing so much rubbish i think i can throw the soft copy in the the rubbish bin. bloody term paper with stupid and ridicules topic.... wait till you read the instructions

You took a walk in the Botanic Gardens with your grandparents who had no
knowledge of modern biology. Your grandfather asked you why the orchid
flowers looked so colourful – colours that he had not seen before. You know that
these orchid flowers are derived using DNA recombinant technology. How are
you going to explain to him that the orchid flowers are derived from transgenic
orchid plants without resorting to biological/technical terms.
3. If you have to use a biological term, you must first explain its meaning and
definition that could be easily understood by someone without any biology
background. While you are to make the explanation simple, it must also be
accurate. Please note that the use of any biological terms without prior
explanation or definition will result in the deduction of marks.

like what the crap rite? like why would i even want to talk to my grandfater bout stupid things like orchids... it is like talking to him bout bonzai trees. bonzai trees and orchids are not even conversation topics i will ever have. let alone the need to explain the damn colors. so stupid... like even if my grandfather was alive, i bet he will not even ask me stupid sciency questions like that.

and you know what? i have a bloody term paper due next thu,
project report by parts due on 17,
final report due on 20th,
2 psy report on the 24th.
pop presentation on 27th

sounds good enough to die
after that i still have hdca..
i am so doomed.
sem 2 is really not fun

someone told me today that i had a nice tan
golden brown so she said
i look at myself and it looks black brown to me

i bought myself a vibrator while window shopping today

this is the funniest converation i had on msn all week. seriously... so funny i was like an idiot laughin to the computer like it grew hands.... change the name of person to "someone" to protect persons interest and hornyness.... i bet you all cant even tell who it is. so not like the person to say this even. but it is just so damn funny i have to show it to the world.

i copied and paste the damn conversation so forgive me if you cant read it properly with the weird symbols.. already tried to get rid of it

shanny* must do AIDS says:guess what?

someone says:what?
someone says:u had sex?

*shanny* must do AIDS says:i bought a waterproof vibrator

someone says:i know u bought a vibrator

*shanny* must do AIDS says:really
*shanny* must do AIDS says:it really vibrates

someone says: so have u tried it

*shanny* must do AIDS says:in the shower
*shanny* must do AIDS says:so shoik
*shanny* must do AIDS says:just came out

someone says:'DOH
someone says:of cos it vibrates
someone says: er..
someone says: so u used it in e shower ah
somone says: fun or not

*shanny* must do AIDS says: it is long and it reaches the hard to get places

someone says: waha
someone says: is it your 1st time ?

*shanny* must do AIDS says: no la

someone says: wait a sec, shldnt all vibs be waterproof
someone says: if not it will prob malfunction v quickly, right ?

*shanny* must do AIDS says: wanna see it
*shanny* must do AIDS says: i took a picture
*shanny* must do AIDS says: not all vibrators are waterproof la

someone says: alright sure

Waiting for someone to accept the file "PICT0011.JPG" (1898 Kb). Transfer time is less than 16 minutes with a 28.8 modem. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Cmd+.) the file transfer.

someone says: then those arent user friendly ones

Transfer of file "PICT0011.JPG" has been accepted by someone. Starting transfer...Cancel

someone says: those are display vibs for girls to tell others that hey i have a vib

Transfer of "PICT0011.JPG" is complete.

someone says: its quite impractical to use
someone says: like i bought for my fren, a vib which came in the shape of one of those london guards with the long furry hat
so, u can try to visualise.

*shanny* must do AIDS says: SO CUTE!
*shanny* must do AIDS says: i wanna collect it all

someone says: n another one which was a chef with long chef hat

*shanny* must do AIDS says: you can put it on display and no one will knw
*shanny* must do AIDS says: so SMART

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someone says: ORAL B..................
someone says: WTH

*shanny* must do AIDS says: i nvr lie
*shanny* must do AIDS says: it is a vibrator that reaches the hard to reach place
*shanny* must do AIDS says: and it IS long
*shanny* must do AIDS says:damn long even

someone says: chey
someone says: i tot i was gonna see u using a vib loh
someone says: so disappointing

dont you think that it is damn funny???
i am sure that both ends fit somewhere.
then came this


someone says:oral b was designed for THAT
someone says: purpose
someone says: or the inventor of the vib toothbrush came to the idea when erm. when using one.
someone says:lol

*shanny* must do AIDS. says: maybe

someone says: quite e amazign aint it

*shanny* must do AIDS. says:he wanted to create something that girls and guys can use
*shanny* must do AIDS. says: 2in1
*shanny* must do AIDS. says: ya
*shanny* must do AIDS. says: to think how slim it is

someone says: the inventor is girl la
someone says: wahhaa

*shanny* must do AIDS. says: comes in few sizes sumore
*shanny* must do AIDS. says: u sure it was a girl
*shanny* must do AIDS. says: wat if he was gay

someone says: then i will stop using oral b

*shanny* must do AIDS. says: u use oral b too?

someone says: yep
someone says: non vibrating
someone says: manual override

*shanny* must do AIDS. says: oh... u so like it manual

someone says: of cos
someone says:nothing beats self control

BLOODY TERM PAPERS!!!

what the hell is wrong with all these people????

POPULATION: evaluate how globalisation has changes the way researchers of today look at infectious and parasitic diseases (IPDs) in the Epidemiological Transition Theory.
LIKE WTF!!!????!!!

do i look like i know what the hell IPDs are??? spend the whole afternoon trying to find out if AIDS is considered as an INFECTIOUS AND PARASITIC DISEASE... like i am not doing a damn medicine paper... it's population for heavens sake... and i searched the whole bloody library and found nothing on the ETT. i thought our library is the Best library in sinagpore.. and what is the point if you cant find a damn book on the ETT... like that is going to help me acadamically...

GENERAL BIO: creating transgenis orchids for the flower industry
LIKE WT double F!!!?????

do i look like a scientist to u...

i am in freeking arts!!!!

BRAD PITT IS STILL A TOTAL HOTTIE
i loved him since primary school and i love him till now
this is long love.
he is so cute in mee joe black...
so damn cute...
if only he took some other lecture.

brad pitt is not people's mag hottest for nothing
he is still so cute i cant take my eyes off him
brad pitt rocks

BUTT HURTS LIKE FREEKING HELL
like DAMN ALOT of pictures
see until your right middle finger tired of scrolling

it plainly feels like i had gone through 24 hours of sex non-stop... like i know what it feel like but comparable to it anyway.... it was amost 9 hours of grinding my ass and my vagina to the seat of the damn bike. the bloody seating should have nice padding for hard butt people like me and the rest of the world. but NO!!!!! i paid 10 buck to have a seat so horny it kept wanting to grind you from below. you know what i mean.

but it was fun to join the rest of the block and people from the other blocks jay-cycling and defying all the traffic rules ever made to mankind. we actually passed two police car and surprisingly none of them stopped to hand cuff us and drag all 30+ of us to some prison for pissing off the law... one was along the route from block 85 to changi and the other was somewhere from changi to bedok.

cycle.. stop eat... cycle... stop agin... eat more... think i gain more weight this night cycling trip then losing the calories. i cycled so damn hard but i think i pigged out harder.

and for the record... i was so damn sleepy by the time we got to the prata place. mentally wake but so submentally tired and drained from the rest of the day... the cycling part was nothing.

here we all are... still at hall dying to pose for a block picture before leaving the place for a butt aching trip to somewhere out there nowhere. this is such a "before" picture... you can just compare the rest of the hall as time passed... like long days journey into night. more like long night journey into morning.

the more the night wore on the more the more of us became closer to joinin the bats and the vampires in hunger for blood and sleep.

the 4th floor girls on the bus... this is when everything have not started exercing our fat legs and butts and everyone was still alive and energetic. this was only still early at 8pm plus... WAIT TILL YOU SEE US AT 12 MIDNIGHT.

come on girls... show the world ur hair and a stupid face.... yes... we still HAD the energy then.


the rest of the bus... pack the rest of the 30 plus people in a bus on a nice field trip...

block comm photo... poor dennis... how ctupid he looks... the rest seem to be having fun!!!!

A photo while waiting at east coast park. this was a damn freeking lone wait while the block comm got the bikes and programme together. i seriously think that this is an over dose of red... i may love red alot but this one night is really an overdose.


my handsomes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my little ziz, my sexy VOICE, my cockster, the exchange and the comm


our bikes. purposely took the nicer looking ones with the extra side handles coz they looked more pro. BIG S hair is just screaming out to the world. even if the cars on the road cannot see her i bet they can see her hair...

futher down the line

much further down the line... khim is staring like he think that they are stupid.... but his expression damn funny

dinner at block 85

the other tables.

my table... dont you notice something familar in the last three photos????

lets play spot the similarities!!!!! guess what?????
you are right!!!!

stupid scavangers.... keelong, lye seng and khim...
i wonder if they paid for anything they ate...

anyway... say hello to :
one plate oyster omelete
one plate carrot cake
one plate sting ray
one bowl bah cho mee
one many more

one pregnant woman

PITT STOP ONE: block photo at block 85...

BIG S at some shell station at somewhere along block 85 and changi village.... this proves it now... BIG S is cheap only cost a dollar plus... somore got 8% rebate

right where i am

proof of existence.

chomp down desert at changi village coz we reached there too late for the nasi lemak

PITT STOP TWO : CHANGI VILLAGE.. group photo

somewhere at the middle of changi village back to bedok

see??? changi coast road. after a 7km stretch of long carless road in the cool night wind along the beach... shoik.


meet up with E block... or rather.... E block met up with us.



elvin in the middle of the road. this is in the DAMN MIDDLE of the road... we had to watch out for the cars to make sure that no one got knocked down


the dawn is breaking... early in the morning at 7am. we are finally done... done being alive and awake. everyone is so sleepy they can barely smile one last time for colins camera

I MISS E BLOCK!!!!

miss bothering linus for anime
miss stealing drinks from ron's fridge
miss buggin robin for vcds he dont have
miss invading teckie stock of drinks in his fridge
miss sittin in with enwei for anima screaning
miss qingyou and ken

those where the old times when i was not too caught up with my life.

my grades for the rest of the semester is screwed!!!!

studied all day long to know that the bloody test is a damn open book test. i studied DAMN LONG LA... one hour before still holding my markeres doing my readings. and worst thing is that i never bring my damn notes to the lecture theater. like some idiot. after the tonnes of readings on sexuality and gayism and lesbanism. to think that i put my brain through all those things to know that they never even came out at all.

my head is spinning with gay rituals and lesban images like i have the experience with one. i even know where gays hang out in amercia and cananda. if you want to know.. drop me a msg!!! i can even give you the details. what is the problem with me... i think i am missing and slacking out on sch too much...

just one half month ago i still have the jest to study for the term... but now i just feel wasted. i feel that there is nothing left for me to do when in reality there are piling up on me. i still have 2 lab reports due on monday (6th) and two more on the 17th. one term paper on the 16th and 2 damn projects.

anyway... the damn thing is 20% of the damn module. i think i am so dead... tell me what test is it that you have to write a research project proposal for 20% for the damn mid term??!!!??? they just chunk you two totally unrelated newspaper articles and expect you to write in context to singapore government policy and SEA... like HELLO????? THIS IS NOT POLITICAL SCIENCE!!!! IT IS FREEKING GEOGRAPHY....

LIKE G.E.O.G.R.A.P.H.Y!!!!!

what is the world coming to????

i saw him again today

i saw the tatoos
i saw his features...
up close
ok.. i was blatently staring into them
nice eyes
handsome

VERY HANDSOME...

SO HOT!!!

mayb i should major psy...
i am sure he remembers me...
the girl with the purple hair who screwed up her memory...
and her rp.

jillian says that she will pei fu me if i manage to get him
I WANT HIM
preferably in bed.....
he is SO FREEKING HOT!!!!

damn... see how horny i get????