educate or be blogger educated
to be pisses or not to be

it is appalling to know that my juniors have been put to suspension for blogging. yeah... schools are taking stupid actions on people who have done nothing wrong other then to express their views. and SAJC is one of the ones. my SAJC!!!! i mean i think i can have a second thought if i really respect the school now. i mean the internet is a free world even if singapore isnt. what's on the net is not anyone's business and highly unreliable anyway (as learned fm doing pw)

seriously is too dumb to be true. what is wrong with expressing views. i mean singapore may not be amercia but the fact that there is excess to internet allows us to take on the world standard. people overseas do that all the time and they dont get suspended or sued for bad mouthing someone. like hello???? if they are that bad then they should be talked bout anyway. like what can making student delete a few post and offer and applogy do? i mean this brings up an even more bad mouthing. then you will have more students who gather together in the canteen for btiching sessions and curse you back. i mean spoken curses could be worse then written...

what if the students start practicing black magic? wouldnt that be worse? i mean if there is no output of anger, fear, happiness and every other emotion experienced then i bet there would already have been multiple cases of rape, violence and sabotage. i bet they will not want to find voodoo dolls slashed somewhere within the school compund like in the toilet or behind bushes.

you set up some speakers corner in the middle of chinatown and here you are prosecuting us for doing a typed version.
what can i say???

the people who blew the matter up will be condamned for life by the whole blogger community. i mean one person only have that many readers and if you blow the matter up then it becomes a blogging phenomenon. bloggers dont like to be restricted, that is the point of blogging anyway - to type what you think. 3 out of 10 students blog in singapore, 3 out of 10 are only reaching out to each other. declaring war on bloggers could mean that you are declaring war on the whole world... is it worth it?

i mean if people acutally talk bad bout you then you must really be that bad. i mean like the many time i have said before. take it as a chance to improve yourself. as humans, we must learn to take advice. even if it comes from the computer.

seriously stupid.

some people have been blogging since forever. and if you ask us to shut down our blogs, it could be an emotional trauma and we will probally suffer from depression and spend the rest of our lives in woodbridge. the goverment would probally have to come up with some policy to pay for our mental bills coz they are the cause of it in the first place. i mean it is a stab in the heart to make us delete all 500+++++++ (some have it in thousands) entries even when only one happens to be about you.

you dont make an author rewrite her book when you disagree with the ending right? ditto blogs... just too immoral...

hey... studying in singapore is damn stessful la. if you cant even let us vent our frustrations, then prepared to have student burning down schools and MOE... anger and stress can be very frightening you know.... no wonder so many people WANT to pursue an overseas education. it is not like we did not pay for our education here in singapore. i mean if you take ur salary from someone you'll have to bare with it rite?

i am such a valuable player

yeah right.... i dont even want to try out for handball and they come and invite me to go for tryouts. i dint even think of joining handball on account that i think it is the hardest game to play in the existence of the whole freeking universe. see what i mean... shanny is such a highly valuable player. but you want to hear out what are the reasons????

they have not enough people for goalie...
yeah i know....

not that i dont mind. but i really hate running. the whole freeking world knows that i HATE RUNNING... i am scared that if i take on as goalkeeper then they will make me train with the team and make me run. i know i need the stamina and everything but sweating and panting is not the thing for me at all. by the way... how much stamina does a goal keeper need???

and the thing is that i dont even think i am a competent enough person to trust to keep balls out of the goal. like hello??? this person here plays racquet games. and after being hit by multiple tennis balls i totally have ball phobia. and the hand ball is so much bigger then a tennis ball and if people throw really hard i am so gonna get fractures and bruises.

there is a reason why i dont play contact sports.

handball is not something i put up on my list. it'll probally go as:
1> tennis
2> table tennis
3> softball
4> volleyball
5> squash
6> swimming (if only i went for trials)
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X> handball

tutor sent me back my essay

my whole paper is red la. have to almost rewrite everything. all my points and all my thoughts are so mixed up i cant even tell the difference between what is on the paper and what is not. everything underdeveloped and there is no stand that i am taking....

damn it...
i have to spend the night trying to figure out what i wrote. how can you find a counterargument to something you have no idea on??? when i dont understand myself to TRY to figure out how to counter me.... crazy....

philo- the sub that makes no sense

Sunday is PHILO DAY!!!
yes... PUKE...

finally gotten a handable paper done at five today. i started work at 10 am this morn. yes... i pondered over 4 pages of answers for more then 6 hours. it tell you it was really terrible to do such stupid papers.

like why will i care on morals. and why would i care what principles i can apply to solve a moral issue... i SIMPLY DONT CARE!!!! why is there ever such a subject in thr first place. who cares if you can define what is justice or what is holy. WHO CARES MAN!!!!

my answers were a bunch of crap. i have never written anything so bad in my life in such a long time. i mean there is no stand, no arguement no nothing to write. then you cant plagerise.... like what the F***....

i hit the big 60

this is the first time i hit the big 6. time to go on "operation exercise". must have been the many suppers. this is what happens when you dont have trainings. crap.... this is not really affecting me coz i think i look pretty much the same (i hope). i just made a promise t myself NEVER TO HIT 60.

starting next week will be camp for me...

FREEKING F*** PHILO!!!!

this is the worst module ever on the freeking face of the universe. what is the point of writing something you have no arguement for. there is not even any line for the bloody principle of whatever crap that is la!!!!!!

F PHILO

crap crap crap... rubbish at the highest degree!!!!!

why the hell did i take this stupid module????!?!?!? what was wrong with my head when i took this stupid module. must have been demented at that point of time!!!!?!?!?!?

crap
CRAP!!!!

paper due on wed. have not started....
will not complete even if you give my 1 month
maybe not even if you give me a century............

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY!!!!!

freek school

NUS is made of weird people who gives us so much reading all over the place. i have printed enough to cut the whole bukit timah nature reserve. waste my paper and waste my ink. more importantly is WASTE MY FREEKING TIME PRINTING... why cant they just make us pay for the bloody course pack. what is the point of making us kill trees when you can do it for us?!?!?!

Genes is driving me up the wall. what is the point of my studying this stupid cloning thingy??? i mean there are so many bio terms to begin with and i have to try to understand which goes where. i think my brain is so messed up i am not typing sense. As much as genes is super interesting, it is NOT A STUDYABLE SUBJECT!!!

i dont care what does on in the cells.

like i said many times before. scientist should just go and DIE. i mean the more they research, the more they are causing pain to the future generation coz we will have to study them in school. and it will just generate this whole society of brain damages population.

end of the term break. which i have not really concentrated and did anything. i keep getting my brain waves all over the place. maybe ill try recloning myself to concentrate more. i wonder if there is such thing as a "concentrate" gene in our body????

and talk bout that i still have not started on my philo paper which totally sucks coz nothing makes sense. NEVER EVER TAKE REASON AND PERSUASION!!! if you do then you are diggin your grave to a CAP of 1.0

study out and cook in
i dont know if the post or photo turned out right

went to suntec area to study. it has been such a long time since i went to town area to do stuff!!! it is enlightening to try on shoes and flip clothes every 100 meters. CLOTHES EVERYWHERE!!! and URS has this really pretty pair of pointies going at $49.90. it was so pretty!!! i really want it!!!!

SHIOK MAN!!!

i manage to hit some pages of the stupid textbook which i dont very much understand. Genes and society is killing me. it is such a hassle to study science stuff! like what is the whole problem with scientist???? i seriously think that all these dead people who came up with all these stupid theories and formulaes should juts get a life. was life really that boring in the past to make them want to do something???? ill rather live do without these stupid information and stay caveman... i mean i think ill totally love barter trading anytime to using cash!!!

anyway. as usual the four of us hit the super market (aka carrefour) after the books and then loaded the basket and ended up buying stuff to cook for dinner/supper. dory fish and pasta. it was so late that the spring chicken was going one for one!!! and ditto the sushi!!!! 20 pieces for 4 bucks!!! eat until so freekig full can!

killed the kitchen. the guys were cooking the dory. but i have to admit that it was good to taste!!! think they can quit school and find some sugarmommy, stay home and cook!!!! as a girl... ten claps to the guys... even females like me will leave the hassle to the guys. and cooking is a hassle

anyway. there was this obession with nicks new la bi xiao xing boxers. i serously think it is SO CUTE. this is the first time i see boxers that are so freeking cute la. think should get something like doromon or piglet!!!! that will be sweet!!! it got so lame and utterly stupid they started feeding his cock beer!!!! bloody LAME la!!!! then they got so retarded they decided to POT themselves!!! i assure you only GUYS do STUPID and BRAINLESS things like that!!!

posing with the boxers!!!! la bi xiao xing ROCKS!!!!

feed it beer. do you get drunken cock???

give one to xiao xing!!!!

now we know that we should ALWAYS WASH the utencils before using them...

i was confirm NOT DRUNK
just tipsy i could not spell properly (prev post)

i still remember what went on when i woke up this morn. i remember everything. it is not one of those MIB make up memory thingys. i remember who shared a cab back with me. i remember NOT GG to geylang. i REMEMBER THINGS...

seriously... last night was really too fun to begin with. pageant aside. the after party was hip man. it really is so cool when you can go around the dance floor and see other people who you know and have seen before somewhere sometime in KR in the past 1 half month. there was alwasys the og people and the E block pple and other odd faces.

i love my block and i love E block. each of a different kind of fun. i think i got quite high in the begining with a tiny sip of beer, half a jug, and a house pour. enough to make me shake my head in my usual drama self on stage. they pushed me to the front of the stage to dance la. BUT I LIKE!!! hahah... danced and danced like mad la. i think everyone thinks i am drunk. i hope it was dark enough so that no one outside the block recognise me. so embarassing la....

started with the block then towards the end danced with E blockers. danced with teckie!!! he so cute la!!!!!!!!!!! teckie rocks... who knows that a 4.8er CAP who takes 5 level 3000 modules and vice pres of KR JCRC is such a cheongster. though he dances funny. he is so BLING AND HIP!!!!!

teck yong, tecks your heart away!!!!

only came back to hall at bout 3 plus. if there was no lessons on fri i would have partied through the night till the club closes and i go broke buying drinks. have not partied for such a long time (since co's birthday) and the first time i do in months, it rocked...


drank too much!!!!
think it got so bad i actually kissed ron!!!!

bling blng ends with tipsy me


hall bash rocks man!!! there is everyone everywhere. is rocks when you know and you see familar faces all over the place. dance here dance there all over the club from the stage to the floor to the corner of the club,

i have never drank dso much in a single clubbing session. but this is also the first time that i got more sober with evbery drop i drank. at first i was high then the high curve dropped to donno where down low. funny. first logicial "the more you drink the more un-high you get"

i was drinking all over the place la.
first was my purchaced midori sour
then a shot of house pour
then half a jug of orange vodka
then another midori
then another half jug of beer
then here and there of everyone's drinks
then another midori
shared hug of something
then...

tipsy,,,

yes... i am typing this lightheaded. it was funny to see how the rest were worried that i got drunk. at least i still can hold my liqour well enuf. but i am still alive. dont know if i will remember typing this tmr when i wake up. if i dont then i was drunk of hall bash day. think i am still a little sober enuf to know what i am doing now.

it is also so funny to see certain people dance. and there are those certain people that i dint know are the chionger type.

ps: will post more when i am more sober

chap feast

what do you do again when there is a car (MPV)??? and you have people in the middle of the night????

YES!!!! you go out for supper.

once again the popular hotspot is geylang and we are back to the timsum stall. put 8 people eating and you get a 77 dollar bill. i am so going to put on more weight and inches round my tummy if this goes on. but really. how can you resist a midnight trip down to eat???? have you seen shanny reject such an offer???!?!?

but that was not the funnest part. we went for a midnight fieldtrip to jurong fishing port. i tell you the whole place there reeks of fish and guts and everything that smells fishy. but seriously, i have never done something so stupid before in my entire life. like which idiot will drive a whole family car of undergrads down to the wholesale market at 4 am in the morning to smell the chap and rot???

only boh liao people like us wil do stupid things like that. subject ourselves to torture and pain to the nose for a bout of fun and self entertainment. ended up with 2kg of cockles with cost only $1.40 and 1 kg of clayfish for $8... like so freeking cheep la.



went back to hall to cook the stuff. made a mess out of the whole kitchen.



stole chilli sauce from macdonals.

TGIO
Thank God It's Over

this is the marking of the end of the IBG and everything is bottled down to our KR rockers. what is better then to close a sporting even then to have a rock concert???? the end of a sporting season and the begining of a newer one of true competition. the IHG... but still long la. just just bottles down to more comms and rubbish hall stuff.

his wig and his hot leather pants


BABY!!!! so punk!!!! so cute!!!!

block comm

this whole block comm thing is driving me nuts. i still have not sercured a proposer. i am damn shittified la. everyone has gotten themselves a proposer. only i have not... damn it la. everyone just dont want to be coz will have to make speech. elvin is going to propose me if he is not thinking of running for comm also, which he has not decided yet. the date line is today at 6pm la. if i cant myself on that list with someone backing me then i think i can go jump down from my window. which is going to be terrible coz i will not die.

so many onz... pp running la. tough competition this year. it is good to have such onz freshmen coz they are all fun, but why does everyone have to run for block comm??? i like all the other candidates. i mean i love them to the core. but why does 8 people have to fight for that pathetic 3 positions???!!?!?! i mean your chances are less then half la. if elvin decides to run then the competition heat up with 9 people provided that i can find to proposer.

seriously la. everyone is v prominant in the block.if i run then i may end up with humiliation. i mean. what if i dont get anyvotes at all... that is going to be very shittified.

why dont i not run and just be a normal citizen... i mean... it is very easy to do that.

NERD DAY!!!!!

janelle went crazy... she self declared a janelle nerd day. inspired by PRC scholars. from our very famous J-mimi to this THING that is damn gross. but we had the fun improving her....


janelle's version of a nerd
1> rag and flag shirt
2> jeans
3> high bag
4> pleats




ADD A NERD BAG!!! all the way UP!!!

Add the socks!!! and unmistakable SANDLES. fold up jeans to reveal everything

NOW OFF TO LECTURE.yes... she went to lecture like that. i would be put to shame to be seem with her.

morning supper

love it when people you know in hall drives. it calls out for car cramming activities in the middle of the night. and then the world seems nearer to NUS. i love all the guys who have cars. makes me want to marry them all. haha. there are people who have merz and a 6 sitter. toyota, honda.... blah blah blah...

cruized down to our local red light district in the middle of the night at 1am. put 3 girls and 3 guys into a car and you probally got 6 pigs. geylang have super food. went from shop to shop to shop just to eat and eat and eat. i though i was really a pig until i saw the way joseph and nick ate and ate and ate. almost on par with me. hahah... so good to have friends in hall that share the same love for food. i think i found a eating gang.

from bean curd and mee shua. to beef horfan. to chinchow. to timsum. to mac. all in the spand of 6 hours. that is why i say that is so nice to have a car in your midst. only returned back to hall at 6.45am. thank God i dont have lessons on tue or ill sleep through everything. only manage to wake up at 2pm this afternoon. which straight after i went out for lunch.

i think hall is going to make me fat and round. but i really dont care.

running for block comm???

i am thinking of running for block comm. but the problem is that i have super competition. everyone seems to be running. and everyone the standard also not bad. i damn stressed. so far i already know 6 people running for that pathetic 3 positions that they are offering. that means that my chances are halved. i am not that popular a candidate i think.... damn it.... i got the feeling the block will hate a rah-rah type like me. it is natural for people to choose one who is more mentally stable. i think there is too much air in my brain for people to respect me as a leader. but somehow i manage to live through being cap and vice cap for 3 years.

and the other thing is that i am going to have a problem with my nomination. damn it. ill have to try someone to do it for me. asked mala. but somehow i think that janelle will do better for me. she knows me best in the entire hall. but fair is fair...

then ill have to prepare a bloody speech. think ill ask teckie...

i still have to get someone to nominate me!!!!!
stress!!!!
tough competition

if i dont get this then most prob ill have to scrap myself to go through all the other comms. then ill probally just give up and then go home next sem. bye bye hall and welcome home. they can forget getting me as soccer defender or tennis player or even support for the rest of the activites for the rest of the sem. haha. no IHG, no hall production, no nothing for me and no life for my life. i seriously hope that it will not go down this road.

but i seriously think that people will not like a person with my character to take it up. i am like the most vocal of all the others and the one who seems most likely not to do anywork except add to the noise and mental level of the block. i was reject by KRX. i cant stand another round of rejection!!!! this is actually important to me. i mean... it could really determind if i am going to stay. i find that if there is nothing to hold on to then there is no point of me to stay. ill rather go home and spend my time muggin and then make it to 1st class hons.

i love hall. but there is nothing ceterus paribus.

SWIMMING - my end of IBG

it spells the end of IBG for me. finally will be able to get down to studying without having to sweat it out too much. no more morning and night trainings and more time to lock myself in my room in attempt to do my work. i actually got something done last night after such a long time. hail the hitler of homework. welcome to the land of no life... muggin time!!!

swimming was the "last" event. WE FREEKING LOST TO D!!! though i would really like to take the champion on my first year here. that would be another legacy to me. after all the training i thought that there is nothing we could lose. better a chance then nothing. but it was great fun training with the guys and everything. i love the water. we lost but i sure had fun... i mean how nice it was to have swim in the rain?

the swimming people



dumping the block head



the B block supporters



at least they dint catch me in a picture with my fat thighs... it was all either concealed or not caught in the pic. i dont have anything with my tighs but if they rong ren caught it on cam and posted it on the web ill throw his camera down into the pool. ill just rather it not be seen.

just a picture to note...


i look like a hamster!!! so fat!!! what is wrong with the face man!!! what the crap is wrong with the hair??? think it is the lenses


This is DERIC!!!!!!!! rather nicely taken picture too bad janelle missed it.