the return of furry black

yup... my furry black is back... dyed my hair back to it orginal colour dispite my constant indecision bout the whole thing. although i really liked my golden streaks... i know i would have to dye back sooner or later. so why not do it today??? feels weird to have black hair again. hopefully the dye will not sink in and then i'll have back my streaks in two weeks.

i had a trim too. cut off 1 cm of my hair. thinking of keeping my hair long maybe half way down my back by the end of the year. when i graduate... i am going to highlight my hair copperbrown and maybe perm it... i'll see bout that in another 8 months. maybe i'll feel that long hair is not for me and i will cut it real short again. who knows.

met up with janelle just now. was at her place doing stupid econs MRP. i made her teach me the entire chapter of MRP theory. she's good!!! at least i understand. that is for me not paying attention in lecture when mr lee is going through and ponning. i just found out today that MRP= MR*MPP cool!!! she taught me how to do the stupid essay too. gave me an idea on how to do it.

SA notes really SUCKS!!! AC and VJ ones are SO much BETTER... the teachers better spend more time on the notes and give us more content. SA notes are SO LACKING in content! just photocopied janelle's entire stack of VJ notes. hopes it helps. even if i have the notes, i may not even refer to it.

have been hearing 'can you feel my world' almost the entire morning. that song is still stuck in my head now. that song just sounds so sad and loney, the lyrics are nice too. i am still singing along with it. it is so FREEKING LOW... how does my lao gong do it??? anyway.

**if you want to hear what it is like. go to: "http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/leehom/movie.php" and click on the song to watch the music video.... gotta check it out!!!

back hairday

should or should i not dye my hair back before i go back to sch on fri? i am scared that they will catch me on my first day at sch. then sarleee get detention. but the thing is that i really like my hair colour now... reddish brown with nice streaks through. the top of my head is just reddish and my ponytail is VERY BROWN maybe a bit golden at the ends. it is totally obvious if i go to sch la. it is probally ten shades lighter than my norml hair. i really love the streaks la, looks really good. but the roots are showing liao.

maybe i shd just go lighten my eyebrows then maybe i will not look so bad. sally hanson has the facial hair lightener. but then again... later ms K catch me then i die liao. even if i dye back my hair to black or dark brown. sooner or later my hair will turn a bit reddish right??? but i want my streaks!!! will the streaks come back??? i have two days to decide. should i dye first or should i get caught first??? arrggghhhh...

**pp... give my advice!!!

not my average THUG

♥ Warning ♥
read if u dare

i was listening to his CD AGAIN like for the hundredth time this week. i just can't get enough of his songs man. his english ones are really good... he is not my average thug man!!! but my husband!!! he can really sound like R Kelly and boys2men and even clay. totally so soothing to my ears and heart. he is really my perfect catch... everything i want in my man. he is the only man alive with my hundred percent APROVE stamp... he just makes my heart melt...

dont u think he is so gorgous??? who can look so good in everything he wears??( unlike certain people that ONLY looks good in long blond wigs) where can u find a man that is so talented that he can play almost any instrument on earth and even write and compose his own songs?(unlike certain people that can only play the piano) where can u get a gentleman and hunk and cutie and thug all in one? only my husband can do it. charmes everyone off their seats.

the other night i dreamt of him. he asked me to meet him at mediacorp but when i was at the market. my handphone rang and i picked up only to find lee hom singing me a love song. then the pp around me started to give way... to my surprise. lee hom was there. he walked over to hug me!!! i actually dreamt that he hugged me. too bad he did not get to do any tongue action. it would have been really really REALLY NICE!!!

think from that dream on i really really love him to bits. now everytime i see his posters and pics. i feel that he is mine and that i know is all too well. if i could just marry him (oh yeah i'm already his) sigh... think i am lovesick... better get a boyfriend soon... haha if only!!!

but come one... lee hom is 180. so freeking taller than ANY guy i know. so what if he is 27 this year. 10 years difference of OKAY!!! he totally makes up in the language department... speaks english more than chinese ( proves that is not CHEENA) he can even speak in jap and canto and dont forget French!!! allo??? TOTALLY MY TYPE!!! he is 101% amercian. at least he is not married yet (*so unlike some friend's talyor.) there is a possibility that i can actually marry him since i can meet him easier than someone's legolas... he is comfirm (plus chop) the bestest catch on the face of the earth. taylor and legolas please move asidebetter give way for someone a million times more man than u. MY LEE HOM IS IN THE HOUSE!!!

♥ Nature ♥
by my husband- Wang Lee Hom ♥

Nature is forever -The home for all mankind
And nature is emotion -That makes you feel alive
And time will pass -And you at last -Will live life all too fast
So slow the pace -And lift your face -And heaven will remind you

That nature is the reason -That everything is fine
But nature needs attention -We're running out of time
And soon you'll learn -That it's your turn -To take her back to you
The change must come -One by one -It has to start with you
And time will pass -And you at last -Will live life all too fast
So slow the pace -And lift your face -And heaven will remind you

Nature is forever -The hope for all mankind
Nature is believing -Our dreams will never die
We laugh and cry -We live our lives -And never realize
We think we know -But even so -Life around us dies
Don't let it die -You can't let it die -Please don't let it die

bigbird warming

i must so go to bigbird new house... i cant believe that one of my good friends actually will have a pool table in her house... i am going to be her bestest friend FOREVER!!! i can now play free pool FOREVER. this is called friend exploitation... haha... cant wait for her 'house warming' or sleepover or whatever it is called.

*she FINALLY returned me my eyelash curler... like after a century man!!! wait until cows come home she than return me...

think if she ever has a sleepover, maybe i'll tell mommy it is a two day one nite sch camp. lying has always been my forte. one more time will not hurt... i can lie without batting an eye man... such talents just lie in me, mastered it through the past 10 years of my life. since she does not trust me, then why i just make her not trust me by trusting me... whatever i am talking bout.

post christmas dinner

i finally had a proper dinner with the girls... this time it took place at lyn's house. brought some ham and chocolate tiffle cake over. lyn had turkey, salad (with i bought) and even made mashed potatoes herself. if i get food poisoning tomorro it will TOTALLY be her fault... i really stuffed myself just now. was eating everything, literally clearing the stuffing, potatoes and salad.

i started the dinner as the head of the table by cutting the stupid turkey... but i just cut it the wrong way. but still it was still edible k??? finished half the bottle of salad dressing (and it was not the fat free one) think i am so going to grow fat later. *must work it off* anyway... food was great!! tasted much better with all your bestest friends in the world, everyone was there though SOME pp is still as LATE AS USUAL. dont blame bigbird but some OTHER pp is just UNFORGIVABLE.

that jillian ahh... everything also bout dingyuan one... one day apart can die one. think those two is at second base liao... haiz... dingyuan actually sent her all the way from her house to lyn's in a taxi and came to pick her up later. wa lao... what is this la!!! no one EVERS does that to me. conclusion of the day is that that dingyuan is more than filthy rich... so far he has bought her ( as far as i know):

- topshop skirt worth 63 bucks
- tons of earings
- millions of necklace (will soon get a tiffiny ring )
- a FCUK watch which is not sold in singapore (must cost more than 100 bucks man!!!)
- shirts
- 1000 bucks on cab fares
- whole set of LOTR DVD (not the cheap vcds but DVDs!!! cost bout 50 for one piece)
*total of more than 1400 going on 1500 now.
he will soon buy her underwear (maybe he already has it packed somewhere in his closet.)

i heard he even owns a car!!! freek!!! just that he is still lacking a licience... what crap man!!! think he has my stamp of approval liao... jillian wore a skirt again. when i called her earlier in the afternoon and had this overbearing arguement about the importance of puntuality with her, she left out the fact that dingyuan was with her. what the...

really love this dinner a lot. had so much fun talking bout all the rubbish a bunch of girls can. everyone was like talking so loudly and laughing even louder. dingyuan actually joined us for the last part of our meal when i finally clearing the dishes and started out with the cake. and the cake WAS REALLY SOMETHING!!! tasted really good... all the chocolate. prediction of pimples on the way tomorro. WOW... wu lala.

talking bout pimples. think i better start taking my evening primrose pills liao... they said it does good for the pimples. i shall try it for a while. at least it stops cramps. if it doesnt work... i shall go see a doctor for medication... my pimples are getting really bad now. all over my cheeks.

homework my foot

today is so unproductive man... the sky fall already still have not done any homework at all... tell me bout the whole procrastination thingy... it must really be in my genes. started out pretty well doing GP crit read. then... i suddenly felt like reading and i started reading all the way from after lunch to dinner. still have quarter book left. wanted to do geog at night but ended up reading all my magazines again. sigh... what is with me???

the book i was reading proved not bad after all... amanda quick is one of the best romance authors ever after judith mcnaught, linda howard, jill barnet and nora roberts. she rocks at writing trashy historical romances... just love the old england times... wished i was one of those witty and charming females in those romance novel in those time. if only... book is called 'reckless'. but my favourite book is still 'something wonderful' by judith mcnaught. GO READ!!!

maybe i am just destined to be a book critic. i have always wanted to write a book. got the story line like when i was in sec3. the only two persons who i have shared my story with is melissa and mahes and i promised then that if i ever published my book. i'll send them both free copies. my main plot is done just that i have never thought out an ending..

think i blog too many times a day. can spend the entire day in front of the com surfing web and reading blogs. really fun reading pps blogs. some of those pp from the US has really interesting ones with really cool perspective on life. after reading, i think even if i did live in sinagapore. dispite the education system and routine life, i have a pretty interesting life. seem to be re-evaluating my life everytime i blog. i can totally reflect on my actions.

♥ You can't fight me ♥
by Brian Adams

Got to fight another fight - I gotta run another night
Get it out - check it out
I'm on my way and I don't feel right
I gotta get me back - I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK - I'll find a way
You ain't gonna take me down no way

Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Dont' push me - I'll fight it
Never gonna give in - never gonna give it up no
If you can't catch a wave then your'e never gonna ride
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in - never gonna give up no
You can't take me I'm free

Why did it all go wrong? - I wanna know what's going on
And what's this holding me?
I'm not where I supposed to be
I gotta fight another fight
I gotta fight will all my might
I'm getting out , so check it out
Ya, you're in my way
So you better watch out

FIGHT THE HOMEWORK

the race

i woke up early to do homework today. waking at 9am is not easy k... i must fight the battle now and conquer the mountain of homework bestow on me. determination, courage and guts (learn from LOTR) i have so much to do so little time on my hands. giving myself 3 days to complete everything. then i'll be able to clean the fishtank AGAIN (mommy forced me to)and relax my last few days of the holidays before the BIG YEAR.

daddy gave me a very nice christmas present. he finally installed the shelves in the room after like an entire year (since last christmas) think my procrastination genes came from him. he is like THE MASTER!!! he does the things he promises ten years later. but we are so used to it already... got three more planks of wood in the room which =s to more storage space.. yeah... but the problem is that we cant put heavy stuff on the shelf coz the metal support is super weak.

didnt have much of a christmas dinner yesterday... it was raining so hard that the entire family just was too lazy to go out for dinner. me and louis have to drag our butts out to help the rest tabao stuff. decided to eat chicken rice afterall. anyway... it has only occured to me that THE ENTIRE BISHAN has the same idea of a christmas dinner. there were tons of turkey deprived pp at the coffeeshop eating duck rice and chicken rice for dinner... subsitutes maynot be that bad anyway.

finally saw the last video for final fantasy 8 after like so long... (to kerjin: the guidebook was a help. thanks) anyway... STUPID ENDING!!! what kind of stupid ending id that la... waste my time... but i finally found the FF character i really love: LAGUNA!!!..... all the FF characters all also very nice. next stop FFX...

okay... must go hit the books. no more procrastination liao... time to run this stupid race...

♥ The Christmas Song ♥
by Christina Aguilera

Ooh, hmm, oh yeah
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like Eskimos

Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe
Will help to make the season bright
And tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight, night

They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly

And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two, ooh yeah
Though its been said many times, many ways
Merry Christmas to you, ooh oh yeah, ooh oh yeah

They know that Santa's on his way, he's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is going to spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly

And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two, yeah oh
Although its been said many times, many ways
Merry Christmas, yeah
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas, oh
Oh yeah, oh yeah ooh
Oh yeah to you
(Hum, hum, hum...)
Merry Christmas...

christmas!!!

christmas is here again!!! time for giving giving giving and receiving receiving receiving. i have the entire day do collect stuff. cool!!! christmas is also the time for the best television programmes on tv... there are just so many shows i want to watch on tv today...

- billy elliot
- must be santa
- showbiz
- hito hit awards
- serendipity

anyway... went to jilliandingyuan party last night wearing zara skirt and black top. decided that it is NOT TOO short for playing pool anyway. and i actually managed to play two hours FREE pool without any guys disturbing. i think we kinda forced them away of the pool table in the first place. and you know what??? i beat canice in the first game by 5 balls!!! ( i havent lost my touch after all)

the stupid thing is that we only reached the party at 8pm due to jillian's typical lateness. she said she will be at co's house at 5.30 only to arrived one and a half hour later esorted by her darling dingyuan in her favourite teeshirt and board shorts. all these while she was at his place decorating the house instead of being with us at co's place. what is this la... zong she qin you... Stupid jillian...

she took one hour to get ready lor... kept saying that there is no one there yet (but we found out otherwise). jillian is still our dictator lor... still 'bossing' us around to get her stuff and get her ready... really like some queen... you know what she wore??? shirt and skirt bought by dingyuan !!! that guy really loves her to the core that he acutally bought her a 63+ skirt and some top (later she also wore his earrings and necklace) i wont be surprised if he bought her underwear in a month's time... THEY ARE SO TOGETHER !!! the thing is that she actually wanted to wear a skirt without complaining. the last and probally only time she wore one was that time when we had to force her into lyn's skirt for the 17 thingy. and this time she wanted to... love can really do wonders.

dingyuan is like totally sweet to her... even if you didnt know he bought stuff for her... from the way he treats her you know!!! SO SWEET!!!( if only someone was THAT SWEET to me) they hid themselves in HIS ROOM with the door shut!!! **what could they be doing i wonder???** anyway she took a REALLY long time to open the door when i call for her. ***she must be arranging her clothes*** like i said...THEY ARE SO TOGETHER dingyuan is just right for her in all ways EXCEPT the height thing... ooohhhhh...

shivers *the ONLY thing missing from this is a MISTLETOE

think we only went to the party for two reasons:

1. to play pool (duh!!! who can resist free pool)
and
2. to eat free food (DUH!!! who can resist that too. did i say turkey, beef and ham... come on it is FREE!!!)

we went back to co's house after leaving at 10pm sharp. guess there was nothing really since we have finished our food. guess what i did... i had the cheek to ask dingyuan if he has plastic bag to let me tabao the food... I REALLY NO FACE but then again, think i will not be seeing those pp for a really long time, or maybe never at all... so WHO CARES!!! if they dont know me, there is nothing they can do... hahahaha... TRASHCAN STRIKES AGAIN!!! both lyn and jill were really paisae they knew someone like me and co... who can blame them... they to face AJ pp when sch reopens...

parrrtttteeeee

the four of us have finally decided to go after all since if we are unhappy bout the party we can still walk back to co's house. think we spent about a total of 2 hours trying to decide if or not whether we should go... kept calling each other on the phone... (one of us should sign up for the multicall service)

to decide to go is a good thing... but then i have got to get our presents for exchanging... decided to get chocolates after all coz everyone just loves it. got 1 box dove, 1 box milk something and 1 box ferero. bout $5 a box... think im going to get chocolates back anyway.

the next step is probally... WHAT TO WEAR!!! have came up with a few choices of chothes combinations which i may decide to wear... it is the following:

1. black top with zara skirt
2. black top with jeans
3. white turtleneck with zara skirt
4. white turtleneck with grey 3/4 skirt
5. army green spec with zara skirt
6. army green spec with 3/4 denim skirt

but then again i have came up with problem with each piece of clothes:

1. black top- makes shoulders look wider (like it is not wide enough as it is)
2. white turtelneck- dirty easily & HOT!!!
3. army green spec- open shop when playing pool
4. zara skirt- too short for me to even sit still at party (rides up too high when seated)
5. jeans- FAT TIGHS
6. 3/4 skirts- ugly and tight. ( pokes out all tummy fats)

*i am soooo NOT CONFIDENT man!!!

SHIT

I BROKE A NAIL !!! now my fingers look weird... the one with the broken nail looks like it belongs to a kid - so stubby... darn. i spent the entire holidays keeping my nail for christmas and new year just to break it NOW...

*darn- why is heaven so unfair !!!

to go or not to go

that IS THE QUESTION. just got off the phone with lynette. stiil wondering if we are going to jillian/ dingyuan party tomorro... have been thinking for like the past two weeks or something la if i am going or not... it is like the only thing arranged for me on christmas eve la. same thing for lyn... the ONLY two loney not-so-christmas-family, lack-of-turkey girls in singapore with nothing to do on christmas eve.
*sigh

came up with Shanny's pros and cons for my existance at the jillian/ dingyuan (think it sounds better as jilliandingyuan party- they r almost one)

Pros
- it is the ONLY thing i have on
- get to meet other pp and the girls
- there is a pool-table (LONG time since i last touched a cue *hinthint*)
- mahjong (pong! man...)
- FREE FOOD!!!

Cons
- no one i know
- no one to go with me (i have the girls)
- have NOTHING TO WEAR (pls ignore the second last entry)
- only know the hostess and not the host
- dont even know how to get there if i actually had the address (now i know)
- have to get gifts... ahhh...

anyway i am meeting up with lyn at least tomorro. no matter what... she still owns me my boots. and I MISS HER (though i have not seen her for three/two weeks). if lyn and co both goes then most prob i will too... but if one does not... then...

jillian was telling me IF we are going. we can go to co's house first or maybe drop by at dingyuan house to play pool then go over to co's for changing. since they are only a bustop away. that will mean that i will be able to take 156 home... thanks god...

we'll see tomorro morn.

♥ poke the penguin at own risk ♥
just a game: try it !



isnt it cute???

winter cleaning

i woke up today at 9am to do some spring/winter cleaning around my room. it was left in a huge mess since promos... stacks of notes and worksheets are stuffed all over the room in trays and drawers. clothes all over the wardrobe. i only got around to pack some things up this morn.

**i was listening to my Spirit soundtrack again while doing the whole cleaning thing. now that i heard the CD since donno when... the songs sounded quite good actually. brain adams is quite the man for such a cowboy theme soundtrack. his slang is pretty cool... the bottom song is acutally my favourite song from the soundtrack- this song is the only song that can make me cry!!! how can any song sound so sad and yet inspiring???**

anyway... i was packing all my notes that are thrown all over the place. spent one entire hour sorting it all into subjects and placing then 'neatly' into plastic bags and then onto the shelf. too lazy to sort it out to date though... think i will do that some other time. i found handouts i never knew i ever had... think the reason goes as follows:

1. my memory is bad
2. just that santa decided to send some early over for christmas
3. they decided to apparate over to my house from wizard land (harry potter felt sorry for my-lack-of-notes)

the wardrobe is just as disorganised as my notes. everything which used to be in order last month is not in order anymore... clothes are chucked into the corners. i as usual found clothes i never ever remembered having. resons goes as above... I HAVE TONS OF CLOTHES!!! enough to last me at least another 5 years considering if i never grow fat. decided to throw out some clothes for the salvation army. but my all updated wardrobe still goes as the following:

-10 long pants (7 denim; 2 cargo)
-8 skirts (4 long; 6denim)
-10 shorts (3 denim)

-7 long sleeved
-28 tees (13 big; 15 baby)
-25 sleevless (9 specs)
-2 sweater
-1 windbreaker
-4 dresses (all which i'll rather be caught dead than wearing)

-17 bags (i have a handbag closet)
-18 footwear (maybe my own shoe shop)
-86 unclassified items (eg: belts, sportswear, uniform, homewear... etc...)

*of you think this is a lot... wait till u see what i started out with BEFORE i threw out anything* i am SUCH A DENIM FREEK!!! ohhh my god!!! have to start thinking of what to do with all my clothes man!!! MAJOR CLOTHING OVERLOAD!!! i better stop buying anymore stuff- but then again... who can stop me???

i made a really big discovery while doing my cleaning... i have like 19 bottles of nail polish after throwing out like 7 bottles. i think i am really mad!!! not only that but i have like a whole makeup set of 9 eyeshadows, 6 glosses, 2 mascaras, 2 lipsticks, 5 donno-what-pencils, 1 eyelashcurler (*bigbird owns me one electric one), 3 foundations, 6 fragrances... that does not leave out my 6 sunglasses and a whole box of everything... sigh... i am going to run out of strorage space soon...

check out my bookshelf... tons of books i rented and never got to return coz i just love the books so much. 3 series of comics **which still have missing books due to the inefficiency of friends who don seems to reuturn anything** (book 11 to 19 of the prince of tennis which it still own bing.) 25 files which contains donnowhat. a box of hair and face products which i never used. 115 magazines i never threw out since sec 3.

SO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE SPACE... maybe i'll need to rent on of those storage rooms they have on the market.

♥ Sound the Bugle ♥
from spirit- stallion of the cimarron

Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart

I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me - lead me away...
Or leave me lying here

Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere
Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark
Lay right down - decide not to go on

Then from on high - somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls - remember who your are
If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow
So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in abattle
To be free once more -Ya that's worth fighting for

Lord-of-my-Ring

**pride... courage... trust... honor... duty... faith... love... sacrifice...**

oohhhhh... that is all really a gush of blood to the head. all these made think twice of who i really am... proud of who i really am... it is all in believing in yourself and others. all the sensations to the heart and body at the same time. God has really made this show right...

Peter Jackson TOTALLY ROCKS!!! i really kowtow him... hail to Peter Jackson for making such a Godsend movie, not one but three! bestest director in the world. his graphic crew rocks too! who can make middle earth look so good???

think the thing that really takes my breath away are the ranges of mountain and the shire and the castles and the caves... ohh my god they are really fantastic!!! New Zealand is really all the best packed into one place. i just want to take the first plane there, dress myself as an elf and dance around in the forest... hahah i must be mad...

WHO can forget the HUNKS man??? where can you find all the hottest guys in hollywood pack into a single show??? Lord of the Ring is just the show for that... who can forget ARAGORN and LEGOLAS??? eversince forever have i goggled over this two characters... they take my breath away... the following tells why:

1. ARAGRON ♥ - king of kings!!! looks hotter covered in sweat... looking hot in all sorts of costumes. loves the way thou hair sticks to thou face. thou eyes are of the deepest shades of his love ♥ to thy!!!
2. LEGOLAS- prince of all elves... even of thy heart. Chiobu!! looking good in tights and long blond hair that never seems to have a tint of sweat (maybe elves dont sweat) hair flows in the wind with every movement. shoots arrows straight to thy heart ♥ !!!
3. FARAMIR- looks good on the fire with thou eyes closed. looks got plunged in sweat too... yup... brave and courages... ranger that rides to thy direction.
4. PIPIN- dont laugh... i actually thinks he is cute k! his is actually quite good looking in the movie... his character takes my heart away
5. FRODO- nothing great bout him other then his eyes... the depth of those deep blues...
**too bad all the actors acting the above are not at all worth goggling over in any other ways then in this movie only**

this movie is funny man!!! i acutally caught myself laughing away la at certain parts. IT IS CALLED 'COMIC REFIEF' ms D will be so proud of me for spotting that... haha... love the way legolas, aragorn and that dwarf guys counted the number of enemies they have fallen. it is so the fellowship. and co is right... only the elves get to have the most action. only legolas had the only one-man-show thing. how come my Aragron don have one!!! that is so unfair.

not-so-friendly-friendly

coach arranged us a friendly match today, just a couple of ah pehs and an ang moh... quite cool to actually see them play. and i have got to say, they actually can and have preety good shots.

i played a match of singles with Stephanine the only ang moh there. she sat the same bus 93 as me and got up from the same stop as bing. bing was telling me she looks quite pro... got two rackets sticking out of her bag. anyway, i freeking lost the match 9-3. i know i could beat her maybe 9-7 or something. i was not n form la. all my base line shots kept going out!!!! ahhhh.... really mad!!!

I AM SO FREEKIN UNFIT!!! i actually felt like dying when i played the match. i was panting worse than a dog. if my ears just grew longer i will be no different from one. maybe it is because i actually ran for every ball... was on my feet through the game. ahhhh.. but i still lost...

*maybe i am just a bad loser...*

zat and raph was playing doubles with this two really cute ah pehs. one of them had this really big potbelly and the other was all greying up to his beard... they were so cute. looked like two really old dogs la... the match was preety interesting to watch... good shots by all the four of them occasionaly. but i didn't really knew who won anyway...

**to the sch admin:**
this is like the first time i bathe in sch. and if the sch admin ACTUALLY reads this... (like they ever do but...) PLS INSTALL A DAMN WATER HEATER!!! the water was freezing my precious butt!!! it was most probally minus 100 degrees man!!! colder than the north pole... now i know how santa feels in the shower. he has my sympathy...

anyway, donno who off the lights while i was bathing... hello??? dont it occur to you that when the lights are on there is SOMEONE in the toilet??? at least use ur brain and check it out first before you pull the switch!!! the dark is NOT the place you want to bathe... at least in sch.

one more thing... get rid of the stupid air freshener!!! it keep producing gas and it really sounded like someone sneezing!!! hello??? insercurity of isolation in the darkness!!! get something that does not sneeze for heavens sake!!!

the flu

mommy actually did what the typical Singaporean will do during a world-wide epidemic... she got the entire family over to eugene's clinic to get the flu vaccine. that is like the entire family plus my maid squashed up in the car all the way to Yishun. the back seat was totally squashed up... the family is made up of 6 big pp and more bigger pp... my legs were all numbed up by the time we reached there. almost needed a cast for my 'broken-blood-inefficent' leg... haha... maybe i needed a leg transplant.

anyway... the clinic was really really small... there was hardly anyspace to walk man!!! but the coolest thing is that from his small room. he had a camera linked to his computer where he could see what's going on outside... the computer actually double upped as a tv...

the vaccine is like to last for an entire year. that means there will be no flu for me!!! tell me bout the good news... no flu. no flu. no flu. no flu. no flu. no flu. no flu. no flu... it is vaccinated for all local strands of the flu virus but not SARS... so IF i ever got a flu this coming year it COULD mean two things-

1. that stupid flu bug that is going round killing pp world-wide
or
2. SARS *then again it is not really a flu*

which i think the latter is more unlikly. anyway if i do actually get the former i dont think i will die. there are quite a number of reasons why most probally i will not die after catching the former-

1. i just got a vaccine that vaccines half the virus so i will not get seriously ill
2. i am ever so healthy *maybe*
3. i eat my apple a day *or something else*
4. i am still young *duh!!! 17 going on 18 next month* **hinthint**
5. God wants me to see the world before i see his

my arm is like really aching now. lucky i got it on my left or i will not be able to do many normal human things. think it is going to ache or another day or two though... but this whole thing made me know my mom better man!!! she is that KS...

♥ No Way Out ♥
theme from brother bear

Everywhere i turn, i hurt someone
But there's nothing i can say
to change the things i've done
I'd do anything wilthin my power
I'd give everything i've got
But the path i seek is hidden from my now

Brother bear, i let you down
You trusted me, believed in me
and i let you down
Of all the thing i hid from you
I cannot hid the shame
And i pray someone, something will
come, to take away the pain.

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know i can't be free
But i can't see another way
I can't face another day...

chocopimps vs homework

ok... which would u rather have? chocolate or homework? duh it will be chocolate right? well... i have kinda learnt my lesson eating chocolates. i have consumed 25 bars of kitkat chucky in the past week and now my entire face is no different from hawaii. in fact i think it erupts more frequently all the volcanoes there put together... i look like the moon... that is probally why chang'er left the moon for earth and manage to fall in love with houyi.

i totally regret eating that many bars. though i still have five bars more, i must try to consume it slower o avoid the whole crater face thing. but the mega problem is that i really love kitkat chucky!!! if only i can get a box of it for christmas *hint hint* anyway think i will live off it for a while. time to get my OXYs...

there is only two weeks left till sch starts again and I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK YET!!! yup... a total slacker like me is most probally not ever goint to finish anything at all... homework not done lists as the following...

1. 1 GP essay
2. 6 GP criticle readings
3. 2 GP close passages (this was so pri sch)
4. entire stack of geo assignments
5. 1 lit essay
6. all the rubbish on webCT
7. MRP thingys i have no idea how to do.
*thank god i dropped math or i'll have 1 stack oh TYS

think i will try to finish it by the 27th. think christmas is not goin to be like christmas this christmas. SUCKS MAN??? who do the teachers have in their brains anyway, all they want to do is to make our lifes hell while they enjoy seeing us suffer in their hands... think the whole world's teachers take after that Professer Umbridge. sigh...

WHY IS MY LIFE SO MISERABLE??

"fruit basket"

♥ the following post is crappy ♥
read at ur own risk

there is this really new anime that i have just recently finished watching like two days ago. think this is one of my favourites ones, probably ranked no. 2 on my top ten anime list. this is totally recommended to everyone... it is a very funny friendship/ relationship and 'love' comedy... and the characters are really really cool. it was LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT... oh my god i wish i could watch it again if i didnt have to return the disc.

according to the legend, when God is deciding the calendar, he told the animals to show up for a meeting that will decide their order in the zodiac years. deceitful that he is, the mouse told the cat the wrong day, and then rode to the meeting on the head of the ox, and ended up being the first animal in the zodiac, the only one got left out is the cat.

the Souma is cursed by this wrong, so for every generation, members of the Souma family will be borned to represent an animal of the zodiac, and they will turn into that animal if hugged by the opposite sex. there is this girl who happened to chance upon this secret.

the wonderful thing about this series are its characters, they are vivid and real. they are all beautifully drawn creatures with amazing talents and stark personalities, but almost all of them boast a sad past that kept me crying. A new character is introduced at each episode.

personally i really like Kyou, he happens to be the cat in the anime. he is just so cute... just a really bad tempered cutie who is nice to girls... feels like i can connect to him. He was treated badly when he was a child, so Kyou has a loud and obnoxious attitude to people. LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!

i happen to like his master too... so handsome... so down to earth... Ayame is like this loud egotisticle over dramatic idiotic gay snake. but he is so funny i laugh so hard everytime i see him. OH SHIT!!! EVERYONE IS JUST SO CUTE!!!

food ahoy

i was waiting for louis to get out of the house before i used the com. he still doesnt know that the com is fixed... hahaha... serve him right anyway. if he ever knows that the com is fixed, he will totally be hogging it like the entire day and will not allow me to use it. then ill be the one who is deprived from the usage of the com...

anyway, training is cancelled to today. coach is not feeling very well i guess... really wanted training today. then we could be able to go out to eat lunch with coach after training. coach kept laughing at me and kerjin for having food on our minds everyday, but only did i find out last week that coach is actually the master of the food. he seems to know all the good food in Singapore... i am so looking forward for Kerjin to come back this sat... then we can go eat again.... i think i'll bring her to eat hakka yong tau hu at some food court. it tastes really fantastic 1!!

*i am not telling where until i bring her there... this is to prevent her from going without me.... i m SO MEAN..

class gathering

yesterday shopping trip was more of a 4M class gathering. never in my life have i met so many pp from the same class in a single day other than the normal school day. i was at Wisma and i saw Jane, then i was at CK Tang and i saw Jessica, then i saw Meilin with Yinghong. that is quite an acomplishment for someone like me who never ever meet friends at town.

I was really surprised to see Jane. she was shopping with her mom too. and she looks really great. felt really good to see her again after so long anyway. her hair is great and i mean really nice. i got to chat with her for a tiny while though... sometimes i just wish that the time i spend with 4M will never end. brings back memories....

nothing was accomplished on the shopping trip. i never brought anything at all. it was like raining and mommy only wanted to use up her 100 buck CK Tang voucher.... in the end all she bough was just some makeup kit. and jo bought her stupid uniform from that bibibaba shop. (just who on earth will call their shop bibibaba anyway??? it just sounds too...)

Kung Bush Man

i just read all the pp who i know blogs after such a long long time. i have got to say i really need to be updated. everyone have such nice blogs with all these really great skins and pics man... i suddenly feel that i have been in 'kung bush man era' for too long man. i think that is what isolation from the computer can do to u. i just do funny things to ur brains as well as reality.

i kinda like how lyn does her blog. they way she writes all her stuff really makes me laugh out. i was just reading it and i just started giggling really loud. so loud that my sis got really pissed at me for disturbing her 'concentration' while watching tv. concentration my foot!!! anyway... i would like the rest of the world to know who lyn is but i kinda promised her not to link her site to mine. sigh...

anyway my lee hom was just on tv... :P he was lookin ever so cute with his hair and everything... just makes me wanna go hug him ever so tight... last night i watched him on gao xiao xing dong. only if he had longer air time... he deserves more air time than moses lim and jack neo...

i was at J8 on Sunday... hopeful to get a glimspe of my lao gong when he was there on his qian ming hui... i got to see his head from like 100 metres away with like two million pp in front of me... why dont they all like just dissapear and leave time for my and my lee hom to be alone in PRIVATE!!! then again there may be the paparazzi hiding in the shadows or maybe in the bush... hahaha... i actually got my cam hopeful to get a close up but NO.... i just couldnt get close enough... sigh...

i am goin shopping with mommy again later... hopefully i'll get to find something nice which looks really good on me... but then again... everything does... my figure is simply too good... hahaha *noface*

my com

i have finally gotten the computer repaired after like nearly three or four mths. just imagine how i have been spending my life without the presence of the computer. engaging in boring nothingless everyday every since promos. i am so proud to say that this problem is fixed my me!!! i am totally the best.

i have kinda decided to layoff my webbie for a while. suddenly i just dont feel like updating it anymore. maybe i have ran out of patience all this while waiting to get my com fixed. i'll just keep the blog and we'll see how i'll do next time. i was thinking of making my blog something like lyn's with the image station thing and maybe i'll try to get a tagboard if i can find out how to.

i dont think i am goin to tell louis that i have repaired the com. later he hog the com the entire day and i can never get to use it. just realised that myhotmail account have been deactivated n i am so pissed about it. now i have to start collecting email adds AGAIN!!! sucks...