...again..

I wish I know what can I do to make you fall for me again.
I wish we could fall in love again.
Can we, babe?

Moody Day or Whatever That Is..

Today was a bad day. Nt yet a disaster day. Yesterday I slept at 2.30am and I guessed I didn't have enough sleep though I slept till 10.30am. Went to college for classes till 3pm then went to Padang with my gang. I didn't eat much or should I say I didn't even buy any food. All I ordered was a cup of coconut drink as I don't feel well today.
Came back home, did the laundry, thinking of should I go to the celebration. At last I didn't go. You went. I don't know what happened to me. Maybe we're getting more like strangers, getting further. It's like I don't know who you are anymore and you don't know me. Everything is coming to an end. These two days didn't see you, I don't know how to describe my feeling. I was happy at first as finally I can have some time for myself, finally I can rest at home and finally I can be alone. Today it felt the same. Just I feel something's strange. Feeling weird to spend my afternoon at home. Feeling weird of doing what I used to do last time. Everything just doesn't seemed right. I don't know why, maybe it's because I'm used to spending my days with you.
I had been struggling with myself for the past few weeks. I keep thinking, what's best for both of us. What's best for you, best for me. I admit, I don't love you like I did before. I don't trust you like I used to. And I know you couldn't have loved me better since that incident. I tried to convince myself, tried to pull it back... I'm tired and I'm fed up. Today I had been cold to you, I wanted to just ignore you, yet I can't do it. Maybe you don't know me well, maybe you don't understand me yet, or maybe you've been taking me for granted, for whatever reasons that are, I'm fed up. I'm annoyed by my own attitudes. I hate myself. I hate everything. Sometimes, I hate you for being so childish and so mean. I bet you don't know the way you reply me, I hate it. When I saw how you reply others and it was so different, it's wordless to describe how i feel. What have I done? Does anyone really love me and try to understands me besides my parents?
I feel sorry towards myself, towards you, and most importantly, towards my parents. This whole year had been a busy year till I did not really spend time with my parents. I feel sorry to them. I should love them more than any others as they love me more than they love themselves. No matter who's your partner, parents should always come first.

Why I will have thought like this? I bet most of you watch 2012. You could see that the parents put their children first in everything. They are even willing to die as long as their children are safe. Come to think of it, my parents have spent half century on earth already, how long more I could talk to them, spend time with them, hang out with them, tease them, look at them, etc..? IF 2012 the day is true, maybe we will be the lucky survivors, maybe not... So try not to waste your time anymore. There's no more time.

Quote

"Life is the art of drawing sufficient conclusions from insufficient premises. "

Hence, try to draw the greatest conclusions in life. :)

18/11/'09

Finally, I'm updating and posting once-in-a-while post
I'm bored of writing my life I guess. Days pass just too fast for me and I don't have the time to online furthermore sometimes I don't have the intend to online at all. These days I rather watch movies, lying on the couch eating snacks drinking 100 plus.
Today I had my Information Technology first test. All I can say and hope is : Pray to God! :) I didn't study clearly and I was rushing to finish it by looking briefly at the last two chapters using only half and hour as I only have that much time left.
Luckily I can still answer all, without leaving any blanks. I shoot everything because all the things I studied are mixed up! I can't even remember in detail.

Enough of me, today is also the first day for SPM examination. Many of my friends are sitting for the exam this year. Especially my special one. I see you studied so hard and keep having headache, I feel heartache. Wish I can help you to memorize some so you can relieve a bit :) Anyway, I still wish and will always be beside you spiritually during examination. Hope you can do well and for those papers that have passed, don't think about it anymore. Spend the time on other subjects which haven't examine.
Goodluck to all of you SPM-ers and wish you all do your best in it ;)

P.S. I love you:*

Already Gone By Kelly Clarkson

This is a song that truly describe my life, my feelings now.


ALREADY GONE BY KELLY CLARKSON

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would've worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

already gone, already gone
already gone, (oh)
already gone, already gone
already gone (yeah)

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

no update

..... i'm too lazy to update! haha!!
wait till another i will update what happened so so so so so so long agao!! :D

right now i'm hungry. wna eat dinner. bye ;]

What If By Ashley Tisdale

Don't speak.
I can't believe...
This is here happening.
Our situation isn't right.
Get real, who you playing with?
I never thought you'd be like this.
You were supposed to be there by my side.

When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it.
You're always ready to give up&&never turn around.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything.
I can trip&&you let go like that.
&&everything that we ever were...
It seems to fade, but not the hurt.
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad.

When I say that I want you, you know that I mean it.
&&in my hour of weakness, there's still time to try.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

Everytime I speak you try&&stop me, cause every little thing I say is wrong.
You say you're noticing, but you'll never see.
This is who I really am, but you can't relate.
Makes me wanna know right now if it's me you'll live with out, or would you change your mind?

What if I need you?

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a...

Oh baby, what if I need you?

Yeah, yeah.

What if I need...
What if I need you?

Oh, what if I need you?

If I need you, you, you... ?

At Least There Is...

This was written by my brother. I like some part of it.

.....

I am willing to sacrafice everything,
At least there is you always right beside me,
Because you are like an angel to me…

Maybe I can even forget everything,
At least there is you always there to love me,
Because you are like a whole world to me…

you

I don't know what happened lately. I feel moody. Whenever I see you, I don't know what to do. Yesterday when I was in front of your friends, I don't know why I acted like that too. Maybe I was hoping for you to come to me rather than I come to you but it didn't happen that way. I've been thinking lately, whether you still love me or am I the one that's changing. The things we seek in partners are different. I thank you for changing yourself for me. When I heard your friend talked bout you, how were you last time and now you changed much for me, I'm really touched. I know you did change yourself because I told you what I don't like. I'm a person that very care about messaging while you're a person that lazy to message. Everytime you just reply me shortly until when my friends saw it they also felt surprised. Maybe I'm not the one that you're searching for. I don't have the qualities that you seek in a partner. I don't even know why we'll ended up together. I always wonder what is it in you that attracts me until I will love you so much and can't let you go. People always say love has no reason but to me love has reason yet right now I can't find the reason. I don't know whether I'm right for holding on to you. All I know is I still miss you very much. Maybe even more. I wish you feel the same way too.

*I love you.*

no idea

no idea what to post
just wna post something
haha
anyway, exam's over, holidays startin'
yet not working ;)
realx
enjoy and rest for the whole 3 weeks
but.... no income at all.. sobs...

MERDEKA!!

It's merdeka again! One of the days I personally like most last time when I was still studying in public schools. The days were so much fun. All of us sing along to the patriotic songs. Used to think that it was a waste of time, but now come to think of it, it's a special day for Malaysia! A historic day! And when all of us sing along, we sang out loud, almost dancing and jumping, shouting.. I miss those moments. Still remember form 3, when we were queued in the hall, we sang and started to make 'human-train' and went here and there. Slowly friends joining up. I wanna sing the songs again!!! =(
Anyway, now I'm singing to myself and to my country :) Tanggal 31~ Bulan 8 '57~.... xD

HAPPY MERDEKA everyone! 1 MALAYSIA~

The love I Have

The love i have is only for you.
The one i love is only you
But the love you have is not just for me
The one you love is not me

Sorry

I'm sorry
I'm very tired
I can't afford all of it right now
Please just give me time
I'm sorry..

Everyday Is A New Day

Today I have a new feeling. While I was waiting in front of your school, suddenly I looked into the sky. The sky is blue, just like it would be everyday except for cloudy and raining days. When I looked into the sky, there's a special feeling. Suddenly I feel much better, much stronger, it helps me to think in brighter ways. Maybe things aren't going to be the way I imagined. Everyday is a new day. No matter what happen, everything is still the same. Just we'll be more matured. Appreciate everyday and live life to the fullest. Don't be silly like me, let my tears filled my days for the last couple of days. Think happily, there is always light in darkness. The light might be small or hard to find, but it sure is there. Just have to find it patiently. Everything is possible. Believe in possibilities. Life is full of adventures and possibilities. It's about you grabbing every chance you have and appreciate it. There's no sweet life. After you tasted the bitter, you'll find sweetness even in sour. =)

See, there's light. =)

Life Quote

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.

History Repeating

For the past couple of days, I've been sleeping in my tears. History is repeating. Just for this time, I tear much more than I ever thought I would. Everyday thinking about you, thinking about us, my heart feels like it is tearing apart. Tears fall and slide through my cheeks without me noticing. I don't know why this time I am so weak. I am so much weaker until even when I message you or read your messages, I wisll cry. Cried until my eyes were swollen, yet you don't feel a thing. All you feel is guilty. I tried to sleep early and tried to avoid thinking of everything. However, when I woke up, you came into my mind again. I really feel like running away from this whole thing. I don't want to experience this again. Each time, the hurt I'm getting is worsen.
Yesterday, I really couldn't feel you anymore. Maybe I think too much but in the evening, I was right. I don't know what should I do. I should have expected this coming, I should have known, yet I couldn't control myself. Last time, I thought of giving us a chance as you said it is unfair to you if I don't give you a chance. I really tried to give myself a chance to be happy again. I still remember the early days of us being together, the messages you sent me saying 'I hate you', 'Don't message me', 'I miss you', 'I love you', etc.. I still remember all. I saved them all. I really miss those moments. I know I couldn't turn back time. Do you remember those time? Do you remember when you said you wna be with me forever? Do you remember all the things we did? All the things we said? I do.
I should have known, I am not the one for you. Since the day you didn't tell me things, whenever I ask you what is it, what's happening, you'll just reply me 'nothing'. Those 'nothing's maybe mean nothing to you, but it makes me feel I'm already out of your life. Being the one is whatever you will also share and tell him or her. Those 'nothing's piled up and created a thick wall between you and me. I feel like breaking down the wall or jump or climb over it just to get back to you. But I know things aren't as easy as the way I wish they are. I used to be an optimistic person but now I only think of the worse.
I feel like sleeping the whole day, doing nothing, don't want to think of it. Now, I don't even have the appetite to eat at all and I don't feel hungry. This is so much worse than the past. Can somebody tell me why I always get a relationship which ends like this? At the beginning of the relationships, I didn't want to be serious. All i thought of is trying to give you a happy relationship, give you a happy life. I already told you, at the end, you won't be the one that's gonna get hurt, you will be the one that leaves me in the end. I'll be the one that's gonna get hurt and try to stand up alone again. All of you said that that's not going to happen yet look at me now, isn't this the ending I was telling you all about? Who's right? Who's wrong? I know my life, I know what will happen in the end of my relationships.
Am I just a person that when you are sad, I'll be there for you to make you happy? To make you forget your past? Am I a person that's not worth loving? Am I just a person that after loving you seriously, you tend to feel it's time to leave me? You had enough of me? Am I such a person that you can take when you're sad, and after that throw me aside? I'm just a normal person. How much more of this could I take? I'm torn apart. My life, my soul are disturbed. Without you, I feel right now my life is meaningless. I need you. I will try to stand up again when i know standing is not easy.

It's exam time again. Just like last year. Will I do better? Can I do it? I'm suffering. I hate it..

Fri, Sat and Sun.

Never thought it's been a month since i blogged. I'm sick right now but I'm getting better than I was yesterday. My lips were not so swollen anymore ( thank goodness ) and I went to college today. My flu is better too. Didnt sneeze much today. Last Sunday kept sneezing throughout the night until Monday I didn't want to go to college. Last Friday had gym class. The main objective of that day's class was to exercise our quardriceps. We had to do lots of different leg exercises e.g. squatting, 90 degrees half squat hold it still for 1 minute and duck crawl. After the gym class, all of us were restless. We can't even walk properly. My legs were strengthless to support my weight and how can they say it's an exercise that strengthen our legs? It's ridiculous! I had this pain until today, Saturday morning, suddenly my legs are fine back. they could walk and squat like normal. It's like magic! :D

Saturday morning went to college for the Team Building. They only asked us to do a couple of activities ( luckily time passes fast ). First activity was to blindfolded ourselves and arrange ourselves according to our numbers and we are not allowed to speak and tell other members bout our numbers. All of us did it well. Then the second activity was help an egg to make a package that when it falls it won't break and we need to make an advertisment for it. It was fun. Then i went back home and took a nap. In the evening, me, Yun,CRY, Jinny and her sis went to the school's concert. The concert was not bad after all. It's just that i feel it has some elements that were the same with our graduation dinner event. I must say, the opening event was great. I like it :D After that I received Watchreen's invitation to join her and her family at the E&O buffet dinner. I'm so sorry that i couldn't join her as I promised to have dinner with my boss and other partner after our work on Sunday. After the concert, planned to fetch Karen back but didn't as we left early before the concert ended. We planned to go bonodori to see the fireworks but we missed it. Then we headed to Coffee Island to have a late night drink and chit-chat. After that we back home. When I was home, it was almost 12.30a.m.. After bathed I went to sleep as the next day I need to get up by 6a.m..

SUnday morning at 6a.m., I woke up, get washed up then i drove off to Maljis Penyayang if I'm not mistaken. Then I started to work from 8.30a.m. till 5p.m.. The customers there are harder to persuade to buy. Luckily our sales still considered okay. After that my boss took me to Mansion 32 to have dinner. It was the first time I went there. The decorations was beautiful as the day gets darker. I ordered Grilled Lamb dinner set. Although the proportions of the food were nt big, they are enough to make you feel full. After that went back home. That was my day.

Yun, me and Jinnyme and Jinny

CPY =)

Me and my bud

Me1

Me 2

Me 3

The Drinks

And a Beer

PS: will upload more photos tmr =)

Busy

Finally my college life had started. It had been almost 3 weeks since I went to college but this week is the second week of the semester. I'm kinda lazy to blog what had happen but I will do it still just not now. Maybe during weekend.
Anyway, just a quick one. College life has been good so far. The classes are not packed. It is just driving to and fro college everyday is tiring. Sometimes the time between two classes are too long, eg. on Tuesday, my class starts at 9a.m. till 10.30a.m. while the second class starts at 3p.m. I can't drive back as the distance is far from my house to college. I feel good that I have the same lecture class with a few I know. Classes have been fine just always crazy with Shu Hua. She is one friend that you don't want to mess with. Been 'tortured' by her as I always sit next to her. The details of what had happened I will blog maybe during weekends. Now kinda busy with homework and assignments. And the test is on week 5. =[ So fast.. Alright, that's for it. Time for bed. light's off, aircon on. =]

This is life

I wanna sleep.. Very tired lately.. Sleeping at late at night while waking early in the morning. I left 4 days of work. Yes!! Finally I can rest more soon.. However, college gonna start soon yet I have no idea whether I should follow my friend rent a house there and stay or drive back everyday. I'm scare of the place there. My bro said the place is scary at night cause of the college is located in such a quiet area. So it's scary sometimes. Sigh~ No idea how now.

Anyway, finally now I've set my target on a new phone---W902. It will cost me rm1300 for the phone. My whole month salary will be gone just like that. It will be spent on this phone. I have no idea whether it's worth it or not because I have been wanting to buy a phone since Form 3 yet till now only I have the chance as I had worked and earned some money :) This phone has more functions and is better than C902, the phone I wanted to buy last time. This phone is still a new model. Hope it will be a good phone as I don't plan to change phone again anytime sooner. Plan to use this phone for a few years if I can. :D

This week didn't manage to see my babe. Feel so sorry to her and sad for myself. I miss you so much everyday. Hope next week can see you and hangout with you. Accompany you more often before I start my college. Babe, please don't always moody k? I can feel that you are moody though you always said you're fine and nothing. I don't want to argue or fight with you. I just want to be happy with you and love you. I love you, my babe. -kiss kiss-



Okay, now it's time for me to go into my dreamland. It's 2.30 in the morning already and I have to work later in the morning.
Auf wiedersehen. Gut nacht ;)

18th April

18th of April – My babe's birthday. It should be a happy day. I’m so sorry and regret for not being able to accompany you on your once-in-a-year BIG day. I’m sorry because I didn’t give you a birthday present just like your friends and others. However, I’m happy as I accompanied you the day before your birthday and until 12a.m. . I really glad that I am by your side when the clock strikes 12. Wish I could accompany you next year.
Happy sweet-17th Birthday my babe.

==== I ♥ you ====

Life

Life is short
Forgive quickly
Kiss slowly
Love truly
Laugh uncontrollably
And never regret anything that made you smile

Life may not be the party we hoped for
But while we're here we should dance

Words about Love/Life

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person,we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over,smile because it happened

Bathed!

Finally I get to bathe! Now I just had my bath and blew my hair. Finally i can sleep. Now is 2.30am already. My eyes are already swollen. Goodnight. :]

I Need W-A-T-E-R!

Arrghh~! Till now still don't have water in my house. This situation had been lasted for the last couple of hours since i was back from working at 10pm. Till now I haven't bathe and I can't sleep in my dirty-sticky-hair condition. Now is 2a.m. already and I'm still awake. Waiting for the water to come back to me again..

I wanna BATHE! =[

What Had Happened Lately

Long time didn't hv post for my blog already. I've been lazy and tired due to working.

1st: Happy Birthday to my best friend, Watchreen. Sorry cause I can't accompany you. However, I still managed to have breakfast with you :)

2nd: I've registered for my college already. Going to study in TAR College in Penang. Changed my course. The course I registered is Business major in Accounting. Found out many people taking the same course. = = Now trying to find people for car pooling in order to share the petrol and also save the earth! :P People, Save The Earth! I'm being cautious bout earth issues ( as if) xD

3rd: Our SPM results were out on the 12th of March. My results is good. Better than what I'd expect. Parents were happy about it too ( phew~ luckily). Scored 8 A's and 4 B's. What i'm glad is I'm better than my bro, ha! xD Mum gave me money like what we had agreed earlier on :) I was surprised for my Physics and GCE-O Levels. Never expect to get A for them :D

4th: Me and my girl are in good condition though lately got a little bit of issues, we managed to solve it =) Silly girl, don't always think of negative things and things that are not gonna happen. Now i got you, will stand by you. I love you :)

5th: I'm tired and I wanna sleep now. Off to bed. Goodnight.

*Lights off*

It's All Just A Dream

Now finally I'm awake.. Again, I've been played. Put in real feelings, be serious about it. At last, what do I get? LIES.. Everything I did, to her, they are lies. I'm totally speechless. I thought we could get over this. Seems like I'm wrong. I really hate it. I want to cry but I can't. I have to stop it. Mum's outside. If she sees it, I'm dead..
Now, my life will be filled with ACTS again.. Lies always fill up my life. Never leave me. I'm too silly to think this time I found the right one. I'm sorry babe, I can't give you up that easily.

Yun, The Swan Of My Heart

Time flies when we're happy. Whenever I'm with you, time seems to be moving like a spaceship. I really feel sad whenever we have to say goodbye. I keep waiting for another day, another chance to be with you again. I miss you deeply. Everyday, keep telling my supervisor and friends how much I miss you. I feel like a silly person whenever I smile cause I think of you but I'm happy. Whenever I think of you, there will be happiness. When i feel moody, I look at your pictures, read back your messages, I feel better. I won't think of anything other than you. Maybe you don't feel it but I'm falling for you. I'm used to having you as my love one,as my babe. I'm happy that now I can move on with my life with you by my side. I love you, my babe. We've been together for a month already, I never really thought I could be this happy when I'm with you and forget bout her so fast. Thank you my babe, for helping me and make me happy. Now, you are the swan of my heart. I won't let you go. I need you in my life. I know I'm flirty and playful but my feelings to you, they are real. You're the one I love, I care, I need MOST! :) I love you,Yun :D

Life's Good

It's been weeks my friends urged me to update my blog. I'm sorry for taking such a long time. Many things happened for the past few weeks. But still I considered generally life had been great. My boss have finally back from America. They bought us presents too. I got a pencil box which I don't know wht's the brand name but it has good workmanship. The pencilbox is small yet it is nice. I like it :)
Yesterday I had an accident. I don't know how to descibe it but everyone is fine :) Just I have to pay for the repairment fees :( Still, I learnt from it, never drive fast when you're driving down the hill. There are reckless drivers around which don't care for others but themselves.

Lastly, there's only 1 thing I wanna write : I LOVE YOU my babe :)

I'm Tired Of This

I'm tired of explaining
I'm tired of argueing cause of the same thing
I'm tired of working
I'm tired of my LIFE!

BUT no matter how tired I am, I'm not tired of loving YOU.
I love you my babe. You shld knw you're the one I'm writing about.
When I say 'I love you', I do mean it. I'm not fooling around with you.

Depressed

2 10a.m. now. But I'm still awake.. Just saw someone's profile. No idea how I feel.. Been fooled again? Maybe.. I should explain to her tomorrow. :) Make things clear. I hate this situation. Everything is so blurred infront of my eyes. I can't see things clearly anymore. I fucking hate it. And there's one person I totally feel like hitting and shouting at. She's someone who owed me money since August 2008. Till now not even returned me a cent. Owed me RM90. Please return me my money. I really don't wanna have anything related to you anymore. But I know people like you won't return the money. Damn you!

Darlings :)

Finally!!
I found the one tht belongs to me
Not just one,but a few.. I know I'm bad
Still, as long as we're happy
I miss my darlings! haha

I hurt you. I'm sorry

Today, finally I'm over her already.. But then today I hurt a person. I'm so sorry but i really don't wanna hurt you deeper as time goes by. Later if we really get together but then I'll leave Penang soon.. That time will be harder and the hurt you get will be deeper. I'm sorry.. I can't treat you as my partner cause my feelings for you is not deep. I don't want you to get hurt deeper next time. Be with me you won't have the happiness.. I can't give you what you want and being with me is such a pressured life. I'm sorry. You'll find someone who is better than me and will make you happy.. But i will always be there for you when you need me cause you will always be my babe ;)

Friends

First of all, I wanna wish my friend, Zhu Mei happy birthday! haha.. Yesterday was her birthday. Went to Nothern Beach to celebrate with her and some of her friends. All of them were friendly and I got to know a new friend, Chris. =)
Today was my second day working.. Stood and distributed fliers like normal.. Luckily my colleagues are fun buddies.. I still can be who I am. haha Quite happy there.. Just have a few problems in memorising the products and stuffs. Anyway, I have to do well. :)
These days I got to know a friend. Last time chat with her before but only recently got closer with her and chat with her more often.. She's a fun girl. haha.. Make our chatting always fun and not boring but I'm always the one making her bore and sleepy. xP.. sorry Jayne :) Just wanna tell you that you do make me feel happier and better.. haha.. Thank you so much.. I appreciate it. ^^
I'll get over my problems very soon.. Will be sooner than I thought. =D

i gotta get over you

I must get over you
I have to move on with my life since you had moved on
I totally didn't expect that you will have a new bf which is a tb
I just can't accept it but still I have to
So long to you and I know you will be very happy with your new life and relationship
I will be happy too
I must be happy
She will make me happy again
I will concentrate in her from now on
Hope she won't let me down just like you did

i just want you

You are all that I want
All that I need
Without you, there's no life for me
Without you, there's no 'happy' in my dictionary
I need you back in my life
I want you to be mine again
I miss you like crazy
I love you till I can't control myself
Your name is carved in my heart
It will always be with me
Never fade away