I used to regard someone as that one. until I realize that sometimes regarding someone as that one does not mean anything if he does not know about it. soon will be the day where officially we will meet for the one last time. stop all the coincidences, give me one chance to chase you out of my one little mind.
then I know I have to continue on with my life as one. one person looking for a job in this very big market. one person taking good care of myself, because there will be possibilities of unhappiness if you have more than one taking care of you. not forgetting all my friends that supported me this far, you all will continue being there as my major source of synergy... but there are times where one is better than two right?
Sunday, October 31
Friday, October 22
Doing-nothing-ness
9 more days to the eleventh month of the year.
this is starting to freak me out a little, simply because convocation's coming and the last ever trip for the year is approaching too. my oh my... it will then be followed by work + work + work + never-ending worklife. of 10 friends that are working, 20 of them are shagged (almost) all the time. this fact is just scaring the shit out of me. :(
with that realisation, I have decided to submerged into a whole-'new'-state of doing-nothing-ness. many people have asked me the same old question, 'so what you do at home everyday?'. and they all get the same old answer from me that 'I don't know, anything I can think of...' *laughter*. so despite the aimless-ness, I guess I really treasure this whole period of official slacking time. (since I know once I start to work I will look back and really miss this kind of life.)
japanese class is by far the bestest best reason for this 'transition' period. its so far so good I guess, with the fact that my teacher happens to be my next-door neighbor. getting harder and harder eventually but I think I will be fine based on my interest in foreign languages. probably a japanese post some time later? XD
this is starting to freak me out a little, simply because convocation's coming and the last ever trip for the year is approaching too. my oh my... it will then be followed by work + work + work + never-ending worklife. of 10 friends that are working, 20 of them are shagged (almost) all the time. this fact is just scaring the shit out of me. :(
with that realisation, I have decided to submerged into a whole-'new'-state of doing-nothing-ness. many people have asked me the same old question, 'so what you do at home everyday?'. and they all get the same old answer from me that 'I don't know, anything I can think of...' *laughter*. so despite the aimless-ness, I guess I really treasure this whole period of official slacking time. (since I know once I start to work I will look back and really miss this kind of life.)
japanese class is by far the bestest best reason for this 'transition' period. its so far so good I guess, with the fact that my teacher happens to be my next-door neighbor. getting harder and harder eventually but I think I will be fine based on my interest in foreign languages. probably a japanese post some time later? XD
Friday, October 15
Elmo!
there are friends that are there for me when I am emotional.I thank them for bringing up my mood, like totally.
'if you fail the world is gone.'
a very encouraging statement indeed, to share with all of you! :)
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