instant memory

the three close friends finally met up after 2+ months. thanks to the wonderful-ness of Polaroid pictures, we were able to create such instant memory in hard copy! :P

酒

yesterday my facebook status was: '饮啤酒可以解热气,消怨气,兼且可以为生活打打气!'

today a friend posted the following... ... ...

喝酒的女人，是没男人疼的女人。
哪有男人会让自己的女人在外醉酒。
喝酒的女人，是受过伤的女人。
在现实生活中一次次跌倒, 满腔热情换回满心伤痕。

喝酒的女人, 迷恋酒精的麻痹，失去了酒精的麻醉夜不能眠。
喝酒的女人, 心里有太多的苦楚, 心底有许多许多的寂寞。
喝酒的女人, 爱上了不该爱的人, 她们穿过杯底可以看见所爱男人的眼泪。
喝酒的女人, 是因为想掩饰所有人前的不快, 她们只有醉酒才是解脱。
喝酒的女人, 只有酒精才能明白她心里最需要的是什么;
最想念 的是什么, 最割舍不下的又是什么。

喝酒的女人, 知道自己想要的是什么, 却不能去追求。
喝酒的女人, 害怕伤害了身边人的心, 却让自己的心千疮百 孔。
喝酒的女人, 不是淑女, 她们从来不会在喝酒时矜持。
她们会借着酒精高喊: '男人没一个好东西。'
喝酒的女人, 是矛盾的, 喝前想醉, 醉醒了又后悔。
她们永远都不会相信: 借酒消愁愁更愁, 这句话。

唉... 喝酒的女人。
一般女人不喝酒, 女人不喝一般酒, 喝酒女人不一般。
女人为爱活着, 爱也是女人喝酒的唯一理由。

爱... 喝酒的女人。
倒的是酒, 喝的是情, 醉的是爱。

Savings

looking for a partner is like looking for a piggy bank. after finding the one you like, both of you start to put in money. when you see your partner putting in extra amounts, you tend to put in more too. bit by bit both persons get to know each other better through the process.

as the piggy bank fills, some couples make it to the stage of getting married and settling down. however couples do break up and when that happens the piggy bank is to be smashed. when broken, everything in there resurfaces but there is no point of return anymore. on the other hand those that proceed on to happily-ever-after stage will happily bank in all the money. the years following marriage, love will be depleting like the money in that account.

there are many types of account:
current account for not very loving ones
savings account for the long lasting couples
loans for those that got together because of 'mistakes'
... ... ...

so nowadays there are deposit insurance available to guarantee savings, is that equivalent to pre-marital agreement? :P

Plannings

a lot of my friends just joined the workforce. so after 2/3 months working, everybody starts to plan for a getaway. Shanghai World Expo 2010 is one of the popular choices, just because it is a global event. near spots like Bali, Redang, Singapore, Pangkor... good weekend options. :)

but plannings are mere talks if nothing takes place. because leave is not easily available to everybody at the same time, people generally try to gather as much friends as possible to go on a trip together. so with more inputs to the criteria, a trip is really not very easy to organize after all.

thinking about the trips, it is sometimes faster to visit the places in your dreams! :P

尽头

一个人要走到人生的尽头时，竟然是这样被形容的：
‘就好像鱼没有水以后，嘴巴开大大，非常拼命的呼吸。’

还差四年，就成人瑞了。尽管我们知道她活得不是很舒服，随时都要有心理准备，但还是很不忍心。每天在照顾她的人，看着她的生命指数起起伏伏，已开始不那么在乎了。岁月在她的身上，划下了种种痕迹，有时候真希望她能早点摆脱一切，不要活得这么吃力。

现在就好像走到尽头，却找不到出口。
不得不相信命运，不得不听天由命了。

ps: 我怕，可是我不能怕。

Exit

there's this place without an exit.
once entered, very hard to get out.
its one's heart/mind.

in the first place not like you came in with permission.
but now you just don't go out.
WTH. :(