允许一切发生

something to happen soon.

真的没有必要害怕或有任何情绪. 让它发生然后才来反应, perhaps 就不会浪费精神来担心和anticipate. 或许会比较简单容易接受.

我这个控制狂曾经很害怕changes和面对想象之外的outcome. 现在正努力学习处理发生后的一切. crossing the bridge as we come to. 是一种心态, 要练也要grow的mentality.

被蠢到

南姐今天彻底把世界翻了. 掀了办公室的屋顶不说, 完全把里和外都搞得不是人.

of course我不能评论什么. 也只能一如往常的解决问题, 铺平现状. 可是真心觉得有些人就是放着好好的平路不走, 就是喜欢翻山越岭然后自讨没趣.

算了吧, 就这样忘了吧

反正她是蠢到 我都开始盲目了

7年后的第一个post

静静庆祝了3x岁生日.

现在看这个空间, 已经没有当初哪一种想要记录生活的意图了. 现在想用这个空间来跟自己对话, 一样是抒发情绪与思考... 不过以一个截然不同的角度和切入点了.

曾经觉得我的生活要有和会有很多观众, 其实自己才是唯一需要在乎的观众. 只要自己知道自己在做什么要做什么, 对自己负责人就好. 常跟人家说, '只要是我自己选的路, 跪着爬着甚至u-turn我都要自己走完'. of course, 我没有讲旁边不能或一定要有个人啦 (这个完全随缘).

物质 会随着成长而提升

心态 会随着岁月而圆滑

重●启

好久好久没更新了，才发觉以前写的时后有着和今日不一样的目的。

中学开始写部落格，是因为人有我有。大学时是为了希望偶而会有一两个读者看见或关心我 (or rather 替意识里希望有人关注自己)。出社会工作后小尝试想把办公室趣事描绘出来，但觉得怪没意义的。事到如今才发觉其实自己不知不觉长大成熟了，发现其实今天记录下来的文字可以让明天的自己变得比较好。

输入这些文字时是用手写输入法，酱比较有feel、就是夜深人静的时候才体会得到的感觉。虽然不及纸笔接触，但总好过打字这种机械化的体会。好的感觉是好的开始，也希望重启这小小空间罢！

2014

So this is it. records show that  I published 5 posts in the past year. good job well done yo! at least its 1 more than the year of 2012. *self applause*

CNY for the year of horse has officially just ended. so here comes the start of a new year! I'm like kind of summarising my position in the beginning of the year... zzz... but anyways things hasn't changed much since 2013 apart from me reaching this quarter-century old milestone. I'm still in the same 'everyday low price' company but taking up a higher position than before *cheers!*. life wise KL is still good to me, many places to explore with friends during free time provided I don't report back to work on weekends.

so fengshui and horoscope has been telling me to be careful not to overwork this year. I will try so hard to keep this piece of advice in my mind. 2 weekends of fighting the thoughts of going back to work, I wonder how long will this last. :P

enough said I guess? just trying to post something to start this year right and hope that there will be more posts coming up for this wonderful 2014!