Complexity.

In essay writing, I don't seem to hit the level of complexity that I want, which frustrates me and means that I won't be satisfied with my essay. In chess, I still think I'm thinking complicated situations to solve my complex chess puzzles, with calculated variations instead of higher understanding.

In video gaming, they seem not to have complex elements and I can play with much ease. For 2 player board games I can calculate what happens next. However, with multiple players, I seem to do badly. There seems to be too many factors to consider. Perhaps I was thinking complicated solutions for a complex game. Perhaps considering personalities instead of just logic might have helped me in that context?

Now the question is, how do I think with a fluid mindset for complexity? Fluidity includes having little assumptions. But I can't assume that everything is false. So what can I afford to assume?

I guess that's why you need to question the question in the essay. And understand the ideas behind chess variations. I need to observe; much more. My current thinking is too straightforward and does not consider complexities. Moreover, I am not strong-willed enough. If one wants to seek the truth, one must seek hard. Be less satisfied with the conclusions one makes, and continue seeking for answers.

Don't give up just because questions lead to more questions.