Strangers

Few days ago I had a strange, but at the same time, pleasing dream. In this dream, there was this character. I don't know what's his role or who is he to me in the dream, and I can't remember his face. But one thing I'm very sure of is that, he's not physically pleasant to the eye. He had some kind of disease, so some parts of his body, more like his abdomen, were... sort of... mutated. Mutated in a gory way. Due to the disease itself and also the operations that he had had to stay alive. I didn't felt... uncomfortable, or sick by the sight of it. Instead, I was in... awe. Fixated and mesmerized with awe. After awhile, i realized I was addicted to him and couldn't bring myself to part from him, just because he needed me much more than I will ever need myself.

Strange. Stranger because I wish so much to go back to that dream.

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I heard this for the first time over the radio today. I found the voice very familiar. And I thought, Muse! Then, I thought, "but I never heard this song from them before wan". When the song reached the chorus part, the first thing that came across my mind was, "Don't tell me this is the soundtrack for Twilight Eclipse?"

And true enough, it is.

Muse - Neutron Star Collision

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that...

Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
Halo's fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail,
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud?
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I say never
'Cause our love could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
and we'll die
we'll die together
Lie, I will never
'Cause our love will be forever

Go away

I look like a zombie now. Go away...

Out!

Claire is out with a fever!

Flying penguins

I'm bored with the old green header. Makes me sick everytime I look at it. So here's a temporary replacement till I find a nicer one :)

The scene was taken at a little cafe at SACC Mall. They had one corner decorated just like an english tea house. And yes, that section was practically occupying the common walkway area of the mall :o

Just realized Blogger had some new series of templates. Finally! After sooooooooo long. Since the beginning of it's time *lol*

newppl!

The irony of word verification.

I forgot to fill in my purse with money today. Before lunch I had RM3 and some coins. After lunch, I had 70 cents and 1 Taiwan dollar *lol*

I clocked out way much earlier today and got a ride to Subang Parade. Then it dawned on me again, "What am I doing here when I don't have any cash with me". So my first stop was the ATM machine. I put in my card, keyed in bla blas.. and then my card got rejected! I walked away and stared at my card. It took me awhile to realized that I had inserted my credit card into the machine instead of my ATM card =.=|||||||||||||||||||||||

Ok. After settling the money issue, I felt hungry. I turned around and I saw Baskin Robbins. So I thought, "Let's get one!". As it turns out, ice cream on empty stomach.... doesn't work for me. My stomach is still protesting at the moment T______T

Tmrw? What tmrw will bring me?

I wonder what you're thinking of...

 
Hi there,

How are you? I'm fine. Feeling extremely tired though. Slept all the way to office. Had to forced myself to wakeup when I reached the plant.

I got up this morning with a slight sore throat. Must be because I walked under the rain yesterday's evening. Yea, I'm very sensitive to rain drops. Once I kena rain I'm sure to fall sick. Or that's what I've been drilled since young, so my mind is set in such a way as, " DO NOT kena rain because you WILL fall sick! " I hope this sore throat will turn into full blown flu soon so that I can take that long awaited MC! But alas, it got better as the day progress. Must be the vitamin C that I've been taking regularly (at least on days when I'm in office *lols*).

Since I'm spending half of my life at work, I have turned my cube into my second home. How? I have a pillow. Kept on my chair. Mainly to support my back or to hug with when I'm feeling grumpy. I also have snacks stored in my drawers (I have a container loaded with chocolates that I bought (cheap ones) or given by colleagues (expensive ones) :o). Currently I have 7 typed of teabags stored away in my drawers. My favourite being Twinning's peppermint tea. I ran out of it few weeks back and couldn't find any in stores so I bought Boh's peppermint tea instead. And whoa... the peppermint is way much stronger than Twinning's.

I... have been having digestive problems lately. Actually, I've been having digestive problems since forever. So, lately I've been taking some apple + plum + honey + viniger concoction like thingy after dinner every night in hopes of helping my stomach and intestines do its job. And, I find it good! Addictive! Last weekend I bought a bottle of raw apple cider to put in my cube at work so that I can take it after lunch too! After taking that viniger concoction for sometime, I kinda forgot how... sour is apple cider. So, I kinda put... a tad little too much of it with a cup of water and boy, was it SOUR >.< LINK LINK

After complaining to the bank that my credit card didn't have a hyphen embossed on it, I immediately got my replacement within the next few days. It was delivered to my house via pos msia's courier service. On both occasions, the same postman did the delivery and my mom was the one who received it as I was at work. My mom complained on both occasions that the postman was so rude! Even ruder when my mom signed at the wrong section of the receiving paper. Sheeessh... The hyphen is there now alright. But then, it's still not changed in the system. Why I say this? Cause when I tried to use my card to buy some cinema tickets, and when they requested my full name, I typed hyphen and the transaction failed :(

Last week, I watched 2 movies in 5 days. Prince of Persia and Shrek Forever After. First time in my life I went to the cinema so often :o

And speaking of credit cards, I made my maiden transaction with my card, on not one, but two pairs of Charles and Keith! Muahahahahahahaha..... I'll upload the pictures when I'm free XD

It's late, so I'll leave you with the song Moving Forward by Hoobastank. Ja neh~

"Moving Forward"

At least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward... 

I stand before, a road that will lead, 
Into the unknown. At least unknown to me. 
I want to go, but I'm paralysed with fear. 
Fear of a choise, where the outcome isn't clear. 

Nooo, but still I gooo. 

And I take, the first step of a million more. 
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. 
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward... 

I wonder if, the journey will be, 
Shorter as I hope, or much longer than it seems. 
But either way, I've made up my mind. 
I'm through feeling scared, I'm leaving that behind. 

Sooo, Now it's time to gooo. 

And I take, the first step of a million more. 
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. 
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward... 

And in while I''l be singing, 

Na, nana nana 

And I take, the first step of a million more. 
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. 
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. 

And I take, the first step of a million more! 
And I'll make mistakes I've never made before! 
But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. 
At least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward! 

Mo-ving, for-ward. 
Mo-ving, for-ward. 
Mo-ving, for-ward. 
Mo-ving, for-ward... 

Na, nana nana 

Monday blues

I woke up and felt like crying.

Oh how I hate it when I feel scared to live.

I can't remember when's the last time I woke up feeling refreshed and ready to face the day.

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Today, I lost balance and knocked my head while getting out of the car. The back of my head still hurts badly.