love is a feeling of the moment
that moment is a point in time
that point could be for a day or a year
eventually like any other moment it will pass us by, like the duration of an exam time that ends
to be conscious of love is to be aware of it, to be able to act upon it, and eventually to a state of sustaining it
consciousness gives us the option of using our will to sustain that feeling of love, to stretch that moment longer, from a day to a few years, so that it may not leave us so soon
for once that feeling of love is gone, we may never be able to replicate it ever again
but if we are always consciously acting upon our feelings of love, our minds may eventually tire from it
that is why we have an unconscious state of mind, the state where our bodies take over certain decisions and actions without consulting the conscious mind
if we act upon our love repeatedly, it may eventually become second nature to us, and we would continue those acts habitually
our minds would no longer be taxed by our repeated conscious acts of love
instead, loving someone becomes who we are, a part of our physical state , a part of our character and its not hard to be ourselves, in fact its harder to not be
our body adapts and becomes the act of love itself
through this we can continue to stretch that moment, the feeling of love, longer, from a few years to a few decades
just like an organism evolves to adapt to the environment for survival, love too evolves to survive within its own environment
that environment is called "that moment"
"those feelings" are food for love and the only place that it can be found is in "that moment", just as grass is food for the zebras and earth is the place where grass is found
hence love can only be found in "that moment" because it can only survive by feeding on "those feelings" produced exclusively by "that moment"
hence the importance of sustaining "that moment"
love is a feeling of the moment
just as
humans are the products of the earth
that moment is a point in time
just as
the earth is a planet orbiting the sun
that point could be a day or a year
just as
the planet could survive for a century or a million years
for humans to survive, the earth must survive, for earth to survive the sun must continue to burn
hence
for love to survive, "that moment" must survive, for "that moment" to survive the individual must continue to act upon love
one cannot control who he or she falls in love with but they may, through his or her consciousness, choose who they want to be with, who they want to sustain the feelings of love with
love without the support of the conscious and unconscious mind will eventually fade away.
had a little talk with my friend and came home with a thought. that thought somehow erupted into all these things hahaha
its incoherent and maybe nonsensical, just typed whatever that came into my mind.
