Urgh!

I am fake and I hate it! >.<

Sorry

I guess I dont have to say anything. You've got ur own community right now, and I'm happy for u.

Sorry to choose this but i think its for the best.

Although its painful when u mock me, I'll accept it. I wont counter it.

Finished here. Hope never have to meet or say anything to u again.

Salam.

Aku

Malas malas malas...

kalau ia boleh dibuang dgn apa cara sekalipun, aku sanggup membayar akan apa jua harganya.. tp sayangnya kegigihan dan semangat saja dpt menyingkirkan sifat teruk yg sememangnya malar dlm kehidupanku ini >.<

Tewas lagi dgn dunia, masih berfikir hal2 remeh, sedangkan yg paling penting menanti "untouched".. Haizz... mengeluh, mengeluh, mengeluh...

"Aku perlu berubah"... acap kali aku lafazkan, tp realitinya.... satu habuk pun takde...

Bermula dari apa? Langakh pertama? apa?

Biar.. Biar.. Biar.. sampai bila?

Exam dah dkt. tak baca apa2 lagi.. soalan telah diberi, tak buat2 lagi. Masih mengharap kawan utk membantu.. sampai bila? sampai mereka bosan utk membantu?

Record book berlambak2.. tutorial.. seminar.. end posting exam.. 2nd IA.. Haizz...

I'm not ready... yeah not ready for the past several month...

Alasan, alasan, alasan... semua alasan...

I miss when im in high school, back then I think nothing but study3X... And I'm sad on how much I've changed... My behavior, my thinking, my perspective... I wish i can redo what mistake I've done till now.. But i know that Its impossible..

Now what i can do is to repair all the mistake... Somehow...

Ramadhan

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al - Mubarakh. Semoga Ramadhan kali nie lagi baik dari yg sebelumnya,

Kata2 dia atas adalah biasa, pada SMS, MMS, etc. But sadly, I think compared to when I was smaller, my Ramadhan are more filled with ibadah compare to me now.

I've changed. I once cherished and excited when Ramadhan comes, but now... I dunno why I dont feel the 'kegembiraan' anymore ( nak guna happines mcm tak ngam jer )...

Am i tainted enough? Cant even feel the warmth of this blessed month...

I've changed... Thats all i know... If i've ever fasting full in Rejab and Syaban.. now, even Isnin Khamis pun jarang...

I cant blame the class and posting etc coz this is my choice to enter this professional course... In school also I've used to be busy. But that now prevent me from doing those stuff... But now?

Perhaps I'm just too lazy... Yeah lazy... Blame blame blame.. that's all i do...

Last year ramadhan was so - so... not much I've done... I once complete whole 30 juzuk in 1 month, last year I cant even finish 15...

So now?

I dont think i can... But surely... I'll try me best again... bangkit merebut peluang yg ada...

I hope and always hope...

Ya Allah, Give me strength, give me courage, give me chance for me to change and may the change i made for myself is small but remain, Amin.

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan. Syaitan dibelengu tp nafsu still ada, so anything happen tak leh salahkan Syaitan dah ( LOL ). Harap leh lentur nafsu yg teruk nih! XD

Salam.

Ceramah

Td dgr sedikit talk pasal fikh musaffir nie, its kind of nice.

I like the Khuf thingy! ^_^

Now just have to prepare thick socks lol :P

Selamat Menjawab Exam Esok!!! ^_^

Kepada kawan2 yg akan mengambil Final exam first year esok, mudah2an Allah mempermudahkan kalian utk menjawab soalan exam esok. Amin ^_^

Just This.

I just want to love and be loved...