number 20 i think

Working is so much different than schooling.You are totally independent. And i think its a great big shock for me. Ive been so busy and rarely have time to watch television.I miss spongebob soo much.Ive started drinking coffee,mainly kopi O .Most of the staff are married and age ranging from 20-50 years old.Tell me how to click?Everything is so alien to me and i wish i was back in school..

Ps,im sleepy and itching all around especially my right palm.. nak dapat duit kot. hahahhahaha

complaints

It doesnt help that its the june holidays and teens your age are enjoying while you're at school and you dont get any holidays until the end of the year which is a definite MAYBE. It doesnt help that you dont uderstand anything you've been taught during class and you can't apply it during practical.It doesnt help that your friends are better than you.It doesnt help that u break ,spoil and have to redo and redo and redo things learnt during practical while the others watch on as they did better. IT DOESNT HELP TO HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM. Sad to say i really really really hate my course BUT i have no choice cause i CANT quit cause if i do, my parents have to pay $19000+. That means i'll have to cope for 3 years. I FEEL LIKE CRYING AND SHOUTING OUT LOUD.

The kite runner

Went to religious class today and we watched a movie entitled, The kite runner.
The plot of the movie follows that of the novel. The story tells about the life of Amir a well to do boy and he's best friend Hassan the son of the servant who works for Amir's father.The story follows a series of events from the soviet invasion,taliban regime,hassan's death etc..

I realy feel that this is a very good movie and i think that everyone should watch it teaching us to be grateful,respectful,compassionate,sacrifice,determination and to love all mankind. But at the same time it also has negative content such as betrayal.bribery and humiliation. Overall i think that everyone should watch this movie as it tackles your emotions.This is one of those movies that makes u feel angry,sad and maybe..cry. Its a very touching movie. At a rate of 1-10, i give an honorable 10

Number 18

Starting attachment soon and im.. NERVOUS.
Bought a pair of sandals today and added to my collection of shoes.Omg i just noticed that i have a lot of shoes and majority is black in colour.I have to stop this habit.Shoes are my weakness and its not good as i seldom wear them,waste money and end up buying shoes that i do not need. sometimes i even forget that i bought a shoe cause its all stored in the shoe cabinet.I cant help it.. if i spot a shoe,sandal etc that i like, i will not hesitate but buy it on the spot or buy it when i have cash (-_-)

Ps the irritating girl did not come to school today! yay! im a very happy girl.And i miss yati and att sooo soo much..

si hypocrite yang munafik..

I don't wish to bitch but I'm loosing my patience.. And blogging about my problems is waay better than keeping my feelings to myself.Yes i am very quiet but that doesn't mean you can step on my head and be a bitch to all of us.

This classmate of mine is really an Attention seeking nonsensical immature kid.Be reminded she is seventeen.Its only been a week since we've started school but a "used to be" reliable source told us that behind our backs "A" has been condemning us and calling us names.Come on! whats your problem?? Ada aja dia nak comment pasal orang tiap2 hari.. (as if you're so PERFECT!)

And to add to her nonsense, she did the ridiculous yesterday. She came to school with a BARBIE backpack, had a stupid piece of pink coloured feather (the kind u see on a chapteh) on her hair and decided to interrupt the class by standing up and burping and hiccuping at the same time.And when she's tired of hiccuping, she stops and continues the cycle when she feels like it.. OMG I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HER ON THE BACK SO HARD SO THAT SHE STOPS BURPING ALL HER LIFE.*&^%$#@!*(&%%$ and pls.. if you wanna create stories for sympathy, create logical ones =)
Luckily i could control my anger..
Ape lagi kerena dia nyari..

FDI/UNIVERSAL CHARTING SYSTEM

School's been very2 tiring.I don't think I've ever been this tired before.

We learnt teeth charting and i swear i feel like crying and pulling my hairs out.Its so damn confusing and i don't understand a thing!! its so difficult, i feel like giving up and feel that I've chosen the wrong course.BUT IF I GIVE UP, i must pay the consequences.. my parents have to fork out $ 18,000+ . No its not a typing error. since I'm sponsored I'm forced to pass and stay for 3 years there. if i give up,I'll have to pay the amount they invested on me.. So whether i like it or not,I'll have to cope,learn to pay attention and ask questions.

this is just an example.. you understand? i dont..

happy mother's day!

Its mother's day.. and im very happy.I gave my mother a handmade card with thank yous written in it.. And for lunch cum dinner, we went to some Turkish restaurant.

I LOVE U IBU DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART. WITH A DEEP DEEP DOWN DOWN DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART. =)
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY IBU AND ALSO TO ALL MOTHERS.

and tomorrow there will be a graduating ceremony for previous batch of nurses.. eeeeeeee bestnyerr.. dapat makan sedap2, lagi!! =)

fourteen

Going to a new school and making new friends is really GREAT.Especially when you get to know them inside- out. I think that we should "investigate" their family background and listen to their complaints,stories and experiences. Only then we get to see their true colours and understand who they really are.It also helps us shed away negative thoughts,misunderstanding and feelings of hatred about them and instantly, we realize our mistakes,bring out the compassion,love,respect,sympathy and maturity in us as we ponder about their lives and experiences.We begin to appreciate our friends,love,respect and care about them.We ignore their flaws and concentrate on their positive side.Today,one by one told about their darkest secret and it occurred to me that the saying " humans are not perfect" has finally shown me examples.

Today, i learnt a very valuable lesson..THE LESSON OF ACCEPTANCE.

3belas

HAPPY 13 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY SURATI AND FAUZI A.K.A (FYAAUTZII) =)

Dua belas

School's been fun,tiring and torturing.. Fun because i have GEREK friends,its an air-conditioned institution therefore everywhere is cool,my class strength is 7 and its an all FEMALE environment the only males there are the dentist which make up the minority.Ooh and because i get monthly allowance of $$$

Tiring because i have to report to school everyday..except SUNDAY. The most tiring day would be on Wednesdays when school starts at 1p.m and ends at 9p.m but the day i cant wait is Friday as school starts at 8 and ends at 3.3o and i really2 hate going back on Saturdays.. Come on gimme a break.

Torturing because on the first day, i suffered muscle and joint pains due to the heavy load i had to carry..And whats worst? To stand in the packed mrt all the way from outram to eunos with my heavy books( be reminded the destination takes 20 mins) and to add to my frustration, i was stuck between 2 people and "in my face", was a man's armpit OH MY! the staunch was enough to kill a fly. Breathing through the nose doesn't help and breathing through the mouth was torture.

eLeVeN

Its 11.15 p.m and I'm still awake..Goodness and come to think of it, i start school tomorrow.

Ooh i received an email about keistimewaan menjadi seorang isteri. Goodness! the privilege of being a wife in the eyes of god and off course Islam is so great.I did not know that during pregnancy,the sins of a wife is slowly vanished.And when her child is born,all her sins are gone! therefore there's no need to be afraid of giving birth etc.. cause IF a mother dies when giving birth, its considered syahid. Oh! appreciate your mother for what she's gone through and done all these years cause there's only one of her.Treat her well everyday and not only on mother's day.Ouh and the good deeds of the husband will be pahala for the wife but the bad deeds of her husband is his business. And IF her husband ends up in hell, the wife can save her husband by giving part of her pahala so both will end up in heaven.I shan't elaborate more as i KNOW it bores you to death..

" ala emak kahwinkan aku" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

post number TeN

This holiday's too draggy ive completed 5 rounds of loco roco and my fingers are hurting..

Just an update.. school starts in 2 days time.. weeeeeeeeeeee..
ouh i just found out that simpsons airs on channel 5 at 6p.m on sundays. And the next episode will be in 3 weeks time (-_-).


sekian terima kasih.

post number 9

Today we celebrated the birthday of three classmates at FMSA(madrasah).mcm style gitu ehh?? .
Went shopping just now and bought a pair of jeans from SUB.My mum offered to belanja me a blue top and a wallet and i said no (-_-) mcm weird gitu ehh? well, because the thing i had in mind was the cute sandals at charles and keith but i only voiced the idea at the last minute when stores were closing down... mcm selenge gitu ehh?aiyaa maybe i sholuld wait for my pay which would be in 22 days time god-willing...
ouh! to vent your anger via blog is really good and somehow fun =)

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Photo edits is post numberEIGHT.

Im happy and excited cause i managed to find the website where those people in friendster used to edit their photos.Yea i know im kinda ketinggalan zaman but HEY! at least now i know and can edit my photos.. The website will be linked here. so here are the photos that i've edited..
ps: i personally like the one with atikah.

healthTIPS.

Yesterday at nine p.m my sis and i went.. jogging.. YES! jogging.. ouh im so so happy cause after 5 months at home, i once again set foot in the wilderness! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA takde link ehh .. ohh it feels soo GOOD.it feels as though ive burnt fats.lots and lots of calories..i must continue this routine.I shall make it a habit to jog,swim,cycle or brisk walk every spare time.

By the way, drinking milk can make acne in teens worst.The hormones and growth factors produced by cows,which we ingest through their milk can exacerbate the teens hormones.You understand? me too.. i dont.. BUT its suggested that teens with acne have no more than 3 glasses of milk a day.helpful? hopefully..

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