Self discovery

Sometimes I wonder what's my purpose in life and sometimes I wonder what am I doing?I wanna be happy and lead a happy life. I want to do something that will bring joy and satisfaction to me. I just started my first phase of adulthood and that is working. I always wonder how do others do it? Perhaps I need to know what I love to do and that will make me happy and look forward to work but the question is, what is the ideal job for me? What will ultimately make me happy?I wanna go on an adventure a roadtrip, meet people, have fun and discover life. I want to be happy because right now my heart is empty.I shall embark on a quest to find happiness and the journey of self discovery.

Fear of work.

Good morning world,im down with fever and have trouble sleeping so what a better way to 'kill' time? thats it! Blog. On Monday, it will be my first day of work. Suddenly, i don't really feel like reporting to work.I'm sacred, in fact very scared. I think i suffer from Ergophobia; the fear of work.

(Ergophobia is an overwhelming, irrational fear of work. The ergophobic individual may fear that they are incapable of handling their job responsibilities and are destined to fail at work. Other people coping with Ergophobia may be fearful of work meetings or committees and having to speak in front of groups of their colleagues.


Sometimes referred to as Ergasiophobia, this word derives from the Greek “ergon”, meaning work and “phobos” meaning fear.) -www.healthmad.com

Sigh, Hope all goes well on Monday.

NEW POST

How long has it been since i blogged?
2011 has been great for me.
Im looking forward to a new change in my life soon, insyallah.
Till a better post.

Asslamualaikum =)

On VCR's and Memories

Remember this? Its called the videocassette recorder. My family used to have one at home in the 90s. We will use a videotape cassette to record any tv shows or watch any videos that we rented or bought. These days, people use the DVD player instead.Sometimes, i wished the mind could function like a videocassette recorder and we could play any wonderful memories of our choice,pause at the best parts and delete whatever memories we never wanted.That way, we wont be 'haunted' with bad memories that just wont go away.

KAWAN

Kawan,teman,rakan...
Semua membawa erti yang sama. Dalam kehidupan ini,kita haruslah pandai memilih kawan. Kawan boleh membahagiakan kami atau merosakkan kami. Cara kehidupan kita juga boleh terjejas kerana kawan.Terpulanglah pada empunya diri untuk memilih mana yang baik, mana yang yang tidak.Apa yang saya pelajari dari berkawan? Jangan terlalu baik dengan kawan kerana kadang kala jasa dan budi baik kita tidak akan dihargai. Apabila ini terjadi, barulah kita tahu siapa benar-benar kawan sejati dan siapa "kawan".

Semoga ini menjadi iktibar kepada anda. =)

2010/11

What a year it has been. This year itself, i went through two minor surgeries. And Alhamdulillah both surgeries went well without complications.
These are my reflections for year 2010.
I made new friends
Had some misunderstandings with old friends
Gained valuable knowledge
Gained new experience
Finally able to fry the 'perfect' fried rice
Took lots of pictures especially on special occasions
Had my first baju kurung tailor made
Had my first sleepover
Had my first MAKEOVER
Ate lots of delicious food
Do volunteer work
HAD LOTS OF FUN WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS
Turned TWENTY
Despite all these, i am still single. -___- who knows, maybe 2011 will bring someone new into my life?

I thank Allah for letting me go through all these and for granting me the most supportive, caring and loving family and friends. Insyaallah,2011 will be better and filled with happy memories. I had fun in 2010 and i hope in 2011 i'll be an even better muslim and person.I hope to learn more and gain as much knowledge and life experience.

Happy New Year Y'all!

song

Another favourite song from Maher Zain.

CARLORINO

Look what my mum bought for me yesterday,





Alhamdulillah.