Millionnaires?

Now only I realised its been ages since I updated my bloggie...

Haha...
Well...
Now busy with internship... Working in DSG, a pampers company which manufactures brand such as Petpet, Babylove and Fitti Basic and Fitti.

Being an intern in that company... What I can say is really not much thing to learn about...
For almost two months here... I think I am expert in punching holes and filing... If you ask me got how many documents in a folder.. I will be able to explain to you...

LOL... Kind of boring and tiring... Lazy is also another feel of me for being there...
Now is kinda make me have another thought or better understanding on the rat race...

I can say that the example of my supervisor... Working late until 9pm or even to 11pm... Then tomorrow waking up at 6am again.. come to office... and work like a cow.... Really is like a rat race.. Having lunch with colleagues also proved the theories on how ppl on middle range live... Work like hell then pay all their bills... Didnt get to enjoy much of their lives...

What I say now maybe hard to understand.. Cos i dont really know how to express myself and explaining what I have understood... Maybe read a book will help.. Recommend "Rich dad, Poor dad"... is kind of a mind set... Some may think he is rubbish.. But I think he is making sense... I should learn from him though...

Want to be a millionnaire?

I do have the want.....

Life for the past few days

Life for the past few days is great!!

Cos you get to sleep at 5am almost every night just to vomit out the assignments!
Cos you get to study until the next day just for the midterms!
Cos you are too stressful until cannot sleep!

So, as a conclusion,
being a year 3 student in UTAR is great!!


~killing me softly~

发泄！！！

够了！ 难道你不累吗？跟你相处了这么久，你还不知道你要的是什么吗？！
我现在所需要的勇气和信心，自己都给不到，那你说你还能做什么?!
反省的还不够吗？！现在如果你什么都不能做到，那你未来还有什么能做到的？！

真的累了。。
曾经以为自己能够明白，能够忍受
今天的我，累了。

能不能够
给我喘口气啊？

现在的我

现在的我，
被那些情歌搞到有些emo了。。

真是个傻婆。。

In this late night

In this kind of late night...
When everyone in the house had fall asleep...
When people that appears available in msn contact list are the people that you dont feel like talking to...
When you looking at the monitor with a blank mind...

Only will know that how lonely you are...
Watching romance drama...
Feel the sweetness of the couple...
I am lonely...
I am really lonely...

Arguments are there or not??
Or is just another excuse to reconsider the plan??

Sometimes...
I am just kinda tired...
Thinking what should I do or behave to make everything work...
Worrying the consequences of the behavior and things I have done or said...

Everything is so complicated...
Do I still have the courage and confidence to move on?

Tonight is going to be a sleepless again...

Birthday~

14th of April.. Birthday??
Getting older is a good thing..
But, is it your mind is growing as well??
Any improvements in the way you manage your things??
Any improvements that in the way you know how to manage your relationship with others??

These are the things that I have been thinking during my birthday..
Celebrating birthday is a thing..
But, remembering and understand birthday is another thing...

I still remember I went to a camp..
During the camp, there will be a session to celebrate the participants' birthday..
During the session, the seniors said that... Do you know that on your birthday, your mother suffer to give birth to you?? which is why, birthday is also known as 'mother suffer day' (母亲受难日)...

I still remember that until now...
9 months of pregnancy.. and you are here..
nurturing you... giving you everything that you need...

So, I wanted to say during my birthday..
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!
Sorry that I made you worried and mad for these years...
Thank you that you are always there for me...
Thank you for everything...




*btw.. thanks to my friends that celebrated birthday for me.. thanks for the cake, eggs and the jelly... Love you guys.... Also thanks for the wishes...*

Funny~

It is kinda funny when i saw someone updated her status in facebook as "I am sorry that I am sensitive to bull shit." I was like... WTH... you are the one who always keep bull shitting around me... erkkk...

By the way...
Why should I care??
hmmm...
kinda annoying...