Friday, March 25, 2011
Hahaha I shall just randomly revive my blog again since no one cares about it! :D Awesomes! I like that no one knows I have this blog alive still! :D HEEHEEHEE!
It's late at night and I'm still up trying to study! :/ Not doing well I would think, but hey I'm trying! :D
Sometimes, my heart and my head are so conflicting. I hate it. ): I wish for once, things would go more the way I want it to. Maybe my head and my heart would stop conflicting for once and let me be happy!
And why is my heart so distrusting? Why is my heart so afraid? Of what, to let go, to be happy. UGH.
I need to study. Heart, stop thinking about things, NOW.
<3
we'll stay united
>11:09 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2011
ZOMG the last time I posted was so TEN YEARS AGO!! ):
I don't have this damn habit of blogging/tumblring or whatever. It's not in my nature to talk about my feelings so publicly, not like anyone is reading this actually! :D Awesome!
So... I'm back!!! :D
Just decided to post here because ... I'm hoping that it's goes unnoticed or something. Privatised blog yknow? :D But I think some friends till have my blog link on their blogs! But they probably don't use their blogs anymore! Tumblr has taken the world by STORM! WHOOO!!
Okay 2011, its a new year and it's gonna be.. legend... wait for it... DARY! Hahahaha! :D I hope. :)
<3
we'll stay united
>7:36 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
HELLO I'M BACK FROM CAMBODIA!
Okay! I'm glad I'm back, but I'm sad because I lost my WONDERFUL voice! Haha! (Don't snigger okay? I know what you people are thinking! HAHA!)
Anyway, Cambodia was awesome. I mean, the people are awesome. The food is yummy and the people are so friendly. I'm going to miss them a lot. We had a lot of fun, playing volleyball, kicking the feather thing ( I don't know how to spell the name of the game so I won't embarrass myself.)
When I arrived back in Singapore, I was a little... well, disappointed. Singapore is really well off and we have so many buildings, the road is smooth and clean, there are street lights at night, there's really clean water... We have so much and yet I can't say that we are really satisfied. The children in Cambodia seem so happy and friendly though they don't have many street lights or super smooth roads. To be honest, I'm starting to understand that happiness comes in the simplest of forms - like a smile or a friendly game. Our computers or handphones or cameras are but physical and material wants, not necessities. It IS possible to do without them! ( This is quite an ironic statement since I'm on the computer blogging and the first few things I did was to turn on the computer!!!!)
So, I hope people had fun in Singapore! I really had fun in Cambodia. It was a very good experience. And I won't forget my friends - Maly, Seila, San, Risan, Malis, Srey Neang, Mony, Vanny, Vary, Tadah, Vito, Vibol, Rotona, Kitty, Srey Touch etc.
BYE..
we'll stay united
>10:38 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i didnt know that there were people who actually take interest in my blog. haha. i always thought i was talking to myself, so whatever i put here didnt matter. but it seems that THE CLIQUE reads my crappy blog! HI PEOPLE!
i talked to my cousin on MSN today! he lives in NZ. he's coming back and it's great since things in singapore are so boring if most of your cousins are MIA and overseas. haha. lucky he's coming back for NS so yay! one more of us around to PLAY!
promos are over, and now volleyball training is on again! AHHHH (screams!) i hope i dont die training. oh and today i'm supposed to be fasting for con3 camp tomorrow. lucky i had breakfast. if i keep thinking about my breakfast, maybe i'll feel so sick i dwont even feel hungry! i had cake for breakfast and honestly i dont really like sweet stuff for breakfast, so i got a little sick of the yummy cake. haha. so i guess it'll help with my fasting today.
i love helping out at con camps! its always so fun, although i dont exactly take part in any activities. i just help out with log or i do night watch, which will be great if i have coffee! hahah i better have coffee! if not i will die! (:
okay im sick of typing here already. i dont like revealing my innermost thoughts and feelings to the world. (though i think i just did by saying that) have fun slacking people. IT'S THE HOLS!
we'll stay united
>7:45 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Hey I'm here to update.
Playlist1. Time For Me To Fly by Jonas Brothers
2. Hold On by Jonas Brothers
3. Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
4. This Is Me by Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato
5. The Reason by Hoobastank
Booklist1. 365 Days With The Lord [I'm not sure who the author is, but it's a good guide for everyday life. I'm at the book with was published two years ago, so I don't have to fight with my mother for this year's book.]
TV Shows1. Friends on Star World, Channel 18, weekdays from 8pm to 9pm. It's really entertaining!
That's about it for my boring life. I got grounded for 3 months too. WOW. I'm going to be a social zero till the 2nd of November. Thanks to my big mouth. So, goodbye to the outside world!
we'll stay united
>4:41 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I envy people who manage to find peace in themselves. People who have God centred in their lives. They are very peaceful people. You know there WAS one day when I felt totally happy and at peace. Best day for me this year! [Aside birthdays and such]
Today was totally crappy. I mean, Maclaurin's Series is really full of crap! The dude must have gone mad creating this theory. Lucky he's already like, passed on, if not I will so kick the crap out of him! I went mad, literally, doing math in school today. My classmates and I were shouting in class trying to de-stress or something.
Then we had a long day, LIKE MOST OF OUR OTHER DAYS, I might add! Lucky for us, we have an awesome chinese teacher who gave us a slack lesson. If not, I probably would have DIED. Haha.
I want to find my inner peace, then I can be peaceful and loving to those around me, and I'll become a better and happier person for the people around me too! Haha. Easier said then done but I will try my best to find my inner peace. I want to be a prayerful person who has God centred in her life. (:
Sometimes things and people just get to me and I lost focus of my inner peace. And seriously, I think I might be a religious sister one day! It's really possible! Then I can help people to better themselves! HAHA. WISHFUL THINKING because I can't even help myself. HA.
Well, I'm done ranting here. Ciao.
we'll stay united
>3:10 AM
